I’m really struggling at the moment. I can’t stand being sad anymore thinking about the past and remembering the bad things that I’ve experienced. I don’t want to be stuck in the past. This is helping me find my own peace of mind that things just might turn out alright.
you are not alone. the universe will find ways to help you heal. remember that the best day of your life could surprise you as tomorrow. much love & stay strong florence
U have to live with ur past...Ur past is a piece of u and without it u would probably be another guy.Dont give up and show everybody that ur a soldier who keeps fighting
"SOMETIMES YOU WILL NOT KNOW THE VALUE OF A MOMENT UNTIL IT BECOMES A MEMORY" and then regret ... so enjoy the moment with family or friends, be positive, take good side of life and ignore or try to do your best on the bad side of your life 💖
it's gonna be over soon everyone,, let's hope next year nothing but improvement will happen. I know this world is tough but u still wish from the bottom of my heart for world's peace, just like i used to do when i was a child. Let's only spread love and positivity, and everything will be good 💞 i love you all!
Am I the only one who likes a balance of emotion? If there was only happiness you wouldn't appreciate it because you would be used to it. You wouldn't know anything else. When I'm happy I really enjoy it and do more things that make me happy. Better days are coming. Love each and every one of you❤
We think about how we wish we were living in a different point of our lives. At some point we'll look back and love now so keep that in mind and make the best of now!
There are only 3 days remaining of 2020 so is sadness. I hope everyone's happiness, success and dream may come true in 2021!💜 best of luck everyone. may your life treat you in the kindest way!!💜
Just checking in to make sure everyone is doing alright. Keep working toward your goals no matter what stands in the way and remember that being outside of your comfort zone is not a bad thing.
I used to be depressed and find relief in those mix. Now i'm feeling well but still listen to it. It's really calming. Thank you for the great content, Dreamy. :)
I'm happy that this channel is slowly growing large. I'm also proud to support it from quite a long time. Happy New year dreamy!! You made my 2020 a better year. I hope you continue well and stay happy this year too!!
Ya know, I really loved the title of this mix when it was published. I was confident, I was safe, I was happy, and the new year seemed so bright. But right now, I'm not so sure. I've been struggling with depression for over 5 years now, and every time I think I'm finally getting better... I just don't know anymore. Will the last day of sadness ever come for me? Will this terrifying loneliness ever go away? I've tried to fill the hole inside me with all sorts of things, but they wear out quicker and quicker each time. I'm not suicidal, I'm not going to hurt myself, I'm in no danger, but I'm getting so tired. Sometimes, I lose hope that I'll ever see that last day of sadness. It hurts, you know? It hurts so damn bad to feel this way, without a single person I can turn to. I have a loving family, but I don't want to bring them down. I want to be a strong and dependable older brother for my sister and brother, I want to be the man my older brother can look at with pride. I want my mom to see her child be successful, I want my dad to know that I've finally gotten over my past. I want to laugh with my friends, I want to look at them and know they love me as much as I love them. But I can't bring myself to open up to them, because I don't want to drive them away. In the end, it's just me. I made a promise to the stars, years ago. A promise that I'd stand, alone if I had to, until the stars burned out... until the day finally came when I could no longer look up and see them. I will keep that promise. I have to. If I can't believe myself, who do I have to believe? But to do it alone is so hard. Stay with me, friends, until either we or the stars finally burn out. I will stand with you, waiting for the last day of sadness.
you. are. so. strong. wow. i promise there r people who would LOVE to help u if u open up. u must be so incredibly loved and appreciated and if ur not, then i appreciate u! take ur time, don't be discouraged! Jesus loves u and see's u and even if no one else listens he always hears u! it might seem like he's distant and far away but he's just waiting for u to come to him. so many perceive him to be judgmental but he's not, he only wants what's best for u, he's my best friend but ig i can share ;) HUGS!! im so proud of u
Wrote something while listening to this. Feel free to critique or let me know if anyone else feels the same! :) happy nye Entry 19 "Waiting on the new year" I wonder, in the far distant future, will 2020 become just another page in an over priced textbook. Because to us, the ones that have lived through this year, it is much more than just a vomit of text in a history book. This year has been a year of stagnation, loneliness, mediocrity, despair, and … overall sadness. A year with such raw emotions, such concentrated emotions can’t be merely expressed in words. How will the future generations ever understand this year through words? Human understanding is truly so lacking … but I digress. As the year comes to a close, I look back at the hope the start brought. I had just gotten close to a new group of friends, and I mean genuine life long friends that motivate me. I spent winter with these companions who for the first time in my life inspired me to be kinder, more hardworking, more understanding, and to be overall better. However, with spring came, not the blooming of life, but the despair of disease. The disease swept through the world reaping souls wherever it went, while we deluded ourselves with thoughts of a mere flu that would allow us to return to normality in mere months. Alas, that hopeful future was merely the dreams of a naïve child and here we are near the end of the year with our normality still taken away from us. This year has been sad, lonely, and downright miserable. As humans we are social creatures and despite being an introvert I still crave the connections and physical company of my friends. I spent this year moping around, crying enough to fill the void in my heart, and just waiting...waiting... waiting. Waiting for what you might ask? Hell if I know; waiting for this virus to stop, waiting for me to return to school, waiting for life to be normal. All I’ve done this year is wait and quite frankly, I’m tired. I’m tired of this loneliness, tired of crying myself to sleep, tired of waiting. So here’s what I propose to those who are tired too: let’s stop. Let’s stop waiting for the world to return to normal because ,hell, we don’t know if it will and even if it does we might not even be here to enjoy it. So fuck normalcy, fuck waiting on the world, fuck this year and the next and the one after that and the decades after, fuck it all until we die. Although this year was spent in the most miserable fashion, we’re going to take next year and live it the life we want, the way we want, because fuck I might die at anytime.
@@mintfluffysweater740 Thank you! I thought no one saw this haha. I try to from time to time, but I took up reading recently so I write less. I am thinking of doing a blog though so I'm more committed. What do you think of my writing do you think it's worth turning into a blog :oo
I don't usually read long messages, since it hurts my eyes. But, the starting of the message kept me reading. I really like it! You should definitely write some books or something. I'd totally read it :))
I don't think there will ever be that *one* last day of sadness. There are days where it's in the background , so it's easier to ignore. Sometimes it's as present as the happiness was the day before. But I feel like it will always be there, whether you know it or not
Until Jesus comes to take His children home this world will be filled with suffering. Turn to Him now and receive his blessed assurance of lasting peace through the holy spirit
@Keenan Cheatham Maybe you're right. I didn't mean to talk about depression specifically, it's just how I've been feeling a lot lately without really knowing why. It just feels like you always kind of know that when you're happy it won't be for long so you have to make the best out of it.
Thank you so much for all of the relaxing tracks you've shared with us, Dreamy! I've been listening for two years, and your music has helped me get through some dark times Thanks again, and have a Happy New Year!
Amazing job making this! This was made at the perfect time, because this bad year is FINALLY ending! Hopefully nothing bad happens in 2021, and hope people stop dying to this dangerous pandemic.
Happy holidays folks, I offer a toast for those who managed to come this long and for those who are no longer with us. Lets hope this coming year brings a bit more hope and happiness to us all.
I had this playlist booked marked for a while, now is the perfect moment. My depression is still going strong, both it and anxiety going harder than ever before... and Ive been through so much shit recently its changed me as a person, Im fucked up man. I can think well enough to know some of the things about me that have become twisted, and that they are twisted. Its such a weird feeling. After all the shit so far though, I think Im finally leveling out and I might be able to get one foot up. I think Im close to my next breakthrough. Maybe today will be my last day of sadness in a way. After today sadness wont be the same for a couple reasons... I want to change, and life has changed me already. It hasnt been easy, and its probably going to be very hard here for a while, but I think Im on a better path now. Fuck man. It really hurts being all alone. I go days without speaking to other people, even over the phone. Its not intentional... I just dont have anybody, and the few people in my life I do have, Im the one that needs to exert all the effort to even try to arrange a time to hangout or chat. I dont know how to make new friends in person... Im not part of anything and I dont think I could handle it either. Im really short on money right now too. I just dont want to interact with anybody, I dont have the energy, but I want to interact with people, Im sick of being alone. It sucks so much. I get such terrible physical symptoms for even minor things I have to do. Life really sucks sometimes. Having a hard time finding a psychiatrist that takes my insurance too. Phew. It gets better, but it also gets worse. Just a ping pong match between the two, I just hope that it never gets too far on the 'worse' side.
"Time is an illusion that helps things make sense, So we are always living in the Present Tense It seems unforgiving when a good thing ends, But You and I will always be back then " - BMO, Adventure Time
I know this comment gonna annoy so many people when they read it especially at these times but I am gonna say it anyway. I couldn't feel happy until I was 18. I was born at the year 2000 with innatentive type of ADHD in a country where BARELY WHO knew that disorder existed. Luckly, my parents found a clinic that treated my ADHD but not enough because I didn't feel happy until I started going to psychologist at the age of 16. My last days of sadness were around 2018. At that time I stopped feeling constant anger, sadness and constant low-self esteem. I only feel sad when I fight with someone but that has become rare nowdays. I still go to therapy but only when I feel like I have to but that also has become rare. I feel stable now and I hope it will stay that way for a really long time. Stay strong everybody and remember, despair doesn't last forever
One of my favorite UA-cam channels! You created such a beautiful part of this community where I can sit , put on my headphones and relax with your playlists ❤️🌹 Huge thanks🌹❤️
Holy Cats!!! I am just catching up on your new releases. Jeez this one is amazing. You always bring the magic Dreamy, but this one is just all shine. Thanks for all you do.
Here's looking forward to a greater year, 2021. Hopefully thing's get better. Remember, postivity goes a long way. Think positively and nothing can bring you down.
It feels like the days are longer, more annoying and just frustrating the last year(even at home) and I don't see 2021 getting better for me. My neck locked itself recently because of stress and anxiety. Being around people gets on my nerves and some make fun of me because I act different, it's just really demotivating. Having trust issues has not helped me but I made them because my biological dad always yelled at me for not saying whats wrong at the moment. ( I saw him still until around 6/7 now I am almost 15 ) And when I want to tell people about my feelings my brain just tells me I will annoy them and that I seek attention even when I am at the person who has the job to help me with those thoughts. But here I don't have that much so thanks you guys for that and happy new year
Hey, I know you feel this way and your feelings are valid, but just know that you'll come across people who won't be annoyed when you express yourself before them; in fact, there will be some who'll want to know you in the most honest way and they will put efforts to that end. I'm older than you (not sure if wiser) but I can tell you that no good comes out of blocking out the exit doors of your feelings. You gotta vent, gotta let it all out --- you might not feel the need for this now just as strongly, but somewhere down the line, you will feel the burden of keeping it all in. I'm not saying it's your fault that you do, don't get me wrong. All I'm saying is, don't fall out of practice. For what it's worth, whenever you feel like voicing your feelings but those old familiar fears and apprehensions rear their heads, try prefixing what you have to say with -- "don't intend to annoy you but I feel...". This might not be great advice and I'm not great at communicating myself. But I've been in your shoes and wish I knew then what I know now, but also I'm still learning. So, good luck my friend. Remember, we're all trying to make sense of our lives and most of us don't have it all figured out. Hope the new year brings joy and positivity to you.
today is my 6th day without se|fharm. you may say i'm weak or there is nothing special in it, but for me, it's an achievement. just wanted to share my small victory with you. to anyone still reading it, you CAN do it. i believe in you. you are the best. you deserve to be happy. this world is ugly, but you make it beautiful, i'm so happy you are still there. don't leave us, okay? and don't listen to stupid people who make you feel worse. thank you for staying alive, i love you ❤️
Theres a weird moment I've started to have lately daily, I have a moment where I realize I havent let myself genuinely feel sad in so long that I've forgotten how to. You need to let out the sad to truly be happy right? I havent been able to in so so so long and because of that my brains been a big muddled mess of emotion and it gets confusing. Music, laughs, and asmr has managed to keep me sane tho.
Happy holidays Dreamy, and all the best for 2021! Hopefully a new year can kindle a spark of hope and happiness within us all. As was said in The Crow, ‘It can’t rain all the time.’ ❤️
i hope this year would be much better than 2020 and we all stop being so sad and depressed, you are all amazing and beautiful and worth itttt!! unfortunately i am starting this year bc a quiz week at school lol i will let yall know how i did:)
Everyone can be happy even during bad days, think about the end of it and you'll be happy. Bad days won't stay forever, think of it as just passing by, just remain positive!❤❤❤
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Hey, this is the last mix of the this year. Goodbye 2020. Happy holidays everyone and thanks for your continued support
I hope the new year is better for everyone
Goodbye 2020!!!!!!
Thanks so much for making this awesome mix 🙏🙏🙏🙏🎉😊
Lovely chill music playlist! Wishing you all the best for 2021, in which all your dreams may come true! 💫 ❣️
THANK YOU!
What a great title
Reminds us that nothing really lasts forever, even sadness
and that no matter what’s going, life will ultimately get better
Yes everything will be alright:)
in fred roger's song: Sometimes isn't always!
don't trust lies
I wish God Bless you all:))👍
Oh I just thought it meant they were jumping off a bridge. Hence, last day of sadness
Don't we all wish it could be...
thank you, Dreamy.
it can, it can
@@Katie-dx8bx one day ^_^
I’m really struggling at the moment. I can’t stand being sad anymore thinking about the past and remembering the bad things that I’ve experienced. I don’t want to be stuck in the past. This is helping me find my own peace of mind that things just might turn out alright.
you are not alone. the universe will find ways to help you heal. remember that the best day of your life could surprise you as tomorrow. much love & stay strong florence
U have to live with ur past...Ur past is a piece of u and without it u would probably be another guy.Dont give up and show everybody that ur a soldier who keeps fighting
@@ashleyh.9883 thank you so much
@@patrick.0895 Thanks man, really needed to hear that, truly.
Hey don't worry, God Bless you dear:))👍
"SOMETIMES YOU WILL NOT KNOW THE VALUE OF A MOMENT UNTIL IT BECOMES A MEMORY" and then regret ... so enjoy the moment with family or friends, be positive, take good side of life and ignore or try to do your best on the bad side of your life 💖
will not know*
@@michaellu1147 bruh it's a COMMENT
Thanks n best regards! 👍👍😊😊
@@chilledcrowmusic2253 😊
it's gonna be over soon everyone,, let's hope next year nothing but improvement will happen. I know this world is tough but u still wish from the bottom of my heart for world's peace, just like i used to do when i was a child. Let's only spread love and positivity, and everything will be good 💞 i love you all!
@DJ Ness it is going to be worse before better ...... M holding on to d better one ...ima live for it❤️
Yeah I know Luvlli, Nice thoughts:)
much love to you!
Am I the only one who likes a balance of emotion? If there was only happiness you wouldn't appreciate it because you would be used to it. You wouldn't know anything else. When I'm happy I really enjoy it and do more things that make me happy. Better days are coming.
Love each and every one of you❤
Made my day!
Tqq
love you too ♥
@@aislynnmel2151 happy I could make your day!
@@yagurll_vanna3303 ～(^з^)-♡
I dono why,but after seeing this comment l got happy~
@@yagurll_vanna3303 absolutely agree with you:)👍
"Last day of sadness" je pense pas mais merci pour cette belle composition 💙
Essaie que ça soit le dernier, courage et bonne chance 🤍 bonne année
@@manaltouach9281 merci à toi aussi 😊
Bonne année les reufs, que cette vous soit la meilleure possible 💜
Moi aussi je suis très triste en ce moment , j'spère que tu te rétablira (:
Sorry what? I don't speak..... That.....
We think about how we wish we were living in a different point of our lives. At some point we'll look back and love now so keep that in mind and make the best of now!
So glad to be part of this mix, thank you 🙏🏼
especially with my buddy @kanisan
I really like your track! Very relaxing :)
@@corlinabeerenz7323 thank you 🙏🏼
There are only 3 days remaining of 2020 so is sadness. I hope everyone's happiness, success and dream may come true in 2021!💜
best of luck everyone. may your life treat you in the kindest way!!💜
same to you!
Offcourse dear:)
You too! Also I love your pfp!
@@Abby-ct2uz Nice:))😊
@@chilledcrowmusic2253 😁☺️
The more I stepped away from darkness, the less it felt like home. ❤ Dreamy you made my day and everyday
Stay safe and healthy people 🙏 ❤
“Seek Respect, not Attention. It lasts longer.”
That goes with this so well , nice one
Period . 💪
A little alteration.....
Seek yourself, not others. You might find wonders with yourself.
Love to all. Sending you light! 🎁
👍👌
@@avengeblossom9942 👍👌
Just checking in to make sure everyone is doing alright. Keep working toward your goals no matter what stands in the way and remember that being outside of your comfort zone is not a bad thing.
Hey random stranger,
I send you warm hugs and peace ☮️ wherever you're and however you're!
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Hugs and peace to you, too!⊂( ´ ▽ ` )⊃
I used to be depressed and find relief in those mix. Now i'm feeling well but still listen to it. It's really calming. Thank you for the great content, Dreamy. :)
stay strong everyone, drink water, eat, get sleep and do something that makes you happy , you deserve it i promise
Yeah:)
or just get high as fuck lol
And if you don’t even know what makes you happy?
@@mckayleem3098 then i would do things that make you feel at ease, make you feel peaceful, make you feel like everything is going to be ok
⊂( ´ ▽ ` )⊃
Woah thank you sooooo much for featuring 3 of my tracks in this mix 💙 such an honour
These lofi compilations always make me feel less stressed. Thank you dreamy
Hope you all have a good 2021. This goes for you as well Dreamy, make sure to have a good year.
listening to this mix while reading comments is just perfect.
I 100% agree! It’s honestly so relaxing and soothing haha
Really♥️
I wish it was...can't seem to find what makes me happy anymore. Almost addicted to the feeling of being sad now
Ah some peaceful music after a tough day. I really needed this so... thank you.
Good night you beautiful people.
I'm happy that this channel is slowly growing large. I'm also proud to support it from quite a long time. Happy New year dreamy!! You made my 2020 a better year. I hope you continue well and stay happy this year too!!
Ya know, I really loved the title of this mix when it was published. I was confident, I was safe, I was happy, and the new year seemed so bright. But right now, I'm not so sure. I've been struggling with depression for over 5 years now, and every time I think I'm finally getting better... I just don't know anymore. Will the last day of sadness ever come for me? Will this terrifying loneliness ever go away? I've tried to fill the hole inside me with all sorts of things, but they wear out quicker and quicker each time.
I'm not suicidal, I'm not going to hurt myself, I'm in no danger, but I'm getting so tired. Sometimes, I lose hope that I'll ever see that last day of sadness. It hurts, you know? It hurts so damn bad to feel this way, without a single person I can turn to. I have a loving family, but I don't want to bring them down. I want to be a strong and dependable older brother for my sister and brother, I want to be the man my older brother can look at with pride. I want my mom to see her child be successful, I want my dad to know that I've finally gotten over my past. I want to laugh with my friends, I want to look at them and know they love me as much as I love them. But I can't bring myself to open up to them, because I don't want to drive them away.
In the end, it's just me. I made a promise to the stars, years ago. A promise that I'd stand, alone if I had to, until the stars burned out... until the day finally came when I could no longer look up and see them. I will keep that promise. I have to. If I can't believe myself, who do I have to believe? But to do it alone is so hard.
Stay with me, friends, until either we or the stars finally burn out. I will stand with you, waiting for the last day of sadness.
U seem like u need a hug so, *hug*
If u dont need a hug accept anyways the hug uwu hugs always help with somthin or another
you. are. so. strong. wow. i promise there r people who would LOVE to help u if u open up. u must be so incredibly loved and appreciated and if ur not, then i appreciate u! take ur time, don't be discouraged! Jesus loves u and see's u and even if no one else listens he always hears u! it might seem like he's distant and far away but he's just waiting for u to come to him. so many perceive him to be judgmental but he's not, he only wants what's best for u, he's my best friend but ig i can share ;) HUGS!! im so proud of u
Wrote something while listening to this. Feel free to critique or let me know if anyone else feels the same! :) happy nye
Entry 19 "Waiting on the new year"
I wonder, in the far distant future, will 2020 become just another page in an over priced textbook. Because to us, the ones that have lived through this year, it is much more than just a vomit of text in a history book. This year has been a year of stagnation, loneliness, mediocrity, despair, and … overall sadness. A year with such raw emotions, such concentrated emotions can’t be merely expressed in words. How will the future generations ever understand this year through words? Human understanding is truly so lacking … but I digress. As the year comes to a close, I look back at the hope the start brought. I had just gotten close to a new group of friends, and I mean genuine life long friends that motivate me. I spent winter with these companions who for the first time in my life inspired me to be kinder, more hardworking, more understanding, and to be overall better. However, with spring came, not the blooming of life, but the despair of disease. The disease swept through the world reaping souls wherever it went, while we deluded ourselves with thoughts of a mere flu that would allow us to return to normality in mere months. Alas, that hopeful future was merely the dreams of a naïve child and here we are near the end of the year with our normality still taken away from us. This year has been sad, lonely, and downright miserable. As humans we are social creatures and despite being an introvert I still crave the connections and physical company of my friends. I spent this year moping around, crying enough to fill the void in my heart, and just waiting...waiting... waiting. Waiting for what you might ask? Hell if I know; waiting for this virus to stop, waiting for me to return to school, waiting for life to be normal. All I’ve done this year is wait and quite frankly, I’m tired. I’m tired of this loneliness, tired of crying myself to sleep, tired of waiting. So here’s what I propose to those who are tired too: let’s stop. Let’s stop waiting for the world to return to normal because ,hell, we don’t know if it will and even if it does we might not even be here to enjoy it. So fuck normalcy, fuck waiting on the world, fuck this year and the next and the one after that and the decades after, fuck it all until we die. Although this year was spent in the most miserable fashion, we’re going to take next year and live it the life we want, the way we want, because fuck I might die at anytime.
This is really good! Do you write as a hobby?
@@mintfluffysweater740 Thank you! I thought no one saw this haha. I try to from time to time, but I took up reading recently so I write less. I am thinking of doing a blog though so I'm more committed. What do you think of my writing do you think it's worth turning into a blog :oo
I don't usually read long messages, since it hurts my eyes. But, the starting of the message kept me reading. I really like it! You should definitely write some books or something. I'd totally read it :))
I don't think there will ever be that *one* last day of sadness. There are days where it's in the background , so it's easier to ignore. Sometimes it's as present as the happiness was the day before. But I feel like it will always be there, whether you know it or not
That’s uhh depression
Until Jesus comes to take His children home this world will be filled with suffering. Turn to Him now and receive his blessed assurance of lasting peace through the holy spirit
@@emilyawood amen
@@emilyawood 😂😂😂😆😆😆✌
@Keenan Cheatham Maybe you're right. I didn't mean to talk about depression specifically, it's just how I've been feeling a lot lately without really knowing why. It just feels like you always kind of know that when you're happy it won't be for long so you have to make the best out of it.
This is the background song when I count and visualise my blessings. ❤️
Thank you so much for all of the relaxing tracks you've shared with us, Dreamy!
I've been listening for two years, and your music has helped me get through some dark times
Thanks again, and have a Happy New Year!
i was searching for a new lofi hip hop mix when i got the notification for this and if that isn't fate, then nothing is... :)
You are my favorite channel when it comes to lofi chill
Love the music, but I'm in love with the picture even more! How relaxing
Yeah really good.
Really love your lofi mixes, they always help me get through the day.
Have a happy new year!
happy new year, everyone. love this channel & community. keep your heads and hearts up
hi this is my literally last day drepessed because y changed my mentality totally , thanks to the lofi :3
ahhh yayyy even if there r hard days ahead, i know u can work through itttt YOU GOT THIS
happy new years to anyone who may see this message
Thank you so much for the feature! ❤
Amazing job making this! This was made at the perfect time, because this bad year is FINALLY ending! Hopefully nothing bad happens in 2021, and hope people stop dying to this dangerous pandemic.
Thank you Dreamy!! Huge love from Hoot Music
this year was weird. cheers to a new year!
Thanks for making this dreamy it’s really helps me do work and be productive💕
Hope tomorrow will be amazing for everyone ! Since it's the last day of sadness ^^
Thanks for keeping me going, Dreamy. ❤️
-Maggie, an admirer over thousands
Happy holidays folks, I offer a toast for those who managed to come this long and for those who are no longer with us. Lets hope this coming year brings a bit more hope and happiness to us all.
Ofcourse dear mate :)))😊👍
verry good
It's so relaxing
perfect for rainy days
I had this playlist booked marked for a while, now is the perfect moment. My depression is still going strong, both it and anxiety going harder than ever before... and Ive been through so much shit recently its changed me as a person, Im fucked up man. I can think well enough to know some of the things about me that have become twisted, and that they are twisted. Its such a weird feeling. After all the shit so far though, I think Im finally leveling out and I might be able to get one foot up. I think Im close to my next breakthrough. Maybe today will be my last day of sadness in a way. After today sadness wont be the same for a couple reasons... I want to change, and life has changed me already. It hasnt been easy, and its probably going to be very hard here for a while, but I think Im on a better path now. Fuck man. It really hurts being all alone. I go days without speaking to other people, even over the phone. Its not intentional... I just dont have anybody, and the few people in my life I do have, Im the one that needs to exert all the effort to even try to arrange a time to hangout or chat. I dont know how to make new friends in person... Im not part of anything and I dont think I could handle it either. Im really short on money right now too. I just dont want to interact with anybody, I dont have the energy, but I want to interact with people, Im sick of being alone. It sucks so much. I get such terrible physical symptoms for even minor things I have to do. Life really sucks sometimes. Having a hard time finding a psychiatrist that takes my insurance too. Phew. It gets better, but it also gets worse. Just a ping pong match between the two, I just hope that it never gets too far on the 'worse' side.
Hope you're doing good :)
I was lost for a while but it feels good to be back.
Thanks for including me on this
Lovely chill music! It really makes me relax and the cover picture is so sweet! 💕💙🎶
"Time is an illusion that helps things make sense,
So we are always living in the Present Tense
It seems unforgiving when a good thing ends,
But You and I will always be back then "
- BMO, Adventure Time
Truly a pog moment to see that dreamy uploaded
I know this comment gonna annoy so many people when they read it especially at these times but I am gonna say it anyway. I couldn't feel happy until I was 18. I was born at the year 2000 with innatentive type of ADHD in a country where BARELY WHO knew that disorder existed. Luckly, my parents found a clinic that treated my ADHD but not enough because I didn't feel happy until I started going to psychologist at the age of 16. My last days of sadness were around 2018. At that time I stopped feeling constant anger, sadness and constant low-self esteem. I only feel sad when I fight with someone but that has become rare nowdays. I still go to therapy but only when I feel like I have to but that also has become rare. I feel stable now and I hope it will stay that way for a really long time. Stay strong everybody and remember, despair doesn't last forever
I get ya
I wish everyone and everything can go back to normal but I need you keep doing your thing
thank u dreamy for all the work
One of my favorite UA-cam channels!
You created such a beautiful part of this community where I can sit , put on my headphones and relax with your playlists ❤️🌹 Huge thanks🌹❤️
Another Great Playlist! Love the Lofi
Your videos are what I look forward too after a bad day...
Thanks for (kinda) being there for me!!
listening to ur lofi specifically makes me forget everything that happening around me and i get to relax and chill
Holy Cats!!! I am just catching up on your new releases. Jeez this one is amazing. You always bring the magic Dreamy, but this one is just all shine. Thanks for all you do.
When the music starts, the good perspective and good feels have only just begun
This will forever be one of the best and my favourite mixes out there. Thank you.
People who aren’t depressed don’t understand that depression isn’t just a deep cut.
It’s an internal wound.
What an awesome mix boy!
hello dreamy 😍😍
Thanks for your work dreamy. You are an amazing person and so are the people here!
Here's looking forward to a greater year, 2021. Hopefully thing's get better. Remember, postivity goes a long way. Think positively and nothing can bring you down.
Love, peace, trust ✅😎
I look forward to watching every video, vibes hit different
Wish everyone who is reading this right now everything better than in 2020 :)
Magical, it helps me relax. Fantastic music :)
We just love you....Keep it up always...
i love it these beats calm me down so much thank you and and dreamy can you make one for good days with some cute vibes or find some like that??
I always look forward to your mixes for keeping me company while I work on stuff. I appreciate you. Have a happy new year!
Thanks Dremy these really helped me
So smooth and beautiful 💖
Thanks! n keep comin' always with smile:)))😊😊👍👌
@@chilledcrowmusic2253 ❤ I will
@@letyweir Thanks! Dear mate:))
I really appreciate your Love:)👍
It feels like the days are longer, more annoying and just frustrating the last year(even at home) and I don't see 2021 getting better for me.
My neck locked itself recently because of stress and anxiety.
Being around people gets on my nerves and some make fun of me because I act different, it's just really demotivating.
Having trust issues has not helped me but I made them because my biological dad always yelled at me for not saying whats wrong at the moment. ( I saw him still until around 6/7 now I am almost 15 ) And when I want to tell people about my feelings my brain just tells me I will annoy them and that I seek attention even when I am at the person who has the job to help me with those thoughts. But here I don't have that much so thanks you guys for that and happy new year
Hey, I know you feel this way and your feelings are valid, but just know that you'll come across people who won't be annoyed when you express yourself before them; in fact, there will be some who'll want to know you in the most honest way and they will put efforts to that end.
I'm older than you (not sure if wiser) but I can tell you that no good comes out of blocking out the exit doors of your feelings. You gotta vent, gotta let it all out --- you might not feel the need for this now just as strongly, but somewhere down the line, you will feel the burden of keeping it all in. I'm not saying it's your fault that you do, don't get me wrong. All I'm saying is, don't fall out of practice.
For what it's worth, whenever you feel like voicing your feelings but those old familiar fears and apprehensions rear their heads, try prefixing what you have to say with -- "don't intend to annoy you but I feel...". This might not be great advice and I'm not great at communicating myself. But I've been in your shoes and wish I knew then what I know now, but also I'm still learning. So, good luck my friend. Remember, we're all trying to make sense of our lives and most of us don't have it all figured out. Hope the new year brings joy and positivity to you.
@@pixiedustinajar thanks In couragement btw
Thank you Dreamy!!
WOOOOWWWW
today is my 6th day without se|fharm. you may say i'm weak or there is nothing special in it, but for me, it's an achievement. just wanted to share my small victory with you.
to anyone still reading it, you CAN do it. i believe in you. you are the best. you deserve to be happy. this world is ugly, but you make it beautiful, i'm so happy you are still there. don't leave us, okay? and don't listen to stupid people who make you feel worse.
thank you for staying alive, i love you ❤️
p.s. sorry if my english is bad((
Wow!! So proud you got this!!!
- A stranger
Hey, I just want to say that it is an achievement! I myself have never experienced/struggled with that, but I'm so glad you're getting better.
@@elladaisy3799 thank you
@@user-sk3ng5nq8b Anytime.
“Last day of sadness”
One day...one day
Thanks a lot :)
Theres a weird moment I've started to have lately daily, I have a moment where I realize I havent let myself genuinely feel sad in so long that I've forgotten how to. You need to let out the sad to truly be happy right? I havent been able to in so so so long and because of that my brains been a big muddled mess of emotion and it gets confusing. Music, laughs, and asmr has managed to keep me sane tho.
Happy holidays Dreamy, and all the best for 2021! Hopefully a new year can kindle a spark of hope and happiness within us all. As was said in The Crow, ‘It can’t rain all the time.’ ❤️
nice mix!!
happy new year, dreamy
Great Lofi Mix! Awesome... Love to listen to that to relax ❤️
So much chills, thanks dreamy ❤️
Dreamy always makes good music :)
i hope this year would be much better than 2020 and we all stop being so sad and depressed, you are all amazing and beautiful and worth itttt!! unfortunately i am starting this year bc a quiz week at school lol i will let yall know how i did:)
This has such a 2020 end credits feel 🖤
Very Nice Mix! Love it 💫
great picture and tunes the picture reminds me of someone relaxing and enjoying their life.
So relaxing 😌 Thank you 💜
Omg this is soo good thanks for good music
It's new year. I don't want to hope anything for this 2021, but maybe would be a good, amazing year. Maybe the fear will go away.
Thank you 💙💜🙌💪
Everyone can be happy even during bad days,
think about the end of it and you'll be happy.
Bad days won't stay forever, think of it as
just passing by, just remain positive!❤❤❤
Nice:)))
This is lovely
You are valid and I’m proud of you
Beautiful, dreamy, and inspiring.