Transfixed - Permanent Psychosis

(You can't find me)
Catch as can you see me only
It's a fact I'm far from lonely
If you count the ghosts of all the mistakes I have made along the way
I'm not alright.
Despite all this just have no worry (don't you think about me!)
When I go don't feel that sorry
For the demons I've been breeding
Keeps me up all night!!!
It's karma come in its eclipse
A total circle, it's a full blown blitz
Cuz I can't rewind if fate was kind
I'd rather die than lie here
Wrapped in guilt of regret.
Descending, gods forsake me
This temple empty soul evicting
Ascending desire that wakes me
Enflame me, my convicting.
Perspective defective vision my twisted prison
I live here trapped infected
Fractals, shackles
In tact for all my sins.
But in the end
I'm self condemned
All the fucks sake eighty sixed
In hate transfixed.
It's karma come in its eclipse
A total circle, a full blown blitz
Cuz I can't rewind if fate was kind
I'd rather die than lie here
Wrapped in guilt of regret.
Catch you out, can't see me ghosting
I'll bet you just blanked out atoning (you're a phony)
It's such a shame you forgot my name
For all the years I remember your face (so fake)
And words you said...it still hurts.
So I see red and you should worry (after all this time)
Never once did you say sorry (not a fucking chance)
Now the demons I've been breeding
Come right from my head.
Perspective defective vision my twisted prison
I live here trapped infected
Fractals, shackles
In tact for all my sins.
But in the end
I'm self condemned
All the fucks sake eighty sixed
In hate transfixed.
In hate transfixed.
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Lyrics copyright C.Crider 2025

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