Tyler Joseph crying and breaking down during Addict With A Pen - 2011

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  • @petergreenidge2797
    @petergreenidge2797 7 років тому +2276

    The part where he slams the piano is just so visceral. You can tell how real and emotional the music is to him. That's what I hate about most artists is that they put on this contrived act and think they're so far above their fans. But Tyler is just a guy writing what he thinks in music and sharing it for anyone who needs it.

  • @marielwom4765
    @marielwom4765 6 років тому +2696

    Those little twitches he does is all natural he just feels the energy and the music and let's his body react to it. Tyler Joseph is one of the realest people out there

    • @destielshipper1489
      @destielshipper1489 6 років тому +90

      Maria lwom no, that’s how he holds back tears

    • @rissawatts2406
      @rissawatts2406 6 років тому +63

      @@destielshipper1489 it's both I think

    • @djdjddmekfkfmfhfhdhdh8163
      @djdjddmekfkfmfhfhdhdh8163 5 років тому +72

      No it’s actually because he’s saying he can look you dead in the eye and say i’m fine but still be shaking and feel like something is wrong he said it in an interview

    • @2bleMcScooble
      @2bleMcScooble 5 років тому +46

      There are multiple reasons. I was talking to my friend Rachel and she said that it was true, but he also uses it to get out his energy and his anxiety.

    • @suicidal_fairytale2983
      @suicidal_fairytale2983 5 років тому +32

      I have bad anxiety and I do the same thing as Tyler

  • @Niallatastic
    @Niallatastic 7 років тому +2026

    His little hands were shaking throughout the entire video, it's quite obvious that this song has helped him through hard times.

  • @sofiagrace1032
    @sofiagrace1032 7 років тому +2840

    So weird not seeing Josh....

    • @amyanything7092
      @amyanything7092 7 років тому +42

      Sofia Grace SOMEONE SAID IT

    • @emilyloftus8982
      @emilyloftus8982 6 років тому +19

      Sofia Grace wait yeah where’s Josh?

    • @amyanything7092
      @amyanything7092 6 років тому +6

      someone else :)

    • @bigcheese2761
      @bigcheese2761 6 років тому +63

      Emily Loftus josh was in another band. This were the early stages

    • @emilyloftus8982
      @emilyloftus8982 6 років тому +26

      BiGChEeSe27 thank you I enjoy there music occasionally and there albums before Blurryface I enjoy thoroughly. But I haven’t looked that far into their history. Thanks again and Happy New Year :)

  • @amanda_des
    @amanda_des 7 років тому +2533

    "Let's watch this depressing video of my smøl bean crying." They said.
    "It'll be fun." They said.

  • @TwentyPaphonies
    @TwentyPaphonies  7 років тому +3491

    I showed this to my best fren and she started crying in the middle of lunch at school and I was like well crap

    • @aliyahpartido
      @aliyahpartido 7 років тому +13

      Twenty Paphonies omg

    • @mistyeyed4885
      @mistyeyed4885 7 років тому +104

      To me it makes since why he's shaking and crying....When I got into twenty one pilots well before I used to be terrified to look at my eyes in the mirror because all I see was pain but one day I was listening to Friend, Please when I was at the point of thinking suicidal thoughts and I was alone at home & I was thinking how great it would be if someone in person sang this song to me and because no one was around I sang it to myself and I was shaking uncontrollably trying not to cry but after singing it to myself I was not afraid to look at my eyes anymore.

    • @naomicugini711
      @naomicugini711 7 років тому +34

      A.Goner.Staying.Alive That is such a beautiful story. I know it might seem silly because I don't know you, but I am so proud of you. I'm proud that you made a step forward, even if it seems small to you. I'm proud that you looked into your own eyes, because when you did you faced up to your demons. Find purpose in the pain you feel. Stay alive frien |-/

    • @mistyeyed4885
      @mistyeyed4885 7 років тому +15

      Thank you so much Naomi Cugini it really means a lot for me I have found a purpose that wouldn't work without pain I just hope I can hold on to it and do it in the future because I can't do it now. It was a big step I was scared to look in my eyes for a long time because whenever I did look at them my inner thoughts seem to scream at me the most but anyways Thank You Fren |-/

    • @xjaymiex351
      @xjaymiex351 7 років тому +13

      Twenty Paphonies omg this has 666 likessss

  • @kl33s
    @kl33s 7 років тому +2429

    just when i thought it would be a good day

    • @Hannah-kz2uf
      @Hannah-kz2uf 7 років тому +5

      caleigh dunseph same😭😭

    • @regionalatbest4647
      @regionalatbest4647 7 років тому +7

      caleigh dunseph it all went crashing down

    • @BladeSquatch
      @BladeSquatch 7 років тому +5

      caleigh dunseph I know I thought it was gonna be a good day 😭

    • @jessiiplayz2533
      @jessiiplayz2533 7 років тому +1

      Coolness Games like a train from the sky

    • @ccrocksit
      @ccrocksit 7 років тому +1

      caleigh desjarlais same

  • @ruthl5
    @ruthl5 7 років тому +2087

    I started crying before he even did

  • @alive7861
    @alive7861 6 років тому +1264

    Here tyler is getting all emotional, and then out of the corner of the screen, I seen the drummer taking a big ol' drink of that quality, crisp H2O. Gotta stay hydrated.

    • @germantarnoski7130
      @germantarnoski7130 5 років тому +3

      ajjajajajja

    • @gwynethparker429
      @gwynethparker429 5 років тому +52

      WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATERRRRRRRRRRRRR

    • @melgon25
      @melgon25 5 років тому +33

      I know right! He’s totally casual and calm. Fixing his shirt. Taking a drink of water. Total yin and yang. Lol.

    • @germantarnoski7130
      @germantarnoski7130 5 років тому +16

      @@melgon25 a sip OF WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRR

    • @trinitylivingston1286
      @trinitylivingston1286 5 років тому

      Yep.

  • @soitrash
    @soitrash 6 років тому +406

    “Wait . No. I don’t want to watch this!”
    *Watches*

  • @kelleytaylor5279
    @kelleytaylor5279 7 років тому +580

    the fact that he can still hold beautiful notes while in tears thinking about his past is amazing.

    • @b.l7491
      @b.l7491 6 років тому +9

      That Girl Kelley I think the emotion might make his voice more powerful😢

    • @KennedyD-mw4nd
      @KennedyD-mw4nd 5 років тому +4

      kelley taylor I know right. I can’t even talk when I have tears in my eyes like I can’t make words

  • @twentyoneparamorefalloutat9322
    @twentyoneparamorefalloutat9322 7 років тому +1973

    when he smashes the piano 😩😩😩

  • @itshard2breathex999
    @itshard2breathex999 7 років тому +1650

    i wanna hug my smøl bean 😭😭
    tell him "it is okay. we all cry." and then cry with him together

  • @shilo5187
    @shilo5187 6 років тому +1401

    Wow, Josh really let himself go.

  • @argelioperez2382
    @argelioperez2382 7 років тому +315

    I could see him smash the piano my entire life

  • @kaylasanders7439
    @kaylasanders7439 7 років тому +753

    I cried because I realized how suicidal he was and how I could of lost the only idol that has taken me out of suicide 3 times. one time when I was about to slit my wrists to the point of dying truce came on. literally out of no where. my phone just played it.

    • @mattthomas8623
      @mattthomas8623 6 років тому +62

      I remember you
      You talked about that in another comment section
      I still think of you everytime I hear Truce. I hope you're doing okay. I love you, stay alive ❤ |-/

    • @sierrafigueroa9309
      @sierrafigueroa9309 5 років тому +16

      Love from the TOP family 💜

    • @finnm3037
      @finnm3037 5 років тому +21

      Truce always helped with my panic attacks

    • @hairlesscat6407
      @hairlesscat6407 5 років тому +18

      Emma Morton gun for hands helps me with my anxiety

    • @jeminahannele
      @jeminahannele 5 років тому +9

      Hope it's okay... please stay alive❤ ||-//

  • @virginiabenedetti4828
    @virginiabenedetti4828 7 років тому +4296

    fame really changed Josh...

  • @el-dp9cg
    @el-dp9cg 6 років тому +1191

    Honestly though, who hasn’t cried while singing or listening to addict with a pen.

  • @emilythomson2851
    @emilythomson2851 7 років тому +173

    "thanks guys"
    DON'T YOU DARE PRETEND YOU DIDN'T JUST RIP MY SOUL APART

  • @whatisautumn7428
    @whatisautumn7428 7 років тому +236

    I cry you cry we all cry cause we're broken people.

  • @manilamoses6930
    @manilamoses6930 7 років тому +245

    I'm not crying...your crying. He's crying, now we're all crying.

    • @TwentyPaphonies
      @TwentyPaphonies  7 років тому +37

      I scream you scream we all scream cause we're terrified...

    • @bfforever1wzw607
      @bfforever1wzw607 7 років тому +22

      Twenty Paphonies OF WHATS AROUND THE CORNER

    • @lou7754
      @lou7754 7 років тому +2

      Manila Moses i cry, you cry, we all cry, bc tyler breaked down T.T

  • @Alex-xx1lw
    @Alex-xx1lw 7 років тому +1978

    Anyone want to start a crying corner

  • @livia-tp167
    @livia-tp167 7 років тому +241

    1:24
    I just love when he slams down on the keyboard. I don't think there are any particular notes he's hitting, it's just random keyboard smashing. But it's so powerful and emotional. That's how good of a musician he is - he can make smashing on a piano sound beautiful.

    • @emiliotorano1934
      @emiliotorano1934 7 років тому +5

      Ølivia |-/ TØP the moment you actually realize this is very very true

    • @JoseRodriguezCruz-os1ii
      @JoseRodriguezCruz-os1ii 7 років тому

      Ølivia |-/ TØP piano a keyboard is something different

    • @livia-tp167
      @livia-tp167 7 років тому +3

      A keyboard *can* mean an electronic piano, but it is also the term for the set of keys on a piano. :)

    • @JoseRodriguezCruz-os1ii
      @JoseRodriguezCruz-os1ii 7 років тому +2

      Ølivia |-/ TØP yes but you say keyboard and and is "he hits the keys" but is okay

    • @livia-tp167
      @livia-tp167 7 років тому +3

      Either way, semantics. It doesn't really matter if I used the right word cause I'm not in grammar class. ;) A keyboard CAN mean the board of keys on a piano, which is what I meant by saying it. I have an electric keyboard so trust me I know the difference between that and an actual piano. :)

  • @caitsithism
    @caitsithism 7 років тому +1585

    Is it just me or does Chris look like he's about 56 years old.

    • @brockthompson_
      @brockthompson_ 7 років тому +23

      Rifty's Cat
      Hahaha he kinda does.

    • @amandabutterfly151
      @amandabutterfly151 5 років тому +7

      HAHAH WHY AM I LAUGHIN SO HARD 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

    • @mssanni
      @mssanni 5 років тому +6

      LMAO

    • @fmratio8327
      @fmratio8327 5 років тому +7

      99% Chris does look like that

    • @maria-gr2yp
      @maria-gr2yp 5 років тому +10

      epic gamer he also looks like hes bored out of his mind😂

  • @noahrodriguez7818
    @noahrodriguez7818 6 років тому +273

    I feel like this is one of the best performances I’ve seen him play but The quality

    • @shepard1089
      @shepard1089 5 років тому +4

      noah rodriguez it’s the same with like the one lovely live performance by itself on youtube

    • @Kai_Imber
      @Kai_Imber 4 роки тому +1

      Gotta sacrifice something.

    • @GoesByJ
      @GoesByJ 2 роки тому

      I think it adds something to it

  • @sophthemuffin5111
    @sophthemuffin5111 7 років тому +240

    the lyrics "but you specialize in dying,
    You hear me screaming father,
    And I'm lying here just crying,
    So wash me with your water."
    Make me so emotional and I don't know why

    • @ashleerae9467
      @ashleerae9467 5 років тому +2

      bro same one time i listened to that song in the shower and that part came on and i was just listening to it and i almost cried

    • @amandabutterfly151
      @amandabutterfly151 5 років тому +1

      wait its wash me? i thought it was watch me this whole time lol im dumb 🤣

  • @sophiescreativenessness2761
    @sophiescreativenessness2761 7 років тому +689

    I kept imagining Jenna running into the stage and hugging Tyler to calm him down. 😥

    • @viktorijakarabesko6752
      @viktorijakarabesko6752 6 років тому +33

      Same but I thought of josh

    • @mandi6403
      @mandi6403 5 років тому +4

      @@viktorijakarabesko6752 i thought of both

    • @echo5992
      @echo5992 5 років тому +1

      thats a LOVE STORY (for either of them lol)

    • @krapulanta
      @krapulanta 5 років тому +5

      this is not a fucking wattpad fic chill

    • @dunjatreskavica4657
      @dunjatreskavica4657 5 років тому +2

      He didn't know her back then they met in 2012

  • @maceyjacobs8879
    @maceyjacobs8879 7 років тому +1745

    Everyone else: cries because of how meaningful the song is
    Me: cries because josh isn't the one playing drums

    • @1egg720
      @1egg720 7 років тому +6

      Macey Jacobs me too😞

    • @complacentdrawz3308
      @complacentdrawz3308 7 років тому +45

      (I forgot the name of this drummer don't kill me) but I've seen josh play this and he looks like he cares more than this guy. A lot more.

    • @logospgs
      @logospgs 7 років тому +31

      Rainbow365 His name is Chris Salih, and I just think Josh has more energy on the drums lmao

    • @thegnote6531
      @thegnote6531 7 років тому

      Macey Jacobs IKR

    • @Eantonio245
      @Eantonio245 7 років тому +9

      believe me im øk Chris is great at playing drums josh is great plus he plays like me after pounding 3 red bulls

  • @kaitoric
    @kaitoric 6 років тому +576

    1:25
    when i press the wrong note on piano

  • @tylerfallsoffpianos4289
    @tylerfallsoffpianos4289 6 років тому +1206

    Sad but audio sounds like a potato

    • @weneden3823
      @weneden3823 6 років тому +11

      TylerFallsOffPianos what did the ever do to you??

    • @rendain
      @rendain 5 років тому +2

      Ifkr

    • @alishadavies5002
      @alishadavies5002 5 років тому +38

      How do you know what a potato sounds like?

    • @Lahmbs
      @Lahmbs 5 років тому +30

      Why am I laughing so hard because of the reply’s

    • @mikeoxlong6996
      @mikeoxlong6996 5 років тому +10

      It was from 2011

  • @itsjohnsantana
    @itsjohnsantana 7 років тому +209

    I feel personally attacked by the title itself

  • @AftermathNihil
    @AftermathNihil 7 років тому +275

    I hate seeing him sad. I just want to hold him and tell him everything will be okay😭

    • @pancakeswaffles6460
      @pancakeswaffles6460 6 років тому +3

      but.....everything is not okay

    • @Jeff1Dore
      @Jeff1Dore 6 років тому

      I sincerely hope that this was a rare, but much appreciated, Wedding Singer quote.

  • @juliaisveryweird2581
    @juliaisveryweird2581 7 років тому +383

    THIS IS SO SAD...i wish i was there to tell him that everything would be ok in the end...That one day he would marry a wonderful woman and win a grammy and be best frens with the bestest of frens ever...

    • @ariabrown1802
      @ariabrown1802 7 років тому +3

      TøpPhanP!atdUkuleleTrashMe he's married tho

    • @ellagrace6429
      @ellagrace6429 7 років тому +4

      Aaron Brown julia is saying that she wishes she could go back in time to when he was suicidal and depressed tell him that everything will be ok and he will be successful and win a Grammy.

  • @sweatyeeballsunderdesertsk7831
    @sweatyeeballsunderdesertsk7831 6 років тому +342

    1:25 Me trying to learn piano

  • @addy7143
    @addy7143 5 років тому +162

    For those of you wondering where he started crying. It was mostly the whole video, but you can definitely start seeing clearly that he was being at 3:35 And at 3:45 His voice cracked, probably from crying.

    • @kateeok9451
      @kateeok9451 5 років тому +10

      Addison Edwards aww poor thing:(

    • @kellysmith1935
      @kellysmith1935 4 роки тому +6

      in the original there are voicecracks in the same spots. in fact, the whole album has singing like this where it is kinds voicecracky

    • @mrspaghetti8147
      @mrspaghetti8147 4 роки тому

      Twenty One Glaceons! At Tomodachi Life true

  • @TwentyPaphonies
    @TwentyPaphonies  7 років тому +1210

    It's most obvious starting at about 2:55

    • @Leiveyy
      @Leiveyy 7 років тому +14

      Yeah

    • @willpeterson5355
      @willpeterson5355 7 років тому +53

      it's so much more emotional when you understand the song and relate to it so much and you listen to it when things seem hopeless. i'm not depressed btw, but everyone has, idk hardships, and they suck. but these guys help

    • @lucyhiggins3614
      @lucyhiggins3614 7 років тому +52

      Or when he tries to murder his piano

    • @emilysteele2639
      @emilysteele2639 6 років тому +2

      Lucy Higgins 😂

    • @lucyhiggins3614
      @lucyhiggins3614 6 років тому +17

      Emo Biatch I wonder how many scars and bruises his piano has

  • @aprilm1866
    @aprilm1866 7 років тому +159

    I don't think it is sad - it is beautiful - he ends the song saying "you specialize in dying" --- he feels like he has been a bad son but is coming back to his Father - I think its beautiful!

    • @TwentyPaphonies
      @TwentyPaphonies  7 років тому +7

      This comment made me so happy and yet emotional

    • @mosesslai
      @mosesslai 6 років тому +11

      In this song he talks about how he's been out of touch with his father and how he's been such a bad son, and this drop, is his father, we refer water in christianity faith, he hasn't found any faith while trying to get back to God in his and my case since were both christian, he means God, and God is our father since todays society is very tempting and misleading, he's been ignoring God, and he's sorry and wants to come back, and while he's rapping he's talking about how he's trying to get back to him, but he can't, his water is his faith, and the sand are todays problems, but no matter how hard he tries to hold onto his faith, it will soon drain away in the problems of this earthly world, he can't get back to God without his father. Jesus, God's son, died for us, so that we may live in a world of peace and love for all of eternity. And says "you specialize in dying" and so he asks for Jesus to wash him with his water to wash away all his sins.

    • @mosesslai
      @mosesslai 6 років тому

      I'm sorry if I sound like I'm preaching

    • @mosesslai
      @mosesslai 6 років тому

      I am so close to tears right now, I've never wrote something so deep in my life before, I want to cry

    • @TVHorrorArt
      @TVHorrorArt 6 років тому

      Gizmo112345 thank you so much for writing this though- *gives hug*

  • @charly-yk1dl
    @charly-yk1dl 7 років тому +255

    1:24 That's me, when I try to play the piano correctly but I can not because I do not know anything about pianos.

    • @creeperlex4376
      @creeperlex4376 7 років тому +15

      Rupertito シ 1:24 the band members look so scared....he's just like "WELL IF HE GETS TO SLAM HIS PIANO I GET TO BREAK MY DRUMS RIGHT?!"

    • @charly-yk1dl
      @charly-yk1dl 7 років тому

      YOU HAVE TO BE DEPRESSIVE AND SAD TO BREAK YOUR FUCKING DRUMS !

    • @creeperlex4376
      @creeperlex4376 7 років тому +1

      Rupertito シ but as soon as Tyler almost killed his piano, he almost killed his drums

    • @mosesslai
      @mosesslai 6 років тому +1

      I'm asian so yeah, forced to play it T^T

    • @mssanni
      @mssanni 5 років тому +1

      @@mosesslai Tyler: YOU'RE AN ASIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN

  • @cw9272
    @cw9272 7 років тому +356

    "Stay alive, it's worth it, I promise." Live for Tyler and Josh. They care so much. It gets better, I promise. I'm in the same place as you believe me, you're not alone. The only difference is that you are worth it, and you are important. We made it. Stay Alive fren |-/

    • @bumblebelll898
      @bumblebelll898 5 років тому +5

      You worth too fren❤

    • @kamerynbaker9728
      @kamerynbaker9728 5 років тому +9

      did you just say the difference between you and everyone else is that everyone else is worth it? oh, honey you're worth so much. even when you're trying to make other people feel better, please don't forget your worth. the fact that you have the heart to make strangers feel better over the internet is just a small portion of how great of a person you are so please don't think negative about yourself.

    • @kamerynbaker9728
      @kamerynbaker9728 5 років тому +4

      stay alive frens

    • @wellhelltherefellwhuman4637
      @wellhelltherefellwhuman4637 5 років тому +3

      We've made it this far kid, stay alive frens

    • @hollykingham353
      @hollykingham353 4 роки тому +1

      Every single person is worth it x❤️

  • @twentyonecrybabiesatthedis97
    @twentyonecrybabiesatthedis97 7 років тому +1082

    Chris looks so bored is the background. Like dude, your friend is crying

    • @gaithorses5969
      @gaithorses5969 5 років тому +34

      Twenty One Crybabies At The Disco In The Badlands he didn’t felt it like Josh do now

    • @gaithorses5969
      @gaithorses5969 5 років тому +13

      Twenty One Crybabies At The Disco In The Badlands the better word is caring I think. Not feeling

    • @kellysmith1935
      @kellysmith1935 4 роки тому +12

      and that's why he got kicked out of the band

    • @mrspaghetti8147
      @mrspaghetti8147 4 роки тому +7

      Twenty One Glaceons! At Tomodachi Life he left.

    • @kellysmith1935
      @kellysmith1935 4 роки тому +1

      @@mrspaghetti8147 i know. just don't ruin the joke.

  • @lilyraimey3499
    @lilyraimey3499 7 років тому +90

    The changes that came to the band were definitely for the best. Just look at how low energy Nick, and Chris are, while Tyler is pouring is soul into this! They're better off as friends, rather than band mates.

    • @danielleg.1084
      @danielleg.1084 6 років тому +1

      The click is so toxic ie you

    • @saarah_u
      @saarah_u 6 років тому

      Danielle 1244
      They’re just stating facts - Chris is just casually opening a water bottle, josh puts so much more effort into it. They’re not saying anything toxic
      PS: it’s spelt “clique*”

    • @cinnamonangel5440
      @cinnamonangel5440 6 років тому

      Ikr both Tyler and Josh pour their energy and soul into whatever they’re playing and it makes it so much more raw 💕

  • @skyefairy7119
    @skyefairy7119 7 років тому +2656

    fun fact for people who don't know:
    he shakes his head so he won't cry

    • @tammyulloa1625
      @tammyulloa1625 7 років тому +110

      twenty one nerds and to loose some energy

    • @skyefairy7119
      @skyefairy7119 7 років тому +19

      Charmin Ultra Strong yeah that too

    • @AftermathNihil
      @AftermathNihil 7 років тому +27

      twenty one nerds won't*

    • @BladeSquatch
      @BladeSquatch 7 років тому +58

      twenty one nerds I noticed that, his lyrics are so beautiful and well written he's an amazing musican/artist

    • @aidyn4346
      @aidyn4346 7 років тому +21

      twenty one nerds 'scuze me but could you be the twenty one nerds from Presley's livestream?

  • @megannbee_
    @megannbee_ 7 років тому +62

    It makes me want to cry knowing that at the time, this man didn't know how important he was. How impactful, intellectual, musically talented, and purposeful. This song reflects exactly what I've been feeling, and seeing how Tyler made it, I know I can too.

  • @okcool241
    @okcool241 7 років тому +135

    ...at least the guy in the back is hydrated.

  • @TwentyPaphonies
    @TwentyPaphonies  7 років тому +559

    look we at 100k

    • @Em-._.-
      @Em-._.- 6 років тому +5

      Twenty Paphonies I accidentally read that as look we at look

    • @day6kz
      @day6kz 6 років тому

      same xD

    • @jess679.
      @jess679. 4 роки тому

      Look we are at 308k now

  • @Jermabejerming
    @Jermabejerming 7 років тому +571

    1:25 me playing the piano

    • @brylee7382
      @brylee7382 6 років тому +7

      SAME

    • @staceyy8
      @staceyy8 6 років тому +7

      Rachel Waid ikr I was starting to feel sad and then I saw this comment and started smiling

    • @nicte-halimonrodriguez8404
      @nicte-halimonrodriguez8404 6 років тому +1

      😂

    • @amandabutterfly151
      @amandabutterfly151 6 років тому +2

      RELEASE THE ALBUM its so cool uow he slammed the piano and immediately started playing frum where he left off

    • @mosesslai
      @mosesslai 6 років тому +1

      No, you just slam random note praying that it'll be the right note, XD, don't worry I'm aisan, I'm forced to play my piano

  • @cliqueasfrick6251
    @cliqueasfrick6251 7 років тому +113

    I was crying on the inside then Tyler started to smash his piano and I started laughing like a maniac.
    Bring me to a doctor now

    • @twentyneeddheads7349
      @twentyneeddheads7349 7 років тому +4

      I wasn't sure whether to laugh or cry tbh..
      But later I started seeing him cry and now I wanna hug him ;-;

    • @cliqueasfrick6251
      @cliqueasfrick6251 7 років тому

      You know wut's funny. The fact that we both have eddsworld icons.

    • @bradensworld9042
      @bradensworld9042 7 років тому

      CliqueAsFrick I did too.. IM A HEARTLESS PERSON

    • @andreamartinez-nq1jm
      @andreamartinez-nq1jm 7 років тому

      CliqueAsFrick I'll bring you to Dr. Craig
      I'm sorry

    • @击-i8d
      @击-i8d 6 років тому

      cry or laugh? Both

  • @BH-wh4yz
    @BH-wh4yz 7 років тому +342

    I saw you cry and break down, you know how hard that us to come around and think about?

    • @TwentyPaphonies
      @TwentyPaphonies  7 років тому +35

      O W M Y H E A R T

    • @icecreamguru7584
      @icecreamguru7584 7 років тому +13

      Reckless Abandøn It's not like you to let emotions get the best of things especially when everything is hanging in the air we breathe

    • @theincarnationofboredom207
      @theincarnationofboredom207 7 років тому +6

      this song also reminds me of a close friend of mine...
      glad i've forced myself to listen to Taken By Sleep so many times it doesn't phase me anymore haha...
      hah...

    • @TempoTrack
      @TempoTrack 7 років тому +2

      +incarnation of boredom we're always here fren

    • @theincarnationofboredom207
      @theincarnationofboredom207 7 років тому +2

      TempoTrack thanks fren c:

  • @hunni5713
    @hunni5713 6 років тому +61

    This song just developed a whole new meaning for me ;-;

  • @cinnamonangel5440
    @cinnamonangel5440 6 років тому +22

    I love it when he just completely bangs the piano and hits it

  • @C-SD
    @C-SD 7 років тому +159

    Part of what I love about these guys is the rawness of the performances and the total honesty about emotions. It can be hard to watch, but at the same time it's beautiful and amazing. It's best to get that negativity out somehow and writing does that, and belting it out on stage too. I noticed that, the more emotional he got the louder he got. We watched him win out over that onstage.

  • @sofiaprado4548
    @sofiaprado4548 7 років тому +97

    I dont understand how im so emotionally connected to him, I can physically feel his pain in this video so deeply and strongly, its the kind of hurt wherein your a parent and you're watching your child suffer. im so affected by his emotions, if he's happy then I am too, if he's sad then im also sad. I just really love this smol bean with all of my heart and care for him on a human level and about his emotional state. at the end of the day, I just want him to be okay. I know we've never met but seeing how much he genuinely is concerned about everyone's mental stability, makes me feel obliged to reflect back to him, the same kind of support and love. this band is really special, they make me feel so deeply, the deepest I've ever been, considering how my heart has grown numb.

    • @MikeBoucher
      @MikeBoucher 6 років тому +6

      agonerstayingalive it's called empathy. Many humans lack it now but it's a spiritual connection we share with all things living. Good for you for feeling this so deeply. Don't lose that.

  • @irvxn7871
    @irvxn7871 7 років тому +180

    Exuse me while I cri

    • @TwentyPaphonies
      @TwentyPaphonies  7 років тому +132

      **cough** SO EXCUSE US WHILE WE SING TO THE SKY
      I'm sorry.

    • @NitrogenJake
      @NitrogenJake 7 років тому +5

      Twenty Paphonies omg hahahah

    • @On_the_Virgil05
      @On_the_Virgil05 7 років тому

      Don't even apologize Twenty Paphonies

  • @Abberddle_
    @Abberddle_ 6 років тому +87

    New title *tyler finds a drop*

  • @leeknower1044
    @leeknower1044 5 років тому +27

    The way he connects to this song makes me melt

  • @izzyg.1933
    @izzyg.1933 7 років тому +112

    1. I like how chris is casually sipping a bottle of water in the back. haha. nice one chris. 2. on a serious note, it makes me think: what was going on at this point in tyler's life? in 2011 obviously this song was pretty fresh so the struggles discussed in this song were fresh too, which is probably why it hits him so hard and he's crying. like I'm not asking this to expect an answer, like it makes me wonder what was happening with him personally, the things that were going on that he doesn't discuss. ya know? I think about that a lot. especially because this song is very very relatable to me. I wonder sometimes if he goes through the exact same things as me spiritually and mentally. honestly I've never related to music more that twenty one pilots 3. this video is one of the exact reasons why I love this band so much. the raw emotion, the way it's personal, the very feeling this music gives, the pouring out of hearts in the music and live performances. it's hard to come by another band like this.

    • @ttv_pheonix_fob9326
      @ttv_pheonix_fob9326 6 років тому +3

      I love YOU'RE words and you discused this with all of us much love.

    • @luv6071
      @luv6071 5 років тому +1

      @@ttv_pheonix_fob9326 I feel like Chris and the bass guitarist aren't as full as tyler waa

  • @emilychavcz
    @emilychavcz 7 років тому +189

    okay but 1:24 is me playing piano

  • @deboracle
    @deboracle 5 років тому +15

    Look how far he came. He made so much progress in dealing with his emotions, being on stage, his voice, his writing. I'm so proud of this man.

  • @jaggerrobbins
    @jaggerrobbins 7 років тому +89

    the Christian aspect in this song is just amazing. God bless you Tyler Joseph, stay on fire for Christ brother.

  • @aizawasartist1994
    @aizawasartist1994 5 років тому +94

    1:26 um ouch! His elbow

    • @al731
      @al731 5 років тому +4

      josh dun obsessed omg you noticed that too 😂

  • @Punkwashed_Bleach
    @Punkwashed_Bleach 4 роки тому +8

    I think this is the most emotional preformance I've seen from him

  • @spookynordic7453
    @spookynordic7453 6 років тому +276

    I wonder if his parents were there feeling really sad

    • @gaithorses5969
      @gaithorses5969 5 років тому +5

      spooky nordic was thinking the same

    • @allegragrappo6412
      @allegragrappo6412 4 роки тому +29

      Yes like how do his parents respond to his music

    • @rroselandd
      @rroselandd 2 роки тому +2

      I've always wondered about that, what did his parents think about these kinds of songs? Lol

  • @marcyiscool222
    @marcyiscool222 5 років тому +31

    Imagine if Chris stayed and was the one doing backflips on stage

  • @toiletpaper6408
    @toiletpaper6408 5 років тому +14

    3:18 can we appreciate Chris's little flip with the drumstick

    • @kellysmith1935
      @kellysmith1935 4 роки тому +3

      *this was made by the Josh Dun drumsticks gang*

  • @nitsapeacelove3842
    @nitsapeacelove3842 2 роки тому +7

    It's 2022 + i love confident happy dancing Tyler but still come back for insecure twitchy in-his-feels Tyler. 🥺

  • @thyramatyus5351
    @thyramatyus5351 7 років тому +48

    I just wanted to watch an interview. My phone fell out of my hand and somehow glitched to this one. I've never saw it before and was like no I can't watch it. NO. Not now. But I did and now I'm crying

  • @EmberBlue
    @EmberBlue 16 днів тому +3

    Whoever orginally recorded this: Thanks for recording it in 2011 so I could watch it in 2024 and 😭

  • @phlrhl99
    @phlrhl99 7 років тому +39

    I love him for being so real
    for these moments when he shows his emotions and for not just covering it
    He's a hero |-/

  • @madziajabonska3633
    @madziajabonska3633 5 років тому +6

    He is not like most of celebrities out there. He is real. He can express his feelings, he doesn't use extra streams and he understand us. I'm crying because Tyler is crying and I don't want him to, he saved my life, he was there when no one was. This man saved and is saving so many lives.❤

  • @deinodinosuchus
    @deinodinosuchus 2 роки тому +8

    2:34 this is just. the way he screams is so real and sounds so full of terror. i can’t imagine how cathartic it must’ve felt

  • @AgatudeMG1
    @AgatudeMG1 7 років тому +57

    I'm crying, thank you.

  • @aprilm1866
    @aprilm1866 7 років тому +47

    those were the days..... I hope he makes a new song about his relationship with God. I think he has sang this one 5 million times... I saw it live in January and love it but he doesn't get like this anymore when he sings it.

    • @ChristianS98
      @ChristianS98 7 років тому +1

      April M Hometown off of blurryface is about that exactly, so is Doubt, which is a little darker.

    • @ghostmemeboi
      @ghostmemeboi 7 років тому +8

      April M id rather he not get like that while he sings tbh im glad hes in a better place now and he has a better relationship with god than he did back then

    • @hostofsoulslol
      @hostofsoulslol 7 років тому +5

      Just about every song by them is about God in some way

  • @remytherat706
    @remytherat706 5 років тому +8

    Imagine watching this without crying, I cannot relate 😔🤝

  • @florian8901
    @florian8901 4 роки тому +6

    could someone go there and hug this small bean and tell him it's going to be alright, that he will have an entire amazing fan base, an awesome best fren, a gorgeous wife and a little pretty baby....? please....

    • @chrisari101
      @chrisari101 3 роки тому

      let's do it together for the smol bean pls

  • @rroselandd
    @rroselandd 2 роки тому +8

    2:30 Holy crap that was a beautiful line and a beautiful scream

  • @twentyoneforeheads2232
    @twentyoneforeheads2232 7 років тому +19

    you can tell how much the words of the sing means to him and I love so much how much he gets into his music. I love him so much

  • @ruckusproductions3301
    @ruckusproductions3301 6 років тому +93

    I'd cry. But I can't. I can't cry anymore. I'm gøne. I'm dean inside. I'm so very far from fine. Now I just sit in silence. I've cried so much I just can't cry anymore. Nobody makes me feel lovely. So it's time to say goodbye, the dark has taken me prisoner tonight.

    • @bird8335
      @bird8335 6 років тому +9

      Geeky D hey If you need someone to talk to I can give you twitter and we can talk. I’ll be here for you. Just please don’t give up, your worth it.

    • @musv1699
      @musv1699 6 років тому +5

      I agree with bird, please never give up, and stay strong

    • @adrianthememechild7545
      @adrianthememechild7545 5 років тому +4

      Stay alive fren

    • @fairsweets
      @fairsweets 5 років тому +5

      its been a while. i hope you're okay.

    • @slayuu__3302
      @slayuu__3302 5 років тому +3

      cringe

  • @Xxravenshadow14xX
    @Xxravenshadow14xX 4 місяці тому +3

    Who would’ve thought that this same kid would become famous from singing songs like this… I’m glad Tyler is in a better place now

  • @kisterdrums
    @kisterdrums 4 роки тому +7

    1:25 that was unironically such a creative addition to the song. it effectively demonstrates a transition from sadness to distress

    • @zeckma
      @zeckma 2 роки тому +1

      And he probably wasn't intending to do so before hand, he literally was distressed.

  • @Sam-ey1bp
    @Sam-ey1bp 5 років тому +24

    It hurts so much to know Tyler could’ve killed himself when he was a teenager. I’ve been in that low of a spot before and this band has helped me so much.
    ~So stay alive frens ||-// it gets better ❤️

  • @kisterdrums
    @kisterdrums 5 років тому +228

    Why yall gotta disrespect this drummer so much... yeah I love josh sm but seriously, just because this one isn't so energetic doesn't mean you can diss him and all. who knows, he could have been going through shit too.

    • @oxfordisacoyote
      @oxfordisacoyote 5 років тому +15

      Alex Kister exactly Chris had a different style from Josh, and in Self Titled Tyler was playing more relaxed as well. If you listen to NPI you can hear that he always had the style that tøp has today

    • @beccat822
      @beccat822 5 років тому +1

      Preach

    • @Jacobell97
      @Jacobell97 4 роки тому +5

      chris did so much and was kind of the reason the band was able to record anything in the first place. he had all the knowledge at first

    • @rroselandd
      @rroselandd 2 роки тому

      FOR. REAL.

  • @megancai8425
    @megancai8425 7 років тому +45

    i really wish i could cry with home but i'm an emotionless monster

    • @megancai8425
      @megancai8425 7 років тому +1

      him*

    • @creeperlex4376
      @creeperlex4376 7 років тому +1

      Megan Cai I just watched, feeling bad for him...I say I can't cry yet I had a meltdown in public legit 3 days ago 😂😂 IT'S NOT FUNNY! WHY AM I LAUGHING....😂 *slaps self* STOP ......😂😂 FHJFJFUDGXK

    • @fakehoe1371
      @fakehoe1371 7 років тому +1

      same omg

    • @green5028
      @green5028 6 років тому

      I only have cried yesterday. First time in two years. It feels amazing.

  • @swedishkitchensink5470
    @swedishkitchensink5470 7 років тому +48

    This was so emotional! |-/💙💛

    • @amyanything7092
      @amyanything7092 7 років тому +2

      Swedish KitchenSink yellow dash? explain please. (logo)

    • @MatryoshkaOrnellaNightmare524
      @MatryoshkaOrnellaNightmare524 6 років тому +1

      Amy Anything x2

    • @amyanything7092
      @amyanything7092 6 років тому

      Neor Anti-Heroe ua-cam.com/video/NpWlfiXUwLg/v-deo.html here they're using the yellow logo. but I couldn't find that logo on google images or the meaning. i saw a video where josh explains his red liner and the tweets explaining the blue but idk anything about the gold and indigo.

  • @chubbypotato6322
    @chubbypotato6322 3 роки тому +7

    So many years later, and I'm still amazed at how emotional he is. This is all so intense, it gives me goosebumps. I'm so, truly sorry for whatever Tyler has been through. But I'm even more happy he's in a much better place now. I'm so glad to see him here, alive and well with his beautiful wife and daughter. I'm so proud of how far he has come. I'm so proud of you Tyler, I love you.

  • @thebatman7632
    @thebatman7632 5 місяців тому +5

    The sang the rap portion with so much power, so much passion. This music reaches God.

  • @v.morales1846
    @v.morales1846 7 років тому +144

    Poor Tyler I wonder what was going through his head 😞

    • @Weepysponge
      @Weepysponge 6 років тому +2

      V. Perales the song explains it all

    • @thefullmetalmemelist7511
      @thefullmetalmemelist7511 6 років тому +2

      V.Perales Haha can i be honest i don't understand any twenty one pillows songs

    • @staceyy8
      @staceyy8 6 років тому +11

      Babybean Boi “these lyrics aren’t for everyone only few understand” Try and listen to the lyrics and actually think about the song then maybe you’ll understand more

    • @thefullmetalmemelist7511
      @thefullmetalmemelist7511 6 років тому

      I've kinda tried that

    • @staceyy8
      @staceyy8 6 років тому +2

      Babybean Boi use google if you really don’t understand

  • @Hercules1135
    @Hercules1135 4 роки тому +4

    He is by far the most talented singer

  • @milothecaterpillar9752
    @milothecaterpillar9752 5 років тому +14

    *has breakdown throughout the entire song* “thx guys tehehe xoxo 🥰✨♥️♥️”

  • @ava-zy7zv
    @ava-zy7zv 4 роки тому +6

    I love how at the end hes just like
    thank you guys :)

  • @armanirocks1318
    @armanirocks1318 7 років тому +2

    I love Tyler's energy when he's on stage 😭😭😭😫😩😩😩it's so amazing and beautiful 😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @natalyaochoa4024
    @natalyaochoa4024 7 років тому +83

    NUUU MY SMOL BEAN

    • @momgarnetuniverse9249
      @momgarnetuniverse9249 7 років тому

      I will hit u wit my ukulele your pfp and username made me laugh and the video made me cri so I did both 😂😂😂

    • @natalyaochoa4024
      @natalyaochoa4024 7 років тому

      Mom/Garnet Universe oml y do I feel like this would be me

  • @SpontaneousSketches
    @SpontaneousSketches 5 років тому +6

    " *Somebody told me they saw you cry and break down. Do you know how hard that is to get around and think about?* "
    This quote describes how I feel about this video...

    • @woodlandirises
      @woodlandirises 5 років тому +2

      I think about that lyric a lot. Taken by sleep means so much to me 🥺

    • @SpontaneousSketches
      @SpontaneousSketches 5 років тому +1

      @@woodlandirises it means a lot to me too. It's very sad..

    • @kellysmith1935
      @kellysmith1935 4 роки тому

      hold on what song is this line from?

  • @ikergg1252
    @ikergg1252 6 років тому +537

    BEEF AND CHEESE

  • @blumoo9938
    @blumoo9938 7 років тому +8

    everyone is like "Poor bean", I'm also concerned about the piano

  • @vialism8172
    @vialism8172 2 роки тому +2

    During my show in Dallas at the American Airlines Center (2022), as soon as he started playing this song he got emotional! You could see him cover this face and wipe his eyes. He said these songs mean so much more. I started crying! These songs mean so much to this dude and to the fans as well.

  • @bellaschmidt6303
    @bellaschmidt6303 6 років тому +3

    3:20 "I've been traveling in the deserts of my mind" that voice crack really gets to me for some reason..

  • @alice-jy4zk
    @alice-jy4zk 5 років тому +3

    This video just show how much the music Tyler makes means to him 🌻

  • @Brooke-no9uc
    @Brooke-no9uc 7 років тому +208

    Fame changed Josh

  • @Kaitivere
    @Kaitivere 5 років тому +6

    the fact he was smiling at the start of the video just makes me even more sad :(

  • @zmbi3cut17
    @zmbi3cut17 4 роки тому +3

    every time im in my feels i just wanna listen to this.