If your near central street Ec1 I use to park up by the 1st vent (4feet by 8 feet,) past the entrance it blows out hot air from the swimming pool. Kept my van warm.
Get down the housing or put that money 💰 to use get in a BB gotta get the ball rolling I’ve been there days turn to weeks then weeks turn to months stay safe stay sharpe 👀🎯💪☑️
Ive not smoking weed now for over 3 weeks but the doctor did warn me at the start I'd feel drowsy yet the morning one is different and you will see I mean what I say 😇
@@Stevesdiary2148 I believe you m8 and fareplay off weed 3 weeks good man I was just saying you looked stoned and tats because of the diazapam and then zimos they make you drowsy I'm on benzos over 15 years of an addiction they are very addictive pal really Im coming off them slowly and methadone I've a good bit to do and the green is just as bad hope everything works out for you really wat you see is wat u get from you tats wat I think of you so keep the head up m8 respect from Ireland 🙏🙏🇮🇪🇮🇪🇮🇪🇮🇪
Bin the codeine mate. That box will be like a hangmans noose around your neck. my ex became a heroine addict because of it (in the USA) , she knocked it on the head, kicked the gear and 1 codeine months later saw her become a codeine user again. You need to act fast, the longer you take to think where you want to live the worse itll be. Get to your local council or make the move up north where its cheaper mate, Birmingham for instance. I started again, if I can do it anyone can. The council is the first step, get an advance payment if possible. Perhaps you can use the address to make the claim, Im not sure, or even your dads? Travelling isnt cheap mate, as you know, put the money to getting you settled rather than fuel. You can do it, but need to be proactive - its hard, very hard.
Good read brother and the treatment is working, I've had no codien and withdrawals for them, I'm getting back on my feet which I must say are freezing 😀 I'm strong enough to keep to this and be free from drug's 👊
5ml 3 times a day is a fair bit of valium..( Diazepam) but if you been two year smashing Codeine phosphate you aint gonna feel good even on that. You should have cut down on the codeine , get right down & then do the valium. Mate you obviously know your way around the drug scene, and I see your video of you heading to your mate who has a load of meds so thats no good. Get yourself into the council & into a B&B or a hostel.
My next step and I'm only on a 2 week programme regarding what you say, I had a bike accident and was on the codien for over 2 years and I must say I'm feeling better
@@Stevesdiary2148 Yes and 2wks flies by & is exactly why im saying this to you Steve, because once the doc takes the valium away you will be struggling & you know youl go either straight to that box of codeine or whatever your mates got. Im not knocking you fella, I been there myself, I smoked Heroin for 25yrs & stopped & came off totally by myself. Left a 23yr relationship at 40 yrs old to stay straight & start again. I know how hard it is & i know how much the drugs & having to keep yourself well distracts you from getting to the council etc, & all the other things you need to be doing. At the moment the council will deal with you as a vulnerable person , but if you put it off longer they wont see it that way when your docs not prescribing . Get in to the council & they will find you a BnB. It beats sleeping in your car lad. You look very familiar, I lived in London in Henry Prince estate, & Camberwell , Kennington Park house , Aylesbury estate....I lived all over & im sure I know you. Going bavk to 1987 - 1995..i was about in London with people you might know if you from Peckham way..
If your near central street Ec1 I use to park up by the 1st vent (4feet by 8 feet,) past the entrance it blows out hot air from the swimming pool. Kept my van warm.
Good read and I've always told my self I'd lay near something like that 👊
@@Stevesdiary2148 do you want some time away. Let’s chat
Get down the housing or put that money 💰 to use get in a BB gotta get the ball rolling I’ve been there days turn to weeks then weeks turn to months stay safe stay sharpe 👀🎯💪☑️
That was so cold and how I slept I really don't know 👊
You look in a deep please if you come down Essex can sort you a pad for free to get your self bk on your feet
You seem like your stoned out of your head m8 becareful pal 🙏🙏 🇮🇪🇮🇪🇮🇪🇮🇪
Ive not smoking weed now for over 3 weeks but the doctor did warn me at the start I'd feel drowsy yet the morning one is different and you will see I mean what I say 😇
@@Stevesdiary2148 I believe you m8 and fareplay off weed 3 weeks good man I was just saying you looked stoned and tats because of the diazapam and then zimos they make you drowsy I'm on benzos over 15 years of an addiction they are very addictive pal really Im coming off them slowly and methadone I've a good bit to do and the green is just as bad hope everything works out for you really wat you see is wat u get from you tats wat I think of you so keep the head up m8 respect from Ireland 🙏🙏🇮🇪🇮🇪🇮🇪🇮🇪
Bin the codeine mate. That box will be like a hangmans noose around your neck. my ex became a heroine addict because of it (in the USA) , she knocked it on the head, kicked the gear and 1 codeine months later saw her become a codeine user again. You need to act fast, the longer you take to think where you want to live the worse itll be. Get to your local council or make the move up north where its cheaper mate, Birmingham for instance. I started again, if I can do it anyone can. The council is the first step, get an advance payment if possible. Perhaps you can use the address to make the claim, Im not sure, or even your dads? Travelling isnt cheap mate, as you know, put the money to getting you settled rather than fuel. You can do it, but need to be proactive - its hard, very hard.
Good read brother and the treatment is working, I've had no codien and withdrawals for them, I'm getting back on my feet which I must say are freezing 😀
I'm strong enough to keep to this and be free from drug's 👊
I'm still shivering being back in the house after 20 mins but housing on Monday because I'm too old to live this way 👊
@@Stevesdiary2148 fingers crossed for you brother, make that phone call today whilst youre indoors if you can
sell the car ,buy a van.jobs a goodun
5ml 3 times a day is a fair bit of valium..( Diazepam) but if you been two year smashing Codeine phosphate you aint gonna feel good even on that. You should have cut down on the codeine , get right down & then do the valium.
Mate you obviously know your way around the drug scene, and I see your video of you heading to your mate who has a load of meds so thats no good.
Get yourself into the council & into a B&B or a hostel.
My next step and I'm only on a 2 week programme regarding what you say, I had a bike accident and was on the codien for over 2 years and I must say I'm feeling better
@@Stevesdiary2148 Yes and 2wks flies by & is exactly why im saying this to you Steve, because once the doc takes the valium away you will be struggling & you know youl go either straight to that box of codeine or whatever your mates got.
Im not knocking you fella, I been there myself, I smoked Heroin for 25yrs & stopped & came off totally by myself. Left a 23yr relationship at 40 yrs old to stay straight & start again.
I know how hard it is & i know how much the drugs & having to keep yourself well distracts you from getting to the council etc, & all the other things you need to be doing.
At the moment the council will deal with you as a vulnerable person , but if you put it off longer they wont see it that way when your docs not prescribing .
Get in to the council & they will find you a BnB. It beats sleeping in your car lad.
You look very familiar, I lived in London in Henry Prince estate, & Camberwell , Kennington Park house , Aylesbury estate....I lived all over & im sure I know you. Going bavk to 1987 - 1995..i was about in London with people you might know if you from Peckham way..