I'm poison | Dean Winchester

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  • @estherw8554
    @estherw8554  7 років тому +2079

    I just want to let you know that I have read all your comments and I am suprised by how many people recognize themselves in Dean. I do, sometimes, also recognize myself in him. It's good to know there are more. But I also feel sad there are so many people who are hurting, who are going through rough times. I just want to let you guys know I understand how hard life can be, whether it's something that is happening to you or just your own mind, I understand how hard it is. And it makes me feel good that so many of you, including me, can find comfort in this amazing character, in this amazing tv show. I just wanna let everyone who is struggling know that you are so brave. You are so brave for being here and for not giving up. I know it's hard and life gets you down so many times. But know that there are good times coming. Maybe it doesn't feel like it right now, but a new day will come and you will get up and you will find yourself in a better place than the one you are in right now.

    • @captainspaulding4723
      @captainspaulding4723 7 років тому +17

      Eleanor Winter again ty for upload... I'm so close to the Dean character it's really not funny.. I deal w the same thoughts almost on a daily basis... W a few rays of sunlight peering through....

    • @benmathews8636
      @benmathews8636 7 років тому +16

      Eleanor Winter I relate to Dean so much cause ever since 2008 I've lost family friends every year to now. Some were very close and hurt so bad I didn't wanna live and some just hurt.. the anger he has smashing his car after John dies I've had that. I'm lost and idk what to do. I cry every time I watch this video.

    • @captainspaulding4723
      @captainspaulding4723 7 років тому +9

      Ben Mathews keep pushing forward... Find some ray of light that makes you happy... For me I have two... My kids.. Best of luck to you... Been there, still at times there head up ✌

    • @benmathews8636
      @benmathews8636 7 років тому +8

      Captain Spaulding I'm trying but like Dean I'm in a dark place with no sign of the light. Losing my mom and recently my wife it just left a hole so deep I now know why ppl say death changes ppl. Cause I changed. I can't watch any show from a marvel or DC to supernatural without crying. But because of this show I won't stop fighting. They're my inspiration.

    • @captainspaulding4723
      @captainspaulding4723 7 років тому +2

      Or captainspauld11...

  • @sydniwajciechowski8307
    @sydniwajciechowski8307 6 років тому +4655

    I think we can all agree that Jensen is a phenomenal actor.

    • @emmalineallen792
      @emmalineallen792 6 років тому +93

      I don't know why he hasn't won an emmy yet

    • @almightymaul5575
      @almightymaul5575 6 років тому +27

      Oh most definitely

    • @CTGrell
      @CTGrell 6 років тому +50

      He doesn't need to won any award. He knows that we know how wonderful he is

    • @nishantsharma7436
      @nishantsharma7436 5 років тому +27

      @@CTGrell
      I have been his biggest fan since my seventh grade.. I'm from India 🇮🇳

    • @cerridwenscall
      @cerridwenscall 5 років тому +3

      Hawaipandat hi 👋. Your comment made me curious. How old are you now? And seventh grade in the USA means a person is about 12 yrs old...is that about the same where you live?

  • @meganminer9931
    @meganminer9931 7 років тому +3359

    I feel like Dean is the most tragic character from any tv show I have ever seen in that he only gets flashing moments or small glimpses of happiness. He doesn't care about himself and constantly puts others first only to be abandoned by those he loves. Over the years of being put down and having it be obvious he wasn't as important to his dad as Sam was, he truly sees himself as unworthy and truly has come to hate himself. Most beautifully heartbreaking characters I have ever seen.

    • @estherw8554
      @estherw8554  7 років тому +108

      So true! It's so heartbreaking to see him get knocked down again and again...

    • @privaterizk4936
      @privaterizk4936 6 років тому +15

      Emalyn Davis
      Try to watch it. I feel like see the 'real Dean character'. What he want to say.
      ua-cam.com/video/3SniMv8EGiY/v-deo.html
      Maybe you already watch it.

    • @AngelRodriguez-nn7ng
      @AngelRodriguez-nn7ng 6 років тому +27

      Sam is equally tragic

    • @ksworld4538
      @ksworld4538 6 років тому +66

      @@AngelRodriguez-nn7ng Sam has gone through so much, but not nearly as much as Dean has.

    • @ravennarhona7503
      @ravennarhona7503 5 років тому +8

      Speak out of my heart and soul... true words

  • @heathermarie3672
    @heathermarie3672 7 років тому +1997

    No wonder he wanted to keep being a demon. He didn't have to feel any of that pain.

    • @martinkvinge6197
      @martinkvinge6197 7 років тому +66

      Heather Marie okay wow thanks you just made me cry harder

    • @emilysmith5234
      @emilysmith5234 6 років тому +25

      Heather Marie you don’t know me I am really depressed. My brother died my favorite cousin died also my best friend died when I was with her . She overdosed I tried calling her a ambulance but she died before they got to her. She left behind her son. I’m so lost right now .

    • @ashleymae1
      @ashleymae1 6 років тому +4

      That just hurt me so much omg

    • @fabliha7710
      @fabliha7710 6 років тому +8

      +Emily Smith I hope you get better you're suffering but it honestly does get better express your sadness, cry a bit you'll feel better

    • @riahrenee6369
      @riahrenee6369 6 років тому +3

      Ok Lucifer

  • @danika5284
    @danika5284 5 років тому +730

    Okay but why does Jensen not have an award for these acting skills?

    • @gretagrey1420
      @gretagrey1420 4 роки тому +22

      Doesn't he?He is one of best best actors I know,he must have

    • @MariaLBD
      @MariaLBD 2 роки тому +25

      He's gotten a few awards like People's Choice, Teen Choice, TV Guide, Soap Opera Digest, but never an Emmy, which he definitely deserves.

    • @theharshtruthoutthere
      @theharshtruthoutthere 2 роки тому +2

      @@MariaLBD The real reason singers became world wide pop stars and his solo career blow up was because of the freemasonry hand signs he show`d again and again. The 2 popular hand signs M J used often were 666 and devil horns.
      In most cases the singer shows at least 4 hand signs and these are:
      666
      devil horns
      one eye
      tongue showing aka mocking.
      The talent may be there, but the hand signs must be there. Thats how a soul becomes a “rich and famous” singer or actor.

    • @MariaLBD
      @MariaLBD 2 роки тому +3

      @@theharshtruthoutthere Who are you talking about????

    • @theharshtruthoutthere
      @theharshtruthoutthere 2 роки тому +2

      @@MariaLBD About freemasons and about the sell outs for rock and roll.
      Search about freemasonry and ye have the same results as i do. (BIBLE + FREEMASONRY) .

  • @maxgodzilla-me4sv
    @maxgodzilla-me4sv 5 років тому +635

    0:15 "You look into a mirror and hate what you see"
    Screen goes black and I see myself

    • @Draconicus702
      @Draconicus702 5 років тому +25

      Damn, that was a nice affect.

    • @MySUHIT
      @MySUHIT 4 роки тому +12

      I feel you man, don't worry, you can be loved, you deserve to be loved. Just keep on going and you'll figure something out.

    • @cathartictruths4345
      @cathartictruths4345 4 роки тому +6

      SONU SARKAR those were beautiful words brother

    • @gustavrocha7264
      @gustavrocha7264 3 роки тому +2

      Real

    • @datenshiuzumaki1939
      @datenshiuzumaki1939 2 роки тому +2

      I feel you bro every damn day

  • @meeraalfalasi2018
    @meeraalfalasi2018 7 років тому +2497

    "your problem is that nobody hates you more than you do"
    Edit: I never thought that this comment will get so many likes. But the responses break my heart, you are loved, you are brave, you are a fighter, and you will do something great. I am graduating Uni in December and I want you to know that it gets better, it might not happen in a day and night, but it will get better. Some days will be very hard and you would want to give up, and when that happen, remember how far you've come. As supernatural comes to an end in a couple of months, I am very grateful that I was raised watching this amazing show. It's a big part of my life, I met amazing people through our mutual love for the show, cast and crew. I think we will all miss supernatural

    • @haleyrose_elm
      @haleyrose_elm 7 років тому +45

      Meera alfalasi i relate to this, and dean 100%

    • @davidshura8597
      @davidshura8597 6 років тому +33

      Meera alfalasi that line is so relatable to me that it makes me cry

    • @rell7571
      @rell7571 5 років тому +18

      My brother has been telling me that for years way before that episode came out

    • @beramtaib4713
      @beramtaib4713 5 років тому +12

      Everyone can relate

    • @santana1414
      @santana1414 5 років тому +10

      Shit I felt that!

  • @drexelbeckman9519
    @drexelbeckman9519 7 років тому +3668

    isn't funny how a random person on the internet will try to make sure you're okay more than your friends?

    • @nadiaabdelkhaleq569
      @nadiaabdelkhaleq569 6 років тому +28

      Drexel Beckman I can be your new friend

    • @CTGrell
      @CTGrell 6 років тому +98

      Wellcome in the spn family. We care

    • @segsishrek8320
      @segsishrek8320 6 років тому +14

      So true

    • @bloodrhino2167
      @bloodrhino2167 6 років тому +31

      Very true I've got nothing but fake friends we should create a group

    • @usuckplzgoaway
      @usuckplzgoaway 6 років тому +7

      Drexel Beckman dude not funny i’m at the end rn if this wasn’t here i don’t think i will be unjust save m life rn like r unsaved me

  • @bluaguilar6861
    @bluaguilar6861 7 років тому +606

    I love how Dean just breaks things when he's angry and if that isn't me, then I don't know what is.

    • @olivechan9511
      @olivechan9511 7 років тому +12

      Serena Aguilar I wish I could let my pain out like that

    • @kaitlynrose6939
      @kaitlynrose6939 7 років тому +2

      Serena Aguilar same. No more words to describe it.

    • @richmondgentry3808
      @richmondgentry3808 7 років тому +2

      im 90 percent crap!!

    • @aAAAAAAaaaAaAaAayA
      @aAAAAAAaaaAaAaAayA 6 років тому +2

      I agree with u so much but like I also love ur profile picture

    • @Raven-Marie25
      @Raven-Marie25 6 років тому +2

      I just punch the wall and then sit down and regret it because it feels like I broke my hand.

  • @WeeHammy
    @WeeHammy 2 роки тому +55

    R.I.P Dean. You gave us 15 years of love, laughs and emotions. You shall forever be remembered

  • @slasherlady
    @slasherlady 4 роки тому +112

    Jensen doesn't get nearly as much credit for his amazing acting as he should. He's Oscar material, to say the least.

  • @fenriswolf5962
    @fenriswolf5962 7 років тому +661

    Dean is me. We hate ourself and think so little about ourselves. We feel so damn helpless when we fail to save the ones we love. We fight and fight and fight, because that’s the only thing that sort of relieves the pain and anger. He fights demons and other creatures, I fight in the military. We drink constantly and bottle up our emotions. Because that’s how we cope. We run from it all till we can’t run, then we blow up in a rage. Then we do it all again

    • @isabellastens3078
      @isabellastens3078 6 років тому +14

      Nick Hayes I see myself similar to dean in that I'm broken but for me i have to say in a way i gave up I've always been a pacifist the exact opposite of my family
      I don't know how to fix it or where to go from here

    • @dustinmcdaniel6374
      @dustinmcdaniel6374 6 років тому +4

      Feänor Evenstar I understand wanting the pain. It's a burden and you hate it. But at the same time you're asking yourself what you are without it

    • @uglyfatbitch9637
      @uglyfatbitch9637 6 років тому +6

      I wanna protect you for a change.

    • @pako584
      @pako584 6 років тому +3

      Exactly

    • @joaocarvalho1347
      @joaocarvalho1347 6 років тому +1

      egocentric....

  • @Pausenmacher
    @Pausenmacher 7 років тому +1110

    This is so beautiful.
    This tells a lot about Dean.
    He's a man who was going through so much.
    And he still cares about Sammy.
    I've spent so many tears on him, like Meagan Power.
    They wanted to smite him, kill him, break him..
    But he's still standing. He's still alive.
    I fucking love Supernatural.
    So much emotions.
    So much love.
    You did a great job!

    • @julianeh.9963
      @julianeh.9963 6 років тому +7

      Pausenmacher They like... literally killed him and broke him

    • @_ziggystardust
      @_ziggystardust 5 років тому +6

      I cried when dean cried when sam died but he came back

    • @heyidklol2041
      @heyidklol2041 3 роки тому +1

      @@julianeh.9963 IKR this really didn't make sense HE DESERVED THE WORLD OLG

  • @blackholeeclipse6272
    @blackholeeclipse6272 3 роки тому +336

    "Your problem, is that nobody hates you more than you do."
    "I know how you look in the mirror, and hate what you see."
    Two lines that have been true for me on too many occasions

    • @Ezoneer
      @Ezoneer 3 роки тому +4

      Facts man....

    • @blackholeeclipse6272
      @blackholeeclipse6272 3 роки тому +6

      @@Ezoneer i hope you find peace with yourself man, lord knows its something everyone needs that not everyone gets

    • @ChelloRobyn
      @ChelloRobyn Рік тому

    • @andrewgenua6104
      @andrewgenua6104 Рік тому +3

      "I'm 90% crap" the other 10% is water

    • @blackholeeclipse6272
      @blackholeeclipse6272 Рік тому +2

      @@andrewgenua6104 90% crap is another really good line from the show that dean uses, and also one that i feel a lot of people felt deep down

  • @Equitine
    @Equitine 2 роки тому +34

    Dean is a hell of a character. his flashes of happiness shattered by the reality that is his existence. reminding him always to strap himself up and move on.

  • @herkillingjar3438
    @herkillingjar3438 7 років тому +1499

    This is beautiful but now I can't breathe bc my heart just broke

    • @Deniz2635
      @Deniz2635 7 років тому +4

      You dont need your heart to breathe

    • @thatcertiguy1667
      @thatcertiguy1667 7 років тому +4

      Deniz2635 wow, your so arrogant its unbelievable..

    • @betulsahin1480
      @betulsahin1480 7 років тому +9

      Of course you Need your Heart behause the Blood Full of Oxygen are goinig in and out of your Heart

    • @nemonobody4402
      @nemonobody4402 6 років тому +1

      Deniz2635 I hate you but you're practically my hero lol

    • @elenak.9381
      @elenak.9381 6 років тому +1

      Same

  • @ceyda2455
    @ceyda2455 7 років тому +265

    Dean Winchester is the best person I know. He cares, thinks other people than himself. He loves his brother more than anything .He protects his brother more than he could protect himself. He thinks Sammy more than he could think himself. He thinks Sammy's life first . He never had a chance to be a normal person. But he tried to make it for his brother.He could be a jerk but it doesn't change the fact that he is a good man.

    • @NammaFamilyGA
      @NammaFamilyGA 6 років тому +2

      ua-cam.com/video/gQ5LVsXejyI/v-deo.html

    • @liakoc_o_megac700
      @liakoc_o_megac700 6 років тому +2

      Get a life

    • @paige_nlmg
      @paige_nlmg 4 роки тому +2

      Why would dean think he a monster he is amazing

    • @ello8809
      @ello8809 4 роки тому +3

      veniamhn franklinos reaching but ig I am to since it’s 1 yr old comment, still u a hater and I can’t relate

    • @sadfucko
      @sadfucko 4 роки тому +1

      this made me want to be a better person in spite of what i am.

  • @oliviapowell2206
    @oliviapowell2206 7 років тому +317

    Dean is the best character, he has gone through the worst out of everyone, he lost his mom and his dad, he had to kill his bestfriend benny and he had to make the girl he loves forgot about him they have all been through so much but he has been through the most, it breaks my heart because he hates himself so much for it because he blames himself for everything that has happened

    • @janapavlicova2278
      @janapavlicova2278 4 роки тому +1

      Who was the girl who loved him? Can you please tell me series? I agree with you in everything🙏🙏

    • @bestshootingbigingrimey6501
      @bestshootingbigingrimey6501 4 роки тому +1

      @@janapavlicova2278 it's called Supernatural, and the girl's name is Lisa

    • @janapavlicova2278
      @janapavlicova2278 4 роки тому

      @@bestshootingbigingrimey6501 Thank you😊

    • @emilywallace1308
      @emilywallace1308 4 роки тому

      All that happened to sam to and sam blames himself to bc he has the power to kill demons he fells responsible to the apalipls he fells responsible for his parents deaths bc he has demons blood in him he is a demon and it breaks his heart knowing dead might have to kill him bc he can become a monster so sam has it so had to

    • @gretagrey1420
      @gretagrey1420 4 роки тому

      Yes and I love him the most of all characters omg I'm so sorry for him😭❤

  • @Shadow_hyuga
    @Shadow_hyuga 4 роки тому +80

    "Your problem is nobody hates you as much as you do!"
    I've never related to something so much in my life

  • @FMykal
    @FMykal 4 роки тому +17

    The idea that Chuck was sitting back and laughing while all this was happening pisses me off.

  • @inga7519
    @inga7519 7 років тому +99

    God. He is so amazing, he has literally saved the world. He has made mistakes. But he deserves so much more. Why is this show so depressing?

  • @meaganpower4175
    @meaganpower4175 7 років тому +507

    You hear that? That's my heart breaking into a million pieces. Uhhh such a good video and so well made. This is the first time I heard this song and I love it! Dean is my favorite character to. He's just so broken and I just want him to be happy and love himself. His self-worthlessness just breaks my heart every time. I've spent many a tears on Dean Winchester. Everyone goes after his self-esteem when they try to break him and that says a lot. My poor baby deserves to be happy! Thank you for such a great video and I hope you make more soon!

  • @titelilith
    @titelilith 7 років тому +340

    Beautiful. I love how you presented Dean evolution. From day one he's been broken and it continued throught the each season. I miss the early Supernarnatural days, the first seasons are the best. Thank you for this beautiful video

    • @electricpuddle1320
      @electricpuddle1320 4 роки тому +3

      Same but the later seasons are just as good this show is one of the few shows who has 15seasons and has consistently been good and has stayed original and stuck to their script and story most shows fall apart after 6-7 seasons but SPN has been so good for so long season 10 was one of my favorites ackles deserves a award dude is a phenomenal actor he truly brings out who dean winchester is

  • @bri9303
    @bri9303 3 роки тому +48

    The line "When's the last time you watched a sunset without waiting for something to go bump in the night?" always gets me because I can't think of the last time I did something for myself without fearing what could go wrong. I truly relate to Dean so much it hurts

  • @notdoingmeth6579
    @notdoingmeth6579 4 роки тому +53

    "you are not a child anymore"
    "i never was"
    :'(

  • @yourstalker7386
    @yourstalker7386 7 років тому +197

    Tries not to cry. Fails before half the video is through. Why do they keep hurting my sweet precious?

    • @emilysmith5234
      @emilysmith5234 6 років тому +2

      yourstalker I like your comment. Yes comment is very original.

  • @Shravya42
    @Shravya42 5 років тому +45

    How in heavens name has Jensen not won a emmy yet. I mean he should have won atleast 10 Emmy's for 15 years. Its downright illegal

  • @kben9394
    @kben9394 7 років тому +136

    This video deserves so much more recognition

  • @jonathanflores232
    @jonathanflores232 3 місяці тому +2

    I have been watching this weekly for 7 years. Still one of the best videos of Dean on UA-cam

  • @user_-165
    @user_-165 4 роки тому +459

    "I'm poison Sam people get close to me, they get killed or worse"
    "Hunters are never kids, I never was"
    Those sentences always hit.

    • @johnvrabel3
      @johnvrabel3 Рік тому +2

      I'm 90 percent crap and nobody hates you as much as you do was always mine... I could feel it down to the soul.

    • @Twj2001
      @Twj2001 Рік тому

      @@johnvrabel3Mine would be, “If there is a God out there, why would he give a crap about me!” or “Inside, you're already dead.”

  • @charlie1948
    @charlie1948 6 років тому +432

    It hurts how much i relate to Dean. He's so broken and manages to get back up and try again
    so anyone who reads this:Be like Dean. Get back up. Keep going. It does get better. You just have to be there to see it.

    • @mystichustla9504
      @mystichustla9504 5 років тому +3

      Thanks man👊

    • @Sandra-jv7jt
      @Sandra-jv7jt 5 років тому +2

      ❤️

    • @cathartictruths4345
      @cathartictruths4345 4 роки тому +5

      We are all like dean, we are all brave and strong hunters just like him; and who knows, maybe there’s actually some dark entity behind the pain of this world, so let’s not give up never, and let’s hunt this piece of shit that’s behind all the hurt of this planet. And I know it hurts to just go on and be living bad things, and it’s okay to cry, I’ve done it hundreds of times, but I’m not gonna give up never just like dean.

    • @Dizzybunny
      @Dizzybunny 4 роки тому +3

      Always keep fighting. You are not alone.

    • @jamesnobeer6736
      @jamesnobeer6736 3 роки тому

      thnks iluv you🤍🤍

  • @garbo998
    @garbo998 4 роки тому +97

    I find it terrifying how much of myself I see in Dean. Yeah, I don’t go around the country killing monsters, and both of my parents are alive and well, and I haven’t died yet, but I see so much of myself in him emotion wise. We’re both unavailable, we’re both miserable, we’re both confused, we both have to put a strong confident face for the ones we love, we both have a hell going on 24/7 in our heads, we both have anger problems, and we both need to ask for help.

    • @larrystrange8044
      @larrystrange8044 3 роки тому

      I dont hunt monsters but my parents are gone and Ive been close enough to death to have last rights read for me, so theres that.Yeah, you arent alone. A lot of us see ourselves in Dean. Ask for the help, the world wont fall apart and if the person you ask doesnt help youll know not to ask them again.

    • @fylcreations
      @fylcreations 2 роки тому

      i feel you Garbo... feel same every single day and night ...

  • @chocolatelover4481
    @chocolatelover4481 5 років тому +55

    A good friend of mine sent me this, before he killed himself. The pain is unbearable at times. I just wish for him, that he gets the love now, he so desperately needs. I will never forget you. With love R.L.O.

  • @spikysmoothness
    @spikysmoothness 4 роки тому +75

    An important thing to catch is whenever Dean talks about anything positive happening to those that he loves he never mentions himself. Ever. He never asks "What about me, dad?" At the grave, only what asling what he's supposed to do so that others can be happy or walk away living.

  • @IOANNA333
    @IOANNA333 4 роки тому +78

    Dean:I can’t do this alone.
    Sam: Yes you can.
    Dean:Yeah, but I don’t t want to.

  • @timthebear8005
    @timthebear8005 7 років тому +85

    One favorite character and best dean winchester video and ive seen over hundreds. I relate to his character so much.

  • @strxngewitch.
    @strxngewitch. 7 років тому +64

    Honestly if Dean was ever a real person or if I was in the show. I would protect him no matter what. I’ll even die for him because he’s worth it. That goes for Sam too. Dean is such an underrated character, he deserves so much. He doesn’t deserve pain, he deserves happiness and love. But if you think about it, Dean is the most strongest person or character you know. No matter how much crap he’s going through he stayed strong. No matter how many times he wanted to give up. He still stayed strong. If dean didn’t go through all of that pain he wouldn’t be the same person today. This video has proved that Dean is unbelievably pure goodness full of emotions, full of life. I don’t regret becoming emotionally attached to him because he helped me; the SHOW helped me. If I’m ever having a bad day, or if I’m thinking about doing something that I will regret deeply. All I do is go on Netflix, press the title supernatural pick a season and watch my favorite episode. It works every time. If this show were ever going to end which it will eventually (sadly) . Dean Winchester will always be remembered in my heart. Along with Sam, Cas, Bobby + many more.
    This video is amazing.

    • @MishyleMNooh
      @MishyleMNooh 7 років тому +1

      _ _ i guess that's what everybody that has ever died for them feels

    • @robertjosephmaccready4820
      @robertjosephmaccready4820 5 років тому +2

      Kogane - I’d stay by Dean’s side always.

  • @Mickey-bq8hx
    @Mickey-bq8hx 7 років тому +98

    Never related to anyone as much as i just did with dean

  • @sarahmcgrath8438
    @sarahmcgrath8438 3 роки тому +9

    My best friend whom was my absolute soulmate died almost 2 years ago and he was a bad alcoholic. Drank morning and night. Once in a long while, he was able to go sober for a month or two and he was strong for it. But once he gave in again, he couldn't stop. His body could not handle it anymore over the years. I was there for him in his last few years and I got to know him on a deep personal level. He was extremely depressed and showed me this video and other videos not too long before he died. He said that he WAS dean and that he feels the same way his character does. His name was Dawson and he had a rough past. He was one of the smartest people I have ever known, despite his addiction. RIP, brother.

  • @DarrenWinsett
    @DarrenWinsett 3 роки тому +3

    "No one can save you, because you don't wanna be saved" someone that fucking gets it

  • @purpledarklighter
    @purpledarklighter 7 років тому +99

    Wow that was so amazing! Sad and depressing but amazing! I agree with you that Dean is the best character on TV by far, and this video is showcasing it very well, great job!

    • @possessedukulelescreamo3617
      @possessedukulelescreamo3617 7 років тому +1

      HOWWWW?????? how do people say Dean's the best character??? they're all so amazing and broken, they all have their shattered souls.... idk how people can pick but i envy y'all cause i'm sitting here like "MY GOD I JUST LOVE EVERY ONE OF THEM SO MUCH, PLEASE JUST STAY SAFE PLEASE JUST BE HAPPY PLEASE JUST KEEP FIGHTING, PLEASE!!!!!"

    • @Vykxr
      @Vykxr 7 років тому +1

      I feel the same

    • @altinaykor364
      @altinaykor364 4 роки тому +2

      PossessedUkuleleScreamo Dean is the best character,better than all of them

    • @КоляФортнайт
      @КоляФортнайт 3 роки тому +1

      да

    • @КоляФортнайт
      @КоляФортнайт 3 роки тому

      да

  • @emilykrautkremer4862
    @emilykrautkremer4862 7 років тому +25

    oh my God. I am speechless, this is so amazing... it helped me recapture everything the show has been through

  • @Proth7
    @Proth7 5 років тому +7

    These boys helped me get through difficult times. There is always hope. So many important values in life in these series. Thanks to these series I realised that you need to find something worth to fight for. Determination is something that keeps you alive.

  • @cheyennenicholson9613
    @cheyennenicholson9613 5 років тому +7

    I don’t think I’ve ever truly realized how amazing Dean’s character arch was until you put it all together, not to mention how amazing of an actor Jensen is. And I’m not crying- you are.

  • @Skylerbrummett-q5l
    @Skylerbrummett-q5l Рік тому +3

    Not me watching sad edits of dean while being sad so I can feel sad with him

  • @jananash630
    @jananash630 6 років тому +7

    I’m literally crying this made me realize how much I love deans character and how relatable he is to me at times

  • @carolynrosenbaumjones9728
    @carolynrosenbaumjones9728 6 років тому +12

    Story of my life... Having to be ok for everyone around me, but being absolutely broken inside, not able to get the things I've done out of my head, and not knowing what to do with myself. I can't stop the fighting. It keeps on going in my head. Spending every day wanting nothing more than to just leave it all behind, but knowing my family needs me. This video is beautiful.

    • @estherw8554
      @estherw8554  6 років тому +1

      Carolyn Rosenbaum stay strong and don’t give up! I know it’s hard and that you can’t stop it right now but know that things do get better in time. But until it gets better you gotta keep fighting.

  • @faithlehane9851
    @faithlehane9851 7 років тому +6

    I died. I'm dead. That's how brilliant this video is.
    It also shows why Dean Winchester and Faith Lehane (BtVS) crossover fics are so amazing. Those two are so very similar with the pain and self loathing they carry inside.
    Excellent job!

  • @alexysbragdon2092
    @alexysbragdon2092 2 роки тому +6

    This series is definitely my all-time favorite out of anything having to do with Supernatural stuff and watching all these scenes over again like this with him just reminded me just how much of an amazing actor Jensen truly is.

  • @shrutiagrawal3777
    @shrutiagrawal3777 5 років тому +15

    Dean's pain anger frustration can't be any better depicted than him hammering his baby impala😭

  • @spencernixon1200
    @spencernixon1200 3 роки тому +12

    Can we talk about how well this was edited, you did a phenomenal job!

  • @e.2873
    @e.2873 4 роки тому +8

    So I have had this video in my favourite videos of Dean for so many years now and everytime I watch it again and again I end up crying. It's actually an amazing video. The scenes, the voiceovers and the song... everything is just perfect together. I will always be thankful it exists. It's so well made and conveys everything about Dean and his pain. It's wonderful and heartbreaking. 💔😭❤

  • @hobbitshire27
    @hobbitshire27 7 років тому +24

    Dude this is insane editing! My heart is broken but wow, thank you for making this!!

  • @reginanickels1751
    @reginanickels1751 2 роки тому +2

    Someone somewhere is feeling like this on the inside. Acting or not it portrays the emotional state. And that deserves attention. My heart, warmth, along with anything that can be is with you!!!!! ❤❤❤❤

  • @ChandanaWanasekara
    @ChandanaWanasekara 3 роки тому +2

    "your problem is that nobody hates you more than you do" This is so personal. Cuz I always see everything about me within him. I have been returning to this video for years. You did an awesome job you know

  • @miluuhverah4403
    @miluuhverah4403 7 років тому +29

    This is so beautiful, I cried a lot omg

  • @toniansell4594
    @toniansell4594 2 роки тому +3

    Dean has always resonated deep within me! The first character I could ever really see myself in. Keep fighting, keep going, even when you're broken! Smile, it hides everything!

  • @daniello5810
    @daniello5810 3 роки тому +21

    I love this show and I can't accept that it's gone. It was more than just a show for me, it was something special... Like a family. My New Year's dream is for Supernatural with Sam, Dean and Case to return. I Miss...

  • @KibaSnowpaw
    @KibaSnowpaw Рік тому +1

    I despise the person I've become, and I loathe the darkness that pervades my heart. I detest the pain that consumes my soul and the emotional turmoil I must constantly suppress to keep from falling apart. It's disheartening to feel ignored by others, yet simultaneously desire solitude. This overwhelming sense of self-hatred has taken over my life.
    If only you could see the void in my soul, the sadness in my eyes, and the pain that courses through my body. I am exhausted from the constant struggle and from listening to the relentless thoughts in my mind. All I want is to find peace in sleep, and escape from this tormenting existence.
    I have become my own worst enemy, my own source of poison, and my own personal demon. No one could ever hate me as much as I hate myself, and the life I'm living. It is this self-loathing that truly haunts me.

  • @mylesmorton2223
    @mylesmorton2223 3 роки тому +2

    Jensen ha proved his acting skills with this role, how much he hates himself even when he's being cocky, how much self-doubt and sadness he goes through, how much he hates drinking yet cant stop because of his problems, how much anger he holds inside if him because of his dad and job, everything. He continues to show what an amazing actor he is.

    • @mylesmorton2223
      @mylesmorton2223 3 роки тому +1

      The "he" im mentioning is Dean, just to clarify. Not jensen.

  • @lonelypotato9388
    @lonelypotato9388 7 років тому +10

    I feel like I'm addicted to this show. When I first saw Dean, it was like I saw myself. I keep coming back every day becouse I feel like he's the only person who can understand me right now. And I love his character so much. But still I can't love myself. Sad.

  • @DPerez-mj3vs
    @DPerez-mj3vs 4 роки тому +8

    The only thing i didnt lose hope because dean, no matter how hard life hits him. He just continue to keep pushing. No matter how he dead inside. He just continue to keep moving, and i continue to keep moving..

  • @gegeekay
    @gegeekay 7 років тому +17

    Wow, that was beautiful! Amazing insight into Dean and all he's been through and how he feels about himself. Heartbreakingly sad and heroic all at the same time. I loved the way you put this together. Fantastic job!

  • @parkerbehrns
    @parkerbehrns 3 роки тому +2

    These edits always make me cry

  • @CornHusk44
    @CornHusk44 2 місяці тому +1

    Whoever made this. Thank you

  • @DKDGamingHD
    @DKDGamingHD 2 роки тому +6

    “Your problem nobody hates you more than you do”
    Reason why we can relate to this is because every day we have to fight the monsters inside of our heads… And it feels like a losing battle…

  • @spasspasov2959
    @spasspasov2959 4 роки тому +5

    This... this is the video that made me watch this masterpiece of a series... 3 times already. Just thank you for the upload. This show made me a better person. I found people that i care about and they care about me the same way Dean carries for Sam. It helped me get out of a hole i dug myself. I am glad i found your edit. Thank you.

    • @estherw8554
      @estherw8554  4 роки тому +2

      Spas Spasov I am so happy you found this show through my edit. Supernatural has definitely helped me so I am glad you found it and it could help you too! Thank you for watching this! I hope you’re ready for the series finale cause I am certainly not 😪

  • @aylat.961
    @aylat.961 4 роки тому +9

    he may look just angry on the outside, but he's hurt & when he destroys things its showing how he feels inside; broken & beaten down

  • @jaxus24
    @jaxus24 11 місяців тому +1

    still coming back even after all these years. This is such a masterpiece

  • @wolfy7890
    @wolfy7890 Рік тому +2

    Why does it take such a great character for people to realize how they feel, how they are mentally? I speak from experience watching the show for years and then over again. All of what Dean does is a lot of what a lot of us do to cope. It takes so much for us who are like Dean to realize and rwach out for help. Some of us will never get help as we see it as it may make us less worthy. We go and do some things to try and make ourselves not feel the pain, devolve into work, become the therapist friend, go after people who aren't good for us, etc. No matter if you do any of these things, just know there are people out there for you even if you feel like you will lose them, if you confide in someone, even just a friend, it helps. Dean is how a lot of us relate and know in someway we are. We need to find our group; Sam, Cas, Jack, Crowley, Mary, Bobby, Jody, Jody's girls. We need to understand that it is okay to talk about what we feel, Dean is the comfort characterthat some of us have because we have been through some things, or are dealing with things mentally. It is OKAY to talk to someone. Even if you are the "Big brother" of your friends, or any situation.

  • @fioridipesco
    @fioridipesco 3 роки тому +4

    most broken, most heartbreaking, most tragic, most complex, most emotional, most human, most selfless, strongest character I've ever seen in my life.

  • @joyfulgama4678
    @joyfulgama4678 7 років тому +11

    I love this, it actually brought me to tears. Thank you for this masterpiece Eleanor! ♥

  • @sorinarteus4420
    @sorinarteus4420 6 років тому +3

    "I'm good....I'm good." that just gave me so many chills...way too relatable.

  • @dee-g8j
    @dee-g8j 3 роки тому +2

    I’ve been watching this video on repeat for days..

  • @rishikakabi
    @rishikakabi 4 роки тому +2

    This is such a powerful video . I saw this video for the first time two years ago . Since then I can neither get it enough of it nor can I get it out of my mind . So , thank you so much Eleanor winter for making this beautiful masterpiece . It's truly a piece of art , I cannot express in words how much I loved it .The best thing that I can come up with is that it'd cherish it until death.

  • @zeldaluver64
    @zeldaluver64 6 років тому +8

    I must have watched this like 20 times, and I literally cry every. single. time.

  • @sophvictoria8111
    @sophvictoria8111 7 років тому +8

    Such an amazing edit, I'm in tears. It portrays Dean so perfectly, keep up the awesome work!

  • @mikaelabullough6923
    @mikaelabullough6923 6 років тому +4

    Omg I'm crying.... Dean is such a great guy and he blames everything that happens on himself. It makes me cry every time and all I want to do is jump through the screen and give him a big hug and hold him and tell him everything is okay. I just want to comfort him. Sammy and Cas try to help him but he wants to strong for everyone.

  • @bijenkhadka2619
    @bijenkhadka2619 5 років тому +2

    This was on my recommendation and got me in tears when he said nobody hates you more than you do
    I can relate this character every moment

  • @TowerJunkie
    @TowerJunkie 4 роки тому +2

    I am now dead. Thank you so much. ***** Seriously one of the best edits I’ve EVER seen ****

  • @smurfs2883
    @smurfs2883 7 років тому +10

    First off what a beautiful name. You must be a Angel because this could not have been made by a mortal. Because it is prue magic. Thank you for this beauty.

  • @Tom-sv3cm
    @Tom-sv3cm 4 роки тому +29

    I can't begin to explain, what this show has done for me. I've lost so much. Been through so much. I love Sam and Dean both, but if I had to identify with one...I'd say it's Dean. More times than I can count, I've asked myself, "what am I supposed to do?"

  • @jacobfranklin6871
    @jacobfranklin6871 5 років тому +18

    this is so fun to listen to while your depressed and drinking alone

    • @fredrikjohansson3278
      @fredrikjohansson3278 5 років тому +4

      Damm man i do that atlest 1 time every week and have been for quite some time,

    • @austinhill2252
      @austinhill2252 Рік тому

      Some people don't realize what it's like feeling numb, I use to laugh and smile when I was confronted on my actions and wouldn't realize til I was away.

    • @RostockerBursch
      @RostockerBursch Рік тому

      Stay strong Kings and Queens. You are loved.

    • @NotJakeFromAllState
      @NotJakeFromAllState Рік тому

      relatable

  • @xxklokxxcolt
    @xxklokxxcolt 5 років тому +2

    The “nobody hates you more than you do” hit me real hard, I give so much hope and love to everyone around me always here for other but I never help myself or think I’m good enough for anything in this life. It’s taking its toll.

  • @randomfullywonderful
    @randomfullywonderful 3 роки тому +2

    Love that Crowley quote at the beginning, so underrated.

  • @thelighthasbeentaken2344
    @thelighthasbeentaken2344 2 роки тому +4

    Most powerful saying ever ! Your problem is no one hates you more than you hate your self

  • @theironninja314
    @theironninja314 4 роки тому +3

    Honestly its been 3 years since this and i still love it. This is so well done

  • @pandamom658
    @pandamom658 5 років тому +6

    When Dean attacks the trunk of the Impala in Season Two I’ve never felt so much emotion from a tv show or movie. JA is an amazing actor to bring Dean to life like he does. Small moments, gestures, thoughts that cross his face come through to the viewer. I think that character is the real success of the show. If such a broken soul can battle his demons, then every broken person watching can battle theirs!

  • @katrinamelia6591
    @katrinamelia6591 2 роки тому +4

    Dean is literally me, like, I can't even express how broken I am, my life is in ruins, I'm trying my best to stay positive but nothing ever goes right, and every day, I feel like I'm getting closer and closer to the edge, it hurts so much. All I can do it get up and try, try again, as Dean did throughout the whole show. ❤️😭

  • @jantrad8686
    @jantrad8686 2 роки тому +2

    I was touched by this character “dean” so much pain and he hold it back

  • @hayleygirl67
    @hayleygirl67 3 роки тому +3

    Wow that was incredible. Super poignant, beautiful edit

  • @elty7453
    @elty7453 4 роки тому +8

    this hits so much harder now

  • @joannamontana915
    @joannamontana915 7 років тому +9

    This video is a masterful work of art. It's amazing, beautiful, powerful. It is by far the best I ever seen. The editing was on point. The song tied it all up. You truly have an eye for this. I commend you & thank you for sharing this with us. You should send it to Jensen. He deserves to see this. It's like a highlight reel for him. Bravo!!!!

  • @harperk223
    @harperk223 5 років тому +9

    I know he’s fictional but every time I see him in pain I want to hop through the screen and tell him that he matters and that it might not always feel okay, but it will be. I want to tell him that he’s not just a grunt and that thousand of people care about him. And I want to hug him and tell him that I hope his pain eases soon.

  • @nothingbetterthanagoodbook8187
    @nothingbetterthanagoodbook8187 2 роки тому +15

    Never will I ever love a show as much as Supernatural. I watched it from the beginning 15years ago. No other show ever touched me like that. I feel extremely sad, because it has come to an end now. Feels like a breakup.

  • @oupsiiiiiii_
    @oupsiiiiiii_ 7 років тому +6

    I love it ! This is so beautiful !!

  • @multifandomfaneditor5554
    @multifandomfaneditor5554 7 років тому +6

    I can relate to Dean so much, it honestly breaks my heart when he cries. If I ever meet Jensen, I’m for sure going to hug him.

  • @marilyncoates4812
    @marilyncoates4812 2 роки тому +4

    My favorite show in the hole world!!! Such a great show!! Omg!!!!

  • @battleroyaleultimatemadnes5224

    It's crazy how sometimes these actors play roles so well and sometimes our lives can be so similar in feeling and emotion

  • @jazmin_1395
    @jazmin_1395 6 років тому +1

    Aah these painful yet beautiful fmv's that so easily break your heart...your capacity to love (in spite of all the crap you've been subjected to) and do anything for the people you love makes you golden Dean Winchester...not crap...you're completely golden...people offering judgement and advice but never simply asking if you've watched that beautiful sunset Dean...I hope you do...cuz despite all the demons inside you, you're the most human of em all and deserve a frickin sunset...