Alec Benjamin - If I Killed Someone For You [Official Music Video]

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  • Опубліковано 5 бер 2019
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    STARRING ALEC BENJAMIN & ALINA LEE
    DIRECTED BY: CHRISTIAN LANZA
    CREATIVE DIRECTOR: CLARE GILLEN
    PRODUCTION COMPANY: BURNED NEGATIVE
    PRODUCED BY: RICHARD VALENCIA & EVAN WEIDENKELLER
    DIRECTOR OF PHOTOGRAPHY: MARK VILLA
    PRODUCTION DESIGNER: JUSTIN ARAGON
    STYLING BY: RACHEL ANTONE
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 10 тис.

  • @AlecBenjaminMusic
    @AlecBenjaminMusic  5 років тому +18417

    Here is the video for iiksfy :0 hope you like it :) . Follow me on insta for more updates ! @alecbenjamin

  • @carla.2966
    @carla.2966 3 роки тому +3745

    *Literally Alec Benjamin :*
    *Voice : Innocent, Soft with a rough tone*
    *Lyrics : Deep, Dark*

  • @Yumiooss
    @Yumiooss 4 роки тому +2971

    Everyone: you can't use plot twists in songs
    Alec Benjamin: hold my -hand- beer

    • @wahu5753
      @wahu5753 4 роки тому +70

      hold my gin* (from there’s gotta be a reason)

    • @RealGachaLife
      @RealGachaLife 3 роки тому +19

      @Damionite gaming he killed himself;-;

    • @fawwazbinshahid1808
      @fawwazbinshahid1808 3 роки тому +4

      Kitty Minecraft I didn’t get the story?

    • @Yumiooss
      @Yumiooss 3 роки тому +62

      @@fawwazbinshahid1808 he sings that he killed someone and everyone thinks he actually killed a human but it turns out that he killed himself (not really, he killed his personality)

    • @breannasdada1
      @breannasdada1 3 роки тому +30

      @@fawwazbinshahid1808 It means that he changed himself for the love of his life.

  • @nisa6383
    @nisa6383 3 роки тому +5493

    Moral of the song: Don't change yourself for someone, *just be yourself*

    • @priyankashaw2617
      @priyankashaw2617 3 роки тому +92

      If u get better,feel better after the change..if d change is good for you..then do

    • @sekkex5934
      @sekkex5934 3 роки тому +35

      Unless you really are a shitty person

    • @sekkex5934
      @sekkex5934 3 роки тому +13

      @@nisa6383 lol, I wasn't insulting you, I was giving an example xd

    • @nisa6383
      @nisa6383 3 роки тому +10

      @@sekkex5934 idk sorry for misunderstanding

    • @sekkex5934
      @sekkex5934 3 роки тому +8

      @@nisa6383 Nothing happens, is that when using the translator I do not know how to say it so that it is not misinterpreted :')

  • @hoodiegirl1110
    @hoodiegirl1110 3 роки тому +6746

    “You have to understand that,
    “The one I killed is... me.”
    “Changing what I was,”
    “For what you wanted me to be,”
    “I followed your direction...”
    “Did everything you asked..”
    “I hope it makes you happy...”
    “‘Cause there’s just no turning back....”
    Damn that hit close to home....

    • @hoodiegirl1110
      @hoodiegirl1110 3 роки тому +32

      @Shuichi Saihara barely, completely destroyed the backyard though. Super lucky to have everything relatively ok 🙏thank you for asking 🥺

    • @hoodiegirl1110
      @hoodiegirl1110 3 роки тому +5

      @Shuichi Saihara thank you 😊

    • @ksnade
      @ksnade 3 роки тому +7

      @Shuichi Saihara hii me!!

    • @viet7612
      @viet7612 3 роки тому +31

      I love the plot twist at first I was thinking literally and trying to understand it when I first heard it SO UNIQUE 🤯🤯💓🥺

    • @clouds7435
      @clouds7435 3 роки тому +3

      Damnn

  • @justsum1910
    @justsum1910 5 років тому +16926

    Imagine a murderer singing on the road after killing someone

    • @raen1855
      @raen1855 5 років тому +141

      Owo

    • @maoutan945
      @maoutan945 5 років тому +133

      OMFG- (°ロ°٥)

    • @MISAONTOPx
      @MISAONTOPx 5 років тому +108

      Oh gosh i mət him but i didn't know his killer!!!

    • @Chxrry222
      @Chxrry222 5 років тому +21

      200 like

    • @nelz5678
      @nelz5678 5 років тому +13

      Carissha Leena

  • @milesperhour749
    @milesperhour749 4 роки тому +4089

    Alec Benjamin-*sings about killing someone"
    FBI- "interesting"

    • @lakatatyn3327
      @lakatatyn3327 4 роки тому +31

      *cough* *cough* *YNW Melly* *cough* *cough*

    • @amiko0918
      @amiko0918 4 роки тому +17

      HAHAHAHA

    • @zoeg.563
      @zoeg.563 4 роки тому +8

      😂😂😂

    • @seed8765
      @seed8765 4 роки тому +4

      Cup O' Tea tell me where he lives I’m gonna be the swat for Halloween so i will kill him

    • @slushee7525
      @slushee7525 4 роки тому +10

      Cup O' Tea
      They absolutely must hear Eminem’s songs before worrying about this -3-“

  • @sujanapanta3052
    @sujanapanta3052 3 роки тому +118

    "You have to understand that the one I killed is me" is turning of the story

  • @pranitagupta2487
    @pranitagupta2487 3 роки тому +158

    Why I listen to alec?
    Because his lyrics are damn relatable and his teenage like voice makes me feel like someone of my age is speaking to me and I am not alone.

    • @imnot2476
      @imnot2476 3 роки тому +7

      damn, your not alone my friend

  • @Sara-bu1br
    @Sara-bu1br 5 років тому +420

    This song is so deep it makes me cry

    • @me19984tt
      @me19984tt 5 років тому +3

      Right ? That kinda « bridge » part kills me everytime

    • @Miss_Nina.
      @Miss_Nina. 5 років тому +2

      Yehh al his song made me cry ;")

    • @jamescharles208
      @jamescharles208 5 років тому +1

      5 seconds in and I'm already crying he is to much😤🤧

  • @nessan029
    @nessan029 5 років тому +2614

    You said that you weren't a good actor, but that's not true, you're actually really good (love the song btw)

    • @qoute__quill__
      @qoute__quill__ 5 років тому

      The official audio version
      ua-cam.com/video/vDc7ZljZB8k/v-deo.html

    • @tia5608
      @tia5608 5 років тому

      Yeah

    • @lexx9596
      @lexx9596 5 років тому +5

      @@qoute__quill__ scammer

    • @puzzlepiece2502
      @puzzlepiece2502 5 років тому +1

      One message of encouragement won't purge the thing of doubt

    • @savannahhagley4021
      @savannahhagley4021 5 років тому +2

      I'm with you sister

  • @briellmaqz4696
    @briellmaqz4696 2 місяці тому +157

    Anyone in 2024?

  • @primegae3610
    @primegae3610 3 роки тому +414

    This was the first song I listened from him... This was recommended when I was reading a story from wattpad... The author said "please listen to this song while reading this chapter it fits so good" And then I listened after that I listened more of his song and fell in love in it... I forgot the authors name but whoever you are thank you very much❤... (Also it was like 1 year, ago)

    • @rchlncr8531
      @rchlncr8531 3 роки тому +9

      Can u tell me what's the title of the story?

    • @elilovestgcf
      @elilovestgcf 2 роки тому +14

      the first song i heard of his was water fountain, and i fell in love after that song so i explored more of his work. then i fell in love with his work, not just the songs

    • @arabellaslimbo
      @arabellaslimbo 2 роки тому

      Got a link ?

    • @user-ih2br2xx6n
      @user-ih2br2xx6n 2 роки тому

      I need the link!!

    • @cattenaxbee
      @cattenaxbee 11 місяців тому

      THAT’S EXACTY WHAT HAPPENED WITH ME BUT IT WAS JESUS IN L.A.

  • @devanshuramola4639
    @devanshuramola4639 5 років тому +4945

    Alec be like: "Here's a song with great lyrics and a Emotional music video. Now cry, I am not gonna wipe your tears."

  • @arisu5336
    @arisu5336 4 роки тому +2434

    “The one I killed was me”
    My heart just dropped- I had no idea it, just killed me..

    • @ashtonglidewell5470
      @ashtonglidewell5470 3 роки тому +28

      Right when i read that he said it 0-0

    • @awesomecat5485
      @awesomecat5485 3 роки тому +22

      Because of that part I can't stop watching this.
      And also literally the hole song

    • @babyowl8137
      @babyowl8137 3 роки тому +11

      I related to that part the most. I change myself for people the most. That's why I am the way I am now

    • @helloeveryone418
      @helloeveryone418 3 роки тому

      @@ashtonglidewell5470 same

    • @papitas1256
      @papitas1256 3 роки тому

      ...

  • @EllieDoesStuff-ii8zb
    @EllieDoesStuff-ii8zb 3 роки тому +376

    Alec: writes a song about changing himself to please people
    Gachatubers: *Yaoi wolf hybrids going on a killing spree*

    • @_Alleypaw_
      @_Alleypaw_ 3 роки тому +27

      Alec: writes outrunning karma
      Gachatubers: the same video they made when this song came out

    • @vin.2
      @vin.2 2 роки тому +6

      AS A GACHATHBER IT'S SO ANN_YING DIKGLKHJ

    • @taku1307
      @taku1307 2 роки тому +3

      @@vin.2 why'd you censor annoying-

    • @vin.2
      @vin.2 2 роки тому +1

      @@taku1307 i've seen people get tr/ggered by it gmhjh

    • @a_gal.in.your.basement
      @a_gal.in.your.basement 2 роки тому +2

      @@vin.2 well I’m triggered by those fucking ANNOYING IDIOTS

  • @Auniix
    @Auniix 3 роки тому +2656

    Alec: *Yandere mode activated*

  • @opinionatedbutalwaysspitti1951
    @opinionatedbutalwaysspitti1951 5 років тому +222

    I'm crying.
    That song deserves every f*cking Award.

  • @wolfythewolf7641
    @wolfythewolf7641 5 років тому +1751

    « The one i Killed is me »
    So sad... So real

    • @sarraquanny6613
      @sarraquanny6613 5 років тому +10

      True. So true.

    • @iibrookiie
      @iibrookiie 5 років тому +6

      OML so true I'm dead inside 😐😐😐

    • @Bvketswag
      @Bvketswag 5 років тому +5

      I cried lol

    • @fabu-glast6791
      @fabu-glast6791 5 років тому +3

      Wolfy The Wolf bro that’s *DARK* ....love it

    • @viickkys
      @viickkys 5 років тому +2

      Tokyo Ghoul uwu

  • @proclaimecstasy3269
    @proclaimecstasy3269 2 роки тому +33

    I feel this on another level.
    I'm tired of changing to make others happy.

  • @rubyrose2153
    @rubyrose2153 3 роки тому +75

    depression had entered the chat because every time I come back to this song I always cry before I even start the video. All of his songs hold such deep meaning I can relate to I love all of them! Thank you for being such a great artist Alec!

  • @midnitest0rm
    @midnitest0rm 5 років тому +581

    Probably Alec’s best music video yet. Definitely needs to do this style more

  • @poopyfart.
    @poopyfart. 4 роки тому +5827

    .

    • @friedmyrice985
      @friedmyrice985 4 роки тому +90

      LMAO

    • @Sky-od6id
      @Sky-od6id 4 роки тому +293

      Lmao that was me: I was humming and singing this in class and when we got to go outside I went over to my friend and said "CAUSE I KILLED $OMEONE FOR YOU" and they looked at me like O.O

    • @emmadarby7776
      @emmadarby7776 4 роки тому +48

      Lol GG whenever I sing to my dad he's always singing pink Floyd or fight song

    • @nivsoo6261
      @nivsoo6261 4 роки тому +74

      LMAOOO I WAS DOING THIS AND MY MUM ASKED ME ARE YOU OKAY WJENNR

    • @chloeluvvu
      @chloeluvvu 4 роки тому +50

      OMG I JUST DID THAT TODAY MY PARENTS DIDNT SAY ANYTHING THO I WAS LITTERLY SINGING THAT TODAY OMHGGGG

  • @firecat201
    @firecat201 2 роки тому +86

    I discovered this yesterday, an hour before my great grandfather died, but strangely, this is my coping mechanism. R.I.P🕊🕊

    • @goodindianboy4060
      @goodindianboy4060 2 роки тому +4

      My mother died a week ago

    • @firecat201
      @firecat201 2 роки тому +3

      @@goodindianboy4060 😭😭

    • @karineer5837
      @karineer5837 Рік тому +4

      Oh no, i'm so sorry to hear that...
      Lot's of strengh and love, It'll be alright🧡
      U will get thru this🧡

    • @Mr.Armstrong192
      @Mr.Armstrong192 7 місяців тому

      @@goodindianboy4060sorry for ur loss

  • @ashton9650
    @ashton9650 3 роки тому +550

    I'm sorry that I did this
    The blood is on my hands
    I stare at my reflection
    I don't know who I am
    Practice my confession
    In case I take the stand
    I'll say I learned my lesson
    I'll be a better man
    I'm packing up my things
    And I'm wiping down the walls
    I'm rinsing off my clothes
    And I'm walking through the halls
    I did it all for her
    So I felt nothing at all
    I don't know what she'll say
    So I'll ask her when she calls
    Would you love me more
    (Would you love me more)
    If I killed someone for you?
    Would you hold my hand?
    (Would you hold my hand?)
    They're the same ones that I used
    When I killed someone for you
    Would you turn me in
    (Would you turn me in)
    When they say I'm on the loose?
    Would you hide me when
    (Would you hide me when)
    My face is on the news?
    'Cause I killed someone for you
    I hear the sirens coming
    I see the flashing lights
    I'm driving through the suburbs
    Wearing my disguise
    I show up at her doorstep
    To look her in the eyes
    I tell her that it's me
    But she doesn't recognise
    Can't you see I'm running?
    Said I need a place to hide
    I've gotta ask you something
    Could you please let me inside?
    Just let me explain
    No, I wouldn't tell you lies
    I know you'll understand
    If you let me stay the night
    Would you love me more
    (Would you love me more)
    If I killed someone for you?
    Would you hold my hand?
    (Would you hold my hand?)
    They're the same ones that I used
    When I killed someone for you
    Would you turn me in
    (Would you turn me in)
    When they say I'm on the loose?
    Would you hide me when
    (Would you hide me when)
    My face is on the news?
    'Cause I killed someone for you
    You have to understand that
    The one I killed is me
    Changing what I was
    For what you wanted me to be
    I followed your direction
    Did everything you asked
    I hope that makes you happy
    'Cause there's just no turning back
    Would you love me more
    (Would you love me more)
    If I killed someone for you?
    Would you hold my hand?
    (Would you hold my hand?)
    They're the same ones that I used
    When I killed someone for you
    Would you turn me in
    (Would you turn me in)
    When they say I'm on the loose?
    Would you hide me when
    (Would you hide me when)
    My face is on the news?
    'Cause I killed someone for you, yeah

  • @zniffugacha166
    @zniffugacha166 4 роки тому +661

    nobody:
    Me at 3 am: *CAUSE I KILLED SOMEONE FOR YOU*
    Policeman: *YoU DO WhAtt*

  • @dannylopez425
    @dannylopez425 5 років тому +3544

    WHY IS HE SO UNDERRATED HE SHOULD BE ONE OF THE WOURLD TOP SINGERS HE SINGS WITH 100% PURE HEART MAN

  • @DiegoGarcia-kh9xe
    @DiegoGarcia-kh9xe 3 роки тому +169

    “The one I killed was me”
    When I tell y’all my face dropped, this might be the biggest plot twist of my life

  • @user-bz9eh1rr8c
    @user-bz9eh1rr8c 3 роки тому +94

    En resumen dice: "Me seguirías amando aún sabiendo que maté a alguien por tí? Y debes saber que al que maté fue a mí, cambiando lo que era por lo que tú querías que fuera, hice todo lo que pediste; espero que esto te haga feliz, porque no hay vuelta atrás."♡

  • @eloiseparry5495
    @eloiseparry5495 5 років тому +419

    This is why I love Alec, the storytelling and out of the box concepts are just incredible. Underrated is an understatement

    • @tanletheorymarajadesateles6722
      @tanletheorymarajadesateles6722 5 років тому +8

      RedPanda707 I love Alec and his music, and I wish him the most success. He’s immensely talented, from the cinematic crafting of the music Video, and his extraordinary use of emotion to create a masterpiece.
      But in my heart, Troye Sivan will ALWAYS be my favorite singer in the whole world.

    • @mihailo90
      @mihailo90 5 років тому +5

      Saying underrated is understatement is underrated 😅

    • @eline.k1373
      @eline.k1373 5 років тому +4

      Very true. And very sad that a lot of people don't listen any songs by him besides Let me down slowly.

  • @simren8517
    @simren8517 5 років тому +1923

    How does he put such beautifully dark lyrics in such a cheery tune? 🖤🖤

    • @itsyaboi1410
      @itsyaboi1410 5 років тому +23

      the.offizial.pterodactyl idk but it makes it even sadder and somehow it gives me tøp vibes cause the do it with all their songs

    • @calcharlene
      @calcharlene 5 років тому +8

      THAT'S WHAT I'M WONDERING!!

    • @kaylaslaughter7357
      @kaylaslaughter7357 5 років тому +3

      Right

    • @bonlessmangoes7276
      @bonlessmangoes7276 4 роки тому +19

      Yo wtf these tunes are not cheery at all

    • @flufflewarrior
      @flufflewarrior 4 роки тому +8

      You should listen to Bullet from Hollywood Undead.
      The tune makes you want to bounce and jump around in pure happiness, but the lyrics are really sad..

  • @sof4466
    @sof4466 2 роки тому +195

    “Changing what I was for what you wanted me to be..”
    Felt that on a personal level.
    I love your music more than you could know Alec, thank you

  • @chloee.covers
    @chloee.covers 3 роки тому +800

    singers usually base songs off of events or chains of events that happened in their lives.
    *moment of realization*
    you didnt hear this from me.. and if u did, my name is montgomery 🤫

    • @AnimateTronix
      @AnimateTronix 3 роки тому +36

      imagine if alec is actually a murderer

    • @AnimateTronix
      @AnimateTronix 3 роки тому +36

      until you realize who he actually killed

    • @UnknownUnknown-ss6dh
      @UnknownUnknown-ss6dh 3 роки тому +60

      @@AnimateTronix he killed his past self

    • @Alan_27
      @Alan_27 3 роки тому +5

      Ironic

    • @cringeycakebear9566
      @cringeycakebear9566 3 роки тому +20

      There's nothing wrong with murdering someone. It depends on their intentions.

  • @syddddddddd25
    @syddddddddd25 5 років тому +402

    I have been *WAITING FOR THIS* for *TOO LONG*

    • @ksmsk5778
      @ksmsk5778 5 років тому +2

      ѕуdd tbh same and it’s been delivered so well 💕I’m so happy!

    • @m.7385
      @m.7385 5 років тому

      Well you got it Lmao 😂

    • @eatrocks4932
      @eatrocks4932 5 років тому

      ѕуdd SAME

    • @seasea527
      @seasea527 5 років тому

      Same

  • @heeneshramdhoon786
    @heeneshramdhoon786 5 років тому +906

    Nobody can put a plot twist on a song
    Alec: 2:30 hold my knife

    • @rekijorve791
      @rekijorve791 5 років тому +7

      AHHGHG SKSKSK

    • @smh1009
      @smh1009 5 років тому +7

      THE BEST COMMENT BDHBCHJDC

    • @Azouzrstm
      @Azouzrstm 5 років тому +1

      YOU SPOILED IT FOR MEEE

    • @hilmabarkah8714
      @hilmabarkah8714 5 років тому +22

      that's some deep shit right there. "the one I kill is me."

    • @akshatsinghai7752
      @akshatsinghai7752 5 років тому +11

      Not gonna lie...they had us in the first part

  • @snowwriting
    @snowwriting 3 роки тому +1184

    accidentally sang this during online class while mic was on. and now everyone at school thinks i've killed someone
    edit : I don't think I really learnt from that experience....
    Just sang "Dear Future Husband" AND MY MIC WAS ON
    Now apparently you know what happened.

    • @karlossss612
      @karlossss612 3 роки тому +120

      Nobody at your school knows Alec
      FBI WE GOT CRAZIES OVER THERE

    • @karlossss612
      @karlossss612 3 роки тому +36

      @Zhiyan (Katie) Li lmao I'm not getting near that school

    • @karlossss612
      @karlossss612 3 роки тому +33

      That's a bit extreme and EVERYONE KNOWS ALEC EVEN BABY YODA

    • @snowwriting
      @snowwriting 3 роки тому +19

      Oh my gosh, lol. Yes NOBODY at my school knows T_T

    • @Alan_27
      @Alan_27 3 роки тому +16

      No one in my school knows too- 😢

  • @arya-bz6oo
    @arya-bz6oo 3 роки тому +73

    Me in shower: CUZ I KILLED SOMEONE FOR YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
    My parents: What actually happenin-

    • @sdrawsstuff3540
      @sdrawsstuff3540 3 роки тому

      Copied

    • @webcammer
      @webcammer 3 роки тому +2

      @@sdrawsstuff3540 woah !! welcome to youtube dumbass , u act like uve never seen a copied comment before 😐😐😐😐😐😐😐

    • @arya-bz6oo
      @arya-bz6oo 3 роки тому +2

      I didn't copy a comment, the comment of the person you said I copied is completely different. Please don't comment nonsense this is cringe

    • @drqsiax6257
      @drqsiax6257 3 роки тому

      aa türk buldum QŞCQJSPSÇRJELEWŞD

    • @arya-bz6oo
      @arya-bz6oo 3 роки тому

      @@drqsiax6257 QŞRLWĞRLĞWÖD

  • @DarioDaversapiano
    @DarioDaversapiano 5 років тому +2512

    Such a unique voice! 👌

  • @soph4118
    @soph4118 5 років тому +380

    I wanna see u again at a concert skksk AND IVE NEVER BEEN SO FAST DUDE

    • @mackenzie5677
      @mackenzie5677 5 років тому +2

      soph i’m going to his detroit one 💞💞

    • @soph4118
      @soph4118 5 років тому +1

      kenzie barlow ah I was at his Europe tour :) have fun!

    • @soph4118
      @soph4118 5 років тому +1

      an otaku here hey I know u indie hah

    • @avaonder1881
      @avaonder1881 5 років тому +1

      I didn’t get to go, he isn’t coming to my area 😢

    • @soph4118
      @soph4118 5 років тому +1

      Owl-Chan Gachas :(( hope he’ll be there someday!

  • @gurnoormarwa
    @gurnoormarwa 3 роки тому +27

    this guy will be so big one day

  • @adoresmoneyxx
    @adoresmoneyxx 8 місяців тому +14

    FOUND IT. ALEC EVEN AFTER 4 YEARS THIS IS A BOP😭😭😭

  • @ashe6791
    @ashe6791 5 років тому +157

    Producer: So Alec, how good do you want this song to sound?
    Alec: *yes*

    • @fartun1898
      @fartun1898 5 років тому +1

      And u don’t even make sense

  • @amandadolinski2383
    @amandadolinski2383 4 роки тому +2059

    When i was singing this awhile ago my mom was like " No I Wouldn't "
    Me: " Mom the one he killed was himself"
    Mom: " what?"
    Me: " Never mind"

    • @ashleybaragona1427
      @ashleybaragona1427 4 роки тому +66

      Amanda Dolinski lol this happened with a friend too except she was like “well if you killed yourself this relationship definitely won’t work!”

    • @stanloona2852
      @stanloona2852 4 роки тому +1

      You forgot a colon causing confusion for some. Please have correct grammar next time to avoid that mistake

    • @FruitOfSin
      @FruitOfSin 4 роки тому +5

      I made my mom love him too lol

    • @lexiyoung458
      @lexiyoung458 4 роки тому +5

      Lol my dad hates this song i love it

    • @littleskittles1019
      @littleskittles1019 4 роки тому +7

      This song hits my heart my parents hate my clothes and who I am so I'm just going to change who I am entirely to make them happy.

  • @FoxyPax408
    @FoxyPax408 Рік тому +8

    Alec can possibly be the only person who has a soft calming voice but his lyrics be deep af

  • @ansarisarah7355
    @ansarisarah7355 5 років тому +272

    Oh man his voice is sooo *_soothing_* ! and I've never been so early!

    • @nenbnes4367
      @nenbnes4367 5 років тому +2

      I love your name

    • @ansarisarah7355
      @ansarisarah7355 5 років тому +2

      Neøn Bønes haha thanks Fren... like yours too :)|-/

    • @meganmarple4605
      @meganmarple4605 5 років тому +3

      I thought I was the only Clique member that listened to Alec too! 💛💛 |-/

    • @jellozo
      @jellozo 5 років тому +3

      @@meganmarple4605 Me too! II-//

    • @ansarisarah7355
      @ansarisarah7355 5 років тому +2

      Arctic_ :D there are many who listen to him coz his lyrics are good n meaningful just like our bois! :) |-/

  • @wraZeOfficial
    @wraZeOfficial 5 років тому +139

    Wow the quality is going up with each music video.

  • @MorganHurley593
    @MorganHurley593 Рік тому +12

    i love this song. i was really taken by surprise when he says "the person that i killed was me" the song hits that much harder when he says that. i can totally relate.

    • @chrissyj_
      @chrissyj_ 6 місяців тому

      same, hope ur doin better now :')

  • @anlbutos9298
    @anlbutos9298 3 роки тому +316

    alguien que hable español, pero q le encanta la musika en inglish, en especial la de ''Alec'' ? :3💖

  • @pinguina2
    @pinguina2 5 років тому +206

    That was so unexpected and im lovin' it..

  • @karlcardell1276
    @karlcardell1276 5 років тому +267

    Almost 1 million boys, I'm so happy our little boy is blowing up, it will be different, he's not our little secret anymore but this is for the best congratulations Alec, you made my life so much better ♥️

    • @torinsgacha2211
      @torinsgacha2211 5 років тому +1

      Ikr i agree

    • @sourayasaidi2629
      @sourayasaidi2629 5 років тому +2

      Sometimes secrets are better shared even though we don't want to ♡

    • @honkhonk3137
      @honkhonk3137 5 років тому +2

      I have been here since 300k. Nice to see him getting attention

    • @wandamaximilf3324
      @wandamaximilf3324 5 років тому +1

      That must hurt I don't want to blow up

    • @lucindashabu8835
      @lucindashabu8835 5 років тому +1

      I have been here since 30k and im so proud of him, and so happy to see him grow

  • @felixyagadami2428
    @felixyagadami2428 Рік тому +27

    Alright I'm shocked this song isn't on top of Alec Benjamin's Hits, it's such an amazing piece!

  • @milky_lili
    @milky_lili 3 роки тому +36

    Esta canción es tan hermosa 🌸 ✨

  • @qsnmkk
    @qsnmkk 4 роки тому +700

    Teacher: spell underrated
    Me: A L E C B E N J A M I N

  • @surayaranjber4740
    @surayaranjber4740 5 років тому +2130

    Literally, no one makes music like Alec in the music world. He deserves a lot more attention. Let’s help get his name out there!!!

    • @kinahollatz1703
      @kinahollatz1703 5 років тому +21

      One other person does and that is NF

    • @olaaaaaa5510
      @olaaaaaa5510 5 років тому +7

      FrozenFire Gaming
      I love NF
      His music is so depressing tho

    • @digvijayshekhawat3083
      @digvijayshekhawat3083 5 років тому +2

      Are you from india?

    • @karinacarino9761
      @karinacarino9761 5 років тому +6

      Also Billie Elish and jessie reyez, lauryn hills miseducation ...all genres have someone out there whos mind is as beautiful as his....im so happy that theres so many different perspectives an person can take through the arts...truly reminds you why we shouldnt be cutting funds for it

    • @anwarshah8160
      @anwarshah8160 5 років тому +1

      Sasha Sloan too

  • @charleejensen2373
    @charleejensen2373 3 роки тому +11

    "You have to understand that
    The one I killed is me
    Changing what I was
    For what you wanted me to be
    I followed your direction
    Did everything you asked
    I hope that makes you happy
    'Cause there's just no turning back"
    Dang this hit hard.

  • @wilds4g3
    @wilds4g3 2 роки тому +25

    i am a huge fan of your music, your singing voice is so pretty and your lyrics are so deep! keep up the amazing work!!!

  • @sissyh2436
    @sissyh2436 5 років тому +380

    You know it's a good day when Alec and Dean Lewis both release music videos.

  • @yubarajraut4563
    @yubarajraut4563 5 років тому +1175

    True alec fans know this song is not new🖤

    • @Hanawiess
      @Hanawiess 5 років тому +6

      見えるユブラズ TRUE

    • @yourmomisqueer8721
      @yourmomisqueer8721 5 років тому +23

      Yes i love this song since it were released

    • @commonsadhuman
      @commonsadhuman 5 років тому +92

      its only been 3 months since its release calm down

    • @leilaautumndew3113
      @leilaautumndew3113 5 років тому +27

      Whatever time you listen to this song, it will always be just as great 🖤

    • @lucindashabu8835
      @lucindashabu8835 5 років тому +2

      YES

  • @humairac7721
    @humairac7721 Рік тому +6

    This song is underrated as hell

  • @user-vy1ju9ve5h
    @user-vy1ju9ve5h Місяць тому +3

    Theres two types of comments 1:alec is so good! 2: "as a murderer of 4 i can relate"

  • @tanletheorymarajadesateles6722
    @tanletheorymarajadesateles6722 5 років тому +372

    There should be Zero dislikes! From everything, the visuals, the lyrics, the cinematography, the emotion and use of shadows and saturation to convey the feelings necessary to showcase in this track!
    This is some superb work! Alec is so underrated. His music deserves all the recognition. His voice is incredibly rare unique and a one of a kind! His music is special, and his art would greatly contribute to the music industry and be the first Alec Benjamin not the next Troye, or Billie.

    • @amiraurmom
      @amiraurmom 5 років тому +2

      Tan Le this is hit me good. i’m so happy you’re supporting him like this. we need more people like you and i❤️

    • @isabell2280
      @isabell2280 5 років тому +2

      El es único & estupendo.

  • @aakritip
    @aakritip 5 років тому +5099

    Sorry that I did this
    The blood is on my hands
    I stare at my reflection
    I don't know who I am
    Practice my confession
    In case I take the stand
    I'll say I learned my lesson
    I'll be a better man
    I'm packing up my things
    And I'm wiping down the walls
    I'm rinsing off my clothes
    And I'm walking through the halls
    I did it all for her
    So I felt nothing at all
    I don't know what she'll say
    So I'll ask her when she calls
    Would you love me more
    Would you love me more
    If I killed someone for you?
    Would you hold my hand?
    Would you hold my hand?
    They're the same ones that I used
    When I killed someone for you
    Would you turn me in
    Would you turn me in
    When they say I'm on the loose?
    Would you hide me when
    Would you hide me when
    My face is on the news?
    'Cause I killed someone for you
    I hear the sirens coming
    I see the flashing lights
    I'm driving through the suburbs
    Wearing my disguise
    I show up at her doorstep
    To look her in the eyes
    I tell her that it's me
    But she doesn't recognize
    Can't you see I'm running?
    Said I need a place to hide
    I've gotta ask you something
    Could you please let me inside?
    Just let me explain
    No I wouldn't tell you lies
    I know you'll understand
    If you let me stay the night
    Would you love me more
    Would you love me more
    If I killed someone for you?
    Would you hold my hand?
    Would you hold my hand?
    They're the same ones that I used
    When I killed someone for you
    Would you turn me in
    Would you turn me in
    When they say I'm on the loose?
    Would you hide me when
    Would you hide me when
    My face is on the news?
    'Cause I killed someone for you
    You have to understand that
    The one I killed is me
    Changing what I was
    For what you wanted me to be
    I followed your direction
    Did everything you asked
    I hope that makes you happy
    'Cause there's just no turning back
    Would you love me more
    Would you love me more
    If I killed someone for you?
    Would you hold my hand?
    Would you hold my hand?
    They're the same ones that I used
    When I killed someone for you
    Would you turn me in
    Would you turn me in
    When they say I'm on the loose?
    Would you hide me when
    Would you hide me when
    My face is on the news?
    'Cause I killed someone for you, yeah
    (Scrolled miles, and still couldn't find the lyrics. So this is for future me😂)

    • @lupinchenbrause9017
      @lupinchenbrause9017 5 років тому +83

      Thank you so much! I also scrolled and was shocked that nobody posted the lines and then finally I saw this 😊

    • @randoma8428
      @randoma8428 5 років тому +27

      Bless you (。’▽’。)♡

    • @gracelynbruce3204
      @gracelynbruce3204 5 років тому +14

      Thank yku

    • @ania7071
      @ania7071 5 років тому +6

      thanks!

    • @confesorajorge2416
      @confesorajorge2416 5 років тому +10

      You are the best, thank you!!

  • @0knighttime0
    @0knighttime0 Місяць тому +2

    Hands-down my favorite Alec Benjamin song

  • @amalendusarkar9969
    @amalendusarkar9969 5 років тому +3024

    Everyone knows about the song Let me down slowly
    But nobody knows about the singer who sang it

    • @nafeesamf7704
      @nafeesamf7704 5 років тому +72

      Ikr im hoping that he's getting the attention he deserves

    • @ellslps4797
      @ellslps4797 5 років тому +15

      Alec Benjamin sang it also were talking about this song.

    • @emesatv
      @emesatv 5 років тому +10

      Ugh sadly

    • @amalendusarkar9969
      @amalendusarkar9969 5 років тому +15

      Sadly he's so underrated here in my place...
      So underrated that nobody knows

    • @N1sjsjsj
      @N1sjsjsj 5 років тому +9

      @@amalendusarkar9969
      underrated here too :c idk it just upsets me since he's amazing and isn't getting the attention he deserves

  • @Abercrombie12389
    @Abercrombie12389 5 років тому +63

    Your music sets the mood to be in my room for 24 hrs.

  • @VANESSA_P.
    @VANESSA_P. 22 дні тому +1

    "You have to understand that the one I killed is me… changing what I was for what you wanted me to be."
    Is the moment that changes the whole meaning of the song.

  • @Daisies-fr3yp
    @Daisies-fr3yp 2 роки тому +5

    Alec is so underrated. This guy is a pure gem! His voice is so soothing and his lyrics hits hard and it's so honest and deep.

  • @charliesinho8451
    @charliesinho8451 5 років тому +525

    That plot twist gave sense to all the lyrics, genius, I hope to collab with alec one day

    • @sunaina8441
      @sunaina8441 5 років тому +2

      Same man.

    • @maoutan945
      @maoutan945 5 років тому +2

      THEY DID! GO WATCH THE VIDEO!!! (/^▽^)/

    • @Alejandra-zq7ej
      @Alejandra-zq7ej 5 років тому

      @@maoutan945 omg where

    • @annoyingps1507
      @annoyingps1507 5 років тому +3

      He attacc
      He protecc
      But most importantly thing
      He is Benjamin Allec

    • @hauntingbones508
      @hauntingbones508 5 років тому

      When he said: “I stare at my reflection, don’t know who I am” it all clicked. I first heard it on TikTok so I already knew what the song was about.

  • @sezennnne
    @sezennnne 5 років тому +474

    Lyrics☀️
    Sorry that I did this
    The blood is on my hands
    I stare at my reflection
    I don't know who I am
    Practice my confession
    In case I take the stand
    I'll say I learned my lesson
    I'll be a better man
    I'm packing up my things
    And I'm wiping down the walls
    I'm rinsing off my clothes
    And I'm walking through the halls
    I did it all for her
    So I felt nothing at all
    I don't know what she'll say
    So I'll ask her when she calls
    Would you love me more
    Would you love me more
    If I killed someone for you?
    Would you hold my hand?
    Would you hold my hand?
    They're the same ones that I used
    When I killed someone for you
    Would you turn me in
    Would you turn me in
    When they say I'm on the loose?
    Would you hide me when
    Would you hide me when
    My face is on the news?
    'Cause I killed someone for you
    I hear the sirens coming
    I see the flashing lights
    I'm driving through the suburbs
    Wearing my disguise
    I show up at her doorstep
    To look her in the eyes
    I tell her that it's me
    But she doesn't recognize
    Can't you see I'm running?
    Said I need a place to hide
    I've gotta ask you something
    Could you please let me inside?
    Just let me explain
    No I wouldn't tell you lies
    I know you'll understand
    If you let me stay the night
    Would you love me more
    Would you love me more
    If I killed someone for you?
    Would you hold my hand?
    Would you hold my hand?
    They're the same ones that I used
    When I killed someone for you
    Would you turn me in
    Would you turn me in
    When they say I'm on the loose?
    Would you hide me when
    Would you hide me when
    My face is on the news?
    'Cause I killed someone for you
    You have to understand that
    The one I killed is me
    Changing what I was
    For what you wanted me to be
    I followed your direction
    Did everything you asked
    I hope that makes you happy
    'Cause there's just no turning back
    ...
    please support Alec :") He is amazing and thats my fav song
    Origin lyrics vid ua-cam.com/video/GLHAcAkdB8M/v-deo.html

    • @marloc2097
      @marloc2097 5 років тому +1

      Thank you I didn't have them.

  • @kritikamaithani6360
    @kritikamaithani6360 Рік тому +7

    Only after listening to "You have to understand that - the one I killed is me"
    You really understand what he wanted to say in "I stare at my reflection, don't know who I am" in the beginning.

  • @lunarrain4091
    @lunarrain4091 3 роки тому +19

    Does anybody notice how beautiful Alec Benjamin voice is

    • @CadalinceChan
      @CadalinceChan 3 роки тому +1

      *Yes... that's why he's my Idol!... His voice & his songs was beautiful!...😭🖤*

  • @levisimp5380
    @levisimp5380 4 роки тому +221

    I literally yelled out "IS THAT A PLOT TWIST" when that line came lmao

  • @Morten70772
    @Morten70772 Рік тому +5

    Alec Benjamin mades me cry

  • @dastardlydan4022
    @dastardlydan4022 Рік тому +4

    1:37 - 1:41 That shot is amazing.

  • @kashiyama9505
    @kashiyama9505 4 роки тому +5101

    alec: build a friend
    finneas: lost a friend
    alec: killed someone
    billie: bury a friend
    hold up....

  • @abderrahmenabdellatif9368
    @abderrahmenabdellatif9368 5 років тому +195

    Lyrics :
    [Verse 1]
    I'm sorry that I did this
    The blood is on my hands
    I stare at my reflection
    I don't know who I am
    Practice my confession
    In case I take the stand
    I'll say I learned my lesson
    I'll be a better man
    I'm packing up my things and
    I'm wiping down the walls
    I'm rinsing off my clothes and
    I'm walking through the halls
    I did it all for her
    So I felt nothing at all
    I don't know what she'll say
    So I'll ask her when she calls
    [Chorus]
    Would you love me more (Would you love me more)
    If I killed someone for you?
    Would you hold my hand (Would you hold my hand)
    They're the same ones that I used
    When I killed someone for you
    Would you turn me in (Would you turn me in)
    When they say I'm on the loose?
    Would you hide me when (Would you hide me when)
    My face is on the news?
    'Cause I killed someone for you
    [Verse 2]
    I hear the sirens coming
    I see the flashing lights
    I'm driving through the suburbs
    Wearing my disguise
    I show up at her doorstep
    To look her in the eyes
    I tell her that it's me
    But she doesn't recognize
    Can't you see I'm running?
    Said I need a place to hide
    I've gotta ask you something
    Could you please let me inside?
    Just let me explain
    No I wouldn't tell you lies
    I know you'll understand
    If you let me stay the night"
    [Chorus]
    Would you love me more (Would you love me more)
    If I killed someone for you?
    Would you hold my hand (Would you hold my hand)
    They're the same ones that I used
    When I killed someone for you
    Would you turn me in (Would you turn me in)
    When they say I'm on the loose?
    Would you hide me when (Would you hide me when)
    My face is on the news?
    'Cause I killed someone for you
    [Bridge]
    You have to understand that
    The one I killed is me
    Changing what I was
    For what you wanted me to be
    I followed your direction
    Did everything you asked
    I hope it makes you happy
    'Cause there's just no turning back
    [Chorus]
    Would you love me more (Would you love me more)
    If I killed someone for you?
    Would you hold my hand (Would you hold my hand)
    They're the same ones that I used
    When I killed someone for you
    Would you turn me in (Would you turn me in)
    When they say I'm on the loose?
    Would you hide me when (Would you hide me when)
    My face is on the news?
    'Cause I killed someone for you

  • @Val-ke9zb
    @Val-ke9zb 3 роки тому +345

    Nadie:
    Yo dándole like a todos los comentarios en español.

  • @garakbashir1736
    @garakbashir1736 3 роки тому +8

    2019: Singing it because it's catchy and incredible
    2020: Singing it because you want to connect to 2019
    2021: Singing it because you killed someone

  • @oscarellis-ayears5692
    @oscarellis-ayears5692 4 роки тому +508

    Me in the street with headphones : Cuz I killed someone for you
    5 minutes later: The police turn up with their guns drawn

    • @cludyskies7860
      @cludyskies7860 3 роки тому +20

      You: *i SAng A soNG AboUT KilLIng SOmeone, WHy aM i BEinG ArrESted?*

    • @zo4225
      @zo4225 3 роки тому +9

      @@cludyskies7860 "But what I was singing about was my past experience.."

    • @_Tokyowasnotfoundyet_
      @_Tokyowasnotfoundyet_ 3 роки тому

      Me : can I least get to kill because I gonna kill you police -man behid the slaughter plays -

    • @Kassie_was_Wiccan
      @Kassie_was_Wiccan 3 роки тому

      😑😐😑😐😑😐😑😐 dumb thing to do

    • @GamerKev1
      @GamerKev1 3 роки тому

      @@cludyskies7860 as police i would think "oof" (sorry i dont good in english i come from germany)

  • @xx-mute-xx5051
    @xx-mute-xx5051 4 роки тому +148

    “You have to understand that the one I killed is me”
    This part hits home way too hard it’s so relatable

  • @mselimm0
    @mselimm0 8 місяців тому +4

    This singer is underrated

  • @abhishekmahato1572
    @abhishekmahato1572 2 роки тому +3

    His way to convey story is just absolute class.

  • @ansshuu___
    @ansshuu___ 5 років тому +317

    Unique voice...
    True lyrics...
    Can't describe how much I loved the song.. ✌✌

  • @nikinahata5438
    @nikinahata5438 4 роки тому +161

    Alec can't hurt someone but himself. I swear I can imagine him accidentally spat a ant and saying sorry to it 😂

    • @jackquantino8136
      @jackquantino8136 3 роки тому +2

      @Anastasia Rodriguez it was just a joke, she wasn't serious.

    • @zachthompson9198
      @zachthompson9198 3 роки тому +6

      @Anastasia Rodriguez Mean for saying someone is kind hearted and wouldn't hurt anyone? Wtf are you on about?

    • @cherrysprinkles1311
      @cherrysprinkles1311 3 роки тому

      @@zachthompson9198 ikr lol

    • @Aisha-lh4fx
      @Aisha-lh4fx 3 роки тому

      @@zachthompson9198 My fav comment

  • @joy_gaming_07
    @joy_gaming_07 5 місяців тому +5

    He's underrated... He deserve more for his lyrics ❤

  • @XilK28
    @XilK28 3 роки тому +6

    This song is a masterpiece.

  • @rbnmr7167
    @rbnmr7167 5 років тому +180

    *no one change themselves for anyone! be yourself and if they don't like it they obviously don't deserve you or any or your time...everyones loved no matter how you are*

    • @skinnyrogers...
      @skinnyrogers... 5 років тому +2

      Who*

    • @aymxn1411
      @aymxn1411 5 років тому +2

      @@skinnyrogers... I think she actually meant it to be "how"

    • @pichchoco7866
      @pichchoco7866 5 років тому +1

      Even if you’re conceited, a pathological liar, a cheater... you wouldn’t change for the person that you’re love so dearly...

    • @rbnmr7167
      @rbnmr7167 5 років тому

      @@aymxn1411 it's meant to be how

    • @rbnmr7167
      @rbnmr7167 5 років тому

      @@pichchoco7866 I mean if your trying to show someone you love them but they don't love you back, they don't deserve your love

  • @seed8765
    @seed8765 4 роки тому +1682

    “Staring at my reflection, don’t know who I am”
    Me when i look in the mirror..

    • @midgetbakery1891
      @midgetbakery1891 4 роки тому +5

      #relateable

    • @xanarax1287
      @xanarax1287 4 роки тому +5

      NOBODY LIKE LEAVE IT AT 69 LIKES

    • @justhello7017
      @justhello7017 4 роки тому +3

      Wanna some schizophrenia meds? I got few extra

    • @suyeeaye
      @suyeeaye 4 роки тому +6

      When I look in the mirror after putting on makeup

    • @tranquiliss
      @tranquiliss 4 роки тому +1

      😂😂

  • @turtelle9194
    @turtelle9194 2 роки тому +3

    Idc if im late, this is a gem that should be treasured

  • @mem4340
    @mem4340 7 місяців тому +3

    I love his cute little voice so much

  • @mik2902
    @mik2902 5 років тому +271

    *You Have To Understand That The One I Killed Is ME*

    • @akunffbapak1372
      @akunffbapak1372 5 років тому

      Sucide?¿?¿?

    • @mik2902
      @mik2902 5 років тому

      @@akunffbapak1372 Nah, not going to commit suicide, But I'm just down. It's all.

    • @akunffbapak1372
      @akunffbapak1372 5 років тому

      Ok im sorry that i did this
      Why you read this :v

    • @mik2902
      @mik2902 5 років тому

      @@akunffbapak1372 Because I don't ignore People. And its fine. Have good day i gtg to school byee

    • @akunffbapak1372
      @akunffbapak1372 5 років тому

      Sorry i just singing ":)

  • @aj_2331
    @aj_2331 4 роки тому +1807

    *You have to understand that the one I killed was me. Changing who I was for what you wanted me to be, I followed your direction, did everything you asked, I hope it makes you happy cause there’s just no turning back.*
    I cried...
    No shame

    • @kaliciajoseph2079
      @kaliciajoseph2079 4 роки тому +11

      When I read this the part came on

    • @murphie_4559
      @murphie_4559 4 роки тому +2

      They’re the best lyrics😿

    • @nishinoyazsrhh1510
      @nishinoyazsrhh1510 4 роки тому +7

      Meg Griffin Gaming omg i was reading this while he was singing this

    • @DMPTV
      @DMPTV 4 роки тому +6

      Shut up Meg

    • @AmitPhantom
      @AmitPhantom 4 роки тому +5

      shut up meg

  • @oncelove
    @oncelove Рік тому +3

    i love him so much

  • @uselesscontent214
    @uselesscontent214 2 місяці тому +2

    only alec can casually talk about murder and get away with it

  • @littlegirlinteal1743
    @littlegirlinteal1743 4 роки тому +440

    I feel like he would do good ASMR. His voice is so calming...

    • @OK-zz6ep
      @OK-zz6ep 4 роки тому +12

      I feel the same way, and his voice is so clear and smooth.

    • @memymartinez1266
      @memymartinez1266 4 роки тому

      Little Girl In Teal I would be the first subscriber

    • @delightfuldorie
      @delightfuldorie 4 роки тому

      I was the 80th liker on your comment and I agree

    • @v4ller13
      @v4ller13 4 роки тому

      I don't disagree

    • @olive_oiIl
      @olive_oiIl 4 роки тому

      Ya

  • @alexedits4368
    @alexedits4368 4 роки тому +2261

    Imagine your singing to this song cause like it's catchy
    CaUsE I KiLlEd SoMeOnE FoR YoU
    ANd that is why I'm spending 11 and a half years in prison they didn't let me explain
    ThAt I WaS SiNgInG a SONg

  • @mitsuya3367
    @mitsuya3367 3 роки тому +107

    Aquí está el comentario en español que buscabas. :v

  • @tirthpandya4146
    @tirthpandya4146 2 роки тому +3

    I don't understand why is he soo under rated. I hope he gets the success he deserves ik his songs are somewhat dark but the lyrics are beautiful .

  • @user-qx2kb9jl4y
    @user-qx2kb9jl4y 5 років тому +442

    I heard this song from an animatic and immediately know that it was Alex Benjamin’s song as his voice and tone is so unique and BEAUTIFUL

  • @idiomasentusiasticos7954
    @idiomasentusiasticos7954 4 місяці тому +1

    I don’t think I could ever love someone if they killed someone for me. I think I’d only stay with them out of fear, and pretend to love them to keep them at bay.