My Weekend Writing At A Hotel [The NaNoWriMo Diaries - Day 15]
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- It was a rough few nights at the hotel trying to hit my preorder deadline. This vlog is a compilation of my weekend at a hotel for the past few days. It’s a bit longer than usual, and I didn’t get as much footage of the first two days as I would have wanted, but I hope you enjoy it and feel motivated to keep going even when things are tough!
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Heart Breathings - Episode 222
The NaNoWriMoDiaries Day 15
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About Me: My name is Sarra Cannon, and I've been indie publishing since 2010. In that time, I have published 26 books and sold well over half a million copies.
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I hope you feel inspired, despite the rough patches. Don't give up on yourself, and I won't either! How's it going so far?
I am definitely inspired. It's not over yet!
Sarra I watch you because you are real, down to earth and tell it how it is. You have amazing work. I appreciate that you care enough to put out quality vs quantity. No matter what we do in life the best laid plan can change. You honored your muse by listening and I pray that fans appreciate the love and care you put into your work for the entertainment. Personally it’s ok to be disappointed but to be mean or trash someone isn’t right. Putting good energy around your and all of your fans believe in you. Thanks for being real.
I am inspired, your videos are always real and I love that. You share your knowledge, experience, and you share all of it good and bad and we love you for it. No matter what is going on in your writing life you still come and cheer us on and give us inspiration. Your fans will understand about the release date, and who knows, you might just make it!!! Also...I like what Dawn Montgomery said in her comment here: " Keep going, Sarra! We're trudging right along with you!
Hey! Don't torure yourself, you are an amazing person and writer. You helped me so much many times, since I too strugle with my mental health. Most people speak up when they're angry or desapointed, try to think about the majority of people who don't speak up, because they think it is completly okey. Stay strong
Ah Honey. Don’t be so hard on yourself. This is all life. There are ups and downs all the time. I always say life gets in the way of plans. We just need to readjust and accept that changes happen- which you definitely doing! Thank you so much for sharing so much of this journey with us. Thank you. I was crying with you. I’m so glad you were able to be with your family and get a big load of love and hugs. Those moments seem to help the most. ❤️ keep up the amazing work!
Sarra, this isn't negativity. This is real life and is part of the process that many authors struggle with. You have been able to write two novels and get really close to hitting your preorder this year! Putting out a book you're proud of is what truly matters. ****HUGS****
Dude, your fans have waited years for the book, an extra month is not going to kill them - if readers can't appreciate the love and care that goes into the process, it is their problem as you say. Thanks for sharing the highs and the lows, you are almost single-handedly saving social media's negatives by doing so 🥰
This was the most inspiring videos I've ever seen. For months i have felt like a failure because i wrote a book, then rewrote it because it wasnt right, and then rewrote it again, and still felt like something was off, so i gave up. I felt like i would never figure it out and i wasn't good enough. But watching this journey of yours has showed me how NORMAL my struggles are! So i started working on my story again and... I figured it out!!! I'm going to be rewriting the entire story again but i know what was missing and if it weren't for you, i would have never looled at that story again.
Seriously, thank you, seeing this has been life changing! You're so awesome Sarra! No one would post stuff like this but you and that is why you are an absolute gem. Don't worry about the haters, they dont deserve your stories any way!💖
This means so much to me!! I'm so happy for you!! Keep me updated
So happy for you!
That you've put so much into your book is amazing. I haven't had the courage to start rewrites on mine, lol. I'm putting that fear aside after nano, though, and diving in!
So happy for you!!!
Yay! Congrats to you!
I wish people would treat others with just a little bit of a grace. Especially in this dumpster-fire of a year. You've accomplished so much with everything you have going on - I promise you, it's very motivating. You've persevered and kept pushing through even though the goal posts have shifted slightly. It would be so easy to just give up and throw it all in. Thank you so much for sharing your journey with us ❤️
The honesty of setbacks help less than perfect people like me know we can succeed.
Don't put yourself under pressure like that. Fans who start a riot every little chance they get aren't true fans anyway, they're just consumers. I'm doing NaNoWriMo, too, btw. Good luck, meet you at the finish line! :)
Everyone has setbacks. Traditional published authors have had release date push backs. Impressed by all you have done.
I know I'm a stranger, but I'm going to light a candle on my altar for you today and send some positive vibes your way. You are inspiring in the way you pick yourself up. You deserve the best, and you are right - it is NOT over yet.
I did a hotel day of my own this week so that I could focus on a 10k day. You were my inspiration for doing it - for some reason it had never occurred to me before, but it seems to really work for me, so thank you. I took one night up here in Charlotte to go hammer out words, and I ended up with 12k! So thanks for that, Sarra :))
Thank you and great job on that hotel night!
Hey Sarra! I've been writing and rewriting my comment for 10 minutes now, but I'll just say this. I bought Death's Awakening and started reading it last week and it's been the first book I truly enjoyed in months. I already have the second one and can't wait for the third. Please don't feel pressured or upset by negative comments, I'm sure once the book is out those who waited will be compensated with an amazing ending to your story. The quality and work you put into your books doesn't go unnoticed. Much love.
Thank you so much! And I'm excited you enjoyed the book!
Sarra this is not negativity that you were showing. This is the REAL STRUGGLE that so many of us face , perhaps at different stages of the process. THANKYOU so so much for being so transparent and open about your struggles . You are inspiring so many of us to keep going. P.S. you are more important than meeting the deadline. Remember what’s important in the bigger picture of your life. Lots of love and prayers
Yet again, you just made thousands of writers and creative people feel so understood and validated!! This is the REAL life of a writer, right there. I am so grateful for your honesty and willingness to be vulnerable, because it shows us all that this journey is a constant cycling through those ups and downs. It makes my own bumpy, emotional, hopeful journey so much easier to keep moving through! Sarra, you are so loved, appreciated and admired. I hope you can feel that coming through, like a massive wave of support lifting you up and forward. No matter when that wonderful book of yours gets done! XOXOXO
I don't understand, do people really send hate mail for pushing the release date?? Especially if it's only a week? If they are preordering doesn't it mean they are like... fans? What kind of fans send hate mail??? 0_0
Edit: wow, watched further. People are assholes. You are doing great and super inspiring!!! Sending you love!!!
As a new writer, I needed this so much. Your message at the end captured where I am, struggling with words that are weak in a story that seems to be coming off the rails. I appreciate your openness and vulnerability so much. It's so inspiring to see you tear things down and put them back together knowing it's built stronger. In the end, being proud of your work is what matters. Thank you for allowing us to be a part of this journey.
2/24/23 -- I'm 280 pages into first novel... laptop crashed... hard drive crashed... Scrivener deleted a whole backup (my mistake)... So, in a random frantic "process" search: I found your index card system!!... I started over... I re-built it all... I've watched your journey and You are an INSPIRATION. Thank you for being authentic, and for your willingness to show it ALL (no matter how ugly). I will keeep going. You, as well!! xoxo
Oh no!! Well I'm so happy you're here but sad you lost your work!
I got teary-eyed when you started crying. As weird as it may sound, it's a wonderful thing that you care so much about potentially disappointing your readers, as opposed to just looking at it as a "project" that doesn't mean anything. I'm so sorry people can be so mean and rude when you're trying so hard to give them what they want. You're an inspiration to many, many writers, including me.
People send you hate mail??!! That's nuts, you're like the nicest person on the planet!!
Honey, don't feel bad for a second-- people sending negativity out into the world is a them problem, not a you problem!!
YOU are not being negative at all. There's nothing in the world wrong with having a down day.
Hang in there, you've got about a billion people in your corner.
As a new writer I would like to THANK YOU 😊 for sharing your TRUTH in both the highs and lows! 👍🏿🌸
I don’t really understand the hate mail concept. Fans who truly love your work will want the best book you can give which is what you are trying to do. That’s integrity, Sarra. Sending love as always! You inspire me every day!
22:47 When Sarra says exactly what she needs to hear. Seeing you claw your way out of the downturns is inspiring too. Love you, girl
At this sad point in human history, people get their jollies from ripping into others. Nothing and no one is sacred. It's horrible, and I'm sorry that all happened to you. Just remember you are loved, by your family and your true fans. And remember: it's not over til it's over. Keep writing! Keep going!
I'm sorry you got some nasty comments about being 'late' on a deadline two years ago... It was not something you could control, and they should have realized that. Sarra, you just have to keep your hopes up. It's going to be okay. All of us writers are there with you, and you have a support group now. :D We love you. Just let us know if there's anything we can do.
Thank you so much for sharing your real self. I’m not a writer nor really a reader of your books (yet); I found your channel by accident, but I stayed because of your energy. I love that you are so real and I appreciate that you share the good and the bad. Be proud of all your achievements and hold your head high, no matter where you land. You are amazing. ❤️
So many hugs Sarra. It's rough and it sucks. But please don't give up.
I don't understand all of your struggles, but I know what it's like to struggle with my books. I will send up prayers for you.
Be the real you. That's when the real you comes through in your writing. I've been watching for a while. I'm proud of how you keep going and don't give up. So encouraging.
Thank you for showing the rough times. It makes me stop and realize that no matter how much I want my writing to come out perfectly, it doesn’t always happen. Writing is hard. No one is perfect at it. And by you showing your struggles it helps me remember that. Thank you for all you do. You are an inspiration for me no matter what.
Sarra, you've got this. Even if you push the pre-order back, people who love you will continue to follow you. I have an even deeper appreciation for your work, having seen the real struggles to produce the books that give me so much enjoyment. Big hugs. 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗
Oh Sarra, my heart pours out to you. Seeing the truth helps this newbie writer. I've been watching forever and feel compelled to say prayers for you. Everyone needs someone to lean on. Here we are.
And thank you, this was the vlog that has me really plotting and writing my dream book...... Shana signing out for now. 🙂💜
Your fans and readers love you-- hang in there and be good to yourself.
I just want to give you a hug!! We don’t just want to see your positivity. We want to see YOU! if people get upset, that sucks but it also means that they care so much about your work. That’s amazing!
Anniversaries of tragic times are always tough to get through, especially when combined with a present-day struggle. Love and prayers for you, and many thanks for keeping it real.
Uggh, haters gonna hate. Keep up the good attitude! You’re a great storyteller :)
Sending you hugs. You are are amazing for sharing your heartbreak and the reality of what's going on. Life is roses 🌹 thorns and all! Keep going. I support you. ❤❤
I know this is a little late but I just wanted to say thank you for being so open and honest. If someone as accomplished and motivated as you has days that you struggle with writing then I wont feel so bad about myself for the times I do as well. 😊
I feel like there is a difference between negativity and vulnerability. It may feel like your displaying negativity, but your not. Your opening up and you are showing your vulnerability xx Something I value so much more in a video here on UA-cam than constant happiness / positivity xx
Sarra!! First, I wish I could give you a hug. Second, this isn't negativity. This is called reality. It is refreshing to see that I'm not alone in the struggle. Anyone who gets angry with you for waiting to put out a book you're proud of, are not worthy of you. I am so inspired by your journey and the hard work and dedication you've put in on this book. I was just watching this going...she stayed up all night and I can't even keep the computer open longer than an hour before I say I'm too tired. I need to nut up and now I'm going to start saying What Would Sarra Do.
Give yourself some grace. Your real fans will be there to support. You are doing the best you can. It will work out!
Hang in there, Sarra. We're all here cheering you on and wishing you success in the rewrite. Just keep going. You'll get there.
I’ve been really, really impressed with how you’ve pushed through the struggles of this month. Even if some of your readers don’t understand, I still think you should be proud. It’s gonna be a great book because you took the time to make it great.
You got this. Anyone who writes knows it is not easy peazy. It's gruelling work. If you weren't emotional that is a reason for concern.
I ABSOLUTELY loved this video!!!! You have encouraged me in so many ways! Thank you for sharing your journey. ❤
I am sorry that you was verbally beat up for having to push back your book. Please know your true support will not do that and we are cheering you on. Gentle but big hugs.
Real life is hard thanks for not censoring the struggle
There's so much I want to say to this. First of all, if you stop following an author because they push the release date back for personal reasons *no matter what you think of those reasons*, you don't deserve the amazing book that the author took their time (not to mention blood, sweat, and tears) to write. I'll get off my soapbox now, but really... You are inspiring to say the least, Sarra. I can't express how much I love watching all of your videos and being part of the community of writers you built. I reward my writing by watching your videos--no joke. And as a result I'm up to just shy of 27k for nano...my best one yet! Keep pushing, girl. We're here for you.
You are so amazing! and the fact that you decided to post you crying about feeling disappointed in yourself (which is a feeling that I identify with a lot) is so inspiring to me. So thank you for sharing this part of your journey.
You've done so much this year and have gotten so much done!! It's ok if this deadline has to be pushed back a bit. You got super close, and I think that counts for something. :)
I am so sorry to hear you've been through such a hard time. You definitely don't deserve those kinds of nasty messages and bad reviews just for delaying a book. Every writer has their own process and sometimes we can't control what happens in our lives. You are an amazing writer and an amazing person and your videos help me so much. I wouldn't be as good of a writer without your support. Just know that your fans love you and support you and you will get through this.
The fact that you care so deeply about creating the best stories for your readers speaks to your love and authenticity. Your story knows what it needs and will be ready when it's ready. Trust that process. As to the haters, do not let them have any room in your heart or mind. Maybe let your husband, or someone else you trust, filter the comments and emails for a while. Your true fans love you and are behind you.
And as someone who has suffered three miscarriages, my heart aches with yours. I do have children to wrap my arms around and snuggle, but that kind of grief never fully goes away.
I’m so horrified by how mean people can be to each other. I hope you are able to filter out the garbage messages when/if they come and just remember that you have so many nice fans and you are inspiring so many writers by sharing this journey. Sending good writing vibes for you!
Sarra, you are AMAZING! Release the tears, wash your face...and do your best! Your structure, your organization and your commitment to the writing process is MIND-BLOWING. To be able to do what you do is my writing goal. Don’t beat yourself up...stay encouraged and stick with your plan. You are an amazing Mom, wife, and writer. You are showing us the way...pitfalls and all, distractions, sleeping and crying babies...homework with your son. Again, YOU ARE AMAZING!!!!! Glad to say you are one of my writing gurus. Exhale..and get back to it after a good cry. YOU’VE GOT THIS!!!!! You will get it done...
Oh, Sarra. I cried with you. I'm so sorry you have experienced so much pain in the last two years. It's okay to cry. It's not negative in the slightest, just real life. I love you and I'm so thankful to call you my friend! Sending big hugs and positive vibes! You've got this! ❤
What’s important is that the story is what you want it to be and not that a couple easily angered people are annoyed. Don’t dwell on setbacks, but rather think about everything you have accomplished this month! 40k halfway through the month is AMAZING! You’re such an inspiration ❤️ No matter what happens, your true fans will be here for you
Sarra, don’t be so hard on yourself!
Sarra don't be so hard on yourself. You are running three businesses, you have 2 small children, and you've pretty much rewritten half of your book in 2 weeks. You are wonderful, and amazing, but you are human. So what if we have to wait on the story a little longer. You chose not to put out a book that you didn't feel was ready instead of handing us a book that was just ok. Don't read the hate mail, focus on the thousands of people who are going to understand. The people that love and support you and don't expect you to be a machine. You are not a failure, you are enough, you are loved. Pick yourself up and keep writing. You got this!!
Thank you for showing both the positives and negatives of your journey as an author. A lot of the time on social media, people smooth those rough parts out and it’s not real. Knowing that even an extremely successful indie author can feel hopeless sometimes gives me hope that I can also feel down about my writing sometimes without giving up completely. You’ve been such a motivation and inspiration and I’m so excited to read this book when it is ready to be released. And hey, so what if it needs to be pushed back? If Cyberpunk can be pushed back like half a year I think people can survive a week or two. :) I’m rooting so hard for you and I know it’ll be a spectacular book. Don’t make yourself sick or burn out.
I appreciate this post so much more than you might know. I have been struggling with writing in general and have felt like maybe I’m just not disciplined or good enough to ever think I could make a living as a writer.
Seeing you, someone who makes a living writing, go through this rough patch has helped me realize that maybe this just happens some times and I should power through it.
Thank you for your authenticity. ❤️
We love the real you, Sarra. I'd give you a big hug right now if I could. You've got us, no matter what.
I'm so excited to see this!! Oh, Sarra! I'm watching this, and you take care of yourself! We are rooting for you!
Some of us dont come here for "positivity" but for a reminder we're not alone in the ups and downs of writing.
Sarra, thank you so much for being honest and open in this video! I am sorry you went through these struggles, but I think we all need to talk about them more and let ourselves feel our feelings (me included!) My kiddos are almost two and their birth was traumatic, and I keep expecting myself to just get over the experiences I went through. However, I they are things that happened and no amount of ignoring or pretending they don't bother me will make them go away. It also doesn't take away from the joy I feel spending time with them and watching them grow and learn.
I really appreciate you sharing this, especially at the week three mark of NaNo and especially as a creative person. Please know that whatever negative feedback you get from people who don't understand you is far outweighed by the appreciation from people who do understand. You are seen and heard and loved.
Thanks for being so open with us by showing us everything that goes on in the process!
There is a huge difference between being negative and being honest and real. You are keeping it real...that goes so much further than being fake!
Posting my first ever comment on UA-cam to cheer you on. Sorry the book is fighting you--I know that feeling! And I know how hard it is to disappoint readers by running late, but you are absolutely right to prioritise making it the best book it can be. You'll never regret that choice. I love this video--even the crying. Sometimes we can feel as though we're the only one who's struggling--it's good to keep it real and show what really happens behind the scenes of an author's life.
I'm in awe that you can continue to make these videos on top of Nano, the book pressure, and keeping up with daily life. You're such a hard worker, and a warm, genuine human being. I've never met anyone in the author space as generous as you are with your time and who shares so much helpful information. Thanks for being so amazing!
I hope you meet your deadline. For you. I know how much you've stressed and pushed yourself to get through this. I'm so incredibly sorry you've went through such heartache. I really appreciate you being 100% you, the good and the bad. Your true fans and supporters will always be here for you regardless of a deadline reached or not. Keep doing you. I only recently came across your channel, and haven't had the money to buy one of your books yet (I have an almost nonexistent book budget at the moment ugh), but I already love you and will loyally support and follow your journey. You made a fan out of me. Much love and support. Stay safe. Happy reading and happy writing. :)
Sarra, putting out a great book late is the lesser evil compared to putting out a half baked book on time, and there will always be internet trolls no matter what you do. Ignore them, focus on the process. The beauty part of indie is flexibility and control over our deadlines.
You're doing great! You inspire me immensely and I look so forward to your videos, planners, writing, whatever, you have no idea. Why listen to haters?? Focus on what you do best. Just write and take care of your family, people can wait for God's sake! Breathe and take the time you need, you work for yourself.
Just remember Sarra you have a whole squad behind you ❤️❤️ Any haters are gonna have to go through us 😉❤️❤️
It took me a while to formulate this response to you. Firstly I am sorry that you get a hard time, anyone who is a fan and watches these videos should know that you are working as hard as you can to get it done. Secondly...you have integrity as an author to make your books the best they can be, and that is where you excel 100%. Thirdly, thank you so much for sharing this journey with us. So often we see authors who seem to have it easy, they have everything together. We don't ever see the reality of what writing can be like and this makes you the most inspiring author I've ever seen. You show us how normal this can be, how hard it is and it makes us feel like being a successful author is unobtainable. We love your work but we love you, Sarra the person a lot more. Xx
Being a human and struggling is not negativity 💜 I know this was super hard for you to share, but it is actually inspiring to those of us who struggle regularly (hi, me lol) to see someone willing to show their vulnerability and not keep everything Instagram perfect. So thank you for that. YOU WILL GET THIS BOOK DONE! You got this!
Sending so much love to you, Sarra! Putting in the work to send your best work out into the world IS integrity and being your best self. I'm so glad you shared this. I had myself a midpoint meltdown today too! Being a creative means putting our hearts on the page and that comes with pains. I for one am always so grateful for you and inspired by you. I'm also so excited to read this book, I know it'll be worth the wait! 💜😘
I am crying with you. You are not being negative. It's real life and you can only do your best. You inspire me so much. And those haters that sent you nasty messages and bad reviews because of that book being 2 days late is just showing how miserable they are. Keep doing you😊❤
My goodness, Sarra, you are blowing my mind! How wonderful a mother you are, and a wife. You have so many commitments, and you succeed at them with such style and grace. How in the world can you put yourself down for being normal? You are providing for your family, helping out with decorations and such during the holidays. (By the way, I wish Nanowrimo wasn't in the month of November!) And showing your vulnerable side to us mere mortals makes us feel like we can succeed as much as Wonder Woman (you)!
We truly appreciate you showing the reality of the writing life. Here's a virtual hug to let you know it'll be okay! 🤗❤️
I'm so glad that you are sharing all the sides of being a writer, even the "bad" stuff. You are doing a great job! You are truly inspiring!
I honestly don't know how I wanna say this, so I'm gonna do my best to put it out there. You're amazing, inspiring, and brave. It definitely wasn't easy for you to put all of that on your channel, but you did it anyway, and I believe it's going to help so many of us. It's one thing for writers to just say "writing's hard" or "I'm struggling a bit," it's another to see it, to realize that all those doubts, all those "failures," are there for so many other writers. That, even if things aren't working out the way they'd hoped and planned, they're still pushing ahead and not giving up. You are even more of an inspiration to me now. I've been writing for the last 18 years since I was thirteen, but only started finishing up my stories after I found your channel October of last year, leading me to finish my first book during Nano (I haven't been brave enough to do rewrites yet). This year, I wrote a novella last month and am about to finish two (hoping for three) this month, only after I started watching your channel again and participating in your sprint group. And all those people who walked (or may walk) away from your books just for being a bit late aren't the kind of fans you need, and I'm betting your career will be better off without them, making way for true fans.
First of all, I want to say how much you inspire me as a writer. I have read your Shadow Demons series up to Deceiving Darkness (I still have plans to finish it) and it was the first series I read after a three year long depression where I did not read or write, which is a big deal for me. Your series was instrumental in pulling me back into reading and getting me back to a creative mindset. Now, I have read over 50 books in 2020 and have started planning out my first novel. So, thank you so much for that.
Second, after reading your series, I found your channel and I LOVE how transparent you are. I love that you don’t have the mentality that your secrets are yours to keep and other authors should struggle to find their way, as if that makes their author journey more meaningful. I love that you genuinely want to help and you can tell how much you love your craft. I love that you acknowledge your struggles and normalize it because we all struggle, as authors and just as people. Life happens. Sometimes things are outside our control. It sucks and it hurts and it’s okay to cry, but you still have to keep going. It’s like that saying, “Don't forget you're human, it's ok to have a meltdown. Just don't unpack and live there. Cry it out and then refocus on where you are headed.”
You are an amazing person. If you have to push back your book, people will live. They might be disappointed, they might be angry, but they will be okay. If they choose not to read your book because of a one week delay, it’ll be their loss.
Thank you, again, for everything you do for readers and writers like me! You’re a true inspiration.
Thank you for being real about the struggles. It actually gives me a reminder that it's *not* all bright sailing even if you are a writing success and when we who are not yet a success are struggling, we're not alone. Sending you hugs and a handful of virtual tissues!
Sarrah dont ever apologise for being real. If the pre order gets put back then so be it. Those of us who love your books will wait. Keep your chin up. Youre the writer i aspire to be. Sending positive creative vibes your way.xx
Never forget you know what’s best for your story. I’m sure the wait will be worth it and I hope you’re happy today :)
So sorry you were having a hard time, Sarra! I just want you to know that you are a precious lady. You have so much heart and give so much of yourself to others! I was shocked when you shared that you got hate mail because your book was late, but that's the kind of culture we live in! You don't have to read hate mail. Your well being is not dependent on whether people approve of you or not. I think your fans need to know that. If they don't like something they can go elsewhere! That might sound harsh, but you are a precious lady and im praying for you!
Your videos have inspired me to start on my book again. I finished act one yesterday, and I've never gotten that far with it before! Thanks so much for being there!
Girl please don't apologize for being upset! It is such a relief to see that you have bad days too. That realness let's me know that it's okay when I don't hit my goals or struggle. If someone as amazing and successful as you has days like mine then I know I'm not too far off from my dreams. I am so glad that you worked through the plot issues. Real fans want quality not quantity. Keep going!
Drama is okay. It means the resulting book will be that much more of an accomplishment. You are amazing.
This type of comment won't be much different, but I knew I'd regret it if I didn't comment. I love how you're real. You show the ups and downs. You open up your life to, well, the whole world. That in itself is inspiring. Your videos helped me take my plotting to the next level last year. I too gave up for six months this year, but something cried within me to start again. Many of your videos have inspired me in various ways. Keep up with what you're doing. You're doing great. You have a lot to be proud of. Sending you love and hugs across the miles.
Oh Sarra, you should never have to apologize for these things. I am sending you all the positive vibes as you continue your journey. The people who really love you and your are going to be supportive and understanding, don't let the haters pull you down. I've had to delay the remainder of my podcast due to health issues and that's just how it is sometimes.
I think this is my favorite video I've ever seen of yours 💜. I'm so glad you shared the struggle. This might be one of the things that helps writers as much if not more than all your other amazing series. You're amazing!
There is nothing to be ashamed of Sarra, I love that you share with us all those raw feelings too
I appreciate that even when you show the struggle and reality of your life, you still have encouraging words. And that's why I keep coming back.
When you cried, I cried because I just want you to be happy! Don’t be hard on yourself! We can wait for the next book a little longer! ❤️💕
You are an inspiration through highs and lows. It's not drama to be human (or rather, drama is human). It's been an incredibly rough year and it means the world that you're being honest about it. Please keep your head high, there's no doubt that you're amazing and trying your best. We're cheering for you!!! If the negative messages get too much, please consider getting a moderator for comments. It hurts to see that you're being slandered for things out your control. We love you lots!❤️❤️❤️💕❤️💕💖💖
You're not being negative. It's part of being human to get emotional. You want this so bad that your struggle is making you feel a certain way. We have all been there. I truly believe things will get better, just keep taking deep breaths and breaks when needed. I'm sending positive vibes to you and your family.
Thank you for sharing your tears as well as your joy, your struggles as well as your triumphs. Your humanity is why I watch your UA-cam channel, because I am, also, human.
I suspect that those who complain about a book release being pushed back are not, themselves , a writer...
Keep up the heart-informed work you are doing!
Hang in there!
Don't worry about being negative. We're a little like family. We're writers too and we understand how hard it can be sometimes. We hear you, we're writers we're good at listening and hearing. You're safe here. Negativity is sometimes (often) part of the process so we shouldn't cut it out. We're hee with you!!!
Thank you, Sarra, for being so ruthlessly authentic and honest about your struggles. It encouraged me so much to know that I am not alone. So much of the time on social media we talk about what’s good and positive and it ends up sounding like everything is great all the time. But there are negatives to everything and we need to show those as well, if we’re to truly share the whole journey. We are all human, which means we’re not perfect and anyone who expects that of us is really not worth any time or tears. Just know that you have fans out there who care as much for you as you do for them and will wait patiently for your work because it’s better to have work you’re proud of than a slapped together pile of, well, you know. Don’t be pressured to release something before it’s ready. Your true fans will realize it is worth the wait.
Sarra, I just wanted to pop in and thank you for sharing with us. You are always inspiring and a light to us all. I am so sorry that you are hitting an anniversary reaction with everything that happened two years ago. I lost my last pregnancy on December 21 nineteen years ago. We are allowed to mourn even while we appreciate what we have. As you always tell us, you are enough & people love you. I don’t know if there is any way I can help you, but if nothing else, I’m sending love and light your way.
Watching you cry broke my heart. Things will be okay. You have to put out a book that you feel is complete and the best it can be. I appreciate that about you and it makes me enjoy your stories even more.
I cried when you cried and felt uplifted when you came back in the end because that’s just it ... This is not the end, this is just a moment. Write on! 👍🏼
Thank you so much for your honesty. Strength doesn't show when everything goes easy, it shows in the low points. We love you even more for it. xox
aw sarra everything is going to be okay. please please don’t be so hard on yourself. you are so so amazing and such an inspiration to me. i haven’t written since july and i found your channel early october and you have totally made my year. i’m honestly so tempted to buy your books after seeing how passionate you are about your books. again please please don’t be too hard on yourself. you are doing so well. sending so much love to you and your family
Watching this has made it clear its not only me, even successful authors go through those dark moments. Thanks for sharing Sarra, hardly anyone ever shows the lows, they just show the shiny good times. Deep breaths, take your time ... we are happy to wait. Great art can't be rushed 😊💗🍰