Thank you so much. That was brilliant. Exceptional good all rounder to hit those heavy emotions and abuse from trauma bombers snd narcs. Lovely work and very powerful thank you.. great style too and lovely tone. Really resonates ❤❤❤
Mirror shields are excellent when something is trying to kill you, a truly life or death situation in which you've told them to stop and warned them. I do use it as a last resort. The problem with the mirror bubble for toxic relationships, in my experience, is that unless you tell the person outright that you are now wearing a mirror bubble, an energy mirror which will bounce their energy back at them automatically - and unless you *remind* them of how it works every single time they start their nonsense - they will presume instead it is YOUR hostility coming at them! Then they become even more enraged. They think YOU are being incredibly obnoxious, because they literally don't recognize it as their own energy (weird, huh? but true). Thinking YOU are throwing anger at them, their rage and bad behavior escalates. So I stopped using mirror shields except in case of life or death. Another problem, according to medicine people (shamans), is shields keep your own emotions (irritability, frustration, and yes, anger) building up inside the shell, as the energies you're generating cannot escape. So unless you are a saint (I'm not), you'll feel worse and worse as the day passes using a mirror shield. The alternative I learned that works better, however, is layering my auric areas with fields, not shields - like filters, the fields of different colors prevent specific energies from passing through. Pink is a love layer - nothing that isn't love reaches me through pink. Gold is Christed energy, for an even higher level of protection. Blue is truth and calm, the energy of AA Michael. Yellow is joy, always a good filter to add - other people's depression, jealousy, etc, can't come in. Orange is strength (helpful with dependent people giving off "poor me, please rescue me every day" energy). Red should always be the base layer next to the skin, it establishes you as an independent identity in the first place. Purple is great as an outer later, for it is transmutative and divine. Layering twice a day in these colors keeps out the energies I don't need from the entire community. It allows my own negative emotions not to pollute other people's fields, and it helps shift all energies reaching me (from all family members and all friends and neighbors and coworkers and strangers on the sidewalk and energies left behind in movie theaters and malls and bars and hospitals...)
I love the mirror ball exercise, I only wish I knew this 20 yrs ago when I was unhappily married and could have sent back his energy to him❣But there is a reason and lesson in everything🤩Thank you
Thanks from the bottom of my heart ♥ I do have small mirrors ( reflecting outward) around the house, near the windows and above the doors. Will do the exercise you suggested.
By stonewalling me, he neglected me, by neglecting me, he abused me. HE FUCKING ABUSED ME. I miss him and what we had, with every fiber of my being. From the very depths of my soul... He's gone now. I'm left to suffer, and he has a replacement. He replaced me in an instant. It's like a drug, a drug I can't have and I've been in withdrawal for over 5 months, now... And the withdrawal is HELL!!! I crave him and our talks and our connection, even though, at the end, he treated me like absolute shit... But is it really him that I miss? Or was the attention, the drama, the fun, the excitement, the feeling that I had a purpose, a best friend, a partner... Simply intoxicating? FUCKING HELL WAS IT EVER INTOXICATING! He's given me SEVERE PTSD. I have debilitating paralyzing daily panic attacks. He raped my soul. He used me while he needed me and then discarded me like garbage. My soul is raped. When he'd get mad/upset/hurt/whatever: he'd give me the silent treatment. REMINDER TO SELF: Reasons for narcissistic silent treatment: * Stonewalling * Gaslighting * Emotional immaturity * Lack of interpersonal skill * Victimhood * Dysregulation * Avoidant attachment style * Doing to me, what was done to him * Terrified of conflict * Not knowing any other way * Fear/panic/anxiety/terror * Felling incapable/not good enough * Desperation * Soul contract * Mirroring * Unavailability * (c)PTSD * Power over * Regaining a (false) sense of control * Punishment But he never really cared about me. He used me and discarded me. Replaced me so easily. Why is she better than me? Why? What makes her so much more profoundly better than me? Is he her best friend now? Or maybe is there even more between them? Does she fucking LIVE with him? Oh my fucking goodness. I die inside. I just truly die. The PTSD is unbearable. HE REPLACED ME. HE SHATTERED MY HEART. HE RAPED MY SOUL. I'm all alone and suffering in anguish, and they are living happily ever after together. The PTSD and the loneliness and the grief that he's given me... Makes it so that I can't breathe. I drowned. I suffocate. I die inside. I'm in hell with no escape. NO ESCAPE. I need him. I loved him. He raped my soul: brutally viciously violently maliciously. Every night: nightmares. Every day: panic attacks. I want to die. Every morning I wake up in despair, desperately praying to die. I can no longer bear the pain. I could die from the pain of missing my best friend. He betrayed and abandoned me, discarded me like garbage. My mind can't fathom, my heart can't comprehend. I live in perpetual panic and terror and loneliness and longing... I'm so alone in the world. I die of fear. I'm so fucking traumatized and terrorized and terrified. I'm dying inside. My soul is raped. He's given me severe PTSD. Severe! Severe! Severe! How and when will I ever heal? God, as I walk through this hell and heartache and grief, I pray you guide me and direct me and hold me and heal me... Please please please please please HEAL ME! Please. I won't be stuck in hell anymore. Enough is enough!!! It's time to be free: in Jesus's name! I’m giving my life to Jesus! 100%! *PROVERBS 18:22 I FAITHFULLY PRAY FOR THE HUSBAND GOD HAS ORDAINED FOR ME!*
By dwelling on a situation of being hurt or used, you are keeping the situation close to your chest. Try to think of what caused the situation for yourself to be in the position of being abused. Did you do something which allowed, invited, or coerced this out of the person? I've had the same happen to myself several times. James Van Praagh, a world-reknowned psychic, works with healing people in relationship trauma. s
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Thank you so much. That was brilliant. Exceptional good all rounder to hit those heavy emotions and abuse from trauma bombers snd narcs. Lovely work and very powerful thank you.. great style too and lovely tone. Really resonates ❤❤❤
Thank you! 🙏🏼🍃💗🍃🙏🏼
I love your videos! Thank you so much wonderful lady!
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Wow that was so powerful loved it enjoyed it every bit wow keep doing good work love u so much thank u so much 💝
Thank you for the light-language. I too love the mirror ball exercise. Blessings!!!!!!!!!
So Good!!
Brilliant at the end!!
Thank you so much 🙏🏻✌🏻 :)
Mirror shields are excellent when something is trying to kill you, a truly life or death situation in which you've told them to stop and warned them. I do use it as a last resort. The problem with the mirror bubble for toxic relationships, in my experience, is that unless you tell the person outright that you are now wearing a mirror bubble, an energy mirror which will bounce their energy back at them automatically - and unless you *remind* them of how it works every single time they start their nonsense - they will presume instead it is YOUR hostility coming at them! Then they become even more enraged. They think YOU are being incredibly obnoxious, because they literally don't recognize it as their own energy (weird, huh? but true). Thinking YOU are throwing anger at them, their rage and bad behavior escalates. So I stopped using mirror shields except in case of life or death. Another problem, according to medicine people (shamans), is shields keep your own emotions (irritability, frustration, and yes, anger) building up inside the shell, as the energies you're generating cannot escape. So unless you are a saint (I'm not), you'll feel worse and worse as the day passes using a mirror shield. The alternative I learned that works better, however, is layering my auric areas with fields, not shields - like filters, the fields of different colors prevent specific energies from passing through. Pink is a love layer - nothing that isn't love reaches me through pink. Gold is Christed energy, for an even higher level of protection. Blue is truth and calm, the energy of AA Michael. Yellow is joy, always a good filter to add - other people's depression, jealousy, etc, can't come in. Orange is strength (helpful with dependent people giving off "poor me, please rescue me every day" energy). Red should always be the base layer next to the skin, it establishes you as an independent identity in the first place. Purple is great as an outer later, for it is transmutative and divine. Layering twice a day in these colors keeps out the energies I don't need from the entire community. It allows my own negative emotions not to pollute other people's fields, and it helps shift all energies reaching me (from all family members and all friends and neighbors and coworkers and strangers on the sidewalk and energies left behind in movie theaters and malls and bars and hospitals...)
It's good to know that. Now, you can do something regarding your own stuff. It's energy too. Use it for your own good 😊
Thank you so much!! That was amazing!! ❤️🥰❤️
Light language begins: 3:26😌💙
I love the mirror ball exercise, I only wish I knew this 20 yrs ago when I was unhappily married and could have sent back his energy to him❣But there is a reason and lesson in everything🤩Thank you
I need that protection around me. Thank you very much.
I love that mirror bubble! Thank you Phillis! This really helped me today. 💜🔮
thank you so much for this! now i know how powerful a mirror ball is 🙏🙌🏽
Thanks from the bottom of my heart ♥ I do have small mirrors ( reflecting outward) around the house, near the windows and above the doors. Will do the exercise you suggested.
By stonewalling me,
he neglected me,
by neglecting me,
he abused me.
HE FUCKING ABUSED ME.
I miss him and what we had,
with every fiber of my being.
From the very depths of my soul...
He's gone now.
I'm left to suffer,
and he has a replacement.
He replaced me in an instant.
It's like a drug, a drug I can't have
and I've been in withdrawal for over 5 months, now...
And the withdrawal is HELL!!!
I crave him and our talks and our connection,
even though, at the end, he treated me like absolute shit...
But is it really him that I miss?
Or was the attention, the drama, the fun, the excitement,
the feeling that I had a purpose, a best friend, a partner...
Simply intoxicating?
FUCKING HELL WAS IT EVER INTOXICATING!
He's given me SEVERE PTSD.
I have debilitating paralyzing daily panic attacks.
He raped my soul.
He used me while he needed me
and then discarded me like garbage.
My soul is raped.
When he'd get mad/upset/hurt/whatever:
he'd give me the silent treatment.
REMINDER TO SELF:
Reasons for narcissistic silent treatment:
* Stonewalling
* Gaslighting
* Emotional immaturity
* Lack of interpersonal skill
* Victimhood
* Dysregulation
* Avoidant attachment style
* Doing to me, what was done to him
* Terrified of conflict
* Not knowing any other way
* Fear/panic/anxiety/terror
* Felling incapable/not good enough
* Desperation
* Soul contract
* Mirroring
* Unavailability
* (c)PTSD
* Power over
* Regaining a (false) sense of control
* Punishment
But he never really cared about me.
He used me and discarded me.
Replaced me so easily.
Why is she better than me? Why?
What makes her so much more profoundly better than me?
Is he her best friend now?
Or maybe is there even more between them?
Does she fucking LIVE with him?
Oh my fucking goodness.
I die inside. I just truly die.
The PTSD is unbearable.
HE REPLACED ME.
HE SHATTERED MY HEART.
HE RAPED MY SOUL.
I'm all alone and suffering in anguish,
and they are living happily ever after together.
The PTSD and the loneliness and the grief that he's given me...
Makes it so that I can't breathe.
I drowned. I suffocate. I die inside.
I'm in hell with no escape.
NO ESCAPE.
I need him.
I loved him.
He raped my soul:
brutally viciously violently maliciously.
Every night: nightmares.
Every day: panic attacks.
I want to die.
Every morning I wake up in despair,
desperately praying to die.
I can no longer bear the pain.
I could die from the pain of missing my best friend.
He betrayed and abandoned me, discarded me like garbage.
My mind can't fathom, my heart can't comprehend.
I live in perpetual panic and terror and loneliness and longing...
I'm so alone in the world. I die of fear.
I'm so fucking traumatized and terrorized and terrified.
I'm dying inside. My soul is raped.
He's given me severe PTSD. Severe! Severe! Severe!
How and when will I ever heal?
God, as I walk through this hell and heartache and grief,
I pray you guide me and direct me and hold me and heal me...
Please please please please please HEAL ME! Please.
I won't be stuck in hell anymore. Enough is enough!!!
It's time to be free: in Jesus's name!
I’m giving my life to Jesus! 100%!
*PROVERBS 18:22
I FAITHFULLY PRAY
FOR THE HUSBAND
GOD HAS ORDAINED FOR ME!*
By dwelling on a situation of being hurt or used, you are keeping the situation close to your chest. Try to think of what caused the situation for yourself to be in the position of being abused. Did you do something which allowed, invited, or coerced this out of the person? I've had the same happen to myself several times. James Van Praagh, a world-reknowned psychic, works with healing people in relationship trauma. s