if it's real, then i'll stay

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  • Опубліковано 9 лип 2024
  • buy/spotify: bit.ly/3dyUTDD
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    photography by Sam Johnson
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    released by ‪@dreamscape..‬
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    0:00 ‪@enesai_‬ "you amaze me"
    0:30 @HIVE "Feeling so rushed by life, getting good grades, getting a license, getting a job, all of that as fast as I possibly could without really taking much time for myself and others around me. It feels nice to stop and enjoy life, it really is. I would say that it is even essential, because it really makes you realize where you are headed, if it is something you want or not."
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  • @Etnies787
    @Etnies787 3 роки тому +3056

    This makes me feel so alone, but in the most comfortable way possible.

    • @princess-cd5zg
      @princess-cd5zg 2 роки тому +18

      Exactly

    • @omp365
      @omp365 2 роки тому +56

      every comment section like this reminds me that there are people out there that yearn for a more peaceful world.

    • @MikeOrkid
      @MikeOrkid 2 роки тому +5

      Definition of my life.

    • @YoutubeYoutube-te2ny
      @YoutubeYoutube-te2ny 2 роки тому +6

      Makes me hate my life more than I already do

    • @omp365
      @omp365 2 роки тому +15

      @@UA-camUA-cam-te2ny hating your life is a dead end. accept what is wrong about it and start moving forward. even if you don't move fast, progress equals more contentment.
      i used to go on about hating my life and it never changed until i made peace with it and worked on improving things.

  • @mateam7517
    @mateam7517 3 роки тому +4498

    Dear Bonjr, i think you should know that people around the whole world, even in places you have never heard about (Reunion Island here), listen to your songs to find the comfort they can't find anywhere else. There's something so true and pure, warm and cold, aching and soothing in them...
    When i feel like i'm failing at life, when everything else doesn't make sense anymore, i always come back to them. And it's never enough, i never stop needing those songs. They inspire me to take the next step, to reconnect after accepting to lose myself for a moment.
    So, truly, from the bottom of my heart, thank you ♡.

    • @conrad5968
      @conrad5968 3 роки тому +175

      This (Ireland here)

    • @Ta.Mires.2
      @Ta.Mires.2 3 роки тому +202

      It's about this. 🌐
      (Brazil here)

    • @mustafapc19
      @mustafapc19 3 роки тому +175

      This (India here) :)

    • @enesai_
      @enesai_ 3 роки тому +156

      the words i feel but couldn’t explain

    • @mateam7517
      @mateam7517 3 роки тому +86

      @@enesai_ loving that it's a shared feeling! music's magic ^^

  • @coltenpine2382
    @coltenpine2382 2 роки тому +2237

    My late fiancé introduced me to your music. It’s been about 4 years since she died, and every time I hear one of your songs, it reminds me of her. Your music is truly a masterpiece just like she was. Thank you.

    • @bonjr2854
      @bonjr2854  2 роки тому +496

      my condolences, I hope the memories the music brings back are all positive 🙏

    • @coltenpine2382
      @coltenpine2382 2 роки тому +235

      @@bonjr2854 thank you! And yes, it brings nothing but good memories.

    • @_tony_masters
      @_tony_masters Рік тому +169

      FUCK; this is sad.
      I am so sorry bro.

    • @Sunnyking77
      @Sunnyking77 Рік тому +51

      Im sorry what you been through. May everything heal soon. Till then may you blessed enough strength to go on

    • @itisi6455
      @itisi6455 Рік тому +58

      ✨One who speaks of a loved one as a Masterpiece, is one itself...

  • @pyrolofi768
    @pyrolofi768 7 місяців тому +346

    The worst part of being young is the fact we all want to grow up when in reality we were truly happy with everything as is back then

    • @Live.Every.Moment
      @Live.Every.Moment 4 місяці тому +3

      True😐

    • @BosstyGaming_YT
      @BosstyGaming_YT 4 місяці тому +3

      Amen to that I feel the same way

    • @adrianrock1287
      @adrianrock1287 4 місяці тому +4

      My childhood friend, yes I agree! Him and I used to play video games back in the early 2000s. Also playing outside was a regular thing to us...

    • @personpeople6262
      @personpeople6262 3 місяці тому +2

      Growing up is realizing that you should cherish what you have and those memories you made. I may start to journal them, I have started to forget… I’m scared that if I lose someone close to me, I might forget… am I depressed?

    • @SLIVER-MACE
      @SLIVER-MACE 3 місяці тому +1

      Love you all

  • @bonjr2854
    @bonjr2854  3 роки тому +1338

    it's been 520 days since release and the feedback continues to amaze me ^^ ty for listening!
    how's everyone doing? and where are you listening from? i've been reading most of the comments so please keep sharing your stories!

    • @ira._.8822
      @ira._.8822 3 роки тому +30

      Ukraine is here)

    • @DBayakFlRemake
      @DBayakFlRemake 3 роки тому +34

      Please keep making this kind of music. Love from India...

    • @jackyochoaa
      @jackyochoaa 3 роки тому +18

      TEXAS , USA here man I love your music puts me in a great state of mind. Always on repeat. Your doing amazing work man.

    • @aleksandre9711
      @aleksandre9711 3 роки тому +30

      Georgia, the country.

    • @bonjr2854
      @bonjr2854  3 роки тому +20

      @@aleksandre9711 wow!

  • @MC-874
    @MC-874 3 роки тому +1176

    Now i can shut down myself in deep-root that lies in the bottom of the void.

    • @McNugge.
      @McNugge. 2 роки тому +18

      Why tf did I read that as
      _"... Down myself in deep-throat... "_

    • @unavela
      @unavela 2 роки тому +14

      Don't, is cold as fuck down here

    • @unavela
      @unavela 2 роки тому +4

      @@m.us..c203 it's lonely on the top if you let it get to your head

    • @vid7074
      @vid7074 2 роки тому +4

      The void is internal

    • @jesseg94
      @jesseg94 2 роки тому +4

      Bunch of edge lord's here getting off on themselves lol

  • @IIIIIlIIl
    @IIIIIlIIl 5 місяців тому +287

    1 month 11 days sober from alcohol here. Living with my alcoholic family is tough but I will prevail. Much love to everyone. ❤

    • @korbendallas9317
      @korbendallas9317 5 місяців тому +11

      Keep pushing. It's not easy, I know. Find new hobbies and keep yourself busy, exercise helps a lot. Replace your time drinking with things and projects you're passionate about
      But, if you're around other people drinking all the time, you probably need to leave that environment.
      It is up to You!! The mind is the most powerful thing, YOU Can do ANYTHING you put your mind to.
      You are not "powerless to alcohol" .. You're the one making the choices. Make good one's.
      I believe in you

    • @muffinatordlux
      @muffinatordlux 4 місяці тому +10

      10 months off the weed... was a chronic smoker.. had to move away from my family as well.. mom, sis and brother all smoked. Didn't care what I was going through. Even said I was arrogant and an asshole after quitting... keep it up man.. life gets harder before it gets better

    • @audiodrink
      @audiodrink 4 місяці тому +3

      ❤I believe in you. I tried so many things to help me quit drinking. There was breakthrough when I surrendered my will to God and started praying 🔥 That I am weak and you are strong Lord....I gave my life to Jesus...AGAIN. it is only by His strength that I am still sober. I know without a doubt that if you pray God will hear you. I declare 2 Cor 5:17 over your life, "Therefore if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new!"
      I love you. The price has been paid for you. Leave the life in the grave and know God is ready to forgive and he does not look past his son's righteousness. The perfect Jesus. You also become his son through belief in Jesus. Go now, pray, lay your life down and rise up new in Christ. have new life. Get baptized. Tell your family. Rejoice. Show them how God heals. Get alone in the woods with God if it helps. He always speaks to me through nature.

    • @user-zv9hm1hs9z
      @user-zv9hm1hs9z 4 місяці тому +5

      God will bless you

    • @michaelmora8946
      @michaelmora8946 4 місяці тому +1

      Damn my comment is probably to long too read huh, one day I'll get the same love back

  • @justinyang6521
    @justinyang6521 Рік тому +243

    When the pain has become a part of you, so when you're pain free, you feel empty.

    • @donsandrano1429
      @donsandrano1429 5 місяців тому +7

      I understand

    • @kyle2095
      @kyle2095 4 місяці тому +1

      ​@@donsandrano1429i also unfortunately understand

    • @SALVAG3D
      @SALVAG3D 4 місяці тому +2

      I had to adapt. It was too much for me. If I hadn't, I would have ended myself. But now I'm here listening to this and remembering everything that was lost. But, at least I survived. I guess.

    • @MrJGarcia13106
      @MrJGarcia13106 4 місяці тому +1

      I completely understand what it feels to be like that !

    • @MaxW0lf
      @MaxW0lf 4 місяці тому +2

      With millions of people dying everyday, why am I still here...?
      Life has no purpose...
      No goals...
      No ambition...
      No need for eating nor drinking...
      Just existing.
      I am just a flesh walking around. I don't feel a thing. Empty...

  • @RogerJaramillooo
    @RogerJaramillooo 3 роки тому +794

    Please never stop upload music, there’s no artist like you.

    • @TheJoSef1n
      @TheJoSef1n 3 роки тому +10

      You should check these then
      Eeuphonious, Fluidified, Vesky, skeler., dreamscape, ØFDREAM

    • @Sujithnair009
      @Sujithnair009 2 роки тому +3

      Correct damn correct..pls don't die...we need you

    • @NeoTokyo420
      @NeoTokyo420 2 роки тому

      It's only you who think so, but you may not have heard of Alicks, some kind of treasure too...

    • @moonji_woon8223
      @moonji_woon8223 Рік тому +1

      @@TheJoSef1n May I ask what type of genre is this music?

    • @TheJoSef1n
      @TheJoSef1n Рік тому

      @@moonji_woon8223 Of course! I am not sure myself, but I would say its a mix of ambien and chillstep :)

  • @CarrotTheParrot
    @CarrotTheParrot 3 роки тому +1419

    Its somehow weird, how this song and "its okay, youre okay" have a very unique way of being understood
    They are not your typical songs, but they have a very powerful message, depending on how you feel or your life is going
    I have listened "its okay, youre okay" for literally more than 10 hours for sure.
    These are simple masterpieces and I really want to thank you mr.bonjr

    • @Dd-mt5ol
      @Dd-mt5ol 3 роки тому +7

      takes me out of the world 🌎 into my own reality but now i gotta follow my the worlds reality because i gor debt to pay now before i just drove around my bmw going 150 drifting smoking pot heavily now facing reality because of that debt

    • @InfiniteLife..
      @InfiniteLife.. 3 роки тому +2

      I feel the same as this comment. Thank you mr bonjr 🙏✨The first time I listened to it’s okay you’re okay I awaked to the amount of emotions I had suppressed through out my life. I listen to o it regularly now. The power of music 🙌

    • @Pandavelka
      @Pandavelka 2 роки тому +1

      you can listen to it when you're sad, happy, nostalgic, angry....it's just so complex and it can soothe you as well as make you very sad and contemplative

    • @livysardothien5745
      @livysardothien5745 2 роки тому +2

      I made the likes 444 and the comments 4.
      ✨4444✨

    • @_risinsunn
      @_risinsunn 2 роки тому +2

      I feel the same way ✨♡

  • @epalegmail
    @epalegmail 9 місяців тому +128

    I was married for four years with this amazing woman. I loved her more than I've loved anyone. She had depression and started taking meds, which at the same time weakened the relationship. She left me saying that she wanted to be alone and in no relationship. I asked very often for a second chance but she just stormed out of my life extremely fast giving me no time to even comprehend what was happening. After just two months she found someone else and they moved in together. These have been dark times in my life and dark thoughts just keep coming. These kind of music makes me feel the hole she left in my life, which I'm not sure anyone will or should fill again. Thanks for posting.

    • @shk9269
      @shk9269 9 місяців тому +17

      I feel your pain. Know that you are not alone. This sounds cliche, but time really does heal your wounds. Give it another 4 years and you'll have learned new things about yourself and others. Life may feel less pretty for a while, but you will be a better man in the future. A man that has learnt things others may never learn. By going through a dark stage in life. It will take time, it will be hard. But you are harder my friend. Keep going, there is light at the end. I wish you all the strength you need, and don't be afraid to cry. Tears will bring relief.

    • @epalegmail
      @epalegmail 9 місяців тому +17

      @@shk9269 I keep coming back every time I feel lost to read your comment. Thanks for the response, my friend. It really helps.

    • @shk9269
      @shk9269 9 місяців тому +12

      @@epalegmail I personally believe heartbreak is the worst pain a human can feel. It is easier to lose a loved one through a car accident, compared to losing them through a breakup that involves rejection and betrayal. I'm glad the comment I made can bring some relief! You're the best :)

    • @MrJGarcia13106
      @MrJGarcia13106 4 місяці тому +1

      I feel you ! Stay strong

    • @seanmatters8196
      @seanmatters8196 4 місяці тому

      I know we can all say we’re not alone, and people have felt the same pain you’ve felt, but reality is in the moment no one else matters but the ones involved or the one involved, the pain is solidified in time and makes it feel like time isn’t moving, that your utterly alone in this world and only feeling this alone, that is the real feeling, only we can overcome what we feel. We are here for brief moments in people’s lives creating love and bonds with one another, energies moving together. Even tho that energy was given to the world, the energy never left, the world gives back in a new form sometimes, we must keep fighting and not let up, we’re here for a reason

  • @VoicesCollide
    @VoicesCollide Рік тому +62

    Just realised why I feel so alone.
    Not because I physically am alone but because I have alot of people around me that act like I don't exist.

    • @LamentOfTheFallen
      @LamentOfTheFallen 4 місяці тому

      Its okay, Me too.. I was once so happy but now the people made me the way I turned myself into, Im changing.. and I will make sure that change is worth it in every way.

    • @skyler862
      @skyler862 3 місяці тому

      Kind of similar

    • @justbeingamom6834
      @justbeingamom6834 19 днів тому

      Ye it's hard feeling alone

  • @Tayehl
    @Tayehl 3 роки тому +423

    This is the song you hear when you think your life is going well but it's not.

    • @liamp6491
      @liamp6491 Рік тому +4

      I feel love for you knowing that you can have that same emotion. It's hard

    • @stevenstubby8632
      @stevenstubby8632 Рік тому +4

      Believe me, you are right where you were meant to be. Everything happens for a reason. Everything is as God wills it to be. Once you truly.. truly understand this, nothing else will matter anymore. You will be one with everything. You will become the perfect infinite divine light that shines through every living thing. The light that is the foundation of the Universe. Everything is as God wills it.

    • @PrinceAmir206
      @PrinceAmir206 7 місяців тому +1

      ​@@stevenstubby8632yessssssss!!!! Thank you!!!!!!

    • @sagnikpanja2000
      @sagnikpanja2000 3 місяці тому

      😢

    • @tiny1801
      @tiny1801 3 місяці тому

      ❤😢

  • @FreeDom-xj9xc
    @FreeDom-xj9xc 3 роки тому +358

    The way i interpret the title is to be a reference to derealization, a wanting for death knowing that the world around you isn't real, and the reassurance of staying if it is the opposite OR a relationship that no longer feels authentic, falling apart; that only if it were real as it was, you would stay.

    • @enesai_
      @enesai_ 3 роки тому +12

      this

    • @jamesjonson4501
      @jamesjonson4501 3 роки тому +33

      For many years I've had moments when randomly everything around me feels, like an illusion, my peripheral vison increased and everything felt small like it was shrinking and it felt like I'm slipping into a dream but without sleeping and I've never figured it out until I randomly read your comment and out of curiosity googled derealization and realized that was what I've been experiencing over the years thinking it was only me

    • @jamesjonson4501
      @jamesjonson4501 2 роки тому +3

      @@michaelgrovesdandyline3099 I've never experienced that extent but the feeling I can understand and it's scary especially if it happen regularly. Maybe therapy might help but if not I really do hope you find a way to cope and deal with it as it comes.

    • @thingonathinginathing
      @thingonathinginathing 2 роки тому +7

      Just when I thought I was finally starting to not wanting to kill myself lmao

    • @mello4989
      @mello4989 2 роки тому +1

      @@thingonathinginathing please talk to someone it's not worth it I promise you

  • @anujj6104
    @anujj6104 Рік тому +459

    It's like this song unlocked so many memories that I had completely forgotten about. It made me see memories that I didn't know I had...
    I can listen to this for hours and hours, contemplating life, living nostalgia and fantasizing about the perfect childhood I wished I had...

    • @Zx0ZTH3XvXD3ATHsZsG0DXzX0X
      @Zx0ZTH3XvXD3ATHsZsG0DXzX0X Рік тому

      too much feelings be expressed bud.

    • @brocoli7006
      @brocoli7006 Рік тому +6

      i can only confirm! This song feels obviously sad, but at the sime time there is always a soft voice saying "its ok, you can forgive, you can let go now, just breathe" ❤
      Almost same feeling: First 50 Seconds of "Hans Zimmer - Goodbye my Son"

    • @iamcopperhead
      @iamcopperhead 5 місяців тому +1

      Forreal dude. It hurts so bad every day. Especially after becoming clean and sober, turning 44. Among other things.

  • @Jaguar-lr7jq
    @Jaguar-lr7jq 4 місяці тому +15

    This music give me the saddest vibe, it makes me feel like i wanna isolate my self and don’t wanna be found

  • @oscarknight7823
    @oscarknight7823 3 роки тому +221

    I’d like to tell my story, because thanks to you I’ve been able to keep moving forward.
    I’m a digital artist and I’ve been struggling with severe depression and suicidal tendencies for the past three years, I’m 20 at the moment. My life took a sour turn when I was 17 and if I’m being honest, I haven’t recover from that.
    I learned to deal with all of it by myself, and became a very introspective guy, but there are times when I just feel like I can’t keep going, it feels like I’m drowning under deep and dark water and don’t really know If I’m swimming for the surface or the bottom, but when I play your songs while I’m painting, it feels as if life turns from black&white to a beautiful deep blue, cold and gentle; it’s as if I found the meaning to everything and nothing at the same time. Your songs make me feel like I’m not broken anymore, it’s soothing and comforting.
    You are an amazing producer and a terrific musician; you brought peace to a tormented soul, and you have helped me to connect with myself once more in order to keep on doing what I love, thank you🖤

    • @levistrobel351
      @levistrobel351 2 роки тому +19

      Keep fighting. Don't let the world win, prove to them how strong you are. God bless, and have a great day.

    • @maylove0333
      @maylove0333 2 роки тому +2

      Healing Heart's Healing Mind's.
      We will get through this through the healing sounds of music....
      Together we will make it

    • @B.CREAT1
      @B.CREAT1 2 роки тому +1

      It wel get better, just expose and keep on creating and producing. And be kind!

    • @Anoniempje333xoxoxoxo
      @Anoniempje333xoxoxoxo 2 роки тому +2

      Thank you so much for sharing your story, I truly hope things will get better again.

    • @jnm_army2394
      @jnm_army2394 2 роки тому +2

      You have to think you winning your battle if the batle is on your mind , you have to think you winning with anger , keep fight

  • @aloneintokyo
    @aloneintokyo 3 роки тому +260

    So good

    • @LemonRust1
      @LemonRust1 3 роки тому +8

      haha when i saw this song i thought of you aloneintokyo

    • @KaiUndMoritz
      @KaiUndMoritz 2 роки тому +3

      100% obvious that you like bonjr

    • @freakytitmaster814
      @freakytitmaster814 2 роки тому +3

      i love your videos man. i also love your taste in music haha. keep up the good work brotha!

    • @christiancastillo1860
      @christiancastillo1860 2 роки тому +2

      lol funny im playing rust listening to this song lmao

    • @TTGPetWussy
      @TTGPetWussy 2 місяці тому

      ALONEINTOKYO WHEN YOU MAKING MORE MUSIC

  • @Gaming_with_Carlos08
    @Gaming_with_Carlos08 2 місяці тому +20

    who's listening in 2024?

  • @DNDMarcus2293
    @DNDMarcus2293 4 місяці тому +116

    This song makes me feel like I've let down not only myself but everyone around me and its too late to fix anything

    • @josephdavis4956
      @josephdavis4956 4 місяці тому +11

      You're right, it's not too late to become who you know you can be. Keep going, you've got this.

    • @a19894
      @a19894 4 місяці тому +4

      Wow , this is exactly how im feeling right now

    • @yankquinn9992
      @yankquinn9992 3 місяці тому +5

      It's never too late

    • @emperorofcuntstittiesprink155
      @emperorofcuntstittiesprink155 3 місяці тому

      Let those moments flow through you, leaving you cleansed as you wipe the tears away. It's ok to be a disappointment. Be you. Your pain is seen fellow human.

    • @Playstation19999
      @Playstation19999 3 місяці тому

      I jabe to right a greatful list .. so easy to be down

  • @BK-20147
    @BK-20147 3 роки тому +76

    I love the colors of the pictures from Bonjr songs (its ok, echo complex) all dark blue

    • @LoonieMoony
      @LoonieMoony 3 роки тому +4

      I listen to them in twilight when the sky out my window is the same colour

  • @somedude8604
    @somedude8604 3 роки тому +252

    Haven't heard the song yet but I'm sure it's going to be amazing.

  • @danaluha5019
    @danaluha5019 5 місяців тому +21

    I listened to this a lot while my son was away in the military and i was recovering from heartbreak, surgery, and isolation. Something about it was comforthing and it helped me to keep pushing forward.

  • @jellynightninjathe1508
    @jellynightninjathe1508 2 роки тому +27

    This song…finally made me realize she isn’t coming back. But the memories I have of her will continue to shine like diamonds. And for that I’ll wait

    • @danielson9027
      @danielson9027 4 місяці тому +2

      This comment helped me out so much. Thank you. I’ve been in denial since my baby girl has passed and your comment made me feel more at peace.

    • @Fiddy661
      @Fiddy661 4 місяці тому

      She was never yours it was just your turn

  • @realjqa
    @realjqa 3 роки тому +39

    Idk where we go when we die, But lord please take me here . 🦋🙏🏽

  • @azalea6658
    @azalea6658 3 роки тому +106

    this song gives me the vibe of being caressed/comforted after a tragic event like you just lost someone you needed and cared deeply for and you dont have much hope left but the people you have left are there for you to try to calm you down and reassure you its going to be okay

  • @jeremiahanderson7118
    @jeremiahanderson7118 Рік тому +18

    I listen to this while biking home after a closing shift at 12:30 am. The feeling I get while doing that and no cars are anywhere, immaculate.

  • @breenirwin2356
    @breenirwin2356 2 місяці тому +6

    The feeling you've hit a brick wall in life people around you are happy but amongst them you still feel alone you are a ghost in society

    • @m0le6377
      @m0le6377 Місяць тому +1

      So fucking real

  • @ShalomMulenga
    @ShalomMulenga 3 роки тому +42

    Need to take a long walk to this, really got me thinking.

  • @hive5123
    @hive5123 3 роки тому +269

    You know, bonjr songs was really the start of me liking calm music in general
    It started a few years ago with the famous "It's okay, you're ok" song like most people, and ever since, I managed to find some peace
    Feeling so rushed by life, getting good grades, getting a licence, getting a job, all of that as fast as I possibly could without really taking much time for myself and others around me
    It feels nice to stop and enjoy life, it really is. I would say that it is even essential, because it really makes you realize where you are headed, if it is something you want or not.
    So thank you bonjr, after all those years, I believe I really ought to thank you and this awesome community that was built, as they are the ones that I can relate to a lot when it comes to those feelings I can't quite put words on.
    Thank you.

    • @josiasavila2003
      @josiasavila2003 3 роки тому +3

      Hey men, I feel you till getting the job fast, heck even the good grades as I always strolled thru schools, mostly here on México a year in Kansas, but I still feel dragged as I miss a year at preschool and another changing career, thought I was doing good till these recent days as my now ex (you know) but yea these last days have been rough, keeping me up asking what could have been wrong at all.. getting snoozed by Bjorn it’s ok your ok seems like a paradox but hey at least I’m liking my career and most importantly myself. Si amas a alguien no lo dejes ir.

    • @CruzWithMe
      @CruzWithMe 2 роки тому +1

      Well said

    • @ezgisuberber653
      @ezgisuberber653 Рік тому

      calm as in end of the world feeling

  • @rmonroe135
    @rmonroe135 2 роки тому +70

    Just when I thought “it’s okay, you’re okay” couldn’t be topped! Plz keep making music like this 😭🙏🏽

    • @user-pz6yh2sc2q
      @user-pz6yh2sc2q 5 місяців тому

      🙁🙁

    • @SALVAG3D
      @SALVAG3D 4 місяці тому +1

      Low key ya. I'm ok for a good while. Then I come across music like this, and it knocks me on my butt. I'll get up. I'll be fine. Always are. But ya. I understand that..

  • @awsomegamer102
    @awsomegamer102 Рік тому +20

    This song reminds me of my ex. We were together for about 9 months and definitely had our ups and downs, but it felt good. This song brings back memories of our time together in the best way possible.

  • @jadeanderson1878
    @jadeanderson1878 3 роки тому +77

    I can just shut the world off to all your music. I love it soo much.

  • @user-pv4tc2im4w
    @user-pv4tc2im4w 3 роки тому +45

    Cloudy foggy day.
    you walk alone, celebrating another pointless outing and enjoying the air soaked in longing.
    Dark night.
    You lie wrapped in a blanket and feel a kind of emptiness inside you,
    you look at the ceiling and a tear of unspoken words and hidden emotions flows down your cheek lonely.
    Enjoy.

  • @leosicht-meitner5384
    @leosicht-meitner5384 Рік тому +21

    Dude this has a certain heaviness to it but also brings positive things, it turns you upside down inside out, brings nostalgia with sorrow but also beauty , mixes sad with joy , memories of exs and people gone from my life into only pleasant memories , it is soothing. It is like life with bad and good but makes it more soothing… Great job and awesome talent , you made a new fan and follower

  • @byronmann4525
    @byronmann4525 Рік тому +105

    I'm only 21 but all this song does is make me think of years past and how everyone has changed. And it's beyond sad.

    • @SoGoplaysgames
      @SoGoplaysgames 11 місяців тому +1

      21 aswell and that's true asf

    • @sibusisodlamini5273
      @sibusisodlamini5273 8 місяців тому +1

      Turning 20 next year, still yet to see the changes.... hope it won't be anything too bad.

    • @shawnnfr
      @shawnnfr 4 місяці тому +1

      me at 17. missing the hell out of my childhood.

  • @odry.mp4
    @odry.mp4 3 роки тому +39

    "İt's ok, you're ok" parçasından sonra favorilerime girdi 🖤✋🏻

    • @Mc-ty8hy
      @Mc-ty8hy 3 роки тому +3

      Onun yeri apayrı.

    •  3 роки тому +3

      TÜRK YORUUUUM

    • @odry.mp4
      @odry.mp4 3 роки тому

      @ 😎🖤😳👓🤏

    • @yusufayhan6797
      @yusufayhan6797 3 роки тому

      O bambaşka bi şey ya apayrı bi yeri var

    • @makupicu4766
      @makupicu4766 3 роки тому +1

      Türk buldum rahat ölebilirim

  • @blank-re8qv
    @blank-re8qv 3 роки тому +56

    i've only listened to "it's okay, you're okay" so far, but i really like what you're doing!

    • @bonjr2854
      @bonjr2854  3 роки тому +19

      you should check everything else out then, especially on Spotify ;) might find more stuff that you enjoy

  • @Roddy_Zeh
    @Roddy_Zeh Рік тому +23

    This music represents a change...a shift.
    From loneliness, feeling sad for being alone...to solitude...finding peace in being alone.
    Went through some tough moments last week and after parting ways with someone important, I'm slowly undergoing that change.
    Peace of mind, freedom...calmness. It's still a work in progress, still processing...sometimes feeling like back to square one, back to loneliness...but then re-balancing myself again...back to stability.
    Now...it's up to you, time. Do your magic...and make the wounds heal, even if they leave scars. Bury the painful and depressing memories, deep in my mind, so I can slowly forget about them...
    I do not wish any harm to that someone, on the contrary. All the best life can offer. I just do not wish to suffer anymore either.
    Thank you for this piece of musical art, bonjr. 🙏‍

    • @izabella1154
      @izabella1154 6 місяців тому +1

      Hey, How you feel now?

    • @Roddy_Zeh
      @Roddy_Zeh 6 місяців тому +1

      ​@@izabella1154 Hello, friend.
      It's been a while since I wrote that comment.
      Things are better now. No more loneliness, although still being alone. Such a big difference when you learn to enjoy your own company, a very liberating feeling...no longer having to rely on someone else's company to feel better. 🍷🗿
      Thank you for your concern. 🗿👍🏻

  • @1Monty509
    @1Monty509 2 місяці тому +3

    I still remember everything, from the very first day we met, to the last. For a few years, I got to experience what true happiness felt like. I got to see what my true potential was. Sadly, depression has taken a grip on me once again, and I feel like I have been falling ever since.
    I don't see a way out this time , and I am scared.

  • @ysf3655
    @ysf3655 3 роки тому +17

    U know... This type of songs, make us almost share the type of feelings that can out explain to each other,

  • @user-sw9qq9go4z
    @user-sw9qq9go4z 3 роки тому +21

    I can’t even believe that people can make a song like this. Thank you for saving me these years. Love from Taiwan

  • @johnysharki5694
    @johnysharki5694 4 місяці тому +4

    It's been really hard sleeping lately. The darkness of my room and and the silence is haunting. The only way I can try to get a small peace of mind is by hugging a pillow and imagine it's the embrace of someone dear to me. It hurts more when I remember that that someone has passed away, a long time ago and there will be no chance of feeling their warmth except in my mind.

  • @rykersalty7265
    @rykersalty7265 9 місяців тому +8

    ive been listening to this song on and off since release and I am now a freshman in college and all it reminds me of is my final highschool years and how much fun they were and how little care in the world I had and how insignificant small things were and how much easier living a life with parents was and having childhood friends surrounding me, and it all vanished away from me one day and now I have to start new again just because I got older. Its hard.

    • @wavy.m3
      @wavy.m3 9 місяців тому

      it’s gonna get way worse my guy 😂

  • @omnithewolf3628
    @omnithewolf3628 3 роки тому +24

    I’m about to zone out the universe with this

  • @HONEYxBADG3R.
    @HONEYxBADG3R. 6 місяців тому +11

    Wow. Absolutely caught me off guard hearing this song. I've had a rough life growing up and lately been dealing with a lot. I've been an expert at bottling things up, it's hard really to say but man hearing this caused a flood. So many emotions and nostalgic memories past can't help but make me so sad when I hear this. Thanks @bonjr for this masterpiece.

  • @Jonathan_IsOnYT
    @Jonathan_IsOnYT 16 днів тому +2

    Dear Bonjr, Its been months since my aunt passed away. This song reminded me of her, she died cause of cancer, I dont know what would i do for you. Thank you. This might be the best music so far. May my aunt rest in peace. 3-4 Months Pass By. Still Crying about her. My mum is still sad. We all loved her.

  • @XYouVandal
    @XYouVandal Рік тому +4

    This song is the inner sadness we all work so hard to bury deep within ourselves, where no one else can see. It reminds us that it's still here and we're going to have to face it alone eventually. It beckons us to follow...and we will.

  • @hoodiegirl7221
    @hoodiegirl7221 3 роки тому +17

    Every time bonjr comes out with something, I wait until I'm alone at night an listen where nobody bothers me. And each time I cry like a baby

  • @wingedwillow5549
    @wingedwillow5549 2 роки тому +9

    Kinda cool how “It’s okay, you’re ok” and “if it’s real then I’ll stay” somewhat rhyme

  • @AlyssiaMaiko
    @AlyssiaMaiko 4 місяці тому +5

    I wish I could go back in time and hug myself as a child. A very long hug…

  • @TK29867
    @TK29867 Рік тому +4

    I recently just got out of a relationship.. This song reminded me of the good times, and the bad.. I feel comfortable sharing this story.. But everything that went downhill for me. My grandma died. My depression is hitting me hard as a truck can run you over.. And well, the relationship that I used to have.. I feel so relaxed yet sad in a good way. Remembering everything hurts.. but it always puts a smile while going through the pain

  • @orbitismycat1311
    @orbitismycat1311 3 роки тому +8

    It makes me feel calm, but in such a sorrowful way... it's similar to the feeling you get after crying at the top of your lungs, a scape that used to be filled but has became a void.

  • @91Putts
    @91Putts 2 роки тому +7

    I have found deep peace in this song. Thank you. And thank you to all the people in this thread

  • @ZaineLombaard-un7jj
    @ZaineLombaard-un7jj 2 місяці тому +4

    She showed up,in my dreams and it felt so real...

  • @buba5928
    @buba5928 4 місяці тому +2

    Four years ago during one of the worst phases of my life, my mental health was really bad. I suffered from anxiety, panic attacks, de-realization aswell as had trouble with eating, at that time 'it's okay, you're okay'' was what helped me in my recovery. Now, four years later and during another major phase of my life, this song describes how i'm feeling inside. I'm still carrying on, but life's not the same with new hardships coming my way.
    I hope that my life is going to get better in the future, and if i'll look back at today four years later i'm going to remember this song.

  • @soyunlobo08
    @soyunlobo08 3 роки тому +23

    It’s not real and I know it’s not real.. but I still stayed, slowly losing myself more and more

  • @tatia.5370
    @tatia.5370 2 роки тому +7

    I was on a suicide hotline almost about a year ago and we had started to talk about music and the person I was talking to recommend your music to me. I’ve never been more grateful for music. So thank you:)

  • @StrictlyHonest
    @StrictlyHonest 5 місяців тому +2

    This song is truly the best 💔

  • @evanobrien9850
    @evanobrien9850 4 місяці тому +4

    Thanks for making this beautiful music, this helps me release so much emotion that otherwise have adverse affects on my family. Something that sooths the pain that you can never forget

  • @vivian3796
    @vivian3796 3 роки тому +15

    thank you for this. life has been so tiring and stressful lately, I'm stuck in a phase where i couldn't care less about anything or have any motivation to do anything. your songs offer that one moment of peace and serenity in my busy life

  • @TW23796
    @TW23796 Рік тому +5

    Feels so comforting...like a lullaby

  • @survivaldude29
    @survivaldude29 5 місяців тому +4

    Really hits the vibes of 2024 😞

  • @quietstormaps
    @quietstormaps 5 місяців тому +3

    I don't know why this music stirs up sadness and nostalgia all at the same time bringing me to tears.

  • @_incognita.155
    @_incognita.155 2 роки тому +5

    This and "it's ok, you're ok" are my relief for all the stress in my days, i listen in loop and i just feel like i'm floating and nothing can annoy me.
    I hope u never stop doing this kinda of stuff cause you're amazing at it!!! Love from Brazil

  • @puppyhowler
    @puppyhowler Рік тому +3

    this makes me feel like i'm floating in the soft winter air, watching the delicate snow flutter past me, each flake glittering in the cool winter sun. it's comforting.

  • @bLegitBllunt
    @bLegitBllunt 2 місяці тому +2

    The comfort to my most unloved nights..

  • @AyushvermaDr
    @AyushvermaDr 6 місяців тому +4

    It was the year 2017, I was standing alone in my school ground for the school prayer.
    Then my eyes fell on the corridor above the roof.
    And I saw her first time, at that time I only liked her a little but I didn't know that in future she would become my life.
    I can write a whole book on her, but if I tell you briefly, her character, her manners, her dressing sense were very different.
    As if I started getting to know her slowly, I didn't even realize when I started falling in love with her.
    We studied together in the same school for four years but I could never speak a single word to her.
    I stilll remember That day was her last day in school, I knew if I didn't tell her today, I might never meet her again.
    But I was so timid that day I couldn't even say it.
    I cried a lot that day, to be honest I was less sad that I couldn't tell her but more sad that I would never be able to meet her.
    But God had other plans, after a few months we met again in a coaching center and this time she herself proposed me ( In 2021)
    Finally finally i got her ,my love, my life,my everything( after my mummy papa).
    I'm currently preparing for Neet entrance.I like to be alone since childhood,( introvert in a way), I have my parents in my family and I love them very much.But our relation is not such that when I have any problem,i can share it with them.......
    Then my love came in my life, she changed my whole life, I started sharing my every small and big happiness and sorrow with her.She was very mature girls and used to take care of me like a baby, it was impossible to live without each other.
    Then one day suddenly she called me and started crying that day we talked for a long time she kept talking I kept listening and we both kept sobbing.unfortunately that was the last time i talked her,she blocked me from everywere,I was in depression for 6 months and used to take sleeping pills every night for 4-5 days in a week.
    I still don't know why she left me, nor did she try to contact me again
    Maybe because I had nothing to give her except love and loyalty,Or maybe I just didn't deserve her, or maybe iI was so Immature that whenever she was angry with me i would start crying instead of convicing her.
    Sometimes I feel very alone, I want to tell someone that I am alone but it seems as if there are no words with which I can express my sadness, I cry, I don't want anyone to see me, but I also want someone to ask the reason for my crying,I want to be alone but I also want someone to talk to me.
    I'm tired of taking on responsibilities, I'm tired of crying over her, I'm tired of crying over my childhood friends who left me alone, I'm tired of everything.
    I just want to sleep for a long time and when I wake up I want everything to be okay.

  • @jcreates2926
    @jcreates2926 4 місяці тому +4

    If my early morning dreams have background music, it would be this.

  • @ariae3481
    @ariae3481 2 роки тому +3

    I’ve felt stagnant for most of my life. Trying to make sense of why situations/people keep hitting me head on, essentially knocking me down from the ladder I almost climbed to the top of. So close to reaching freedom. In some way, this song tells me, “It’s okay. Life is going to hit you with waves that knock the breath right out of your lungs. But guess what, you’re strong. Stronger than ever now. It may not make sense, but you’re going to be okay.” I love this. Thank you ☺️

  • @oliviavazcones3653
    @oliviavazcones3653 5 місяців тому +2

    This song.. just hits different

  • @vd6356
    @vd6356 5 місяців тому +2

    This music can bring tears automatically

  • @tshepi92
    @tshepi92 3 роки тому +5

    Making a song like this takes mad skills. It's all about what you are feeling in your soul at that very moment. Speaks volumes to me

  • @joaodickel5015
    @joaodickel5015 3 роки тому +10

    Much love from Brazil!

  • @justbeingamom6834
    @justbeingamom6834 19 днів тому +2

    I just can't have enough of this music...being alone n keeping everything to myself it's quite challenging. N than this music helps me sleep in peace❤️

  • @theEnsoOne
    @theEnsoOne 3 місяці тому +3

    21 years That I don't shed a tear and 21 years that i don't hug someone, first time crying in this year 😅

  • @heart4braiins173
    @heart4braiins173 2 роки тому +6

    This song makes me feel alive.

  • @haltmur
    @haltmur 3 роки тому +9

    I love this you’re always marking good music. This makes me feel like l am at a safe place

  • @miyah4492
    @miyah4492 2 роки тому +6

    So i have a best friend ive been on and off in love with for 7+ Years. we tried to date, we tried to break it off, but we always kept on coming back to each other. He would find comfort in your tracks, and i would always sit back and let my feelings get carried away by your music too. Im here typing this while i cry after my lover my rock and my best friend commited suicide. It gives me bellyache to think about him, and yet its all im doing. I stopped going to school, i started taking drugs, and i started to cut myself again even though i promised him id stop hurting myself. But i just cant stand him not being there anymore. Its been about a year and Im still laying in bed not eating for days missing him. And i come back to this. To your Music. Because its all i have left from him. To enjoy the only thing he ever seemed to enjoy. So thank you for that (:

  • @bigp2406
    @bigp2406 2 місяці тому +1

    Songs like this hit different when you’re high🖤feels raw to the core💯

  • @thegalaxy2262
    @thegalaxy2262 2 роки тому +25

    Bonjr, there's no artist quite like you. Thank you

    • @bonjr2854
      @bonjr2854  2 роки тому +12

      the galaxy has spoken 😳😳

  • @alyssaermes626
    @alyssaermes626 2 роки тому +4

    This is my reminder that it's going to be alright. This song brings me such comfort, it feels like a tight hug, or a warm blanket when it's cold outside. I could listen to this for hours. Thank you for this, I needed it so bad.

  • @CherArsen
    @CherArsen Рік тому +4

    This song is comforting and it gives me eerie feelings.

  • @vancaryu3838
    @vancaryu3838 9 місяців тому +5

    This is my first time listening to your music, it feels like a bell ringing in the ocean with a lot of emotions. Like an echo crying for help, but there will be someone or something will calm down the emotions and this is relaxing. It feels like there’s a lot more deeper in the song and want to say thank you for this experience and I see a lot of people have stories. I want to say is, it’s okay to be alone. Just know that you’re not alone, and just remember that the memories will stick on your side and never forget the happiest moments.

  • @Yooner
    @Yooner 2 роки тому +5

    I don't cry that often because Im good at hiding my emotions even when Im alone but somehow you make me cry when I listen to this song. Just so emotionally calming but also so beautiful.

  • @fallensadly5799
    @fallensadly5799 3 роки тому +7

    unreachable dreams

  • @goinbossnova
    @goinbossnova Рік тому +4

    I've listened to "it's okay, your okay" probably hundreds of times. This makes me feel okay with being alone. Not sad, not ambiguous, just a kind of a safe feeling

  • @michaelhood9024
    @michaelhood9024 5 місяців тому +4

    Spent 40 minutes trying to find this,it was the background music of a youtube video and man it just spoke to the soul, love it

  • @hitthat6120
    @hitthat6120 3 роки тому +6

    So glad I followed and listen to your music
    I kinda like how you’re not too big since people ruin music or use it on tiktok but at the same time you deserve to be huge
    Absolutely amazing
    These type of songs I can play in the back while drawing,drowning in my bed,crying,playing video games
    Thinking and just existing

  • @chloekushira
    @chloekushira 4 місяці тому +3

    I realise that this music dates from 2011 and I'm listening to it in 2024 and I can assure you that no matter what period this music comes from, it will remain engraved in my memory. It makes me feel free inside to accept my pain and move forward.

  • @basadobarry2241
    @basadobarry2241 2 місяці тому +1

    Thank you Bonjr, been following your music for a while now and this year has been hell to me but I feel safe and secure anytime I hear your beautifully crafted creations. Much love from Australia.

  • @qllrm
    @qllrm Рік тому +5

    Bonjr's works should be in movies, I would love to watch a scene work with this song 🥰

  • @guto3583
    @guto3583 3 роки тому +14

    I like so much your songs,thank you bonjr.

  • @Diemova1
    @Diemova1 3 роки тому +29

    Can't wait
    Edit: It's fantastic

  • @respectable2540
    @respectable2540 9 місяців тому +15

    I don't know if you still read comments, but this music has held a speical place in me since last christmas. the memories it brings back are insane

    • @bonjr2854
      @bonjr2854  9 місяців тому +14

      still here ;)

    • @ncreal333
      @ncreal333 4 місяці тому

      Just coming across this gem, it's wonderful ❤

  • @veguasar
    @veguasar 3 місяці тому +1

    When my depression hits, and nothing helps to cheer me up. I always have been looking around for some music instead. The melancholic vibes of this song calm me down. Making me feel not all alone ever since I broke up with my last GF who I was with last time already 3 years ago... haven't had the courage to go out again to find someone, but it's ok as I prefer the lonely times these days more than crowded areas... just waiting, maybe I will be able to find someone one day again... when I'm ready to go out there again.
    P.S. that relationship was one of my best ones yet which is why I bear it so hardly, and made me also realize that there is never anything for granted. All it takes is one small mistake from either side

    • @TJmuchie
      @TJmuchie 3 місяці тому +1

      You’ll be alright mate

  • @thedankfloof3682
    @thedankfloof3682 3 роки тому +4

    No matter how many songs I listen to by you, each one has their own feeling unreplicatable by any other artist. Thank you. This is another gem in the sea.

  • @iampersefone
    @iampersefone 3 роки тому +5

    i needed this, so perfect

  • @YONOSEDUNIA
    @YONOSEDUNIA Рік тому +2

    This is just masterpiece don’t stop making these you’re truly a Legend❤️🌀

  • @deborahwright3271
    @deborahwright3271 4 місяці тому +2

    This is the way my mind interprets the world and its non-stop pain in my heart and soul. If its real I'll stay...but I dont think its possible.