Hello February! I had a week of content filmed. When I was ready to transfer the files to my harddrive I saw that the files were missing. I almost broke down and cry (which I later did). Recovering was not an option, since I didn’t want to pay a lot of money only to recover the files. I was really sad, because I also had some great footage of my son on there. Me crying in the video was not only about the files missing, but for everything I went through/going through. After I broke down, I was thinking where these oppositions coming from? Why is the enemy fighting me? And in the mist of it all I remember that ain’t no way the enemy is coming between my God and what he promised me! Immediately after, I opened my notes and made a (new) shotlist for this vlog and filmed 2 shots after. This is a ‘small’ testimony. Please continue doing what God put on your heart to do. Oppositions will always step in when you’re on the right pad.
You already know this Sam! Keep doing what God leads you to do. He will definitely get you through every obstacle you encounter. Loved this silent vlog. Much love to you and your son. 🥰😍
So good to see you and your son. Sending you good thoughts. Being a Mother and working on your career won’t be easy, but through God’s grace and mercy I know you’ve got what it takes to be successful and prosper. Peace, love and continued blessings.
Aww Sam😊. I was thinking of you. I am so happy to see you and your son thriving. Seeing all those little moments is so precious. Remember to be kind to yourself, treat yourself sometimes and create memories and a community of family and friends that you can rely on. I wish everything good in life for you sweetheart. ❤
Ive just come across your channel, and I must say its a beautiful masterpiece. I love the unspoken vlogs,it’s like a poetry in its own form. I’m always looking,for nightly UA-cam videos to help with my anxiety and insomnia. This is by far,one of the best soothing poetically pleasing channels I’ve ever watched. Thank you for creating this channel my friend💕😊🎀.
Sending you lots of love Samantha..you are an amazing young lady...God sees you and hears you sweetie and he will answer♥️🙏You need to start back yr hair tutorals they are inspiring esp. for women you are going grey of all ages..Because of you i embraced my greying hair and stopped dying abt 3mths nw im 46..you made the transition so much easier and i thank u a million🥰
Aww girl, how I relate to these days and now my son is 11 years old. I don't know whether you have support or dad is on the scene but utilise support if you have it and be open to ask for help with friends/ family. As Mummy, you are the roots in your household and self comes first. You will be ok my darling, boys are not easy, your looks very bright and independent which helps. Remember you have your own separate identity and needs from that of your baby and allow yourself time and don't be overly hard on yourself. You are doing wonderful Mama xx
Aaawwwww Sista Queen 👑👑👑 YOU look so at PEACE your hair is growing sssooooo much. I been your stubby for a long time I miss your videos but I knew when you got pregnant that it was your time ...I'm glad your back this is how your return.....Peacefully, graceful oh sooooo beautiful.. Blessings and Merry Christmas and Happy New year and Happy Thanksgiving and HaPpy Birthday 🎉🎉🎂🎉🎂🎂🎉🎉🎉 😂😂😂😂 glad to see your Blessed and doing well... Blessings and Love ❣️❤️❤️😘💜💜😘
@@SamanthaPollack Queen when you were crying I don't have any children but I know it's not easy but if the Most High Blessed you with this Beautiful little Prince, you were already equip with what you needed way before He came.. You look in the mirror everyday and tell yourself "I GOT THIS" I went to Culinary school but I work now at a Hotel Hilton as a Night Auditor I wish I can come and be your personal chef and Nanny just to let you Breathe a little bit you got this SISTA QUEEN Blessing and Love..
1 Peter 5:7…… “throw all your anxiety upon him because he cares for you”.. Pour your heart out to God. And He will strengthen you to cope. And please get the help you need. You and your precious son are so deeply loved. You ARE worthy! You ARE beautiful! You DESERVE to be respected! And please don’t settle for anything less. Luv❤️
Samantha, I have been concerned about you. Being a single mother and working isn't easy but Prayer and God's grace and mercy will get you through. You also could be dealing with postpartum depression and this too shall pass. You can do all things through Christ that strengthens you. Keep your head up to the sky and every time you look into your son's eyes thank the Lord for his health and ask for strength to endure. Lord Have Mercy
Hello February! I had a week of content filmed. When I was ready to transfer the files to my harddrive I saw that the files were missing. I almost broke down and cry (which I later did). Recovering was not an option, since I didn’t want to pay a lot of money only to recover the files. I was really sad, because I also had some great footage of my son on there. Me crying in the video was not only about the files missing, but for everything I went through/going through. After I broke down, I was thinking where these oppositions coming from? Why is the enemy fighting me? And in the mist of it all I remember that ain’t no way the enemy is coming between my God and what he promised me! Immediately after, I opened my notes and made a (new) shotlist for this vlog and filmed 2 shots after. This is a ‘small’ testimony. Please continue doing what God put on your heart to do. Oppositions will always step in when you’re on the right pad.
You already know this Sam! Keep doing what God leads you to do. He will definitely get you through every obstacle you encounter. Loved this silent vlog. Much love to you and your son. 🥰😍
So good to see you and your son. Sending you good thoughts. Being a Mother and working on your career won’t be easy, but through God’s grace and mercy I know you’ve got what it takes to be successful and prosper. Peace, love and continued blessings.
Amen! I claim it 💕 Thank you! I wish you all the love.
Aww Sam😊. I was thinking of you. I am so happy to see you and your son thriving. Seeing all those little moments is so precious. Remember to be kind to yourself, treat yourself sometimes and create memories and a community of family and friends that you can rely on. I wish everything good in life for you sweetheart. ❤
Ugh Samantha, missed you so much 🥰🥰 and your son is just so adorable 🥺🥺💙💙🩵🩵🩵
Thank you! I’ve missed this a lot! Responding on comments and reading your lovely words ❤
Praying that God turns those tears of sadness into tears of joy. Such a beautiful video, and thank you for the subtitles.
Amen amen. Thank you 🙏🏾 You’re very welcome, I couldn’t forget the subtitles 😆
Ive just come across your channel, and I must say its a beautiful masterpiece. I love the unspoken vlogs,it’s like a poetry in its own form. I’m always looking,for nightly UA-cam videos to help with my anxiety and insomnia. This is by far,one of the best soothing poetically pleasing channels I’ve ever watched. Thank you for creating this channel my friend💕😊🎀.
I love silent vlogs... Thanks for bringing this art form to the forefront.
Glad you enjoy it!
He’s such a good eater! Good job mom😊
Thank you.. it wasn’t always like this 😭
Praying for you and your beautiful family.
Sending you lots of love Samantha..you are an amazing young lady...God sees you and hears you sweetie and he will answer♥️🙏You need to start back yr hair tutorals they are inspiring esp. for women you are going grey of all ages..Because of you i embraced my greying hair and stopped dying abt 3mths nw im 46..you made the transition so much easier and i thank u a million🥰
Aww Sam! Thank you for sharing! Good that you were able to let your frustration out with tears. As you said, God has your back! Hugs to you ❤
Thank you so much 💕
Lovely video, very tranquil vibe inspite of you balancing motherhood and your professional endeavours. Blessings sister
Aww girl, how I relate to these days and now my son is 11 years old. I don't know whether you have support or dad is on the scene but utilise support if you have it and be open to ask for help with friends/ family. As Mummy, you are the roots in your household and self comes first. You will be ok my darling, boys are not easy, your looks very bright and independent which helps. Remember you have your own separate identity and needs from that of your baby and allow yourself time and don't be overly hard on yourself. You are doing wonderful Mama xx
Yes yes yes! I’m often way too hard on myself and I definitely need to ask for help more often. Thank you so much, I appreciate it 💕
Hello Sam. Congrats 💖🙏. God bless you 😘❤️
This is beautiful.
Thank you for sharing ❤️
Thank you so much for watching 💕
Im not a mom but I definitely appreciate the work moms put it. Hope you felt better....seeing the tears was like waw..hugs.
SAMANTHA!!!! Congratulations on having a baby boy 😊😊 may God bless over you and your family
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This was absolutely beautiful for both the pure joy and the vulnerability you displayed. Thank you for sharing and sending you lots of love and light!
Thank you so much 🙏🏾💕
Thanks!
Thank you 🙏🏾💕 Much appreciate it
I pray God bless you abundantly. He is faithful just keep trusting Him. He love you so very much
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You don’t know how much I needed to hear this today. Thank you. 🙏🏾🙏🏾💕
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This was a beautifully edited video… very artistic! Thanks for sharing a glimpse into your life ❤
Aw Thank you so much. I really appreciate it 💕
Aww congratulations and God bless..
This was beautiful! 🥹
Thank you so much 💕
Good to see you again. Your babe is adorbs:)
Good to be back. Thank you 🙏🏾
Aaawwwww Sista Queen 👑👑👑 YOU look so at PEACE your hair is growing sssooooo much. I been your stubby for a long time I miss your videos but I knew when you got pregnant that it was your time ...I'm glad your back this is how your return.....Peacefully, graceful oh sooooo beautiful.. Blessings and Merry Christmas and Happy New year and Happy Thanksgiving and HaPpy Birthday 🎉🎉🎂🎉🎂🎂🎉🎉🎉 😂😂😂😂 glad to see your Blessed and doing well... Blessings and Love ❣️❤️❤️😘💜💜😘
🙌🏾👏🏾 Thank you thank you! Haha happy new year 🎊🎆
@@SamanthaPollack Queen when you were crying I don't have any children but I know it's not easy but if the Most High Blessed you with this Beautiful little Prince, you were already equip with what you needed way before He came.. You look in the mirror everyday and tell yourself "I GOT THIS" I went to Culinary school but I work now at a Hotel Hilton as a Night Auditor I wish I can come and be your personal chef and Nanny just to let you Breathe a little bit you got this SISTA QUEEN Blessing and Love..
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Are you ok love? What a beautiful little family...take care.
It’s a season I have to go through.. but I will definitely be ok. Thank you 🙏🏾💕
Mooie "film" bijna. En je doet het *zo* goed met je kind!
Aw dankjewel. Waardeer ik enorm 💕
Nooo Samantha nooo darling don't cry baby girl.
🥺🥺❤️
I'm so sorry for what you've been dealing with 🥺
*hug 🤗💕
Hey girlllll
Hello luv 💕
1 Peter 5:7…… “throw all your anxiety upon him because he cares for you”.. Pour your heart out to God. And He will strengthen you to cope. And please get the help you need. You and your precious son are so deeply loved. You ARE worthy! You ARE beautiful! You DESERVE to be respected! And please don’t settle for anything less. Luv❤️
🙏🏾🙏🏾💕 much appreciated
Samantha, I have been concerned about you. Being a single mother and working isn't easy but Prayer and God's grace and mercy will get you through. You also could be dealing with postpartum depression and this too shall pass. You can do all things through Christ that strengthens you. Keep your head up to the sky and every time you look into your son's eyes thank the Lord for his health and ask for strength to endure. Lord Have Mercy
Yes yes amen! I’m so blessed and grateful 💕🙏🏾
Why are you crying? Children are a miracle. A true blessing from The Most High. 🙏
Yes my son is definitely a blessing in my life! 🙏🏾 I just pinned my comment for more context on why I was crying.