its luck, it's me just being the right place at the right time. I met a financial and trading consultant at a seminar back at Los Angeles later last year, where she was featured and interviewed and I reached out to her afterwards. I didn't know much about trading and investing so I spoke to her about it, she then later introduced me to her platform where I and other people could invest.
Since then she has since provide entry and exit points on the securities I focus on. You can look her up online if you care supervision. I basically follow her trade pattern and haven't regretted doing so
i dont even know why im crying, I was watching this video in the background whilst playing a game and I guess my subconscious was really listening, I feel so frustrated now.
I struggle with this also. Sometimes the fear is paralyzing. Let yourself be angry. Let yourself grieve. Be honest with yourself. I wish for your freedom. I wish for your success in connecting to who you truly are. I promise that you are loved, but you must take the first steps. Have faith in yourself.
I genuinely look to you to guide and comfort my artistic soul each day you upload. Cause you are genuinely on a wavelength of authentic spiritual growth so few have
thanks for bringing one of my inner child wounds into light. like I had never heard it in a way that connected my fear of being seen to childhood memories of being ignored. I did really want to perform despite having a lot of anxiety even as a kid. I stopped performer for my mom and older sibling as soon as I felt like they saw me as an annoyance or burden. I also quit extra curricular because mine were not considered as important as my siblings so transportation or funds weren't supplied as much for me as for them. Middle child problems maybe.
Your message is very unique to me, I haven’t seen many speaking on this particular topic. I started a UA-cam channel myself about a year ago and today I said to God “ok I’m ready for this channel to gone blow up” because I’ve been causing interference with my thoughts acting like I didn’t want to get views haha not wanting that to be the main goal honestly. And not long after saying that, here you are with this message. I appreciate you and can feel you operate from love, very refreshing 😊…more power to you great one.
You know what is so wonderful!!!! At your last creative masterclass, I had the honour of connecting with a sweet soul also based in my city. She is firmly one of my favourite people and has showered me with so much love. I guess it's a prime example of how we do a disservice to the world when we don't express ourselves, people are waiting for you. Waiting to witness you, love you and water you. Anyway I'm sure the free training and e-book are worth so much - thank you for allowing us to see you!!
that humility/humble/humiliation - connection kinda blew my mind 🤯so grateful to your voice, crying as it resonates deeply. Yes to a physical Soul Salon!🥰🌌🌹✨
Appreciate this message. I had to delete disrespectful comments on my last video, I don't even have 30 subs and I got 17 comments telling me to stfu...like how? 🤷♂️ Time to move forward. Thank you
let the negativity show you that people are actually seeing you👀 you’re moving them even if it’s hate you’re receiving, it’s their energy… always energy
thank you ayanda for all your content. im an artist, and i have been on a journey to heal from CPTSD, recovering from sexist violence, and since it happened, its been hard for me to be visible, and share my art and myself with the world, as my nervous system would tell me it's not safe. so your content is really helping.
Girl, I am surprised at how surprised I am with how perfectly your words come across! 😂❤ Thank you so so much for sharing your thoughts and wisdom! Every single video of yours I've watched rocked and moved me. I never would've guessed at how much I needed your messages ❤
🫶🏽 and Gratitude! You’re amazing! Your ebook felt like a loving hug, wrapped in a loving hug! It is a high vibrational reading, feeling, experience of love! I also listen to the playlist from the ebook daily, and it feeds my joy, and my self love day and night. You are deeply appreciated!!
I just uploaded some heaaaavy self love affirmations and I'm prepared for the backlash from people that need to do more inner work! I love you because you keep your content authentic and do minimal to no editing which resonates with me so much! Thank you for your inspiration and for living your truth and for sharing your BEAUTIFUL and POWERFUL goddess energy
That you for your vulnerability and sharing the story of your insecurities and imperfections with us. This episode has come at the right time and resonates 🙏🏼
This day i felt such a big urge to face my self and ask why do i fear being true and authentic in the context of being observed watched or even admired Anxiety wasn't enough of an answer as i don't believe i was made to be physically shaken by the idea of being seen I challenged myself in so many ways that I'm proud of recently but it felt like today was an adventure to find freedom as my whole being begged me to be . In the end of the day while i am walking home i ask the universe to guide me thru this new journey that i am embracing of rediscovering my self when its for everybody to judge after i understood that the sacrifice I'm making by choosing to stay in the shadows and silence my love from being expressed is the life thats waiting for me to accept fully . Once upon a star i wished to live a life i would never beg the universe for another chance at living , and sure tho i am satisfied and feeling fullfilled in my present i feel this day is the start of a new chapter one where i no longer fear my own shadow from looking a certain way i have been prepared for this i feel ready . Thank you for allowing yourself to be seen in hopes that somebody else also feels seen in the process , this video is now part of this journey . so grateful
I'm not afraid of being seen, so this is not a challenge for me personally, it has never been (I face other challenges in my path), but I've noticed that a lot of people are afraid of visibility, I think this is in part because the psychology gaze and the psychiatric paradigm label people with words like "histrionic personality disorder" or "exhibitionist narcissist". Because de psychiatric paradigm is the new 0pr3ss10n tool of the syst3m and any behavior that is unconvenient for people in power is stigmatized. Confident people make the el1tes uncomfortable.
I find this interesting as, I love speaking in front of physical groups and talking to large groups of people but I’m very uncomfortable with posting content online💀 yeah I’m a bit backwards. But this comes with breaking the boundaries of feeling that we have to earn, prove, or fix love❤️ as well as putting these hard expectations on us externally and internally, and I appreciate you, Jhadina and others who are spreading messages like this✨
You will regret being seen. Don't listen to this woman. Privacy is your greatest asset. Being seen will ruin your life. And there is no way to undo it. Don't trust humans. A shell of protection is a good thing. It's good to be protected. Why would you want to be unprotected?
Happy fruitful year, I’m glad within the next week I'll be 10k left to completely paying my off 250k debt.
How were you able to do It?
its luck, it's me just being
the right place at the right time. I met a
financial and trading consultant at a
seminar back at Los Angeles later last
year, where she was featured and
interviewed and I reached out to her
afterwards. I didn't know much about
trading and investing so I spoke to her
about it, she then later introduced me to
her platform where I and other people
could invest.
Since then she has since
provide entry and exit points on the
securities I focus on. You can look her up
online if you care supervision. I basically
follow her trade pattern and haven't
regretted doing so
who is your financial coach, do
you mind hooking me up?
Her name is Mrs Mary Elizabeth Webb
i dont even know why im crying, I was watching this video in the background whilst playing a game and I guess my subconscious was really listening, I feel so frustrated now.
Shame and Humiliation are so paralyzing
😢 sounds like something in you wants to express itself
I struggle with this also. Sometimes the fear is paralyzing. Let yourself be angry. Let yourself grieve. Be honest with yourself. I wish for your freedom. I wish for your success in connecting to who you truly are. I promise that you are loved, but you must take the first steps. Have faith in yourself.
it's like you are speaking directly to me. I am truly grateful for you. 💚
I genuinely look to you to guide and comfort my artistic soul each day you upload. Cause you are genuinely on a wavelength of authentic spiritual growth so few have
I'm ashamed of my fear of being seen. I am hoping and looking to God for guidance to recieve a breakthrough from this affliction!!!
You got this. ❤
@alexisgilley3948 Thank you!!! 💚💚💚
Sending you love ❤️
@@LaurineChepkorirThank you!!!💜💜💜
I'm not even 30 seconds in and my first thought was "girl, your getting too deep for me!" Preach! Thank you for your contribution 💖✨
Thank you for sharing your gift. You are demonstrating exactly what you are inviting us to do. 💖
Your channel is very healing ❤️🩹
thanks for bringing one of my inner child wounds into light. like I had never heard it in a way that connected my fear of being seen to childhood memories of being ignored. I did really want to perform despite having a lot of anxiety even as a kid. I stopped performer for my mom and older sibling as soon as I felt like they saw me as an annoyance or burden. I also quit extra curricular because mine were not considered as important as my siblings so transportation or funds weren't supplied as much for me as for them. Middle child problems maybe.
Your message is very unique to me, I haven’t seen many speaking on this particular topic. I started a UA-cam channel myself about a year ago and today I said to God “ok I’m ready for this channel to gone blow up” because I’ve been causing interference with my thoughts acting like I didn’t want to get views haha not wanting that to be the main goal honestly. And not long after saying that, here you are with this message. I appreciate you and can feel you operate from love, very refreshing 😊…more power to you great one.
You know what is so wonderful!!!! At your last creative masterclass, I had the honour of connecting with a sweet soul also based in my city. She is firmly one of my favourite people and has showered me with so much love. I guess it's a prime example of how we do a disservice to the world when we don't express ourselves, people are waiting for you. Waiting to witness you, love you and water you. Anyway I'm sure the free training and e-book are worth so much - thank you for allowing us to see you!!
that humility/humble/humiliation - connection kinda blew my mind 🤯so grateful to your voice, crying as it resonates deeply. Yes to a physical Soul Salon!🥰🌌🌹✨
Appreciate this message. I had to delete disrespectful comments on my last video, I don't even have 30 subs and I got 17 comments telling me to stfu...like how? 🤷♂️ Time to move forward. Thank you
let the negativity show you that people are actually seeing you👀 you’re moving them even if it’s hate you’re receiving, it’s their energy… always energy
Ugh. Needed this ! Love your channel, so insightful & inspirational. Wishing you the same love you give to the world 💖
thank you ayanda for all your content. im an artist, and i have been on a journey to heal from CPTSD, recovering from sexist violence, and since it happened, its been hard for me to be visible, and share my art and myself with the world, as my nervous system would tell me it's not safe. so your content is really helping.
Yes!! “Wouldn’t you rather write the story by living it??” Beautiful.
Girl, I am surprised at how surprised I am with how perfectly your words come across! 😂❤ Thank you so so much for sharing your thoughts and wisdom! Every single video of yours I've watched rocked and moved me. I never would've guessed at how much I needed your messages ❤
YES. She's back-
Power sister! 🪞 ✌️💜
Joan/Trinity
🫶🏽 and Gratitude! You’re amazing! Your ebook felt like a loving hug, wrapped in a loving hug! It is a high vibrational reading, feeling, experience of love! I also listen to the playlist from the ebook daily, and it feeds my joy, and my self love day and night. You are deeply appreciated!!
Also I love paradoxes lol 😅😁
Very deeply amazing. Thank you.
Your speaking is superb. 🕯️❤️🔥💪🏼🎶👌🏼🦄🏞️🩵🥰😍🤗
This was beyond perfection. You articulated this beautifully. So accurate. Good advice ❤
Im only 5 minutes in but holy S I feel seen by you describing very clearly what Im going through
My Oracle Therapist,
May You Be Blessed Ten-Fold With the Wisdom You Have Bestowed Upon, and Reminded Me Of.
I just uploaded some heaaaavy self love affirmations and I'm prepared for the backlash from people that need to do more inner work! I love you because you keep your content authentic and do minimal to no editing which resonates with me so much! Thank you for your inspiration and for living your truth and for sharing your BEAUTIFUL and POWERFUL goddess energy
This video meant alot miracles shall follow Miracles and Wonders Never Cease ❤
That you for your vulnerability and sharing the story of your insecurities and imperfections with us. This episode has come at the right time and resonates 🙏🏼
lovingly witnessed...wow...thank you
Thank you so much🔮🙏🏻🌟🤍
So much gratitude to your energy. ❤🙏🏻 My heart broadens by your words. Blessed be!
Thank you 🤍🙏🏼
This day i felt such a big urge to face my self and ask why do i fear being true and authentic in the context of being observed watched or even admired
Anxiety wasn't enough of an answer as i don't believe i was made to be physically shaken by the idea of being seen
I challenged myself in so many ways that I'm proud of recently but it felt like today was an adventure to find freedom as my whole being begged me to be . In the end of the day while i am walking home i ask the universe to guide me thru this new journey that i am embracing of rediscovering my self when its for everybody to judge after i understood that the sacrifice I'm making by choosing to stay in the shadows and silence my love from being expressed is the life thats waiting for me to accept fully .
Once upon a star i wished to live a life i would never beg the universe for another chance at living , and sure tho i am satisfied and feeling fullfilled in my present i feel this day is the start of a new chapter one where i no longer fear my own shadow from looking a certain way i have been prepared for this i feel ready .
Thank you for allowing yourself to be seen in hopes that somebody else also feels seen in the process , this video is now part of this journey . so grateful
I'm not afraid of being seen, so this is not a challenge for me personally, it has never been (I face other challenges in my path), but I've noticed that a lot of people are afraid of visibility, I think this is in part because the psychology gaze and the psychiatric paradigm label people with words like "histrionic personality disorder" or "exhibitionist narcissist". Because de psychiatric paradigm is the new 0pr3ss10n tool of the syst3m and any behavior that is unconvenient for people in power is stigmatized. Confident people make the el1tes uncomfortable.
Watched till the end, i will get the ebook❤ love ur work, bless you.
Thank you you just saved me😭😭😭
Your messages always feed my spirit 🥹🦋🪩✨
💚💚💚💚💚💚💚 I feel the love and inspiration
Wow , Thank you so much for this message ✨💜❤️🙏🏾🥹🩷💜✨
Such a powerful message. Thank you so much for sharing.
Thank you
I call back myself!
Miracles for all
I find this interesting as, I love speaking in front of physical groups and talking to large groups of people but I’m very uncomfortable with posting content online💀 yeah I’m a bit backwards. But this comes with breaking the boundaries of feeling that we have to earn, prove, or fix love❤️ as well as putting these hard expectations on us externally and internally, and I appreciate you, Jhadina and others who are spreading messages like this✨
Thank you angel ❤
Thank you so much 🎤
Thank you Ayanda - as always!
Beautful message
Beautiful message. Thank you.
Dammmn girl !!! You came out with the boxing gloves on! Knock out -round one!
Thank you for this and all of your video!
All of your videos help me so much❤
Thank you for sharing such wise words. ❤
Girl this was a good video. ❤
Beautiful ❤❤❤❤❤ thank you
Omg ❤ thank you 🥺
Yes I am interested 💫
He wants to see.
She wants to be seen.
Love it ❤
Wow. Wow this is for me
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I love your content so much but wish people with misophonia could listen. A wet mouth sounds ruins my day but I love your mind thank you
You will regret being seen. Don't listen to this woman. Privacy is your greatest asset. Being seen will ruin your life. And there is no way to undo it. Don't trust humans. A shell of protection is a good thing. It's good to be protected. Why would you want to be unprotected?
This was so powerful for me, thank you 🫶🏼
Right now I'm trying to force myself out of bed to do anything. Your insights mean so much right now. Thank you.