My youngest son successfully committed suicide back in 2012. I used to hear this song through his door. This stuck in my head because it was always on. His birthday is in 2 days and he would have been 29 years old. Here I am still listening to the song.
My love died two years ago. She lost the battle to depression, she held on for so long, but in the end she surrendered. I used to blame myself everyday, thinking, knowing that I could've done so much more for her. Today I feel a little more in peace. I still miss her, of curse I do. Not a day goes by when I don't think of her. It's just that now I've leart to remember her for the good things. I can feel her with me everyday. She deserved so much better, and that's reason why I sometimes feel glad that she's not here anymore. She was too kind, too pure. She had the sweetest soul. She was too beautiful for this world. I know she's not in pain anymore. I know that, wherever she is, she is finally in peace and that she's taking care of me. Besides, I know I will see her again someday. That's what keeps me going everyday. Before she left, she made me promise that I would do my best everyday, that I would keep fighting, for both of us. I didn't understand at that moment, but now I feel the need to do it, for her. I feel like she lives through me, and when sometimes I feel like giving up, I keep going, for her. I loved her with my life, and I know she loved me too. I pray that she can rest now, and I pray that one day I will be able to be with her again.
Yes, the day will come when you see her again.. I know it's been two years, but keep going for it. She would be sad if you gave up, she deserved way better... so do you. So keep fighting, the day will come where you will finally meet again
2020- what a time to be alive. It’s a very strange and dark time.... this song hits me right where it needs to. I remember listening to this song in middle school and now I just barely turned 23. Wow.
there’s no song out there which touches me like this.. i discovered it when i was only 10, now i am 20 and asking myself where the time went.. i never understood why older people said life is short, but now i get it, because time speeds up with stress. every year now floats by like nothing because of all those trivial stressy situations. i used to listen to this crying out of joy because i was so excited for feeling like the lyrics when i would get older. i imagined being crazily in love and it came with a bittersweet, but more sweet, melancholia. it’s truly the song of my heart..
when you could bet your life that youve found the only one your willing to build, grow, and spend the rest of your life with. then everything falls apart your left stunned because you never anticpated it
This happened to me in the year 2019... My soul mate and I got in a fight and we fell apart and we walk by each other like we never knew each other. But once and a while, we make eye contact and there's always pain in her eyes when she looks at me. When she's laughing with her other friends and we make eye contact, she immediately frowns... I've cried more then 11 times over her, all through to this time.. It happened in September of 2019, but it still pains me.. she wants me to stay away from her and she never wants to talk to me again... I always hope she comes back to me someday..
Her voice so calming and smooth. The lyrics almost as if she is speaking to her love. asking the verses? Love of my life, my soulmate You're my best friend Part of me like breathing Now half of me is left Don't know anything at all Who am I to say you love me I don't know anything at all And who am I to say you need me Color me blue I'm lost in you Don't know why I'm still waiting Many moons have come and gone Don't know why I'm still searching Don't know anything at all And who am I to say you love me I don't know anything at all And who am I to say you need me Hmmm hmmm mmm Uhhh oohhh aahhh Hooo aahhh ohh ohhh Now you're a song I love to sing Never thought it feels so free Now I know what's meant to be And that's okay with me But who am I to say you love me And who am I to say you need me And who am I to say you love me Mmmm hmmm I don't know anything at all And who am I to say you love me I don't know anything at all And who am I to say you need me I don't know anything at all I don't know anything at all I don't know anything at all I don't know anything at all
Samson Barrett I love this song.. It helped me through mine too.. Please know that in time you will heal and grow.. Take time to be happy with who you are. Prepare yourself for someone that is worthy of you.. :-)
I showed this to a family member who was always heartbroken she started to cry as she heard the lyrics. I told her it’s okay to let it all go because she will feel better and sometimes crying helps release what’s hurting you. I’ll never forget how powerful a song can be to someone.
Discovered this song on the movie Tyler Perry's Why Did I Get Married and love it. It describes how I was with my ex. I thought he was my 1st love and swore he was until this guy who's now my husband who I have been best friends with since we were both 2 made me realize that the guy wasn't actually my 1st love. Some1 will come along and make u realize that ur 1st love wasn't really ur 1st.
+Ervina I totally understand. I said the same exact thing about my ex b4 my husband. I built up a huge wall and refused 2 give my heart away again. My heart was torn he broke down the wall and mended my heart. And if it weren't 4 me being best friends with him since we were both 2 it would've taken years 4 him 2 break down the wall but he's not ur ordinary guy every1 has said that me and him r relationship goals. But anyways some1 will come along and make u realize that ur 1st love wasn't really ur 1st.
+Victoria Barclay really needed this right now... thank you... my bf of 5 years and i just broke up this week and this pain feels like its getting worse by the day... :(
+alecia finateri I totally understand the feeling I do. It sux u trust 2 give ur heart 2 some1 and they just end up stepping on it. Especially after u have been with that person 4 a really long time and then up outta the blue they just throw u away and u have no idea y and u sit there and try 2 figure it out crying. I know the feels I do. I ended up in the hospital 4 a long time I wouldn't eat, drink, or leave my home. My husband was the 1 who was always by my side and still is 2 this very day. If u need some1 2 talk 2 I know idk u but it usually helps 2 talk 2 some1 who went through the same thing. Hang in there.
Every night I listen to this song, i remember the times when you were my life, my second half, my reason to wake up in the morning, my first though in the morning and my best memory at night...
2020 I heard this song play on “Why did I get married” wow it brought back memories. It saddened me to see Jill be degraded and made fun of by her husband. 😔
This reminds me of my dog that died a couple of days ago we used to always listen to This song and now I am alone he was my best friend and now he is gone I will always love you and I hope you have a better life somewhere far away from this world💙💚😘😘
Every time I hear this song I think of my dog that died a while ago. I received a dog from a lady on the street. She gave him to me and left, never came back. He was obviously beaten and a bit under weight. Not so much but enough for it to be visible. He was a such a sweetheart tho. I fell in love with him and kept him. He didn't know how to bark or act around dogs. How to play, how to eat properly because he would lick the food not eat it. He was a very sad, odd dog. Over the years he got better. He barked, he ate like a normal dog and even started to learn how to play a bit even tho he thought they were being mean to him and didn't really realise its a game. The second year he jumped of the sofa one day and cried out laudly. We weren't sure what happened but quickly we realised that he couldn't move half of his body. When we took him to the vet he scanned him and it was clearly visible that his spine was damaged. He said that he was probably hit over the back with a hard stick because he had multiple fractures all over his back which we didn't know ofc and which was the reason his back vertebrae slipped and fractured. He had to choose between putting him down or paying a operation for a couple of thousand. He wasn't the youngest dog but we knew he still had many years ahead of him. He was truly such a sweet little angel.he finally had a happy home where people loved him. So we payed for the operation. Itwas insane how expensive it was. It took him months to feel better. Rehabs cost us even more money but he healed completely and was able to run, jump and be a completely normal dog again. It was incredible how he healed. Even the doctor couldn't believe it. It was as if nothing happened. By the end of the third year however a terrible accident happened. We have horses and he was my little traveling companion. It was his only happiness in life. He didn't play with toys or other dogs. He just wanted to run in the forest and sniff around. It's all he knew how to do. And doing it on a hours long trip was a dream come true. He probably never been in a forest before he met us. One day however one of the horses accidently scratched his back. Even tho nothing really happened to him physically the shock that he thought he hurt his back again killed him. He cried out and ran under a tree. He seemed fine otherwise. But then he suddenly dropped and his gums turned white. He was in a shock. Vets were closed because of corona and no one was there to help. He died right Infront of me slowly and i couldn't do anything to help. It hurts my heart everyday. Biggest pain I've ever felt in my life was losing him and not being able to do anything to help him. Its been 8months and I cry everyday. He was the most adorable dog, the sweetest, purest being I know. I just wish he had more happiness in life. And I know he must have been the most beautiful puppy in the world. He was about 8 and people still thought he was a puppy. I wish i could see him again. But I know it wouldn't be him. I hope his little soul finds its way back to me. I hope he knows I still love him so very much and I miss him everyday.
Ooh friend those moments you spent on him . the fact that he could smile and be free with you after everything he knew he was loved and you were there for him when no one was dont ever feel sad. Be happy you did what no one would. His at peace
my ex broke up with me, we spent 11 months together, i thought she could be the one... but we got in a horrible fight and we broke up. two days later... we decided to hang out as friends... but i asked her if i could use her phone to see if i can call my father until she got a message... it was a guy and the text said " Hey Baby Girl
Going through a horrible break up at this moment. My heart feels like it has been shredded to pieces. He cheated and left me, still don't know what I did wrong.....5 years together....and now I'm a single mom..I just want to lay in bed and cry....
I remember this song when I fell in love at 17 and he had to go back to his home state. Unfortunately he passed away.... so this makes me sad. I love this song.
Every time when I listen to this song, I immediately burst into tears because, this song makes me think about my dead older sister, Charlotte who would have been 18 years old if she was still here!! I MISS YOU SO MUCH CHARLOTTE!! R.I.P HUNNY!! I LOVE YOU! Xxxx💔💔💔💔💔💔😭😭😭😭😭😭
Wunderschön *-* Ich kann nich anders da muss man einfach weinen und man versinkt in Gedanken und dann kommen Sachen in einem hoch die du eigentlich schon lange vergessen hast :((
I just found out that my best friend is died , 😞she was the only one who believed in me , she told me not commit suicide , and always opened up her home to me . Now my depression and anxiety is so bad all want to do is listen to them voices in my head and jump off a building 😖 I have no one no wants me no one loves me I'm irreverent so what's the point in life 😓
Cute Leah well u need to stop that way of thinking I know it's hard to lose someone you care about but that person believed in you so you need to honour their memory and life now by living your life the fullest!! I think you should try and seek help and speak to someone about how you feel life is the most amazing thing in this world and even though you are going through a dark and hard time now you never know what the future brings you will find someone who loves you one day but you need to learn to love yourself first before someone else can love you!! don't give up on life
Well I hope today you are still here with us. Someone loves you. Lot's of people do. They just don't let you know it. If they don't, then I do. I love everyone.
This is such a beautiful song❤.. I dedicate it,.to my father a.k.a. my "daddy".. it was so sad how we lost him you guys.. me & my homeless mother came back to the tent we were all living in, & there he(James Matthew shobe) lie, completely dead & gone... He left us WAAAY too early. he had too much pneumonia in his 🫁... So much that he literally started spitting up liquids as we were giving him.cpr by hands to the chest... He died at 55-56 years old. He truly was a goddess, he could do anything & I believe he is with me in spirit. I love you all 💘 God bless you and your dead ones!😅
Love is what I use to feel but my love torn my heart apart but I do remember the happy moments we had and it makes me cry, and wondering why we broke up in the first place.... 😭😥😭
Tiny Monster I know your pain and I hope now after all this time the pain isn't so hard for you and you've found some sort of peace... sometimes it's good to cry to let it all out some people will never experience all the feelings love can bring to a person the highs and lows just don't lose yourself and who you are n was before love
To me these 3 verses show 1 being sad and realizing it isnt working anymore.. 2nd one is getting angry and stronger 3rd one is knowing you will be fine and you got this!!! This song actually gave me the strength to move on and get out
I searched “Color me blue I’m lost in you” to find this song. I use to listen to this song when I was like 13 and now I am 23 I will always love this song
Do you think The Creator is unjust? Uncaring? Non-existent? But, if there is true Love, then there MUST be an Author of it--unless YOU claim to be the first to discover and name it? But WHAT is Love? Is it mushy and only temporary? It is Justice, Truth, Compassion, Forgiveness, Mercy, Kindness and MUST love forever, or is isn't love at all. Just think; If YOU love someone, don't you think The Author of Love loves even more? Who would send a perfect Son as a Sacrifice for our misgivings and failures? To die a brutal and painful death when they did no wrong? That is Love. #Yahusha #Elohim #YHWH
I always thought I was the type of man with not many feelings and couldn't shed a tear out of emotion but tears still run down my cheek Everytime I hear this.... You did it with this song @hope
x Angela its so funny that every time we have to believe when it happens again and again again and again someone saves you and then leaves u even more fucked up than before
I am sorry to hear that. It will get better. you just need some self love for right now. See I dated this guy for a year. He broke up with me. I was with him and his family. I moved out, but I still stayed by his side. He treated me like crap. but I stayed there. I didn date cause he would get mad if I talked to anyone else, but though out the years he was aloud to talk to other females. It hurt. Finally after six years i tld him he would have to prove if i matter more or the ones that wouldn't be there like I was. I was there like a wife and we weren't even dating. I would give my life for him. but it wasn't enough. I love hm like crazy still but i was proven that it wasn't me. So now I am married to some one who would try to give me the world. Don't give up . It will happen for you. Patience is the key. Live for your self first. Life is short.
With a name like mikeymaggot666, what person is going to want you long term? Reflect inward and make some changes so that you’re worthy of a good mate. It’s not something you’re just entitled to.
This song always helps me deal with my feelings. Self harm isn't always the way and when I really don't want to I play this song and just let myself cry.
I know the feeling Lilli Canfly except for the opposite. It seems like every girl I find and slowly fall for end up cheating or getting back with their ex. Sometimes life just isn't fair. :(
Lilli Canfly If you are telling yourself you're not good enough.. Than that becomes you're reality... If you love yourself just the way you are and really think you are a real catch and fun to be around. Then the boys you like start to notice! Then that becomes you're reality... Try it! It's true! (I'm Dutch... so I hope you understand my English!)
Love takes time and before u find the one there's gonna be heart break but know that they leave because they know in there hearts there not good enough for u and that u are to good for them
Its 2018 now.. And this song stills brings tears to my eyes.. Especially since I have been in a relayionship where Idk who I am anymore or If she does really love me... Beautiful song an all time great. Amazing bring me more of this 2k18 @Hope
I used to like this guy for two years in high school, and I used to sing this song all the time with tears in my eyes. I loved this song, I felt like it expressed the raw feelings I felt inside, this song was the ultimate tear jerker for me... Now it's been a few years since I heard this song, and since I've last seen that guy. I'm in college now, and now I can sing this song with a smile on my face specially the part that says "I never thought I'd feel so free, now I know it isn't meant to be and that's okay with me." It's weird to see this song with a different perspective. 😊😊
I saw a video of a guy named Daymir doing this song in a subway and I was just getting out of a 5 year relationship. So naturally I wanted to hear the original. Beautiful voice. Why is she not a star?!!!
I remember hearing this song for the first time a longgg time ago.. and would cry to it at night, all the time, because the lyrics hit home so harshly. I wasn't heartbroken or anything, just in a bad state of depression and self worth. I grew to love the lyrics, despite it being so painful to listen to. I found the beauty in it, the beauty in Hope's voice and was just mesmerized all around. Tonight, I was looking for the song again, because I forgot about it and was reminded, while going through old songs. After a small difficult search, I found it again and still think it's the most beautiful song ever. I would listen to it constantly through a rough patch in my life, a place full of darkness that I thought I wouldn't escape from one day. Throughout the years, I've learned to love myself. This song really holds a dear place to my heart. Time heals all lmao, and it's already 2018... and I still get flooded by memories. It's a shame a lot of people don't know about this amazing song.
Came back to my playlist of years back when I was young. About to turn 20 years old still young but crazy to think I’m still here. Honestly I really believed I wasn’t gonna make it out alive and I’m not trying to sound corny but when I think back I always wondered how I even managed to stay alive💀 own my own car 2018 340i nothing special but making a decent amount day trading plus my very own car detailing business for 2 years now. Life is a long but short interesting journey.
You're going to meet that one person whether you like it or not. You're gonna realize you can't live without them. You can't deny strong feeling. You just gotta let it happen . Of course people will hurt you and make you sad. That's the only way to grow and know what you want and appreciate it when you have it😉
+Marii Larry your absolutely right,but losing a soul mate is one of the worst feeling's in the world..... ..at least when a love one is dead there's no change in seeing them again.......... but when their alive and not with you your drying every day and chocking on air..........!!!!!!!!!!
2017, still watching now, I choreographed a really beautiful contemporary dance to this last year and I still remember it now, it was such a special dance to me, such a beautiful song, thank you
I forgot all about this song then randomly thought of it. But could not remember the singer or song name. I remember I print out the lyrcis years ago I find the paper it just like that name I'm back here like I remember it all good. Haha
When you're happy you enjoy the music, when you're sad you understand the lyrics.
if you no my dad I'm the doder
it's sad
This
Precisely
Yo that is so true 😔🔫💔🥀
My youngest son successfully committed suicide back in 2012. I used to hear this song through his door. This stuck in my head because it was always on. His birthday is in 2 days and he would have been 29 years old. Here I am still listening to the song.
I am so sorry, I am sending all my love ❤️😢
Some one must have really broke his heart sorry for your lost
I'm sorry for your loss 😢❤
I am so sorry 🙏🏾❤️❤️
I am soooo sorry to hear this 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
My love died two years ago. She lost the battle to depression, she held on for so long, but in the end she surrendered. I used to blame myself everyday, thinking, knowing that I could've done so much more for her.
Today I feel a little more in peace. I still miss her, of curse I do. Not a day goes by when I don't think of her. It's just that now I've leart to remember her for the good things. I can feel her with me everyday. She deserved so much better, and that's reason why I sometimes feel glad that she's not here anymore. She was too kind, too pure. She had the sweetest soul. She was too beautiful for this world.
I know she's not in pain anymore. I know that, wherever she is, she is finally in peace and that she's taking care of me.
Besides, I know I will see her again someday. That's what keeps me going everyday. Before she left, she made me promise that I would do my best everyday, that I would keep fighting, for both of us. I didn't understand at that moment, but now I feel the need to do it, for her. I feel like she lives through me, and when sometimes I feel like giving up, I keep going, for her.
I loved her with my life, and I know she loved me too. I pray that she can rest now, and I pray that one day I will be able to be with her again.
stay strong beautiful angel💛
🖤
Yes, the day will come when you see her again.. I know it's been two years, but keep going for it. She would be sad if you gave up, she deserved way better... so do you. So keep fighting, the day will come where you will finally meet again
I’m sorry for your loss
u make me cry right now 😢
2020- what a time to be alive. It’s a very strange and dark time.... this song hits me right where it needs to. I remember listening to this song in middle school and now I just barely turned 23. Wow.
im back here after remembering listening to this song in middle school too. i hope you're doing alright friend
I’m here as well after hearing it in middle school…. Now I’m 23😢. Hope all is well for the both of y’all ❤
there’s no song out there which touches me like this.. i discovered it when i was only 10, now i am 20 and asking myself where the time went.. i never understood why older people said life is short, but now i get it, because time speeds up with stress. every year now floats by like nothing because of all those trivial stressy situations. i used to listen to this crying out of joy because i was so excited for feeling like the lyrics when i would get older. i imagined being crazily in love and it came with a bittersweet, but more sweet, melancholia. it’s truly the song of my heart..
when you could bet your life that youve found the only one your willing to build, grow, and spend the rest of your life with. then everything falls apart your left stunned because you never anticpated it
Arnold Horton hope your better bro. Your post really hit me.
That really hit me so much.
This happened to me in the year 2019...
My soul mate and I got in a fight and we fell apart and we walk by each other like we never knew each other. But once and a while, we make eye contact and there's always pain in her eyes when she looks at me. When she's laughing with her other friends and we make eye contact, she immediately frowns... I've cried more then 11 times over her, all through to this time.. It happened in September of 2019, but it still pains me.. she wants me to stay away from her and she never wants to talk to me again... I always hope she comes back to me someday..
😭😭😭😭Yes. Yes.
Three years later still cant bounce back.
I love this version, the one I remember replaying over and over. The version I found on Spotify just doesn’t feel right
Her voice so calming and smooth. The lyrics almost as if she is speaking to her love. asking the verses?
Love of my life, my soulmate
You're my best friend
Part of me like breathing
Now half of me is left
Don't know anything at all
Who am I to say you love me
I don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you need me
Color me blue I'm lost in you
Don't know why I'm still waiting
Many moons have come and gone
Don't know why I'm still searching
Don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you love me
I don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you need me
Hmmm hmmm mmm
Uhhh oohhh aahhh
Hooo aahhh ohh ohhh
Now you're a song I love to sing
Never thought it feels so free
Now I know what's meant to be
And that's okay with me
But who am I to say you love me
And who am I to say you need me
And who am I to say you love me
Mmmm hmmm
I don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you love me
I don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you need me
I don't know anything at all
I don't know anything at all
I don't know anything at all
I don't know anything at all
Good morning Fashion Book :-) You have been added..
Beautiful song I cried
+Maria PA LLDLS def beautiful ;( getting me thru my breakup
Samson Barrett I love this song.. It helped me through mine too..
Please know that in time you will heal and grow..
Take time to be happy with who you are. Prepare yourself for someone that is worthy of you.. :-)
***** the song and her voice are beautiful
I showed this to a family member who was always heartbroken she started to cry as she heard the lyrics. I told her it’s okay to let it all go because she will feel better and sometimes crying helps release what’s hurting you. I’ll never forget how powerful a song can be to someone.
Discovered this song on the movie Tyler Perry's Why Did I Get Married and love it. It describes how I was with my ex. I thought he was my 1st love and swore he was until this guy who's now my husband who I have been best friends with since we were both 2 made me realize that the guy wasn't actually my 1st love. Some1 will come along and make u realize that ur 1st love wasn't really ur 1st.
+Victoria Barclay I hope so, hurting so bad right now. I shouldn't have given my heart away.
+Ervina I totally understand. I said the same exact thing about my ex b4 my husband. I built up a huge wall and refused 2 give my heart away again. My heart was torn he broke down the wall and mended my heart. And if it weren't 4 me being best friends with him since we were both 2 it would've taken years 4 him 2 break down the wall but he's not ur ordinary guy every1 has said that me and him r relationship goals. But anyways some1 will come along and make u realize that ur 1st love wasn't really ur 1st.
+Victoria Barclay really needed this right now... thank you... my bf of 5 years and i just broke up this week and this pain feels like its getting worse by the day... :(
+alecia finateri I totally understand the feeling I do. It sux u trust 2 give ur heart 2 some1 and they just end up stepping on it. Especially after u have been with that person 4 a really long time and then up outta the blue they just throw u away and u have no idea y and u sit there and try 2 figure it out crying. I know the feels I do. I ended up in the hospital 4 a long time I wouldn't eat, drink, or leave my home. My husband was the 1 who was always by my side and still is 2 this very day. If u need some1 2 talk 2 I know idk u but it usually helps 2 talk 2 some1 who went through the same thing. Hang in there.
Every night I listen to this song, i remember the times when you were my life, my second half, my reason to wake up in the morning, my first though in the morning and my best memory at night...
Fajna nazwa
2020 I heard this song play on “Why did I get married” wow it brought back memories. It saddened me to see Jill be degraded and made fun of by her husband. 😔
Came here bcz of that scene
You mean Sheila
This reminds me of my dog that died a couple of days ago we used to always listen to This song and now I am alone he was my best friend and now he is gone I will always love you and I hope you have a better life somewhere far away from this world💙💚😘😘
After many years, for I am a single mother I feel it deeply, I think I am so depressed and this song just sing out my mind, thanks Hope
never thought i did leave a comment here, and I am still surviving
Keep going - you're doing great! :) Things can get better and there is always someone you can talk to!
this song never fails to make me cry .its so heartbreakingly beautiful
Same...
this song reminds Me of my ex
Every time I hear this song I think of my dog that died a while ago.
I received a dog from a lady on the street. She gave him to me and left, never came back. He was obviously beaten and a bit under weight. Not so much but enough for it to be visible. He was a such a sweetheart tho. I fell in love with him and kept him. He didn't know how to bark or act around dogs. How to play, how to eat properly because he would lick the food not eat it. He was a very sad, odd dog. Over the years he got better. He barked, he ate like a normal dog and even started to learn how to play a bit even tho he thought they were being mean to him and didn't really realise its a game. The second year he jumped of the sofa one day and cried out laudly. We weren't sure what happened but quickly we realised that he couldn't move half of his body. When we took him to the vet he scanned him and it was clearly visible that his spine was damaged. He said that he was probably hit over the back with a hard stick because he had multiple fractures all over his back which we didn't know ofc and which was the reason his back vertebrae slipped and fractured. He had to choose between putting him down or paying a operation for a couple of thousand. He wasn't the youngest dog but we knew he still had many years ahead of him. He was truly such a sweet little angel.he finally had a happy home where people loved him. So we payed for the operation. Itwas insane how expensive it was. It took him months to feel better. Rehabs cost us even more money but he healed completely and was able to run, jump and be a completely normal dog again. It was incredible how he healed. Even the doctor couldn't believe it. It was as if nothing happened. By the end of the third year however a terrible accident happened. We have horses and he was my little traveling companion. It was his only happiness in life. He didn't play with toys or other dogs. He just wanted to run in the forest and sniff around. It's all he knew how to do. And doing it on a hours long trip was a dream come true. He probably never been in a forest before he met us. One day however one of the horses accidently scratched his back. Even tho nothing really happened to him physically the shock that he thought he hurt his back again killed him. He cried out and ran under a tree. He seemed fine otherwise. But then he suddenly dropped and his gums turned white. He was in a shock. Vets were closed because of corona and no one was there to help. He died right Infront of me slowly and i couldn't do anything to help. It hurts my heart everyday. Biggest pain I've ever felt in my life was losing him and not being able to do anything to help him. Its been 8months and I cry everyday. He was the most adorable dog, the sweetest, purest being I know. I just wish he had more happiness in life. And I know he must have been the most beautiful puppy in the world. He was about 8 and people still thought he was a puppy. I wish i could see him again. But I know it wouldn't be him. I hope his little soul finds its way back to me. I hope he knows I still love him so very much and I miss him everyday.
Ooh friend those moments you spent on him . the fact that he could smile and be free with you after everything he knew he was loved and you were there for him when no one was dont ever feel sad. Be happy you did what no one would. His at peace
Sadly I cried too much in the past
I can't cry anymore seems it last a lifetime
I listened to that song years ago and couldn't find it until today 🙈
2016 anyone? Still love this song.
Yes✋
Yes 😍
he'll yea
o ya
yeah
this song made me cry
Me too
+Michelle Nellen me to girl, so hard leaving someone u love a lot.
sorry this is late but
same
yes me too:'( :'( :'(
+Ramon609 - Same.. Same
my ex broke up with me, we spent 11 months together, i thought she could be the one... but we got in a horrible fight and we broke up. two days later... we decided to hang out as friends... but i asked her if i could use her phone to see if i can call my father until she got a message... it was a guy and the text said " Hey Baby Girl
I wish you the best :/
it will get better in time just stay strong
dont worry you gonna find someone better the one for you
Im just so sorry for you!!! Keep your Head up❤️
I'm so sorry I know how u feel my girder end dumped me and then the next day started liking her best friend who she dumped me for
June 8 2021 my daughter became a forever angel. I miss her so much. I used to sing this song to her all the time. Now it takes on a whole new meaning
I'm really sorry. Sending you all my love ❤️
this song makes me cry every time.
me too ... :c
but it's also the best song
Still makes me cry till this day.
Going through a horrible break up at this moment. My heart feels like it has been shredded to pieces. He cheated and left me, still don't know what I did wrong.....5 years together....and now I'm a single mom..I just want to lay in bed and cry....
I remember this song when I fell in love at 17 and he had to go back to his home state. Unfortunately he passed away.... so this makes me sad. I love this song.
Still listening in 2018! I wonder where to find this girl!
In Cali, or on instagram @theartisthope
Yes I'd be happy to listen even though I can't get. This of my mind love this song November 25 quyanna past
Lorrin Davis same
2019 the song is ten years old
Greg!!! You're officially on the team! Lots of love..@@gtrip2263
This song reminds me of Christina Grimmie.. she had to leave us so soon.. RIP Queen🙏💚
Don't remind us of the death of our Queen 😢😢 R.I.P Our Queen
MiraTJ -oh man... so true. 😭💖
Mira 💔 never forgotten
One of the most beautiful songs I've ever heard 😔❤
I miss my Best friend 😔 Come back 😭
Stellalula Dein Kuchen :3 me too
I know how u feel 😢😭
Me too.
2016 anyone, this song is amazing its helped me go through my first break up and now this is my absolute favorite UA-cam song😓😥😪😭 it's beautiful
I bought her ep on the Santa Monica promenade in early 2000’s. She just popped into my head today. Just amazing.
Every time when I listen to this song, I immediately burst into tears because, this song makes me think about my dead older sister, Charlotte who would have been 18 years old if she was still here!! I MISS YOU SO MUCH CHARLOTTE!! R.I.P HUNNY!! I LOVE YOU! Xxxx💔💔💔💔💔💔😭😭😭😭😭😭
StarsCandyLucy Randomness stay strong angel💜
Thumbs up if the first time you heard it cried.
Just shed a few tears
mariaetsi i first heard it in why did i get married movie
mariaetsi omg me😭😭
Not me I have a stone heart :(
Oooooo its me who cried
whenever i go thru hard times , i listen to sad songs . idk why , but today’s one of those days 🙁 and it’s worse than usual .
Dieses Lied an mich durch sehr schwere Zeiten begleitet,
Und hilft mir glücklich zu sein.
das Lied ist einfach der Hammer mehr kann ich dazu nicht sagen !!!
this song could relate to so much. listened to this when I was young and still catch myself humming it.
Hab voll die Gänsehaut💝
kann ich verstehen
ich auch
Cried to this in 2012, still crying to it in 2018.
Wunderschön *-* Ich kann nich anders da muss man einfach weinen und man versinkt in Gedanken und dann kommen Sachen in einem hoch die du eigentlich schon lange vergessen hast :((
Voll das schöne Lied😊😍
Larissa Block isso🥺
Why isn’t this version on Spotify:(
Yes
I just found out that my best friend is died , 😞she was the only one who believed in me , she told me not commit suicide , and always opened up her home to me .
Now my depression and anxiety is so bad all want to do is listen to them voices in my head and jump off a building 😖 I have no one no wants me no one loves me I'm irreverent so what's the point in life 😓
Cute Leah well u need to stop that way of thinking I know it's hard to lose someone you care about but that person believed in you so you need to honour their memory and life now by living your life the fullest!! I think you should try and seek help and speak to someone about how you feel life is the most amazing thing in this world and even though you are going through a dark and hard time now you never know what the future brings you will find someone who loves you one day but you need to learn to love yourself first before someone else can love you!! don't give up on life
Well I hope today you are still here with us. Someone loves you. Lot's of people do. They just don't let you know it. If they don't, then I do. I love everyone.
rpw rpw thats true
Cute Leah I care about you
Cute Leah please don’t u have purpose
One of my favorite songs of all time.
This is such a beautiful song❤..
I dedicate it,.to my father a.k.a. my "daddy".. it was so sad how we lost him you guys.. me & my homeless mother came back to the tent we were all living in, & there he(James Matthew shobe) lie, completely dead & gone... He left us WAAAY too early. he had too much pneumonia in his 🫁... So much that he literally started spitting up liquids as we were giving him.cpr by hands to the chest... He died at 55-56 years old. He truly was a goddess, he could do anything & I believe he is with me in spirit.
I love you all 💘
God bless you and your dead ones!😅
10 years later and this song still gets me
When life hurts you so badly and you don't know how to trust God anymore. You just hope he is isn't angry with you for resenting him...
Things will get better ❤
God loves us all, talk to Him, you'll feel better
Why I hate feelings? Cause I listen to songs like this and cry about an ex! Gosh
Same..
Same 😔
Love is what I use to feel but my love torn my heart apart but I do remember the happy moments we had and it makes me cry, and wondering why we broke up in the first place.... 😭😥😭
Tiny Monster I know your pain and I hope now after all this time the pain isn't so hard for you and you've found some sort of peace... sometimes it's good to cry to let it all out some people will never experience all the feelings love can bring to a person the highs and lows just don't lose yourself and who you are n was before love
My ex break the love on social media
I'm going to lose my little girl to Malaria. This song is on her funeral.
Awh
shit...
True.
Addison Candy
best of luck to ya
Thank you, Noemi!!
To me these 3 verses show 1 being sad and realizing it isnt working anymore.. 2nd one is getting angry and stronger 3rd one is knowing you will be fine and you got this!!! This song actually gave me the strength to move on and get out
I cry to this. My heart hurts. Years of gratitude
I searched “Color me blue I’m lost in you” to find this song. I use to listen to this song when I was like 13 and now I am 23 I will always love this song
And now you're 25❤❤❤
Love dat voice!
Do you think The Creator is unjust? Uncaring? Non-existent? But, if there is true Love, then there MUST be an Author of it--unless YOU claim to be the first to discover and name it? But WHAT is Love? Is it mushy and only temporary? It is Justice, Truth, Compassion, Forgiveness, Mercy, Kindness and MUST love forever, or is isn't love at all. Just think; If YOU love someone, don't you think The Author of Love loves even more?
Who would send a perfect Son as a Sacrifice for our misgivings and failures? To die a brutal and painful death when they did no wrong? That is Love.
#Yahusha
#Elohim
#YHWH
I always thought I was the type of man with not many feelings and couldn't shed a tear out of emotion but tears still run down my cheek Everytime I hear this.... You did it with this song @hope
Anyone still listening in 2018?
I do and still can't move on .
Wish she know tht im still waitting .
R.i.p me myself & hyde .njell
Anyone else still listening in 2019?
XxThelonelyonexX 2020🥰
2021
Anyone listening in 2016 , reminds me of my very first love😨
I'm listening it too in 2016
Me too.. He sampled the song and rapped over it.
2016 Yep listening
yep 😥
😢😢
I have been getting cheated on since November 30th and barely found out yesterday... My heart hurts
x Angela its so funny that every time we have to believe
when it happens again and again again and again
someone saves you and then leaves u even more fucked up than before
I was with her for 5 years and she had cheated once before but so did I. We forgave each other and were in love and she cheated again.
fuck her, the only people you can rely on is yourself and hopefully your parents the rest come and go
I am sorry to hear that. It will get better. you just need some self love for right now. See I dated this guy for a year. He broke up with me. I was with him and his family. I moved out, but I still stayed by his side. He treated me like crap. but I stayed there. I didn date cause he would get mad if I talked to anyone else, but though out the years he was aloud to talk to other females. It hurt. Finally after six years i tld him he would have to prove if i matter more or the ones that wouldn't be there like I was. I was there like a wife and we weren't even dating. I would give my life for him. but it wasn't enough. I love hm like crazy still but i was proven that it wasn't me. So now I am married to some one who would try to give me the world. Don't give up . It will happen for you. Patience is the key. Live for your self first. Life is short.
With a name like mikeymaggot666, what person is going to want you long term? Reflect inward and make some changes so that you’re worthy of a good mate. It’s not something you’re just entitled to.
This song always helps me deal with my feelings. Self harm isn't always the way and when I really don't want to I play this song and just let myself cry.
Just came across this song. Very beautiful. I passed it on to a couple friends.
I heard this song when I was like 4 and I just randomly remembered the lyrics
*who else is lying in the dark listening to this song while crying because you feel lonely?*
:( why do the guys I feel for always pick another girl, I am never good enough ..
I know the feeling Lilli Canfly except for the opposite. It seems like every girl I find and slowly fall for end up cheating or getting back with their ex. Sometimes life just isn't fair. :(
Lilli Canfly
If you are telling yourself you're not good enough.. Than that becomes you're reality... If you love yourself just the way you are and really think you are a real catch and fun to be around.
Then the boys you like start to notice! Then that becomes you're reality... Try it! It's true!
(I'm Dutch... so I hope you understand my English!)
Love takes time and before u find the one there's gonna be heart break but know that they leave because they know in there hearts there not good enough for u and that u are to good for them
The same thing always happens to me and I always wonder why i'm not good enough.
Lilii are you there?
Wow , I've been listening to this song for years , and its still one of my favorite songs
Its 2018 now.. And this song stills brings tears to my eyes.. Especially since I have been in a relayionship where Idk who I am anymore or If she does really love me... Beautiful song an all time great. Amazing bring me more of this 2k18 @Hope
When I feel like dying I listen to this song then sleep
😓😓
same
Same girl 😢😢💔
I can agree
I agree too
ich denke ernsthaft über ihn nach und wenn ich das lied höre muss ich sofort an die guten zeiten zwischen uns denken ich fange immer an zu weinen
😭😭
I used to listen to this song when I was little the feels 😭
This song reminds me of my nephew Stephon he died when he was three years old I listen to this song every time I think of him
I used to like this guy for two years in high school, and I used to sing this song all the time with tears in my eyes. I loved this song, I felt like it expressed the raw feelings I felt inside, this song was the ultimate tear jerker for me...
Now it's been a few years since I heard this song, and since I've last seen that guy. I'm in college now, and now I can sing this song with a smile on my face specially the part that says "I never thought I'd feel so free, now I know it isn't meant to be and that's okay with me." It's weird to see this song with a different perspective. 😊😊
Wow I just read this comment and that bit came up in the song and great speech love it
I'm really missing him right now .
2019 ANYONE !! 🥰
2019!
Comment on how you found out about this song !
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I know this song from 10 years ago, keep coming back because my best friend died in a car accident 10 years ago.. 😢😢😢
Since 2009
Myspace
I saw a video of a guy named Daymir doing this song in a subway and I was just getting out of a 5 year relationship. So naturally I wanted to hear the original. Beautiful voice. Why is she not a star?!!!
Well it's quite simple. I want to die so I looked up songs about it.
Anybody listing 2015?
Me tbh
Melissa Gerneth me back here!
+Melissa Gerneth meeee
me
WHY THE HECK NOT?! ITS SO GOOD!!!!
Das lied ist so wunderschön! Normal höre ich keine Liebeslieder undso aber das ist echt wunderschöne 33!
I remember hearing this song for the first time a longgg time ago.. and would cry to it at night, all the time, because the lyrics hit home so harshly. I wasn't heartbroken or anything, just in a bad state of depression and self worth. I grew to love the lyrics, despite it being so painful to listen to. I found the beauty in it, the beauty in Hope's voice and was just mesmerized all around. Tonight, I was looking for the song again, because I forgot about it and was reminded, while going through old songs. After a small difficult search, I found it again and still think it's the most beautiful song ever. I would listen to it constantly through a rough patch in my life, a place full of darkness that I thought I wouldn't escape from one day. Throughout the years, I've learned to love myself. This song really holds a dear place to my heart. Time heals all lmao, and it's already 2018... and I still get flooded by memories. It's a shame a lot of people don't know about this amazing song.
2024 who else is still here.
I love your sing. It's so pretty
I listen to this song everyday hoping my sister would come back to me from heaven💔
sorry for ya loss 🙏❤🙏
2022 and here I am again, but I finally found my soul mate, and have to watch them walk away. 12 years later and I still come back to this. ♡
Just remembered this song from years ago and I can't believe I found it!! Still love it. -2017- and so glad I found it to enjoy again.
mannn this song be getting in my feelings ! 😭💗
So much. Emotions
these lyrics
"Hooo aaah ooh ooh"
damn perfect
Ikr 😂
2019. Suddenly this song came in my mind.
2020, this song came into my head
Came back to my playlist of years back when I was young. About to turn 20 years old still young but crazy to think I’m still here. Honestly I really believed I wasn’t gonna make it out alive and I’m not trying to sound corny but when I think back I always wondered how I even managed to stay alive💀 own my own car 2018 340i nothing special but making a decent amount day trading plus my very own car detailing business for 2 years now. Life is a long but short interesting journey.
Song is underrated. Wish she had better marketing. Could be up there as a billlboard top 10
Love this song💙💚💜🧡
I miss you so much...but you're happy without me....
Anyone listening 2017? ;) I love this song...
2017 I just logged into my old myspace for the heck of it and found this on my "mixes" I used to love this song it was a good flashback.
Voll das schöne Lied.
Ich liebe es 😍 es erinnert mich an meinen Vater ❤
ich muss bei dem Lied immer heuln 😂
+Nodo Modo ich auch😂😧 jedes einzelne mal😔😥
this is a bad time for me listening to this song because this keeps reminding me of my ex who broke my heart and left me.
On the exact same boat as you buddy. And she split with me a year ago and is still sore. Together 5 years...dumped by text :/
+SteffiLou
damn that's petty.
+SteffiLou I'm sorry How r u now? I deserve better
No one will read this. And I don't care. I only have two emotions hatred and sadness. I don't believe I will love. I don't care. I have all I need.
I know how it feels
You're going to meet that one person whether you like it or not. You're gonna realize you can't live without them. You can't deny strong feeling. You just gotta let it happen . Of course people will hurt you and make you sad. That's the only way to grow and know what you want and appreciate it when you have it😉
+Wolf Ive been there with you man.
+Marii Larry your absolutely right,but losing a soul mate is one of the worst feeling's in the world..... ..at least when a love one is dead there's no change in seeing them again.......... but when their alive and not with you your drying every day and chocking on air..........!!!!!!!!!!
*tear drop slides down face* deep man Gilbert Chagolla
Does anybody know why Hope hasn't posted any more music since 2010?
2017, still watching now, I choreographed a really beautiful contemporary dance to this last year and I still remember it now, it was such a special dance to me, such a beautiful song, thank you
Thank u u have helped a man like me I've thrown all sharps away. Thank you
I love this song
I forgot all about this song then randomly thought of it. But could not remember the singer or song name. I remember I print out the lyrcis years ago I find the paper it just like that name I'm back here like I remember it all good. Haha
same
amazing.............
This song really makes me cry so hard I can't hold any of my tears anymore...
Jedes mal wenn ich dieses Lied höre muss ich weinen... es ist so schön ♡