0:01 Weightlifting Fairy Kim Bok Joo 0:30 Sky Castle 0:46 Romantic Doctor Teacher Kim s2 1:12 Sky Castle 1:29 Strong Woman Do Bong Soon 2:18 Temperature of Language 2:33 Sky Castle 2:41 At Eighteen 2:51 Reply 1988 2:59 True Beauty 3:15 The Penthouse
@@emmaemma5575 life doesn't work like that. it will never get fully better, there will be good and bad and one may over flow the other but never forget that there will always be good and bad moments cause that's life. That's living.
Im jealous they can express their feelings but here im still struggling to vomit a single word I think my heart is really big thats why im holding everything inside me
God the video is sad but the comments are more heartbreaking. Guys please be strong don't hate yourself it's not your fault i love you the way you are. You did well today. I'm proud of you.
I cried at "I will never be able to sleep for the rest of my life." I remember myself years ago when I could not sleep because my mind was continuously buzzing. I see all my fears whenever I closed my eyes. Sometimes, I was awake for 2-3 days. I could only sleep when my body could not take it anymore. It was so scary and sad.
these words what I wanted to say these words to someone. I'm feeling exactly like that right now. then youtube recommended it to me. I can't say my feelings to someone. I'm feeling so alone. even my friends don't want to listen my feelings, even my mom.
i have my bff who always hear my story.. but my mom also didn't listen to me.. even my bff always hear my story.. it doesn't feel the same when u can truly express yr feelings to yr mom... i feel u 😔.. please fine someone who can hear yr story.. if you want to share here i don't mind 🙂.. just imagine yr dream want to share story came true 😊.. I'm sure many people out there don't want u to keep yr own stress by yourself.. because it can change to depression... sorry my broken English hehe
I broke down while watching this ig I bottled up my emotions too much and addition to that I'm an introvert hehe I'm fine that what I can say. I have to be strong🍀 𝒀'𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐𝒐❤️
I dont know if you will read this or not but just write what you wanted to say I promise I will read your comment trust me it's always better to say what you feel even if it's sadness or happiness or love the best is when you express it... It took me 18 year to express my feeling in words so I really hope it will help you...
Omg this literally made me cry Actually this is so relatable... my parents always make me do what they want or what their wish is And then they keep on mocking that "we've spent this much money for this and this much money for that" But that is smth they want me to do..... I've never told them to do so.... And thats not even what I want to do More over I never even asked my parents to buy me a gift on my birthday...They buy me what they want to But last year asked them to buy me guitar and I'm still mocked for telling them to spend money on a guitar Whereas my sister she always gets what she needs.... Without being mocked and is always praised I am even told as the "worst kid" "ugly one" and stuff But ig in the last now I'm learning how to be strong...And absolutely I think I've been stronger
I feel you🥺...some parents don't really care about our mental illnes. Sometimes they ask us to be what they want us to be Not what actually we want to be. I just really hope that your day will get better and better. You are stronger than you think. I'm proud of you and you should be proud of yourself as well because you can survive until now. And don't forget that you are a human too. Its okay to not be okay and its okay to cry. I really hope that I can hug you right now🥺and tell you that you did well. Dont give up okay. Fighthinggg!!!😄 p/s: sorry for my broken english hehe
@@lalalalalal._3794 Yahh so sweet of you...This actually made me happy Tysm for ur support *virtual hug*....... This is very touching....Ah I'm so thankful Fighting!!!! I hope u hv a great day/night And be the rest of ur life....Lots of love
Wow girl I feel you, like I been doing gymnastics since I was 5 and I always loved gymnastics, but now I feel like I should like kinda stop because I want to focus on my studies, and going to college to study and maybe even moving to a different country to study there but my parents are literally just saying no to everything I say plus gymnastics isn't going to get me anywhere and I told them I want to study police for college and they said that I should study something else like I don't think I can take it anymore my parents are always like this, and with gymnastics is even worse I hope one day I am brave enough to tell them my feelings
That money thing is so relatable, like goddamn it I'm your child you are supposed to spend money on me, if you hate it so much, then just throw me out, if I will be able to survive, I will. And yeah even things which are brought for me aren't my choices, so I literally hold the things bought of my choices or my money dear to me, cuz it would just atleast make me feel like me.
This video hit me so hard, it made me realize that I have been living my life like this the whole time. Especially the Do Bong Soon part, that's when the tears started flowing like crazy. Anyways, thank you so much for this video.
This made me cry Im always the smart girl and i should be perfect in everything , i should get good grades , i should help others but my parents don't understand how hard it is, one day i was really tired and wanted to sleep and my mom was complainig about not helping her and my dad said ok then no money for you, i will not pay your private school either he wasn't serious,this just made burt into tears i suffer from anorexia and they still make jokes calling me pig , and cow which makes hate myself even more, i told my dad that do not want to help my older brother with his exam cuz i was angry with my dad and he didn't speak to me for two days, also i say i want to became a dancer and a singer but my parents call my dream a stupid thing, like jeez i don't want to be a doctor I really hard , i cry and i have suicidal thoughts everynight but i i just put i fake smile in the morning and they think im happy Sorry for my bad english
I completely understand you, some parents just think they can control their kids lives, and think they're protecting them but instead they are just mentally destroying them, having unsupportive parents feel awful and I understand, but never let them control your career path because if you don't love what you do what's the point in doing it? Your not a cow and your most definitely not a pig, your beautiful,your amazing and I love you, hold on a little longer, I'm sure you would want to see your favorite band grow, I can't say that they will change their mindset, but trust me you have a bright future ahead of you. No matter what happens when it comes to your parents and your relationship stay strong, one day I hope to see you as an amazing singer/dancer or anything that you want to be, as long as your happy with what you do that's all that matters, You were born to be real, not perfect -min yoongi Remember those wise words. No matter your religion,your gender identity, your race,your career, anything just remember that there's a random stranger who will support you through it all, and I'm very proud of you. You're gorgeous don't ever forget that!! I love you
@@thatoneburntchickennugget9605 thank you so much for your kind words I know that my parents loves me but they just don't understand me and they never try to do it but anyway i know im really strong and i can do it I will stay strong and i hope one day i will see my favorite band By the way are you an army
My friend had a similar situation. Her parents used to always say that she was overweight and always compared her with me and some other friends which in turn made her hate me since her parents compared her to me. But in the end I managed to console her. At first, she was not ready to be my friend again, so I went for plan B. I introduced 7 really special boys who changed mine as well as her life. U can probably guess who those 7 boys are... ;)
It really hurts when the people you believe the most hurt you,every moment it breaks your heart.Sometimes it just feels to disappear but still moving forward with the small hope
My father always compare me with my bestfriend. I still remember the day that he really broke my heart. So, I have an examination that's quite important that year. I've got 7A's out of my 10 subjects while my bestfriend got 9A's. When I get the result I was really happy because it turns out better that I thought. But when I told my father he said "how can your bestfriend get a good result and you are not". I feel a little bit dissapointed when he said like that but I just keep quite. Then a few days later we when out to celebrate me and my sisters birthday. My birthday is on friday and we went out on Saturday. I was talking to my sisters about my bestfriends then suddenly my father said "atleast she got a better result than you" at that time my heart just broke. I replied to him "I'm really sorry that I can't be like her, I'm sorry for being stupid" and I started to cry. But it's hurt more when my father just said "why are you crying" "you are so sensitive". Then I stopped crying and started from that I never cry infront of him anymore. I just hope that one day he will say congrats, you did well. :(
hey im so so sorry and I'm so proud of you , you did great remember that okay? don't let people make you lost yourself , i know it's hurt bcause it's your own relative but , I'm here and i will always proud of you , stay strong ❤️ i will always cherish you here even I don't know you ❤️ you did great , i love you ❤️❤️❤️
Hey, you did a good job. Don’t be like that. I can feel you. I know how it’s feel. Anyways, be strong 💜 Don't give up 💜 i wish one day your dream will come true 💜 fighting 💜 you can do it 💜
Funny how I always cry in the washroom..Trying to stop falling a drop of water from my eyes..still it won't listen to me..Cringe..How i talk to myself..trying to calm down myself...still the shivering,emotional panic won't stop..It's okay.. how I had to accept that this is reality not a dream..how I always dream and wish about being happy..but people in my life be chilling their while ruining everything..How I had to agree that i am not the only one depressed but others too..Still saying myself no one is sad as I am.."I am not worth it"Says my brain.."I want to disappear"says my heart.."I am depressed"says my mouth..And i realized that I wouldn't give up..But still wants to GIVE UP..🙃
I cried hard watching this, whenever someone hits me like my cousin or my sister, I hit them back and it's always "do u know how old u are and how old she is" once I told them that just because I'm older it doesn't mean I can't feel pain and they didn't say anything but didn't say sorry or are u alright either.. they did it again the next time ..
ik some of us can relate to this video. it's so hurts and sad to watch even its just acting. the actress/actor did really good job. i wish those who can relate to this video, you will be okay one day, happy and happy. it's must be a reason why you're in pain because you're strong. take care of yourself and cry if it help you to feel better. it's ok to cry
It's sad how all of these are about the parents hurting their kids.. to them it's their way of loving us but to me I don't feel it. They take credit when we do good and are embarrassed when we do bad. I want this life to stop.
Knowing how much my mom hates me sometimes i think maybe everything would be resolved if i just die because its hard for me too, i don't wanna hear her saying "you aren't the kid i wished for" everyday
When I say I can relate to each and every word you said, I mean it. To hear this from my parents almost everyday that I aren't the kid they wished for, that I'm useless, is terribly painful and heartbreaking and I too sometimes think it's better for me to just die, only if they knew how much they hurt us by saying such things😔 but I always remind myself that I won't do something stupid, this is my life and I won't let anyone ruin it, we only get one life and I don't want to waste it, you never know what future holds for you so we need to stay strong and wait for that future, these are the words I wanted to hear as a comfort from someone I love but I don't have such a person in my life so I say these words as a comfort to myself and now I'm saying this to you hoping it can give you some strength 😊
Every kid know this feeling how they study hard to make their parents proud but some parents have to much ego even their kid came on 2nd rank they will become angry they will beat their kids say something bad about them and also they will compare them to other kids I know they have done the things that no one can do for us but u have to listen to your kid what they want to become what is their dream It's really amazing and true editing and also make me cry Thank you so much for making this video 💜💜
That's a relief I'm not the only one whose parents always interrupt my privacy ,hurt me by there words, always find a way to yell at me, always saying that it was your choice (fact is that it was not my choice) etc etc......
I’m waiting for the day that I can summon the courage to tell my dad that I’m studying what he wants me to study and I’m not happy . And it’s gotten to the point that if I get an average score the self hatred that comes with feeling dumb and not being the top student. Just overwhelms me , so badly that I can’t breathe sometimes , but I and not smart or strong enough
Yeah I do wanna say this to my dad.. But thing is i dont have the courage . Even if somehow I gathered the courage to tell him that I wanna follow what my heart says they'll reject it soon and will mock me the whole life more like taunt me... I wish smthg to happen that changes their mentality
I thought I was the only one who was overwhelmed with a little more than average marks and only wanted full marks. I thought I was selfish but after seeing your comment, I feel like I can.
2:36 is what I want to tell to mom too I am breaking into pieces whenever I see this the dialogues and the song is killing me I dont have any one to share it with but I keep smiling I dont know why . I am broken and sad but still smile for all but even hated by so many people even I heaid my pain and broken heart I dont know why I am being hated all the time ,, why???
I'm envious of their courage to be able to confront their parents about what they have been feeling but here I can't even speak a single word in front of my parents about how I really feel even if I tell them everything they will never understand cause that's how it always has been, they never understand me. The Do Bong Soon part hit me really hard cause I can relate to each and every word she said, how much I want to tell them 'even if I'm physically strong and don't get hurt but my heart hurts maybe 10, 20 times more than a normal human being, it hurts so bad that I think I might really die' but I can't, they don't see my internal pain and neither do they want to, I just wish they try to understand me just for once, if they ask me, am I in pain or am I having a hard time, I would be happy but they just don't care. That's why in the future if I become a parent I want to be the best parent in the world, I want my kid to be able to tell me if he or she is having a hard time, I won't force them to do anything they don't want I want to be friends with them and understand their problems and their feelings and I wish all the parents in the world to do the same 🙏
i don't know why i am crying right now , i can say that my life is just like they are complaining their parents, i am that one now whom i never wanted to be but I can't say no to them. i want to tell them who are just like me that you will be what they wanted . but when you will earn ,complete all your dreams and do all the things that you always want to do and be the person that you want to become, You did well today, You are going to do great ahead , i believe in you, i know you are capable and lovely person, Fighting!!!
Gosh. It was so understatement. Especially the first one. Yeah. The perfect defnition of depression. I sh everytime to run away and i have suicidal though everytime but im still alive... I survive in this war between positive and negative and I come back everytime with new scar. A scar that always remind me that I lost the war and it cost my skin to get scarred permanently and I wish that someday I would tell someone that could support me "I survive and defied death numerous time with I come back with scar as the reminder..."
I'm here again after 4 weeks i thought one time watching this was enough and everything will be fine again but i was wrong they will never be satisfied with me, they won't accept me as the person i am. My real self would always be a disgrace to them. They'll be always embarassed with me. I'll always try hard harder than anyone to get their acknowledgement and affection for once. No matter how much good i score no matter how badly every one would want to have this so called perfect self of mine, only i know how unloved, stupid, flawed, imperfect person I am and i would love that if they accept me as the flawed being i am but they're not gonna do it so i'mma pretend to be a perfect human being and like an emotionless robot keep working hard while putting a fake smile on which seems so beautiful to some people
hey im sorryy , but you did great okay? don't let people ruin you . You're so strong for doing all that , it's okay , there are people who cherish and love you okay? don't think that people didn't love you cause they're .. I'm so proud of you ❤️ don't worry , u will make it one day i promise ❤️ stay strong and don't let yourself be drown by your fake smile " it's not good for your health ❤️ I LOVE YOU
The sad thing is that we fight to fulfilled our parents dream, not ours. Often time we got so use to it that we lost ourselves in the way. I think it's so selfish when the parent pushed their child to finished their unfulfilled dream.
This was me it was all me a year back and even before that, i would come here and watch videos like these to learn how to express myself but i was never able to learn, maybe it wasnt meant for me to learn, but the time went it passed i didnt only watched the sad ones i even watched the happy, luxury and women ones too, time kept passing by and now what it all happens and keeps happening but it doesnt affect me i still always laugh and m happy if i get the disease again it give me some mild symptoms not serious issues maybe because i have gotten numb to it or maybe because i dont let it affect me, but all of it is in our hands so everyone please follow this path and laugh always laugh and have fun never ket anything affect u its super hard in the beginning and i know its easy to sah but even i have gone through it so please stay happy and u will forget to become sad pls i still aint good at expressing and exaining but please underatand and rise up days pass everyone has days where they feel like that but turning these days into years is upon u so please rise up and dont do that
Why it always "u haven't study today" or " why are u not studying" But it's never " are u alright" or " do you need anyone to talk about ur problems"..
It exactly replicate my childhood n my school level by that I went into depression n try to kill many times no one knows expect my friend bcoz they save from suicide bt I come through by my friend bt still I don't know how to express my true feelings
Today my uncle told me that I'm going to ruin his reputation. I'm going to tear his face apart... 😢. Even my parents didn't comfort me instead they quietly listen to my uncle's words n asked me to obey what he said. It hurts it really does but i can't do anything.. I always did my best to make them love me but m totally wrong. 😢😢. I just don't wanna live anymore .
Maybe I am crying because I relate those things. I want to say those words badly but I can't.. I don’t have the courage!!! I hold back my tears,I starve,I can't even say my pain to anyone.....I am strong.Oneday, I will be able to get off the pain I believe 🌼
This is my experience . I'm 19 years old and from an South Asian county . I faced to my advanced level exam because my parents wanted me to do it . They wants me to do what other people do . They wants me to do what other people wants me to do . But didn't wanted to do it because my dream is not that . My dream is become and singer and spend time with people who loved me back . But when I said this to them they always laughing at my dream and saying how useless person become a singer without talent. They don't understand if I wanted to do it I will do it . They always laughing at my dream and putting me down that I can't achieve my dream and saying it's stupid dream instead didn't helps me to take music classes. I wants me to do what other kids do . I did it for a long time . I got so many good grandes back then . I was in top students list .but after 12 years I gave up it because I'm tired. Last year I faced to Advanced Level exam and failed I have one F grade . I never studied because it's not what I wants but after my results came out they treating me like a pig. They didn't gave me a penny and they only gave me foods to eat . I have to do house works like a house wife . This is Literally my life .
hey im sorryy you gotta through all that .. you did great okay? I'm so proud of you ❤️ stay strong .. you know if you really wanted to be a singer you should , cause even i read your story life , i can sense that you will make it ! don't let people ruin your dream , i know how hard it is but I'm sure as hell you WILL make it even it's late , you still gonna make it ❤️ so put your crown up queen and let them know that they're wrong all this time ! hwaitingg ❤️❤️ i will always cherish you here ❤️ ~
@@CHERRY-uo4xy Thank you so much for your Concern . Your words really encouraged me. As long as there are kind people like you in this world, this world will be so beautiful. Thank you for taking a moment from precious time and read that and encourage me . Your future is definitely successful. Congratulations sister! Thank you so much .
Since I was a kid, I always get a good marks, it's not all As but usually I get some As. And yeah my mum brag about it to her friends, neighbors and even our relative. Everybody. Not lying at that time I feel very proud too. It's has been like that for years, until one day I only got one A. What's wrong with one A, at least i got A. At that time, I have problem with my friends, they isolated me and that's affect my marks. My family didn't even help me, they just told me to study harder and look at me like I'm hopeless and disgusting. I'm struggling alone to improve my marks, then boom I got 3 As. Then, my mum did the same routine, brag about it, that's really annoying because it's burdensome. Then, I got enrolled to a smart kids high school, my mum brag about it too, another burdensome. Then one day, I'm tired of all this and my grades dropped. And for the first time in my life, this year 2021, I got F, I failed addmath, yeah never like that's subject. On that day, I'm really shaking for real, scared of my mum, I afraid if she find out I got F then I just hide it from my mum. I don't know what will happen later if my mum find out I got F. Even when I got one A that day, she already mad, and looking at me like I'm a useless. Even I, myself feel like my world has end. My mum still hasn't find out yet due to lockdown. At home, I can't even relax, because my brother and sister are also a smart kid, that's make me insecure a lot. I just want a time to calm myself please, at school I'm being isolated, need to keep my grades, there are other students that smarter than me. At home, there are tense to get good grades from family, my brother and sister like to hit me, currently I don't talk to them but they still annoyed me. Ahh, how I wish to step out of my life.
U r doing great friend.. all have some struggle..nd its totally fine when u feel like u can't do it anymore..take a break from all nd mainly don't let others thoughts affect u at any cost ... I know how it feels when our mom, family, frds look down.. u feel like u r a burden to them.. I feel the same too but no matter what my fam or surroundings are going tell me..I decided not to take things seriously cuz it will affect us is many ways that we can't imagine.but just remember one thing we have been came to this world for a reason..so don't feel like u r useless or burden..u r important u r precious u have full right to be cared with love.... it's hard to do..but hang in there friend..u got many beautiful, great nd happy days..years.. waiting for u.. if u feel down try to talk with someone whom u feel comfortable with..who u think who will support u even if u feel like u don't have one absolutely no problem...remember there is no other person who could understand u better than you..so..just hang in there..enjoy ur life appreciate small things..do things which makes u happy nd don't ever regret in life..all have bad days..in their life..think it as u too got one now..so that u can come over it..enjoy your life and feel at peace.. 😇💜 sorry for long paragraph 🙂😊 but I hope u will remember that u r a limited edition nd most important one in ur life.. forever don't ever forget that!!🤗😃
I always fail at anything. It makes me hate myself even more. No matter how hard I try, I always fail. Even my school is messed up. Every day I always blame myself
But it's not What I want Did I Come All the way here because I wanted to ? This is Just What You and Dad want ! You Just want a Son you can brag about It's my life , Not Yours ! °°° This hits hard because All of us experiencing this °°°
I wish I can also have the courage to tell them what I feel when it is not too late. I don't want to give up, but I'm also losing so much hope. I feel like I'm a failure and my existence doesn't matter anymore. I sacrificed almost everything just to make them happy and proud. But it hurts realizing that those achievements are the only reason why I'm seen. I'm their living trophy... and without it, I am completely nothing. I suffer from it. Stay all night just to study, and I am constantly putting pressure to myself because I don't want to be called as "Useless" again. I don't know what I did to deserve this... It hurts a lot knowing that my entire life, I never feel appreciated. Now, I keep on trying to at least have one more day... I have to be strong because I can only rely to myself. I have no one. I just have to remind myself that I'm okay... It is okay. I can't hate them... I can't leave them... I want to, but I just can't.. I just keep on trying to understand. It hurts to know that the only people who can hurt you, are those who you love the most... I just wish that someday, I can tell them how tired I am.
I read many comments and I felt some of them are so much similar to mine I really have so much to say so here goes nothing: I recently passed 12. I'm having so much trouble deciding what to do which cousre to do which college to join and my parents are always bugging me asking what I'll do, they jokingly say I'll have no future, even though if I choose college it will be according to them atlast. I want to become fashion designer since grade 6 but I can't because according to everyone around me its just hobby it will not be success, but right now I really really wanna study out of India but I can't because I can't waste this year and wait till next year to get admission also my family isn't able to afford I guess. I sometimes feel so lonely, I enjoy my company alot but i need someone to hear me support me understand me but I don't have anyone. My parents are working so since my childhood I haven't gotten their time love support much. Sometimes I get jealous of my younger sister because my parents spend more time her. I'm also having this suicidal thoughts for past 1 year(well I use to have this kind of thought since I was 11 but it stopped after 3 years but now I'm having same thoughts again and daily). Every night when I go to sleep I think of jumping of the building or poisoning myself. I think my life isn't bad but still I don't wanna live. I feel like I don't belong here. It'll be good if I get out of here. It will maybe peace for me.
Hey there don't lose hope.l also passed my 12 this year and I relate to this a lot. The pandemic,cancellation of exams,unknown future it gets you But give yourself some time and you'll surely recover,I'm cheering for you. Your dreams will be your reality ♡ I'm not good with words but don't lose hope Riya.
@@RiyaDas-mk1hb same thoughts I had last year... Like I really wanted to finish my existence... Cause the things weren't happening according to me... And believe me they're still not better but I try to motivate myself by saying that malaika God has given you this life idk how long it is but you just can't waste it by thinking all this Or for waiting for your death . Ik the circumstances are hard rn but will get through it and one day when you will turn back you'll observe that those moments were important to teach you some lessons and make you stronger...
I can relate it to it I got good grades since iam small and I got good grades in my High school. I actually want to be an actor and I also love dancing but my parents are against the idea of me being an actor. They are totally conservative type. They don't even know my dream is to be an actor Even if they know it they just say iam stupid and continue to compare me with other's. U know it's really burden us to be perfect always. People only see our grades to state out worth. I given up my dream long ago. I decided to live my life for my parents. Because I love them and they love me too and iam an only child to them.
I really want to do that fight for my dreams but there are just so many obstacles in my way but I will try to overcome them when I achieve my parents dream. That's will be the start of my journey to becoming what I have dreamed. Thank you so much for your support divya
i totally relate to bragging part basically i used to get good marks since preschool ,middle school,even high school but when i was in 1st year 11th class corona came out of nowhere and i was fully prepared for my exams but government cancelled exams everyone was free i didnt know what to do anymore my mom went to other city because my grandma from mom side was sick so she went there me and my siblings and dad was at home ,my grandpa from dad side got sick too in mean time he died in 2020 in june my mom was attached to him cause he treated her like her own daughter then my grandma died in july and my aunt my mom older sister died in october my mom was depressed and i couldnt focus because my mom was sed and depressed i took care of home for her the colleges were on and off due to corona in 12th class mi tired hard to study then lock down happened in february everything was closed i couldnt focus from home on study everyone thought government would cancel exam like last year because of corona so i stopped studying then government decided to take 12th class exam i wasnt prepared i told my parents before hand i am not well prepared i always got above 95% in exams but this time i got 78% my dad stopped talking to me for one month then my mom sent me to relatives so house enviroment could me could down my dad got me admitted to good university i am so grateful for it to him but what i really want isnt the good university but how he used nto me treat like old times he is always angry at me he looks irritated when he see me my mom says dont talk to your siblings when your dad is at home i think he i was always someone he bragged about and wanted to brag about to his friends but now i am not someone to brag about he thinks i didnt perform well because i watch kdramas but i didnt want to become a doctor thata why i didnt study that much cause i couldnt study from home i know its me to blame but couldnt this let go misatake i make one time is it so unacceptable to make mistake to everyone who thinks youth is beautiful i want to say its lonesome and scary and dark
When I feel HARD AND SAD ... MY CALL DIRECTLY GOES TO MY MUMMY ❤️ .... and I start CRY .. I m first year of my mbbs ... And dis is my choice not her force ... ❤️
These are the words what I want to say to my family , I don't know why am I so sad and depressed all the time , I just want them to appreciate me, I think I'm not appreciated by people I just feel not to wakeup just sleep and not wake up at all , I can't even do suicide, I'm scared but I don't know what to do 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭I'm just sad for no reason
hey i feel you , but you did great okay? I'm so proud of you ! don't do suicide plss , it's only passes to another person .. please , stay strong and find yourself a happy pill ❤️ i will always cherish you here ❤️ i love you
@@CHERRY-uo4xy ohhh godd 😭😢😭This is The best Thingggggg , im speechless and don't know how to thank,You're so kind 😭😪 Thank you for taking time to write this beautiful short message for me even though we don't know each other, Whoever you are I wish you the best I love you too ❣#thankyou😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
@@Soniyaa_R damn you're also making me tear up ☹️ thank you so much too ❤️ nooo cutiee , it's not a big deal i love to make people feel better and ok " so I'm happy that you feel like that ❤️❤️❤️
*returns of grandparents house *Somthin happens Mom- we were happier when you were not here Dad- i should've let u die there It's hurting me sm that the day I came back they're abusing me hitting me cursing me.. i hate everything sm.. like world looks happier without me.. i can hear them laughing when I'm crying in my room. They're a family without me only.. when to my grandparents they care for my cousins more and ask me to do household.. I'm just so tired.. i dont want to anything.. whenever I try to build up myself and work these things happens again and I'm broke.. i dont even feel like sharing this to anyone cause that's so exhausting.. tell all of that then remind all of it.. i dont have any courage..
The video is relatably sad but you know what's sadder? *The comments* 😢 stay strongs, guys! God has purpose for this pain and you're more worthy than you think.
help, i am so used to not shed a single tear if i have problems even if in reality my heart is already bursting and wanted to explode. i have a problem i am afraid to tell my parents and im so stucked huhu i dont know what to do
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Name of Kdrama?
0:01 Weightlifting Fairy Kim Bok Joo
0:30 Sky Castle
0:46 Romantic Doctor Teacher Kim s2
1:12 Sky Castle
1:29 Strong Woman Do Bong Soon
2:18 Temperature of Language
2:33 Sky Castle
2:41 At Eighteen
2:51 Reply 1988
2:59 True Beauty
3:15 The Penthouse
@@lalalalalal._3794 Gracias :)
@@boladepelo6389 spanish?
@@sheenasvlogs6871 Hola
@@boladepelo6389 hola mi nombre es georginia gusto en conocerte
( idk much plz reply in english cuz ik some basics)
I cried at Bong Soon's part... because I can feel her pain
Wich. Épisode is it im noW at 13
Don't worry everything awful will pass so don't cry and you doing a great job every single day so don't be sad good luck 💝💝✨
@@emmaemma5575 life doesn't work like that. it will never get fully better, there will be good and bad and one may over flow the other but never forget that there will always be good and bad moments cause that's life. That's living.
@@_qdluv4514 sure certamente life is a lot of things some of good some bad so don't be sad life goes on
I can too feel that part I cried at that part because that same thing is happening with me all the time
Im jealous they can express their feelings but here im still struggling to vomit a single word
I think my heart is really big thats why im holding everything inside me
Me too
I know exactly how that feels
Why sometimes we want but can't understand
Me too I know how it feels
🥺
God the video is sad but the comments are more heartbreaking. Guys please be strong don't hate yourself it's not your fault i love you the way you are. You did well today. I'm proud of you.
do u think so that its not my fault😭
Thanks..
When you've been living your life like this the whole time ..then it hits you
true
Background song name?
@@namjoonsbonsai3817 bol4 to my youth
I cried at "I will never be able to sleep for the rest of my life." I remember myself years ago when I could not sleep because my mind was continuously buzzing. I see all my fears whenever I closed my eyes. Sometimes, I was awake for 2-3 days. I could only sleep when my body could not take it anymore. It was so scary and sad.
these words what I wanted to say these words to someone. I'm feeling exactly like that right now. then youtube recommended it to me. I can't say my feelings to someone. I'm feeling so alone. even my friends don't want to listen my feelings, even my mom.
i have my bff who always hear my story.. but my mom also didn't listen to me.. even my bff always hear my story.. it doesn't feel the same when u can truly express yr feelings to yr mom... i feel u 😔.. please fine someone who can hear yr story.. if you want to share here i don't mind 🙂.. just imagine yr dream want to share story came true 😊.. I'm sure many people out there don't want u to keep yr own stress by yourself.. because it can change to depression...
sorry my broken English hehe
I broke down while watching this ig I bottled up my emotions too much and addition to that I'm an introvert hehe I'm fine that what I can say.
I have to be strong🍀
𝒀'𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐𝒐❤️
I dont know if you will read this or not but just write what you wanted to say I promise I will read your comment trust me it's always better to say what you feel even if it's sadness or happiness or love the best is when you express it... It took me 18 year to express my feeling in words so I really hope it will help you...
And it will pass don't be sad and heartbreak everything will pass think about only good things I hope you have a great time good luck 💝💝💝✨
Same
this brought tears in my eyess
Literally😭
Omg this literally made me cry
Actually this is so relatable... my parents always make me do what they want or what their wish is
And then they keep on mocking that "we've spent this much money for this and this much money for that"
But that is smth they want me to do..... I've never told them to do so.... And thats not even what I want to do
More over I never even asked my parents to buy me a gift on my birthday...They buy me what they want to
But last year asked them to buy me guitar and I'm still mocked for telling them to spend money on a guitar
Whereas my sister she always gets what she needs.... Without being mocked and is always praised
I am even told as the "worst kid" "ugly one" and stuff
But ig in the last now I'm learning how to be strong...And absolutely I think I've been stronger
I feel you🥺...some parents don't really care about our mental illnes. Sometimes they ask us to be what they want us to be Not what actually we want to be. I just really hope that your day will get better and better. You are stronger than you think. I'm proud of you and you should be proud of yourself as well because you can survive until now. And don't forget that you are a human too. Its okay to not be okay and its okay to cry. I really hope that I can hug you right now🥺and tell you that you did well. Dont give up okay. Fighthinggg!!!😄
p/s: sorry for my broken english hehe
@@lalalalalal._3794 Yahh so sweet of you...This actually made me happy
Tysm for ur support *virtual hug*....... This is very touching....Ah I'm so thankful
Fighting!!!!
I hope u hv a great day/night
And be the rest of ur life....Lots of love
Wow girl I feel you, like I been doing gymnastics since I was 5 and I always loved gymnastics, but now I feel like I should like kinda stop because I want to focus on my studies, and going to college to study and maybe even moving to a different country to study there but my parents are literally just saying no to everything I say plus gymnastics isn't going to get me anywhere and I told them I want to study police for college and they said that I should study something else like I don't think I can take it anymore my parents are always like this, and with gymnastics is even worse I hope one day I am brave enough to tell them my feelings
That money thing is so relatable, like goddamn it I'm your child you are supposed to spend money on me, if you hate it so much, then just throw me out, if I will be able to survive, I will. And yeah even things which are brought for me aren't my choices, so I literally hold the things bought of my choices or my money dear to me, cuz it would just atleast make me feel like me.
I can relate completely with you
This video hit me so hard, it made me realize that I have been living my life like this the whole time. Especially the Do Bong Soon part, that's when the tears started flowing like crazy. Anyways, thank you so much for this video.
This made me cry
Im always the smart girl and i should be perfect in everything , i should get good grades , i should help others but my parents don't understand how hard it is, one day i was really tired and wanted to sleep and my mom was complainig about not helping her and my dad said ok then no money for you, i will not pay your private school either he wasn't serious,this just made burt into tears i suffer from anorexia and they still make jokes calling me pig , and cow which makes hate myself even more, i told my dad that do not want to help my older brother with his exam cuz i was angry with my dad and he didn't speak to me for two days, also i say i want to became a dancer and a singer but my parents call my dream a stupid thing, like jeez i don't want to be a doctor
I really hard , i cry and i have suicidal thoughts everynight but i i just put i fake smile in the morning and they think im happy
Sorry for my bad english
I completely understand you, some parents just think they can control their kids lives, and think they're protecting them but instead they are just mentally destroying them, having unsupportive parents feel awful and I understand, but never let them control your career path because if you don't love what you do what's the point in doing it? Your not a cow and your most definitely not a pig, your beautiful,your amazing and I love you, hold on a little longer, I'm sure you would want to see your favorite band grow, I can't say that they will change their mindset, but trust me you have a bright future ahead of you. No matter what happens when it comes to your parents and your relationship stay strong, one day I hope to see you as an amazing singer/dancer or anything that you want to be, as long as your happy with what you do that's all that matters,
You were born to be real, not perfect -min yoongi
Remember those wise words.
No matter your religion,your gender identity, your race,your career, anything just remember that there's a random stranger who will support you through it all, and I'm very proud of you. You're gorgeous don't ever forget that!!
I love you
@@thatoneburntchickennugget9605 thank you so much for your kind words
I know that my parents loves me but they just don't understand me and they never try to do it but anyway i know im really strong and i can do it
I will stay strong and i hope one day i will see my favorite band
By the way are you an army
My friend had a similar situation. Her parents used to always say that she was overweight and always compared her with me and some other friends which in turn made her hate me since her parents compared her to me. But in the end I managed to console her. At first, she was not ready to be my friend again, so I went for plan B. I introduced 7 really special boys who changed mine as well as her life. U can probably guess who those 7 boys are... ;)
@@manjubkm these 7 boys are my life and i don't know where i would be today without them
I purple you army💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
@@jiminsjam6761 I'm very glad to hear that you'll stay strong, and yes I am an army
It really hurts when the people you believe the most hurt you,every moment it breaks your heart.Sometimes it just feels to disappear but still moving forward with the small hope
My father always compare me with my bestfriend. I still remember the day that he really broke my heart. So, I have an examination that's quite important that year. I've got 7A's out of my 10 subjects while my bestfriend got 9A's. When I get the result I was really happy because it turns out better that I thought. But when I told my father he said "how can your bestfriend get a good result and you are not". I feel a little bit dissapointed when he said like that but I just keep quite. Then a few days later we when out to celebrate me and my sisters birthday. My birthday is on friday and we went out on Saturday. I was talking to my sisters about my bestfriends then suddenly my father said "atleast she got a better result than you" at that time my heart just broke. I replied to him "I'm really sorry that I can't be like her, I'm sorry for being stupid" and I started to cry. But it's hurt more when my father just said "why are you crying" "you are so sensitive". Then I stopped crying and started from that I never cry infront of him anymore. I just hope that one day he will say congrats, you did well. :(
hey im so so sorry and I'm so proud of you , you did great remember that okay? don't let people make you lost yourself , i know it's hurt bcause it's your own relative but , I'm here and i will always proud of you , stay strong ❤️ i will always cherish you here even I don't know you ❤️ you did great , i love you ❤️❤️❤️
@@CHERRY-uo4xy thankkk you so much 😭
@@nurulinsyirah3651 it's not a big deal ❤️
are you serious 7A's?!?!?
i don't even get 2
Hey, you did a good job. Don’t be like that. I can feel you. I know how it’s feel. Anyways, be strong 💜 Don't give up 💜 i wish one day your dream will come true 💜 fighting 💜 you can do it 💜
Funny how I always cry in the washroom..Trying to stop falling a drop of water from my eyes..still it won't listen to me..Cringe..How i talk to myself..trying to calm down myself...still the shivering,emotional panic won't stop..It's okay.. how I had to accept that this is reality not a dream..how I always dream and wish about being happy..but people in my life be chilling their while ruining everything..How I had to agree that i am not the only one depressed but others too..Still saying myself no one is sad as I am.."I am not worth it"Says my brain.."I want to disappear"says my heart.."I am depressed"says my mouth..And i realized that I wouldn't give up..But still wants to GIVE UP..🙃
Same every night I cries in washroom console myself that tomorrow will be great but everytime tomorrow's become more bad than yesterday
I'm the type of person who will always cry if i watch something like this. But it's strange i don't feel anything now
Same
Omg!!...this whole video gave me goosebumps
I cried hard watching this, whenever someone hits me like my cousin or my sister, I hit them back and it's always "do u know how old u are and how old she is" once I told them that just because I'm older it doesn't mean I can't feel pain and they didn't say anything but didn't say sorry or are u alright either.. they did it again the next time ..
ik some of us can relate to this video. it's so hurts and sad to watch even its just acting. the actress/actor did really good job. i wish those who can relate to this video, you will be okay one day, happy and happy. it's must be a reason why you're in pain because you're strong. take care of yourself and cry if it help you to feel better. it's ok to cry
can I just give you guys virtual hug :> you did well!!!
It's sad how all of these are about the parents hurting their kids.. to them it's their way of loving us but to me I don't feel it. They take credit when we do good and are embarrassed when we do bad. I want this life to stop.
Knowing how much my mom hates me sometimes i think maybe everything would be resolved if i just die because its hard for me too, i don't wanna hear her saying "you aren't the kid i wished for" everyday
When I say I can relate to each and every word you said, I mean it. To hear this from my parents almost everyday that I aren't the kid they wished for, that I'm useless, is terribly painful and heartbreaking and I too sometimes think it's better for me to just die, only if they knew how much they hurt us by saying such things😔 but I always remind myself that I won't do something stupid, this is my life
and I won't let anyone ruin it, we only get one life and I don't want to waste it, you never know what future holds for you so we need to stay strong and wait for that future,
these are the words I wanted to hear as a comfort from someone I love but I don't have such a person in my life so I say these words as a comfort to myself and now I'm saying this to you hoping it can give you some strength 😊
Every kid know this feeling how they study hard to make their parents proud but some parents have to much ego even their kid came on 2nd rank they will become angry they will beat their kids say something bad about them and also they will compare them to other kids I know they have done the things that no one can do for us but u have to listen to your kid what they want to become what is their dream
It's really amazing and true editing and also make me cry
Thank you so much for making this video 💜💜
That's a relief I'm not the only one whose parents always interrupt my privacy ,hurt me by there words, always find a way to yell at me, always saying that it was your choice (fact is that it was not my choice) etc etc......
I’m waiting for the day that I can summon the courage to tell my dad that I’m studying what he wants me to study and I’m not happy . And it’s gotten to the point that if I get an average score the self hatred that comes with feeling dumb and not being the top student. Just overwhelms me , so badly that I can’t breathe sometimes , but I and not smart or strong enough
Yeah I do wanna say this to my dad.. But thing is i dont have the courage . Even if somehow I gathered the courage to tell him that I wanna follow what my heart says they'll reject it soon and will mock me the whole life more like taunt me... I wish smthg to happen that changes their mentality
I thought I was the only one who was overwhelmed with a little more than average marks and only wanted full marks. I thought I was selfish but after seeing your comment, I feel like I can.
I didn't realise I was crying throughout the whole video
2:36 is what I want to tell to mom too I am breaking into pieces whenever I see this the dialogues and the song is killing me I dont have any one to share it with but I keep smiling I dont know why . I am broken and sad but still smile for all but even hated by so many people even I heaid my pain and broken heart I dont know why I am being hated all the time ,, why???
I'm envious of their courage to be able to confront their parents about what they have been feeling but here I can't even speak a single word in front of my parents about how I really feel even if I tell them everything they will never understand cause that's how it always has been, they never understand me. The Do Bong Soon part hit me really hard cause I can relate to each and every word she said, how much I want to tell them 'even if I'm physically strong and don't get hurt but my heart hurts maybe 10, 20 times more than a normal human being, it hurts so bad that I think I might really die' but I can't, they don't see my internal pain and neither do they want to, I just wish they try to understand me just for once, if they ask me, am I in pain or am I having a hard time, I would be happy but they just don't care. That's why in the future if I become a parent I want to be the best parent in the world, I want my kid to be able to tell me if he or she is having a hard time, I won't force them to do anything they don't want I want to be friends with
them and understand their problems and their feelings and I wish all the parents in the world to do the same 🙏
Woah.. it's fascinating to hear someone that feels exactly how I feel. Let's be strong together..
Same problem
I promise myself I will never let my kid suffer like this
I hope everything will be OK one day
I hope so
"You aren't satisfied of who I am"
-Cha Se-ri(Park Yoona)
But reality we can't express our feeling...just keep it inside..huhu...
This song is just too perfect for this !!
#BOL4 🧡 to my youth..
Yes
The beginning dialogues describe my feelings so well🥲💔
And damn the acting of all these characters is so powerful 🥺👏🏼
This is exactly me. Sending hugs to all of you who feels this way. 🤗
i don't know why i am crying right now , i can say that my life is just like they are complaining their parents, i am that one now whom i never wanted to be but I can't say no to them. i want to tell them who are just like me that you will be what they wanted . but when you will earn ,complete all your dreams and do all the things that you always want to do and be the person that you want to become, You did well today, You are going to do great ahead , i believe in you, i know you are capable and lovely person, Fighting!!!
i just need my tears come out of my eyes so i watched this mix 🤫
Gosh. It was so understatement. Especially the first one. Yeah. The perfect defnition of depression. I sh everytime to run away and i have suicidal though everytime but im still alive... I survive in this war between positive and negative and I come back everytime with new scar. A scar that always remind me that I lost the war and it cost my skin to get scarred permanently and I wish that someday I would tell someone that could support me "I survive and defied death numerous time with I come back with scar as the reminder..."
I now know what to put on when I want to cry thank you so so much!!! 💖
Thank you bc made this video 💗 i love it so much
what a freaking relating mess ahh i didn't wanted to tear up like that .
this edit is just so relatable and bullet to the heart damn
I really need to cry so i can sleep..
I always come here to cry because I can't cry when I want to, even when my heart hurts, I can't cry.. yeah it feels very uncomfortable
dang it, I still cry at that conversation with Bok Joo,it is so relatable,I go back to that specific ep and scene whenever I feel sad
It made me cry really hard..
BRAVO.... and this indeed was the sad scene compilation i always expected.... this video were perfect😘
I'm here again after 4 weeks i thought one time watching this was enough and everything will be fine again but i was wrong they will never be satisfied with me, they won't accept me as the person i am. My real self would always be a disgrace to them. They'll be always embarassed with me. I'll always try hard harder than anyone to get their acknowledgement and affection for once. No matter how much good i score no matter how badly every one would want to have this so called perfect self of mine, only i know how unloved, stupid, flawed, imperfect person I am and i would love that if they accept me as the flawed being i am but they're not gonna do it so i'mma pretend to be a perfect human being and like an emotionless robot keep working hard while putting a fake smile on which seems so beautiful to some people
hey im sorryy , but you did great okay? don't let people ruin you . You're so strong for doing all that , it's okay , there are people who cherish and love you okay? don't think that people didn't love you cause they're .. I'm so proud of you ❤️ don't worry , u will make it one day i promise ❤️ stay strong and don't let yourself be drown by your fake smile " it's not good for your health ❤️ I LOVE YOU
@@CHERRY-uo4xy thankyouuu bestie this made my day honestly
my head hurts from crying
Reply 1988 😢 so sad when her parent just care her sister's birthday ..
The feelings I couldn't tell it to there face ,they did.
Dude this hits right the in the medium septum of my heart I'm not even kidding
When you try to change your life into a kdrama and all you get is rejection
The sad thing is that we fight to fulfilled our parents dream, not ours. Often time we got so use to it that we lost ourselves in the way. I think it's so selfish when the parent pushed their child to finished their unfulfilled dream.
As an Indian girl I can relate with bon soo hook😭😭😭
I do wanna say this to my dad....but i don't have courage...
I cried at bong soon part, feel her i so relate to her :
This was me it was all me a year back and even before that, i would come here and watch videos like these to learn how to express myself but i was never able to learn, maybe it wasnt meant for me to learn, but the time went it passed i didnt only watched the sad ones i even watched the happy, luxury and women ones too, time kept passing by and now what it all happens and keeps happening but it doesnt affect me i still always laugh and m happy if i get the disease again it give me some mild symptoms not serious issues maybe because i have gotten numb to it or maybe because i dont let it affect me, but all of it is in our hands so everyone please follow this path and laugh always laugh and have fun never ket anything affect u its super hard in the beginning and i know its easy to sah but even i have gone through it so please stay happy and u will forget to become sad pls i still aint good at expressing and exaining but please underatand and rise up days pass everyone has days where they feel like that but turning these days into years is upon u so please rise up and dont do that
Boyoung made me cry😭
Do bong soon made me cry
Why it always "u haven't study today" or " why are u not studying"
But it's never " are u alright" or " do you need anyone to talk about ur problems"..
It exactly replicate my childhood n my school level by that I went into depression n try to kill many times no one knows expect my friend bcoz they save from suicide bt I come through by my friend bt still I don't know how to express my true feelings
Today my uncle told me that I'm going to ruin his reputation. I'm going to tear his face apart... 😢. Even my parents didn't comfort me instead they quietly listen to my uncle's words n asked me to obey what he said. It hurts it really does but i can't do anything.. I always did my best to make them love me but m totally wrong. 😢😢. I just don't wanna live anymore .
1:41 so true🥺😭💔
Maybe I am crying because I relate those things. I want to say those words badly but I can't.. I don’t have the courage!!! I hold back my tears,I starve,I can't even say my pain to anyone.....I am strong.Oneday, I will be able to get off the pain I believe 🌼
Don't lose hope.. fighting ☺️ All will be well soon
that do bongsoon one hit like a train.. hurt so bad
This is my experience .
I'm 19 years old and from an South Asian county . I faced to my advanced level exam because my parents wanted me to do it . They wants me to do what other people do . They wants me to do what other people wants me to do . But didn't wanted to do it because my dream is not that . My dream is become and singer and spend time with people who loved me back . But when I said this to them they always laughing at my dream and saying how useless person become a singer without talent. They don't understand if I wanted to do it I will do it . They always laughing at my dream and putting me down that I can't achieve my dream and saying it's stupid dream instead didn't helps me to take music classes. I wants me to do what other kids do . I did it for a long time . I got so many good grandes back then . I was in top students list .but after 12 years I gave up it because I'm tired. Last year I faced to Advanced Level exam and failed I have one F grade . I never studied because it's not what I wants but after my results came out they treating me like a pig. They didn't gave me a penny and they only gave me foods to eat . I have to do house works like a house wife . This is Literally my life .
hey im sorryy you gotta through all that .. you did great okay? I'm so proud of you ❤️ stay strong .. you know if you really wanted to be a singer you should , cause even i read your story life , i can sense that you will make it ! don't let people ruin your dream , i know how hard it is but I'm sure as hell you WILL make it even it's late , you still gonna make it ❤️ so put your crown up queen and let them know that they're wrong all this time ! hwaitingg ❤️❤️ i will always cherish you here ❤️ ~
@@CHERRY-uo4xy Thank you so much for your Concern . Your words really encouraged me. As long as there are kind people like you in this world, this world will be so beautiful. Thank you for taking a moment from precious time and read that and encourage me . Your future is definitely successful. Congratulations sister! Thank you so much .
@@baekhyunieeswife5693 aw , thank you to you too ❤️ it's not a big deal okay? I'm happy if i can make people feel better " it's my opportunity
@@CHERRY-uo4xy you are really nice person ❤🌸
@@baekhyunieeswife5693 same goes to you ❤️✨
My hearteu, my tears , my eyes
Since I was a kid, I always get a good marks, it's not all As but usually I get some As. And yeah my mum brag about it to her friends, neighbors and even our relative. Everybody. Not lying at that time I feel very proud too. It's has been like that for years, until one day I only got one A. What's wrong with one A, at least i got A. At that time, I have problem with my friends, they isolated me and that's affect my marks. My family didn't even help me, they just told me to study harder and look at me like I'm hopeless and disgusting. I'm struggling alone to improve my marks, then boom I got 3 As. Then, my mum did the same routine, brag about it, that's really annoying because it's burdensome. Then, I got enrolled to a smart kids high school, my mum brag about it too, another burdensome. Then one day, I'm tired of all this and my grades dropped. And for the first time in my life, this year 2021, I got F, I failed addmath, yeah never like that's subject. On that day, I'm really shaking for real, scared of my mum, I afraid if she find out I got F then I just hide it from my mum.
I don't know what will happen later if my mum find out I got F. Even when I got one A that day, she already mad, and looking at me like I'm a useless. Even I, myself feel like my world has end. My mum still hasn't find out yet due to lockdown. At home, I can't even relax, because my brother and sister are also a smart kid, that's make me insecure a lot. I just want a time to calm myself please, at school I'm being isolated, need to keep my grades, there are other students that smarter than me. At home, there are tense to get good grades from family, my brother and sister like to hit me, currently I don't talk to them but they still annoyed me. Ahh, how I wish to step out of my life.
Sorry for the bad grammar and thank you for those who reading ;)
U r doing great friend.. all have some struggle..nd its totally fine when u feel like u can't do it anymore..take a break from all nd mainly don't let others thoughts affect u at any cost ... I know how it feels when our mom, family, frds look down.. u feel like u r a burden to them.. I feel the same too but no matter what my fam or surroundings are going tell me..I decided not to take things seriously cuz it will affect us is many ways that we can't imagine.but just remember one thing we have been came to this world for a reason..so don't feel like u r useless or burden..u r important u r precious u have full right to be cared with love.... it's hard to do..but hang in there friend..u got many beautiful, great nd happy days..years.. waiting for u.. if u feel down try to talk with someone whom u feel comfortable with..who u think who will support u even if u feel like u don't have one absolutely no problem...remember there is no other person who could understand u better than you..so..just hang in there..enjoy ur life appreciate small things..do things which makes u happy nd don't ever regret in life..all have bad days..in their life..think it as u too got one now..so that u can come over it..enjoy your life and feel at peace.. 😇💜 sorry for long paragraph 🙂😊 but I hope u will remember that u r a limited edition nd most important one in ur life.. forever don't ever forget that!!🤗😃
All they say is all I want say to my parents but I can't even say a word
I just watched Weightlifting fairy . I really want to recommend you to watch this.. so good drama.. I couldn't hold my tears in many scenes.
This video is so much realetate to my life
Should totally add in the joo seokkyung shouting at her father for forcing her to sing.... That was so sad
what u do jn your free time?
I rewatch sad kdrama scenes bc I like to fking cry
Bong Soon, Deok Seon and Soo Bin par got me crying ugly everytime
how come i only feel sad when i am watching scenes in a sad scene compilation but not actually when i watching drama 😭😭😭😭😭
Why am I crying after watching this 😭
I always fail at anything. It makes me hate myself even more. No matter how hard I try, I always fail. Even my school is messed up. Every day I always blame myself
But it's not What I want
Did I Come All the way here
because I wanted to ?
This is Just What You and Dad
want !
You Just want a Son you can brag
about
It's my life , Not Yours !
°°° This hits hard because All of us
experiencing this °°°
I wish I can also have the courage to tell them what I feel when it is not too late.
I don't want to give up, but I'm also losing so much hope. I feel like I'm a failure and my existence doesn't matter anymore. I sacrificed almost everything just to make them happy and proud. But it hurts realizing that those achievements are the only reason why I'm seen. I'm their living trophy... and without it, I am completely nothing.
I suffer from it. Stay all night just to study, and I am constantly putting pressure to myself because I don't want to be called as "Useless" again. I don't know what I did to deserve this... It hurts a lot knowing that my entire life, I never feel appreciated.
Now, I keep on trying to at least have one more day... I have to be strong because I can only rely to myself. I have no one. I just have to remind myself that I'm okay... It is okay.
I can't hate them... I can't leave them... I want to, but I just can't.. I just keep on trying to understand. It hurts to know that the only people who can hurt you, are those who you love the most...
I just wish that someday, I can tell them how tired I am.
2:21 i can feel his pain
0:55 -> I didn't want to go to medical school
🥺😢 Exactly my case , I also don't want to but I have to ಥ╭╮ಥ
Don't worry will pass
I read many comments and I felt some of them are so much similar to mine I really have so much to say so here goes nothing: I recently passed 12. I'm having so much trouble deciding what to do which cousre to do which college to join and my parents are always bugging me asking what I'll do, they jokingly say I'll have no future, even though if I choose college it will be according to them atlast. I want to become fashion designer since grade 6 but I can't because according to everyone around me its just hobby it will not be success, but right now I really really wanna study out of India but I can't because I can't waste this year and wait till next year to get admission also my family isn't able to afford I guess.
I sometimes feel so lonely, I enjoy my company alot but i need someone to hear me support me understand me but I don't have anyone. My parents are working so since my childhood I haven't gotten their time love support much. Sometimes I get jealous of my younger sister because my parents spend more time her.
I'm also having this suicidal thoughts for past 1 year(well I use to have this kind of thought since I was 11 but it stopped after 3 years but now I'm having same thoughts again and daily). Every night when I go to sleep I think of jumping of the building or poisoning myself. I think my life isn't bad but still I don't wanna live. I feel like I don't belong here. It'll be good if I get out of here. It will maybe peace for me.
Hey there don't lose hope.l also passed my 12 this year and I relate to this a lot. The pandemic,cancellation of exams,unknown future it gets you
But give yourself some time and you'll surely recover,I'm cheering for you. Your dreams will be your reality ♡
I'm not good with words but don't lose hope Riya.
@@010aditinag8 thanks aditi
@@RiyaDas-mk1hb same thoughts I had last year... Like I really wanted to finish my existence... Cause the things weren't happening according to me... And believe me they're still not better but I try to motivate myself by saying that malaika God has given you this life idk how long it is but you just can't waste it by thinking all this Or for waiting for your death . Ik the circumstances are hard rn but will get through it and one day when you will turn back you'll observe that those moments were important to teach you some lessons and make you stronger...
I almost cried ❤️
The first scene really hit me. 🙃
I can relate it to it I got good grades since iam small and I got good grades in my High school. I actually want to be an actor and I also love dancing but my parents are against the idea of me being an actor. They are totally conservative type. They don't even know my dream is to be an actor Even if they know it they just say iam stupid and continue to compare me with other's. U know it's really burden us to be perfect always. People only see our grades to state out worth. I given up my dream long ago. I decided to live my life for my parents. Because I love them and they love me too and iam an only child to them.
I really want to do that fight for my dreams but there are just so many obstacles in my way but I will try to overcome them when I achieve my parents dream. That's will be the start of my journey to becoming what I have dreamed. Thank you so much for your support divya
@Divya. iam 19
i totally relate to bragging part basically i used to get good marks since preschool ,middle school,even high school but when i was in 1st year 11th class corona came out of nowhere and i was fully prepared for my exams but government cancelled exams everyone was free i didnt know what to do anymore my mom went to other city because my grandma from mom side was sick so she went there me and my siblings and dad was at home ,my grandpa from dad side got sick too in mean time he died in 2020 in june my mom was attached to him cause he treated her like her own daughter then my grandma died in july and my aunt my mom older sister died in october my mom was depressed and i couldnt focus because my mom was sed and depressed i took care of home for her the colleges were on and off due to corona in 12th class mi tired hard to study then lock down happened in february everything was closed i couldnt focus from home on study everyone thought government would cancel exam like last year because of corona so i stopped studying then government decided to take 12th class exam i wasnt prepared i told my parents before hand i am not well prepared i always got above 95% in exams but this time i got 78% my dad stopped talking to me for one month then my mom sent me to relatives so house enviroment could me could down my dad got me admitted to good university i am so grateful for it to him but what i really want isnt the good university but how he used nto me treat like old times he is always angry at me he looks irritated when he see me my mom says dont talk to your siblings when your dad is at home i think he i was always someone he bragged about and wanted to brag about to his friends but now i am not someone to brag about he thinks i didnt perform well because i watch kdramas but i didnt want to become a doctor thata why i didnt study that much cause i couldnt study from home i know its me to blame but couldnt this let go misatake i make one time is it so unacceptable to make mistake to everyone who thinks youth is beautiful i want to say its lonesome and scary and dark
park bo young 😢😢
When I feel HARD AND SAD ... MY CALL DIRECTLY GOES TO MY MUMMY ❤️ ....
and I start CRY ..
I m first year of my mbbs ... And dis is my choice not her force ... ❤️
These are the words what I want to say to my family , I don't know why am I so sad and depressed all the time , I just want them to appreciate me, I think I'm not appreciated by people I just feel not to wakeup just sleep and not wake up at all , I can't even do suicide, I'm scared but I don't know what to do 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭I'm just sad for no reason
hey i feel you , but you did great okay? I'm so proud of you ! don't do suicide plss , it's only passes to another person .. please , stay strong and find yourself a happy pill ❤️ i will always cherish you here ❤️ i love you
@@CHERRY-uo4xy ohhh godd 😭😢😭This is The best Thingggggg , im speechless and don't know how to thank,You're so kind 😭😪 Thank you for taking time to write this beautiful short message for me even though we don't know each other, Whoever you are I wish you the best I love you too ❣#thankyou😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
@@Soniyaa_R damn you're also making me tear up ☹️ thank you so much too ❤️ nooo cutiee , it's not a big deal i love to make people feel better and ok " so I'm happy that you feel like that ❤️❤️❤️
Exactly the words i wanted to say and scream out loud
Dude I cried..
*returns of grandparents house
*Somthin happens
Mom- we were happier when you were not here
Dad- i should've let u die there
It's hurting me sm that the day I came back they're abusing me hitting me cursing me.. i hate everything sm.. like world looks happier without me.. i can hear them laughing when I'm crying in my room. They're a family without me only.. when to my grandparents they care for my cousins more and ask me to do household.. I'm just so tired.. i dont want to anything.. whenever I try to build up myself and work these things happens again and I'm broke.. i dont even feel like sharing this to anyone cause that's so exhausting.. tell all of that then remind all of it.. i dont have any courage..
The video is relatably sad but you know what's sadder? *The comments* 😢 stay strongs, guys! God has purpose for this pain and you're more worthy than you think.
I 100% relate to bongsoon😭🥺
is something wrong with me ? my family always asks me that and i am not sure how i should answer .
Congratulations for you all. Because of you I can crying
Bong soon 😞
although i was average in studies i was a good kid. even now I go out of my way for others. why cant my parents see that? why don't they support me?
help, i am so used to not shed a single tear if i have problems even if in reality my heart is already bursting and wanted to explode. i have a problem i am afraid to tell my parents and im so stucked huhu i dont know what to do
i really wanna do this... but i have no strength to fight like this 😔
This song is just like a one of the ost 🤍
This hurts so much...