“Stop being annoying” (Vent/Art)

Context:
This happened about one or two years ago.
We were just playing uno. These seemed to be going well.
I was getting comfortable and allowing myself to be myself, I wasn’t masking a quiet personality cause I was having fun.
I was laughing and talking and all and all you could tell I was enjoying myself. Which then apparently pissed someone we were playing with off.
So they told me basically to stop being annoying. They weren’t nice about it or asking. They had a harsh tone and seemed upset. They were older than me as well.
It didn’t end there. Because that’s when I just went quiet. Completely quiet.
We continued playing the game like that for a while. I basically didn’t talk or act like how I was acting before. I basically went into my own head.
Which pissed them off more and that is when they told me to stop acting depressed and just began yelling and going off at me.
I don’t remember what they said really because I just went into my head. Tuning it out because I was trying hard not to cry. Eventually the adults were able to stop them and get the situation under control.
So I just found a balance. I wasn’t exactly having fun and showing it anymore, but I wasn’t quiet either.
It ruined my mood and just made me kind of want to stop playing. But again I didn’t want to be “acting depressed” so I just pushed through it.
Realizing now it’s most likely due to a few things of my reaction. I realized I have RSD (which you can have from ADHD), I have a history of being yelled at (by a lot), and I dealt with toxic friends who made me feel bad about myself just like how that person did.
I also wasn’t in a good mental space at that point which only added to making me feel more like crap.
But yeah….
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