I found it incredibly hard to watch Rue some times as a recovered addict, I remember putting my mom and friends through hell. Watching her I hate her because she is a true depiction of most who struggle with addiction and reminded me of my lowest moments. I think this video really showcased the vulnerability and struggles rue faces with her mental health and addiction. I love your videos youre so talented
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sin and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal I respect your beleifs
I’m so proud of you and your recovery. It takes so much strength and I hope you realize that your family is happy you are alive, the other stuff is background noise. My sister was a heroin addict for 10 years, every day for her was hell and everyday it was hell for me, because I spent my childhood worrying I would get that horrible phone call. The day she got sober is the day that changed our lives forever. She’s not her past, it doesn’t define her and yours doesn’t define you. The best gift you can give your family is you continuing on your journey. I just wanted to share my perspective being on the other side, because I truly have forgiven my sister and it does continue to get better. Thank you for sharing your story and thank you for your strength
@Doubebubblegum Wow thank you and thank you for sharing your story about your sister, I'm touched addiction is hard on everyone especially the loved ones watching the person who's struggling I needed to read this comment ifs been a dark time lately thank you
@@dayahorvath4253 thank you. Not gonna lie, it’s really hard 🙃 Just the idea of going through withdrawal again makes me panic. I know that life sober can be good but the whole process to get there is my worst nightmare
@@vikloriot I know it’s hard, but at the end it’s really worth it, believe me. It’s never too late, and do feel embarrassed to call for help. Sending all my love and supports
I relate to her because of her anger,I have “behavioral issues”the last few years have been full of screaming and crying at school every day I’m sent to an empty room called the blue room I go to a therapeutic school it’s hell for me and I understand I’m scary but it’s so hard I get her anger I get the guilt she feels
She did an amazing job w this role. I found it hard to watch her sometimes as I'm a recovering addict myself and I remember all the shit I put my loved ones thru and especially myself just to stay high because I've been so hurt and damaged. It was anything to feel a bit of happiness or relief from all the struggles I was going thru. A lot of the things rue has done it was like watching myself. I pray to God I never end up in this dark hole again.
This video brought me to tears. I hadn’t related to a character in a very long time. I relapsed 4 days ago. I’m out of the woods now, but still withdrawing.
I hope everybody will get well and free from that pain. I’m an addict and I’m having mental issues too. I would like to get well but it’s so hard cause there’s so much pain next to the addiction. That’s not just the drugs, that’s deeper than it…. Which I was someone else, which I was a good person.
@everlastingemptiness7700 I mean, I was clean of cutting for 6 years til the pandemic. Kept relapsing for about 2 years, and now I've been clean for 3 months. Back when I first relapsed I didn't think things were going to get better. I still get urges but it's like it's not guaranteed that I'll give in to it now
Her addiction gave relief from pain ...but I can truely understand rue character deeply ... How it feels when no one is there for you ....when you need help but no one is around ...and you always try hard but no one appreciate and you have no one to turn too ...no one to understand you .... I feel the same as rue ... I totally relate to her .. you feel hollowness inside ...like inside you is empty ...you forget how to smile but just pretend ...becoz dead don't know how to smile...in reality girls like rue is always left behind and alone .... They don't understand the she is trying to be strong not rude or not showing attitude ... She is just protecting herself becoz she knows no one is there to take stand for her if anything goes wrong ....no one will be there for her...in reality girl like rue ( who is not addicted ) is never understood by anyone ....her suffering is unnoticed like nothing ever happened ...but only she know what is going inside her ...and how she is dealing with herself for not giving up ...she did best ...yup girl who really go through it ... Become numb and dead and cold like a weak soul who is getting weaker day by day ...with fake smile...who try hard ... But at the end of the day ...she is always left behind ...no one cares for her ..no one stand for her like she is punished for losing her ( one and only ) strongest person... everyday ...by everyone whom she trust ....it hurts... but who cares for an insect life
@adjoolie yoo people get so deep into empathy and sympathy that they go too far and think that just because you feel bad for someone, that means they're a good person, they've just done bad things. It doesn't really work that way.
Hey everyone. I would like to invite you to my channel too, because I am trying to gain viewers. I'm also starting my story with editing so I hope you will give me your support. ps. this video is brilliant.
like why they did this series it's just hard for me to watch my life n myself on the big screen as Rue i'm addicted to drugs too after my dad passed away and i'm still tryina get sober n comeover it but i started to hate myself
I was sent to a therapist and she didn't help, in fact she made it worse 🙃 I feell like everyone thinks therapy will fix the problem, well it never did for me. Sorry for my rant.
@@mitjamackenzie1219 this is probably it. We know they were having money problems. Poor Leslie… she was always struggling to get her daughter the help she needed
@@illyanacat9867 Yeah therapy could help but only if you find the right therapist and the right treatment/therapy plan. It's not that easy to do since it's basically based on the individual finding something that will be curated to the healing they need.
Hate Myself I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Yeah, late nights are the worst for me They bring out the worst in me Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me All the core beliefs And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I ain't my worth 'cause I'm at war with peace Or go to Hell, welcome to the corpse of me Look at the body like you ain't nothin' but poor and weak It's kinda weird Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink That's more deceit, more defeat Is this really what I'm born to be? That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique So poor, but I'm so wealthy Need help, but you can't help me What else can the world sell me? Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they goin' outta stock But it's not healthy I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Yeah, late nights get the best of me They know how to get to me Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me But I don't wanna die, just wanna get relief So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful What is success when hope has left you I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record Sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh! Come across like it's so easy But I feel like you don't need me When I feel like you don't need me Then I feel like you don't see me And my life has no meaning, drain me Hands out, tryna ask for love But when I get it, I just pass it up Throw it away and think about it later Diggin' through the trash for drugs Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't I'm scared because I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself I walk through the ashes of my passions Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket Get lost in the questions I can't answer Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter We scream to be free, but I stay captured Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lackin' Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it But I can't have it Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it But I can't have it Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Hate myself But it's hard when I hate myself Hate myself But it's hard when I hate myself When I hate myself It's kinda hard when I hate myself I hate myself It's hard when I hate myself
I understand her's mom but she always pissed off her because of she is addict but she never trying to find out why she was being addict. I dont like that.
Amazing edit!!! I start making some edits too and shared my first one. I'd be super honored if you watch mine you have such a talent!!! ❤️ ( also I'm a dedicated fan of Scarlet Witch too, my second video will be about her im so excited!!! )
"If I could be a different person, I promise you I would" I never agreed more to this phrase👍🏻
I found it incredibly hard to watch Rue some times as a recovered addict, I remember putting my mom and friends through hell. Watching her I hate her because she is a true depiction of most who struggle with addiction and reminded me of my lowest moments. I think this video really showcased the vulnerability and struggles rue faces with her mental health and addiction. I love your videos youre so talented
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sin and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal I respect your beleifs
Same here, I couldn't have put it better. 22 yr habit. Clean now but can't quit the bottle.
I’m so proud of you and your recovery. It takes so much strength and I hope you realize that your family is happy you are alive, the other stuff is background noise. My sister was a heroin addict for 10 years, every day for her was hell and everyday it was hell for me, because I spent my childhood worrying I would get that horrible phone call. The day she got sober is the day that changed our lives forever. She’s not her past, it doesn’t define her and yours doesn’t define you. The best gift you can give your family is you continuing on your journey. I just wanted to share my perspective being on the other side, because I truly have forgiven my sister and it does continue to get better. Thank you for sharing your story and thank you for your strength
@Doubebubblegum Wow thank you and thank you for sharing your story about your sister, I'm touched addiction is hard on everyone especially the loved ones watching the person who's struggling I needed to read this comment ifs been a dark time lately thank you
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I love how they really show what a person with bi-polar disorder can go trough
Did rue have bpd too
Seriously! It’s freakin’ awesome! I have never related to any other character in pop culture more than Rue Bennett.
She had bipolar?
@@faeze5398 Yeah
@@faeze5398yeah she had bipolar, anxiety and ocd
this is beautiful! i love and relate to rue so much. trying to get sober again
Wishing you all the best luck, hope you’ll recover, keep going strong.
@@dayahorvath4253 thanks, i hope i'll recover too
@@vikloriot I went through the same as you, keep going strong. I believe in you.
@@dayahorvath4253 thank you. Not gonna lie, it’s really hard 🙃 Just the idea of going through withdrawal again makes me panic. I know that life sober can be good but the whole process to get there is my worst nightmare
@@vikloriot I know it’s hard, but at the end it’s really worth it, believe me. It’s never too late, and do feel embarrassed to call for help.
Sending all my love and supports
I relate to her because of her anger,I have “behavioral issues”the last few years have been full of screaming and crying at school every day I’m sent to an empty room called the blue room I go to a therapeutic school it’s hell for me and I understand I’m scary but it’s so hard I get her anger I get the guilt she feels
The few ppl who really know me are dumbstruck by the anger I carry
NF and Rue are perfect combo!
Couldnt agree more👏😢
She did an amazing job w this role. I found it hard to watch her sometimes as I'm a recovering addict myself and I remember all the shit I put my loved ones thru and especially myself just to stay high because I've been so hurt and damaged. It was anything to feel a bit of happiness or relief from all the struggles I was going thru. A lot of the things rue has done it was like watching myself. I pray to God I never end up in this dark hole again.
I like this video a lot. I have no idea why it's not so popular.
God this is amazing
Great edit. I will always love and root for Ruby Bennett
Rue Bennett (also, me too)
@@Andromeda2comet her full name is Ruby "Rue" Bennett. Go back and watch episode 5 of season 2. 😉
This video brought me to tears. I hadn’t related to a character in a very long time. I relapsed 4 days ago. I’m out of the woods now, but still withdrawing.
Hope u doing well ,I know well wat ya mean x
I hope everybody will get well and free from that pain. I’m an addict and I’m having mental issues too. I would like to get well but it’s so hard cause there’s so much pain next to the addiction. That’s not just the drugs, that’s deeper than it…. Which I was someone else, which I was a good person.
This took me back to being the monster I was😢 I want everyone that is dealing with pain and sorrow to succeed in life !
this song and series is such a good combo, especially when it comes to Rue. I have to admit I cried my eyes out whil watching this video.
She's a brilliant actress!
Whether you’re a cutter, addicted to a drug, etc. you can overcome your problem no matter how hard it is or seems!
Nope. Being in the hole for a whole decade, it doesn't. Don't lie to kids
but it's hard when I hate myself
@everlastingemptiness7700 I mean, I was clean of cutting for 6 years til the pandemic. Kept relapsing for about 2 years, and now I've been clean for 3 months. Back when I first relapsed I didn't think things were going to get better. I still get urges but it's like it's not guaranteed that I'll give in to it now
Her addiction gave relief from pain ...but I can truely understand rue character deeply ... How it feels when no one is there for you ....when you need help but no one is around ...and you always try hard but no one appreciate and you have no one to turn too ...no one to understand you .... I feel the same as rue ... I totally relate to her .. you feel hollowness inside ...like inside you is empty ...you forget how to smile but just pretend ...becoz dead don't know how to smile...in reality girls like rue is always left behind and alone .... They don't understand the she is trying to be strong not rude or not showing attitude ... She is just protecting herself becoz she knows no one is there to take stand for her if anything goes wrong ....no one will be there for her...in reality girl like rue ( who is not addicted ) is never understood by anyone ....her suffering is unnoticed like nothing ever happened ...but only she know what is going inside her ...and how she is dealing with herself for not giving up ...she did best ...yup girl who really go through it ... Become numb and dead and cold like a weak soul who is getting weaker day by day ...with fake smile...who try hard ... But at the end of the day ...she is always left behind ...no one cares for her ..no one stand for her like she is punished for losing her ( one and only ) strongest person... everyday ...by everyone whom she trust ....it hurts... but who cares for an insect life
THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL ITS PERFECT
It's weird how this character makes me realize this drug shit ain it but on the other hand is always my comfort place when I took smth
I relate to her so much! ❤️ zendaya is so good and she is trying to cope with her dads death and it turned out to be a drug addiction
Rue is a good person, she’s just lost and confused. It’s not her fault she got addicted to drugs, some teens just do
How is she a good person ?
😊👍💜💜💜
@@adjoolie she's a good person, because shitty things have happened to her not because she's a shitty person
Please list every way in which rue us a good person.
@adjoolie yoo people get so deep into empathy and sympathy that they go too far and think that just because you feel bad for someone, that means they're a good person, they've just done bad things. It doesn't really work that way.
Good track too 🎶 🎵
I literally feel this
Damn u ate this edit
Beautiful
Hey everyone. I would like to invite you to my channel too, because I am trying to gain viewers. I'm also starting my story with editing so I hope you will give me your support.
ps. this video is brilliant.
This video made my day ♥️🙂
great editing
It's perfect
really great edit :)
zendaya CRUSHED this character
Why was this an accurate depiction of when I was getting high 😔
like why they did this series it's just hard for me to watch my life n myself on the big screen as Rue i'm addicted to drugs too after my dad passed away and i'm still tryina get sober n comeover it but i started to hate myself
dont give up
The fact is that ihate my self till ilost what I called love yet it wasn't
when they never diagnosied you with anything so now you just relate to any emotional chaos, drug abuse and pain
the real question was why she was never sent to a therapist :( the whole time watching this show my heart hurt for rue
Probably couldn't afford it
Don't know. I vave the same question.
I was sent to a therapist and she didn't help, in fact she made it worse 🙃
I feell like everyone thinks therapy will fix the problem, well it never did for me.
Sorry for my rant.
@@mitjamackenzie1219 this is probably it. We know they were having money problems. Poor Leslie… she was always struggling to get her daughter the help she needed
@@illyanacat9867 Yeah therapy could help but only if you find the right therapist and the right treatment/therapy plan. It's not that easy to do since it's basically based on the individual finding something that will be curated to the healing they need.
shesshh this is so FCKING GOOD
This literally takes my breath away. And not in a good way 😔🙂
This song...
fucking awesome!!!!
When I was watching Rue, I was so shocked that somebody described me
This is a fucking masterpiece!!!
Oh rue... its gonna be okay
im definitely rue..
Hate Myself
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Yeah, late nights are the worst for me
They bring out the worst in me
Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think
If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me
All the core beliefs
And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I ain't my worth 'cause I'm at war with peace
Or go to Hell, welcome to the corpse of me
Look at the body like you ain't nothin' but poor and weak
It's kinda weird
Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink
That's more deceit, more defeat
Is this really what I'm born to be?
That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique
So poor, but I'm so wealthy
Need help, but you can't help me
What else can the world sell me?
Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they goin' outta stock
But it's not healthy
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Yeah, late nights get the best of me
They know how to get to me
Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
But I don't wanna die, just wanna get relief
So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful
What is success when hope has left you
I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record
Sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh!
Come across like it's so easy
But I feel like you don't need me
When I feel like you don't need me
Then I feel like you don't see me
And my life has no meaning, drain me
Hands out, tryna ask for love
But when I get it, I just pass it up
Throw it away and think about it later
Diggin' through the trash for drugs
Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't
I'm scared because
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
I walk through the ashes of my passions
Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket
Get lost in the questions I can't answer
Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter
We scream to be free, but I stay captured
Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions
Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lackin'
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
But I can't have it
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
But I can't have it
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
But it's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
But it's hard when I hate myself
When I hate myself
It's kinda hard when I hate myself
I hate myself
It's hard when I hate myself
🥺🥺
It’s hurting me that I’m turning into rue
I know it's hard ....but you can't let that happen....you shouldn't loose yourself.
Yeah my life im bipolar🖤
im trynna be clean yall fr
🙌✨
You can do it I believe in you and you're brave to talk about this.
Hope you're okay 💓
ايش اسم الاغنيه قاعد ادور عليها مني لاقيها
hate myself by NF
she’s too fucking relatable
She’s so me
I understand her's mom but she always pissed off her because of she is addict but she never trying to find out why she was being addict. I dont like that.
Please make a Rue edit to Stromae - L’enfer
i hate myself
Anyone today ??🙂
here now
Yes
Amazing edit!!! I start making some edits too and shared my first one. I'd be super honored if you watch mine you have such a talent!!! ❤️ ( also I'm a dedicated fan of Scarlet Witch too, my second video will be about her im so excited!!! )
I’m 😢not a good person
Who's the rapper? Sounds like em but it's not...
Nf hate myself
Mmhmm...
Remember Jesus loves you no matter what
Ya'll never heard of left overs?! 🤣🤣 The mold and mildew is a problem, tho🤮🤮
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