This songs kinda makes me feel even more depress .like let me tell u my storym.After 2years of thinking that shes cheating on me, i was mentally suffered. I could not be My true self. I began to have ocial anxiey also.It was really hard to look at her eyes even though we were talking.I never talk to her,never treated her properly. And beside this 2 years ,a time was there where she was really depressed for 3months because she could not tolerate me anymore. She understood my problems but she is also a human. So she wanted to breakup but she never said it to me. Time passes by, with the evolution of emotions, i finally , keeping aside my fears ,my problems ,my sufferings, i talked to her ,i looked at her eyes,i started sharing my thoughts,i open up everything. She was never the same after that, she was brighten up i can tell . Time passes again, since we were in relationship, there was time were we argued. Its a part of a relationship and if a person does not get mad at his her love ones then it is not love ,we all know it,its a part of the relationship. People say that i am sensitive,gets emotional easily, yes ,i agree. And the worst part is my life is going to study abroad next year ,2025 May for her 10+1 and 10+2 ,neet prepartion and all. I am like i have no words to explain what my heart is feeling right now. So ,i am also trying to join her , but i have to score 85%+ on my Board exam to get admitted.Being an average student,i cant really tell if i am going to cross that mark or not ,but after knowing the situation , i have to cross it. I dont know whether my Parents will allow me to study abroad or not but i'll convince them,I have to. Everything was going fine but today, 2024,july 13, she was so mad at me that she told me ''lets break up''.Its been almost 4years, we have been dating and in these 4 years, she never told me that sentence. But,today she asked for it. I said ''if i were so mad at u ,i would never ask for a break up''. She replied ''ask it ,i'll say ok''.
This songs kinda makes me feel even more depress .like let me tell u my storym.After 2years of thinking that shes cheating on me, i was mentally suffered. I could not be My true self. I began to have ocial anxiey also.It was really hard to look at her eyes even though we were talking.I never talk to her,never treated her properly. And beside this 2 years ,a time was there where she was really depressed for 3months because she could not tolerate me anymore. She understood my problems but she is also a human. So she wanted to breakup but she never said it to me.
Time passes by, with the evolution of emotions, i finally , keeping aside my fears ,my problems ,my sufferings, i talked to her ,i looked at her eyes,i started sharing my thoughts,i open up everything.
She was never the same after that, she was brighten up i can tell .
Time passes again, since we were in relationship, there was time were we argued. Its a part of a relationship and if a person does not get mad at his her love ones then it is not love ,we all know it,its a part of the relationship.
People say that i am sensitive,gets emotional easily, yes ,i agree.
And the worst part is my life is going to study abroad next year ,2025 May for her 10+1 and 10+2 ,neet prepartion and all.
I am like i have no words to explain what my heart is feeling right now.
So ,i am also trying to join her , but i have to score 85%+ on my Board exam to get admitted.Being an average student,i cant really tell if i am going to cross that mark or not ,but after knowing the situation , i have to cross it. I dont know whether my Parents will allow me to study abroad or not but i'll convince them,I have to.
Everything was going fine but today, 2024,july 13, she was so mad at me that she told me ''lets break up''.Its been almost 4years, we have been dating and in these 4 years, she never told me that sentence.
But,today she asked for it.
I said ''if i were so mad at u ,i would never ask for a break up''.
She replied ''ask it ,i'll say ok''.
I heard this after rejection from crush😑