LYRICS Ever on and on I continue circling With nothing but my hate In a carousel of agony 'Til slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing And suddenly I see that I can't Break free, I'm Slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity With nothing but my pain and a paralyzing agony To tell me who I am! Who I was! Uncertainty enveloping my mind 'Til I can't break free and Maybe it's a dream, maybe nothing else is real But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel So I'm tired of all the pain, all the misery inside And I wish that I could live feeling nothing but the night You could tell me what to say, you could tell me where to go But I doubt that I would care and my heart would never know If I make another move, there'll be no more turning back Because everything would change and it all would fade to black Will tomorrow ever come? Will I make it through the night? Will there ever be a place for the broken in the light? Am I hurting? Am I sad? Should I stay or should I go? I've forgotten how to tell, did I ever even know? Can I take another step? I've done everything I can All the people that I see, they will never understand If I find a way to change, if I step into the light Then I'll never be the same and it all will fade to white Ever on and on I continue circling With nothing but my hate In a carousel of agony 'Til slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing And suddenly I see that I can't Break free, I'm Slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity With nothing but my pain and a paralyzing agony To tell me who I am! Who I was! Uncertainty enveloping my mind 'Til I can't break free and Maybe it's a dream, maybe nothing else is real But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel So I'm tired of all the pain, all the misery inside And I wish that I could live feeling nothing but the night You could tell me what to say, you could tell me where to go But I doubt that I would care and my heart would never know If I make another move, there'll be no more turning back Because everything would change and it all would fade to black Will tomorrow ever come? Will I make it through the night? Will there ever be a place for the broken in the light? Am I hurting, am I sad? Should I stay or should I go? I've forgotten how to tell, did I ever even know? This time you're not hurting me! This time I will take a stand! All the hatred in my eyes building up an evil plan Standing lonely in the night, with the darkness by my side Looking deep inside myself, and revealing only fright If I make another move, if I take another step Then it would all fall apart, there'd be nothing of me left If I'm crying in the wind, if I'm crying in the night Will there ever be a way? Will my heart return to white? Can you tell me who you are? Can you tell me where I am? I've forgotten how to see, I've forgotten if I can If I open up my eyes, there'll be no more going back 'Cause I'll throw it all away and it all will fade to black So I'm back here once again, so I'm back here once again Can I ever make a change? Will my heart begin to mend? Would you love me if I go? It feels like a heart attack But still everything's the same and it all just fades to black
You know, everyone gushes about the amazing vocals and the mind blowing arrangement... Which is true and they are both great... ...but why the HELL no one is talking about that insane video and the typesetting of the lyrics?!
This is a certified Gensokyo "Land of Fantasy" classic. It's basically scripture to always listen to this once in a while, always a welcome surprise to hear new covers of Touhou.
I loved the original song... and this cover does all the justice and more! best cover I've ever seen! I've been waiting so long for a cover Ike this!! love your work!!
You never disappoint anytime you upload, this is AMAZING! This has always been one of my favorite songs and I’m over the moon hearing yours! Thank you for this early Halloween gift, I will cherish it forever.
Probably a strange comment to see on something like this, but last year I was officially diagnosed with ADD and a form of anxiety (I think SAD my doc said? not so relevant, sorry) and I've been testing different dosages of a medicine for it to see what works. Unfortunately, while the most effective dosage does focus me pretty well, it also makes me far more energetic and i usually get a rush of adrenaline when it kicks in...similar to an anxiety attack. I was on the verge of a panic attack today when the med kicked in just because I had a lot to do and not much time to do it. I put my earbuds in and set this song on repeat, high volume and a bit bass boosted and after a few listens it pretty much acted like a vigorous mental shake and I managed to calm down enough to actually focus and start being productive. Tl;dr: this song managed to focus me and bring me down from the verge of a panic attack caused by being mentally overwhelmed.
been a fan for a while. I remember years ago when i wanted to listen to a cover of this song from you. then you did it. and you did it again now, improved again. Happy Halloween and do keep up the good work ^^
idk how i never found this version but GREAT JOB??? the extra lyrics are just a chefs kiss UGH loved the english lyrics as a kid, and i fucking love this addition as an adult. your voice is also amazing. idk how i never found your covers!!!
I had the monster and didn’t like it too much, it tasted like what I imagine apple juice tasting like (never tried apple juice and haven’t had apples in years) and it was too smooth it had no fight in it, the original overwhelms you and the mango almost fights you in the way down so on which is charming.
WOAH this was truly amazing, vocals, music, visuals EVERYTHING i LOVED IT so MUCH if you dont mind! could you cover lower one's eyes next? its an AMAZING song that always reduces me to tears and i absolutely LOVE your covers so itd be cool to see my favourite cover artist sing my favourite song!!
How come whenever i discover a song in another language i dont understand. That i love for no reason. I eventually look up the the translation.. and heavily relate to it.. am i psychic? Or vibes the same in every language?
LYRICS
Ever on and on
I continue circling
With nothing but my hate
In a carousel of agony
'Til slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing
And suddenly I see that I can't
Break free, I'm
Slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity
With nothing but my pain and a paralyzing agony
To tell me who I am! Who I was!
Uncertainty enveloping my mind
'Til I can't break free and
Maybe it's a dream, maybe nothing else is real
But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel
So I'm tired of all the pain, all the misery inside
And I wish that I could live feeling nothing but the night
You could tell me what to say, you could tell me where to go
But I doubt that I would care and my heart would never know
If I make another move, there'll be no more turning back
Because everything would change and it all would fade to black
Will tomorrow ever come? Will I make it through the night?
Will there ever be a place for the broken in the light?
Am I hurting? Am I sad? Should I stay or should I go?
I've forgotten how to tell, did I ever even know?
Can I take another step? I've done everything I can
All the people that I see, they will never understand
If I find a way to change, if I step into the light
Then I'll never be the same and it all will fade to white
Ever on and on
I continue circling
With nothing but my hate
In a carousel of agony
'Til slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing
And suddenly I see that I can't
Break free, I'm
Slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity
With nothing but my pain and a paralyzing agony
To tell me who I am! Who I was!
Uncertainty enveloping my mind
'Til I can't break free and
Maybe it's a dream, maybe nothing else is real
But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel
So I'm tired of all the pain, all the misery inside
And I wish that I could live feeling nothing but the night
You could tell me what to say, you could tell me where to go
But I doubt that I would care and my heart would never know
If I make another move, there'll be no more turning back
Because everything would change and it all would fade to black
Will tomorrow ever come? Will I make it through the night?
Will there ever be a place for the broken in the light?
Am I hurting, am I sad? Should I stay or should I go?
I've forgotten how to tell, did I ever even know?
This time you're not hurting me! This time I will take a stand!
All the hatred in my eyes building up an evil plan
Standing lonely in the night, with the darkness by my side
Looking deep inside myself, and revealing only fright
If I make another move, if I take another step
Then it would all fall apart, there'd be nothing of me left
If I'm crying in the wind, if I'm crying in the night
Will there ever be a way? Will my heart return to white?
Can you tell me who you are? Can you tell me where I am?
I've forgotten how to see, I've forgotten if I can
If I open up my eyes, there'll be no more going back
'Cause I'll throw it all away and it all will fade to black
So I'm back here once again, so I'm back here once again
Can I ever make a change? Will my heart begin to mend?
Would you love me if I go? It feels like a heart attack
But still everything's the same and it all just fades to black
apples
Potato
Pickles
Tomatoes
Ak 47
a bad apple a day keeps the bullet hell away
You know, everyone gushes about the amazing vocals and the mind blowing arrangement... Which is true and they are both great...
...but why the HELL no one is talking about that insane video and the typesetting of the lyrics?!
thank u I spent a lot of hours on it lol
The video is absolutely amazing holy shit
Far to often people forget the details that push a presentation over the top
@@lollia_official OH WE BELIEVE! VERY AMAZING ANIMATION
truly its the thing i appreciate the most
14 years later and this is still the only Alstroemeria song that gets any love.
wait actually thats kind of sad lol
do you have any recommendations?
edit: thanks fellas, gonna check em out 👌
@@firewall5189 Against, Perfect Cherry Blossom is my favorite
wish it got more love ;-;
@@firewall5189
SACRIFICE is one of my favorites
ALICE MAESTERA 🥰🥰🥰
@@kin-no-choo Another good one!
I haven’t listened to this song in years. Happy early halloween and thank you for this! Beautifully done as always
I’m old
@@lollia_official saying that makes me feel old :0
@@espeonstarz4665 Same here XD
@@lollia_official I'm young. But I still love this song. So that means you did good and your legacy will live on! I will make sure of it :)
Gotta love old songs like this coming back from the dead.
I’m dead so it’s pretty fitting
Hell you’re still my fav vocaloid/ cover artist after 7 years.🎉
@@lollia_official As recently undead I salute you.
Gotta love old games like you coming back from the dead.
dayum thats cold
this song will forever be an absolute bop
本当に神!!
ありがとうございます!
I love your cover!
カッコいいなあ
3:56 I really like these new lyrics.
How fun it is that these cover songs are still a thing, i remember them like 15 years ago when i was a teen and was obsessed with them
This is a certified Gensokyo "Land of Fantasy" classic.
It's basically scripture to always listen to this once in a while, always a welcome surprise to hear new covers of Touhou.
I like eating apples🍎
What if it's an evil one?
What if its a poisoned one?
What if it comes alive and murders your entire family?
@@lifeissomethingelse5373 why am I laughing
@@sodium_and_scales why am I laughing
Great cover. The drums in this track really hits, giving it that extra impact. Love the vocals too.
Pov: you feel a movement in your mouth after you toke a bite of an apple
*THE WOOOORM!!!*
@@grubb2103 *THE WOOOORM!!!*
@@EliSeBird *THE WOOOORRRMMMMM!!!!!!*
@@CH4R0N_TH3_SP1D3R the...
*-WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRRRRMMMMMMMMMMMM-* !!!!!!!!!!
Succumb to the worm
*𝐒𝐮𝐜𝐜𝐮𝐦𝐛 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐦*
This is AMAZING!!!!!
I loved the original song... and this cover does all the justice and more! best cover I've ever seen! I've been waiting so long for a cover Ike this!! love your work!!
I remember always listening to this song when I was younger 😊. I loved your cover. :3
🤓
@@oliothan🤡
YOU ARE SO COOL....
AAAAA NO U 🖤🖤🖤
This is amazing! I can't wait to obsess over the song for weeks fbdnd
Mood. Can already feel the hyperfixation forming
Great work! What an astounding cover. I have yearned for a lyrical, rock version for this song for years, and I never even knew it. 🖤✨🎶😊
Me with any yt to mp3 website: hippity hoppiti this song is now in my download foulder
No way I got a like
Always down for some Touhou! SING YOUR HEART OUT!!!
bold of u to assume I have a heart
I don't know what a heart is, I heard it beats tho.
@@lollia_official XD
Beautiful you and Sleeping Forest work great together I'm in awe
Yay!! Now I can listen to this cover on YT!! (I had to binge this on spotify previously)
Is this version on spotify?
@@chaoticroderick1805 Yeah, she has a ton of music on there. I think this was up on spotify first even
You never disappoint anytime you upload, this is AMAZING! This has always been one of my favorite songs and I’m over the moon hearing yours!
Thank you for this early Halloween gift, I will cherish it forever.
Ну что могу сказать, ещё один достойный кавер на эту чудо песню, однозначно лайк)
Finnaly, i waited this cover after 4, no, 5 thousand years, this is one of my favorite music already like five years
Dictionary: "How many Syllables do you need for the song?"
Touhou Project: "yes"
Lovely cover! Was surprised to see this one in my recommended but not let down, I always enjoy your works.
Always hitting it out of the park. Woooo!
THIS FULES MY INNER CHILD OF WHICH LOVED ROCK AND THIS SPECIFIC VOCALOID SONG TOO MUCH AH 😆 sad I didn't find this one of your covers soonerrr 😢❤❤❤
For some reason I wanted to cry during listening to this song it might have a reason for that
You did a phenomenal job my dude!! It’s amazing to see you continue your singing career after hs 😊❤
This my fave english version. Ive been trying to find a good voice that isnt overpowered by the music.n
Extraordinary! Very nice hands. I look forward to the continuation.
The nostalgia 😍 Amazing job as always. Keep up the good work!
i remember loving this song a while back. so cool listening to this today in a lollia cover nice work!!
uma salva de palmas, ficou incrível!
Somehow this song never gets old,
Gotta love it
Not even a 2hu dude but I listen to this song in some form or fashion at least once a year.
Probably a strange comment to see on something like this, but last year I was officially diagnosed with ADD and a form of anxiety (I think SAD my doc said? not so relevant, sorry) and I've been testing different dosages of a medicine for it to see what works.
Unfortunately, while the most effective dosage does focus me pretty well, it also makes me far more energetic and i usually get a rush of adrenaline when it kicks in...similar to an anxiety attack. I was on the verge of a panic attack today when the med kicked in just because I had a lot to do and not much time to do it. I put my earbuds in and set this song on repeat, high volume and a bit bass boosted and after a few listens it pretty much acted like a vigorous mental shake and I managed to calm down enough to actually focus and start being productive.
Tl;dr: this song managed to focus me and bring me down from the verge of a panic attack caused by being mentally overwhelmed.
Outstanding! Always loved this song and you've absolutely killed it with this cover! Amazing!
Amazing cover! Your voice is fantastic as always and the mix was beautiful!
Amazing vocals as always!
"drop an apple core and it turns into a woman
Now thats the G.O.A.T
I was curious what would happen in the extended part since there aren't usually lyrics for that, but didn't expect that! That was amazing!
Omg this is sooo goood its hits really hard as first time listening to it!!
I never heard something like this before, meanings are too deep and words are not just repeating after fev words I love this.
been a fan for a while. I remember years ago when i wanted to listen to a cover of this song from you. then you did it. and you did it again now, improved again. Happy Halloween and do keep up the good work ^^
I had to take a lot of covers down due to copyright and lots of people spit in my face because of it. I’m glad you guys like to remasters tho 🫠
I love this song + this voice is beautiful
You have a really nice voice, hope to hear more songs with it.
Never heard this song until today, but always kinda heard about it.
Wow.
Best cover I've heard so far tbh
Adult new father newly homeless me vs emo angsty middleschooler past me. STILL A BANGER! But seriously I will probably relate to this my whole life!
Amazing as always
She has the most attractive voice in the world😍🔥
idk how i never found this version but GREAT JOB??? the extra lyrics are just a chefs kiss UGH loved the english lyrics as a kid, and i fucking love this addition as an adult. your voice is also amazing. idk how i never found your covers!!!
I had the monster and didn’t like it too much, it tasted like what I imagine apple juice tasting like (never tried apple juice and haven’t had apples in years) and it was too smooth it had no fight in it, the original overwhelms you and the mango almost fights you in the way down so on which is charming.
Oh one of my all time favorite Halloween songs!!! I love it so much!!!!!
This cover ties as my favorite with Cristina Vee's cover of the song. Love it
As a Touhou fan, I approve of this cover.
One my favorite songs sung by one my favorite singers definitely a favorite
Great job 🤘👍
It's abouts time you did this cover
I forget where I first heard this song but I love coming back to new covers of it.
You are a queen and you bless us with your uploads!
apples and insanity. I love this song so much..
There are hardly any English covers of the longer version of the song. Thanks for making this onr! 😊
man just the intro alone and it sounds sick
I love u lolliaaaa❤
There are SO MANY of these covers out here on the YT. This is the ONLY one that genuinely impressed me. great job!
one of my fave songs ever :3 thank u so much i enjoyed this one very much heheh
badapple好きだからカバーしてくれるの嬉しい❤
AWESOME this goes great with fighting in Tekk :D
WOAH this was truly amazing, vocals, music, visuals EVERYTHING i LOVED IT so MUCH
if you dont mind! could you cover lower one's eyes next? its an AMAZING song that always reduces me to tears and i absolutely LOVE your covers so itd be cool to see my favourite cover artist sing my favourite song!!
Beautiful work
I feel like _this singing_ sells the English translation the _most._ Powerful!!! Stunning!!!!! 🤩🤩🤩
Always a good day when there’s a new Lollia track in my sub feed
One of the best Covers I heard this Year. Very well done Video too! Keep up the great work :3
Espectacular, felicitaciones.
Loving the synths in this.
absolutely stunning
omg im early!! and this sounds so good i love it
excited to see this cover! I love your voice, and I love this song
I like this so much ty so much for posting
Master piece
How come whenever i discover a song in another language i dont understand. That i love for no reason. I eventually look up the the translation.. and heavily relate to it.. am i psychic? Or vibes the same in every language?
LOLLIA?? THIS IS AN AMAZING COVER OMG
That's sick! It's now in my playlist
This version compared to the other is like "this time I will break free once and for all"
You did incredible queen! Slay!
Oh~ Nice extended intro and arrangement!
I’m adoring all your metal covers!!
Amazing!
I think I requested this for the entirety of 2019. Lets just say I'm pretty happy this is now a thing
Amazing as always! ❤️❤️
I love the half-french accent
Just a amazing cover to a amazing song, it sent shivers up my back and tears on my eyes.
Saw yout tiktok clip. this is a great animation but would love to see you singing it. the clip was mesmerizing
This sounds beast, holy shit