There's a particular aesthetic that I like to think of as "that bit in a horror game before it reveals it's a horror game" that I'm finding myself drawn to more and more. It's like an uneasy calm, tension through mundanity. This fits right into that.
Mmm yes, I hear you. It's like an ordinary plain scene, but what makes it horror is that out-of-palace entity being present. Just that. Just one difference away.
It's just the feeling of an abandoned but clean and a open place. I literally live in one of this sceneries, my room just looks too empty but clean at the same time, what else would I need to clean if there's nothing to worry about besides the dust. The cold and lifeless, correctness aesthetic of a place adds to the whole feeling. Like a highly corporate office at night: it's lifeless, cold and uneasy. A warmy bed is all I need to recreate this places.
This is exactly the kind of music that makes me appreciate the fact that I exist in an era where music like this is accessable to me in a tiny box that fits in my pocket, instead of having to go to the store and purchase CD'S, or cassette tapes, or vinyl records or any other form of physical media, just to listen to music this good. And then before radio towers were invented, the only place to listen to music would be at live performances 🗿🗿💀💀
@@lilmamagcwell I'm just glad I can stay at home and not have to leave the house to listen to music; even though I'm well aware that listening to live music is a whole different experience, I'm not sure where I'd have to go to hear this kind of music played live
I always get this feeling whenever I have the same dream several times, and it feels like I know the place even though I really don't, yet it feels so real
@@robertgreen6027 The only dream I've ever had repeat, was that my mom put me in a basket ( I was very young the first time I had it ) and sailed me across the river like Moses. I then had try and get back on land and for some reason the only way was to go through a door into this building. I opened the door and fell into a huge shower/bath that had no way up. Eventually my cousin came and rescued me lol. Never new what to make of it, but I've had it several times over the years.
I had a dream…. A strange one I will say now. I was inside my house. But it wasn’t my house. It was someone else’s. The house was all white and almost as an abyss. But I continued to act like everything was normal. The house only had one room, a kitchen and a small table in the corner. My sister, brother, father, and mother were all there. But their backs were turned away from me. I guess… I felt left out… then suddenly they turned their necks. And asked “What’s wrong?” Everything started feeling dizzy. The voices overlapped and that’s when the dream, turned into a nightmare.
@@christinejanis6552 i had a dream I was a pinball in a pinball machine. The setting was Minecraft themed. It was very nostalgic to my childhood. I used to love pinball machines, and Minecraft. Good times.
It's so nice to hear a hymn in this playlist out of nowhere 10:30 is a hymn named what a friend we have in Jesus. The picture accompanying it is so beautiful. Thank you Nobody
I’m 12 years old, and has a field trip today. I’m gonna see all my classmates, my friends, and my wonderful teachers for maybe the last time for the year. I made lots of friends, unfortunately I won’t see them again.. ever. The one reason I’m writing this comment, is for you to cherish what you have, and do not be unhappy that whatever you have is gone. Just be happy you were able to make memories, and enjoy them.
When you feel sorrow, look above the sky. There are stars, laughing at us. We're nothing. Our Sorrowness and Emptyness is nothing. It's meaningless. Nobody can help us. But it's ok. Those Struggles and Suffers we face are nothing too. They are meaningless as well. Nobody can help us. But thankfully, we can help ourselves, by giving a meaning on our lives. It's gigantic, but it's actually nothing. You can pull through, so don't give up just yet.
i wish i could meet the people that watch these... i feel like itd be interesting to interview people who all have entirely different experiences and perspectives but share one connecting factor, playlists like these. finding out wll their paths that took them to this intersection of thousands across the world idk i think its sweet and would make for a nice mini-doc
somehow, 'banalities of our existence' felt like a child song to me; a lullaby. and boi did it flutter my heart for longer secs. and i am for now. thank you for making these!
this feels so elusively reflective of how i feel with the most honest and vulnerable parts of myself. i am not sure how to discern the thoughts if that is what it is or if it is just a feeling. its been persistent my whole life this emptiness but i dont perceive this emptiness as something frightening but rather maybe foreboding? it feels so heavy with the mist that carries the decay. does the fear sprout from living without truly knowing who i am or mourning over who i thought i was?
This reminds me of Everywhere At the End of Time by The Caretaker. This has a similar mood. A calm darkness, or sweet despair. That lonely feeling in a fast moving world where sometimes it doesn't feel real. But in some sense, you find peace and accept your own demise.
This brings to mind the dreams I used to have every spring, the only liminal space within would probably be the first part of them which would start off in broad daylight outside of an abandoned building that looks like the surrounding ecosystem is taking it back and once inside the building there wasn't anything remotely debris like as you're walking through it and the only thought is 'I need to get to the art classroom' and there by a shelving unit that has broken pottery and such strewn about it is another door that you can't really see through but sunlight is coming in through the window on the door. Once that opens you're met with this lake that's reflecting the night sky that has some floating structures on it that look like they're floating in space because of how vivid the sky is and you appear alone, you are alone but you don't feel alone and you know that you can't go into the lake. The building and the path through the building was different every time but the art class and the lake was always the same. If I still had this dream it would be around this next month that I would have it. The last time I had it there were people at the lake with me and I saw a kid slip of one of the floating docks that take you out to the floating buildings and I dived in to get the kid out of the lake. And the dream didn't end with the usual peace that it had but with a stern talking to from one of the people who just looked disappointed that I did the one thing I wasn't supposed to do. I miss those dreams.
Was listening to “preserved and valuable occasion” and began thinking about old memories with my grandma who passed away, namely memories made at an old roller skating rink she and I used to go to all the Time, and began tearing up. And then “creation at the end of everything” started playing, accompanied by the photo of a roller skating rink which looks almost identical to the very same one we used to go to. I’m both spooked and intensely comforted.
When i hear to this type of music i can see myself into a purgatory, floating on the limbo, like an infinite place with nobody. Staying calm, in peace forever. Sometimes the only thing i really want is calm. I don't have to have fun everyday, Just peace, escaping from the past having an eternity to think.
This is wonderful- and reminds me so much of "The Caretaker - Everywhere At The End Of Time" with it's attempt to depict the various stages of falling into dementia (beware: listening to later "stages" can get kinda scary). Awesome work.
This is perfect, I have been trying to collect as much ambient liminal music as I can (the stuff without crackhead energy and beats). These will deffo accompany me on my night walks in the dark around the playgrounds under the flickering lights.
@@moctezumacrodriguez2854 I think you can find yourself more easily in an unconscious state where all ego is stripped. Like.. ego death but without the funky fungi or taste colors paper tabs. @_@
this feels so close to everywhere at the end of time which reminds of liminal spaces i do actually feel like i've been to some of those places in dreams, this is why i've been really interested in liminal spaces and glad i found your channel to add to playlist while writing.
I know this could sound really crazy. But this is the first thing that comes to my mind when I hear the first soundtrack of this video (a peaceful omen - from 00:00 to 03:47), with that background image that is taken from inside of a house that shows us a vintage type walls, a window-like doorway to the tree and the front yard of the house. It's a bit nostalgic, but this is how I feel it : I feel like I have been there before. I used to live there. A part of my mind tells me that this could be the home that I used to live in my past life. I was a boy who grew up in this house. I had a mother, father, sister, grandparents, and other relatives. I used to play in that garden with the children of our neighbors. We lived happily. But it didn't last long. Something happened to me, which caused me to lose my life. I think it is a disease that I carried with me from my birth. They tried so desperately to save me but to no avail. It makes me sad 😔. I'm having this deja-vu-like feeling when I see that image with hearing that music. I know this sounds really really crazy. Some of you might think that I'm out of my mind or I'm talking nonsense. Whatever that is, this is the way I feel it.
Describing what I feel for each song. (i saw a comment that did this and i decided to try for myself.) 0:00 - i feel nothing but i feel something at the same time. Its like my heart is both empty but has some sort of emotion that is barely there. 3:47 - This one is sadness and nostalgia to me. Sadness because the good memories are gone and have faded into the past, and nostalgia because it reminds me of those memories and of ones i've never had. It's like a mix of the emotions you feel when something is born and then dies. 8:39 - Reminds me of Claire De Lune. I feel some sort of emotion i can't quite explain, but it's like when you watch the rain fall with soft music in the background, and you come to fully appreciate how beautiful rain is. I also feel a hint of nostalgia, and it feels like i'm walking through a dream. 12:16 - It's like when you take the time to think about all the things you haven't seen and all the emotions you haven't felt. This song is kind of the definition of mystery and awe, but also a sense of distorted memories if that makes sense (like a dream basically). 15:32 - This is sadness and a sense of a blissful but emotional and slightly traumatizing childhood. It’s like a peaceful yet depressing melody, it’s very emotional to me. This song feels like the warm embrace of a caring mother, but it also reminds me of death after a fulfilling life. 18:43 - Definitely feels like life, growth, creation, and death. It reminds me of looking at your past self, but also looking at the stars. This song sounds like sadness but peaceful happiness at the same time. 24:21 - This also sounds like a dream/ a distorted memory. A lot of nostalgia and sadness. It also reminds me of someone's last waltz before their death. 27:23 - Same as 12:16
nobody, deep down, you really are a somebody. Amen. Thank you for your music, it really relieves my tension and brings back the nostalgic memories I get everyday.
I think the feeling you describe in the title of this video is rooted in reincarnation. How else would we be able to feel the familiarity of a place we seemingly haven't been to before? It MUST have been in a past life. Thank you for this. As always, you've hit it out of the park!
Jack Torrance : "I fell in love with it right away. When I came up here from my interview, it was as though I had been here before. I mean, we all have moments of déjà vu, but this was ridiculous. It was almost as though I knew what was going to be around every corner."
I had a childhood trauma which I’m not going to get into, but when I listen to your playlist I remember said trauma, but instead of the crushing feeling I get when I think of it normally I have a second voice in my head that goes into detail about why I did wrong and what led me to this point in my life in the most positive way possible. I some ways I didn’t even know my subconscious could think of! And it’s just something that keeps me going, something that tells me “this happens for a reason and someday you’ll know the reason” This to me is just beautiful.
Time is an illusion. Every moment is connected with others. We are here, but who "we" are? What "here" is? There's not a place, there's not a time. I love this way to use "modern" tools to relive e "past" feeling.
why is this literally how the back door to one of my fave childhood homes exactly like this without the wallpaper. so strange that was one of my favorite houses but I have such faint memories of it, but also many key memories. one of them was the tree house in the backyard. it was the coolest place to me. we literally had nothing in it but it was special. nobody would go to the top floor because it attracted the most wasps but I didn’t care. everyday I would sit up there and read books with my snacks and a cold drink. oh how I wish I could find that house again.
Relax, allongez-vous et embrassez la réalité illusoire. Entrez dans le monde des rêves au château d'ivoire et suivez la rivière de cristal qui coule de la mer verte et commencez votre quête de l'éternité. Méfiez-vous du dragon endormi qui a été gardé sous le charme d'Orion. Au fur et à mesure que vous avancerez, l'état de rêve sera aussi étrange que celui d'un hallucinogène. Dans la brume de l'horizon, vous pourrez apercevoir vos rêves d'au-delà. À travers les friches naissantes, vous marcherez et ce sera là que vous découvrirez qui vous êtes vraiment. Et c'est alors que votre voyage sera complet et que vous comprendrez vraiment que la réalité n'est qu'illusoire 🐾🌿
I've started trying to dissect why the images make me unnerved. I can't quite tell, whether it's the uncanny familiarity, or the slight shadow in the corner, or the music. But something about it seeks so familiar... But odd. This is a beautiful playlist, and I would use this just to think and reflect for a little. Or even to give myself some psychological horror.
I really have no idea, because i keep dreaming the same dream since 2021 and it always happen on tuesday. I even still remember what should i do in the dream, ppl that appearing on my dreams, or the ending of the dream
This is by far Nowt’s best album in my opinion, the music is haunting yet beautiful (same goes for the images). It reminds me of strange dreams I had as a child, they were strange yet comforting. Absolutely beautiful album, I hope more people find it. Here are my top 3 tracks 1: Creation at the end of everything 2: And memories lasted forever 3: A peaceful omen Honorable mention: Banalities of our existence
Will it suffice to say I LOVE this channel? Or should I write poetries and proses on how your music peers into my soul, talks to me, holds my hand and takes me to the glass palaces inside my memories , freezing with time, and the warmth of your music, unravels them, to me, like my life singing back life to me, all over again? The themes you choose, the pieces you select, feels like, I just needed this so bad, just din't know it. And when I read the comments in the comments section, I so wish someday we could meet, on a re union, or something, have coffee, chit chat, and go back home with the feeling of "I too have a home, I too have my people" Maybe this is what is soul tribe. Maybe we will never meet, maybe we will cross our paths, and won't know we like the same music, talked over this channel, at length, maybe we have the same dreams and fears and still feel lonely. Wish..so many wishes..wish the list finds some fruition someday, for each one of us. Love and peace.
Hello, I just discovered you now, and I just want to say that your music is absolutely beautiful, nostalgic and delicate. It really reached my soul. Thank you so much ! You are very talented.
I dont know why but this connects my melancholy to someone's past pain and suffering that he was going through silently and caused him to weather away.
Hi. I’m a new sub. This is beautiful, not just the music but the accompanying images. So nostalgic. It’s Saudade. Thank you so much. Wishing you & everyone well and all the best.
The first picture..the song..It all felt so familiar..it reminded me of the church. I went to the back once when we were practicing stuff for our Communion..
the first time i clicked on this video the comments, likes, and everything that wasnt the video didn't show up. it was honestly kind of peaceful with just the music.
When I was younger I had dreams where I would always be in the same area as in the dream before: I would walk on a staircase, the floor was light brown and the walls were white but a bit dirty. I would walk up or down the stairs but at some point, the stairs in my dream just stoppen, there was like a void beneath them. I would turn around and walk up (or down) again because I didn't want to fall into the void. But after I walked a while, the stairs in this direction would also end. I walked the other way again, but for a shorter time, then again there was a void. I don't know anymore for how long this lasted in my dreams back then but I remember that sometimes there would be a corridor at the side opening up. When I walked through it I was in a small kind of shopping mall, with 2 floors, from the second floor you could look down onto the first floor. The floor was again in the light brownish color and the walls were a dirty white. There sometimes would be people, but they were like robots, completely ignoring the existence of me or everyone else. When they walked into the distance they vanished and new people would walk beside me and the vanish in the distance. Then I would wake up and realize it was all a dream, but now, when I think back to it (I had those dream like 10 years ago), I felt like they were real, like those people there were real and it was a giant meetup of people who somehow all got trapped in the same dream of staircases and a creepy mall, and whenever you woke up, you would just vanish out of this mall. I hope you could understand what I wrote, I'm sorry if there's any mistakes, I'm not a native English speaker and still learning
Reminds me of lil peep “give it up for you” It’s been completely removed from yt. But the lyrics are “white pills. Empty hotels. Good girl. Don’t tell. I feel. Like I been here. Before” Seeing this reminded me of that song. Just to find it’s deleted completely from yt. Gotta find it on SoundCloud
listening to this while doing my maths homework was one of the most pleasantly surreal moments i've experienced. very relaxing(which is much needed for maths because i tend to get anxious while doing it), and i got it done rather fast, so thanks!
For my brothers from Brazil who have the luck to find this, here's a portuguese review: Essa playlist é uma experiência que lhe trará lembranças do The Caretaker (Everywhere At The End Of Time). Começando por tópicos mais básicos, a ambientação que essa playlist consegue trazer é uma sensação de estar tentando se adaptar em um ambiente que é familiarmente estranho, a sua própria mente. Os instrumentos utilizados em cada uma das músicas combinou perfeitamente com a estética que foi usada para se criar essas músicas, as escalas e tons escolhidas foram muito bem utilizadas, o/a Nobody soube realmente como usar o máximo que tinha em suas mãos. As imagens que cada música possui, de certa forma, acaba por fazer um sentido, exemplo disso é a "things behind our mind" (3:47). A foto de estar numa sala pode remeter à varias coisas, como por exemplo: uma sala de espera de alguma clínica, onde o título "things behind our mind" pode expressar como a mente de uma pessoa conturbada estaria perante aquele ambiente. Não basta apenas ouvir, precisa se entregar ao que a/o Nobody queria expressar durante a produção de cada música, você precisa deixar que cada sentimento entre no seu coração.
Empty places like these are something I've always wanted to wander around in and get lost. Things like the Backrooms were always interesting to me outside of all the things in there that can kill ya. Just never ending randomly generated places to explore and maybe collect a few things from to keep going.
The first image hits me like a truck. It was sort of the exact place of my graduation, from the outside to the interior design (altrough it was a little bigger). But it's empty, nobody is inside nor outside. High school was something else.
Your music is so beautiful. "Making Memories Last Forever" somehow is the one that hits me the hardest. Like I've actually been there and it wakes my brain up to something I've forgotten.
realizing all those years in school as i got older it only got lonelier.. moved schools 3 times by senior year and by then i was numb to moving. i guess what im saying is theres a nostalgia but a numb one thats making me realize my ignorance at the time. my own fault i pushed myself so deep down the rabbit hole. the third one contrasts well. from an innocent child, oh how quickly things can change, and how the pain and scars show in many forms. i digress. thank you for putting something so eerie, yet nostalgic. captivates the mind with ideas of how i couldve done better but to not blame myself because i truly tried..
You ever look at something or been somewhere and focus on one aspect and think “This isn’t right” and not in a normal aspect like it’s broken or it’s a different color, but in a way that somehow defies normalcy, the natural order, and even reality itself? Like you can’t tell why it’s not right because, at face value, it seems right, almost perfect in a way. But if you pay attention, you spot more and more things that shouldn’t be but are. You can’t say exactly what those things are and why… or maybe even you don’t want to know why. Maybe the thought of diving in deeper will only add to the uneasiness that it brings out. But you can’t not know, it will just eat you up inside and you will never feel comfortable inside your head, but what if following through means that you’ll get answers that you’ll live to regret for however long you may live? Do you have the courage to look closely and explore the uncertain, maybe even dangerous, possibilities that these anachronisms bring? Or are you satisfied with living in wonderland? Never knowing for sure that this paradoxical place or thing you find yourself surrounded by is even real?
Question: when u see these types of images w/music, how do u feel? Relaxed, calm, uncomfortable, uneasy, etc? Just curious cause ppl seem to have very different emotions tied to this type of ambience.
No, I’ve not been here before. But I know where to go, that’s for sure. It seems I’ve been here in a life past, Maybe in the last. A bright green carpet of grass, Perfect blue sky, one cloud is forecast. Cookie-cut homes, an endless road, Behind which, an eerie fog flowed. There’s music coming from all around, A happy tune, but something’s off with the sound. Staticy buzzing, powerlines, And there are odd words on strangely-places signs. “This is the end, but walk a bit more,” Or: “look up in the sky to see the floor.” I have a frightful feeling about this place, Like something invisible’s right in my face. I see movement out my line of sight, Or random bright flashing lights. Something is always behind my back, There’s a door in the sky that leads to black.
Finally listening to all your playlists one by one, and loving all of them! This one is my personal favorite so far - I love liminal-space stuff, and you captured the vibe so well. Definitely going to be on the lookout for more from you!
For me the 1st, 3rd and 4th pieces perfectly depict the poisonous grief nostalgia can pull you into. If nostalgia could be expressed as a tune, I would define it be the 4th piece. I find that nostalgia can bring the most pain at times. Trying to make memories last forever. But they gradually fade away and there’s nothing you can do to bring back the past.
finally what i was looking for. no 12yo fake depressed trauma quirky bitches with anime pfps. Just music to listen to when you're stoned af. I love you, thank you sm for the vibes and mermories this playlist has awakend/placed in me. God bless you bro.
this feeling is more deep than deja vu this is like old fake memory, beacuse you know that's not true, this place only remind you some old memory or dream but this doesn't matter this feeling is pure, mysterious and amazing
There's a particular aesthetic that I like to think of as "that bit in a horror game before it reveals it's a horror game" that I'm finding myself drawn to more and more. It's like an uneasy calm, tension through mundanity. This fits right into that.
Mmm yes, I hear you. It's like an ordinary plain scene, but what makes it horror is that out-of-palace entity being present. Just that. Just one difference away.
Yes. reminds me of the beginning of Silent Hill 3 when you're in the mall
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It's just the feeling of an abandoned but clean and a open place.
I literally live in one of this sceneries, my room just looks too empty but clean at the same time, what else would I need to clean if there's nothing to worry about besides the dust.
The cold and lifeless, correctness aesthetic of a place adds to the whole feeling. Like a highly corporate office at night: it's lifeless, cold and uneasy.
A warmy bed is all I need to recreate this places.
This is exactly the kind of music that makes me appreciate the fact that I exist in an era where music like this is accessable to me in a tiny box that fits in my pocket, instead of having to go to the store and purchase CD'S, or cassette tapes, or vinyl records or any other form of physical media, just to listen to music this good. And then before radio towers were invented, the only place to listen to music would be at live performances 🗿🗿💀💀
It definitely also really makes you think about how we're all just specs floating on a rock hurtling through space
god forbid we have to listen to music at live performances. thank goodness that's a thing of the past
@@lilmamagcwell I'm just glad I can stay at home and not have to leave the house to listen to music; even though I'm well aware that listening to live music is a whole different experience, I'm not sure where I'd have to go to hear this kind of music played live
Yes, things are far more convenient now. If we could have this kind of technology 30 years ago, people would be amazed by it.
Amen to that
I always get this feeling whenever I have the same dream several times, and it feels like I know the place even though I really don't, yet it feels so real
The presence of unresolved stress.
The same dream several times.
It was at Chunky Cheese in '96.... there was an animatronics malfunction.... I was the only survivor....
@@robertgreen6027 The only dream I've ever had repeat, was that my mom put me in a basket ( I was very young the first time I had it ) and sailed me across the river like Moses. I then had try and get back on land and for some reason the only way was to go through a door into this building. I opened the door and fell into a huge shower/bath that had no way up. Eventually my cousin came and rescued me lol. Never new what to make of it, but I've had it several times over the years.
I had a dream…. A strange one I will say now. I was inside my house. But it wasn’t my house. It was someone else’s. The house was all white and almost as an abyss. But I continued to act like everything was normal. The house only had one room, a kitchen and a small table in the corner. My sister, brother, father, and mother were all there. But their backs were turned away from me. I guess… I felt left out… then suddenly they turned their necks. And asked “What’s wrong?” Everything started feeling dizzy. The voices overlapped and that’s when the dream, turned into a nightmare.
@@christinejanis6552 i had a dream I was a pinball in a pinball machine. The setting was Minecraft themed. It was very nostalgic to my childhood. I used to love pinball machines, and Minecraft. Good times.
This series is like depression but on a day with the best summer weather, which is descriptive of my childhood.
And mine⛔
Damn, that hit a little to close to home. 😢
"all songs were made by me" you are very talented for sure. Such a relaxing experience. Thank you!
No matter how hard you try, there is already at least one place in your life you've been for the final time.
Definitely not going to that gas station toilet again
@@chisinau1302 two words. taco. bell.
Painfully true, I have a list on Redfin of houses I will never be able to visit again. Not to mention video stores, Fun Forest, and more.
It's so nice to hear a hymn in this playlist out of nowhere
10:30 is a hymn named what a friend we have in Jesus. The picture accompanying it is so beautiful. Thank you Nobody
Too true! And track one sounds like "Take it to the LORD in prayer".
I thought the first one was a hymn too, but can't quite place it, which is what I like about this genre, things being 'just out of reach' ☺
I love this hymn
Although the sun is a bit... weird looking. It is beautiful. I wonder if Nobody knew the text was there. Sure hope so.
I’m 12 years old, and has a field trip today. I’m gonna see all my classmates, my friends, and my wonderful teachers for maybe the last time for the year. I made lots of friends, unfortunately I won’t see them again.. ever. The one reason I’m writing this comment, is for you to cherish what you have, and do not be unhappy that whatever you have is gone. Just be happy you were able to make memories, and enjoy them.
When you feel sorrow, look above the sky. There are stars, laughing at us.
We're nothing. Our Sorrowness and Emptyness is nothing. It's meaningless. Nobody can help us.
But it's ok. Those Struggles and Suffers we face are nothing too. They are meaningless as well.
Nobody can help us. But thankfully, we can help ourselves, by giving a meaning on our lives.
It's gigantic, but it's actually nothing. You can pull through, so don't give up just yet.
Great music here. I use your "memories that never existed" playlist for deep work, this sounds like a perfect addition. Love your work, nobody!!
"memories that never existed" is such a nice concept.
same here! it's always nice to use when working on a little bit of world building or creative writing!
@@MOLYTOV554 where do I find that playlist?
@@augustotassi3089 it’s called “Recalling memories that never existed”
i wish i could meet the people that watch these... i feel like itd be interesting to interview people who all have entirely different experiences and perspectives but share one connecting factor, playlists like these. finding out wll their paths that took them to this intersection of thousands across the world idk i think its sweet and would make for a nice mini-doc
I adore déjà vu sonder 24:21 theres so much emptiness in it and the breaking applause makes it kinda surrealistic❤
somehow, 'banalities of our existence' felt like a child song to me; a lullaby. and boi did it flutter my heart for longer secs.
and i am for now.
thank you for making these!
I always have this odd feeling when people are emptying out of the Skating Rink. This really captured that
A collection of our memories, all in one place. Experienced by one from all. It's poetic in it's own nature, but I'm thankful to be part of it.
this feels so elusively reflective of how i feel with the most honest and vulnerable parts of myself. i am not sure how to discern the thoughts if that is what it is or if it is just a feeling. its been persistent my whole life this emptiness but i dont perceive this emptiness as something frightening but rather maybe foreboding? it feels so heavy with the mist that carries the decay. does the fear sprout from living without truly knowing who i am or mourning over who i thought i was?
You're a beautiful writer, omg
same, well said
This reminds me of Everywhere At the End of Time by The Caretaker. This has a similar mood. A calm darkness, or sweet despair. That lonely feeling in a fast moving world where sometimes it doesn't feel real. But in some sense, you find peace and accept your own demise.
Yes. That's why this sounds familiar.
This brings to mind the dreams I used to have every spring, the only liminal space within would probably be the first part of them which would start off in broad daylight outside of an abandoned building that looks like the surrounding ecosystem is taking it back and once inside the building there wasn't anything remotely debris like as you're walking through it and the only thought is 'I need to get to the art classroom' and there by a shelving unit that has broken pottery and such strewn about it is another door that you can't really see through but sunlight is coming in through the window on the door. Once that opens you're met with this lake that's reflecting the night sky that has some floating structures on it that look like they're floating in space because of how vivid the sky is and you appear alone, you are alone but you don't feel alone and you know that you can't go into the lake. The building and the path through the building was different every time but the art class and the lake was always the same. If I still had this dream it would be around this next month that I would have it. The last time I had it there were people at the lake with me and I saw a kid slip of one of the floating docks that take you out to the floating buildings and I dived in to get the kid out of the lake. And the dream didn't end with the usual peace that it had but with a stern talking to from one of the people who just looked disappointed that I did the one thing I wasn't supposed to do. I miss those dreams.
Was listening to “preserved and valuable occasion” and began thinking about old memories with my grandma who passed away, namely memories made at an old roller skating rink she and I used to go to all the Time, and began tearing up. And then “creation at the end of everything” started playing, accompanied by the photo of a roller skating rink which looks almost identical to the very same one we used to go to. I’m both spooked and intensely comforted.
genuinely I think this is the first playlist I’ve ever listened to that embodied this feeling perfectly. thank you.
When i hear to this type of music i can see myself into a purgatory, floating on the limbo, like an infinite place with nobody. Staying calm, in peace forever. Sometimes the only thing i really want is calm. I don't have to have fun everyday, Just peace, escaping from the past having an eternity to think.
This is wonderful- and reminds me so much of "The Caretaker - Everywhere At The End Of Time" with it's attempt to depict the various stages of falling into dementia (beware: listening to later "stages" can get kinda scary). Awesome work.
This is perfect, I have been trying to collect as much ambient liminal music as I can (the stuff without crackhead energy and beats). These will deffo accompany me on my night walks in the dark around the playgrounds under the flickering lights.
You truly are terrifing😟 I love it😏
"THE CRACKHEAD ENERGY" IM GENUINELY LAUGHING
@@p3as4nt33 But forreal if I wanted to tweak out to speedcore I have like.. so many artists for that.
@@moctezumacrodriguez2854 I think you can find yourself more easily in an unconscious state where all ego is stripped. Like.. ego death but without the funky fungi or taste colors paper tabs. @_@
"banalities of our existence" brings a tear to my eye
this feels so close to everywhere at the end of time which reminds of liminal spaces
i do actually feel like i've been to some of those places in dreams, this is why i've been really interested in liminal spaces and glad i found your channel to add to playlist while writing.
This is what I think a cloud sounds like. Beautiful.
Thank you, nobody. ☁️👏🏻
I know this could sound really crazy. But this is the first thing that comes to my mind when I hear the first soundtrack of this video (a peaceful omen - from 00:00 to 03:47), with that background image that is taken from inside of a house that shows us a vintage type walls, a window-like doorway to the tree and the front yard of the house. It's a bit nostalgic, but this is how I feel it :
I feel like I have been there before. I used to live there. A part of my mind tells me that this could be the home that I used to live in my past life. I was a boy who grew up in this house. I had a mother, father, sister, grandparents, and other relatives. I used to play in that garden with the children of our neighbors. We lived happily. But it didn't last long. Something happened to me, which caused me to lose my life. I think it is a disease that I carried with me from my birth. They tried so desperately to save me but to no avail. It makes me sad 😔.
I'm having this deja-vu-like feeling when I see that image with hearing that music. I know this sounds really really crazy. Some of you might think that I'm out of my mind or I'm talking nonsense. Whatever that is, this is the way I feel it.
Deep.
This whole channel is a treasure
Describing what I feel for each song. (i saw a comment that did this and i decided to try for myself.)
0:00 - i feel nothing but i feel something at the same time. Its like my heart is both empty but has some sort of emotion that is barely there.
3:47 - This one is sadness and nostalgia to me. Sadness because the good memories are gone and have faded into the past, and nostalgia because it reminds me of those memories and of ones i've never had. It's like a mix of the emotions you feel when something is born and then dies.
8:39 - Reminds me of Claire De Lune. I feel some sort of emotion i can't quite explain, but it's like when you watch the rain fall with soft music in the background, and you come to fully appreciate how beautiful rain is. I also feel a hint of nostalgia, and it feels like i'm walking through a dream.
12:16 - It's like when you take the time to think about all the things you haven't seen and all the emotions you haven't felt. This song is kind of the definition of mystery and awe, but also a sense of distorted memories if that makes sense (like a dream basically).
15:32 - This is sadness and a sense of a blissful but emotional and slightly traumatizing childhood. It’s like a peaceful yet depressing melody, it’s very emotional to me. This song feels like the warm embrace of a caring mother, but it also reminds me of death after a fulfilling life.
18:43 - Definitely feels like life, growth, creation, and death. It reminds me of looking at your past self, but also looking at the stars. This song sounds like sadness but peaceful happiness at the same time.
24:21 - This also sounds like a dream/ a distorted memory. A lot of nostalgia and sadness. It also reminds me of someone's last waltz before their death.
27:23 - Same as 12:16
That feeling when you have been raised in such atmosphere and get nothing but painful flashbacks from this wonderful playlist 😂😅🥲
долго не могла найти подходящий плейлист с нужной атмосферой, но этот плейлист просто идеально описывает состояние опустошенности, спасибо вам
Да
nobody, deep down, you really are a somebody. Amen. Thank you for your music, it really relieves my tension and brings back the nostalgic memories I get everyday.
I think the feeling you describe in the title of this video is rooted in reincarnation. How else would we be able to feel the familiarity of a place we seemingly haven't been to before? It MUST have been in a past life. Thank you for this. As always, you've hit it out of the park!
Jack Torrance : "I fell in love with it right away. When I came up here from my interview, it was as though I had been here before. I mean, we all have moments of déjà vu, but this was ridiculous. It was almost as though I knew what was going to be around every corner."
I had a childhood trauma which I’m not going to get into, but when I listen to your playlist I remember said trauma, but instead of the crushing feeling I get when I think of it normally I have a second voice in my head that goes into detail about why I did wrong and what led me to this point in my life in the most positive way possible. I some ways I didn’t even know my subconscious could think of! And it’s just something that keeps me going, something that tells me “this happens for a reason and someday you’ll know the reason” This to me is just beautiful.
Time is an illusion. Every moment is connected with others. We are here, but who "we" are? What "here" is? There's not a place, there's not a time. I love this way to use "modern" tools to relive e "past" feeling.
This was awesome! Can't wait until eventually there are enough liminal space songs to make one of those 10 hour videos you do! Rooting for ya!
This is what I feel like when I’m completely familiar with things in my dreams but I’ve never seen them before
why is this literally how the back door to one of my fave childhood homes exactly like this without the wallpaper. so strange that was one of my favorite houses but I have such faint memories of it, but also many key memories. one of them was the tree house in the backyard. it was the coolest place to me. we literally had nothing in it but it was special. nobody would go to the top floor because it attracted the most wasps but I didn’t care. everyday I would sit up there and read books with my snacks and a cold drink. oh how I wish I could find that house again.
This is what nostalgia sounds like
Relax, allongez-vous et embrassez la réalité illusoire. Entrez dans le monde des rêves au château d'ivoire et suivez la rivière de cristal qui coule de la mer verte et commencez votre quête de l'éternité. Méfiez-vous du dragon endormi qui a été gardé sous le charme d'Orion. Au fur et à mesure que vous avancerez, l'état de rêve sera aussi étrange que celui d'un hallucinogène. Dans la brume de l'horizon, vous pourrez apercevoir vos rêves d'au-delà. À travers les friches naissantes, vous marcherez et ce sera là que vous découvrirez qui vous êtes vraiment. Et c'est alors que votre voyage sera complet et que vous comprendrez vraiment que la réalité n'est qu'illusoire 🐾🌿
Making memories last forever is a beautiful song, so pure, laden with emotional depth
I've started trying to dissect why the images make me unnerved. I can't quite tell, whether it's the uncanny familiarity, or the slight shadow in the corner, or the music. But something about it seeks so familiar... But odd. This is a beautiful playlist, and I would use this just to think and reflect for a little. Or even to give myself some psychological horror.
What is this unsettling feeling called? When seeing an image like that
@Ambedo_Eye is that what that is?
@Ambedo_Eye thx mate ✨
@@imasnnake7254 kenopsia
@@kwentongpotchero6750 bro thank you 🔥
Very spooky. This is perfectly what I needed for writing today on my novel. Thank you!
this feels like saying goodbye
I really have no idea, because i keep dreaming the same dream since 2021 and it always happen on tuesday. I even still remember what should i do in the dream, ppl that appearing on my dreams, or the ending of the dream
I love this playlist and have saved it. It is so nostaglic, so longingful and makes me think of all the events, people and moments from my past
This is by far Nowt’s best album in my opinion, the music is haunting yet beautiful (same goes for the images). It reminds me of strange dreams I had as a child, they were strange yet comforting. Absolutely beautiful album, I hope more people find it.
Here are my top 3 tracks
1: Creation at the end of everything
2: And memories lasted forever
3: A peaceful omen
Honorable mention: Banalities of our existence
Will it suffice to say I LOVE this channel?
Or should I write poetries and proses on how your music peers into my soul, talks to me, holds my hand and takes me to the glass palaces inside my memories , freezing with time, and the warmth of your music, unravels them, to me, like my life singing back life to me, all over again? The themes you choose, the pieces you select, feels like, I just needed this so bad, just din't know it. And when I read the comments in the comments section, I so wish someday we could meet, on a re union, or something, have coffee, chit chat, and go back home with the feeling of "I too have a home, I too have my people"
Maybe this is what is soul tribe. Maybe we will never meet, maybe we will cross our paths, and won't know we like the same music, talked over this channel, at length, maybe we have the same dreams and fears and still feel lonely. Wish..so many wishes..wish the list finds some fruition someday, for each one of us. Love and peace.
This is PURRFECT for chillin' and drinking whilst working on art! Non-intrusive, esoteric and filled with a sense of nostalgia! ^..^
Hello, I just discovered you now, and I just want to say that your music is absolutely beautiful, nostalgic and delicate. It really reached my soul. Thank you so much ! You are very talented.
I dont know why but this connects my melancholy to someone's past pain and suffering that he was going through silently and caused him to weather away.
I was clicking around at ambient music, then I clicked this, the first 4 notes of “peaceful omen” immediately sent me to another dimension
Disturbing images, wonderful music. A great taste to curate such mixture. Do more, please...
Hi. I’m a new sub. This is beautiful, not just the music but the accompanying images. So nostalgic. It’s Saudade.
Thank you so much. Wishing you & everyone well and all the best.
The first picture..the song..It all felt so familiar..it reminded me of the church. I went to the back once when we were practicing stuff for our Communion..
the first time i clicked on this video the comments, likes, and everything that wasnt the video didn't show up.
it was honestly kind of peaceful with just the music.
When I was younger I had dreams where I would always be in the same area as in the dream before:
I would walk on a staircase, the floor was light brown and the walls were white but a bit dirty. I would walk up or down the stairs but at some point, the stairs in my dream just stoppen, there was like a void beneath them. I would turn around and walk up (or down) again because I didn't want to fall into the void. But after I walked a while, the stairs in this direction would also end. I walked the other way again, but for a shorter time, then again there was a void. I don't know anymore for how long this lasted in my dreams back then but I remember that sometimes there would be a corridor at the side opening up. When I walked through it I was in a small kind of shopping mall, with 2 floors, from the second floor you could look down onto the first floor. The floor was again in the light brownish color and the walls were a dirty white. There sometimes would be people, but they were like robots, completely ignoring the existence of me or everyone else. When they walked into the distance they vanished and new people would walk beside me and the vanish in the distance. Then I would wake up and realize it was all a dream, but now, when I think back to it (I had those dream like 10 years ago), I felt like they were real, like those people there were real and it was a giant meetup of people who somehow all got trapped in the same dream of staircases and a creepy mall, and whenever you woke up, you would just vanish out of this mall.
I hope you could understand what I wrote, I'm sorry if there's any mistakes, I'm not a native English speaker and still learning
I'm in love with your channel. Ambient, classical music, impressionism, lsd dream emulator and liminal spaces. THX
You are now one a go-to channel for bgm while I homework. Also the vid titles are moods and the range of paintings/photography is a nice touch 👏
Reminds me of lil peep “give it up for you”
It’s been completely removed from yt. But the lyrics are
“white pills. Empty hotels. Good girl. Don’t tell.
I feel. Like I been here. Before”
Seeing this reminded me of that song. Just to find it’s deleted completely from yt. Gotta find it on SoundCloud
why r u sad mr. Panda?
I was listening to this playlist and I was in meditation, the music almost made me cry. So peaceful and beautiful
and i feel there's energy of love in these songs
listening to this while doing my maths homework was one of the most pleasantly surreal moments i've experienced. very relaxing(which is much needed for maths because i tend to get anxious while doing it), and i got it done rather fast, so thanks!
For my brothers from Brazil who have the luck to find this, here's a portuguese review:
Essa playlist é uma experiência que lhe trará lembranças do The Caretaker (Everywhere At The End Of Time). Começando por tópicos mais básicos, a ambientação que essa playlist consegue trazer é uma sensação de estar tentando se adaptar em um ambiente que é familiarmente estranho, a sua própria mente.
Os instrumentos utilizados em cada uma das músicas combinou perfeitamente com a estética que foi usada para se criar essas músicas, as escalas e tons escolhidas foram muito bem utilizadas, o/a Nobody soube realmente como usar o máximo que tinha em suas mãos.
As imagens que cada música possui, de certa forma, acaba por fazer um sentido, exemplo disso é a "things behind our mind" (3:47). A foto de estar numa sala pode remeter à varias coisas, como por exemplo: uma sala de espera de alguma clínica, onde o título "things behind our mind" pode expressar como a mente de uma pessoa conturbada estaria perante aquele ambiente.
Não basta apenas ouvir, precisa se entregar ao que a/o Nobody queria expressar durante a produção de cada música, você precisa deixar que cada sentimento entre no seu coração.
Analise muito bem feita, é exatamente o que o Nobody quis expressar
this is truly beautiful, amazing work nobody
This is so amazing and the music is beautiful. I feel so nostalgic and lonely.
Me too
Empty places like these are something I've always wanted to wander around in and get lost. Things like the Backrooms were always interesting to me outside of all the things in there that can kill ya. Just never ending randomly generated places to explore and maybe collect a few things from to keep going.
The first image hits me like a truck. It was sort of the exact place of my graduation, from the outside to the interior design (altrough it was a little bigger).
But it's empty, nobody is inside nor outside. High school was something else.
studying for my GED to your playlists
Oh my- I thought I was the only one! These images are things I know I’ve seen in dreams- or have I? Amazing how you’ve captured it with the music!
Thanks for music like this! It's why you're among a small handful of people that I find worth supporting on Patreon.🎼🎵🙏
...what a friend indeed.
I felt this video calling out to me once I saw it.
These pictures make me believe there's an afterlife and that this is not our first time here.
Your music is so beautiful. "Making Memories Last Forever" somehow is the one that hits me the hardest. Like I've actually been there and it wakes my brain up to something I've forgotten.
I adore this channel so much
This is very well done. You paired the pics and the music nicely. The music is fun to listen to. It has an ethereal quality.
We need a 30 minute loop of peaceful omen. Great tune
same
realizing all those years in school as i got older it only got lonelier.. moved schools 3 times by senior year and by then i was numb to moving. i guess what im saying is theres a nostalgia but a numb one thats making me realize my ignorance at the time. my own fault i pushed myself so deep down the rabbit hole. the third one contrasts well. from an innocent child, oh how quickly things can change, and how the pain and scars show in many forms. i digress. thank you for putting something so eerie, yet nostalgic. captivates the mind with ideas of how i couldve done better but to not blame myself because i truly tried..
You ever look at something or been somewhere and focus on one aspect and think “This isn’t right” and not in a normal aspect like it’s broken or it’s a different color, but in a way that somehow defies normalcy, the natural order, and even reality itself? Like you can’t tell why it’s not right because, at face value, it seems right, almost perfect in a way. But if you pay attention, you spot more and more things that shouldn’t be but are. You can’t say exactly what those things are and why… or maybe even you don’t want to know why. Maybe the thought of diving in deeper will only add to the uneasiness that it brings out. But you can’t not know, it will just eat you up inside and you will never feel comfortable inside your head, but what if following through means that you’ll get answers that you’ll live to regret for however long you may live?
Do you have the courage to look closely and explore the uncertain, maybe even dangerous, possibilities that these anachronisms bring? Or are you satisfied with living in wonderland? Never knowing for sure that this paradoxical place or thing you find yourself surrounded by is even real?
I'll share this, your music needs to be known for more people, it's like listening to feelings
This music takes my mind places I don't want to leave.
Question: when u see these types of images w/music, how do u feel? Relaxed, calm, uncomfortable, uneasy, etc? Just curious cause ppl seem to have very different emotions tied to this type of ambience.
I feel lost, but at the same time found, at peace. Like I can close my eyes and rest, not having to worry about my mental problems. And you?
This type of music hits me with the feels…I literally can not explain it, it’s so beautiful.
No, I’ve not been here before.
But I know where to go, that’s for sure.
It seems I’ve been here in a life past,
Maybe in the last.
A bright green carpet of grass,
Perfect blue sky, one cloud is forecast.
Cookie-cut homes, an endless road,
Behind which, an eerie fog flowed.
There’s music coming from all around,
A happy tune, but something’s off with the sound.
Staticy buzzing, powerlines,
And there are odd words on strangely-places signs.
“This is the end, but walk a bit more,”
Or: “look up in the sky to see the floor.”
I have a frightful feeling about this place,
Like something invisible’s right in my face.
I see movement out my line of sight,
Or random bright flashing lights.
Something is always behind my back,
There’s a door in the sky that leads to black.
sound like multiple dreams i've had
Finally listening to all your playlists one by one, and loving all of them! This one is my personal favorite so far - I love liminal-space stuff, and you captured the vibe so well. Definitely going to be on the lookout for more from you!
For me the 1st, 3rd and 4th pieces perfectly depict the poisonous grief nostalgia can pull you into. If nostalgia could be expressed as a tune, I would define it be the 4th piece. I find that nostalgia can bring the most pain at times. Trying to make memories last forever. But they gradually fade away and there’s nothing you can do to bring back the past.
The skating rink is very memorizing, I use to have birthdays at our local skating rings all the time and they all look the same...
Lovely playlist. Hope this gets recommended to more people.
I listen to these while I work at home, and it relaxes me so. Have started recommending to friends, and hope more recognize your work soon
These places feel familiar to me, like memories I just couldn’t describe
I SWEAR I’VE SEEN ALL OF THESE PLACES IN MY DREAMS WTH
You’re a really great artist. I love your channel so much, thanks for giving this to the world, because it seems prettier now.
You're back!!
Feels like a childhood movie or show I don’t remember the name of
The first image reminds me of my grandparent's house. Exactly. Down to the window. It's eerie.
I know these images are disturbing in their own way, but somehow I find them very calming and comforting.
finally what i was looking for. no 12yo fake depressed trauma quirky bitches with anime pfps. Just music to listen to when you're stoned af. I love you, thank you sm for the vibes and mermories this playlist has awakend/placed in me. God bless you bro.
Why is this so oddly comforting. 😵💫
this feeling is more deep than deja vu
this is like old fake memory, beacuse you know that's not true, this place only remind you some old memory or dream but this doesn't matter
this feeling is pure, mysterious and amazing