HOW & WHEN You’ll Come Together 🙌💕💫 Detailed Pick a Card Tarot Reading ✨
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- Опубліковано 19 чер 2024
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#1 (Blue Cat’s Eye / Starchild Akashic) - 4:44
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I keep clicking on your extended readings and I go to purchase them but it keeps saying that there are too many transfer to the site and won’t complete the transaction. Is there another way to access these? It’s the second time it has happened to me on one of your extended readings. Thanks!
My Dad and me : Pile 1
Partner and me : I think Pile 2 ..anyway KINO described my Venus in Leo 100% accurately 😼
EDIT ..OMG bingo! Heard through the whole Pile 2, and yes, my partner has kept me a secret! I was like, "Isn't this way too slow? I wanna be in the spotlight already😾" lol 🦁♌ Plus I've always felt like our official union would come only after I make progress in my career...
Wow I was like im person b in group two, the person I'm thinking of is person a. then you said sag in Jupiter for person b 0.0 holy moly on the dot. haha.
met through a mutual also hehe
Group 2 ❤
2 years ago(2020 I think) I had watched your video to know if I should stay or leave, in that reading you got emotional, almost in tears you asked the people who had chosen the pile to stay on and said- “this bond will change your life”You know what? We are together and happier now- you were right! God bless you!!! 👍My life has changed a lot since then.
This gave me chills ❤
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#1 starts at 4:44
#4 starts at 22:22:00
Very interesting!
From the messages in numbers book by Alanna Fairfield:
#1 This is the 4 in action - the divine plan unfolding in a benevolent Universe that wants us to succeed by leading a fulfilling life that really nourishes our heart.
#4 It is a message from the Universe saying that there is a cosmic connection, or some incredibly meaningful relationship learning taking place right now, or there soon will be, so DON’T MISS IT!
Your comment is 24 likes!
I also feel called by those two piles 😅🥰
I noticed that too! Your message feels like an encouragement from the Universe. Can't be a coincidence to land upon this comment after powerful gratitude journalling. Thank you for your words!
Pile 4 begin on 2:22:00
wow, I also felt drawn to those two piles, thank you :)
I never mentioned that it’s been two entire years that you’ve been helping me the hell out ! So THANK YOU SO MUCH
thank you so much for being here!!!
I'm over a year and a half and still can't figure whether or not this shit is in my head. Hang in there, my dude
@@KinoTarot actually for 3 , i just check if something about person or psychic or 5d related things..but kinooooo...you just mentioned that what exactly am doing 😭
Dear cflm, Rearranging your wording would be a much more beneficial for you & your connections with/of self & assist your energy flow, "You've been helping me out of hell" & I am truly grateful. Thank you for helping me appreciate myself & all that I connect with ❤
not related to your comment but 444 likes 4 months ago. very interesting!!
Group 1. I'm person A here. I've been putting in some *work* for my self growth, and I'm just starting to notice some great positive changes in myself. I have a long way to go, but I'm proud of how far I've come.
Im proud of you :)
Group 3 had me sobbing, I completely resonated with it. I've never watched a reading that was more in sync with my situation. as someone who fully resonated with A I'm really proud of my growth, thank you so much for this reading
loves you all , Repent , read your bible and pray , he is coming back . Im not forcing nor am i spamming but , Jesus christ is the only true God.
Me too I started crying bc everything bout person A was how I felt from how I felt about my person to how I’m finally tryna heal and forgive myself and love myself and made me extra sad bc me and my person are separated rn
So lovely to hear ❤️ I hope the same happens for my person and I too
The only person, who had ever told me " I'M PROUD OF YOU" is Kino.
Made me emotionaly and mentally happy and overwhelmed.. thank u Kino. Sending lots of love and virtual hugs with positive energies ♥️
I hope you hear it many more times in your life. Everyone needs to hear that. I’m sure you have so much to be proud of 💗
Im proud of ya 😅❤
pile 2: I never knew I actually have a childhood trauma until you brought it up. As soon as you said that I am scared of rejection I started crying because I dealt with that a lot especially in primary school. Thank you so so much with this reading. I have so much clarity now. And I absolutely love your videos!!!!
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same spot on
Girl same I cried
@@intuitivelymagician2076dm me now
Pile 3 and OMG I'm always surprised by how accurate you are!
I picked pile 4 and you started singing “When I was you man” and that song has LITERALLY been stuck in my head for DAYS! You are amazing wow 😳
I just got goosebumps. Group 2 resonated so much! Like I got chills because you said something that I literally just wrote down on my journal this afternoon! Everything you said just made sense and gave me so much clarity. 🤍✨
I am in group 4, person A and this is exactly what happened and is happening. Thank you for this reading! 🖤🧿✨
Pile 1 thank you so much for this and the extended reading ! Waiting and sending so much love and healing energy to my person 🌸
Group 2, resonated really well. I see 2's all the time and have for years. Thank you for the reading and insight
Pile 2 really hit the mark and pile 3 resonated as well. Thank you Kino!
Group 1. Thank you for the beautiful, meaningful reading! 🙏🏻❤️
Pile 2. Wow so touched and seen by this reading, thank you 🙏🏽🌦
Pile 4... You gave me the goosebumps! You are so accurate...
this was phenomenal, I chose pile 3, you described us perfectly, we are even sister signs, thank you for this
Pile 2 is so Accurate!! It almost feels like a personal reading!! 💞💞💕💕 Thank you so much for this reading!!♥♥♥♥
I claim Pile 3, Tourmaline! That was so lovely and eerily on point. Thank you so much!
Also, love the succulents and little plants 😊
#1- It's insane how I chanced upon this reading right after I wrote a gratitude entry this morning say that I am doing great either way, with or without them and that I am confident. I mean I was exactly in the space you mentioned - of want and confidence. This is an insane synchronisation. I am baffled. You are gifted!
I pick pile 1 and I cry so much during the reading it have clearly resonate 😭
Thank you so much it's always a pleasure to listen to you, you're so sweet 🤍🤍
Pile 3!!! Thank you so much! It makes me wanna cry! I feel devine time of union is coming! The way you read, how you dig and reach the truth, is not only admirable and intuitive but also a reason for me to be grateful, for all your positive energy and effort you put in it, as if it were your own energy. Again thanks! One of the most accurate general readings I have ever heard! You are awsome! If you open up classes for tarot reading I will be your first student!!!!
Pile 3. I'm person A, and I have no words. I needed to hear this so badly, and you brought me to tears with your confirmation that I'm doing the right things to let my past go. Something about those old wounds came up right before I watched this, and all I can say is wow. Thank you x1000000 Kino
Pile 1 was beautiful and resonated so much ❤
I'm pile 1, person A .. working towards the energy you mentioned .. was almost in tears when you said "I'm proud of you for working towards this" .. I'm healing something right now - and i know how much that part resonated . . Thank you ❤️
I’m group 3 a person A
When you read the messages and about to cry
I was in tears with myself and how far, strong I was. I love you and thank you for crying for me.
You are amazing at reading this :)
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Pile #2 here! I really needed this kind of content! Thank you kinooo! You are a precious soul 💞
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omg pile three, person a, you made me cry when you started tearing up!! it resonated so much, after a lot of hardships after the last year and im so so hard on myself, this made me feel really grateful, i love watching your readings for this exact reason, it makes me feel so connected to myself and you have such a beautiful gift, your readings have such a special, uplifting touch i haven't found elsewhere, thank you!
#3 is so comforting because it resonates so well and it’s so full of hope 🥹 my heart needed this. thank you so much :’)
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Happy pile 3, yippee 🙏🏼❤️
Group 3! I love listening to these readings and I've been doing it for such a long time but when you pulled that "11. Remembrance" card, I literally screamed! My birthday is on November 11 (11/11), which is Remembrance Day in Canada! I instantly knew this was the pile for me!! Thanks for what you do! :) I don't have anyone in mind when watching this but I'm hoping to find someone soon
Pile 3 and omg I resonated SO MUCH with the person A! I even cried at the tarot part 🥺 Thank you so much, Kino! You are incredible ❤
Group 3 was so beautiful. I’m am so excited to meet my soul tribe! 💕🔮🧚🏼♀️🌕🦋🌹🌈
I choosed pile 1 and 3 and you describe what I'm thinking and feeling! Thank you so much you are "scarily" (in a good way) accurate.
That extended reading for pile 3 blew me AWAY! Not only is my birthday October 3rd I see 1003 everywhere and I've always wondered why. Think this has been the most accurate reading to date!
I picked pile 3 and I think Im person A.
The moment you sounded like you were tearing up, I started feeling emotional too. Love your readings always, Kino! It always hits the spot 💕
Pile 1 completely resonated with me
Thank you soo much for doing this reading🥰😇
I chose pile 3...and it resonates so much! It's amazing. Thank you so much! 💗
I was drawn to 1 and 2 and both resonates. Reading 1 was very emotional and very personal. Reading 2 was also personal but more in a informational and explanatory way. I have been feeling both of these readings lately. Reading 1 hit in a way that surprised me and had me in tears lol. Reading 2 made me think and realize things in a different way than I have originally. I'm beyond grateful for the connection with my person and what it's prompted within me. I'm also very grateful to you for your energy and expertise in this situation, as well as your time.
Piles 1& 4: 🤯🤯🤯🤯 Mind-blowing accuracy as always, but this time you've really outdone yourself, Kino! Thank you so much 🙏💜
Pile 2- This was like a personal read. You were so precise and on point about my situation ❤
Let us know what happens with you. Because I felt the same way
Rachaita Mukherjee
i have never ever started violently crying to a tarot card reading before, but now i can say that i have. i chose pile three and i heavily resonated with person A. i came out of a vicious cycle that was exactly as you mentioned it, and when you said that you were proud, something within me felt right again. sincerely thank you for bringing such a lovely energy and feeling into this reading and i hope everyone who reads this feels just as light and happy as i do now! love and light ! 💕
Pile 1.
I came back for a platonic reading and wow this resonates. Thank you again
Pile 2 and I literally watched another video of yours yesterday where you said a third party will help us re-connect and you said it again today. This reading was beyond accurate 💕 Thank you so so much!!
I’m mostly person A, but I resonated with some messages for person B
any updates?
Your reading for Group 3 Person A made me cry so much because it felt like a personal reading 😭 I truly hope our connection will soon begin, and I am actually having a premonition when it is (since I kinda have psychic abilities as well). Thank you so much Kino!
GIRL! Your readings are like the most accurate ones on planet - ALWAYS ❤️🫶
Thank you so much!!
When you say accurate, does it even happen/come true for you? =)
@@tharchandran3709 yes! ☺️
Pile 4 was so accurate, thank you for the reading ❤❤❤
Pile 3: I haven't resonated with this accuracy in my life before! I'm capricorn and my person is cancer.. currently we're very close friends but I hope the union comes soon
Pile 2! This is what I needed these days. I felt like I was not doing good enough and I have rejection wounds definitely from my parents and the people that judged me and refused to believe me. But actually I'm cool with it. After I fought with my mom, I studied and then nailed my exams. I am a culinary student, and I believe I can own a restaurant someday.
I think my dear person is person A in this one although I can relate parts of it, but he has bigger responsibilities than mine. We can't talk about our situations to each other or other people because our lives are completely different. We're just doing our best to maintain our relationship and not cause any stir.
This reading helped me a lot, since I feel like I can't help person A, but I'm giving him advices to be strong and stay in the moment. 💕
Brilliant message. Amazingly accurate. Pile 2, deep. Love it.
Pile 3, I'm definitely person a! It makes me so happy because I'm pretty sure I'm on the chariot! I'm still working on self love but I've rediscovered my passion and I'm going full in into it! It's really hard to see the difference but there's one main accomplishment I think of, it's gonna sound weird, but I learned to smile. It's not that I didn't smile before but they didn't feel happy to me, but now they're definitely genuine and I think I even feel beautiful when I smile, if that make sense.
Wow... Same here!
Only on the intro of pile 3 and so far it’s so exactly spot on that I am 🤯
Pile 3 - I’m for sure person A! Thank you so much for describing me accurately, as not many people do. I’m a sarcastic, blunt, fire cracker-y, Capricorn rising who is super soft and squishy on the inside. I believe they he is definitely more ready than I am at this moment, as I am still sorting through my health and finance stuff. Your interpretation of what the 3 of swords says about my past is spot on as well. Thank you so much for being proud of how I’ve healed myself, you have no idea how long it took and how hard it was. I can’t wait to meet my match and missing piece 🙏✨🥹
Watched the extended reading as well, so accurate and thorough thank you!! ♥️
Pile 4. Quite accurate. And I love your voice!!! Your singing is beautiful.
When a general reading feels like a personal reading, yeahhhh you are in Kino's youtube channel...❤️
I chose pile number 1 and everything resonated perfectly. And Kino herself is our spirit guide who comes up with beaauuuuuutiful and freaking accurate readings also videos and pile time lengths with repeating numbers. Most of her videos and pile lengths do have repeating nummbers....No words to say how thankful I am🥺... Love you loads....🥺❤️❤️
yeah somehow i had 2-3 piles resonate with me for different relationships, including one that isn't even involving me!
thank you! your pile 1 speaks out all the details of mine and my connection with the person! its just like a personal reading for me! thanks a lot!
Yes, but is it just giving you false hope? :(
@@tharchandran3709 if it resonates and you FEEL it, it's not false
@@visi7891 I've been doing a bit more reading to understand this more, and I think I can get what you mean when you say that. THanks ya.
Pile 3- you are so accurate point to point. Lots of love and best wishes to you. You doing a great work
Pile 3 and I was left speechless........You are just amazing!💯👏🏻
PILE 3 🧡🤍 so I actually used this as my partner & I coming into union for a proposal of marriage just for fun! But so far it is absolutely like you are reading for me personally. I’m B & he’s A. Such a sweetheart & softie. Strong happy past life connection that I’m so in tune with! I also had a personal psychic reading earlier this year where I gave nothing but she absolutely nailed it 👀 everything you’ve said so far is so spot on
Thankyou Kino ❤️🔥
Thanks! Group # 2 Person B is so me....heading to the extended reading :)
I love the succulents in the background! Lovely aesthetic & vibe! 🪴
It’s so accurate, I cried and gasped through the whole video. Thanks Kino🥹🫶 pile 1
Pile 3. KINO, YOU’VE DONE IT AGAIN!!! When you were describing person A, at one point, I literally said out loud “yeah!!” Because it was SO spot on, and I’ve definitely been working on my root chakra lately. This is so wildly accurate. I don’t know about my person, but little things you said about him resonated for sure. Here’s hoping you’re right about our union. Thank you, as always! 💕💕💕🙏🏻
Annnnnd I reported all these scammers too… 🙄
I am person B on group 1. It was like accurate and precise reading for me and my person. Infact i was on the verge of breakdown and leaving her, all hopes fading away. Thanks to you and the universe for giving me this video on right time.
Pile 3 is a beautiful energy fr. I claim this energy wit my whole heart !
Omg Kino, your readings are always so amazing!! I was group 3 and when you described person A I almost cried. It was so spot infer what I've experienced and where I'm at mentally and emotionally. This reading reassured me so much, not just about the connection I will make but also that I have fully put the past behind me. Thank you so much!!
Thanks for the amazing reading, Kino! Chose pile 1 and deeply resonated with person A, you got me bawling my eyes out. Haha💕
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Kino out here consistently producing quality content for us. Thank you for all that you do!! 💞💓
Thank you 🥺❤️❤️❤️
Pile 2 was so accurate! Thank you ❤
Thank you! It’s so accurate & inspiring, I’m pile 2
What a beautiful reading Kino.... thanks a lot ❤️ pile 3 ❤️
Group 3 person B. I've not finished this reading yet but OMG my jaw dropped when you talked about seeing a psychic for a reading, I literally did this last week 😳 and I've had this feeling for about a year now that I can sense a person.
This resonated perfectly. The extended as well. TY 🙏🏼💚
Group 3 was so on point for me..thank u!!!❤
This video came at the right time. Thank you Kino ❤
I just want to thank you for your messages and your beautiful energy that always comes through on these videos. You are always so helpful in bringing up my mood! Very greatful ☀️
Pile 1 here :)
Thank you for your reading!
I've never resonated as deeply with tarot readings until I found your page. It's wonderful, thank you 😊
you're not only gifted, you have the sweetest voice to listen to. Bless your heart
I wanna say, I'd asked my guides for a sign of a white rose a week ago, they've been showing me signs of it a lot and now I saw this video that came up for me about my connection with my person. I also immediately picked pile 3, and it all resonated thank you so much 🤍🤍🤍
This is the 2nd time I have listening to this reading , 1st time 2 months ago. I just added to a play list called Mediation and positive messages. Just like the 1st time I heard the reading it is on point. It's been a growing experience, and I have been a better friend to myself, and that is the most important lesson.
Person A in Pile 1 thanks you for acknowledging all the hard healing/personal work! Guess I HAVE accomplished quite a bit! :-)
Love that you’re doing an extended reading, I’ll be there!! 🏇🏿 More genuine and loving guidance from queen kino? Yes please! 🙋🏻♂️ Also just want to say thank you for your beautiful music! 🙏🏼 “Never Coming Down” is my alarm to wake me up every morning with the serenity and hope to start the day off right! ✨💝
Thank you soo much! What an honor to start the day with you 🥺 much love!
I was group 3 and omg this is so accurate - honeslty no one makes me feel any better than u do xx
I got chills from my reading thank you 🙏🏽 claiming and sending love 💕
Thankyou Kino. Pile 3
But I literally couldn't decide whether I'm person A or B cause I have been through lot of things since last two years.
I pray some cherishing time is coming for me soon.
God bless you and thankyou again.
group 2, im 31 and he is 22. thankyou, Kino for ur message.
Group #2 Reading was spot on TY for the enlightening message.
Pile 2&3 pulled me equally. And boy...I see why. I've received messages where what was said in 2&3 were applicable. Great work yet again!
Hi Kino, I chose pile 2 and your reading is so accurate! I haven’t met this person but I strongly feel the connection. I am person B. I love your readings! ♥️
Hi Kino Tarot, I picked pile#1 cuz of the blue cat's eye. As you know, I'm a neurotic cat lover and a Cappie 😻🤣😂😅I haven't seen that color of stone before. Thank you for this reading. Best wishes to you and everyone else! 🙌🙏🙌🙏🧿
I started watching these readings with already a person in mind and being drawn to pile 1. But when I got a closer look at pile 3, I was instantly drawn in and thought of another important person in my life whom I trust and had always felt connected with.
Starting with pile 1, at the beginning of the reading, I for some reason started feeling great amount of nervousness come out of nowhere. It eventually subsided as the reading went on. I always felt a connection with this person so I had immediately thought “are you feeling nervous right now?!” We’ve had a lot of mirroring and synchronization happen between us so whenever I have random emotions and thoughts I tend to just assume it’s them.
While I started pile 1 with nervousness, listening and watching to pile 3 gave me instant excitement and calmness. This person has given me a safe place to just exist. As far as I can remember, most emotions I associate with this person is happiness and calmness.
I love your readings! These readings are the most I’ve ever felt resonate so immensely with. Thank you Kino 💕
Amazingly accurate! And yes, I'm like in complete bliss. I've been waiting for this for more than a year.
Group 2 I kind of didn’t like the stone but I loved the colors of the two of cups, Kino the energy check part oh my god! Was that very accurate yes it was….. I don’t want to say my story here but anyway let me hear the rest of the reading and this is giving chills. ❤
Group 1. Wow. This is the best reading I ever had. It’s crazy about the synchronization.
Every sense I started to feel my person like you describe in the whisper I started seeing 444. And the time stamp for group 1 is 4:44. Also I started to see blue color before we meet. Then when we met he had the most blue eyes I ever seen as this stone. And everything you say is absolutely on point! This helped me a lot. Thank you ❤️❤️❤️ you have a new subscriber. Lots of love from Sweden
Bigggggg signs in the video. Like huge!!! Group 1 200% resonates! Thats kino!! I always feel like u r my guide❤
You described my life, I swear. Thank you for your readings❤️
P1- I’m def person A ! Slow journey but I’m getting there
I'm listening to this four month's later and ur so rt I was frustrated at first but I realized why this is in my life.... it was meant.for me to love myself and not depend on others to love me ... I'm better but a work in progress...happiness is within me !!! Thank u kino