I want to be able to open up about things to my friends. I really do. I always help my friends with their mental health, but I don’t want to burden people that are already struggling.
You And Your Feelings Are NOT Burdens, No Matter What. "It's Not Your Feelings Job To Make Sense, You Just Feel Them." -Thomas Sanders It's Good That You Help Them, But No Matter What, YOU Are Your First Priority. If Your Friends Don't Wanna Listen To You When You Feel Bad, Then They Don't Deserve You.
I relate... I was told that I shouldn’t talk to my friends about my problems because they’ll be “scared away” and that if I wanted to talk I should talk to my parents. But it’s not that easy. And dear mom and dad, by pressuring me to open up to you I just become more and more reluctant to tell you stuff. So yeah I’m not going to open up about my feelings because I’m not comfortable talking to you or to my friends because you told me it would burden them and that they aren’t ready to deal with that kind of stuff yet. If that’s what you think, then take a look at my friend group. Everyone has scars in their minds, and sometimes you can see those scars on their forearms. We’re all dealing with stress, ok? One of the reasons we all have friends is that we have someone to talk to. Your words, not mine.
falling in love with your best friend sounds amazing until you remember they're straight as a line. thanks for this song you sound so beautiful and it was incredibly relatable. its so hard to move past him when hes your best friend
"opening up means to trust in others and that's just to much I don't want to bother" if rick from rick and morty tried to rhyme out a sentence so it made sense to morty
ive learned, just so im not in my brothers words "a little bitch" also im a massive crybaby so i need to not seem weak infront of my parents or friends
I relate to this song. I have depression,anxiety,and gender dysphoria and it's really hard on me. Me getting suicidal is a norm for me,it has been for a long time now. I wish I could open up to someone,tell them how I feel,but I can't. I only have two freinds,and one of them I rarely ever see and if I tell them,they get suicidal too. My other freind,my lover,deserves the world and already has suicidal thoughts and too much to deal with on their own. My Dad currently is too tired and stressed to help,my mother doesn't have the money for therapy and so therefore blows me off,and I don't have or trust anyone else. I like this song alot,and I'm happy you made it. Thanks. :)
you sound a lot like my girlfriend, so i feel you. if you ever need someone to complain about life with, you can find a way to hmu, but i relate too, and i know it's hard. just keep going because those friends care about you, i'd know because i've been in your spot, and i've been that friend too.
alright this is to sad, i gotta lighten the mood, this sound like the set up to one of those netflix movies that try to relate to younger people by being "deep"
do u know how hard it is to find a song that I can truly relate to??? this is the only song I *truly* relate to! tysm for expressing yourself through ur music. this is beautiful thank you
This song is kind of how I was feeling when I had to resume my life after someone very important to me passed away. I still had to go to school and everything, so I was slapping on a fake smile but inside my head, it was dark and stormy and sad. Then I found this song, and it made me feel a little bit better since I knew that other people were feeling the same way and I wasn't alone. That happened about a year ago, but this song still makes me cry. Thank you for making such a beautiful song that it made me cry.
I sent the lyrics to my mom.. and now our bond is closer💘 -she asked me what was wrong and we ended up talking about what was wrong for about 45 minutes
I’m listening to this song before I go to school everyone I love is moving away this is my only source to be happy but I feel like this so I cry every time I listen to this, have a good day
hi mxmtoon i love ur music i’ve been listening for a few years now and ur music honestly helps me cope, it’s like “i’m feeling sad let’s listen to mxmtoon and let my feelings out” ur music is therapy to me, ilysm.
I love this song I'm that type of person who always smile but whenever I'm home alone i just cry and listen to sad songs with my cat :< I hate feelings they make me insecure because I feel like a drama queen :((
gosh I'm so in love with this song. lyrics, vocals, entire atmosphere - just so powerful and mesmerizing. I've listened to this song more than a hundred times in the past few days and it's really such a bittersweet treat. Great talent you've got
You are not alone. There are people like you feeling the same thing, having the same void. Thank you for your wonderful music! You are amazing and deserve every single supporter. ❤️
It is normal to have listened to this song more than 3 thousand times, I have it ringtone, I love it, I can not stop listening to it. Saludos desde República Dominicana.
I remember when you were still a small artist with a few thousand subscribers. It’s quite nice seeing a channel/person grow. I find your voice similar to a lullaby in a way and it’s so charming in a polite way I can’t explain, remember me when your famous!!
Hi! :) Can I have your permission to make an animatic with your song, I'll be sure to credit you and link your social nets on the vid and description. ^_^ I just really fell in love with your song, and I feel like creating a visual on it. Thank you mxmtoon, I hope you please say yes!
hey, I discovered you on spotify few days ago with this song. the moment I heard this, I was just "damn. this song sings exactly how I feel right at this moment!" So I immediately explored more of your songs, and girl. You. Expressed. Everything. I. Feel. So thank you. I hope I could just send someone this song to tell them that this is how I feel, no explanation needed. Luv u girl!
Ik this song is 3 years old and u won’t see this but this was my first song I heard of you now your one of my favorite artists ur music has really inspired me! lov u
Lyrics: I'm happy for you, I'm smiling for you, I'd do anything, for you, for you. It's always for you, and never for me. And I need you to stop, so tell me tell you please. Im always sad, and im always lonely. But i cant tell you that im breaking slowly. Closed doors, locked in no keys, keeping my feelings hidden There is no ease. I need you to stop and I want to be able to open but, my feelings are fatal.. my feelings are fatal.. How many times must i keep it inside. I need to let go and I sware that ive tried. But opening up means trusting others. And thats just to much i just dont want to bother. so I'll keep it inside ill burry it peep. I know its not health but you wont hear a peep. Though I'm always sad and I'm always lonely. I could never tell you that im breaking slowly. Closed doors, locked in no keys, keeping my feelings hidden there is no ease. I need you to stop and i want to be able to open but, my feelings are fatal.. my feelings are fatal..
Ffs, shshshakakabsjaiajna 😢 it's one of those songs that I don't want to listen to but brings out my inner feelings and I can't stop these tears. I love and hate the song 🙌🏼
Maia, you probably won’t see this but... you are amazing,, you have helped everybod so much and you have especi helped me cope with a lot of serious stuff that happed to me. your music lights me up, your voice is such a gift and you have so much of a talent. i hope you know how much i care about you. -(also sorry with my bad English)
I relate to this song, i have depression and anxiety, and i don't want people to feel concerned about me, i don't talk about that to none of my friends, and i have a boyfriend, i would really do anything for him, and i know he does the same to me, but i know he has a lot of problems so i don't want to bother him, i try to keep it all to myself but it's so hard and sometimes i just think about not existing, but, i don't know, i think if i do something like that i would hurt him so much and knowing that breaks me.
My ex recommend me this song 3 years ago and Im here listening again...its been 2 and a half year since we broke up and i still cant forget her..i miss her so much....wish i can go back to time
I heard the song "please don't" and I searched the singer up and I heard all these other songs by you and hearing this music calms me down everytime :)
*that time you relate to the song* ... Yep, I need someone to hug me right now Edit: Okay so let me tell you my story Since beginnig of 2018 I had problems, I thought it wouldn't be so bad but I was wrong, my parents took my cell phone away. I know, its a cell phone, but that was the only way I could talk with my boyfriend and friends (since they didn't let me go out). So...I felt terrible, My mom didn't knew about my boyfriend and I was TERRIFIED that if she discovered my relationship she would make me broke with him. My nerves got destroyed since then, it was almost like paranoia. Then I went back to school, everything was fine at first, but later it became MORE and MORE STRESSFUL, so I said to myself "okay...no friends, they distract you.." but I made friends anyway lol But things in my house were tense, I didn't slept well those days. And then...I just didn't want to sleep or I wanted to sleep all day. I didn't want to do anything. I was exhausted. I started crying in the night on my bed, I got nightmares (most of them about torture and death), I started to irritate easily and went more quiet than usual. Until ONE friend of my started to talk again with me, specially about drawings and a project he wanted to make with me (We are working on it right now). He made me so happy, and I started getting obsessed with him (In a way of "I need your positive energy", not in a romantic way). Yes, I started stalking him in school and social media. One day I found him and went to where he was, I talked with and said to me that he didn't felt well....and then is when I felt how my soul was being ripped out, a pain I was living. I said to him that if he needed something I could help him, And I gave him a hug. I didn't thought he would hug me back, at that moment I wanted to cry. Then when I went back to home he sent me a message
It gets to the point where you stop feeling vulnerable, you notice that people are shallow so you stop caring and stop trying, you no longer get angry at them but pity them because you know they can be better but they don't so they hurt you anyone just like everybody else and you silently take it, and it hurts like taking blows to the sternum, but they don't need to know. Eventually you stop feeling and they notice you become colder.
thanks for this beautiful song. this is really relatable to me because im in love with someone who has a girlfriend and he always keeps showing mix signals and i dont think this is healthy for me. me and him have opened up to each other and we have shared problems and even vibed. but i dont think it is meant to be. i wanna get over him.
I love this so much, a friend of mine sang this at a concert and killed it, from then I wanted to learn how to play this, I can now play it on the guitar and ukulele, I love it so much.
Yeah here's my story, is long so don't read it if you don't want to My mom has fisically abused and threatened me several times, i even have photos of the bruises thah she has done to me, fortunately, my skin always cures and they doesn't stay, but i'm just tired of being scared of her, i don't want to talk to her 'cause i don't know how will she react, i want to call 911 to report everything, but im scared, if she founds out i don't know what would she do, and my dad doesn't want to report her either, i hope that all this ends soon, 'cause i don't know how this will end if no one stops her, the last few times is that she started leaving bruises on my skin, and im scared that she might still gettin worst and worst till it's too late, so i hope that everything will get better soon... Thank you for reading, if you want, tell your story, im here to listen Pd: sorry if i have bad english, my language is spanish
So there's this girl that I might like, I don't know and when you aren't straight and you're young, things are hard and confusing. She's older than me by a year and we met through doing a musical. The only time we bonded was the dinner after the musical ended, and we still didn't talk much then. Now I see her sometimes during lunch and brunch and she has the same period pe as me, and I feel like I act different when I'm around her. On Instagram, we follow each other and she likes my posts becuase we were in the musical together, but I still feel like she barely knows I exist. I think she's straight, and she gives off the "popular, pretty, cool girl" vibe, but I know she's more than that. I think I might just like the thought of her. One more thing- on her story she sometimes recommends songs, and this is one of them, along with a few other songs with girlxgirl mentions/in the music video. She listens on Spotify, so I don't know if she knows what the music video is like. Also I've only came out to one person (not including this comment) and we had a long discussion about lgbt people before it so yah. I just don't know what to think and what to feel. But songs like this remind me that there are other people like me that I can possibly talk to.
Honestly I feel you. I'm really questioning my sexuality and gender orientation though I'm still very young. This is really stressful and hard for me, especially when my family bathe in toxic masculinity. It'll be okay though, hope you're feeling good, and maybe you got to know your crush more
I didn’t realize you wrote this song, oh my god I’m in love with the song. I would listen to this on bus and tell my friends about it. It always got me in a mood
I don't know if you're still looking through comments, but i really wish to meet you one day. You've kept my sanity at a normal level for the past 2 years, i can't even listen to some of your songs cuz it reminds me of such dark times you helped me through. I can't put it into words, your voice is just like.. if your skin is burning and then you take a cold shower and it cools the pain. Thank you man. The best part was finding out you're mutuals with George and Dream, that was just.. wow
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You’re right you don’t deserve our love and support.............................................
......... you deserve the world’s love and support
oh MAN the tears are comin :'))
mMMMMM AGREED
Yass
Say that for the depressed people down there
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I want to be able to open up about things to my friends. I really do. I always help my friends with their mental health, but I don’t want to burden people that are already struggling.
You And Your Feelings Are NOT Burdens, No Matter What.
"It's Not Your Feelings Job To Make Sense, You Just Feel Them." -Thomas Sanders
It's Good That You Help Them, But No Matter What, YOU Are Your First Priority. If Your Friends Don't Wanna Listen To You When You Feel Bad, Then They Don't Deserve You.
I relate...
I was told that I shouldn’t talk to my friends about my problems because they’ll be “scared away” and that if I wanted to talk I should talk to my parents. But it’s not that easy.
And dear mom and dad, by pressuring me to open up to you I just become more and more reluctant to tell you stuff.
So yeah I’m not going to open up about my feelings because I’m not comfortable talking to you or to my friends because you told me it would burden them and that they aren’t ready to deal with that kind of stuff yet.
If that’s what you think, then take a look at my friend group. Everyone has scars in their minds, and sometimes you can see those scars on their forearms.
We’re all dealing with stress, ok? One of the reasons we all have friends is that we have someone to talk to.
Your words, not mine.
Juliet F Please enjoy🥺✨👉🏽 ua-cam.com/video/0Beffw7p5bc/v-deo.html
Honey, I cant guarantee you it will get better but please open up to them because you can trust and love and they will still love you.
Same or I feel like a attention seeker beat myself up for it or people are judging me or annoyed that’s kinda why I kinda just stop talking in all
falling in love with your best friend sounds amazing until you remember they're straight as a line. thanks for this song you sound so beautiful and it was incredibly relatable. its so hard to move past him when hes your best friend
i feel u. experiencing the same thing atm. with my girl best friend
im feeling the same thing unfortunately.
Relatable
Oof that’s a mood
Me but she's actually bi but dating a boy 😞👊
My dog listened to this and became depressed
lmao
i cant believe im your dog
mood
haha XD
*SnowTheWeridOne * xDD
It’s sad how lyric videos have more views than the actual person that created it ... the song is so beautiful
fr I’ve blocked most of those channels they annoy me sm
@@foreseeableobstacles they still give copyright to the original owner.
"opening up means to trust in others and that's just to much I don't want to bother"
if rick from rick and morty tried to rhyme out a sentence so it made sense to morty
this is like a Steven Universe song where Sadie sings this along while Lars is 'accidentally' listening.
Kristine Soria I hope so oml
holy shit yes
Someone make an animatic on This
Mochalee they did 3 days ago it's really cute
@@wwererue
link?
OMG I'm crying I was always so sad that there was no full song so I would just leave something on repeat for like 3 hrs I really love this song.
LOL same, literally for hours looking at the sky
aHH thanks you guys :') glad i could make this for you all
me too c': it's a beautiful song, I love it so much
Who else has learned to cry almost with no sound so your parents don’t hear?
Me
red lady hey I hope you feel better soon I get how you feel and it will get brighter if you wanna talk let me know I’m down
Me haha..
ive learned, just so im not in my brothers words "a little bitch" also im a massive crybaby so i need to not seem weak infront of my parents or friends
The only time I’ll cry with sound is when I wake up from a nightmare not a scary one...but rather a frustrating one..
Was playing Dave the diver and it remembered me to come back and listen this masterpiece
i seriously fell in love with this song
arnd & arnd I think u I’ll fall in love with this song as well❤️👉🏽 ua-cam.com/video/0Beffw7p5bc/v-deo.html
Dave the Diver brought me here. That was a nice little sidetrip diving for green urchin, and serving you your Chirashi sushi ☺
Same here!
where are the snowy scenes shot at
i guess they're almost all snowy scenes...
taos, new mexico
mxmtoon am I too late
@@mxmtoon drop the coords
this is so good wtf
Found this gem a year ago on Spotify, so amazed how far you’ve come now, ur voice will always move me
helloitschlo same
"how many time i need to keep it inside, i need to let go and i swear that i tried"
Damn, that line describes how i feel about school.
I relate to this song.
I have depression,anxiety,and gender dysphoria and it's really hard on me. Me getting suicidal is a norm for me,it has been for a long time now. I wish I could open up to someone,tell them how I feel,but I can't. I only have two freinds,and one of them I rarely ever see and if I tell them,they get suicidal too. My other freind,my lover,deserves the world and already has suicidal thoughts and too much to deal with on their own. My Dad currently is too tired and stressed to help,my mother doesn't have the money for therapy and so therefore blows me off,and I don't have or trust anyone else. I like this song alot,and I'm happy you made it.
Thanks. :)
give die well that’s pretty common in today’s society but i hope you get better.
you sound a lot like my girlfriend, so i feel you. if you ever need someone to complain about life with, you can find a way to hmu, but i relate too, and i know it's hard. just keep going because those friends care about you, i'd know because i've been in your spot, and i've been that friend too.
this story reminds me of my life...
Just that im the lover...
alright this is to sad, i gotta lighten the mood, this sound like the set up to one of those netflix movies that try to relate to younger people by being "deep"
i can relate.. hope it gets better for you
do u know how hard it is to find a song that I can truly relate to???
this is the only song I *truly* relate to! tysm for expressing yourself through ur music.
this is beautiful
thank you
My stress is fatal. Look I knew other people were sad like this. But we gotta stay strong! And we gotta try to push our problems away!!
Mia L. Artz I try alot but its rlly hard
This is actually the first song I heard by her, and I found it randomly on Spotify. I’m really happy I did, I fell in love instantly!
Relatable 😊
i listen to this song when i wake up, before going to sleep, while studying and getting ready I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW MANY TIMES IS SO GOOD URMFJBD
Man I love you. Timeless music
*”feelings are fatal”, remember some people are dying inside*
owo
This song is kind of how I was feeling when I had to resume my life after someone very important to me passed away. I still had to go to school and everything, so I was slapping on a fake smile but inside my head, it was dark and stormy and sad. Then I found this song, and it made me feel a little bit better since I knew that other people were feeling the same way and I wasn't alone. That happened about a year ago, but this song still makes me cry. Thank you for making such a beautiful song that it made me cry.
I sent the lyrics to my mom.. and now our bond is closer💘
-she asked me what was wrong and we ended up talking about what was wrong for about 45 minutes
Im actually jealous, is because of my mom that "my feelings are fatal"
Yo pueh :v // awww :( if you need to talk to someone you can dm me on insta or twitter! my insta is warm.flxwer and my twitter is Warm_flxwer
Hey how are you two now
I’m listening to this song before I go to school everyone I love is moving away this is my only source to be happy
but I feel like this so I cry every time I listen to this, have a good day
hi mxmtoon i love ur music i’ve been listening for a few years now and ur music honestly helps me cope, it’s like “i’m feeling sad let’s listen to mxmtoon and let my feelings out” ur music is therapy to me, ilysm.
I love this song I'm that type of person who always smile but whenever I'm home alone i just cry and listen to sad songs with my cat :< I hate feelings they make me insecure because I feel like a drama queen :((
gosh I'm so in love with this song. lyrics, vocals, entire atmosphere - just so powerful and mesmerizing. I've listened to this song more than a hundred times in the past few days and it's really such a bittersweet treat. Great talent you've got
its been years and i still love and relate to this song sm
New mexicos mountains are litteraly so pretty, im so happy i can see them everyday!
still here its 2019 and i am getting these fatal feelings
@Minecrafter_Vizu UwU ye now its 2020 and i hate it Q-Q
@@Eden-qc8if 2021*
@@ashlyn5644 yeah and still here
You are not alone. There are people like you feeling the same thing, having the same void. Thank you for your wonderful music! You are amazing and deserve every single supporter. ❤️
Dave the Diver sends his regards
omg, i listened to this song this year..
It is normal to have listened to this song more than 3 thousand times, I have it ringtone, I love it, I can not stop listening to it.
Saludos desde República Dominicana.
I remember when you were still a small artist with a few thousand subscribers. It’s quite nice seeing a channel/person grow. I find your voice similar to a lullaby in a way and it’s so charming in a polite way I can’t explain, remember me when your famous!!
Hi! :) Can I have your permission to make an animatic with your song, I'll be sure to credit you and link your social nets on the vid and description. ^_^ I just really fell in love with your song, and I feel like creating a visual on it. Thank you mxmtoon, I hope you please say yes!
BaNaNa jAm same
Nanao Chu OMGGG
Did you do it?
yo u there?
dude, u alive?
hey, I discovered you on spotify few days ago with this song. the moment I heard this, I was just "damn. this song sings exactly how I feel right at this moment!" So I immediately explored more of your songs, and girl. You. Expressed. Everything. I. Feel. So thank you. I hope I could just send someone this song to tell them that this is how I feel, no explanation needed. Luv u girl!
I need the tabs pleaseeee, i love this songgg soo muchhh
Dmin G C C7 are the chords throughout, the plucking is the same pattern as "the moon song" by karen o
mxmtoon ohhhh my godd you replied, you made me sooo happy 😭, and thank youuu soooo muchhhhh for the tabs 😭😭
I'm not quite sure, but I think D minor sounds little better than D major?
ur right omg i am a dumbass lmao i don't even know my own song
still listening this beautiful song🖤
as great as songs like bon iver or seasonal depression are, something about this era is just unmatched for me
This was the first song I heard from Maia and I kept listening to it and found more songs and became depressed but satisfied
I really want to meet you and talk for like 4 hours and listen to music on a rooftop... Thanks for making music and helping me and others
❤️
This is the most I've ever connected with a song. Thank you
I like listening to this song at 4am and it gets me sad cause I’m always thinking about someone
Ik this song is 3 years old and u won’t see this but this was my first song I heard of you now your one of my favorite artists ur music has really inspired me! lov u
Lyrics:
I'm happy for you,
I'm smiling for you,
I'd do anything,
for you, for you.
It's always for you, and never for me.
And I need you to stop,
so tell me tell you please.
Im always sad, and im always lonely.
But i cant tell you that im breaking slowly.
Closed doors,
locked in no keys,
keeping my feelings hidden
There is no ease.
I need you to stop and I want to be able to open but, my feelings are fatal.. my feelings are fatal..
How many times must i keep it inside.
I need to let go and I sware that ive tried.
But opening up means trusting others.
And thats just to much i just dont want to bother. so I'll keep it inside ill burry it peep.
I know its not health but you wont hear a peep.
Though I'm always sad and I'm always lonely. I could never tell you that im breaking slowly.
Closed doors,
locked in no keys,
keeping my feelings hidden there is no ease.
I need you to stop and i want to be able to open but, my feelings are fatal.. my feelings are fatal..
I’m not crying you are 😭😭😭
I love this song, it describes exactly how I feel
sebeung. Ikr
I love mxmtoon interacting w people in the comments
Ffs, shshshakakabsjaiajna 😢 it's one of those songs that I don't want to listen to but brings out my inner feelings and I can't stop these tears. I love and hate the song 🙌🏼
Monkey.D.Luffy it's ok to let out your feelings💙
Maia, you probably won’t see this but...
you are amazing,, you have helped everybod so much and you have especi helped me cope with a lot of serious stuff that happed to me. your music lights me up, your voice is such a gift and you have so much of a talent. i hope you know how much i care about you.
-(also sorry with my bad English)
oh hello dream nice to see you 👋
LMAO U GUYS ARE SOMTH ELSE WENSNJZOAW
Poor dream 😔
I love this song!!! Brazilian here💚💛
You deserve all the love and good vibes of the world, believe me. Love you girl and my feeling are real.
Now I know I'm not alone in the world
I relate to this song, i have depression and anxiety, and i don't want people to feel concerned about me, i don't talk about that to none of my friends, and i have a boyfriend, i would really do anything for him, and i know he does the same to me, but i know he has a lot of problems so i don't want to bother him, i try to keep it all to myself but it's so hard and sometimes i just think about not existing, but, i don't know, i think if i do something like that i would hurt him so much and knowing that breaks me.
My ex recommend me this song 3 years ago and Im here listening again...its been 2 and a half year since we broke up and i still cant forget her..i miss her so much....wish i can go back to time
ya know what ... i only just heard this for the first time and you succeeded ... i do feel ever so slightly better after the cry this gave me
@mxmtoon can you please post your chords and strumming pattern. I really want to learn how to play this song on my ukulele!
Yessss, omg
A year ago, but for anyone else it's D minor, and then G, and then C, then C7.
I heard the song "please don't" and I searched the singer up and I heard all these other songs by you and hearing this music calms me down everytime :)
Anyone still listening to this
I listened to this when I was in the second grade, It was a masterpiece and now five years later it still is but now I can actually relate
*that time you relate to the song*
...
Yep, I need someone to hug me right now
Edit:
Okay so let me tell you my story
Since beginnig of 2018 I had problems, I thought it wouldn't be so bad but I was wrong, my parents took my cell phone away. I know, its a cell phone, but that was the only way I could talk with my boyfriend and friends (since they didn't let me go out).
So...I felt terrible, My mom didn't knew about my boyfriend and I was TERRIFIED that if she discovered my relationship she would make me broke with him.
My nerves got destroyed since then, it was almost like paranoia.
Then I went back to school, everything was fine at first, but later it became MORE and MORE STRESSFUL, so I said to myself "okay...no friends, they distract you.." but I made friends anyway lol
But things in my house were tense, I didn't slept well those days. And then...I just didn't want to sleep or I wanted to sleep all day. I didn't want to do anything. I was exhausted. I started crying in the night on my bed, I got nightmares (most of them about torture and death), I started to irritate easily and went more quiet than usual.
Until ONE friend of my started to talk again with me, specially about drawings and a project he wanted to make with me (We are working on it right now). He made me so happy, and I started getting obsessed with him (In a way of "I need your positive energy", not in a romantic way). Yes, I started stalking him in school and social media.
One day I found him and went to where he was, I talked with and said to me that he didn't felt well....and then is when I felt how my soul was being ripped out, a pain I was living. I said to him that if he needed something I could help him, And I gave him a hug. I didn't thought he would hug me back, at that moment I wanted to cry.
Then when I went back to home he sent me a message
I'm two years late but I hope you're doing okay.
This cuts deep 🖤
Come after listen from Dave the diver ❤
It gets to the point where you stop feeling vulnerable, you notice that people are shallow so you stop caring and stop trying, you no longer get angry at them but pity them because you know they can be better but they don't so they hurt you anyone just like everybody else and you silently take it, and it hurts like taking blows to the sternum, but they don't need to know. Eventually you stop feeling and they notice you become colder.
who listened to this old version after listening to the revisited version??? 🙋🙋💖💝💗
thanks for this beautiful song. this is really relatable to me because im in love with someone who has a girlfriend and he always keeps showing mix signals and i dont think this is healthy for me. me and him have opened up to each other and we have shared problems and even vibed. but i dont think it is meant to be. i wanna get over him.
Eu amo essa música ♡♡♡
I love this so much, a friend of mine sang this at a concert and killed it, from then I wanted to learn how to play this, I can now play it on the guitar and ukulele, I love it so much.
omg i love you
This one hits the hardest
To all the dislikes....You're probably more depressed than me listening to this song on repeat 😂 😂
you are right you don't deserve our support, girl you deserve a grammy
Yes yes yes
omg this brings back time. ilysm maia
Who else came here from Bancho Sushi?
AYYYY THATS MY GOAT
your music has gotten me through so many tough times since like 6th grade lol i’m so happy you are getting the recognition you deserve
Yeah here's my story, is long so don't read it if you don't want to
My mom has fisically abused and threatened me several times, i even have photos of the bruises thah she has done to me, fortunately, my skin always cures and they doesn't stay, but i'm just tired of being scared of her, i don't want to talk to her 'cause i don't know how will she react, i want to call 911 to report everything, but im scared, if she founds out i don't know what would she do, and my dad doesn't want to report her either, i hope that all this ends soon, 'cause i don't know how this will end if no one stops her, the last few times is that she started leaving bruises on my skin, and im scared that she might still gettin worst and worst till it's too late, so i hope that everything will get better soon...
Thank you for reading, if you want, tell your story, im here to listen
Pd: sorry if i have bad english, my language is spanish
please call child services and report her. stay strong and safe
this was the first ever mxmtoon song i heard and lemme tell you they just get better and better
So there's this girl that I might like, I don't know and when you aren't straight and you're young, things are hard and confusing. She's older than me by a year and we met through doing a musical. The only time we bonded was the dinner after the musical ended, and we still didn't talk much then. Now I see her sometimes during lunch and brunch and she has the same period pe as me, and I feel like I act different when I'm around her. On Instagram, we follow each other and she likes my posts becuase we were in the musical together, but I still feel like she barely knows I exist. I think she's straight, and she gives off the "popular, pretty, cool girl" vibe, but I know she's more than that. I think I might just like the thought of her.
One more thing- on her story she sometimes recommends songs, and this is one of them, along with a few other songs with girlxgirl mentions/in the music video. She listens on Spotify, so I don't know if she knows what the music video is like.
Also I've only came out to one person (not including this comment) and we had a long discussion about lgbt people before it so yah. I just don't know what to think and what to feel. But songs like this remind me that there are other people like me that I can possibly talk to.
Honestly I feel you. I'm really questioning my sexuality and gender orientation though I'm still very young. This is really stressful and hard for me, especially when my family bathe in toxic masculinity. It'll be okay though, hope you're feeling good, and maybe you got to know your crush more
Hey stuff is hard and it can be frustrating and things can be hard and they get better maybe not completely but it gets easier
Ohh girl being not straight in this world should be really hard...
2020 and this song is still amazing
me identifico 😢
This is so goood
What is feeling im felt now?
I didn’t realize you wrote this song, oh my god I’m in love with the song. I would listen to this on bus and tell my friends about it. It always got me in a mood
dream now be like:
still keep coming back to this song, its my comfort song istg and relatable
Who is listening and crying well looking in thr comments :'( it makes me feel like i can't explain it 😭😭😭😭
I don't know if you're still looking through comments, but i really wish to meet you one day. You've kept my sanity at a normal level for the past 2 years, i can't even listen to some of your songs cuz it reminds me of such dark times you helped me through. I can't put it into words, your voice is just like.. if your skin is burning and then you take a cold shower and it cools the pain. Thank you man. The best part was finding out you're mutuals with George and Dream, that was just.. wow
2024, anyone?
This song touched my soul on a whole spiritual level.
Anyone know the chords on the ukulele for this?
Dmin, G, C, C7
i've been listening to this song nonstop it's so beautiful
😞💔why did I find this but I love it so much and I'm glad I can find something relatable and beautiful as this song
This song helped me through some tough times ❤️
OMG this song is so beautiful, i love your music ^^