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  • Опубліковано 12 вер 2024
  • ➛open me ! 𖥔 ִ ་ ˖ ࣪ ་ ˖ ᳝ ࣪
    ❥๑━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━๑❥
    𝗌𝗈𝗇𝗀 𝗇𝖺𝗆𝖾: 𝘮𝘺 𝘢𝘭𝘤𝘰𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘪𝘤 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴.
    𝖺𝗋𝗍𝗂𝗌𝗍: 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘥𝘦𝘯 𝘥𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘴.
    𝖽𝖺𝗍𝖾: 𝘫𝘶𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘧𝘵𝘩, 2021.
    𝗅𝗂𝗇𝗄: • My Alcoholic Friends
    ❥๑━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━๑❥
    does the glowy effect look tacky ? idk i did it anyway lol

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  • @nymphwtte
    @nymphwtte 2 роки тому +14441

    "6 is not a pretty number, 8, or 3, are definitely better" refers to the BAC and how drunk you are, with 0.6 being impaired, 0.3 being sober and 0.8 being completely drunk. They're saying that they'd rather be completely sober or completely drunk rather than in-between.

  • @rachelnemergut3826
    @rachelnemergut3826 3 роки тому +8966

    This song is like a cake for fandoms, they all take slices and claim that slice for themself

    • @despairrrrr7774
      @despairrrrr7774 3 роки тому +259

      Lord of the flies is my favourite fandom so I claim "i'm taking back the number of the beast cuz 6 is not a pretty number"

    • @harperflyyy6185
      @harperflyyy6185 3 роки тому +125

      @@despairrrrr7774 lord of the flies has a fandom?! Groovy!

    • @harperflyyy6185
      @harperflyyy6185 3 роки тому +34

      @@despairrrrr7774 oh my gosh I had no idea- /gen

    • @blitzyblook3315
      @blitzyblook3315 3 роки тому +47

      claiming the end part for twf fandom

    • @blitzyblook3315
      @blitzyblook3315 3 роки тому +14

      @@drenubes761 same for twf! woaaa it's like it's connected fandom-wise

  • @vampiewampieVODS
    @vampiewampieVODS 2 роки тому +3196

    Fun fact: The line "Cause 6 is not a pretty number, 8 or 3 are definitely better" is in reference to blood alcohol levels. 0.3 is sober, 0.8 is drunk and 0.6 is tipsy.

    • @celestoone
      @celestoone 2 роки тому +15

      stolen comment who

    • @vampiewampieVODS
      @vampiewampieVODS 2 роки тому +199

      @@celestoone is more than one person not allowed to share a piece of knowledge? is there not a chance that both i and someone else commented the same thing around the same time and didn't know someone else also commented it?

    • @clingykaiser
      @clingykaiser 2 роки тому +20

      ^

    • @BleachedBlackSocks
      @BleachedBlackSocks 2 роки тому +5

      0.3 isn't rlly sober though.

    • @TheMultiverseJumper
      @TheMultiverseJumper 2 роки тому +23

      @@celestoone rude person who? 🤡

  • @enternamehere1416
    @enternamehere1416 3 роки тому +6474

    idk who walten is or what hes filing but this song smacks

  • @StarbitO
    @StarbitO 2 роки тому +9391

    This song sounds like failing all your tests, being ghosted by online friends, coming home from school when it's already dark out, returning to your old bad habits, dissociating in class, walking around with dead leaves stuck in your shoelaces, realizing how lonely you actually are, drinking caffeine again after quitting for a long time, not sleeping enough, wearing an all black outfit every day again, spending your lunch break alone, spending too much time daydreaming and reconsuming your comfort media for the one hundredth time while being scared you'll grow tired of it eventually or maybe that's just my personal flavor of mental illness

    • @Janedoe-ns2vd
      @Janedoe-ns2vd 2 роки тому +246

      I relate to this to much

    • @StarbitO
      @StarbitO 2 роки тому +93

      @@Janedoe-ns2vd 🤠🤝🤠

    • @ovenn
      @ovenn 2 роки тому +305

      this is oddly specific, are you okay?😭

    • @StarbitO
      @StarbitO 2 роки тому +166

      @@ovenn i really wasn't, no. At least my online bestie texted me back now

    • @detroxphen2422
      @detroxphen2422 2 роки тому +133

      I remember those dark times.
      And now some things are repeating.
      But we'll be ok. We will be ok. We can survive this once again.

  • @justsomeguywithamustache4664
    @justsomeguywithamustache4664 3 роки тому +16227

    I like the voice. You can’t tell if it’s masculine or feminine

    • @leoromancee
      @leoromancee 3 роки тому +2010

      i really thought it was a man singing it on my first time hearing it

    • @camrecorder
      @camrecorder 3 роки тому +1743

      that's exactly why i love amanda palmer so much, they have a voice i wish i had

    • @personafreak
      @personafreak 3 роки тому +524

      @@leoromancee its not a man?!

    • @leoromancee
      @leoromancee 3 роки тому +601

      @@personafreak ya the lead singer is named amanda palmer

    • @sodaspider4997
      @sodaspider4997 3 роки тому +83

      yeah

  • @aspennotdental
    @aspennotdental 3 роки тому +6640

    I got a bud-light advertisement on this, I think UA-cam wants me to be one of the alcoholic friends 😰

  • @trashyy4325
    @trashyy4325 3 роки тому +4944

    Six has always been my favorite number, I will not accept six slander

    • @fuahanx
      @fuahanx 3 роки тому +51

      SAME

    • @yoylejuice
      @yoylejuice 3 роки тому +115

      i like nine so close enough ig 🤨

    • @loser6682
      @loser6682 3 роки тому +95

      little nightmares

    • @fluffymothx
      @fluffymothx 3 роки тому +12

      EXACTLY

    • @ZaylaRayla
      @ZaylaRayla 3 роки тому +11

      @@loser6682 damn just expose me I guess

  • @nopiwasneverhere
    @nopiwasneverhere 3 роки тому +5781

    “Six is not a pretty number”
    Me: *immediately relates entire song with Little Nightmares*

  • @Satanicwasp
    @Satanicwasp 3 роки тому +905

    *felix drives off road cutely*

    • @poprocks7461
      @poprocks7461 3 роки тому +30

      STOP LMAO

    • @colby314
      @colby314 3 роки тому +18

      STOP 💀

    • @crowthebro
      @crowthebro 3 роки тому +15

      wait is this a walten files thing cuz if so i am now scared to get into it

    • @colby314
      @colby314 3 роки тому +21

      @@crowthebro Yeah it is
      Walten Files is more disturbing than scary or creepy I will say

    • @crowthebro
      @crowthebro 3 роки тому +7

      @@colby314 a friend told me it's like local 58 and now i am terrified of it

  • @iloverei4839
    @iloverei4839 2 роки тому +4880

    Everything is simply a shape, a form, an identifier to let others recognize me as me! But then...what am I? Is this my true self? My fake self? What is it that I am? Nobody understands me!

    • @nunmiu
      @nunmiu 2 роки тому +109

      I WAS ABOUT TO COMMENT THIS LMAOS

    • @sary5077
      @sary5077 2 роки тому +88

      I WAS SEARCHING FOR THIS

    • @mistawista
      @mistawista 2 роки тому +85

      Shinnie moment

    • @Ilovechanel
      @Ilovechanel 2 роки тому +19

      NOO LMFAO

    • @rirloxik3541
      @rirloxik3541 2 роки тому +6

      AKKADKWKDK

  • @milk_silky
    @milk_silky 2 роки тому +523

    2:06 feels so relatable when you have grown up with toxic friends resembling the “alcoholic friends” and what ever you do to try and make them like you they see it as you are trying to be better than them. Or in the phrase “the party never ends” at least for me resembles that no matter what friends you will have they will always be the same and you will have to go through the same thing .a never ending one in this case.

    • @cuphrt
      @cuphrt 2 роки тому +24

      Yeah, feels that way.
      Or when those "alcoholic friends" never get along, and you, being raised in arguements non-stop, you just leave until they calm down.
      But then, they take it against you, blaming you for hurting them this way, and call you immature for blocking them whenever an arguement starts between you and them.
      And lie to your face non-stop, use your symphathy, and blame you for alot of things being your fault so that's why they lied.

  • @sylv779
    @sylv779 3 роки тому +3064

    so tempted to make a fanfic based on the lyrics of this song
    update; its in preparation now! and im calling it phantasmic blues

  • @AURI3N
    @AURI3N Рік тому +336

    “I’ll be on my best behavior
    Taking shots for Mother Nature”
    I think it’s a reference to an older song “Everybody wants to rule the world
    “Acting on your best behavior
    Turn your back on Mother Nature”

  • @wh0refordazai
    @wh0refordazai 2 роки тому +2087

    2:05
    “Everything is simply a shape, a form, an identifier to let others recognize me as me! But then, what am I? Is this me? My true self? My fake self? What is it that I am?!”
    “ *NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ME!!!* ”
    “What are you?! Stupid?! Of course nobody is gonna understand you!”
    -Shinji Ikari and Asuka Soryu, Neon Genesis Evangelion

  • @Lowkey_Loki245
    @Lowkey_Loki245 3 роки тому +2086

    1:35 reminded me of that one line in "Everybody Wants to Rule the World"

  • @inkcloud685
    @inkcloud685 3 роки тому +847

    It’s amazing how songs speak to people like how this song speaks to me or my friends but what’s more amazing is how you see the song in general

  • @TrademarkedIPAdress
    @TrademarkedIPAdress 2 роки тому +581

    "Thanks Felix, you're a life-saver!" -Jack Walten's last words before he never saw his children ever again

    • @br0ken1992
      @br0ken1992 2 роки тому +30

      HELP BAHAHAHAHA that is so ironic

    • @TrademarkedIPAdress
      @TrademarkedIPAdress 2 роки тому +14

      @@br0ken1992 lmfao ikr

    • @bugz2577
      @bugz2577 2 роки тому +2

      IRHDRIVEURRH

    • @br0ken1992
      @br0ken1992 2 роки тому +7

      @@fudgysundaee kinda sus how you make your way into almost every comment section I'm in

    • @ollieplayzgamezz10
      @ollieplayzgamezz10 2 роки тому +5

      *lmao*

  • @hibaessadik3401
    @hibaessadik3401 2 роки тому +184

    the way the piano sounds, the voice .. it feels like trying to live while u try to repress all your anger, it's just so aggressive and raw.. i love it

  • @kelsorangejoe9963
    @kelsorangejoe9963 3 роки тому +829

    I have a crush on this song.

    • @poprocks7461
      @poprocks7461 3 роки тому +11

      LMAO SAME

    • @icaricc
      @icaricc 2 роки тому +12

      Canon

    • @lvna_
      @lvna_ 2 роки тому +6

      Yo.

    • @kel3341
      @kel3341 2 роки тому +8

      AYO CAN I DRINK YOU?

    • @kelsorangejoe9963
      @kelsorangejoe9963 2 роки тому +8

      @@kel3341 HELL YEAH THERE'S A REASON IT SAYS 'KEL'S ORANGE JOE AND NOT JUST ORANGE JOE 😎😎

  • @lorelei7146
    @lorelei7146 3 роки тому +317

    when walten does some filing

  • @emiliomurkmere
    @emiliomurkmere 3 роки тому +609

    this song is just a vibe...

  • @sodaspider4997
    @sodaspider4997 3 роки тому +589

    if i ever drive off a cliff im going to play this while i do it

  • @neohexkin5547
    @neohexkin5547 3 роки тому +1497

    Everyone talking about finding this through the walten files while I'm here finding it through a South Park speedpaint 😳

  • @theidiotbehindtheslaughter4080
    @theidiotbehindtheslaughter4080 Рік тому +31

    This song is oddly specific, Depression, Dissociation, hatred for yourself and others, untold trauma, religious trauma, shutting yourself up so you wont upset someone only for them to see you as weird or rude, you want to be worth something great. Its very relatable

  • @whateversethh3235
    @whateversethh3235 2 роки тому +230

    This song seriously takes me back when I was at my lowest. A couple months ago I was empty, getting only an hour of sleep due to staying up all night hearing my parents fight and getting ready to go in to help my mom incase things got physical, never washing my makeup, bags under my eyes, low grades, not being able to focus in class, getting left out of my friend group, running away from home and go back a couple hours later cause I was worried about not knowing where to go cause I had no connections and no one to go to, crying all the time, having panic attacks in school and hiding in the school restrooms, wearing the same dirty ass shoes I never washed, failing everything losing an unhealthy amount of weight and I'm only 14.
    It's crazy how much meeting a person could change me entirely.

    • @STAR.3333
      @STAR.3333 2 роки тому +10

      I hope you are doing better

    • @angle5222
      @angle5222 2 роки тому +11

      I can relate a whole lot, it lasted around 2-4 years until I met someone who helped a lot, it’s crazy how someone can change you for the better

    • @Lara-vo6rp
      @Lara-vo6rp 2 роки тому +3

      I hope you're doing better now

    • @Judy_daqueen
      @Judy_daqueen Рік тому +5

      I hope you are doing better now.

    • @Lara-vo6rp
      @Lara-vo6rp Рік тому +5

      @@angle5222 hopefully one day I too get to meet that person

  • @frog2759
    @frog2759 Рік тому +116

    (lyrics for whoever needs them)
    I'm counting back
    The number of the steps
    It took for me to get
    Back on the wagon of the weekend
    I'll use the auto-timer to prove that I'll
    Get home with my imagination
    If they find the body in the basement
    "In the very house that she was raised in"
    I'm taking down
    The number of the Times
    So when we get the sign
    From God I'll be the first to call them
    I'm taking back the number of the beast
    'Cause six is not a pretty number
    Eight or three are definitely better
    A is for the address on the letter
    To my alcoholic friends
    I'm trying hard
    Not to be ashamed
    Not to know the name
    Of who is waking up beside me
    Or the date, the season or the city
    But at least the ceiling's very pretty
    And if you are holding it against me
    I'll be on my best behavior
    Taking shots for mother nature
    Once my fist is in the cupboard
    Love is never falling over
    (Hey)
    Should I choose a noble occupation?
    If I did I'd only show up late and sick
    And they would stare at me with hatred
    Plus my only natural talent's wasted on my alcoholic friends
    My alcoholic friends
    The party never ends
    My alcoholic friends

    • @Basicallysociety
      @Basicallysociety Рік тому +8

      the lyrics are literally on the screen in the video

    • @bl0ss300
      @bl0ss300 Рік тому +5

      @@Basicallysociety she basically said "for whoever needs them" but i do agree with u there are lyrics on the screen.

    • @yukilee504
      @yukilee504 Рік тому +11

      This really helps me out since I'm the type to read lyrics and I don't like lyrics just pop up. I'd rather knowing it first ❤

    • @Candybatz894
      @Candybatz894 Рік тому +6

      ​@@Basicallysociety WELL IM SORRY I NEED TO SEE ALL HE LYRICS AND NOT JUST ONE LINE OF IT OR ELSE IT WILL MESS ME UP WHILE SINGING

    • @Basicallysociety
      @Basicallysociety Рік тому +2

      @@Candybatz894 BLUD IS NOT SORRY

  • @chvrlxtte
    @chvrlxtte 2 роки тому +33

    "should I choose a noble occupation, if I did I'd only show up late and sick, and they would stare at me with hatred. plus my only natural talent's wasted" i feel it

  • @MyMelorie
    @MyMelorie 3 роки тому +935

    I don’t know what the fawk a walten file is but this song slaps. Came here for soul eater

    • @-cosmicity
      @-cosmicity  3 роки тому +84

      YOOOOO I USED TO LOVE SOUL EATER :')

    • @blueivory5880
      @blueivory5880 3 роки тому +10

      I love soul eater

    • @MyMelorie
      @MyMelorie 3 роки тому +4

      @@blueivory5880 same

    • @leamonlol
      @leamonlol 3 роки тому +7

      SOUL EATER IS ONE OF MY COMFORT ANIME

    • @mariarosemary21
      @mariarosemary21 3 роки тому +8

      It's the numbers part isn't it, that part reminds me of kid and his symmetry obsession lol

  • @a3therspace237
    @a3therspace237 3 роки тому +703

    I don't know what the song is about but it gives me the vibes of someone slowly going crazy, because of the people who they are friends with/the people that surround them

    • @blitzyblook3315
      @blitzyblook3315 3 роки тому +9

      that's my oc's backstory broooooooooooooooooo

    • @andromeda6306
      @andromeda6306 2 роки тому +40

      !! fun lil back story no one asked for!
      this is actually about amandas time being a prostitute + being raped. this song correlates with " sex changes " & " dear jenny "

    • @blitzyblook3315
      @blitzyblook3315 2 роки тому +27

      @@andromeda6306 oh.
      i thought that it was something about toxic friends
      that explains "not to know the name of who is sleeping(?) right beside me"

    • @EKURAIN
      @EKURAIN 2 роки тому +4

      @@andromeda6306 ‘fun’

    • @kurtiseata
      @kurtiseata 2 роки тому +8

      I thought it was about having toxic friends which always make you handle their problems

  • @Ratburger_
    @Ratburger_ 2 роки тому +504

    I’m making a list of what fandom people relate this song to so far I have
    •Little nightmares (specifically “six is not my favourite number”)
    •Camp Camp
    •Walten files: Felix
    •Dream SMP: Tubbo, Tommy and Quackity (for Quackity its specifically because of his storyline with Schlatt)
    •Shinji Ikari kins
    •Bungo stray dogs
    •Wings of Fire: Peril
    •Sk♾ the infinity
    •Five nights at Freddy’s/fnaf: Micheal, Fritz and Jeremy aka the night guards and the dead children (specifically “if they find the body in the basement”)
    •Doki Doki Literature club: Monika
    •Genshin Impact: The traveler aka Aether or Lumine (specifically “all my natural talents are wasted”) and Nahida aka lesser lord Kusanali (specifically “cause six (herself) is not a pretty number, eight or three (the other archons and greater lore Rhukkatavata) are definitely better.” and “I’ll be on my best behaviour taking shots for Mother Nature” these lyrics relate to her trying to show her people the same comfort the Greater Lord did but them not caring for her in the slightest) (damn Genshin impact lore got really deep woah)
    And finally the character Chide/Tartiglia I’m feeling brave so I’m gonna try to put this request’s explanation into a nutshell so someone pls tell me if ive fucked up at any point! Anyways the lyrics “natural talent” refers to Chide only valuing himself as a being a soldier for Tsaritsa, he had a dysfunctional childhood which lead to him becoming an unstable adult and the lyrics “and if you are holding it against me” and “they would stare at me with hatred” are vocalising his anxiety of what his siblings would think of his career if they knew about it the line “should I choose a noble occupation” further expressing this fear while also showing his relationship with the Fatui, the “alcoholic friends” mentioned in the song could be the fatui themselves
    •Omori: Sunny
    •Helluva Boss: Blitzø and Barbie Wire
    •Fruit Baskets: Kyo Sohma (specifically “I’m taking back the number of the beast”)
    •Attack On Titans
    •Undertale: Flowey and Sans (specifically fanon Sans)
    •Encanto (specifically “cause six/Bruno is not a pretty number eight/Julietta or three/Pepa are definitely better)
    •Deltarune: Kris
    •Southpark
    •Bojack Horseman (wow how tf was this not on the list earlier)
    •Demon Slayer: Suma, Genya and Akaza
    •Call Of Duty Zombies: Ultimis Richtofen
    •Marble Hornets
    •Sally Face
    •Danganrompa v2: Goodbye Despair: Hajime Hinata, Akane Owari (danganrompa characters have really depressing backstories woah.)
    •Unbrella Academy
    •Creepypasta: Ticci Toby
    •Moral Orel: Clay Puppington, Reverend Putty
    •Doctor Stone
    •Asagiri Gen
    •Vampire in the garden: Fine
    •Harry Potter/Maruaders: Peter Pettigrew and Sirius Black (I have a friend who would get soo mad at me for calling the Maruaders Harry Potter..)
    •Toilet bound Hanako Kun/tbhk: Hanako and Teru
    •Rick and Morty: Rick
    •Mandela Catalogue: Thatcher Davis
    •Your Turn to Die: Sara Chidouin
    •Scum Villain’s Self Saving System: Shen Jiu and Shen Qingqiu (specifically “should I choose a noble occupation, if I did I’ll only show up late and sick”)
    •Panty and Stocking: Panty (specifically “I’m trying hard not to know the name of who is waking up beside me”)
    •Team Fortress 2: Demoman
    •Buggaloo (edit: I think,,, I think the person who said this one was making a joke,, still keeping it just incase but I feel so stupid 😭)
    •Roomates: Nathan
    •Eddsworld: Tord and Tom
    •Cookie Run Kingdom: Vampire Cookie (dude’s literally an alcoholic)
    •Don’t Hug Me I’m Scared/DHMIS: Lesley (for me at least)
    •We Need To Talk About Kevin: Eva
    •D20 Neverafter: Gerard and Pinocchio (specifically “taking back the number of the beast” for Pinoke “the beast” referring to stepmother, and now I think about the kid is probably an alcoholic)
    •The Stanley Parable: I cant explain why but this song is just so Narrator
    •The Promised Neverland: Ray (specifically “Plus, and they, would stare at me with hatred”)
    •Moominvalley: It feels incredibly strange adding such a wholesome series to this list but .snufkin, maybe even mymble considering it’s implied she slept around when she was younger
    •Muppet Zoot (not a tv show!! bros a person also their lyrics are anything before and after “I’m trying hard not to be ashamed”)
    •Total Drama: Sierra (specifically “if they find the body in the basement”)
    If you have any from your fandom pls tell me and it will be listed
    Edit: I’m surprised this list got so long I’m honestly impressed
    Edit 2: if you have an idea but are two afraid to comment because this comment is super old pls know I’ve been consistently updating for about a year now

  • @victorvanmemesing6298
    @victorvanmemesing6298 3 роки тому +122

    Everyone's talking about fandoms, meanwhile I'm just standing here, wondering if anybody else noticed the referance to "Everybody wants to rule the World" in the bridge

  • @bee458
    @bee458 2 роки тому +31

    The fact that the name of my toxic friend starts with A, they’re an alcoholic and my last and worst depressive episode was 6 months long makes this song resonate extra hard

  • @spaceboi9933
    @spaceboi9933 3 роки тому +288

    why in gods name is this the most relatable song I've ever heard?

    • @crowthebro
      @crowthebro 3 роки тому +17

      are you okay

    • @crowthebro
      @crowthebro 3 роки тому +4

      @Stupid░Bitch (代因ソ) are _you_ okay

    • @crowthebro
      @crowthebro 3 роки тому +5

      @Stupid░Bitch (代因ソ) me neither but try to get a good night's sleep once in a while also clean ur room

    • @dalilamaggio2452
      @dalilamaggio2452 2 роки тому +1

      Yes, how are you?

  • @speedweed1812
    @speedweed1812 2 роки тому +24

    has anyone else notices how the lyrics from 1:40 are a reference to the song "everybody wants to rule the world"? Specifically to the lyrics "acting on your best behaviour, turn your back on mother nature"? I just think it's cool lol

    • @the_demon149
      @the_demon149 Рік тому

      Yes, that’s the first thing I thought of when I heard this bit and I’m also surprised no one else has noticed

  • @theincarnateofkurro
    @theincarnateofkurro 2 роки тому +18

    1:48 i love the vocals “oOoOover” its so nice for some reason

  • @banban6087
    @banban6087 3 роки тому +96

    Classic piano riff in the background 1:34

  • @fetusmuncher1219
    @fetusmuncher1219 3 роки тому +1473

    i love this song. it feels like that one feeling you get when yiu try to pretend everything is okay and your not actually dying inside and that everyone's nice and cares about you and you have many friends and try to cover everything up with positivity and fake smiles. fake it till you make it am i right? (^w^)

    • @arson7257
      @arson7257 3 роки тому +70

      Please don't ,I passed 2 years telling myself "fake it till you make it" that just made my mental health worse , sometimes faking can help, but if you do it every day, without having a place where you can be yourself, it can really fu*k up your head, at a certain point it gets hard to understand when you're faking and when you're being genuine, it's hard to recognize your true self, and after wearing that mask for such a long time ,it fits so well that it gets hard to take it off ,you start to think that you cannot live anymore without it, that no one will like you at this point,and it just gives you other worries , it will get to the pint that it gets hard to breath ,that you cannot get who you are anymore , that you fell always numb, and you cannot interact with people anymore...
      Or do it , at the end that was just my situation,everyone lives it different,have a nice life

    • @ashonly9637
      @ashonly9637 3 роки тому +19

      emphasis on what arson said. hiding your emotions makes them settle until they evolve and get worse and worse

    • @alexsacc8910
      @alexsacc8910 3 роки тому +16

      The fact that you’ve described my whole life from what I can remember is concerning, but like what they both said... please try to talk to someone about your feelings, holding it in makes it basically feel like two personas... And that really doesn’t cause you to see your flaws, you can’t grow either.
      Whether that be writing about it somewhere or talking to an actual person, please don’t let it bottle up like I do. It’s very self destructive.

    • @elle4099
      @elle4099 3 роки тому +5

      cringe

    • @elle4099
      @elle4099 3 роки тому

      @Stupid░Bitch (代因ソ) who said that girl it’s “she” in french

  • @blackpan577
    @blackpan577 2 роки тому +24

    "Im trying hard,not to be ashamed" hit me harder then a bullet

  • @czerkitka141
    @czerkitka141 2 роки тому +16

    She has literally the best type of female voice

  • @beef6295
    @beef6295 2 роки тому +57

    at 1:37 when she said, "I'll be on my best behavior, taking shots from mother nature", it reminded me of 'Everybody Wants to Rule the World' whenever they said "I'll be on my best behavior, turn your back on mother nature". AND the author sang the rhythm very similarly to how 'Everybody Wants to Rule the World' did too. 👀👀👀 Any body get me?? maybe the artist did this on purpose to send a deeper message?? .. idk, I just really freaked out whenever I had this realization and I had to send it out to people to see if they can catch the same thing.

    • @qupid2589
      @qupid2589 2 роки тому +3

      yeah im pretty sure it's a reference

    • @micheal009
      @micheal009 2 роки тому +2

      yeah that’s funny! I wonder why it referenced that, since the songs aren’t related in any way from what I know

    • @IsntItWonderfulAngela
      @IsntItWonderfulAngela Рік тому

      EXACTLY WHAT I WAS THINKING, I THOUGHT THE CREATOR OF THE SONG "EVERYBODY WANTS TO RULE THE WORLD" SAMPLED THIS SONG 😃

    • @Girly606
      @Girly606 3 місяці тому

      @@IsntItWonderfulAngelaDAWG THIS WAS MADE 3 years AGO EVERYBODY WANTS TO RULE THE WORLD WWS MADE 30 YEARS AGO

  • @kevinbatdorf786
    @kevinbatdorf786 Рік тому +13

    I find this song really comforting, like it’s about everything getting a tiny bit better, even if it’s still all going wrong.

  • @ee20078
    @ee20078 2 роки тому +21

    -“maybe you’re so afraid that everyone will reject you, that you push them away first”
    -“i dont like being mean all the time. its kind of become this habit of mine. do you think that its fun being the one that everyone hates? look at me! i dont even have any hair!”
    from harold and heather from total drama island. idk if anyone else did this but i really related to heather in that scene (other than having no hair) that i just HAD to put it here since i found this song through an edit of her

  • @Badger_bodger
    @Badger_bodger 3 роки тому +107

    this song feels like sleep deprivation

    • @heavheavheav
      @heavheavheav 2 роки тому +4

      thats funny because i have to go to work in a couple hours and here i am jamming to this song in the middle of the night

    • @arthr0p0d
      @arthr0p0d 2 роки тому

      yeah, cause i’m having a beer and it’s almost 2 am 🤩 i have classes in the morning

  • @Everchanging_tm
    @Everchanging_tm 3 роки тому +75

    this song feels like when you're freinds and family have pissed you off or upset you for the last time

  • @internet_idiot1453
    @internet_idiot1453 2 роки тому +24

    “I’m taking back the number of the beast, cuz six is not a pretty number, eight or three is definitely better” god I love that line

  • @achiehru
    @achiehru 2 роки тому +34

    as an art student this song made me feel bittersweet

  • @shortstackashe
    @shortstackashe 2 роки тому +15

    This gives me the vibes of finally reaching THAT stage of being a teenager when you do start getting drunk and going to parties with mates and all of that, and both feeling liberated and ashamed of yourself for it

  • @brinalukancic8096
    @brinalukancic8096 2 роки тому +24

    this song sounds like the world is being colourless again, the sudden urge to be drunk in the middle of the day, intrusive thoughts, not eating all day or just wishing u didn’t, headphones turned to full volume, not responding to ur friends,…

  • @arandomperson2900
    @arandomperson2900 Рік тому +8

    This song is the definition of melancholy , the rhythm , the lyrics , the voice , everything ...

  • @Cheiisuu
    @Cheiisuu 3 роки тому +51

    this lowkey describes dazai from bsd 👀

  • @mbirnsings7169
    @mbirnsings7169 3 роки тому +100

    This song can work for so many fandoms and it's also a vibe so like an epic song right here-

  • @TheLostKey148
    @TheLostKey148 2 роки тому +54

    I always heard “once my sister is in the cupboard” and thought that it was a very accurate representation of siblings

    • @doloresmadrigal6906
      @doloresmadrigal6906 Рік тому +1

      I’m confused, can you explain how it would be accurate? Like what would it mean?

    • @TheLostKey148
      @TheLostKey148 Рік тому +2

      I just meant “putting your sister in the cupboard” because of dumb things siblings do

  • @MinninieRin
    @MinninieRin Рік тому +17

    Don't know why, but this is the vibe when you're walking to the mall/home with friends and laughing even though an angsty song is playing in your ear

  • @axelsmith7422
    @axelsmith7422 Рік тому +109

    this song sounds like stress, anger, PTSD, and depression all in one.

    • @axelsmith7422
      @axelsmith7422 Рік тому +8

      also i rewrote the song to fit me better:
      I'm counting up
      The number of the steps
      It took for me to get
      Back in a good mental place
      I'll use an MRI to prove that
      I am home in my imagination
      If they find the skeleton in your closet
      In the very house that I was “raised in"
      I'm taking back
      The number of the Times
      I had to go back
      To you and still, you can't raise me
      I'm taking back the number of the beast
      'Cause ten is not a pretty number
      Five or one are definitely better
      A is for the address on the letter
      To my alcoholic mum
      I'm trying hard
      Not to be ashamed
      Of the pathetic woman
      who was supposed to raise me
      I must keep people away from me
      But i don't think im very pretty
      And if you are holding it against me
      Im not on my best behaviour
      Taking hits from my own mother
      Once my fist is through my door
      Love is always failing, right?
      (Hey)
      Should I choose a good occupation?
      If I did I'd probably just quit and
      my mum would stare at me with hatred
      Plus my only natural talent's wasted on my alcoholic mum
      My alcoholic mum
      Please let this party end
      My alcoholic mum

    • @axelsmith7422
      @axelsmith7422 Рік тому +5

      DISCLAIMER I DONT LIVE WITH MY MUM ANY MORE

  • @weird_ratatat2611
    @weird_ratatat2611 2 роки тому +16

    At 1:57 I hit my knee exactly when the background person said ”hey!”

  • @tomurashigaraki9996
    @tomurashigaraki9996 3 роки тому +54

    This song gives me all the serotonin I need

  • @evelyn1877
    @evelyn1877 2 роки тому +48

    This music reminds me of Dazai Osamu. The lyrics, the instrumental, the voice singing, everything resembles him

  • @tahminabipasa
    @tahminabipasa Рік тому +6

    I remember the old times when there was the nostalgic memory’s that we barely thought were anything but now we’re desperate to go back away from the bullying backstabbing anxiety trying to fit in all the time being the left out backup and therapist “friend” sleep can either be good or bad you can think about catastrophic scenarios that are not going to happen probably not or it could be a wonderful escape from reality but the worse part is that it all goes by and away so fast so just remember, you don’t know what you have until you loose it until its gone spend it while its still there in your life…..

  • @magic._.7611
    @magic._.7611 2 роки тому +573

    EVERYTHING IS SIMPLY
    A SHAPE
    A FORM
    AN IDENTIFIER
    TO LET OTHERS RECOGNISE
    ME AS ME
    BUT THEN,,
    WHAT AM I?
    IS THIS ME?
    MY TRUE SELF?
    MY FAKE SELF?
    *WHAT IS IT THAT I AM*
    -Shinji Ikari
    [edit:BRO WHY DID I DO THAT]

  • @Keowzhun
    @Keowzhun 3 роки тому +62

    "I am taking back the number of the beast" i love it 😩🙌

  • @Nixie_on_pawz
    @Nixie_on_pawz 6 місяців тому +3

    HOW IS THE BACKGROUND LITERALLY MY CHILDHOOD

  • @xichity
    @xichity 2 роки тому +30

    Shoutout to all the people who searched ”I’m taking back the number of the beast” instead of my alcoholic friends

  • @panlol9516
    @panlol9516 2 роки тому +30

    2:03 WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? Everything is simply a shape, a form, an identifier to let others recognize me as me. But then, what am I? Is this me? My true self? My fake self? What is it that I am? NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ME

  • @coffeebeean.
    @coffeebeean. 3 роки тому +52

    this song is so comforting to me and i dont know why

  • @drunkfemboybard5155
    @drunkfemboybard5155 3 роки тому +31

    I agree, 8 is simply superior

  • @MarshallLeeEditz
    @MarshallLeeEditz 9 місяців тому +4

    1:35 from song named everybody wants to rule the world

  • @corral.1
    @corral.1 2 роки тому +4

    This just gives the Lupin trio vibes

  • @haveagoodmourning
    @haveagoodmourning 3 роки тому +163

    1:35 that reference to Everybody Wants To Rule The World (Tears For Fears) caught me off guard! :D

  • @ch1hvro162
    @ch1hvro162 2 роки тому +9

    This song has a main dish of blaming everything on yourself, a side dish on people blaming things on you and guilt tripping you. With a sauce of being the burnt out mom friend in a toxic fruend group

  • @tyler_not_you4135
    @tyler_not_you4135 Рік тому +25

    I just wanna say thank you, I know this comment may never be seen. But still, thank you for introducing me to the Dresden Dolls. It got me through a lot, hell it even through a mental hospital! Music is so much In my life, and a lot of others. So thank you cosmicity.

    • @-cosmicity
      @-cosmicity  Рік тому +9

      THANK U FOR THE COMMENT UR SO SWEET !! im rlly glad it helped ! :)) i'm glad things r doing better for uu

  • @markiverse.
    @markiverse. 3 роки тому +17

    This is Death The Kid's song specifically 0:42

  • @skrunkly5221
    @skrunkly5221 2 роки тому +11

    1:35 sounds like it’s inspired by “Everybody wants to rule the world”
    “We will find you acting on your best behaviour, turn your back on Mother Nature”
    “I’ll be on my best behaviour, taking shots for Mother Nature”

    • @skrunkly5221
      @skrunkly5221 2 роки тому +1

      It also sounds like it. Different words and voice though

  • @DIA--_
    @DIA--_ Рік тому +42

    This song reminds me of sarcastically laughing at my own pain because crying is getting old

  • @Addibaddii
    @Addibaddii 2 роки тому +15

    POV: your losing motivation to do homework and you are struggling to keep your grades up and all you can do is listen to music and pretend everything is ok

  • @breffnilynch1875
    @breffnilynch1875 10 місяців тому +3

    This song’s line about numbers being better really helped me notice my body dismorphia so that I was able to help myself. This was the most helpful songs in my entire life.❤❤❤

  • @siyotsistu
    @siyotsistu 3 роки тому +10

    i like how you can take it as friends with alcoholism or alcoholic drinks

  • @SixtonR.F
    @SixtonR.F 2 роки тому +5

    “Six is not a pretty number”
    Me, Sixx:

  • @cozonacel36
    @cozonacel36 Рік тому +7

    "I DIDN'T PEAK AT AMONG US!"
    - Jeremy Elbertson

  • @Icantdothisanymoreplskillme
    @Icantdothisanymoreplskillme 2 роки тому +65

    ⚠️ Uh so this turned into a vent so ⚠️
    This song feels like getting off the school bus and walking through the hallway while everyone laughs and has fun. Sitting in class with your toxic classmates. Leaving class and going past your bus to pet the stray cat then running back to the bus. Getting off the bus again and walking up the tiny hill to your apartment building. Avoiding your manipulative, gaslighting, toxic parents and barely eating or drinking because you just can't. Putting on your earphones and laying in bed and daydreaming about being with your comfort characters for the rest of the day, reading hurt/comfort fanfics and pretending they're talking to me. Ignoring when you parents yell at you and trying your best to hide your emotions so they don't yell at you for crying. The next day, you remember you have a test. You go to school, do the test, hide your tears, finish, fail, not give a shit anymore. Going back home, feeding your cat, petting him for a while, then crying when you make sure your parents won't come here for a while. Not being able to sleep, sobbing at 2 AM, waking up, looking at the mirror, looking the dark circles under your eyes, looking at how they're darker than yesterday and before that. Feeling that emptiness in your chest, how cold it is, it's from the fan, it's from the fan, I like being alone, I don't need friends. Hug yourself at night, it's fine, it's not fine, I hate this. Mom said I looked like more like a homeless person than a girl today, don't cry, you're pathetic, I said don't cry. She told me to clean up even though I told her that it's hard to get up, she ended up yelling at me for being lazy. Stop being dramatic, people have it worse than you do, your old friends already forgot about you, accept it. You only have one friend, she texts you, you text her, she doesn't text you that much, you text her all the time, she loves you, you love her, she's not answering, it's cold, cry about it, it's empty, cry about it, wait, wait more, she answers, you feel warm for the first time in 3 days, you have a long conversation with her about an anime and make theories, you forget all your problems, you're both laughing. She's busy, she has to leave, remember all your problems, it's cold, it's empty, cry about it, know that she won't answer for a few more days. Don't blame her, she has her life together, she's fine, she doesn't have manipulative, gaslighting, toxic parents, don't be jealous, she can decorate her room with pictures of her comfort characters, don't get jealous, she can sleep at night, don't get jealous. You can't sleep, just sleep, just close your eyes, no, the dark figures are still there, watch out, stay awake, keep your legs under your blanket, it's too hot, I can't breathe properly, I didn't drink enough water, keep your legs under the blanket, don't remove the blanket, don't turn your back to the dark figures, don't fall asleep, just play your comfort playlist, i don't feel like music, just play it, ok. Look in the mirror, I look horrible, get ready for school, I'm tired, you have PE first period, think of an excuse, I'm tired, don't cry in front of the teacher, you idiot, stop crying. Atleast I got to not attend. Next period, take notes, don't get frustrated because she erased the board too fast, it's fine, keep your handwriting normal, keep up, don't get frustrated, don't cry, hide your tears. No one knows, it's better this way, go home, daydream, face reality, I can't, they're not real, shut up, cry. Wake up, spend a while trying to get up, look in the mirror, get ready for school, go to school, cry, go home, no one knows, daydream, drink water, eat dinner, not with them, daydream, go to sleep, I can't go to sleep, try, I can't, watch the sunrise while petting your cat. You cat is your only emotional support you have when your friend doesn't answer, get a notification, quick, check who it is, it's my dad, cold, empty, cry, wait, wait, wait, she answers, don't complain, have a conversation, she leaves again, cold, empty, cry.

    • @Icantdothisanymoreplskillme
      @Icantdothisanymoreplskillme 2 роки тому +6

      @✧ Shroomi ✧ um so yeah it actually happened or is happening right now 😬

    • @marnie7869
      @marnie7869 Рік тому +4

      hey I know this comment is a few months old but I want to tell you that it gets better, I was exactly like this a few years ago and I thought that I would be unhappy for the rest of my life (i had no friends, it took a lot of mental effort for me to do basic things like wash my hair so I just didn't which made me feel like even more of a gross mess) But it really does get better. Just try to build small habits that make you feel better about yourself and be nice to everyone. Don't beat yourself up when you fail, you are such a strong person just for living everyday

    • @jeffoneto278xd
      @jeffoneto278xd Рік тому +3

      Shit, same :(

    • @ag4mg
      @ag4mg Рік тому +4

      it gets better. i know you think it doesn't, but it DOES. speaking from experience. u can do this

    • @Mr_Erutrot
      @Mr_Erutrot Рік тому +3

      Yeah....This is wayyy too relatable

  • @Kurionerei
    @Kurionerei 3 роки тому +59

    This itches my brain perfectly

  • @hectorportillo586
    @hectorportillo586 Рік тому +11

    “I’m waking up, not to be ashamed, of who wakes up beside me” “A is the address of the letter, to my alcoholic friends.”

  • @VNzZ-hm9mi
    @VNzZ-hm9mi 2 роки тому +6

    Not listened to this in months, it used to be my favorite song but I grew tired of it. Glad this was on my recommend again because this is making its way back into my playlist

  • @minnightxx__8708
    @minnightxx__8708 2 роки тому +9

    0:47 "Doing nothing is boring, work or sleep are definitely better"

  • @theflyingspaget
    @theflyingspaget 3 роки тому +22

    I've found this through... A million ways. From Amanda Palmer's personal projects, from Evelyn Evelyn, from The Walten Files, from a random fucking UA-cam mix, I think it's haunting me.

  • @klownkiddo
    @klownkiddo 3 роки тому +284

    I didn't know the Walton files fans claimed this song now I gotta learn it sorry I'm late 😰
    Edit: AGAGAGA I FINALY LEARNED IT IT ONLY TOOK ME A DAY WOOOO

  • @_halosheep_4236
    @_halosheep_4236 2 роки тому +14

    When I was 9 i had to help my dad get home because He was too drunk to do it himself And Man does this song gives that feeling of growing up around people who abuse alcohol and actually Just getting used to their bs And kinda knowing they will never change

  • @i-ndigo
    @i-ndigo 2 роки тому +15

    shinji moment
    jks i just love this song

  • @altarred
    @altarred 2 роки тому +7

    Came from my fyp being flooded by Shinnie content 😢😢😢😱😱😱

  • @radicool8328
    @radicool8328 3 роки тому +52

    everyone's saying that this fits with alll fandoms, but try to fix it into sonic, I dare you.

    • @dunce3722
      @dunce3722 3 роки тому +30

      dr. starline's theme, boom.

    • @radicool8328
      @radicool8328 3 роки тому +17

      @@dunce3722 fuck, you did it.

    • @woahenglishiswack3479
      @woahenglishiswack3479 2 роки тому +1

      @@dunce3722 do baby shark, I dare you.

    • @humantrashcan3379
      @humantrashcan3379 2 роки тому +1

      @@woahenglishiswack3479 daddy sharks Friends and how they’ve given up on their dreams

  • @ItzKa1
    @ItzKa1 Рік тому +8

    I love this song.
    It has a simple rhythm, after listening to the first verse. All you would need would be the lyrics and background music.

  • @bam4285
    @bam4285 2 роки тому +40

    I love this song just disaponted that the singer is transphobic and homophobic

  • @alexaleroy4032
    @alexaleroy4032 3 роки тому +85

    why does this legitimately sound like eda the owl lady ‼️‼️😧😧

    • @reynbow9841
      @reynbow9841 3 роки тому +26

      RAINE ON PIANO

    • @alexaleroy4032
      @alexaleroy4032 3 роки тому +17

      @@reynbow9841 yk what fuck it , i’m gonna make an animatic 😃

    • @periii609
      @periii609 3 роки тому +8

      @@alexaleroy4032 OH MY GOD IF TIU DID ID LITERALLY BE OBSESSED

    • @reynbow9841
      @reynbow9841 3 роки тому +6

      @@alexaleroy4032 OMG DO IT

    • @MthMn-pn6qc
      @MthMn-pn6qc 3 роки тому +3

      @@alexaleroy4032 DO ITT

  • @kokichiouma3516
    @kokichiouma3516 2 роки тому +8

    Although the song have a sad meaning but its so addictive ✨

  • @fyodorun_usankasi
    @fyodorun_usankasi 2 місяці тому +3

    2:05 why does this part give me dazai vibes so much.. like it's describing his now and past state pretty good
    "should I choose a noble occupation?"
    should he haven't been in the port mafia? maybe he shouldn't have gone with mori
    "if i did i'd only show up late and sick. and they would stare at me with hatred"
    he most days goes to the agency late or sometimes never. it probably annoys everyone (especially kunikida ig) also he probably thinks agency members don't like him so much (but dw, in fact they care about him. especially kunikida. he calls him in the morning every single day to be sure he's alive or ate something. and in one of the novels they said they don't let dazai die. even tho they don't show, everyone loves him)
    "plus my only natural talent's wasted on my alcoholic friends"
    he's a literal genius yk. he was one of the important members in the mafia. he has lots of useful features (such as being able to control his heart etc.) despite that, he left there just bc of his best friend wanted that.
    (sorry if there's any gramer mistakes. english isn't my first language :3)
    and if you wonder, name of the anime is "bungo stray dogs"

  • @alexandra.shepherd
    @alexandra.shepherd 2 роки тому +5

    everything is just simply a shape...

  • @kirariuu
    @kirariuu 2 роки тому +153

    I'm counting back
    The number of the steps
    It took for me to get
    Back on the wagon of the weekend
    I'll use the autotimer to prove that
    I got home with my imagination
    If they find the body in the basement
    "In the very house that she was raised in!"
    I'm taking down
    The number of the Times
    So when we get the sign
    From god I'll be the first to call them
    I'm taking back the number of the beast
    Cause 6 is not a pretty number
    8 or 3 are definitely better
    A is for the address on the letter
    To my alcoholic friends
    I'm trying hard
    Not to be ashamed
    Not to know the name
    Of who is waking up beside me
    Or the date, the season or the city
    But at least the ceilings very pretty
    And if you are holding it against me
    I'll be on my best behavior
    Taking shots for mother nature
    Once my fist is in the cupboard
    Love is never falling over
    Should I choose a noble occupation
    If I did I'd only show up late and
    Sick and they would stare at me with hatred
    Plus my only natural talent's wasted on my alcoholic friends
    My alcoholic friends

  • @paige1468
    @paige1468 2 роки тому +12

    everything is simply a shape, a form, an identifier to let others recognize me as me. but then, what am i? is this me? my true self, my fake self? what is it that i am?

  • @user-tx8vu8ev2e
    @user-tx8vu8ev2e 2 роки тому +7

    2:05 my heart would break whenever this part comes

  • @BloodyCherrii
    @BloodyCherrii Місяць тому +3

    She’s giving off marina and the diamonds vibes ♥️