Addressing my recent absence - what is happening with me?!

Hi there!
It is time to call out the elephant in the room and address the issue of my recent lack of activity on YT...
I owe you some honesty for your ongoing support!
Hopefully from now on everything will be clear!
Sorry for the weird lighting in this video... need to work on a proper setting for recording myself... These kind of videos are still awkward for me to make and a huge step out of my comfort zone... It is way easier to look good on a picture, than while speaking to the camera :P