Quadeca - I Don't Care!

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  • Опубліковано 5 вер 2019
  • Enjoy this official music video for Quadeca - I Don't Care! a hip hop story-telling rap song. I hope you appreciate it! Something different from the recent Post Malone & Lil Tecca album and cole bennet videos!
    Stream it here:
    Spotify: open.spotify.com/track/1SbMoP...
    itunes: music.apple.com/us/album/i-do...
    Apple music: / i-dont-care-single
    Soundcloud: / i-dont-care
    Follow me on twitter: / quadeca
    Instagram: / quadeca
    Directed by Trevor Finney (Project 2 Studios)
    Lyrics:
    (Chorus)
    I swear, they only love me when i’m not there
    I know you trust me but I don’t care
    I swear, that I don’t care
    I know you love me but I don’t care
    Verse 1:
    You know I was born up at the top floor
    But I came out at a basement
    Mom wanted me to be a doctor
    But I came out as a patient
    Now I get a thousand DMs everyday, I had a fan telling me that I saved him
    Saying that he loving everything I make and I couldn’t take a single second out my day to make his
    I’m just getting number every time I see my numbers
    Every time I see the bottom
    Every time we see each other
    Every time I pop a bottle
    Every time I hit the lotto
    Every time I see tomorrow
    I just really want another
    I’m just stuck between the gutter
    In the rain, it ain't pain, that i’m feeling, but it’s something in the same kinda vein, that i’m healing from, I wonder why I feel so little, cuz I ain’t been on the top I think i’m somewhere in the middle
    Chorus:
    I swear, they only love me when i’m not there
    I know you trust me but I don’t care
    I swear, that I don’t care
    I know you love me but I don’t care
    Verse 2:
    So what, so uh, So a, hole in my soul, that shit looking like a donut (Yuh)
    You and me can laugh together
    But I don’t think that thats gonna put it back together
    I’ve been living like I’m stuck under the covers
    I know this’ll make em proud, but I know they gone need another and another and another and another and another like i’m DJ Khalid with a mother fucking stutter (‘Kay, yuh)
    Today I woke up, grabbed my phone to check the gram I started scrolling
    Got a message from a dude without a profile picture, shit was long as fuck, I thought that he was trolling
    So I tried to swipe it out but accidentally must of opened, I said fuck it, guess I’ll read it, now that’s it already loaded, had a sudden premonition, but it faded in the moment so I focused, started reading, lemme try my best to quote as he wrote it, it said
    “My homie was a huge fucking fan, used to play your shit everyday. He struggled with depression and he told me that the music was the thing that always set him straight. But I guess it must of gotten to much, for him, killed himself a couple months back, it’s felt so fucking long. But it reminded me of him when you popped up on my page and I went and started listening to a couple songs so..
    Keep doing you bro.”
    He followed up with a post from his friend, it was a screenshot of my track, I, clicked the profile full of R.I.Ps and the comments, shit I couldn’t even stomach looking at but all the sudden, in the instant everything felt grimmer. Read the name again and realized it sounded familiar
    Clicked the DM, to see if he had talked to me before
    Saw this was the same kid I consciously ignored a couple months ago..
    Chorus:
    I swear, they only love me when i’m not there
    I know you trust me but I don’t care
    I swear, that I don’t care
    I know you love me but I don’t care
    (Outro)
    Apathy
    There’s no reason to be mad at me
    That’s just how it has to be

КОМЕНТАРІ • 8 тис.

  • @Matthew.._
    @Matthew.._ 4 роки тому +4021

    You can see how quadeca has grown as a human, and how his life experiences has shaped his music. If you compare this song to maybe a song a year ago, you can hear the difference in context and vibes

  • @flaymm1164
    @flaymm1164 4 роки тому +3337

    This has to be one of quadeca’s best songs it hit me in the feels probably more then man on my left shoulder

    • @ihateyokai2900
      @ihateyokai2900 4 роки тому +11

      Boomer X nah

    • @Himothy108
      @Himothy108 4 роки тому +32

      It's great but I prefer man on my left shoulder

    • @Jacob.S.
      @Jacob.S. 4 роки тому +24

      Hugh TBR he said it hit him harder not that he likes it more

    • @Himothy108
      @Himothy108 4 роки тому +8

      @@Jacob.S. oh. Ya I read it wrong. Didn't mean to offend

    • @KC-zc8ic
      @KC-zc8ic 4 роки тому +1

      It’s not my favorite, and I don’t consider it his best. It’s still great tho.

  • @anonymousperson2247
    @anonymousperson2247 4 роки тому +2293

    Quadeca, you are the thing that keeps me going. My mom tried to commit suicide and shit has been the hardest ever and hearing this song makes me so glad that someone is talking about the fact people actually do this shit. Like in the song, you are what set me straight. You keep it up, this is the stuff that I need. Love you Quad.

    • @encitoslluku691
      @encitoslluku691 4 роки тому +112

      Be strong. You matter

    • @lorenhayes3872
      @lorenhayes3872 4 роки тому +77

      Hang in there man things will clear up eventually

    • @raplid1479
      @raplid1479 4 роки тому +53

      Stay strong 💪

    • @lime2333
      @lime2333 4 роки тому +40

      Stay 💪 strong. You’re amazing!!!

    • @kappakazii47
      @kappakazii47 4 роки тому +30

      Poor you, stay strong 💪!!!!

  • @icewallowcome6769
    @icewallowcome6769 4 роки тому +4277

    "Mom wanted me to be a doctor but I came out as a patient"
    damn

    • @jeffboi1506
      @jeffboi1506 4 роки тому +10

      IceWallowCome ong

    • @aceayy9973
      @aceayy9973 4 роки тому +12

      My name Jeff and icewallowcome in one lobby
      The stakes couldn't get any higher

    • @redknockz454
      @redknockz454 4 роки тому +7

      Corny

    • @oldacc2584
      @oldacc2584 4 роки тому +37

      @@redknockz454 like your username? Hmm. Irony. oohh AND ur white profile pic...but I'll shut up cuz it's lokey fire...

    • @merkman1515
      @merkman1515 4 роки тому +1

      Dam

  • @kaanqkk
    @kaanqkk 4 роки тому +1731

    This song honestly cuts so deep bro
    Keep your shit up and don’t let nothing stop you

    • @killian.4628
      @killian.4628 4 роки тому +5

      for real honestly same hapened to me wit drake but he never made a song and i dont see my friend anymore

    • @iziahhhhhhh
      @iziahhhhhhh 4 роки тому +2

      Same this really does

    • @owensmith8356
      @owensmith8356 4 роки тому +1

      bruh not only dose this slap but it hits u so hard gets u in your feelings

    • @jacobilouis4532
      @jacobilouis4532 4 роки тому

      Facts

    • @JadenExclusives
      @JadenExclusives 4 роки тому

      Null cuts so deep
      Like a knife 😖

  • @evansieger382
    @evansieger382 4 роки тому +1291

    “They only love me when I’m not there” I felt that one

  • @ppup6498
    @ppup6498 4 роки тому +1381

    I actually started to tear up when he saw that it was the same person. Just wanna say, Anyone going through depression, please talk to someone. it helps a lot.

    • @Yxdi.
      @Yxdi. 4 роки тому +7

      What if i dont really have any one to talk too 😭

    • @sbevexlr848
      @sbevexlr848 4 роки тому +3

      @@Yxdi. try calling for help?

    • @beri4138
      @beri4138 4 роки тому +7

      Hahaha yeah "talk to someone". When you actually message someone they ignore you just like Quadeca did. If they reply, they write "I don't care", just like Quadeca did.

    • @sbevexlr848
      @sbevexlr848 4 роки тому +2

      @@beri4138 how do you know that?

    • @salamisushi8577
      @salamisushi8577 4 роки тому +3

      Something that also helps that got me out of mine was in the morning repeating I will be happy

  • @a-dizzle6253
    @a-dizzle6253 4 роки тому +274

    Your telling me this is the same guy who made beamin

  • @PresenceMusic
    @PresenceMusic 4 роки тому +1795

    Gave me chills

  • @christian223
    @christian223 4 роки тому +2968

    Thought this was gonna be an ignorant quadeca track, but definitely wasn’t disappointed

    • @thomasaponte9844
      @thomasaponte9844 4 роки тому +30

      Toasted Cucumber Pineapple Fingers me too bro I was expecting something like heart attack but this amazed me

    • @sammy-iv5rb
      @sammy-iv5rb 4 роки тому +1

      Lol

    • @oHunterr_
      @oHunterr_ 4 роки тому +61

      I lowkey want an ignorant Quad track 😂 I still listen to Uh-Huh like everyday

    • @bluteed7255
      @bluteed7255 4 роки тому +1

      Me too lol

    • @Loxer150
      @Loxer150 4 роки тому +28

      These types of songs are great but Ignorant Quadeca is my favorite

  • @montygreen7679
    @montygreen7679 4 роки тому +736

    Most underrated artist. Quadeca never disappoints.🤞
    Edit: 3 Years later still a bop✊

    • @PacMan888
      @PacMan888 3 роки тому +28

      You ruined it by asking for likes

    • @PacMan888
      @PacMan888 3 роки тому +9

      Young Hasty seems desperate to me, it’s not an accurate poll.

    • @lost6040
      @lost6040 3 роки тому +3

      You only do this for likes, stfu

    • @lost6040
      @lost6040 3 роки тому

      @@PacMan888 lol

    • @lost6040
      @lost6040 3 роки тому

      @@montygreen7679 what emoji is that? I only see a square, i'll go on my pc later

  • @dogwifhat9556
    @dogwifhat9556 4 роки тому +1178

    most rappers be rollin up in a lambo
    he be rollin up in a bike

    • @sheamagee5172
      @sheamagee5172 4 роки тому +15

      don’t click the reply link and report it it’s bound to be a virus

    • @hihuhe1506
      @hihuhe1506 4 роки тому +8

      Shea Magee thanks

    • @nathanboii7590
      @nathanboii7590 4 роки тому

      Dog wif hat gang where we at🐶🔥

    • @ryadmane
      @ryadmane 4 роки тому +1

      Gg most outta touch comment in 2019

    • @FuckYouTube.
      @FuckYouTube. 4 роки тому +1

      Shea Magee yea I reported him

  • @Biion
    @Biion 4 роки тому +2406

    Lost a good friend in april, never ever take any of your friends for granted.

    • @beyondaercsx9457
      @beyondaercsx9457 4 роки тому +87

      Team Sace I hope u find him

    • @rorycorrigan9826
      @rorycorrigan9826 4 роки тому +39

      @@beyondaercsx9457 ino ur comment is realy bad but I couldn't help bursting out laughing when I saw it

    • @ryleepaxton1367
      @ryleepaxton1367 4 роки тому +13

      I’m sorry for your loss. It must’ve been so hard for you. It probably still is. I swear it gets better. ❤️

    • @owngieboi4364
      @owngieboi4364 4 роки тому +2

      @@beyondaercsx9457 😂👌

    • @trizzy494
      @trizzy494 4 роки тому +7

      Subfisher I have 3 friend bro but it’s better to have close friendships rather than be popular

  • @PaschyRL
    @PaschyRL 4 роки тому +1271

    The fact that quadeca made this song just shows that he cares about his fans.

    • @catsare2cute943
      @catsare2cute943 4 роки тому

      Impulse- Paschy9 0 ❣️

    • @Oplimary
      @Oplimary 4 роки тому +24

      Nah he dont care

    • @Rickyadleric
      @Rickyadleric 4 роки тому +8

      He only showed care after he killed himself.

    • @Awzrdless
      @Awzrdless 4 роки тому +30

      Cereal Gametube whole point of the song

    • @carterking3871
      @carterking3871 4 роки тому +67

      @@Rickyadleric Yes, and this song is him showing his obviously massive remorse for that. Life gets hard for him, too. It's not always easy to even reply to your loved ones, let alone every one of the shitloads of messages from fans he gets daily.

  • @gsw2714
    @gsw2714 4 роки тому +258

    Just imagine all the dms that are like that he just didn’t see....

  • @ejskywalker6544
    @ejskywalker6544 4 роки тому +91

    On a serious note, everyone who is struggling with depression just know it will be all over eventually. I know how it feels. But you need to stay strong for yourself and the people around you. Even if this comment doesn’t really help, just know, that there’s always something to lose. We all die someday, no need to make it happen faster❤️

  • @creekgeek1420
    @creekgeek1420 4 роки тому +2054

    True art makes u feel emotion and that’s exactly what this song did
    Good shit bro

  • @yashjatia1679
    @yashjatia1679 4 роки тому +5237

    Depression is horrible none should suffer from it. It just sucks RIP

    • @blasianking4827
      @blasianking4827 4 роки тому +379

      @Irbid GT Do us a favor. If you're not joking, go fuck yourself.

    • @ChodyRay
      @ChodyRay 4 роки тому +31

      Yeah, living in the most prosperous place and time in all of history is so depressive. I don't know how anybody can push through to the next day. Smh

    • @jaynaarsenault2863
      @jaynaarsenault2863 4 роки тому +19

      Yeah it really does suck n wouldn't wish it on anyone.

    • @blasianking4827
      @blasianking4827 4 роки тому +151

      @Irbid GT Repressing your emotions does nothing for you.
      It isn't merely a "term", it's a chronic condition that physically affects your brain, there's literal scientific evidence to support this. People like you always seem to forget that you're not entirely in control of your mind. Depression isn't about covering ourselves from emotions, it's about understanding what those emotions are and what they do to us.

    • @saynai
      @saynai 4 роки тому +94

      Irbid GT mate depression is a literal mental disorder. It’s more than just being sad it’s cause by a chemical imbalance and shit. Do more research before spouting shit you know nothing about

  • @nikixo_
    @nikixo_ 3 роки тому +57

    My friend from school committed suicide a day or two before this was released and this song always makes me cry when I listen to it. Please, please talk to someone if it’s all getting too much for you, you matter!

    • @evasmojang
      @evasmojang 4 місяці тому +1

      im so sorry for your loss

  • @Ant2awesome4u
    @Ant2awesome4u 4 роки тому +2486

    I pray that whoever reads this, God heals whatever is hurting you 🙌🏼 🙌🏼

    • @tarvideos1
      @tarvideos1 4 роки тому +28

      Thank you, although I have lost all faith in God. A person who can be so cruel and allow innocent deaths in this fucking world is not a God, but instead a monster. Thank you though.

    • @stitchowi
      @stitchowi 4 роки тому +7

      Ryan Linehan Only bad if you think death is bad

    • @imbakestation6159
      @imbakestation6159 4 роки тому +1

      Panic APKING Oh thank you

    • @brandonplayz6158
      @brandonplayz6158 4 роки тому

      🙃🙃🙃

    • @user-pq9pd7ug6y
      @user-pq9pd7ug6y 4 роки тому

      Panic APKING 🙏🏻

  • @philipculturesfilm5344
    @philipculturesfilm5344 4 роки тому +585

    Transcendent. Quadeca's Stan. Honestly might be my man's best song yet. RIP to the homie if it's a true story.

    • @TJ-lt9yn
      @TJ-lt9yn 4 роки тому +8

      Dog, you might see my comment which is kinda like yours but agreement

    • @bobbydeclown8430
      @bobbydeclown8430 4 роки тому +11

      @Chris Smith how is it a fail?

    • @fait6617
      @fait6617 4 роки тому +1

      look at the insta in the vid and look it up. it’s true.

    • @joewells5512
      @joewells5512 4 роки тому

      @@fait6617 I just looked cuz i was curious and you right.

    • @dylanjohnson2327
      @dylanjohnson2327 4 роки тому +1

      bobby zwartkak because it fucking sucks lmfao

  • @_ImBread
    @_ImBread 4 роки тому +2580

    “This was the same kid I constantly ignored” I felt that

  • @blazehydra6607
    @blazehydra6607 4 роки тому +241

    This goes really deep. I had a best friend who died and a brother who died when he was 2 months old. This track helped me a lot. Thanks Quadeca

    • @kysha5040
      @kysha5040 4 роки тому +6

      Blaze Hydra I hope your brother and your friend rest in piece and live a happy life in paradise happy 🙃

    • @rockatoxx1605
      @rockatoxx1605 4 роки тому +7

      I and a brother that died at 2 hours, he was choking.
      NOT A JOKE BELOW
      My dad actually left before I was born, he divorced my mom and to this day he is a married man in Tennessee. He had 2 kids, so they are considered my brothers. Was considered my brothers, 1 was my passed away brother. Another one is alive today, a girl. His name was Orion, so the stars when I look up at them hit different to me now.

    • @asianeric6669
      @asianeric6669 4 роки тому

      Damn that comment hit harder than this song

    • @asianeric6669
      @asianeric6669 4 роки тому

      Rockatoxx If u need any help i got u

    • @asianeric6669
      @asianeric6669 4 роки тому

      Rockatoxx I live in tn

  • @tim8241
    @tim8241 4 роки тому +1605

    I have so much respect for Quadeca for picking this up and write a song about it.

  • @trippyy2767
    @trippyy2767 4 роки тому +423

    Damn, this song reminds me of Stan with it's narrative :(

    • @DuckyBecomesIean
      @DuckyBecomesIean 4 роки тому

      Same

    • @dylanc707
      @dylanc707 4 роки тому

      how can you compare this to stan

    • @BuLL3TzSniping
      @BuLL3TzSniping 4 роки тому +16

      @@dylanc707 no one was comparing it to Stan. He said it reminds him of it. Calm down Stan.

    • @DoomsdayEnt
      @DoomsdayEnt 4 роки тому

      @@dylanc707 because Stan was definitely his mindset when writing this 100%

    • @RaijinNS
      @RaijinNS 4 роки тому

      Fr bro

  • @TheLegitEpicBoss
    @TheLegitEpicBoss 3 роки тому +76

    I wish the man that messaged Quedeca that unfortunately took his life could see this music video so he knew how much Quad cared about this situation

  • @kinggryme2103
    @kinggryme2103 4 роки тому +57

    R.I.P RIOT 🙏💔 2003-2020 June 14th May you rest in peace 😭

    • @senz3067
      @senz3067 3 роки тому +3

      who died

    • @Max-ks2to
      @Max-ks2to 3 роки тому +2

      Wait who?

    • @zeirce2199
      @zeirce2199 3 роки тому +1

      Who’s riot?

    • @kinggryme2103
      @kinggryme2103 3 роки тому +5

      @@senz3067 One of my close friends who passed away from suicide. He made music and was noticed by crypt

    • @marisolojeda7930
      @marisolojeda7930 3 роки тому +2

      @@kinggryme2103 im so sorry for your loss, i hope it gets better

  • @JulianFernandez1
    @JulianFernandez1 4 роки тому +929

    2019: Quadeca is my favorite yt rapper.
    2020: Quadeca is my favorite Music producer,director, rapper e.t.c .

    • @yvung.slasher8451
      @yvung.slasher8451 4 роки тому +31

      Some of us been here since 2014

    • @taIkingtoawaII
      @taIkingtoawaII 4 роки тому +9

      At the end it says directed by trevor finney but I’m sure some of the shots were his ideas

    • @cartersabalewski6988
      @cartersabalewski6988 4 роки тому +6

      Richárd Primusz yeah he’s not the best out there but he’s not corny or average

    • @masonfleming6765
      @masonfleming6765 4 роки тому

      And editor

    • @onemillion448
      @onemillion448 4 роки тому +1

      Project Studios 2: Am I a joke to you?

  • @prod.byrandom3891
    @prod.byrandom3891 4 роки тому +4299

    Everyone in the world sleeps differently.
    I sleep on my side.
    My brother sleeps on his back.
    And the rest of the world sleeps on Quadeca.

    • @khjads749
      @khjads749 4 роки тому +43

      clever

    • @slowedtracks5951
      @slowedtracks5951 4 роки тому +53

      @@khjads749 he didn't make it though, but yes whoever made it, clever

    • @aidanpowell9143
      @aidanpowell9143 4 роки тому +14

      If I have to see this comment one more time imma riot

    • @prod.byrandom3891
      @prod.byrandom3891 4 роки тому +3

      @@aidanpowell9143 do it

    • @aidanpowell9143
      @aidanpowell9143 4 роки тому +26

      Random Person you have no morals. You have no respect for the video. And your comment did not add to anything. If getting a couple likes on youtube is so necessary to you that you will literally just steal comments that multiple people have already stolen you're obviously overcompensating for something. You have no respect. You have no decency. I'm writing too much don't take this personally I don't actually care

  • @cactusskai6160
    @cactusskai6160 3 роки тому +7

    2:48-2:53, Your reaction in the back of the car gave me the chills

  • @shak7191
    @shak7191 2 роки тому +7

    Anyone still listening in 2022? Just know you are loved. Keep your head up and continue smiling.

  • @mitchellhofmann2981
    @mitchellhofmann2981 4 роки тому +600

    100% no questions asked his best song he’s ever made.

  • @outiissss
    @outiissss 4 роки тому +399

    i love this song so much, quad i’m so proud of how far you have come bro fr

    • @MohsinPosts
      @MohsinPosts 4 роки тому +7

      Charlie Bolton this is the best video that actually hit deep, good stuff ma

    • @iambatman786
      @iambatman786 4 роки тому +1

      It shows how he changed his flow and how he matured over the years

    • @thereaper7150
      @thereaper7150 4 роки тому +2

      Yeah he gets better every song

  • @channman201
    @channman201 11 місяців тому +4

    3 years later and its still a banger

  • @JFloatin
    @JFloatin 3 роки тому +8

    That part where he realised he could've saved a life gave me serious Stan vibes

  • @rjpalacios2491
    @rjpalacios2491 4 роки тому +974

    "even though we laugh together, I dont think that's gonna put it back together" I felt that

    • @houndacherry
      @houndacherry 4 роки тому +6

      I read this comment in the same time as when quad said it. Lol

    • @zanewesley2225
      @zanewesley2225 4 роки тому

      Hound Acherry Lolol

    • @devozity4546
      @devozity4546 4 роки тому

      I thought it was put a bag together

  • @pherofn8324
    @pherofn8324 4 роки тому +1710

    Twista may like this I don’t see a single sweatshirt

    • @tjthomas2754
      @tjthomas2754 4 роки тому +49

      Oh God this comment may go over so many peoples head but I was scrolling went past it then came right back.. great comment 😂😂😂

    • @immalittleteapot1677
      @immalittleteapot1677 4 роки тому +23

      he’s still gonna say he’s corny

    • @simonwelch_
      @simonwelch_ 4 роки тому +14

      He Corny, bro
      Jkjk, Quad is awesome

    • @dario.m4707
      @dario.m4707 4 роки тому +3

      @@simonwelch_ he kinda is corny in his newer songs

    • @tjthomas2754
      @tjthomas2754 4 роки тому +1

      @@simonwelch_ You had me 😂

  • @nevmiller3724
    @nevmiller3724 11 місяців тому +6

    It’s been a while since I’ve listened to quadeca and coming back listening to these songs made me realize why I loved listening to him,
    He needs more recognition for this talent he has, beautiful.

  • @adamjafferjee7419
    @adamjafferjee7419 Рік тому +10

    I feel like this was the start to the theme of idmthy

    • @Parker-dt5hb
      @Parker-dt5hb Рік тому +5

      definitely wasnt. you can hear a lot of stuff on voice memos that is tho

    • @helix00
      @helix00 Рік тому

      Definetly not

    • @slips.
      @slips. 18 днів тому

      Hes always been leading up to it

  • @knightbeats3999
    @knightbeats3999 4 роки тому +892

    "Mom wanted me to be a doctor, but I came out as a patient" Dang that hit me!

    • @jordycontreras5719
      @jordycontreras5719 4 роки тому +6

      Knight Beats facts

    • @mathewmena1688
      @mathewmena1688 4 роки тому +9

      Honestly when I heard that line I was like "damn that's fire" but then I stopped for a second and thought "what does that actually even mean" lol

    • @rishijoshi6096
      @rishijoshi6096 4 роки тому +6

      DLS depression

    • @justjoe842
      @justjoe842 4 роки тому +1

      fr that line hit hard

    • @coleknight6601
      @coleknight6601 4 роки тому

      Dang...

  • @Jireninyourrecommendations
    @Jireninyourrecommendations 4 роки тому +1252

    Why this song's giving me mixed feelings rn?

    • @ArchTyler
      @ArchTyler 4 роки тому +52

      I don’t like that he’s talking about a fan who commit suicide in a song titled “I don’t care”...

    • @alex-511
      @alex-511 4 роки тому +54

      @@ArchTyler pussy 🤡

    • @luminouskiwi1104
      @luminouskiwi1104 4 роки тому +118

      Moses “they only love me when I’m not there, they trust me but I don’t care” it’s not about him not caring about his fans. If he didn’t care he wouldn’t have made the song. Stop being sensitive just over a song title

    • @sobinir7933
      @sobinir7933 4 роки тому +5

      Cause it has mixed feelings

    • @chloe-dr4rk
      @chloe-dr4rk 4 роки тому +48

      Moses he’s talking about how he’s let someone down so much. if you listened to the lyrics and the story. and if it’s true, it clearly really hit him and he feels horrendous about it

  • @iravenz-pg3d996
    @iravenz-pg3d996 4 роки тому +16

    This shows that you should appreciate your friends and family while they are around still

  • @NoName-ye9jw
    @NoName-ye9jw 4 роки тому +15

    I remember having this on repeat during my first semester, MAN did this get me through a lot.

  • @al.frmdablocc6573
    @al.frmdablocc6573 4 роки тому +809

    I get it now. "They only love you,when you’re not there".-felt that.🤘🏽

    • @jacksonmiller7208
      @jacksonmiller7208 4 роки тому +10

      "there"

    • @al.frmdablocc6573
      @al.frmdablocc6573 4 роки тому +8

      Happens when I am with my family.

    • @gaslited
      @gaslited 4 роки тому +7

      @@pizzaman3091 you don't get the song do you?

    • @al.frmdablocc6573
      @al.frmdablocc6573 4 роки тому +3

      MasterMarshallGaming sad. Because this is me too my family.

    • @novawolfslayer2804
      @novawolfslayer2804 4 роки тому +1

      Deonte Williams I wasn’t even thinking about it. I got chills when I read this and actually understood

  • @ToriLomatori
    @ToriLomatori 4 роки тому +639

    This song is very fucking powerful, i was getting stan vibes, you've outdone yourself once again, Ben

    • @carlosochoa1897
      @carlosochoa1897 4 роки тому

      Same

    • @critical28yearsago90
      @critical28yearsago90 4 роки тому +9

      Vizio oof I hate when people call musicians by their real names; and they don’t know them personally.

    • @ToriLomatori
      @ToriLomatori 4 роки тому +7

      @@critical28yearsago90 He gives more of his information and his character out there than most of other artists, therefore people can call him whatever they want. And he's more than a musician bruh

    • @bigcullum452
      @bigcullum452 4 роки тому

      critical ! Sounds like a you problem tbh

    • @Jasecretburner
      @Jasecretburner 4 роки тому

      Vizio who is stan want to listing to his song

  • @zeirce2199
    @zeirce2199 3 роки тому +4

    This songs helpin me through things

  • @donivangroesbeck625
    @donivangroesbeck625 4 місяці тому +2

    I just found out Fentanyl took my friend from high school... had to come here to reminisce thanks for the banger man your getting me through this❤ 💯

  • @alinac5512
    @alinac5512 4 роки тому +427

    It was the guy I hade ignored a couple monthes before. . . Damn.

    • @sonnychristopher213
      @sonnychristopher213 4 роки тому +1

      Alina C that’s pre deep

    • @bramo5901
      @bramo5901 4 роки тому +4

      "Damn" was that a Stan reference on purpose? Cause yeah sounds like a very similar story. I wonder what his take on bad guy will be

    • @fourshorelive9529
      @fourshorelive9529 4 роки тому +11

      @@bramo5901 TF the word damn wasnt invented by Eminem LMAO

    • @kellyraesibayan6223
      @kellyraesibayan6223 4 роки тому +2

      @@fourshorelive9529 faxx. They are making it seem that way tho this so called "stans"

    • @bramo5901
      @bramo5901 4 роки тому

      @@fourshorelive9529no I know but it reminded me of Stan because he finds out that Stan was the one who killed himself and the best cuts out and then "damn".

  • @ChineseMustangs
    @ChineseMustangs 9 місяців тому +7

    I really didn't think I'd be crying to a fuckin Quadeca song at 6:40am on a saturday but here we are boys

  • @zrake_7027
    @zrake_7027 4 роки тому +524

    This is one of the few songs that genuinely makes me sad

  • @ironiccompilations8370
    @ironiccompilations8370 3 роки тому +61

    Tbh i was ready to end it all
    Everything is horrible and bad
    But there is something holding my back
    Even tho no one gives a shit but ill try

  • @michellelinson5201
    @michellelinson5201 Рік тому +8

    I remember being on the edge when this song came out. I didn't have anyone in my life really looking out for me so this kinda felt like a message just for me. I would lay in my bed sobbing and listening to it over and over until I fell asleep and it got me through the night. Now it's been almost 3 years and here I am :')

    • @Joshua-sj1mj
      @Joshua-sj1mj Рік тому +2

      Well done brother. You do have people that love you bro

    • @michellelinson5201
      @michellelinson5201 Рік тому +1

      @@Joshua-sj1mj thanks dawg, life is good

  • @tejisalas
    @tejisalas 4 роки тому +960

    "Mother wanted me to be a doctor, but I grew up as a patient."
    And that's when I broke down.

    • @harveyjones7737
      @harveyjones7737 4 роки тому +48

      ツU n s p o k e n i get that’s it’s deep but who the hell cries at that part

    • @n00btech94
      @n00btech94 4 роки тому +27

      @@harveyjones7737 😂 I guess he wasn't patient

    • @tejisalas
      @tejisalas 4 роки тому +44

      @@harveyjones7737 ummm....you have no idea how that relates to me. My parents wanted me to be a doctor so badly, but right now I am currently always getting admitted to a hospital because I have leukemia.

    • @VanDeBloem
      @VanDeBloem 4 роки тому +37

      ツU n s p o k e n well that went left.

    • @m1cra848
      @m1cra848 4 роки тому +14

      Its really not that deep, people attempt to say they understand the lines when they really dont, all it is is a clever line. Not deep.

  • @AFunkyHypnoCat
    @AFunkyHypnoCat 4 роки тому +159

    RIP Jake. Song reminded me of Stan great job bro that was a journey

  • @jammy3834
    @jammy3834 3 роки тому +4

    Hands down best quadeca song

  • @triscuitdahbiscuit4704
    @triscuitdahbiscuit4704 4 роки тому +25

    This seems like a modern day Stan

  • @SuperJimtendo
    @SuperJimtendo 4 роки тому +239

    Quadeca’s music makes me feel like he’s reached through my ears and touched my heart. This song serves notice; Quadeca ain’t playing around.

  • @StevieDoesYT
    @StevieDoesYT 4 роки тому +448

    Sheesh 🔥 Makes me feel like Eminem's "Stan" music video.

    • @KeithBMA
      @KeithBMA 4 роки тому +3

      Stevie yooo was poppin!🤣

    • @memzoyt5699
      @memzoyt5699 4 роки тому +4

      Wtf you doing here go back to rust man

    • @StevieDoesYT
      @StevieDoesYT 4 роки тому +3

      @@KeithBMA ayyyee whaddup 👊

    • @StevieDoesYT
      @StevieDoesYT 4 роки тому +3

      @@memzoyt5699 😆

    • @kil0_387
      @kil0_387 4 роки тому +4

      hey stevie! I love you and now I love you even more that you watch Quadeca

  • @DZAG_OFFICIAL
    @DZAG_OFFICIAL 4 роки тому +1

    After watching the video for the 6th time, I finally realized how this video was connected to the music and I was heartbroken.
    It must feel so excruciatingly painful to realize that you had a fan who killed himself, and you ignored their call for help dismissing it as someone messing with you... and then realize that you could’ve saved their life and that becomes a burden.
    I feel you Quadeca and it sucks to have to live with a burden like this, and my thoughts and prayers go out to the family.

  • @ludiacontentstudios
    @ludiacontentstudios Рік тому +7

    This song always makes me feel better and lightens my mood, it made my day first time I listened to it. Thanks Quad, we appreciate the love you spread around the world, keep it up.

  • @tdms3907
    @tdms3907 4 роки тому +275

    Quadeca fans: Please upload more then twice a month
    Quadeca: I don’t care!

    • @adamkungl11
      @adamkungl11 4 роки тому +16

      TDMS would rather have good quality songs less than low quality songs more

    • @zkovach2
      @zkovach2 4 роки тому +1

      @@adamkungl11 big faccts

    • @itay5825
      @itay5825 4 роки тому

      Fuck u for trying to get likes on a YT vid that relates to suicide

    • @LanceSKLTR
      @LanceSKLTR 4 роки тому

      @@itay5825 what? He just told a joke chill

  • @butar_2523
    @butar_2523 4 роки тому +370

    I actually got a tear from this
    Very inspiring Quadeca 🤧

  • @shadynop
    @shadynop 4 роки тому +2

    I have never cried this much listening I can't wait for FMTY
    @Quadeca

  • @cactusskai6160
    @cactusskai6160 3 роки тому +5

    1:17, BEST PART

  • @mcormac
    @mcormac 4 роки тому +333

    Great song, really did go deep there. Keep the music coming man, it's only getting better everytime

  • @alinac5512
    @alinac5512 4 роки тому +681

    This low-key fells a lot like Stan. Just the theme and message is a little different but the story is very similar.

    • @foottv798
      @foottv798 4 роки тому +21

      That's exactly what I was thinking

    • @ill.matrix
      @ill.matrix 4 роки тому +8

      It's not low key. He completely stole the story. Lame af

    • @blanco7726
      @blanco7726 4 роки тому +1

      Bit cliche imo

    • @adamtaha4873
      @adamtaha4873 4 роки тому +14

      I don't think this fan in the video is similar to stan.Stan killed himself because eminem didn't respond.I feel in this quad thinks he could have helped him or something,especcially when the fan reached out

    • @grim-tweeter6712
      @grim-tweeter6712 4 роки тому +10

      @@ill.matrix Small brain energy off anita

  • @madelinesutherland430
    @madelinesutherland430 2 роки тому +14

    i have had this on my playlist for ages but it came on while i was on the bus the other day and it was the first time i had properly listened to the lyrics and i ended up sitting there sobbing bc it really fucking hit home

  • @xB2KxRewindZ
    @xB2KxRewindZ 4 роки тому +1

    Oh boy does this song hit the spot. Always feel like people like it better when I'm not there. I've been trying to stay positive lately but it's so hard to change the way you think after you've been thinking that way for almost 10 years now. Keep up the hard work Quadeca!

  • @Jiinxy
    @Jiinxy 4 роки тому +1170

    People are sleepin on Quadeca. This deserve waay more attention

  • @Johndoe-se3bf
    @Johndoe-se3bf 4 роки тому +668

    Explain WHY this song ISN'T number 1 on trending for music bc damn it deserves to be
    Who agrees 🤔

    • @BigJar
      @BigJar 4 роки тому +12

      this is very good, and I listen to voice memos every day, but I don’t feel like this would get to #1. It’s too good of a song that I kind of want it to stay low. I can’t explain it

    • @levisznn
      @levisznn 4 роки тому

      basic ass licking buh we get the point

    • @n8s1n44
      @n8s1n44 4 роки тому +14

      ZeePlays bro just let him enjoy the song

    • @entrpy978
      @entrpy978 4 роки тому +13

      @@levisznn why do you gotta be a dick about it

    • @VanDeBloem
      @VanDeBloem 4 роки тому +1

      Big Jar that makes 0 sense

  • @pambak76
    @pambak76 4 роки тому +11

    2:34 that part gave me chills I’ll never be able to skate off 😔. Idk if this story is true or not but just imagine what kind of pain and regret he might still feel. Omg man that’s scary

  • @alexwatkins4999
    @alexwatkins4999 4 роки тому +7

    Quadeca needs so much more recognition for what he does

  • @chrisjones-nr7hk
    @chrisjones-nr7hk 4 роки тому +194

    The background vocals are heaven sent. The lyrics are A1. The visuals are complimentary. The message is moving. 10/10

  • @calebcreatorofficialmusic
    @calebcreatorofficialmusic 4 роки тому +514

    Quadecas first storytelling song! I hope this gets so many views : )

    • @tagu661
      @tagu661 4 роки тому +8

      Far from his first

    • @franklinlmaokms308
      @franklinlmaokms308 4 роки тому +4

      not his first

    • @leevi1059
      @leevi1059 4 роки тому +4

      The Man On My Left Shoulder

    • @attenborough1000
      @attenborough1000 4 роки тому +1

      Lmao this is not his first,

    • @jjooee6699
      @jjooee6699 4 роки тому +1

      @@RhudeAtake nostalgia for the now has storytelling tracks

  • @aw246
    @aw246 4 роки тому +2

    I really felt this song, I really suffer hard with depression, with mainly stress anxiety. Thanks for trying to reach out to all them people Quadeca keep up the amazing work

  • @JoshGomes
    @JoshGomes 3 роки тому +16

    If you ever feel dumb
    Just remember 2k people disliked this

  • @kevincruz9205
    @kevincruz9205 4 роки тому +1249

    UA-cam still having bug issues ? Says this song only has 1 mill views

    • @iz3833
      @iz3833 4 роки тому +33

      @@MarcelReuling stfu

    • @dodgy_jammer281
      @dodgy_jammer281 4 роки тому +2

      nah the bug is that its still allowing people to listen to this shite lmao

    • @truth6316
      @truth6316 4 роки тому +45

      Dodgy_ Jammer I would like to see you make anything better

    • @boostergold20
      @boostergold20 4 роки тому +31

      @@dodgy_jammer281 Im not a huge fan of quadeca but he can do better than you can.

    • @dunkinduu
      @dunkinduu 4 роки тому +22

      @@dodgy_jammer281 stfu

  • @unbothered133
    @unbothered133 4 роки тому +204

    Ever since KSI disstrack i’ve been a fan and will continue 🔥

  • @jaguwa4816
    @jaguwa4816 4 роки тому +217

    Why does this even have any dislikes?

    • @Un1tNoob
      @Un1tNoob 4 роки тому +19

      @@MarcelReuling bro can you stfu, i see you advertising in an emotional song about suicide...

    • @jaguwa4816
      @jaguwa4816 4 роки тому +21

      I’m convinced the dislikers are KSI fans that are still mad from Quad’s diss track

    • @syfex999
      @syfex999 4 роки тому +2

      Ksi fanboys

    • @Anonymous-ty8si
      @Anonymous-ty8si 4 роки тому +5

      Probably people that genuinely didn’t like the song no matter of the meaning behind it

    • @jaguwa4816
      @jaguwa4816 4 роки тому +1

      @@Anonymous-ty8siSticking with haters

  • @ToryTee
    @ToryTee 4 роки тому +7

    This has me in tears. when the song ended i was like ... damn.

  • @Azerrz
    @Azerrz 4 роки тому +125

    Respect man. You're truly making a difference.

  • @zachariasmortensen2782
    @zachariasmortensen2782 4 роки тому +489

    i am crying. when the kids on the bikes were missing the one guy holy shit that went deep ;(

    • @chunkymilk1565
      @chunkymilk1565 4 роки тому +1

      Stop crying,Only girls cry.You can't be a man.

    • @zsebige4141
      @zsebige4141 4 роки тому +25

      @@chunkymilk1565 im just gonna hope that youre not serious with this comment mate

    • @boostergold20
      @boostergold20 4 роки тому +3

      @@chunkymilk1565 Thats not true

    • @oldacc2584
      @oldacc2584 4 роки тому +3

      @@chunkymilk1565 ight I'ma head out 'fore somebody catch these hands.

    • @rasalations
      @rasalations 4 роки тому +3

      @@chunkymilk1565 that is extremely false

  • @Zlairt
    @Zlairt 4 роки тому +4

    I've replayed this song and everytime I come back to it after I while I get the chills that's how you know a song is one of the greats

  • @cheesegrater5982
    @cheesegrater5982 4 роки тому +2

    “You and me can laugh together but I don’t think it’s gonna put it back together” I felt that

  • @FastGunner2040
    @FastGunner2040 4 роки тому +291

    Quadeca is so underrated. I hope he never signs too, these companies just want money.

    • @mikehasty5425
      @mikehasty5425 4 роки тому

      FastGunner2040 he’s already got a big enough following he won’t sign with a major.

    • @ItsPeril
      @ItsPeril 4 роки тому +1

      yeah Josh a talks about that a lot as well 😂 that's all that labels want these days

    • @Coltsbluezone
      @Coltsbluezone 4 роки тому +2

      that is what a company does. they try to make money. did you think a company's goal was to make friends or give other people momey

    • @joellee2442
      @joellee2442 4 роки тому +1

      FastGunner2040
      That’s #Life though.
      Part of me wants him to get signed so he gets recognized more (as he deserves it) while the other part of me doesn’t want him signed ’cause like you said, the company will get the credit & certain companies will limit or even make Quadeca not Quadeca; if you know what I mean.

    • @gibbysgeekin
      @gibbysgeekin 4 роки тому

      Whats up guys Hope yall are having a dope day 🙏🏻 im on the road to 1k Subs 🙏🏻✅ I post lit content Ive been currently looking for a job i been hella struggling but in the meanwhile i been trying to grow my channel it would really mean the world to me if yall checked out my channel 🙏🏻 god bless you guys 🙏🏻

  • @sqrc.
    @sqrc. 4 роки тому +379

    My favorite quadeca song,that deserves a like

  • @Osindileyo
    @Osindileyo 2 роки тому +4

    2 years later and it still gives me the feels

  • @ezcognition8472
    @ezcognition8472 2 роки тому +2

    this makes me even more motivated to understand that each and every one of our actions has an impact on another, even when you doubt your worth. a simple smile or word of positivity can just change a life or save a life

  • @NightYinDark
    @NightYinDark 4 роки тому +381

    “They only love me when I’m not there”
    That is the sad truth because when you have haters they just want you gone :(

    • @alek1517
      @alek1517 4 роки тому +10

      What the fuck are you on about

    • @madara8821
      @madara8821 4 роки тому +2

      I want boruto to go

    • @NightYinDark
      @NightYinDark 4 роки тому +1

      XANDER,....

    • @NightYinDark
      @NightYinDark 4 роки тому

      XANDER,shut the fuck up bitch ass nigga

    • @alek1517
      @alek1517 4 роки тому +1

      @@NightYinDark lmao

  • @jacquisesheppard2238
    @jacquisesheppard2238 4 роки тому +184

    This is Quadeca’s version of “Stan”.

  • @hungjurysr425
    @hungjurysr425 2 роки тому +6

    To all the people saying this is like Stan, it isn’t. Stan went insane because Eminem didn’t write him back. He had an obsession. The kid in the video wasn’t obsessed. He didn’t kill himself because Quadeca didn’t reply. The person already had depression and shit.

  • @jandiaz3722
    @jandiaz3722 4 роки тому +3

    Honestly quadeca is such a cool guy, he has good content it's original, it's good and its beautiful I have a lot respect and this video is incredible. That "They only love me when I'm not there" really hits me and it's crazy how he can keep up with fans as much as possible but no ones perfect and there arent many people who can text back to every single tweet with 1m+ fans, no, there isnt anyone who can it's not possible

  • @tlrvlogs6897
    @tlrvlogs6897 4 роки тому +104

    Wow, this song felt so much more real than most other songs these days.

    • @PhilipAnthonyTV
      @PhilipAnthonyTV 4 роки тому +1

      If this isn't the truth, than idk what is!

  • @sidneyopara
    @sidneyopara 4 роки тому +229

    i remember you responding to my comment on you vid like 5 years ago, crazy how far you have come

    • @gucci4skin210
      @gucci4skin210 4 роки тому +11

      Same bro, I remember he used to answer my DMs on insta

    • @vishnuanand9669
      @vishnuanand9669 4 роки тому +4

      He used to answer me on Twitter to, my man blew up. I'm happy for him

    • @gucci4skin210
      @gucci4skin210 4 роки тому +1

      @@vishnuanand9669 Yeah he really deserves it man

    • @vishnuanand9669
      @vishnuanand9669 4 роки тому

      @@gucci4skin210 I agree, this song was so good, made me feel what he wanted me to feel.

    • @Mooniehomicide17
      @Mooniehomicide17 4 роки тому +1

      I remember texting him and him responding I cried 😭 and freaked out I will always have respect for this mans

  • @IamRoley
    @IamRoley 4 роки тому

    The ending of this song gives me goosebumps with the instrumental having those high notes. That mixed with the cinematography of the ocean is actually breathtaking.

  • @abdallahmaktabi3508
    @abdallahmaktabi3508 4 роки тому +27

    Who got shivers when listening to this 😭

    • @papanuter7357
      @papanuter7357 4 роки тому +1

      Honestly I did aswell just thinking about the lyrics and how they were laid out and how he ignored someone putting them towards suicide gave me a chill...

  • @BamaShotz
    @BamaShotz 4 роки тому +408

    “Where are the layers”-KSI

  • @Scheiib
    @Scheiib 4 роки тому +139

    Can’t decide if I should bump this loud or be in my feels. But either way the songs nothing less than I expected from quad. Amazing

    • @saucegodjj1169
      @saucegodjj1169 4 роки тому +1

      This ain't a bump it loud in my opinion. Nothing about it is a bump it loud song

  • @IRlDIO
    @IRlDIO 4 роки тому +1

    Quad be dropping all kinds of tracks

  • @blitzed4lyfe207
    @blitzed4lyfe207 4 роки тому +2

    Q you are a great guy. Fire music, dope personality from what I can tell in vids. Hella funny. Keep doing you. This song has an amazing message. This needs more recognition. Thanks for caring.