how I feel after taking my 9th benadryl on an empty stomach and washing it down with a diet coke while desperatly trying to peice my life back together but I was dealt terrible cards from the start and it feels like I have never really been a whole person because every aspect of my being has been hollowed out and my mind nor body has known peace since I was born and I just want to feel love once in my life
How being on a stimulant medication felt to me. Floating outside of my body like a ghost, sobbing every time i get frustrated, just wanting to stop everything happening around me, no child should have been feeling that way, i was six. A six year old should never have to think about running into the street so all the noise stops. Check on your kids, dont let someone be me
The is weirdly nostalgic for me. My dad always used to take me to these, beautiful, amazing, cathedrals. Unfortunately I was a very small child and I couldn’t indulge in every intricate, majestic, detail of the building. The eerie atmosphere at being in an ancient, massive, building all alone. A building that is usually filled with other life. The only company being the seemingly endless amount of statues lining every wall. I love this. It makes me feel uncomfortable, but comforted at the same time. I miss being a kid, and small insignificant soul.
can't do that for free + would probably get taken down because copyright but it's on soundcloud! soundcloud.com/mysticmoth8/abbey-by-mitski-but-youre-in-a-cathedral-hungry-and-waiting-for-something
Me waking up in the middle of the night and once again desperately grasping at the little bits of myself I accidentally spewed up from the form of a monster trying to assemble myself before I'm lost forever: Let me be. Let me be. Let me be. Let me be. Let me be. Let me be.
this is what Eve heard while waiting for the Messiah; she thought her eldest son, Cain, would take on the role, saving them, only for him to strike the head of his brother, not the serpent. the sound of humanity, the gutteral prayers and hopes to be saved one day. if there's anything to take away from the first few chapters of Geneisis, it's the fact that despite being created in God's image, humans will be human before God; we are never satisfied, and we always want more -- a hunger that will never be calmed
I am hungry I have been hungry I was born hungry What do I need? I am something I have been something I was born something What could I be? There is a light that I can see But only, it seems, when there's darkness in me There is a dream that I sometimes see That only appears in the dark of sleep I am waiting I have been waiting I was born waiting I was born waiting for that something Just one something I was born something I was born There is a light, I feel it in me But only, it seems, when the dark surrounds me There is a dream and it sleeps in me Keeps me awake in the night Crying, "Set me free" And I wake every night Crying, "Set me free"
How i feel after i finished my weekly MCENTERS at 11-12pm but i have to do a FRACTIONQQ math test thats 25 questions long and im staying up and started at1:02 am and watching the time then working but im only on question 13 out of 25 and thinking to myself getting distracted and tired a bit but i wonder if im overworking myself but im still doing it. (Save me. I want peace)
Girl dinner! (When hunger, cannibalism, and religion are a metaphor for love and devotion)
ugh
love it. i love girl dinner 🫶💗 (I'm a scrawny boy)
@@fyodorsvodkaomg cute pfp n user little fyodor
@@koikun AAAHH TY ^_^
nah i'm staying with my boy dinner and eating a piston between two sandwich buns thank you
its like the biblically accurate angel
bilically accurate mitski
1:17 i cant get over this bit its perfect
ITS SO MAJESTIC
YES ISTG
I fcking know right!!
It's my favorite!!!
how I feel after taking my 9th benadryl on an empty stomach and washing it down with a diet coke while desperatly trying to peice my life back together but I was dealt terrible cards from the start and it feels like I have never really been a whole person because every aspect of my being has been hollowed out and my mind nor body has known peace since I was born and I just want to feel love once in my life
Are you okay? Feel free to vent❤
Thanks for this. It was really beautiful. Wishing for the best for you ❤
I wish you the best, I know it's hard to manage this type of situations, you are not alone. 💗
You doing ok?
This is literally so relatable
"You were a wonderful experience."
"You were..
..
..Everything."
I cried reading this.
@@bashsusulan2109 it's a reference to smth from tiktok hehe
Yeah, I’m using that one in my character’s story
me when im in a cathedral hungry and waiting for something
i read this as you BEING the cathedral…
me when i am something and have been something
@@dontcallmevirginia What could you be?
“WE LOVE MITSKI” we all say in unison
WE LOVE MITSKI!!!!!
WE LOVE MITSKI
cathedrals like these are often full of respectfully quiet tourists so I can only imagine some oblivious, random kid testing out the acoustics at 0:00
im hungry and waiting for a big mac
me core
THIS IS BEAUTIFUL
How being on a stimulant medication felt to me. Floating outside of my body like a ghost, sobbing every time i get frustrated, just wanting to stop everything happening around me, no child should have been feeling that way, i was six. A six year old should never have to think about running into the street so all the noise stops. Check on your kids, dont let someone be me
Are you okay? 💗
THIS IS SO SCARY
Like a horror movie!
JAJAKJKS
Played this while I was in the bath. I felt like laying face down in the water and letting the soapy bubbles get in my eyes and ears.
The is weirdly nostalgic for me. My dad always used to take me to these, beautiful, amazing, cathedrals. Unfortunately I was a very small child and I couldn’t indulge in every intricate, majestic, detail of the building. The eerie atmosphere at being in an ancient, massive, building all alone. A building that is usually filled with other life. The only company being the seemingly endless amount of statues lining every wall. I love this. It makes me feel uncomfortable, but comforted at the same time. I miss being a kid, and small insignificant soul.
this actually sounds like heaven guys
Altternative title: Abbey but Mitski is a Biblically Accurate Angel
it was anice piece of music that cathedral is echo place love it
I was born waiting for that something, just one something oh I was born something. I was born..
i'm shaking
This gives me comfort somehow
I love this bro
WHAT IS THAT MELODY!!
JESUS CHRIST THIS IS AMAZING
THE BEAT DROP???? omg
Giana was my bestest friend. Brody was my biggest laugh. And Ben was everything
liv was my bestest friend.
andrew was my biggest laugh
kylie was my first real love.
I need 1 hour of this instantly
PLEASE PUT THIS ON SPOTIFY IT ITCHES MY BRAIN SO GOOD
can't do that for free + would probably get taken down because copyright but it's on soundcloud! soundcloud.com/mysticmoth8/abbey-by-mitski-but-youre-in-a-cathedral-hungry-and-waiting-for-something
AMO DEMASIADO ESTO
Hannibal
It's only cannibalism if we're equals.
Me when: i get the sence that ill always need something more.
Really elevates it!
Hear me out.. the last bit 😍
please do army dreamers i know its 2 years later but this sounds so fucking majestically and i think it will go so good with it pelase please please
i need this on spotify
JAJAJAJA EL TITULO
This song perfectly describes disassociation for me... kinda scary how accurate actually :,) (Basically the edits are amazing)
feed me feed me aouuuuuggrrrrrhhhh
omg i love this !! ♡
Literal chills were just experienced
Me waking up in the middle of the night and once again desperately grasping at the little bits of myself I accidentally spewed up from the form of a monster trying to assemble myself before I'm lost forever:
Let me be. Let me be. Let me be. Let me be. Let me be. Let me be.
subbed. this is so me core, I was born hungry.
Thank you
this is what Eve heard while waiting for the Messiah; she thought her eldest son, Cain, would take on the role, saving them, only for him to strike the head of his brother, not the serpent. the sound of humanity, the gutteral prayers and hopes to be saved one day. if there's anything to take away from the first few chapters of Geneisis, it's the fact that despite being created in God's image, humans will be human before God; we are never satisfied, and we always want more -- a hunger that will never be calmed
can you do it but whit "lilium" from elfen lied? it could sound crazy
how i felt after i told my dad i got sa’ed and he said, “you couldve done something to stop him.”
I am hungry
I have been hungry
I was born hungry
What do I need?
I am something
I have been something
I was born something
What could I be?
There is a light that I can see
But only, it seems, when there's darkness in me
There is a dream that I sometimes see
That only appears in the dark of sleep
I am waiting
I have been waiting
I was born waiting
I was born waiting for that something
Just one something
I was born something
I was born
There is a light, I feel it in me
But only, it seems, when the dark surrounds me
There is a dream and it sleeps in me
Keeps me awake in the night
Crying, "Set me free"
And I wake every night
Crying, "Set me free"
Mds isso tá muito bom
How i feel after i finished my weekly MCENTERS at 11-12pm but i have to do a FRACTIONQQ math test thats 25 questions long and im staying up and started at1:02 am and watching the time then working but im only on question 13 out of 25 and thinking to myself getting distracted and tired a bit but i wonder if im overworking myself but im still doing it. (Save me. I want peace)
so good😭
This gives me vibes of Ballora
Pov your my oc after killing everyone at a lab and its empty.... :
Johan Liebert Vibes
this is what im finding FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!! SOMEONE KNOWS IT EVEN THO I DUN KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN IT
This is actually so comforting.
This is making me very extistential :(
It souñds like amethyst (steven universe) is chasing me down an empty hallway bc i have food
Yeah
LMAO WHAT!?
@@SimpyStarr 🥰