here's what i've written so far for a song called "IMAGINE" verse 1: wish i didn't go to sleep at 2AM thinkin bout all the things that i ain't doin again imagining all the people that i referred to as friends thinkin bout how naïve it was to trust them again back in the day i used to think the world was so friendly wish those thoughts were more than just the memories regretting life's how i defend myself from these dangerous thoughts that i think of lately back when i was just a little child i remember that my thoughts were only mild i remember when i thought that life was fair sadly life for all of us ain't no crystal stair oh yes, my stair's been filled with nails everytime i try i find a way to fail I think we all imagine how life would be if we could get a break and find a way to breathe (rest for four measures) verse 2: sometimes i wonder what my life could be if i didn't only stand up and flee instead I stood and held my ground would i be able to turn my life around? wish that was the case but i'm forgettin something else i don't got the confidence to fight against myself try to fight a war against me but i lost the shells sick of imagining cause i hate myself right now i don't know how to live my life wish i could get out of this overnight every night i go to sleep with this weight on my chest and the moment i wake up these thoughts fill my head sometimes i think i'd be better off dead can't express these emotions cuz i might be met with resistance from all the people i love i know it seems counterintuitive but my family yellin', that's not the place i wanna be that's why i keep all of this anxiety inside of me i'm trying to find a way to be forgetting these dark memories (rest for 2 measures) Chorus (or Verse 3 idrk): the more i start to imagine the possibilities of the state of me i start to imagine who did this to me blame it on something but truthfully the only person that i can blame is me the only one who can fix this is me but it's hard when you come to the realization that you've been suffering from depersonalization depression, anxiety and all in between its hard to realize that only you've got the key it's hard to accept that the doors been infront of me it's kinda hard to accept that i can be free
Scared to death when you asked where i been I been out driving losing my head Followed the roads no clue where they led, got Tired, came home, laid in our bed. Tired but awake, you tell me to rest I got some questions I’m second guessing Learning some lessons I need you to tell me that I’m alright I apologize, when I bring up the past I’ve had a lot on my mind Make you sad tryin’ to make you smile, I know im anxious but im tired It’s ironic I’m too honest Made you cry again Never
As she lays there broken down on the floor She turns to me and says she doesn’t know who i am anymore Im not who I use to be the old me I could trust more The old me had a lot of love to give and now that love is gone If I just had a moment with you I would hold on forever We thought we was soo strong yet soo wrong together I broke your heart and you threw away the love letters The past keeps getting the best of us Gotta keep looking up because my arms are cut I’m sorry for the trauma dump love was a lot of fun But hurts once it’s done
I miss the old me Where I was happy and I was, Going outside without causing trouble ye I stayed away from that shit, Cuz I didn’t wanna do it, It was tempting but I pulled through it, But that’s was a few years ago… But look at me now. I smoke. But not because it’s good cuz it’s not, I know I can die But.. I do it to get rid of my stress Yeaa it might sound stupid But as soon as I take back My head goes light but… It brightens up my mood.. But like my mom said.. if I ever to get hooked, It’ll be my biggest regret That i would’ve done yet.. I’m not All about demons and Murder it’s just that Some people don’t really understand My sort of situation I’m in in my head right now.. But when I smoke I feel more happy And when I sleep.. I have dreams about the good days that I had.. Now look at me… I’m different.. they say age Is just a number.. Then why ain’t I getting any younger? My affection Is Going Like my emotions so if I ever go emotionless. don’t try to bring back The mistake you’ve already done.. Cuz there’s no going back.. Im sad I got a broken heart.. But it’s not pieces.. It’s just like.. A massive amount of wait is gaining up on me, And it’s causing me pain.. Damm.. I never knew life would be like.. this.. The government lied about corona AND YOU CAN SAY WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT BUT JUST WAIT UNTIL THE TRUTH GETS REVEALED!
When I gave my self up to you I fell deep in to her lap I prayed for the sweetest sound from her mouth it did not first come out she moved around like she was just on that spring fling clean minded washer exciting thoughts as she grabbed someone else I closed my eyes and dreamed it was me in that summer of love I still walk by herside even if I may never be her's in life
The old me is not who I want to be so I call on God he said to call on him I tried to listen hard he gave me many clues now I know his sound she is lying to me that’s what the devil is telling me I hope I can be strong enough to detect if that is the truth I feeel like a beast in doom smoking weed morning and noon every dispensary bloom in Tucson in my go to It’s like I worship blue moon no I’m not talking bear over here I’m talking the strain and how I’m a phien I’m a slave for the blue cheese but I need to make some benjis
I just wanna stay up late coz time is fake I should decide when I start my day I just wanna do whatever I want whenever I want that's the life that I dream of I dunno how ima do it head telling me my dreams calling up and if I wanna it then I gotta show up but every time I hear it it's like I hang up yet I'm still turning to the notes on my phone having no idea where I'm spose to go and I gotta little disbelief coz lately my rhymes have been a little weak and I needa switch up my flow yo needa switch up my flow so here we go I've given up tryna go to sleep coz I'd rather stay up and make some memories or writing raps that will one day make history and I'll keep doing that to the death of me and if you don't believe one day I swear you'll eventually see Yo I love staying up talking for hours on end checking the time thinking shit we should prolly head to bed shit we should prolly head to bed X 7) I just wanna stay up late coz time is fake Yo don't you get it yall they made up time to put us all in a schedule I'm getting so sick of it wanna put my fist through a dry wall and we got no time to do what we want why does our whole life revolve around a job you might be okay with it but I'm not but I'm not it's all an illusion honestly what are we doing I'm really starting to lose it and if you think life is meant to be this way then I'm asking you to prove it I'm asking you to prove it I bet you can't coz half of you are clueless half of you are clueless You don't wanna see the other side of me coz I can be ruthless you know what I don't understand how time can go fast for me but slow for them man I swear it doesn't make any sense I swear it doesn't make any sense X 7) I just wanna stay up late coz time is fake (talking) It's all an illusion bro they made it alllll up put us all in a fucken schedule make us work all these hours go by the clock making us count down minutes and seconds it's not even real bro it's all an illusion I just I dunno how ima do it I just wanna get out of it I just wanna stay up late do what I want whenever I want
Ngoài trời thì tối sầm em chuẩn bị xong chưa Cuộc tình dây dứt hoài mãi mà không buông Cho thêm niềm đau khi đêm mùa đông xuống Là những mảnh đất của ngày nắng không mưa Ta tệ với nhau mà không nói một lời Hứa hẹn trăm năm ở bên phía cột trời Vậy bao nhiêu tình cảm là đủ để tốt cho cả hai đi hết cả một đời
Ye us raat ki hai baat,moun tha dimag, Bohot Sare khuwab bane minto mai rakh! Mere mitra the sath Muje Kitno ne kaa tuje puchna sawal Tune pehna nakab,kese saap bane ap
Μην δινεις βαση σε οτι βγαινει απο το στομα μου σκαλωνω Παραπαταω μεσα στης πολης τα κυματα Ειχα μια βαρκα δυο κουπια δανικα Τα εχασα μου εχουν μια δυο γυμνα χερια και τα δυστοιχα Θα σε θυμαμαι οταν φυγεις μου τα εχουνε πει και αλλοι Ειμαστε μικροι για ονειρα για τις ευθυνες τους μεγαλοι Μα η ευθυνη μας να κυνηγαμε ονειρα και να τα πιασουμε ολα πριν να γινουνε μακαρι Θα γινω βροχη και θα πεσω σε καθε μερος που δακρυσα Το ουρανιο τοξο δεν θα βγει σε εκεινα τα μερη Φταιω εγω που ζω στο παρελθον μπορστα στο μελλον σαστυσα και παρεμεινα στασιμος μπροστα σε οτι αγαπησα Μπροστα σε θυελλες και φουρτουνες κρατανε αναστημα Και ειμαι περηφανος για αυτους γιατι διπλα μου σταθηκαν Οσο για αυτους που δεν μιλω τους εχω καπου μεσα μου και εμφανιζονται που και που στα γραπτα και τις σκεψεις μου Βαδιζουμε σε αντιθετη τροχια Εχω το νου μου Να κρατησω τα παντα να μεινουν αληθινα Και αληθινα σημαινει να εχω ανθρωπους λιγους κοντα Αληθινα σημαινει βροντερα χαμογελα
Everyday was a trend try to survive Yet my mind was so helpless Tried to get help yet I couldn't find it Soul reason I fight was I wasn't ok Walking back seen the scars never wash away love was always fake tears always stayed blood never stopped staining hope was always fading taking on more addictions Popping pills and perceptions even a little never took away my sorrows Doubting my tomorrow's always looking down hard to swallow taking my mind and getting harder to breathe if I take my last breathe hope they know it's for the better not even knowing what's for dinner ......... Days later searching for my heart for the tear yet the later times never got better looking past all of this what's to gain stars get brighter but even life fades People laugh tell me how I failed as a human but they are all so confusing Emotional places and sacrifice is for a greater reason self hatred and self inflicted stains is what I have in my head so messed up I wish for death never wanted to do it but here's my end so depressed and nothing left to gain The old me is only gone past the point of no response Hope my life had a perfect purpose and gave people hope but no roses on my grave people walk away later forgetting who they lost for ever in are minds lost
This isnt how pictured it How we drew it out or imaged it Im just sittin busy thinking im just wishing you Would maybe wake up regain feelings the same way that you lost em Whats issue we wont move on thats the problem I guess it what it is I guess you did what you did I forgive tho we got three beautiful kids We gotta family a 5 what am i a bad guy For wanting his family together On yuh dads portch we made a promise to forever I promise id do better I guess ill be honest Looks like im falling underpressure I guess these are cards that we were dealt Its so hard to find help All this pain deep inside You were supposed to be mine Our bond was one of a kind How am I supposed to let It go Can you wake up and just come home Because without you I just ain't me Tell me go be happy tho with you im free Without you my eyes don't see Without you my lungs won't breathe
Quite frankly I've been unimpressed, Most folks talk like they the one but tend to underwhelm at best, Guess that I'm, One fresh step ahead of the curb now buddy I been hedging my bets, Much pain much talent and stress, Much rage much love in this chest/ I been blessed I been cursed I been lost in this nest, Tryin so hard to fly away/ I feel fly today, I might find a way, To give on back to the wind beneath/ these two wings that have carried me over troubled waters so deep, You just can't swim, I walk with a grin and I breath slower than any vessel amidst/ this pool of souls that fight for control, Of destiny but I just go with the flow, Hold onto hope as a last resort Been broke for too long, Deals and coupons, Carpet stains and change fillin up jars, They tell u shoot for the stars, But lock u down if u get to high, Had to struggle just to get this fly, Could give a fuck bout what u say imma still get mine, So either get up out the way or get on my side, U Say u ready to ride? then pop the red pill and free your mind, and move your hands make today your time, We all facing the clock, That bitch run if u ready or not, So lace up, makes no difference if your shoes is hot, Get on your marks get set only get one shot, So push the bubble and that bitch gone pop, Don't ever let nobody tell u gotta stay in your lane, We only got one race we all built the same, So tell me what r u sayin? why u care if our colors the same? small minds search for money and fame, but I just wanna be free
Chehray Pay Roab Bilawaja Ki Thi Khushi Kisi K Samnay Na Ankain Kabhi Jhuki Khair Batau Kya Yeh Janta Hay Tu B Pehlay Main Chill Tha Nahee Tha Kabhi Moody That's The Reason Abhi Sharam Aati Khud Pay Arooj Say Zawaal Kaisay Haal Say Hum Guzray That Was Good Day Yahee Keh Daita Hoon Jab Baat Hoti Us Say Phir Say Kis Pay Aitbaar Kro Main Zinda Laash Bano Pyaar Kro Kya abhi b mera tu yeh Sawaal Kro Main Milay Na Jawaab Kya Khayaal Kro Main Soch Lay Mujhay Rok Lay Pehlay E ishq K Naam Pay So Maray Khauf Say Kaaghiz Pay Larzay Siyaahi Soch Hay Qaid Yeh Farzi Rehayi Krdi Tabahi Yeh Tujh Ko Maaloom Nahee Zakhmo Ki Gehrayi Maa Daikh k Choomti Nashay Main Main Tu Yeh Qalam B Jhoomti Jeena Tha Saath Tu Saath Tu Q Nahee Yeh Kaisi Kashish Teri Neend B Aati Nahee Kya Meri Yaado Main Geet Tu B Gaati Rahi Tanhai Zalim Hay Mujhko Rulati Nahee Jeenay Ki Wajah Tu Aur Kuch Wajah E Nahee Kya Naam Doon? Kya Naam Doon? Is Pyaar Ko?
Didn’t even realize what the fuck you did to me I don’t know what the fuck is getting into me Is this true love or is this a dream because it seems like your really into me I really hate the old me but you can see past my old self that’s why I gotta hold this shit close to me I always thought things were not meant to be till you walked in That why I just gaze at you while you talkin I will always be forever flaunting you by my side Your my ride or die my true love 💕
Escucho una buena instrumental Y comiensa mi mente a viajar Mis manos a plasmar sentimientos en el papel Me da igual lo que salga lo escribo Por que es sincero lo que digo El rap dejo de hacerse por amor y no miento Mira simplemente al resto Hablando de drogas y calle Calla el que sabe Y el que logro superarse no da alardes Sabes aveces dibago en mi mundo El mundo de colores que todo mundo dice que es gris Y si te pones a ver desde cuando dicen que es asi Lo electronico se llevo parte de ti Por que en realidad yo era mas feliz cuando jugaba en la calle y mama gritaba ven a comer Me centaba sin cel a platicar de la vida Esos momento no se olvidan Esperar un programa bueno en la tv Eso me agradaba No es por nada pero mi generacion aveses siento que va en picada se ofenden por nada no generaliso pero es real asi todo se hizo solo espero que despues de todo haya un paraiso
Yeah I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm not there for you I'm sorry I couldn't care for you I couldn't care for you I wasn't there for you oh on on oh God oh God oh oh alll the demonds
Ahhhhh ahhhh ahhhhhhh I don’t want to be meeeeeeeeee I just want to break freee I just want made brand new I just want be surrounded by you The feeling of your grace is free The sins Ives made hurst many souls including me soon my soul will be leaving me I pray in the name of Jehovah my king but Jesus is king ! So I pray to Jesus ! Make me a new me ! The old me ! I don’t wanna be rude to the I just don’t wanna be me He changed me ! I’m not the same me !! Jesus knows every hair on me No capping when I say Jehovah has a army The old meeeeee The old meeee
Malai change hunu xa Aba change hunxa ma Purano sathi Vai vet garnu xa Aile samma dherai galti Garey Aafno swarthako lagi khalti varey Aati Garey Yo aastinai vo Afno manxey gayeb aastinai ko Aastinaiko manxey vet garxu xa aastinaiko Mehenat garya ho haina masti gareko Maile sabai ko chitta dukhaye Mero aafnai aama lie ruwaye Tarw yo lai ma maaf magxu Ma marepaxi Mero lash ko baaf tapnu
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On GOD bruh
here's what i've written so far for a song called "IMAGINE"
verse 1:
wish i didn't go to sleep at 2AM
thinkin bout all the things that i ain't doin again
imagining all the people that i referred to as friends
thinkin bout how naïve it was to trust them again
back in the day i used to think the world was so friendly
wish those thoughts were more than just the memories
regretting life's how i defend myself from these
dangerous thoughts that i think of lately
back when i was just a little child
i remember that my thoughts were only mild
i remember when i thought that life was fair
sadly life for all of us ain't no crystal stair
oh yes, my stair's been filled with nails
everytime i try i find a way to fail
I think we all imagine how life would be
if we could get a break and find a way to breathe
(rest for four measures)
verse 2:
sometimes i wonder what my life could be
if i didn't only stand up and flee
instead I stood and held my ground
would i be able to turn my life around?
wish that was the case but i'm forgettin something else
i don't got the confidence to fight against myself
try to fight a war against me but i lost the shells
sick of imagining cause i hate myself
right now i don't know how to live my life
wish i could get out of this overnight
every night i go to sleep with this weight on my chest
and the moment i wake up these thoughts fill my head
sometimes i think i'd be better off dead
can't express these emotions cuz i might be met
with resistance from all the people i love
i know it seems counterintuitive but
my family yellin', that's not the place i wanna be
that's why i keep all of this anxiety inside of me
i'm trying to find a way to be forgetting these
dark memories
(rest for 2 measures)
Chorus (or Verse 3 idrk):
the more i start to imagine the
possibilities of the state of me
i start to imagine who did this to me
blame it on something but truthfully
the only person that i can blame is me
the only one who can fix this is me
but it's hard when you come to the realization
that you've been suffering from depersonalization
depression, anxiety and all in between
its hard to realize that only you've got the key
it's hard to accept that the doors been infront of me
it's kinda hard to accept that i can be free
Man that’s some real shit so real so relatable 🖤
This is an absolute masterpiece! Loving every second of writing on this 🔥🖤
This is an awesome beat right here
Man I fw this heavy asf
You know a beat is special when you come back on YT to check who made it.
Love it bro the vocal fit perfectly 👏🔥
Thank you!
Man that’s crazy Ima hafto extend this. 4 min not enough 💯
Damn Riddick, hitting me right in the feels so got no option but to be writing my feels🔥🔥🔥
Go check my “old me” version🔥
Scared to death when you asked where i been
I been out driving losing my head
Followed the roads no clue where they led, got Tired, came home, laid in our bed. Tired but awake, you tell me to rest
I got some questions
I’m second guessing
Learning some lessons
I need you to tell me that I’m alright
I apologize, when I bring up the past
I’ve had a lot on my mind
Make you sad tryin’ to make you smile, I know im anxious but im tired
It’s ironic
I’m too honest
Made you cry again
Never
Love it bro what the heart says 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻❤️🩹❤️🩹
As she lays there broken down on the floor
She turns to me and says she doesn’t know who i am anymore
Im not who I use to be the old me I could trust more
The old me had a lot of love to give and now that love is gone
If I just had a moment with you I would hold on forever
We thought we was soo strong yet soo wrong together
I broke your heart and you threw away the love letters
The past keeps getting the best of us
Gotta keep looking up because my arms are cut
I’m sorry for the trauma dump love was a lot of fun
But hurts once it’s done
I miss the old me Where I was happy and I was, Going outside without causing trouble ye I stayed away from that shit, Cuz I didn’t wanna do it, It was tempting but I pulled through it, But that’s was a few years ago…
But look at me now. I smoke. But not because it’s good cuz it’s not, I know I can die But.. I do it to get rid of my stress Yeaa it might sound stupid But as soon as I take back My head goes light but… It brightens up my mood.. But like my mom said.. if I ever to get hooked, It’ll be my biggest regret That i would’ve done yet.. I’m not All about demons and Murder it’s just that Some people don’t really understand My sort of situation I’m in in my head right now.. But when I smoke I feel more happy And when I sleep.. I have dreams about the good days that I had.. Now look at me… I’m different.. they say age Is just a number.. Then why ain’t I getting any younger? My affection Is Going Like my emotions so if I ever go emotionless. don’t try to bring back The mistake you’ve already done.. Cuz there’s no going back.. Im sad I got a broken heart.. But it’s not pieces.. It’s just like.. A massive amount of wait is gaining up on me, And it’s causing me pain.. Damm.. I never knew life would be like.. this.. The government lied about corona AND YOU CAN SAY WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT BUT JUST WAIT UNTIL THE TRUTH GETS REVEALED!
can i use?
wow.... the skulls are good for this bro. cuz i am..dead. straight fire
Holy shit this is beautiful 🥀🖤
Love this beat. Absolute banger
Bruh 🔥🔥🔥 my fav so far 😍🙈 love it
When I gave my self up to you I fell deep in to her lap I prayed for the sweetest sound from her mouth it did not first come out she moved around like she was just on that spring fling clean minded washer exciting thoughts as she grabbed someone else I closed my eyes and dreamed it was me in that summer of love I still walk by herside even if I may never be her's in life
The old me is not who I want to be so I call on God he said to call on him I tried to listen hard he gave me many clues now I know his sound she is lying to me that’s what the devil is telling me I hope I can be strong enough to detect if that is the truth I feeel like a beast in doom smoking weed morning and noon every dispensary bloom in Tucson in my go to
It’s like I worship blue moon no I’m not talking bear over here
I’m talking the strain and how I’m a phien
I’m a slave for the blue cheese but I need to make some benjis
This is relaxing
Enjoying it 🖤
i put some lyrics to this. your music is awesome. Stay up Riddick X!
You just helped me finish a song, this beat is perfect thank you so much keep it up 🔥 👌
I just wanna stay up late coz time is fake I should decide when I start my day I just wanna do whatever I want whenever I want that's the life that I dream of I dunno how ima do it head telling me my dreams calling up and if I wanna it then I gotta show up but every time I hear it it's like I hang up yet I'm still turning to the notes on my phone having no idea where I'm spose to go and I gotta little disbelief coz lately my rhymes have been a little weak and I needa switch up my flow
yo needa switch up my flow so here we go
I've given up tryna go to sleep coz I'd rather stay up and make some memories or writing raps that will one day make history and I'll keep doing that to the death of me and if you don't believe one day I swear you'll eventually see Yo I love staying up talking for hours on end checking the time thinking shit we should prolly head to bed shit we should prolly head to bed
X 7) I just wanna stay up late coz time is fake
Yo don't you get it yall they made up time to put us all in a schedule I'm getting so sick of it wanna put my fist through a dry wall and we got no time to do what we want why does our whole life revolve around a job you might be okay with it but I'm not but I'm not it's all an illusion honestly what are we doing I'm really starting to lose it and if you think life is meant to be this way then I'm asking you to prove it I'm asking you to prove it I bet you can't coz half of you are clueless half of you are clueless
You don't wanna see the other side of me coz I can be ruthless you know what I don't understand how time can go fast for me but slow for them man I swear it doesn't make any sense I swear it doesn't make any sense
X 7) I just wanna stay up late coz time is fake
(talking)
It's all an illusion bro they made it alllll up put us all in a fucken schedule make us work all these hours go by the clock making us count down minutes and seconds it's not even real bro it's all an illusion I just I dunno how ima do it I just wanna get out of it I just wanna stay up late do what I want whenever I want
Crazy 👑
🙏
fire
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Ngoài trời thì tối sầm em chuẩn bị xong chưa
Cuộc tình dây dứt hoài mãi mà không buông
Cho thêm niềm đau khi đêm mùa đông xuống
Là những mảnh đất của ngày nắng không mưa
Ta tệ với nhau mà không nói một lời
Hứa hẹn trăm năm ở bên phía cột trời
Vậy bao nhiêu tình cảm là đủ để tốt cho cả hai đi hết cả một đời
So Hard🔥
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Ye us raat ki hai baat,moun tha dimag,
Bohot Sare khuwab bane minto mai rakh!
Mere mitra the sath Muje Kitno ne kaa
tuje puchna sawal Tune pehna nakab,kese saap bane ap
Awesome🔥
Cool. Hats off 🎈🎈🌸❤
Μην δινεις βαση σε οτι βγαινει απο το στομα μου σκαλωνω
Παραπαταω μεσα στης πολης τα κυματα
Ειχα μια βαρκα δυο κουπια δανικα
Τα εχασα μου εχουν μια δυο γυμνα χερια και τα δυστοιχα
Θα σε θυμαμαι οταν φυγεις μου τα εχουνε πει και αλλοι
Ειμαστε μικροι για ονειρα για τις ευθυνες τους μεγαλοι
Μα η ευθυνη μας να κυνηγαμε ονειρα και να τα πιασουμε ολα πριν να γινουνε μακαρι
Θα γινω βροχη και θα πεσω σε καθε μερος που δακρυσα
Το ουρανιο τοξο δεν θα βγει σε εκεινα τα μερη
Φταιω εγω που ζω στο παρελθον μπορστα στο μελλον σαστυσα
και παρεμεινα στασιμος μπροστα σε οτι αγαπησα
Μπροστα σε θυελλες και φουρτουνες κρατανε αναστημα
Και ειμαι περηφανος για αυτους γιατι διπλα μου σταθηκαν
Οσο για αυτους που δεν μιλω τους εχω καπου μεσα μου
και εμφανιζονται που και που στα γραπτα και τις σκεψεις μου
Βαδιζουμε σε αντιθετη τροχια
Εχω το νου μου
Να κρατησω τα παντα να μεινουν αληθινα
Και αληθινα σημαινει να εχω ανθρωπους λιγους κοντα
Αληθινα σημαινει βροντερα χαμογελα
🖤🖤
🙏
Best✌️💗💗
❤
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🔥🔥
Everyday was a trend try to survive
Yet my mind was so helpless
Tried to get help yet I couldn't find it
Soul reason I fight was I wasn't ok
Walking back seen the scars never wash away
love was always fake
tears always stayed blood never stopped staining hope was always fading
taking on more addictions
Popping pills and perceptions even a little never took away my sorrows
Doubting my tomorrow's always looking down hard to swallow taking my mind and getting harder to breathe if I take my last breathe hope they know it's for the better not even knowing what's for dinner .........
Days later searching for my heart for the tear yet the later times never got better looking past all of this what's to gain stars get brighter but even life fades
People laugh tell me how I failed as a human but they are all so confusing
Emotional places and sacrifice is for a greater reason self hatred and self inflicted stains is what I have in my head so messed up I wish for death never wanted to do it but here's my end so depressed and nothing left to gain
The old me is only gone past the point of no response
Hope my life had a perfect purpose and gave people hope but no roses on my grave people walk away later forgetting who they lost for ever in are minds lost
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This isnt how pictured it
How we drew it out or imaged it
Im just sittin busy thinking im just wishing you
Would maybe wake up regain feelings the same way that you lost em
Whats issue we wont move on thats the problem
I guess it what it is
I guess you did what you did
I forgive tho we got three beautiful kids
We gotta family a 5 what am i a bad guy
For wanting his family together
On yuh dads portch we made a promise to forever
I promise id do better
I guess ill be honest
Looks like im falling underpressure
I guess these are cards that we were dealt
Its so hard to find help
All this pain deep inside
You were supposed to be mine
Our bond was one of a kind
How am I supposed to let It go
Can you wake up and just come home
Because without you I just ain't me
Tell me go be happy tho with you im free
Without you my eyes don't see
Without you my lungs won't breathe
I let you control me
I let you control me
But babe that’s the old me
That’s the old me
Can I use this as a chorus
Im going to blow up this year yo!Imma make my mama proud god bless!🙏🏾🤍
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Quite frankly I've been unimpressed, Most folks talk like they the one but tend to underwhelm at best, Guess that I'm, One fresh step ahead of the curb now buddy I been hedging my bets, Much pain much talent and stress, Much rage much love in this chest/ I been blessed I been cursed I been lost in this nest, Tryin so hard to fly away/ I feel fly today, I might find a way, To give on back to the wind beneath/ these two wings that have carried me over troubled waters so deep, You just can't swim, I walk with a grin and I breath slower than any vessel amidst/ this pool of souls that fight for control, Of destiny but I just go with the flow, Hold onto hope as a last resort
Been broke for too long, Deals and coupons, Carpet stains and change fillin up jars, They tell u shoot for the stars, But lock u down if u get to high, Had to struggle just to get this fly, Could give a fuck bout what u say imma still get mine, So either get up out the way or get on my side, U Say u ready to ride? then pop the red pill and free your mind, and move your hands make today your time, We all facing the clock, That bitch run if u ready or not, So lace up, makes no difference if your shoes is hot, Get on your marks get set only get one shot, So push the bubble and that bitch gone pop, Don't ever let nobody tell u gotta stay in your lane, We only got one race we all built the same, So tell me what r u sayin? why u care if our colors the same? small minds search for money and fame, but I just wanna be free
Chehray Pay Roab Bilawaja Ki Thi Khushi
Kisi K Samnay Na Ankain Kabhi Jhuki
Khair Batau Kya Yeh Janta Hay Tu B
Pehlay Main Chill Tha Nahee Tha Kabhi Moody
That's The Reason Abhi Sharam Aati Khud Pay
Arooj Say Zawaal Kaisay Haal Say Hum Guzray
That Was Good Day
Yahee Keh Daita Hoon Jab Baat Hoti Us Say
Phir Say Kis Pay Aitbaar Kro Main
Zinda Laash Bano Pyaar Kro
Kya abhi b mera tu yeh Sawaal Kro Main
Milay Na Jawaab Kya Khayaal Kro Main
Soch Lay Mujhay Rok Lay
Pehlay E ishq K Naam Pay So Maray
Khauf Say Kaaghiz Pay Larzay Siyaahi
Soch Hay Qaid Yeh Farzi Rehayi
Krdi Tabahi Yeh Tujh Ko Maaloom Nahee
Zakhmo Ki Gehrayi Maa Daikh k Choomti
Nashay Main Main Tu Yeh Qalam B Jhoomti
Jeena Tha Saath Tu Saath Tu Q Nahee
Yeh Kaisi Kashish Teri Neend B Aati Nahee
Kya Meri Yaado Main Geet Tu B Gaati Rahi
Tanhai Zalim Hay Mujhko Rulati Nahee
Jeenay Ki Wajah Tu Aur Kuch Wajah E Nahee
Kya Naam Doon?
Kya Naam Doon?
Is Pyaar Ko?
I like it but you def used inspiration from last letter by Witt. I hope the others I listened to are original
Didn’t even realize what the fuck you did to me
I don’t know what the fuck is getting into me
Is this true love or is this a dream because it seems like your really into me
I really hate the old me but you can see past my old self that’s why I gotta hold this shit close to me
I always thought things were not meant to be till you walked in
That why I just gaze at you while you talkin
I will always be forever flaunting you by my side
Your my ride or die my true love 💕
Hey can we use your beats for song covers and tag you??😥
By the way these are fire🔥🔥🔥❤❤❤
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Escucho una buena instrumental
Y comiensa mi mente a viajar
Mis manos a plasmar sentimientos en el papel
Me da igual lo que salga lo escribo
Por que es sincero lo que digo
El rap dejo de hacerse por amor y no miento
Mira simplemente al resto
Hablando de drogas y calle
Calla el que sabe
Y el que logro superarse no da alardes
Sabes aveces dibago en mi mundo
El mundo de colores que todo mundo dice que es gris
Y si te pones a ver desde cuando dicen que es asi
Lo electronico se llevo parte de ti
Por que en realidad yo era mas feliz cuando jugaba en la calle y mama gritaba ven a comer
Me centaba sin cel a platicar de la vida
Esos momento no se olvidan
Esperar un programa bueno en la tv
Eso me agradaba
No es por nada pero mi generacion aveses siento que va en picada se ofenden por nada no generaliso pero es real asi todo se hizo solo espero que despues de todo haya un paraiso
Witt Lowry last letter. C'mon bro
Krisheel was here...
Key ?
UA-cam rappers/
Please don't use commas, use dashes/
#bars
Yeah I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm not there for you I'm sorry I couldn't care for you I couldn't care for you I wasn't there for you oh on on oh God oh God oh oh alll the demonds
Bro,honestly what i your nationality ?
American
@@RiddickXBeats Ok.I like ya beats.Im ya biggest fan since day one and wish u a good life.
Ahhhhh ahhhh ahhhhhhh I don’t want to be meeeeeeeeee
I just want to break freee
I just want made brand new
I just want be surrounded by you
The feeling of your grace is free
The sins Ives made
hurst many souls
including me
soon my soul
will be leaving me
I pray in the name
of Jehovah
my king
but Jesus is king !
So I pray to Jesus !
Make me a new me !
The old me !
I don’t wanna be rude to the
I just don’t wanna be me
He changed me !
I’m not the same me !!
Jesus knows every hair on me
No capping when I say Jehovah has a army
The old meeeeee
The old meeee
What you think 😅😭😭🤣🤣🤣🤣
auf den Spuren eines Holsteiner Jungen
Malai change hunu xa
Aba change hunxa ma
Purano sathi Vai vet garnu xa
Aile samma dherai galti Garey
Aafno swarthako lagi khalti varey
Aati Garey
Yo aastinai vo
Afno manxey gayeb aastinai ko
Aastinaiko manxey vet garxu xa aastinaiko
Mehenat garya ho haina masti gareko
Maile sabai ko chitta dukhaye
Mero aafnai aama lie ruwaye
Tarw yo lai ma maaf magxu
Ma marepaxi Mero lash ko baaf tapnu
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