MayaHiga - Song For Reckful

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  • Опубліковано 17 гру 2024

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  • @leaveacomment
    @leaveacomment 3 роки тому +293

    I just sometimes come back to this

  • @Skeptic2006
    @Skeptic2006 Рік тому +52

    I don't know why the hell I still think about him since I was just a lurker. He was the first streamer I followed and the last. Such a honest and real person in a world where everyone is trying to scam or sell you something. Miss him.

    • @Cyphlol
      @Cyphlol 6 місяців тому +5

      4 years brother it hurts as if it happened 20 mins ago :(

    • @lucy__pigeon2557
      @lucy__pigeon2557 2 місяці тому

      who are u talking about?

  • @Marzetty23
    @Marzetty23 4 роки тому +279

    How to make someone weep in less than 3 minutes...
    I think Reckful would have really liked it.
    Rest in peace.

    • @yankokolev53
      @yankokolev53 3 роки тому +2

      Make that less than less than 30 secs
      R.I.P.

  • @ladm7941
    @ladm7941 4 роки тому +358

    Couldn't you have called me,
    wish you knew I cared.
    Know you hated being lonely,
    and I still wasn't there.
    And I'm so sorry,
    that I left you in the rain.
    If I knew that it would drown you
    I wouldn't be here so ashamed,
    now you surround me,
    Sometimes I slip and say your name.
    And I know you wouldn't want this,
    but I'm scared that it wont change.
    But I hope you're happy,
    hope you finally found you're peace,
    I hope there's rainbows, and lightshows,
    that sweep you off your feet.
    And I hope you're livin',
    in the world that you designed,
    cozy and warm sand,
    in Everland,
    playin' songs to pass the time.
    You knew you could've called me,
    knew I would've cared,
    know you hated being lonely,
    so I'll always be right here.
    And I'm so sorry,
    that I knew you just a year,
    but I won't forget your stories,
    and I forgive you for my tears.
    And I really hope you're happy,
    and I'll remember all the ways,
    that you brought rainbows,
    and lightshows,
    to everybody's day.

    • @aquawrld
      @aquawrld 2 роки тому +2

      Bro got me crying in the club I miss this guy

    • @DanRobards
      @DanRobards 2 роки тому +1

      ❤️

  • @tablecloth364
    @tablecloth364 3 роки тому +78

    maya is so talented this song never fails to make me cry

  • @avarices4146
    @avarices4146 3 роки тому +84

    Most men live life's of quiet desperation. I know where Reckful was at cause I have been there myself and still fight it today. Beautiful song and voice! Love it!

    • @lastsummerr
      @lastsummerr 3 роки тому +12

      Hoping you’re okay friend, you’re loved

    • @janteo1
      @janteo1 2 роки тому +3

      i hope you're still here to read my response :)))

    • @abook2141
      @abook2141 6 місяців тому

      way to make it a gender issue

    • @damianescobedo4143
      @damianescobedo4143 22 дні тому

      @@abook2141 I mean men make around 80% of the suicides

  • @adycatt
    @adycatt 3 роки тому +29

    i still cannot listen to this without crying. such a beautiful song

  • @HighVoltage0815
    @HighVoltage0815 7 місяців тому +7

    Just a pleb but I revisit often and I can't get through without balling my eyes out. Amazing work

  • @TingR89
    @TingR89 Рік тому +6

    I still hear reckful in the distance

  • @AtroLine626
    @AtroLine626 4 роки тому +54

    FeelsStrongMan

  • @chrittaz
    @chrittaz Рік тому +9

    Crying

  • @piotrkiernicki2258
    @piotrkiernicki2258 2 роки тому +8

    Im crying now by listening to this song. RIP Reckful, hope you found your peace

  • @welpthatsthat3060
    @welpthatsthat3060 3 роки тому +30

    Man reckful, why’d you have to leave us? We miss you dude

  • @selipe97
    @selipe97 3 роки тому +59

    This has become a favorite song of mine.
    There's so much emotion and it really punches you in the heart.
    I hope that she makes another version of it, clearer and with less pauses.
    That would be great.
    RIP Byron

  • @brittanym6453
    @brittanym6453 2 роки тому +7

    Literally still crying, so beautiful Maya!

  • @Nola1222Piano
    @Nola1222Piano 2 роки тому +28

    I don't know Maya nor Reckful but I'm happy I got this in my recommended. I don't cry often but her emotion combined with the singing, holy fuck this made me emotional.

    • @ghostbravo7127
      @ghostbravo7127 2 роки тому +6

      He was a beloved streamer who pioneered Twitch alongside other original streamers, everyone in the scene loved him. He dealt with depression and mental illness and eventually it became too much and he killed himself. This song was both a tribute and a reminder. Maya was friends with Reckful through her ex-boyfriend (boyfriend at the time of recording), her ex and Reckful were extremely good friends but her ex has severe ADHD and is a bit of a work-a-holic so he struggled with balancing his friendships and his content and so he was devastated by the news of his death because it left him feeling as if he wasn't good enough of a friend to stop him, that he had focused on his career too much. Public facing work is often so damaging to our mental health in this digital age, and so often we as professionals will ignore our mental health because that has become the culture, and it is even worse in corporations.

  • @OP04player
    @OP04player 3 роки тому +21

    This song is so good, it could be top song on spotify

  • @ItzRuiiiiii
    @ItzRuiiiiii 5 місяців тому +2

    i never watched Reckful when he streamed, wasn't a wow player, but i watched a bit of clips over time, Fly high man, you'll be missed

  • @Kotoma
    @Kotoma 2 роки тому +11

    Whoever you are listening to this. Wherever you are. Know that you are worth it.

  • @OhSnapItsColle
    @OhSnapItsColle 7 місяців тому +2

    We will always be by your side. Happy Birthday❤

  • @tablecloth364
    @tablecloth364 3 роки тому +6

    i still miss him

  • @danevetts681
    @danevetts681 3 роки тому +18

    Given how many emotions this makes me feel as someone who didnt know byron personaly, i cant say how much i respect maya for putting herself out their for her friend... it really shows her love

  • @sirtobiaseldridge2747
    @sirtobiaseldridge2747 2 роки тому +6

    If reckful was still be alive to see it, i am god damn sure he totally gonna weep off. RIP

  • @roageapex8738
    @roageapex8738 2 роки тому +6

    Just here to say, I love you Reckful. You're forever in my heart :) Always missing you Legend!

  • @lilducko
    @lilducko Рік тому +3

    I found about Twitch from hearing the news about his death, even though I never watched him I think about him sometimes

  • @rifle
    @rifle 2 роки тому +53

    I really don't know what it is, I wasn't a hardcore viewer of Reckful, watched the occasional videos uploaded to UA-cam, but his passing has hit me hard, even now watching these videos again, I can't help myself and I just start crying

  • @Beyondvapor
    @Beyondvapor 3 роки тому +5

    bird girl can never be replaced thats for sure....PAIN Sadge:(

  • @Thoomas2001
    @Thoomas2001 2 місяці тому

    I only found out about him less than an hour ago and from what I've read about him he was a great person. This song absolutely caused me to tear up despite not knowing the guy. I hope he's in a better place now.

  • @MirrorsEdgeGamer01
    @MirrorsEdgeGamer01 2 роки тому +5

    I did not know who Rekful was, until now, but even I cried as I can relate to this song.

  • @deadpepper36
    @deadpepper36 2 роки тому +3

    damn this is beautiful maya, it brought tears to my eyes, rip reckful

  • @foxhound2891
    @foxhound2891 3 роки тому +3

    Didn’t expect to be crying at 3am… Beautifully done…

  • @Dist0001
    @Dist0001 3 роки тому +5

    Rest in peace my boy

  • @jaredcherry7416
    @jaredcherry7416 2 роки тому +3

    Such a beautiful song.

  • @Tom-gp2uo
    @Tom-gp2uo 3 роки тому +6

    I still can't listen to this without crying my eyes out and thinking of Byron...

    • @hannahplatt6258
      @hannahplatt6258 3 роки тому +1

      me either, i come back to it every couple of months. i cant even imagine how the people who knew byron personally still feel…

  • @jerrybuck9236
    @jerrybuck9236 2 роки тому +5

    Beautiful...rest is peace Byron

  • @jaredcherry7593
    @jaredcherry7593 3 роки тому +4

    Chills from the first words. Amazing.

  • @TestaFranco
    @TestaFranco 2 роки тому +3

    I wish so much I could have met him. It hurts my heart. I kind of hate life even if I got so much people that cares. But the idea of helping someone thats suffer as I do and the feeling of understand him in that simple feeling you cant get ride of. Like its kind of Ok for me to suffer but I cannot take knowing someone like him its goin through it. Its just not fare. Seeing Reckful messages to others that he feels where in a bad place and try to help them even if he was in the worst place. What a world.

  • @letsgochamp4054
    @letsgochamp4054 3 роки тому +5

    this really is beatiful

    • @rbbl_
      @rbbl_ 3 роки тому

      Thankyou

  • @declantapsall1284
    @declantapsall1284 2 роки тому +2

    respect for u maya, so nice.

  • @aquawrld
    @aquawrld 2 роки тому +3

    Crying in the club bro

  • @g0e103
    @g0e103 Рік тому +7

    RIP Byron Bernstein, the rock that was holding it all together. Xx

  • @Special1313K
    @Special1313K 2 роки тому

    made me very emotional , rip reckful he really brought rainbows,
    and lightshows to my life. See you on the otherside my old friend. rest easy.

  • @saitzel3506
    @saitzel3506 2 роки тому +2

    listening to this again :')

  • @SimplySammyK
    @SimplySammyK 2 роки тому +3

    I feel this so much. I know what its like having a friend who took their own life and its awful. Though it hurt more knowing they didnt want to be here. It sounds bad but I've always said "It would have been bad if they were murdered but I'd of known that wasn't their choice, It hurts knowing I was so blind I never saw their pain".
    I don't blame my friend or Byron, it's just that hurt of feeling like there was SOMETHING you could have done that suck. I don't view it as a "selfish act" either because the pain they went through has no healing, at least we can heal even though their absence will still pain us.. We don't blame our love ones for dying naturally and yes we do heal from it, so it's unfair to shame people who are suicidal as if we don't heal from that either when we do, but it doesnt mean we don't want them...

  • @nawbye
    @nawbye 3 роки тому +18

    Its kinda late but rest in piece

  • @Domar95
    @Domar95 3 роки тому +6

    damn bro shes so good like fr
    Rip recky man

  • @jimjackson3824
    @jimjackson3824 4 роки тому +6

    amazing

  • @RazZiikiel
    @RazZiikiel 2 роки тому +2

    Thankyou.

  • @secondskin1955
    @secondskin1955 2 роки тому +3

    I've never felt not alone. I feel like I'm drowning. I feel like the faint light of hope is about to give out. No one I reach out to wants to talk. No one will even notice or remember when I take my life.

    • @Cromdan
      @Cromdan 2 роки тому +1

      Even though I'm just a random person somewhere in this large world, I want you to know that if right now it feels like there's nobody that cares, there always is! In time you will meet that person if it didn't alrady happen. There is a lot to do out there, just give it time. Please don't don't do something that you won't be able to regret.

    • @secondskin1955
      @secondskin1955 2 роки тому +1

      @@Cromdan You are prophesizing the future. Fact is that there are examples of corpses rotting in their apartments that were discovered only by their landlords due to money. Some people just spend their life alone. Death is the desirable state because it doesn't contain the almost ever-present regret that I feel. It's these empty assessments and suppositions that make me spiteful of any kind of hopefulness, because I end up treating them with the same filter of incredulity. This song makes me think that the regret over something irreversible will always be more powerful than caring about something still reversible.

  • @Mrshifty520
    @Mrshifty520 3 роки тому +341

    To the one person who downvoted this.... I hope you're ok. Love you.

    • @Leaffordes
      @Leaffordes 3 роки тому +56

      I downvoted too just to get your love

    • @MissMurd3r
      @MissMurd3r 3 роки тому +2

      @@Leaffordes Just gotta ask and I am sure we can give you some love.

    • @sonatarissoedits8822
      @sonatarissoedits8822 2 роки тому +1

      @@Leaffordes Hope you're doing okay bud
      stay strong

    • @frost.0707
      @frost.0707 2 роки тому

      @@Leaffordes Mind sharing?

    • @Boo_hoo7
      @Boo_hoo7 2 роки тому

      @@Leaffordes brodie just shows depression in the span of 2 milliseconds

  • @Dan_Mk2
    @Dan_Mk2 3 роки тому +3

    This is beautiful, you made me cry 😥

  • @MrBmxer41
    @MrBmxer41 3 роки тому +11

    See the problem with being depressed is you lose apart of yourself and people say it's so easy to this and do that but when you've tried all those things and nothing works what else do you do? People care more about their image these days than people that are hurting so they make fun of you and leave you out cause they're considered weird. When something happens we wake up for a bit until the next and the next and the next. Our world acts like they care but don't accept how you feel.

  • @cr-nd8qh
    @cr-nd8qh 2 роки тому +3

    We must accept death . I'm sorry

  • @Ice12287
    @Ice12287 Рік тому +10

    Hope you all are doing well in life 🤙

  • @SimplySammyK
    @SimplySammyK 2 роки тому +2

    Literally she played one key and I almost cried

  • @p09jge33we0gj
    @p09jge33we0gj 2 роки тому +2

    2 years now..

  • @GothicTech
    @GothicTech 3 роки тому +1

    Miss you but I never met you Byron. you will always be here.

  • @xXUpFromFlamesJC
    @xXUpFromFlamesJC Місяць тому

    bruh in like a super down time i'd come to this song and just play it and maya would like just the fact that she sung it for reckful or w.e meant a lot at the time or w.e, but bruh we made it man years and months went by we made moves we kinda still lackin but makin strides... keep yuh chin up

  • @TheAidiand
    @TheAidiand 4 місяці тому +2

    I feel so alone.

    • @roageapex8738
      @roageapex8738 3 місяці тому

      If you ever wanna talk I'm here for you

    • @OfficialUknow
      @OfficialUknow 3 місяці тому +1

      UUR WORTH BEILING ALIVE VE BEEN THERE BRO

    • @nathancalhoun1032
      @nathancalhoun1032 3 місяці тому

      Sending Love my human friend

  • @Drown175
    @Drown175 2 роки тому +1

    First and only stream I'd watch for years until his passing. Still miss him 😢

  • @jfjdbdbdbfbfl8316
    @jfjdbdbdbfbfl8316 3 роки тому +1

    Sadge:( wonderful Song

  • @Anomalous-One
    @Anomalous-One 2 роки тому +4

    Ugh I hate that Reckful had to go....... He was the brightest shining star on Twitch..

  • @JoSi-of3hx
    @JoSi-of3hx Рік тому +1

    everland

  • @Glue303Lover
    @Glue303Lover 2 місяці тому

    This was on Spotify and now I can't find it. Any ideas chat?

  • @lilducko
    @lilducko 2 роки тому +1

    Rest easy Byron

  • @PyhännänMarkku
    @PyhännänMarkku 2 роки тому +2

    I never saw Reckful streams but i can see from different communities that he was a person with a huge heart

  • @anatuhmi
    @anatuhmi 2 роки тому +3

    Here again

    • @anatuhmi
      @anatuhmi 2 роки тому +1

      here again

    • @UmarTahir
      @UmarTahir 2 роки тому +1

      @@anatuhmi Nice to see Reckful will always be remembered :)

  • @tokersaurus5373
    @tokersaurus5373 3 роки тому +5

    I miss my dad... i dont want to give in

  • @acadvideoart
    @acadvideoart 2 роки тому +1

    Nice sound, good luck 👍✋💗🌹

  • @budbvr6176
    @budbvr6176 3 роки тому +2

    Someone should make a guitar version

  • @georgenowacek541
    @georgenowacek541 Рік тому +2

    Still so beautiful

  • @tinger3575
    @tinger3575 3 роки тому +3

    I miss The Godfather aka reckful

  • @xXRedEggXx
    @xXRedEggXx 4 роки тому +24

    Wake up Byron PepeHands

  • @sterlingcox4502
    @sterlingcox4502 Рік тому +2

    i found this song 2 years to late... now im crying

  • @user-yt2fl2kk4t
    @user-yt2fl2kk4t 2 роки тому +4

    sad

  • @bl33__
    @bl33__ 3 роки тому +1

    rip sadge

  • @Bneboy
    @Bneboy 3 роки тому +1

    Sadge PianoTime

  • @piltchamberlin
    @piltchamberlin 3 роки тому +2

    woah

  • @hendrikd.7615
    @hendrikd.7615 3 роки тому +3

    why is the original song gone ?!

    • @kniteort
      @kniteort  3 роки тому +2

      I have no idea, but i would guess the account who uploaded it is deleted

    • @jumpyjumpyjumpyy
      @jumpyjumpyjumpyy 3 роки тому +1

      @@kniteort I think it got copyright claimed, went to look for it found a link that said it was the original singing and it said it was copyright claimed by her channel, don't know why.

    • @jumpyjumpyjumpyy
      @jumpyjumpyjumpyy 3 роки тому +1

      but it might be because the channel that uploaded it was probably making money off of it

    • @hendrikd.7615
      @hendrikd.7615 3 роки тому

      @@jumpyjumpyjumpyy sadge

  • @nemanjanikolic8840
    @nemanjanikolic8840 3 роки тому +2

    Rip Legend

  • @cdhax
    @cdhax Рік тому +3

    I wish I had the chance to meet you byron, you seemed like a wonderful human wherever you are I hope you're in peace. I'll meet you one day.

  • @AmpharosPTCG
    @AmpharosPTCG 3 роки тому +1

    Now im crying :|

  • @thatwerdowithaskateboard7632
    @thatwerdowithaskateboard7632 3 роки тому +1

    Fuck me a got chills

  • @LordFartamor
    @LordFartamor Місяць тому +1

  • @libirin6358
    @libirin6358 3 роки тому +1

    FeelsStrongMan Clap

  • @BlackBirds93
    @BlackBirds93 4 роки тому +8

    PepeHands

  • @s6sy
    @s6sy Рік тому +2

    It hurts….

  • @EarthSpirit.easyzdota
    @EarthSpirit.easyzdota Місяць тому +1

    Sad

  • @savenlight6116
    @savenlight6116 Місяць тому +1

    Maaan

  • @cateador12
    @cateador12 Рік тому +1

    RIP Reckful

  • @lukethiel
    @lukethiel 4 роки тому +2

  • @gabrielvanhook9794
    @gabrielvanhook9794 3 роки тому

    R.I.P. fly high 😭

  • @890xz
    @890xz 2 роки тому +2

    :(

  • @SapphiR3_
    @SapphiR3_ 2 роки тому +1

    :c

  • @Bob-jv4yf
    @Bob-jv4yf 9 місяців тому +1

    Sounds like like “let it go” from frozen

  • @mewnhouse6383
    @mewnhouse6383 3 роки тому +1

    11+4

  • @ItsMeFred121
    @ItsMeFred121 2 роки тому

    sucked

    • @UmarTahir
      @UmarTahir 2 роки тому +1

      Why did you feel the need to comment this? People watch this video to mourn someone's loss. I genuinely don't understand why you'd want to make anyone feel down on themselves for that

  • @SpidermanAteMyDog
    @SpidermanAteMyDog 2 роки тому +6

    reckful died on my birthday... I was waiting all day for him to stream before the news broke

    • @UmarTahir
      @UmarTahir 2 роки тому +2

      Dude... I am so so sorry to hear that. I hope every birthday of your's from here on out is wonderful and enriches your life. All power to you ✊

    • @alanm6o9
      @alanm6o9 2 роки тому +2

      My birthday is also a tough time of year for similar reasons. It's hard man but you aren't alone I love you