We're glad to have both of you still here. Everyone has someone they can talk to. You should find that someone and talk to you friend. Do that for you.
The last part of this video hit me hard. I have so much in this life but I keep trying to sabotage it with my alcoholism, food addiction and stupid choices. Thanks for helping me muster up hope.
Just on the off chance you read this, I've been watching for over 10 years now and I want to say I'm really glad you are still around. Thanks for all the laughs over the years and sharing this story, I really think it's going to help anyone in that same mental space right now, keep doing what you do!
Something you said about 18 minutes in struck me as totally relatable, and I always feel guilty saying it because of how many people have lost so much due to Covid, but the ways the world changed and slowed down due to Covid saved my life. At age 42, I was at the lowest point of my life in the fall of 2019, and I saw no way out, and the ways the world changed in 2020 and how we were forced to reevaluate our lives and make drastic changes literally saved my life…mentally, physically, emotionally, spiritually, all of it. I’m glad I’m still here, and I’m glad you’re still here too my friend.
Dang. This actually gave me goosebumps. I also tried to off myself in 2019. I ended up in the hospital and then a mental facility and I have been picking up the pieces ever since. I know how this feels. The day I was gonna do it, I decided to not because I was taking care of my two little kids and momma wasn’t home and I refused to leave them alone. When she was home, in the middle of the night, that’s when I tried. I am also thankful that I didn’t succeed. This life is worth living.
It’s funny how sometimes, when things get really bad and you begin to hate your life…someone who you have never been able to meet in person reminds you why you should keep living. Thank you, Boogie… I’ve watched you for years- from when I was a kid until this point now. I really needed this video… I really really did…
As someone who lost his mom just last year, this is definitely what I needed to hear to keep myself in good spirits through my grief. Thank you boogie.
Very touching Boogie, 2019 was my mental health low, followed by COVID which made it much worse. I’m finally bouncing back and I’m so fucking glad you didn’t end it all. You’re my favorite content creator and I’ve been watching you since I was 12 (now 22). There is no one else who comes close to your heart. Love you man and here’s to a brighter future and a boogie comeback :)
I have been watching you for over a decade now boogie. You are more than a youtuber. You are like family. I have enjoyed watching your journey the ups and the downs. I hope you keep going for a long time to come. I will continue to watch what you do. Thanks for all you do.
Keep making videos like this man you have saved my life a few times with videos like these from the past iv watched you for 11 years now my favorite UA-camr you and rich of review tech
I went through a depressive episode recently, and finding hope was really hard. At the end of this video when you shockingly say your happy, that’s something I felt. It’s weird so go through hardship, one after another, only to come out of it somewhat happy. I think much like our demons, our path to happiness lies within.
I've been a fan of you since 2012 I was 10 years old and now I'm 20 and you've been a awesome inspiration I'm glad that you're alive without you I don't think youtube will ever be the same
You’ve definitely helped me get through a dark time in my life that almost destroyed me and I just wanna say thank you from the bottom of my heart. You’re an amazing person and I can’t wait to see what else you got for us!
Boogie you don’t know me but I want you to know how much you’ve affected my life. I’m a 23 year old guy who has had struggles with an anxiety disorder and more currently a year long vertigo struggle. Other than that im very active and healthy so they can’t figure out what’s wrong with me. You’re an inspiration to all kinds of people and way too hard on yourself. Thank you for continuing to make these videos and fighting with us.
@deejay my sister has vertigo as well also a big anxiety problem. Stay strong and please just try to appreciate what u have no matter how little or how much and think a little less bout the things you don't have. I know that's easier said then done but if you just try then there will always be hope
Love ya boogie. I battled with my severe depression throughout my early 20s and still to this day, but being able to watch influencers like you, watching your fight through it and your survival through it, gives me and everybody else around us just that nice kick in the butt to get us through the day. And look at all of us, we made it through all of our worst days and more to come
I went through my divorce around the same time as yours. Your divorce video helped me push through mine even while I was having the same “delete myself” thoughts. So from the bottom of my heart, thank you, Boogie. You really helped me get through a hard time.
Could you revisit your subject on managing money? I found your "What it's like to be broke" video to be very insightful and I'd like to hear your thoughts on the matter 10+ years later and what you've learned about it over the course of that time.
I'm happy to hear how things have turned for the better for you! I can understand how in a position like yours back then, that it felt like the entire world was against you. The realization of how many people still care is not easy to make, since support can be more silent than hate. I've been enjoying and growing with your content for over 6 years but don't make much of a presence. I'll take this opportunity though to say that I would be absolutely distraught to know that you've gone to early. I'm sure I'm not alone. I'm grateful that you're still here, making content, sharing your perspectives and making us all better in the process. I don't think it's possible to ever know or quantify the good you do for the world, but I'm certain it's pretty sizable.
Keep it up man! You are a good guy at heart, we all have done things that we regret. like you said, just living and showing you are hoofing it is an inspiration to anyone that feels like it's too much to handle. Be a light in a dark world. Even if it's a dim light, it's brighter because of you.
I found your channel cause of the Francis skit when I was 16, I'm 31 now. And to me, your channel is as nostalgic and as timeless as One Piece. I'm glad you are still here Boogie. Truly I am!!!
Love you, Boogie. I don't know if you've read and/or listened to Ram Dass...his lecture on suffering, but you should. You're an inspiration, and I appreciate you being around. Keep it up!
Man Boogie this has got to be one of my favorite videos of yours. Reminds me of the old days of you sitting in your room with the mattress on the ground talking about your life. Glad to see you doing well man!
Man anybody who really enforces or encourages any content creator of any kind to try and commit suicide have got issues themselves. I don’t care who it is
Thank you for being here in this planet. You are a survivor. Like many of us. I went through massive abuse as a child and now have anxiety and depression. I got a Fisher Wallace Stimulator. It helps. Anyways, my kitties give me purpose. Back in school. Getting my graduate degree. I am strong.
Glad you didn't. Been watching since RWJ featured your Francis WOW rage video in =3. Seems like a lifetime ago now. Have been through your highs and low. You got this man
Love you boogs, always have and always will and no matter what drama or publicity BS may get in your way, you'll always have us. Stay strong my brother, your strength and your journey mirrors my own and is an inspiration. We love you
Boogie you are the best man alive, you created a 4th of my childhood and I still appreciate you to this day. Don't think people will stop caring about you, because that's not true there's people out there like me that still support you. Your the best man, don't delete yourself because we would be very sad if we saw the person that created and influenced our childhood just completely gone, we will stand by your side for the entire ride of your life. Don't let some asshole take you down. We believe in you, I believe in you.
I've done something similar when I got a pet. I knew I was in danger and I needed something to need me. I needed it to matter whether or not I was alive, and a pet can be that for a while when you're in crisis. Bless their little hearts.
I'm so sorry it got that bad. It got that bad for me at one point. I admitted myself into treatment. I knew I needed to do something to be here for my kids. The only thing that keeps me alive is my kids but at that point I felt they would be better off if I was gone. So I finally told my husband I needed some help or I was gone. I'm glad you thought about your dog. Just know you're worth it.
I can honestly say this is one of the best videos you've put out in quite a while. I don't say this to question you but I only hope every word of it was true and sincere.
hang in there buddy, I don't know you personally but having seen so many of your videos I fel like I know you a little, and what I've seen is a good man with a kind heart. If you can use your platform for good and help others struggling all the better. Peace dude.
Boogie... we don't know eachother but ive been with you since Francis easter. stay strong man I just turned 23 on the 1st of April. Im a young man and you inspire me brother.. thank you!
Glad to have you here Boogie. As I said on the previous video, really enjoying the regular uploads. I personnaly enjoy eating your voice (you would make one hell of a radio host)
I couldn't imagine a life sitting here watching your old videos thinking "damn i can't believe he's been gone for 3 years." That would've sucked so hard 😭
I'm happy your still here I had no idea you were going through that type of thing. I wouldn't say I know how you felt because when I wanted to die it was for totally different reasons but I do know how it feels to be certain your gonna just take your own life. Less than a year ago I straight thought I was going to die because I was in so much pain I didn't think I could do it. One of the biggest things that saved me was thinking of my parents and the people that cared about me but it really just makes me happy that you got through it man because I got through mine to.
I’m am blessed you didn’t end this beautiful life you got I’ve seen you get stronger every day life is a war of pain anxiety and anger and god is testing your to see what you can handle and damn it you have overcome so much in life I pray for you every night and I love you boogie I’m blessed to have your in my life and I watch you every day. 🤍 keep getting stronger much love *hugs*
Boogie I loved you when you played videos games, then I loved you when you streamed every night on twitch. Now I love this 2022 real boogie on UA-cam. One step at a time my friend.
I’m happy that you’re alive. Watched the whole video. Really interesting hearing your behind the scenes look at the years. Cheers to another 40 good years on this earth!!
Hey man, to you and anyone else, I'm glad you are here, and if ever you come across this choice again, please choose the gift of life. Talking things out with just one person can make a difference too.
I've barely started the video but all I have to say is never unalive yourself Boogie. Ever. Just know that some of us really REALLY appreciate what you offer as a person and as an OG UA-camr and content creator. Your content and live streams have helped me through some tough days. Look how many people you've impacted. Even after losing some people sub count is 4.15 million! You clearly have a lot to offer this world. We need you here Boogie. You're awesome man ❤️
God, this legit made me tear up. And while I’m work haha. Thanks for being so vulnerable and self aware, Boogie. Thanks for staying. Thanks for making the world just a little bit better. With this video, I’m positive you’re helping save lots of lives. Keep your head up. We love you, buddy❤️
I've been at the bottom of the pit of despair like you were. It was the hardest thing in my life to crawl out of it and not pull the delete trigger, but I'm glad I didnt. I'm also glad you didnt do it either.
I tell you Boogie you helped me in my divorce. You were still married back then but just watching your videos somehow brought me some happiness in a time that was the worst of my life.
This was, exactly what I needed to hear, right in the correct moment, you prevented a life to be lost, with tear in my eyes, I want to thank you.
I have no clue who you are, but I love you. Keep goin. Something good has to be coming up sometime...
So glad this can help. You got this. Keep it up. Stay.
Tu eres especial para muchos. El oxígeno es infinito así que puedes robar toda una vida de el.💪🏾
Thank you for choosing life, my friend.
We're glad to have both of you still here. Everyone has someone they can talk to. You should find that someone and talk to you friend. Do that for you.
Your advice helped me 10 years ago and still helps me today. Needed to hear this and I’m glad you’re still here. Thank you Boogie
Must be hard being rich and never working a day in your life.
The last part of this video hit me hard. I have so much in this life but I keep trying to sabotage it with my alcoholism, food addiction and stupid choices. Thanks for helping me muster up hope.
You got this man
Just on the off chance you read this, I've been watching for over 10 years now and I want to say I'm really glad you are still around. Thanks for all the laughs over the years and sharing this story, I really think it's going to help anyone in that same mental space right now, keep doing what you do!
As a fellow Arkansan brother I'm glad you're still around. I've been there.
Something you said about 18 minutes in struck me as totally relatable, and I always feel guilty saying it because of how many people have lost so much due to Covid, but the ways the world changed and slowed down due to Covid saved my life. At age 42, I was at the lowest point of my life in the fall of 2019, and I saw no way out, and the ways the world changed in 2020 and how we were forced to reevaluate our lives and make drastic changes literally saved my life…mentally, physically, emotionally, spiritually, all of it. I’m glad I’m still here, and I’m glad you’re still here too my friend.
I'm glad you were able to pull through all of that and I'm glad you're still here.
Dang. This actually gave me goosebumps. I also tried to off myself in 2019. I ended up in the hospital and then a mental facility and I have been picking up the pieces ever since. I know how this feels. The day I was gonna do it, I decided to not because I was taking care of my two little kids and momma wasn’t home and I refused to leave them alone. When she was home, in the middle of the night, that’s when I tried.
I am also thankful that I didn’t succeed. This life is worth living.
Glad you are still with us 👍
@@zodden01 ❤️ thank you
Thanks for sharing all this boogie and I’m glad you’re still here. You’ve helped me more than you’ll ever know.
It’s funny how sometimes, when things get really bad and you begin to hate your life…someone who you have never been able to meet in person reminds you why you should keep living. Thank you, Boogie…
I’ve watched you for years- from when I was a kid until this point now. I really needed this video… I really really did…
I'm glad you're still in the land of the living, too. I appreciate you and your videos.
As someone who lost his mom just last year, this is definitely what I needed to hear to keep myself in good spirits through my grief. Thank you boogie.
thank you for this Boogie ... you will save lives with this video guaranteed.
i am very happy you are still here, loved your content for years now !!
Very touching Boogie, 2019 was my mental health low, followed by COVID which made it much worse. I’m finally bouncing back and I’m so fucking glad you didn’t end it all. You’re my favorite content creator and I’ve been watching you since I was 12 (now 22). There is no one else who comes close to your heart. Love you man and here’s to a brighter future and a boogie comeback :)
I have been watching you for over a decade now boogie. You are more than a youtuber. You are like family. I have enjoyed watching your journey the ups and the downs. I hope you keep going for a long time to come. I will continue to watch what you do. Thanks for all you do.
Keep making videos like this man you have saved my life a few times with videos like these from the past iv watched you for 11 years now my favorite UA-camr you and rich of review tech
This made me realize all the things I should be grateful for but take for granted.
I don't know if there is anyone who has put themselves out there more than you boogie, it is remarkable. I appreciate you.
I went through a depressive episode recently, and finding hope was really hard. At the end of this video when you shockingly say your happy, that’s something I felt. It’s weird so go through hardship, one after another, only to come out of it somewhat happy. I think much like our demons, our path to happiness lies within.
I'm glad you are still here buddy keep up the awesome work and I hope this helps out a lot of people
I've been a fan of you since 2012 I was 10 years old and now I'm 20 and you've been a awesome inspiration I'm glad that you're alive without you I don't think youtube will ever be the same
You’ve definitely helped me get through a dark time in my life that almost destroyed me and I just wanna say thank you from the bottom of my heart. You’re an amazing person and I can’t wait to see what else you got for us!
I'm so glad you made that choice to stay and keep pushing through what life will throw at you, keep it up and thank you
Boogie you don’t know me but I want you to know how much you’ve affected my life. I’m a 23 year old guy who has had struggles with an anxiety disorder and more currently a year long vertigo struggle. Other than that im very active and healthy so they can’t figure out what’s wrong with me. You’re an inspiration to all kinds of people and way too hard on yourself. Thank you for continuing to make these videos and fighting with us.
@deejay my sister has vertigo as well also a big anxiety problem. Stay strong and please just try to appreciate what u have no matter how little or how much and think a little less bout the things you don't have. I know that's easier said then done but if you just try then there will always be hope
@@marcmarc6591 Appreciate your kind words and encouragement. Seems there are good people in this world after all
Love ya boogie. I battled with my severe depression throughout my early 20s and still to this day, but being able to watch influencers like you, watching your fight through it and your survival through it, gives me and everybody else around us just that nice kick in the butt to get us through the day. And look at all of us, we made it through all of our worst days and more to come
I went through my divorce around the same time as yours. Your divorce video helped me push through mine even while I was having the same “delete myself” thoughts. So from the bottom of my heart, thank you, Boogie. You really helped me get through a hard time.
I feel this, thank you for being here to share your experience.
I’m glad you are still here to tell your story. I’m also glad Sammy could have helped you ❤️❤️❤️
I'm glad I started watching you. I feel like you inspire me to want to do better for myself an my loved one and friends. Thank you.💙💚💜💛
Could you revisit your subject on managing money? I found your "What it's like to be broke" video to be very insightful and I'd like to hear your thoughts on the matter 10+ years later and what you've learned about it over the course of that time.
I'm happy to hear how things have turned for the better for you! I can understand how in a position like yours back then, that it felt like the entire world was against you. The realization of how many people still care is not easy to make, since support can be more silent than hate. I've been enjoying and growing with your content for over 6 years but don't make much of a presence. I'll take this opportunity though to say that I would be absolutely distraught to know that you've gone to early. I'm sure I'm not alone. I'm grateful that you're still here, making content, sharing your perspectives and making us all better in the process. I don't think it's possible to ever know or quantify the good you do for the world, but I'm certain it's pretty sizable.
Wow I really needed this today. Thank you so much.
You're a good person and you matter, keep going bud
Keep it up man! You are a good guy at heart, we all have done things that we regret. like you said, just living and showing you are hoofing it is an inspiration to anyone that feels like it's too much to handle. Be a light in a dark world. Even if it's a dim light, it's brighter because of you.
I’m very glad you’re here with us
I'm glad you chose to stay, but I'm also glad you have chosen to be so brutally honest with all that you have gone through.
I found your channel cause of the Francis skit when I was 16, I'm 31 now. And to me, your channel is as nostalgic and as timeless as One Piece. I'm glad you are still here Boogie. Truly I am!!!
I'm very glad you are still here and im very proud of you!
Love you, Boogie. I don't know if you've read and/or listened to Ram Dass...his lecture on suffering, but you should. You're an inspiration, and I appreciate you being around. Keep it up!
Man Boogie this has got to be one of my favorite videos of yours. Reminds me of the old days of you sitting in your room with the mattress on the ground talking about your life. Glad to see you doing well man!
I'll say it. Thank God you are still with us. There are many of us that truly like having you here.
I'm happy you are here with us!
We love you 💪🏾
As an expert in the subreddit of hate against Boogie, These people wanted him to die. They are not good people!
why r u reading those kinda subreddits???
Man anybody who really enforces or encourages any content creator of any kind to try and commit suicide have got issues themselves. I don’t care who it is
@@viz8732 I’m working on a video on Boogie and had to do the research.
@@hr0727 100% agree
Thank you for being here in this planet. You are a survivor. Like many of us. I went through massive abuse as a child and now have anxiety and depression. I got a Fisher Wallace Stimulator. It helps. Anyways, my kitties give me purpose. Back in school. Getting my graduate degree. I am strong.
Glad you didn't. Been watching since RWJ featured your Francis WOW rage video in =3. Seems like a lifetime ago now. Have been through your highs and low. You got this man
Love you boogs, always have and always will and no matter what drama or publicity BS may get in your way, you'll always have us. Stay strong my brother, your strength and your journey mirrors my own and is an inspiration.
We love you
Boogie got me crying. Really needed to see this video
This dude is the male version of Amberlynn Reid
This video is excellent. Especially the joy needs to be earned, misery is free part. What a great line. And very true.
Very well put my friend. Keep them cams rolling and never let others get you down. 💯
stay strong boogie i have watched you since 2013 i'm still a big fan of yours and thank you for everything boogie take care much love
I’m glad you’re here. Thank you!
Boogie you are the best man alive, you created a 4th of my childhood and I still appreciate you to this day. Don't think people will stop caring about you, because that's not true there's people out there like me that still support you. Your the best man, don't delete yourself because we would be very sad if we saw the person that created and influenced our childhood just completely gone, we will stand by your side for the entire ride of your life. Don't let some asshole take you down. We believe in you, I believe in you.
I've done something similar when I got a pet. I knew I was in danger and I needed something to need me. I needed it to matter whether or not I was alive, and a pet can be that for a while when you're in crisis. Bless their little hearts.
I'm so sorry it got that bad. It got that bad for me at one point. I admitted myself into treatment. I knew I needed to do something to be here for my kids. The only thing that keeps me alive is my kids but at that point I felt they would be better off if I was gone. So I finally told my husband I needed some help or I was gone. I'm glad you thought about your dog. Just know you're worth it.
Glad you’ve decided to stick around. There’s still beauty in life you don’t want to miss out on.
I can honestly say this is one of the best videos you've put out in quite a while. I don't say this to question you but I only hope every word of it was true and sincere.
Its the truth. Trust me.
Thank you Boogie. This is so meaningful and it brought me to tears
You are amazing I love how down to earth you are please don’t allow negative people to take up negative space in your life 💕💕💕🙌
hang in there buddy, I don't know you personally but having seen so many of your videos I fel like I know you a little, and what I've seen is a good man with a kind heart. If you can use your platform for good and help others struggling all the better. Peace dude.
This is what I needed. Thank you.
Be grateful, despite your suffering, Boogie. Life is hard, and yet wonderful and unbelievable too. Live.
Boogie... we don't know eachother but ive been with you since Francis easter. stay strong man I just turned 23 on the 1st of April. Im a young man and you inspire me brother.. thank you!
Glad to have you here Boogie. As I said on the previous video, really enjoying the regular uploads. I personnaly enjoy eating your voice (you would make one hell of a radio host)
I've always enjoyed watching your videos including the Francis ones which made me subscribe to this channel, I could understand how you feel.
I will never relate because I personally love my life. life is great. but I’m really glad you’re still here man.
I couldn't imagine a life sitting here watching your old videos thinking "damn i can't believe he's been gone for 3 years." That would've sucked so hard 😭
I'm happy your still here I had no idea you were going through that type of thing. I wouldn't say I know how you felt because when I wanted to die it was for totally different reasons but I do know how it feels to be certain your gonna just take your own life. Less than a year ago I straight thought I was going to die because I was in so much pain I didn't think I could do it. One of the biggest things that saved me was thinking of my parents and the people that cared about me but it really just makes me happy that you got through it man because I got through mine to.
Boogie I love you. Watched you over a decade. Love you, period.
I love your videos, boogie you are one of a kind. we love you.
I’m am blessed you didn’t end this beautiful life you got I’ve seen you get stronger every day life is a war of pain anxiety and anger and god is testing your to see what you can handle and damn it you have overcome so much in life I pray for you every night and I love you boogie I’m blessed to have your in my life and I watch you every day. 🤍 keep getting stronger much love *hugs*
Well said boogie keep up the fight I believe in you dude
Hearing that you are happy makes me happy
Boogie I loved you when you played videos games, then I loved you when you streamed every night on twitch. Now I love this 2022 real boogie on UA-cam. One step at a time my friend.
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Glad to see ya again
I watch your videos lot less than i used to cos my life situation, but when i ask my wife who's my favorite youtuber she says "boogie!". So much love
I’m still waiting for that happiness but yet, I’m still here. Good vid, bud.
I’m happy that you’re alive. Watched the whole video. Really interesting hearing your behind the scenes look at the years. Cheers to another 40 good years on this earth!!
Im just glad you made it thru the 2020 ages
glad to see you alive and well.
Glad you are alive
What a great video and even greater message.
I’m glad to hear your ancestors were able to help you :)
You got this Boogie. Life sucks, I’ve been there. Even when you feel like everything is going good, the best is still yet to come!
Glad you’re still with us, Boogie. ❤️
Boogie i love your videos, never give up.
Hey man, to you and anyone else, I'm glad you are here, and if ever you come across this choice again, please choose the gift of life. Talking things out with just one person can make a difference too.
I've barely started the video but all I have to say is never unalive yourself Boogie. Ever. Just know that some of us really REALLY appreciate what you offer as a person and as an OG UA-camr and content creator. Your content and live streams have helped me through some tough days. Look how many people you've impacted. Even after losing some people sub count is 4.15 million! You clearly have a lot to offer this world. We need you here Boogie. You're awesome man ❤️
God, this legit made me tear up. And while I’m work haha. Thanks for being so vulnerable and self aware, Boogie. Thanks for staying. Thanks for making the world just a little bit better. With this video, I’m positive you’re helping save lots of lives. Keep your head up. We love you, buddy❤️
Love you Boogie. I'll always root for your pursuit of happiness
Thank you Boogie. You are an inspiration
I love you man. You are so strong.
psychs save my life in a similar way. glad it gave you the help you needed! ✌
I've been at the bottom of the pit of despair like you were. It was the hardest thing in my life to crawl out of it and not pull the delete trigger, but I'm glad I didnt. I'm also glad you didnt do it either.
Glad you stuck around man.
I tell you Boogie you helped me in my divorce. You were still married back then but just watching your videos somehow brought me some happiness in a time that was the worst of my life.
Take care of yourself man.
People enjoy listening to you.
Onwards and upwards, fck the haters. I've always known he's a good man really. Don't let the bastards win!
definitely needed some of these words of wisdom thanks boog💙