PICK A CARD 🔮 Guidance From Your Spirit Guides 💎
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- Опубліковано 9 лют 2025
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My name is Alexia, you can call me Lexi 🌹
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I began my spiritual awakening when I was 14 years old. I began teaching myself tarot at age 15, later developing with runes, tea leaves & nature. I began studying astrology aged 16 and later on began teaching myself numerology. I launched my UA-cam channel in 2020. As of 2023, I became a certified Shamanic Practitioner.
I am a Leo Sun ♌️, Aquarius Moon ♒️ & Cancer Ascendant ♋️.
In Vedic astrology, I am a Magha Sun, Dhanishta Moon & Punarvasu Ascendant.
In Numerology I am a Life Path 7.
I prefer to channel during readings, using my gift of Claircognizance, aswell as using my clairesentience to embody the energy that i work with. I also have the gift of clairvoyance. Blending these gifts together, I like to refer to my style as an energy reader.
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🦁 in this space i offer free pick a card readings, as well as guidance from my own knowledge on certain philosophical topics that i have studied over the years. My insight and opinions will always grow & evolve, the more I grow & go deeper on my journey.
Please remember that we all see & experience life through our own eyes & with different elements of conciousness. I speak with my truth & my connection the divine, in which you do not always have to align with. I like to look at contrasting opinions as two sides of the same coin. I do not believe in one ultimate truth, rather all of us being fragments experiencing small parts of a greater truth.
Remember with pick a cards, they are meant to be used as a tool. Your free will, will always be above all else & you have the ability to altar your timelines beyond any prediction, or timeline in front of you.
Any direction & emotions that we have in the present, can altar our timelines and take us in different directions, so my pick a cards are to be used as a tool, to show you the timeline you are currently on & you can change this or take on the information as you wish. Please be respectful in my comments section and if I do not resonate with you, you are free to unsubscribe.
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Thank you for being you ❤
I would actually like an inner child or how to heal it reading. Or let go of it. Thank you, Lexi, for the reading! #3
Noted 📝 💛💛
Inner child healing is a long process and psychotherapy really helps in individuation which is the key to mental health
@@RippleDrop. thank you for that, I'm actually doing therapy right now, and so I've come to realize how long of a process it would be. Although it'll be a process of learning more about me.
You don't need a reading, its forgiveness
@@sarahskinner4283 yes but the reading would be how to forgive since everyone is different
i have the perfect shadow work prompt for Pile 3: “What expectations were put on you as a child, and how did this affect your sense of self and life choices?”
i RAN to do this journal prompt before finishing the reading and MAN OH MAN it was everything i needed! thank you Lexi for guiding me to release that burden💛
Pile 3. The 5-year-old me is so pissed and angry. She just can't understand why her father gave love to her younger sister but not her. She has been working so hard but it never was good enough for him. He always was distant, avoidant, angry with her because no matter what she did, how much she did - he never gave her love. He didn't understand her why she always was annoyed, frustrated, dissatisfied.
I as an adult me still try to please older men, yet I am so angry with myself for doing this, why I still keep finding myself in work environments where I have to work so hard, to be accepted, validated, yet it never is good enough. And I feel angry at myself for doing so.
I really feel I would benefit from a message from my inner girl, so I would truly appreciate a reading on this, Lexi! Thank you so much for being an open channel and my spiritual bestie. I love you
This was an incredibly insightful reading. I picked pile 3 and this cycle has been so exhausting and I just want to be unstuck. I plan to go deeper in therapy but also hoping you can do a reading in what our inner child wants us to look at right now and what it needs at this time! Thanks Lexi
Additionally, if anyone here resonates with pile 3, please read the book ‘The Summons of love’. It is incredibly illuminating
Inner child reading seems the most fitting so far so will do one of these soon, thank you 🫂💛
Thank you for this recommendation 🐱🐈❤❤
Yay! I found the book on my local library app!😊 Thank you for the recommendation.
I wish more people thought like you the world would be a better place
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Pile 2: sticking to my own frequency, exactly what I’m processing lately. I used to always say yes due to my childhood upbringing. I released a lot blockages over the last years, and now it feels like the end of the hard journey. There is only a little left of that fear of rejection. the integration process will surely take some months. I need to see that my fears don’t come true, or if ppl reject me they are the wrong ppl in first place.
Uh, and changing my morning routines: feeling into what’s up in me and molding the day around my needs is sth im also leaning. I often start shaming myself when I’m not productive enough. It’s hard for me to acknowledge a slower day…
Thanks Lexi ❤
Pile 3. It resonates so much. I left home last night because my mum practically told me she didn't love me anymore, if she ever did. I stopped giving her anything. I feel upset and I feel like she's made me feel crazy. I've never felt good enough for her. She's been horrible to me. I keep hearing "you're crazy' in my head as I look at what I don't like about her behaviour. It's heartbreaking to feel like your mum never loved you and only cared about herself and the fact I made her look good.
It's strange that she thinks this way. I feel a confused by her at this moment. I am hoping to process all of this in a healthy way. I need to forgive myself for accepting this for so long. Thank you Lexi, you're so very beautiful
Pile 3: Omg Lexi I cried so much listening to your message… Exactly how I’m feeling and how the emotions came up entering the New Year. Definitely a reading on healing my inner child or what my inner child would to tell me. 🙏🏼💜💫 Thank you so much for your messages! They always help me through my difficult emotions ✨
Pile 1: I’ve been having a career crisis and this brought me so much hope, I intuitively felt called to wear amethyst before the reading and my affirmation app literally said ‘youre not stuck, you’re getting ready to bloom” during the reading. This is amazing thank you ❤
Pile 3 perfect. Exactly what i am living❤
You are an amazing tarot reader ❤ thank you so much for sharing your gift with us❤
You’re so welcome 🫂💛💛
Pile 3 ❤ 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 thank you so much dear Lexi
A Parental reading would maybe help to clear further ✌️💓
pile 3 was so accurate for me. i’ve been trying to let go of this for almost a decade at this point and i’m very over it lol. a “why can’t i let go of this situation” reading would be really good! thank you for your energy! 🙏🏻💖
Omg Lexi, pile 2 just started and I get it! The peter pan/shadow mist/water. Also then with the adjusting your environment to help you ground. These are for me. I've been made aware I'm too in my Crown and 3rd eye, and NEED to ground to help me get things going in the 3d that I have to do (goals). It's very hard for me. So they've been telling me I need to ground, get into my root chakra, and to change and adjust my environment to help me feel more in the 3d. Your readings are always great, thank you!
Pile 3
It’s so frustrating, specially when’s it’s been years of purging and healing. It makes me want to give up. It’s like constantly being told you aren’t doing it right, you’re not doing it good enough. And then I get frustrated and angry
#3 This is so right on! I see I do need help purging, although I keep trying!
Thank you Lexi, I also see Father / Daughter interactions in movies or TV shows and feel a deep sense of grief. I sat on the floor last year and cried for the first time acknowledging that I never got to experience the feeling of safety as a girl or as a woman of having a Father care for and protect me. Something more difficult to acknowledge and am still working through is the Mother / Daughter wounds, just wanted to mention as I know for me at least this is something I still experience a lot of denial about. Inner child readings as suggested would be appreciated xx
I chose 3 & I feel there is definitely something stuck in the unseen , have been doing child healing already but sometimes still feel the abandonment come up & looking forward to finding the right technique that pulls it up🙏🏼Ty for your love and insightful intuitive messages. Your such a bright light in my path 💕
Thank you Lexi for the messages 😊 felt drawn to piles 1 & 3 ❤ many blessings to you
Smoky quartz. I woke up this morning, feeling in a daze, feeling so incredibly sad. You put words on my sadness, Lexi...Thank you❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤍
pile #2 is EXACTLY what i’m going through right now. i keep nodding vigorously through listening lol. thank you 🥺
Thanks!
Pile 3. Thank you. A huge part of my healing journey has been to be my own parent and let go of the pain of not having that support as a child.
Thank you so much for pile number 3, Lexi. I connected so well to your story, and I often find resonance with your energy. Being a fellow Aquarius moon, it’s such a hard placement for childhood trauma. I’m still releasing anger towards my father for being emotionally unavailable, unintentionally abusive and making me grow up way too quickly after my mother passing away when I was younger. I’ve realized recently that I have never felt unconditional love from my environment, and it wasn’t until last year that I started to look deep within and realize how wounded I really am. A lot of shadow work later, I’ve healed the worst but still have ways to go. Thank you, this message provided me with the encouragement to keep healing it because I can see the light at the end of the tunnel ✨🤍 lots of love to you!
Btw I would love a reading about that one blind spot/what I’m not seeing in regards to inner child or repeating patterns because it’s so hard to see the core wound and I feel like I’m spinning in circles a lot trying to pin point it.
Pile 3....❤❤ Yes you are so on point lexi ....would love an inner child healing video because i have been purging and clearing for long.
Pile number 3: the way the reading has just started and I’m already like 😳 I don’t think you realise how on point you are
“How I can let go of this person” would be so powerful for me right and others as well! ❤ i second the inner child one it’s hard to pick between those two
Pile 2: Last night I had a complete mental breakdown was sitting in a lot of fear based emotions. Thankfully, I've learned to listen to 528 Hz cleansing music and images of oceans to help me get through it. And then seeing this reading pop up, I haven't discovered you before now, but I'm so thankful because pile 2 was so accurate. (aquarius sun and scorpio moon, so yes, misty indeed LOL) I live with my brother and we are both going through a hard time but I'm dealing with things in a more positive way ie: feelings and healing, trying to ground and not let it keep me low. While he is still in this 'f' the world, very low and negative type feeling. I love my brother and want to be there for him, but I'm realizing that somehow I'm picking up his energy when he is dumping his trauma onto me and it's affecting me more then I realize. I am an empathic person who can't help but mirror other peoples energies, so when you mentioned that I tailor myself to suit other peoples needs, it hit so strong and true. Truth is that I want to help others get through their trauma but because I am this empathic (I compare myself to a walking black tourmaline, it sucks sometimes, lol) it can be difficult to decipher what is my true energy and what is someone else's fear. I definitely need to create a daily routine where I can shed all of the outside energies that attract onto me and get back to my core energy. Your message resonated so well, thank you for describing and giving me this message. I will take the advice and make it a practice and just subscribed to your channel! TYSM!
Pile#3 Happy New Year 🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊, dear Lexy 🌹🌹💐💐 2024 is already here and feeling the energies shifting 😊😊 Thank you for this reading 🥀🥀🥀🥀 Through time and after doing a lot of inner work and healing I have learnt and accepted that everything I went through - including lack of love doesn't represent me and I poured into myself first and that they have their own shadows to face that have nothing to do with me 😊😊 Thank you for your personal confession, Lexy. It really helps 😊😊❤❤ " I begin with Love, I end with Love" 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕
How to heal abandonment issues-it’s definitely parents-it’s also about role reversal that’s happening as well since I’m know caring for my mum pile-3! Thank you Lexi
#3 🤍 - I appreciate you.
Pile 3 - would like a reading on how to purge residual feelings from a connection that is no longer serving us.
Thank you always for your wise insights 💛
Pile #3 🌸🙏🌸...I'm feeling a lot of anger whenever I think of childhood traumatic memories. Just why? And it's been so long, wish the pain would go away.
Totally resonated with this comment ! I find doing deep dive breathwork or energy healing with setting the intention to really feel and release all the feelings.
For example locate the place in your body that you can feel it (anger, sadness etc) and then once you have located it within your body, really feel into it and then I can generally cry and release it. It’s past Energy stuck in our bodies.
It may take a few times but it definitely works.
Hope this helps ❤
@@SophRose1Thank you sister I will try this, sounds promising. Have to overcome some resistance to feeling into it, but what else can you do.
Hi Lexi I love your readings so much💗💗
if possible maybe a reading about letting go and releasing the past or a reading about like what to do when you miss a toxic relationship not necessarily romantic but just anything you had to walk away from but you still miss them 🤍 thank you🙏🏾💗
Wow pile 3 is sooo relevant for me right now, literally have been so frustrated the last few days and have been so tired of being stuck in the same cycle, even though I know I'm making progress. I've been wanting to have a cry but it hasn't fully come out yet. Thank you so so much for the confirmation and messages ❤
Wow pile 3 was so on point it was actually scary haha, when you mentioned a person I said out loud "yeah I get mad, it's been years, I'm over this" and you said "even if it been years, feel it, don't judge it" I'm shook, ty
1~ I can't even tell you how many syncs are in this reading! Thank You, Love! Thank You Spirit! Happy, Blessed 2024 to All! 🙏🏽💙💙💙💙💜🌎🕊️
Pile 3. Lovely Lexi, thank you so much for sharing your story. It really helped me to understand a life long challenge! Much love 💖
pile 1, thank you
Pile 3: thought I'd been healing this till you said we could be looking for what we needed from our parents in others--wow, that explains preoccupations with certain people, the way I fantasize relationships, why they don't work...Like others here, I'd like to hear more. MORE in my case: my parents have both passed away in the past couple years. 😢
Pile 3- OMG. Lexi, can you do a pick a card on what past life wound I need to heal?
Pile 1 and 3 really hits, thank you Lexi. You've given me a lot to think about
Pile 1; my transformation has been happening for some time, lots of healing, becoming more of who I was all along. I know the things that bring me joy very well. My love, my escape and my healer is creating. Putting my heart into something artistic that brings my soul into light. My career, which I chose as a single mother 40 years ago has been wonderful, stressful, and lucrative.
I've continued to do this work because it's so broad. I've been able to learn so much and meet so many terrific people while traveling this world of ours. I became a global citizen.
But
I'm beginning to see a connection, a collection really, of all of the skills and talents I have in business. In facilitating behavior change in a corporate environment. In collaborating in a culturally diverse groups of people to deliver together successfully.
And my artistic world after work. My healing art sessions. There hasn't been a single artistic medium that I have found interesting that I haven't dived into just to understand more.
So marrying this set of people and business skills with a passion for helping others succeed and Art and the need of my heart to create. To bare my soul so that others can see what is possible if you vow to always follow the light
Blessings
Thank you Lexi - Pile 3 here. Beautiful and tender reading. Thank you.
#2. This has begun to happen & I was feeling so confused. Thank you so much! 🌸🤍
Omg thank you Lexi. I been struggling for 3 years and you finally gave me the answers I need. Bless you🌹🦋
pile 3 - yep. on point 1000%.
Pile 2 + 3 ❤❤❤ I asked my Higher Self for answers yesterday and they were in this reading.
You’re such a beautiful soul Lex. Thank you so much for all your readings. Thank you for sharing your story with your Father. I was crying with you. I also have inner child / father wounds too that i am healing. Sending you lots of love 💕
You are so welcome, I am so glad you got what you needed from the reading. Sending so much love & thank you for your kind words 🫂💛💛💛💛
Pile 3: This was spot on. Can you do a “what does your inner child want you to know?”
pile 3. youre so gifted at this Lexi. thank you for your service!
you are such a special soul Lexi, thank you for holding such a warm space for something so heavy to come through, we are such WARRIORS in our softness
pile 2&3.... MAHALO lexi for this, this was really needed and i didnt even know it was...ive been getting these certain answers from readings on UA-cam and they were almost all saying the same thing "u need to let go of your ex and what happened so u can move on to better things" and i kept saying "wtf? i know im not in love with my ex anymore and actually could care less about whats going on with him or what went on with him, any of it, idc" BUT, now i see why because of this reading, u just changed the game Lexi, with all this beautiful info in pile 3...it didnt have anything to do with my ex, and everything to do with abandonment issues from a child, and not feeling good enough for my parents, and that trickled into my relationships, especially my last relationship because i felt abandoned in a sense, AND my ex chose drugs over me and actually so did my mother when i was younger, i just now realized that...hmmm. my mom chose drugs, and my father passed away from cancer when i was 15 after battling it for 8 years, so i went through alot from such a young age, and idk why ive given myself such a hard time from all of this...its like, when were children and we feel rejected, we can insert so many reasons why were not enough for someone, when it had nothing to do with us. i would actually love to help kids with this somehow...(as soon as i feel healed enough too) seriously though, kids need someone to tell them that it wasnt their fault, its actually no ones fault, just people who are dealing with their own issues and dont know how to do in a healthy way because they were never taught either so then the kids get to figure out why they werent enough when its really the parents who felt that way as well and sometimes they dont realize that their children are blaming themselves for their issues, and its creating the very same cycle that started all of this in the 1st place. ahhh! i feel like u cracked the code Lexi, and life will never be the same now. (thank God) 🙌🏼
i wanted to ask u if u could do a reading on or about re-parenting yourself, or....what type of things did our parents go through or even grandparents, like where or when did this pattern begin? and how do we make it end with us? how can we not do what our parents did so we don't repeat the same cycle? idk, im sure anything around this topic would be great...thank u SO much again Lexi for all your beautiful advice, its so appreciated, and im sending u my love to u wherever it helps the most...🙏🏼🕊️
Pile 3 - I’ve been feeling off, wanting to cry but couldn’t and didn’t know why. But I cried so much with this read.
I’m in a relationship-less marriage, living in 2-bedrooms with him and the kids in my parents’ home for 20 years. Just lost my job and searching for a new one. Then shortly after, I had an operation, now recuperating from it with water shingles while having my menses… Ugh.
I have been thinking about many things but with the read, I understand my need for my own comfort and to be comforted. And it is true, it is from childhood. Even while I go through all these, my parents are more concerned about others. The same with my husband who has always been least concerned about me - no difference even after telling him to just end the marriage. He’s even pretending the conversation never happened.
Even on leaving will need more logic than to just leave without a job. But I kept wondering why I keep looking back when I already understand my worth.
Thank you Lexi. Please do the follow up reads. It would be very helpful.
pile 2. Hekate. for me at least 😊 Happy New Year honey!!! ❤❤❤ 🎉 thank you for everything. God bless you 🙏 ❤
Pile 2 was so on point! 🙏 thanks so much 💖🌈✨🕉️
Pile3: your right, I had to parent my own parents I had no support. I want to finish the spiral with my mom!! I still want her approval. But I'm slowly removing my attachments with her but yes a lot of layers. Im working on passion thats reiki treatment, no support just looked down upon no effort but she wants me to give her my energy. Im slowly detaching the idea and illusions that my mom has put in our relationship, she cant or wont see me for who i am at this moment. So I'm talking and slowly healing my inner child that's mourning and wanting the approval and turning to approve myself, value myself and give myself the self 💕
I clicked #3 so fast lol ❤ Thank you Lexi
WOW! Total and Complete YES for Pile 2. I KNEW ALOT of this, but the Broken Down SO RESONANT Steps and the Precise Phrasing of My Life as a Child and When I was Younger that I have FINALLY Learned about Me Now at a Beautiful 56 is Such a Blessing in this Unprecedented NOW. I feeel the Phases of transition you mentioned are Also Fluid for Me. Thank You, Blessed Soul, Lexi. I hope your Holiday Season and New Years was Ammmazzing and that you SEE Love in Every Eye and Feel Joy with SO Many Breaths❤️😀❤️
pile 3 - so far the reading resonates ( not done) but I would love the shadow/parent/innerchild reading
I swear this was exactly on time and what i needed
Thank you lex
You’re welcome!! 💛💛💛
Pile #2. Thank you Lexi 💛✨️
Spot on ♡
Hey Lexi ! I feel like you're talking about the Hadarian beings for pile. Sending you love 💚🎀🍀✨
Went to go finish the last reading and this one popped up instead. Pile 3 …. I’m speechless, I’m in tears… I started doing shadow work and i realized the wound started as a child and shocked me and you just confirmed it. I always thought it was other trauma but deep down it really wasn’t . Thank you so much for the confirmation and bringing more thought of why. And please yes do another reading if you have time . If you could do something as to “why didnt you protect me when I was a child and why didn’t you show me love, why couldn’t you see the pain I was in…….. something around those things would be amazing! I’m so happy I clicked this reading before work going to work today it brought pain but also I feel a little more free
Perfect!! Sending so Much Love 😊
Thank you for seeing me, Lexi. Happiest New Year to you and your dear ones 🌟💖
Pile 1. Loved it. It's always such a relief when you post a reading. I especially like these types of readings. I'm at the point where I don't care what others think about me!😂😅. Yay! More interested in my journey. ❤
Yessss Lexi Pooh right on time as always mama.✨🧚🏽
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You are amazing Lexi...that's all l can say❤❤❤
Pile 1... clear ... essential.... thank you 🙏
Happy New Year Lexi, best wishes !!
Pile 3. Thank you so much lexi !! ❤ I was crying all the way through the reading...i paused to process few things, it made me realise why am so afraid of allowing people back into my life , how even though there is so much love for a person,it was still making me sad and icky ...i couldn't tell why, until i realised oh!! This person never honored me. The sadness is cmng from a part where i wished they behaved diffrntly, but they r no different after all and i just didn't want to accept that.
Pile 2.. I’m not done with the reading yet but you should have seen my face when you said ..” I don’t subscribe to that..” I’ve been saying that anytime someone says something I don’t energetically want to accept as my own truth. 😮 I’ve even said “that’s my knew saying “ wow ! I love how you’re literally always spot on
Thank you always, Lexi! ❤❤❤
You’re welcome 💛💛
How to heal the inner child wound I have ❤
this literally made my day omg. You have no idea how much comfort and healing your uploads give me. Even on my worst days, your voice and energy are so therapeutic🪷🥹
Pile 2 omg!! Lexi so much wisdom😅 I got some healing to do on my abandonment issues and distant father issues and trying to heal through another. I actually thought that’s how it worked. But I’m done w emotionally available men. It’s all I have experienced but others get different sides of men! I want the opposite so badly I want to heal this with on me. ❤🙏🏾✨💜🙌🏾🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️
Inner child reading please. Sending you love and kindness. ❤❤❤
2 ♡ Can't describe how accurate this is! 🌺🐚
Pule 2: thank you so much Lexi! So accurate♥️
Thank you Sister 🦁🦁 so very helpful!
I picked pile 3 & I feel like I’m really going through something that’s heartbreaking. It’s hard for me to open up about it in this comment section but I acknowledge the wounds and the parts of me that need healing now. I didn’t see it at first. All I’m going to say is that this is ancestral trauma. I hope and wish one day that I get out of this cycle because I’m tired of it.
Pile 3 and I just want to do everything I possibility can to never have to feel his energy again
"Every journey starts with a single step. Come to life sacred fool."
Love the LotR sound of that! 🥰✨ I think I'm going to write it on my January calendar page 🤍🌈
Love you Lexi!
HAPPY NEW YEAR 🎉💕✨
Wow! You nailed me with pile ❤❤.I keep distracting myself while listening because I guess I didn’t really want to hear it I guess to not cry or not to fully download it, because it’s just gonna send me into a sad spiral. Because it is confirmation I’ve been so fucking annoyed with other people, and literally like everything but it’s because I have been refusing to listen to myself. Thank you!❤
Thanks Lexi ❤❤❤ pile 2
Hi lexi and everyone reading this i choose pile 3 and it resonated i have been working on my inner child for a good while then i started working on other things every now and then i go bk to working on my inner child just incase i need it and dont realise i do i spent a lot of time healung and parenting myself has i didn't get the care and love i should have when i was a child infact quite the opposite has a result i had trauma resulting from sexual abuse and lack of parenting which played in to my life all of my life and i couldn't understand why certain things happened or why i felt the way u did or being angry and it being pointed out ti me i steuggled with relationships i was always the giver didnt even realise i was over giving,it wasn't untill i met my TF and boy did he mirror things bk to me which made me look at him and think ur just like my BF i dont want you when un actual fact i still had wounds from childhood and from my BF i also mirrored bk to my TF and now hes in the same place he left me,bottom line i now know it wasnt my fault i am good enough and i have done alot of crying un the past i am done crying over the past and i continue to work on myself eveyday and give thanks that i met my TF b,cus i have changed and stull changing its been 3half years since ive been on my spiritual path and its the best thing that happened to me meeting my TF has been the making of me,i will cintinue ti wirk in beciming the very best version of myself and meditate release heal and ckear out all rhat no longer serves me so i am happy for any help surroundung childhood trauma,releasing letting go,i am in a better place now but frim tume ti time he pops up and i wasnt sure if that was b,cus hes thinking about me or not adter listening ti pile 3 i might still have deep seated feelung ti heal so thank u for everything u do for us we r blessed to have u beautiful soul and to all reading ur also beautiful souls u should be proud of urself for how far u have come 💯we got this ❤an☀️🌟⭐✨
2 Listen to myself in the morning
5 months/May can be Jupiter’s ingress into Gemini, moving from more stuck energies to quick multi pronged energy that is really fast and movable.
You have no idea how truly accurate you really are ❤😂
Thank you for this accurate reading Lexi😊❤
pile 2: the letter H could be referencing the rune hagalaz; the rune of disruption.
Pile 1 and 3 thank you
Pile one chose me. Such a stunning piece of Amber🤓 Thank you Lexi! This reading was so needed. Honestly after the holidays I'm usually a bit traumatized (not throwing the word out lightly) but this one took the cake. Fortunately it will be the last holidays I will have that involve anything negative. So the universe obviously gifted me a magnificent tower. Now I already completely understand why. I would have never walked away from my 5 yr old niece on my own. I would have continued to put off my everything to play "interference" with her parents drug and alcohol problems. But its not my tower. So now my head is spinning and I have moments where it hits me how this is really happening. Grief, that's definitely not linear. Now I'm even more upside down with where I thought I was going because up until now I thought I had been listening to my intuition however any time a tower happens I doubt myself for a time after. Oh no!! I did something wrong! But its always redirection and cleaning the proverbial house. However it still makes me not see anything clear and sends me into over thinking, intuitions toxic sibling lol Thank you this reading made me sink back in to my center. Reminded me where I was headed before my tower and that honestly the tower if anything should just be more evidence that I'm still on my path. I just was meant to walk a bit left and not straight and hang a right two blocks up like I thought😁 Blessed be Always Light/Shadow Warrior🙏💛💛💛
Coming from Pile 3 😭 thank you so much, bawled as usual! I love when you say alright trigger warning we’re going deep lol. These readings of yours have been so powerfully healing for me. The higher self of your mother one did more to help release and forgive her than anything I had tried.
Also, even though I’m Australian my Dad is from the UK and I know you’re Welsh but your accent is similar to my ancestors so it all feels extra healing 🦋
Going back and forth with a toxic ex right now, feeling the deeper thread ready to break and knowing I have to go purge some ancient pain. So don’t want to 😂 But if I don’t I’ll just go and seek the same person out in a different body!
I’ve just found your inner teenager reading so will do that one 🫶🏼 maybe a reading on how can I receive nurturing better or just understanding worth and love properly maybe?
Childhood trauma/narc/emotionally immature parents and the relationships we form after that are a real minefield to heal from. I really appreciate your readings and the fact that you really truly GET IT. 🤍
Pile 2. Recently pulled a card about AA Hilarion which I wasn't too familiar with
Thank you beautiful soul 🍄
Hey P2 I'm a hydra starseed btw like ur fluent reading a lot. And I usually don't comment cause Im used to all readings I click on being with the use of helping me to think and they are as accurate as I need, but I was just thinking about my origin again yesterday and anyone mentioning hydra is rare, so yeah
Thanks for your reading...Pile 3...These few days I've been remembering some things about my past. When I was a child my sister caused me trauma, and she's better now, but I don't like to be near her. My feelings were not validated by my family. I know objectively there are people who had it much worse than I but I wanted someone to validate my feelings. Then my father died last year and it hurt so much, I try not to think of him because then I start crying and I can't be crying everyday. So I block the crying, I try not to cry. So what should I do, flow with my emotions?
Last year I cried many times, for the first time in my life I had the safe space and so I allowed it. Usually after each time I cried (and sometimes it happened on and off for a few days in a row) I would feel immensely better and then experience very happy peaceful times. I found movement - exercise, dance, massage therapy, swimming etc helped the emotions flow out. I cried many times while out walking in nature. Much love to you, take care beautiful soul xx
It's not healthy to pack in emotions. Grief needs to be grieved. It stays til you work through it.
Thank you @@sharonbucci1337 . Hope you continue being well and I wish you the best!
Thank you@@RippleDrop. I think I´m starting to learn that now. Wish you the best!
Thank you@@sharonbucci1337 I hope you continue being well. I wish you the best and I hope I can do the same as you do. Thank you
I'm a cancer ascendant in Ashlesha😅and a leo moon in Magha😊 So much love Lexi ❤ I hope I get to talk with you one day 😶🌫️ like, maybe I'll save enough money for a reading with you 🎉
God same placement and nakshatra
ooo i have magha too :) i think we leos like to be around each other a lot 🌞
@liiviiosa I think so too. I get along with Leos a lot better 😌 ☺️ 🐾 🐈 🦁
@@Bv-1996 THE MOON??? ❤️
@@liiviiosa yes. Most people I connect with are Leo's .
❤❤❤ 1:23:00 😢 I begin with love and I end my love 🍰