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  • Опубліковано 1 січ 2020
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    //それはそこに怖い世界です//
    I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE

КОМЕНТАРІ • 537

  • @guardinmusic
    @guardinmusic  4 роки тому +618

    lyrics
    --------
    got some money in my pocket
    but that doesn't make a difference at all
    this isn't fame i'm fucking lame
    i'm just boy whose tryna figure it out
    well maybe this is fucking it
    the audience has turned against
    they wanna justify the creepin' and leak my mom's home address
    the paranoia rises best when your words sit inside my chest
    i'm fucking human don't forget that when you're making your requests
    i've got my hands up
    you've got your hands on your gun
    calling for backup
    i'm not the only one
    i've got a question
    does torturing me sound fun
    yeah you take out your stress
    by punching holes out of everyone
    got some whiskey in my cup
    but i don't think that it's enough at all
    this isn't me i tell myself
    i constantly worry about my health
    well maybe i should fucking try
    cause death is creepin' right behind
    i see him sitting in the corner lookin' oh so fucking sly
    anxiety is on the rise when he's constantly on my mind
    i fear the day is finally coming where i meet my own demise
    i've got my hands up
    you've got your hands on your gun
    calling for backup
    i'm not the only one
    i've got a question
    does torturing me sound fun
    yeah you take out your stress
    by punching holes out of everyone

    • @bloodsuvk
      @bloodsuvk 4 роки тому +3

      Great song ♡♡♡♡

    • @clayruzbik
      @clayruzbik 4 роки тому +6

      Me and my boyfriend are gonna bop so HARD to this. I love your music

    • @chasewilliams6695
      @chasewilliams6695 4 роки тому +2

      Another banger frfr bro best song of the new year

    • @qhajajsshsks6107
      @qhajajsshsks6107 4 роки тому +2

      Lol I read this right when he said it

    • @PetraKyo
      @PetraKyo 4 роки тому

      Amazing song as always

  • @fruitsnackmax
    @fruitsnackmax 4 роки тому +394

    R.I.P creature ;(

  • @unaginomad8830
    @unaginomad8830 4 роки тому +159

    I’m ready for this positive community 😤

    • @0mitt3d
      @0mitt3d 4 роки тому +11

      Well from the lyrics period were not all the best people I guess let's hope the doxing doesn't happen again guardin is honestly a great person... when I was at his concert and got to talk to him I could just feel how great his energy was

    • @unaginomad8830
      @unaginomad8830 4 роки тому +3

      Yeah I met him at his show and he was hella cool. Was one of the best nights of my life ngl

    • @harrison3927
      @harrison3927 4 роки тому

      💞

  • @Mars_cod
    @Mars_cod 4 роки тому +168

    30 seconds in and I already love it

    • @marcodoren1986
      @marcodoren1986 4 роки тому

      Same

    • @spiritwalkerr
      @spiritwalkerr 4 роки тому +1

      sup fam i hate to be like this to self promo but its the only way i can grow so can you please check out my music its good and if you do dont judge me off of just one song listen to more than one ua-cam.com/video/b8h6wCsXqxU/v-deo.html

    • @keeprockloud
      @keeprockloud 4 роки тому

      Or do you mean 30 seconds to?

    • @ChrisB-25
      @ChrisB-25 4 роки тому +2

      @@spiritwalkerr Fuck off

  • @czmdzn1236
    @czmdzn1236 4 роки тому +236

    You guys are all commenting on how good the song is (it is actually really good) but this one makes me scared for him, I hope you’re doing well and being safe.

    • @pixiehairedweirdo8351
      @pixiehairedweirdo8351 4 роки тому +9

      thats whats going through my head too

    • @ohhzymo5829
      @ohhzymo5829 4 роки тому +4

      @@pixiehairedweirdo8351 Keep ya head up Brother. YOU GOT THISSSSSSSSSS

    • @cameron47smith
      @cameron47smith 4 роки тому +3

      fr.

    • @AA-cb2uf
      @AA-cb2uf 4 роки тому +8

      He previewed it a while back on an ig love but it’s a bit worrying

    • @benedixhion478
      @benedixhion478 4 роки тому +11

      camd.n dude these lyrics are real as hell. i really relate. i keep drinking and i’m a full time stoner now (for the last 4 months or so) but it doesn’t feel like me. i’m always afraid of what i’m doing to my body but it do it anyways. it’s like i’m playing into myself. just because i sing about that kinda stuff in my music i begin to live it. i’ve noticed that a lot of my old songs were not all that meaningful or even relatable when i wrote them, but now they’re extremely relatable. we become the image we put out. it’s so weird being an artist and a person. i don’t know where the person starts and the artist ends now. it’s like i am my persona but my persona is based entirely off of my lyrics, but my lyrics are based entirely off my reality so i don’t know where it starts. i just know i’m benedixhion now. i am as attached to that name as i am my real name. it is me. if i had to choose between losing my real name or losing my artist name i’d probably lose my real name and keep the artist name
      edit: i literally think i’m going to die young because i’m living these lyrics but i don’t plan on stopping anyways. i feel like this is my fate if i ever make it. people really do dehumanize artists. they say “hey good song!” when the artist is literally crying for help. because as much as fans don’t realize it, more than anything you’re entertainment to them. whether they’re listening to your music on spotify or looking at your pictures on instagram, you’re above anything else entertaining them. people really do forget artists are people. also sorry if this is a ramble, i’m pretty high rn and i just felt the need to get that off my chest because i’ve been feeling the same lately. idk what real is anymore

  • @GearsOfWarDelta
    @GearsOfWarDelta 4 роки тому +75

    i remember when first listened to your music "i think your really cool' and from there i just couldn't stop listening

    • @Turtl3B0iii
      @Turtl3B0iii 4 роки тому +4

      Literally same

    • @brittanyfleshman808
      @brittanyfleshman808 4 роки тому +5

      I started with creature and now I cant stop, I've listened to every single release, download everything, and have all of his stuff on spotify.😂 I'm a little obsessed 🥺💙

  • @aleida2400
    @aleida2400 4 роки тому +150

    AT 0:45!!! I REMEMBER WHEN YOU POSTED IT ON INSTAGRAM AND I WAS SO IN LOVE WITH IT! I'M SO GLAD YOU USED THOSE LYRICS IN AN ACTUAL SONG

    • @SaviorKenshiro
      @SaviorKenshiro 4 роки тому +5

      aleida ME TOO! I'm glad I'm not the only one that noticed! I hope he finishes the other ones too!

    • @nanakixd7436
      @nanakixd7436 4 роки тому +2

      YESSSSSSS OMGGGGGGG

    • @hxrvest2740
      @hxrvest2740 4 роки тому

      i was wondering when he would release the song, literally sent chills down my spine when i heard it

    • @jaydenjarrett8827
      @jaydenjarrett8827 4 роки тому

      i kept thinking why does this sound so familiar and then i remembered i was in his live lol

  • @indexcontrollers6001
    @indexcontrollers6001 4 роки тому +81

    Hey guardin. Sounds like things aren’t going well. I just hope you know there are so many people who love your music I included. You just sound upset and betrayed in this song. Hope your okay man.

  • @sparkly2633
    @sparkly2633 4 роки тому +3

    "i constantly worry about my health" me too man, me too

  • @0x29a
    @0x29a 4 роки тому +2

    yeah, it bops.

  • @user-hb2bw5hy7m
    @user-hb2bw5hy7m 4 роки тому +17

    so happy you decided to release this ❤️❤️

  • @1jstr124
    @1jstr124 4 роки тому +18

    This song slaps hard your music is always so good

  • @emptymoon
    @emptymoon 4 роки тому +4

    guardin, i've been following your work for a few years and man, i love your music so much.
    i'll never forget the day that you answered me on your live, when you used to make it frequently just to talk.
    anyway, i deserve you the best, i really admire you as an musician and as a person.
    hope you're doing well dude.
    sending you love from Brazil.

  • @choof1252
    @choof1252 4 роки тому +3

    I still remember when you first posted this song on Instagram and I listened to that clip over and over again. Thought that was the end, but I couldn't be happier that you finally released it!!!

  • @daddyduke4661
    @daddyduke4661 4 роки тому +1

    I cant wait to see you in concert! I love your music man. You have helped me through so many rough nights. Nothing but respect my guy. Please never stop!

  • @aznure
    @aznure 4 роки тому +102

    Anyone here from that tik tok were someone pretended that they made this song ?

  • @royalexanderluke7632
    @royalexanderluke7632 4 роки тому

    First upload in the new decade, love you guardin thanks for blessing me with your music.

  • @corn615
    @corn615 4 роки тому +20

    His songs are starting to sound like he's about to give up on the music. Please don't leave guardin, we need you.

    • @spiritwalkerr
      @spiritwalkerr 4 роки тому +2

      sup fam i hate to be like this to self promo but its the only way i can grow so can you please check out my music its good and if you do dont judge me off of just one song listen to more than one ua-cam.com/video/b8h6wCsXqxU/v-deo.html and please dont hate on me because of what im doing

    • @ChrisB-25
      @ChrisB-25 4 роки тому +7

      @@spiritwalkerr God you're fucking everywhere aren't you?

    • @SpecterDota
      @SpecterDota 4 роки тому

      @@ChrisB-25 he need to grow OMEGALUL

    • @ChrisB-25
      @ChrisB-25 4 роки тому +2

      @@SpecterDotaThats a terrible way of growing. He would only grow in subs potentially, Music artists / writings would rather have views and likes

    • @ChrisB-25
      @ChrisB-25 4 роки тому +1

      @@SpecterDota Oh shit sorry I forgot, OMEGALUL

  • @anothersong1448
    @anothersong1448 4 роки тому +15

    i hope the ppl who leaked his addy hears this nice song tho

  • @Mj-ck8gu
    @Mj-ck8gu 4 роки тому

    I love you guardin keep up the amazing work happy new year I can’t wait to see what you have to offer this year

  • @ProvidenceMus
    @ProvidenceMus 4 роки тому

    bro your music heals me.

  • @jazmine1234
    @jazmine1234 4 роки тому

    Guardin. Your songs are amazing. Thankyou.

  • @rusty_ash1965
    @rusty_ash1965 4 роки тому +1

    normal heat rate:
    ❤️--❤️--❤️--❤️--❤️
    heart rate when new song comes out:
    ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @fatherbandles4882
    @fatherbandles4882 4 роки тому

    Your music saved my life once. Im still here. Thank you so much

  • @pewpercman
    @pewpercman 4 роки тому +6

    Love you nick thanks for the music I really appreciate it❤️

  • @jesslyn7441
    @jesslyn7441 4 роки тому

    This is absolutely amazing dude! I'm so proud of you. Keep doing awesome things.

  • @cammy5733
    @cammy5733 4 роки тому +45

    My boyfriend will be thrilled to know there’s a new song out☺️

  • @kaileydied
    @kaileydied 4 роки тому +4

    I love you so much. Honestly, you have changed my life 🤍🥰

  • @Adorabubble
    @Adorabubble 4 роки тому

    Love you so much guardin. Been here and listening to you since you had 15k subs 👽💚

  • @nathancarrender3100
    @nathancarrender3100 4 роки тому +4

    the best way to start the new year. much love brother

  • @dollfacebeauty9136
    @dollfacebeauty9136 4 роки тому

    Cant wait to see you live in march your music has been on atleast once a day for the past 3 months man love these lyrics

  • @harrison3927
    @harrison3927 4 роки тому

    hang in there man, im so sorry for your loss. please stay strong not only for you and ones close to you. but also stay strong for us. much love.

  • @oceansatebrandon
    @oceansatebrandon 4 роки тому +16

    oh shit I remember you playing this on Instagram live. glad it’s on the new ep 👽

  • @kathraer
    @kathraer 4 роки тому

    thank you for your music, good luck in the future

  • @shotoutnoah
    @shotoutnoah 4 роки тому +1

    THIS IS BEAUTIFUL I LOVE YOU GUARDIN

  • @richard.m2251
    @richard.m2251 4 роки тому

    Guardin I love everything you make it's still amazes me that I found you on sound cloud back when demons in my orbit came out and like how much you have,grown as an artist blows my mind

  • @jawproductions8464
    @jawproductions8464 4 роки тому

    My favorite song so far. Love from NC.

  • @bradhunt7457
    @bradhunt7457 4 роки тому +1

    I’m addicted to a lot of Guardin songs but without a doubt this one is my favorite.

  • @tomjones7606
    @tomjones7606 4 роки тому

    Never stop dropping bangers bro!❤️

  • @ilyloser
    @ilyloser 4 роки тому

    🥰🥺always good to see that notification of you posting a new song

  • @Trash666Panda
    @Trash666Panda 4 роки тому +1

    Bro I appreciate u making music speaking ur mind when others cant and they can relate to some of ur lyrics and some learning ur experiences from ur lyrics keep up the good work and do whats best for u man 🤟🏽🤙🏼

  • @treziil
    @treziil 4 роки тому

    always much love for you and ur music guardin

  • @orownik
    @orownik 4 роки тому

    oh yes dude

  • @aniceweirdo3881
    @aniceweirdo3881 4 роки тому +2

    idk why but normally i don’t like songs like these but this one is special 💕

  • @Kreios-yg5xi
    @Kreios-yg5xi 4 роки тому +3

    I love all of your music man!

  • @s.i.dmonster6947
    @s.i.dmonster6947 4 роки тому +3

    I live your music you inspired me to back some of my own

  • @tsoflitzy5319
    @tsoflitzy5319 4 роки тому

    Love your music

  • @april-ob4ki
    @april-ob4ki 4 роки тому

    this is beautiful

  • @thelando69
    @thelando69 4 роки тому +1

    Listen, this is amazing and I wanna say that you deserve the best

  • @emmettlee9005
    @emmettlee9005 4 роки тому

    Please keep being strong💚 Take your time into creating music and focus on yourself! Don’t forget to drink water & eat daily. The music you make always hits me in ways more then one. Don’t let people get to you, you are great & you gotta take care of yourself

  • @taylorhoman9473
    @taylorhoman9473 4 роки тому

    beautiful 🥺🖤

  • @anarchy_x159
    @anarchy_x159 4 роки тому

    I love the beat already

  • @marcelital3086
    @marcelital3086 4 роки тому

    Ahhh!! I love this!!! Keep up the heccin good work!!

  • @catjones8869
    @catjones8869 4 роки тому

    Love this song

  • @cryingbutyourtearsaresnowf3083
    @cryingbutyourtearsaresnowf3083 4 роки тому

    I love you man, you're music is helping me get through a rough patch in my life, my grandma passed away 2 days before Christmas and you've helped me through so much these passed couple years, I'm glad you're finally getting noticed..just don't work to hard bro 👽💚 thanks for helping me through everything..love you bro..stay safe.👽💚

  • @peepee4697
    @peepee4697 4 роки тому +1

    This is do dope. I love your music it helps me when I’m in my feels.

  • @bayleejones146
    @bayleejones146 4 роки тому +1

    Another great song 🤍🖤 I love you so much and hope you doing good

  • @myfaceisnumb2527
    @myfaceisnumb2527 4 роки тому

    i love you man, keep your head up

  • @blxnt_slxt420
    @blxnt_slxt420 4 роки тому +53

    i have never clicked so fast on a notification- i messaged you on insta saying how you saved my life❤️😭your music is what saved me and kept me here, i thank you for everything you, keep up the good work nicholas🥺❤️

    • @xoxo-pp7ru
      @xoxo-pp7ru 4 роки тому +3

      You poor baby 😭😿

    • @blxnt_slxt420
      @blxnt_slxt420 4 роки тому +1

      Daniel71 i hope to meet him one day, hes my idol and savior😭

    • @xoxo-pp7ru
      @xoxo-pp7ru 4 роки тому +1

      @@blxnt_slxt420 hopefully you get to go to a concert of his than 😸

    • @blxnt_slxt420
      @blxnt_slxt420 4 роки тому

      Daniel71 my parents won’t pay for the tickets to let me and my stepsister go :(

    • @xoxo-pp7ru
      @xoxo-pp7ru 4 роки тому +1

      @Magneto Dongneto they never said that tho 🤔🙄

  • @MelissaAmaralxMissMissyMeow
    @MelissaAmaralxMissMissyMeow 3 роки тому

    This song plays on repeat on the regular for me. One of my faves. ♡

  • @viciouskitty234
    @viciouskitty234 4 роки тому

    Guardin keep pushing you got mad talent. And one day you be bigger then ever, don't let it change you

  • @smilesandsorrow
    @smilesandsorrow 4 роки тому

    omg this is great man! definitely my new favorite! love the flow and the beat! shit i love everything about it! thank you for being you. ❤️👽

  • @OKAMIVR
    @OKAMIVR 4 роки тому

    Iv been waiting for this since i seen it on your instagram

  • @eohne2500
    @eohne2500 4 роки тому

    thx for this new one! 😊

  • @hayze3725
    @hayze3725 4 роки тому

    Thank you Guardin

  • @zangetsuslayingmoon8884
    @zangetsuslayingmoon8884 4 роки тому +24

    i screen recorded him singing this on instagram

    • @spiritwalkerr
      @spiritwalkerr 4 роки тому +2

      sup fam i hate to be like this to self promo but its the only way i can grow so can you please check out my music its good and if you do dont judge me off of just one song listen to more than one ua-cam.com/video/b8h6wCsXqxU/v-deo.html and sub like comment thank u

    • @SuperToaster_GT
      @SuperToaster_GT 4 роки тому +6

      Even though he said not to?
      Wow. Good job buddy.

  • @Blackkray777
    @Blackkray777 4 роки тому

    Love you guardin

  • @shinrai6961
    @shinrai6961 4 роки тому +1

    Rest In Peace Creature 💔 he'll always be with you Nick 🙏

  • @Spriguh
    @Spriguh 4 роки тому

    Love your music man every drop is something special. Keep it up I'm so excited to see you grow!

  • @riskanything6423
    @riskanything6423 4 роки тому +1

    this song is sooooooo dope omg I have had your other songs on repeat I love I wonder and take away the pain :)

  • @manthing4492
    @manthing4492 4 роки тому

    I love your music so much ❤️❤️❤️🔥

  • @that1kid5794
    @that1kid5794 4 роки тому

    This mans is amazing, you got a lot of talent bro. Been a fan for a while and you never disappoint, do you man you're too great!

  • @2am624
    @2am624 4 роки тому

    This instru with your voice is so relxing

  • @dankesthours182
    @dankesthours182 4 роки тому

    miss you man. love you hope tht life treats you right your music gets me through

  • @izaiahmarinez5702
    @izaiahmarinez5702 4 роки тому +1

    You help so much people

  • @Luzum
    @Luzum 4 роки тому +37

    did guardin get swatted?
    "the audience has turned against
    "
    "they wanna justify the creepin' and leak my mom's home address"
    "i've got my hands up
    "
    "you've got your hands on your gun
    "
    "calling for backup"
    might be a stretch but the lyrics worry me. the way this is written

    • @SuperToaster_GT
      @SuperToaster_GT 4 роки тому +9

      Luzum the parts about guns and hands up are metaphorical for how toxic some people in his fan base are.
      Awhile back on IG someone leaked his mom's house address in chat.

    • @Luzum
      @Luzum 4 роки тому +6

      @@SuperToaster_GT I didn't know about any of this wtf. Since when did that all happen?

    • @SuperToaster_GT
      @SuperToaster_GT 4 роки тому +7

      Luzum a few months ago, I don't remember the exact date of the livestream I just remember Nick turned it off and started a new one and was really upset. He said it wasn't the first time people got a hold of and gave out his information.

    • @Luzum
      @Luzum 4 роки тому +3

      @@SuperToaster_GT That's awful. Did he post anything about it on his social media?

    • @SuperToaster_GT
      @SuperToaster_GT 4 роки тому +3

      Luzum he did awhile back but I think he took it off Twitter and his old ig stories

  • @cianellis9246
    @cianellis9246 4 роки тому

    Perfect for my vibe rn thx vro❤ perfect timin.

  • @ciuinart
    @ciuinart 4 роки тому

    art of guardin

  • @noonecares1493
    @noonecares1493 4 роки тому

    Pure art at its best

  • @reidschott5517
    @reidschott5517 4 роки тому

    Another masterpiece by guardin

  • @maxclynes2675
    @maxclynes2675 4 роки тому

    Been waiting on this one since you posted it on Instagram 🤍love you

  • @kaelinvoker4879
    @kaelinvoker4879 4 роки тому

    Thank you

  • @royaldigi7789
    @royaldigi7789 4 роки тому

    We love you man keep your head up

  • @thomasthomas7676
    @thomasthomas7676 4 роки тому

    Best one yet

  • @emmalawrence5291
    @emmalawrence5291 4 роки тому +26

    Hi I love you and I cried when I met you ( Chameleon Club PA ) ❤️

    • @emmalawrence5291
      @emmalawrence5291 4 роки тому +4

      P.s. Thank you for what you said even if you don’t remember it I’ll never forget 💚💚💚

    • @0mitt3d
      @0mitt3d 4 роки тому +1

      Hell yeah chameleon club gang

    • @0mitt3d
      @0mitt3d 4 роки тому

      I met him there too

    • @emmalawrence5291
      @emmalawrence5291 4 роки тому +3

      THE ACE OF SPADES
      Dude that was legit the best day of my life and I want to go another on of his concerts. I cried all night after that (happy/relieved kind of tears)

    • @0mitt3d
      @0mitt3d 4 роки тому

      @@emmalawrence5291 I was off my antidepressants that night (accident) and didnt go through withdrawal the concert was so good! That says something am I right?

  • @davideparmeggiani6081
    @davideparmeggiani6081 4 роки тому

    I waited for this song since you posted that video on IG, stay safe Nick we love you

  • @novus1522
    @novus1522 4 роки тому

    beautiful man...love you💚

  • @Malecstein
    @Malecstein 4 роки тому

    I loved this song in your live!!

  • @johnsmithy2317
    @johnsmithy2317 4 роки тому

    Thanks for everything man! We need this art in our lives rn...

  • @patricktapp8507
    @patricktapp8507 4 роки тому

    his voice is amazing

  • @bigboieli8451
    @bigboieli8451 4 роки тому

    This is an absolutely breathtaking piece of art

  • @xdiamond9249
    @xdiamond9249 4 роки тому +2

    🔥🔥

  • @yoboizee5687
    @yoboizee5687 4 роки тому

    Aye keep up wit that work!!!!

  • @nutorino1821
    @nutorino1821 4 роки тому

    new upload woooo

  • @mr.misery6596
    @mr.misery6596 4 роки тому

    ☹️thank you I needed a song like this...

  • @whyyousalty9186
    @whyyousalty9186 4 роки тому

    Gracias por la letra

  • @Gravado
    @Gravado 4 роки тому +1

    Wow.. Just wow.. Absolutely beautiful ❤️

  • @hannahbarnett1668
    @hannahbarnett1668 4 роки тому

    you never fail to disappoint me. i love you and your music. you can do great things :)

  • @jesselowry429
    @jesselowry429 4 роки тому +1

    Clicked as fast as possible.
    Guardian really went off

  • @2460ck
    @2460ck 4 роки тому

    YES