As a female I’ve been fighting porn since age 8 and had streaks of 5 months and I would relapse it. I’m now 24 and it’s been almost 5 months since I touched myself and watched porn. I wish like crazy I never got exposed to sex stuff or porn at such a freaking young age. I grew up weird nasty and crazy from it. Sad part is I knew God as a child I knew better but didn’t do better. I pray God forgives me for hurting others and myself in being exposed to sex porn.
24, started at 8 years. One year and four months free now with no gnawing desire to look back. I would have been two years this month but I had a relapse at 6 months the first time which lasted for two months. Those were two of the worst months of my life, because it felt like I had no control, like zero. Every time I would watch illicit material or touch myself inappropriately, I'll go back to God for forgiveness and I really thought all hope was lost. But He showed me true freedom and one day, I just didn't feel like seeing those stuff. Don't get me wrong, lust has come knocking on my door harder than before, severally too, but I just know that there is no way I want to be back to who I was in those two months. I have set so many boundaries for myself now, and have been extremely graced by God to keep them. I exclusively watch Christian movies now, I don't do secular music amongst others as all these can be tools that draw your mind back. The Bible gives us a solution for lust which is to flee, not fight it (2 Tim 2:22), so anything that could potentially arise lustful intentions in me, I run from, including keeping some company. I try to keep busy with very mundane stuff whenever lustful thoughts arise, like taking a walk or cooking. I also pray and read the Word. The verse I hold on to the most is Psalm 119:11, "Your word have I hid in my heart, that I may not sin against You". Ultimately, it is realising that, porn addiction and masturbation was not the only thing that made me a sinner and there were other sins in my heart (like a lying tongue, pride etc) that were always going to be channels to get me back into lust. So I had to surrender my whole life to God, not just my sexual sins, so He could fix things and set me right. He has shown me that He has forgiven me and He has helped me forgive myself as well. Turn to Him and surrender your whole life and watch Him change things for you.
Me too. I was exposed at that age, and now I'm 24. It's only been a few weeks since I stopped masturbation. I never went an entire month without doing it at least one time despite knowing God😭 Lately I have not been tempted but please pray I completely heal from this. I'll pray for you as well
I believe I was freed from it on November 24/2024 but I can’t wait to celebrate one year anniversary next year , I have been a slave to it since I was 9
Girl thank you for sharing your testimony and being so raw and honest about your wrestle with pornography and masturbation. I too was set free from this addiction, having been exposed to porn from a super young age and molested from an even younger age. God is sooooo good and so faithful and sin has no dominion over us for we are not under the law but His grace, His grace to repent and to walk in the freedom we have because of Christ! Prada you babe, keep posting and seeking the Lord first, love all your videos!
I struggled with lust. I fell into pornography and self satisfaction. I dealt with this for about two years. But God came and healed me ! And it was only when I truly repented and sought God that I got healed. So let this be your reminder that God still heals and hears our prayers. Don’t be afraid or ashamed HE cares for us. 1 Peter 5:7 ♡︎ Amen Hallelujah ✝️❤️🙏🏾
I’ve got a week of not watching, it is something that I have struggled with since a very young child….. major congratulations to you, I am looking forward to baking myself a one year anniversary cake a year from now !!! 💪🏽💪🏽💪🏽
Soul ties don’t even start from doing sexual things. When two people choose to get together and think about being in a relationship together, the two become one. This is why we mustn’t be unequally yolked. We must be yolked with the Lord, and He will bring whoever He brings.
Yooo I ain’t think about it like that wow thanks for the breakdown that is Good to know we need to be careful on our thoughts and who we fantasize about and even be with so wild once again thanks
@yakov7346 for me, God really blessed me and took my desire for it away quickly. However, if you're struggling (which is totally normal) you should pray everytime you feel tempted and pray for strenght. And also it might be a good idea to fast about it and cut off all temptations (seductive videos, situations, people etc.) God bless you and I'll pray for you! 2 Corinthians 12:10 "That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong. "
@@Lorenzoisbased2 I had a dream of Jesus reaching inside my heart and giving me a new heart… but I continued to struggle. I started listening to the audio Bible on my phone every day, I actually started from Genesis 1:1 and listened to the whole thing and was delivered from porn and sexual immorality in the process. I don’t know when… But Jesus is the word of God and in it there is power! “Therefore I urge you, brethren, by the mercies of God, to present your bodies a living and holy sacrifice, acceptable to God, which is your spiritual service of worship. And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what the will of God is, that which is good and acceptable and perfect.” Romans 12:1-2 NASB1995
Congrats on year free from porn girl!! This came exactly at the right time, I recently fell into lust and porn last night after being free from it for a couple of months. Everything you talked about I related and resonated with deeply. Prayfully in the future, God will lead you to make videos about how you combatted your temptations and what scriptures you meditate on. I thank God for using you as a vessel because so many of his children are struggling in this battle alone. I pray for all of the people who have watched this to have strength and to remember God's grace and compassion for us despite falling into temptation.
God, our Heavenly Father, please be merciful and gracious upon this young lady, myself, as well as all that look upon this page... we all fall short of your glory ,Father... please continue encouraging us who have addictions and short-comings... and strengthen us out of our sins into your Kingdom.. in the name of the Lord Jesus.. Amen.
I‘m 24 and i‘ve also been addicted to it since i was 10 but since i was very young in kindergarden i had that lust in me tho i didnt know what s*x was at that time. Its been almost 5months for me even though i was tempted many times and also with sexual mind torment we are still here going 5months strong by the grace of God😭 i was so ashamed to share this and know i just feel free Thank you for creating a Safe space
24:12 I feel called out lol The longer we dwell with God and stay in his word we are renewed, strengthen, sanctified. I now rejoice with those who tell me “let us go to the house of the Lord”. “And he shall be like a tree planted by the rivers of water, that bringeth forth his fruit in his season; his leaf also shall not wither; and whatsoever he doeth shall prosper.” Psalm 1:3 KJV We are the tree. Gods word and his tent in which we dwell in is the flowing stream of life.
It’s been a year for me too, the Lord is so good! He supernaturally delivered me and I’ve never felt the need to watch it again. I held to my vow and he showed me how disgusting it was. He’s so good! So merciful! 🙏🏽
@@Lorenzoisbased2 I have to be honest! I didn’t do much I just prayed on the spot and said on the lines of Lord, I surrender this to you and understand how this impacts my relationship with you. Now, the next thing is you can either surrender it to him and let God deliver you, or he can lead you to a fast to get delivered it just all depends on how bad you want to give it up, I believe God will want to meet you half way and especially because I was a new believer I didnt know much about fasting so I guess he took that into consideration is well. But first things first, pray about it, surrender it to him and then let him lead you on what do. But you have to stop watching it or your just not being serious. Hope this helps!
I’m so happy for you!!!!!! Hallelujah!! I’m so happy for you! This will be my testimony on marijuana!! Hallelujah!!!! Amen and amen! I’m prescribed it for PtSD.
This just shows how addicting this can get it’s so crazy how it starts out just like trying a hard substance or something and then the rabbit whole starts. The Lord set me free from porn this year and the same with fornication I am free… when your in that sin it feels heavy like chains are on you but God is always there to set you free you have to let go and DONT go back… I’ve went back so many times but no more. God bless you ❤
Your testimony is truly inspiring. 🙏🏾 It's evident in your "glow" and the beautiful improvement in your skin. Wow. This reflects the transformation that begins from within and eventually shines outwardly once God starts freeing us from sin. Congratulations love. God is so good ❤
Thanks for sharing your testimony. I’m glad God set you free from the addiction. I only occasionally watched porn and it began in 2020 for me also. However, lust and masturbation were common for me since my teen years. I was born again in Christ earlier this year after spending my 20s dabbling a little bit into new age and borderline agnosticism. That same day in late April I was free from porn and masturbation and it’s been absent from my life without an issue, only by God’s grace and strength. Since coming back to Christ, I watch testimonies every now and then, and it’s made me aware that women are watching porn sometimes just as much as men, and that it’s affecting them in different ways also. As a guy, testimonies like yours can help me understand ways I can pray and witness to my sisters in Christ.
I like how honest she is with her experience, I got introduced to it at 16th and its been on and off but when it gets bad it gets really bad, I am happy that I made some choices for the better of my self and I can see the changes physically and mentally, true all this I learnt God's love is amazing and saying we don't deserve it is an understatement, but it chases us till were brought back we just have to be willing to actually let God in the door and let him lead us
You go sista girl!!!! This is why you are my favorite "sister in Christ", you lead by example! To come on here and humble yourself to confess in front of us speaks volume of your integrity and leadership but most of your reverence and obedience to our Abba Father. Thank you for your discipleship! May Our Father continue to fill you with over His overflow and continue to use such a beautiful vessel like you to inspire us to be more like Him. Thank you.
Truly am moved by your testimony I’ve been exposed at a young age of 5-6 years Ive been running from that deep shame ever since now Am 25 years had on & off streaks but this year I’ve been on a streak since early April-May! been withholding myself from fornications & I’m ngl I’m still dealing with the temptations & frustrations…hearing you share so bluntly & straight up gave me the encouragement I need to stay on this path God has set out for us.. May god bless all those going thru this struggle & thank you for you sharing keep pushing strong🙏🏾
Wow this is amazing. Thank you so much for your transparency. I’ve been free from it for more than 3 years after over a decade of being addicted to it. i remember haivng slip up before those 3 years and i was in tears because i felt so far from god. what i realized is that i had to want God more than my addiction. It took a really long time to be free but praise God that i don’t have his desire anymore. He can do it and we have to die to our own desires. To tie is to gain. Take every thought captive and make it obedient to the lord!
Too afraid/ashamed to tell this to anyone in my life, but testimonies like these will lead others to God... I was addicted for 14+ years. Thought i could stop anytime i wanted. After wanting to get close to God, i tried to stop, but i couldn't, i would go for 6 month cold turkey and i would relapse. I gave up and prayed to God, prayed for him to do it because I couldn't by myself. It was like overnight, the desire died. I have been free for more than a year and a half, and i have no desire to go back. Glory be to the almighty. ps: Those that are struggling... reading the bible, praying, and being thankful and going to church will genuinely remove the desire. If you TRULY know/fear/love God, it will make it difficult to sin. You will hate to sin.
Wow! Powerful testimony, this shows the dangers of porn and lust and how serious it can get but also shows the love of Christ that no matter how far we go off he always there waiting for us to come to him. Glory to our lord and savior Jesus Christ.
Would like to start off with God bless you on your pathway with him. A point that you made that had gotten me to take this even more serious was “you can cast that spirit out but if it has no where else to go it’ll come back 7 times stronger and if you don’t have your Armour and standing firm it will come back in strong”. This so very eye opening to me and I’m great full for God allowing you to share your testimony with us all. Truly thank you
I am so grateful the Lord brought me to your channel with the letting go of secular music episode. Because the more videos you make, the more I can relate and truly appreciate you listening to him to talk about this. So many of us struggle with this and something I did notice in this struggle with lust is how it pulls me away from God. It’s like the shame of having those desires or fornicating or any of that… The shame is what makes you hide from God. And no matter what he always sees us and he is always with us just waiting for us to call out to him to help us with these struggles. It truly is spiritual warfare and a daily battle and it’s true being in a relationship does not help lol… I find myself constantly going back-and-forth with being abstinent. But I know it’s something I’m called to because it’s probably the deepest issue that was created in me as a teenager. Of course it came from introduction to a sexual experience from someone older… But it became my battle to fight. And I didn’t realize it until college, and even now when I look back and see the many times that I felt so far from God, I know that he was always with me and protecting me you are a true blessing and I pray that you will continue to forever share your testimony and the word of God. 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾 may God bless you.
Just stumbled across your channel with this video, and wow.. the timing. Bless you for being so open about this topic🙏 It's such a dangerous sin to fall into, especially when you think, "oh, it's not so bad because i'm not the one actually making the content on it" which I am guilty of myself. The stonghold it has on people is insane. I pray that everyone else struggling with this sin can break free in the mighty name of Jesus.❤
Thank you Jesus 🙌 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉 I struggled the same way and He set me free..I crawled back to God and asked for help Without Him it’s a tormented battle that can’t be won without Him Thank you Jesus ❤for setting the captives free
Most times I don't watch videos this long but yours was good. Thanks for sharing something that can be embarrassing for many. Your last words on this subject matter are true as I too had to find this out. Glad someone is telling the story. God bless
The amount of courage and FOR REAL, the strength you have, and allowing Jesus to help you and following him by giving this testimony, is MOVING. The fact that you made this video and posted it online is proof that Jesus is real. Then your actual testimony is proof that Jesus SAVES. This broke some chains for me. Just the sharing of something so raw and being so transparent with us. Thank you. It isn't natural to us (our flesh) to share like this. It is seriously crazy how much the Holy Spirit can move in, through and even despite us, in order to save us, others and glorified and glory him.
This is the realest, most spirit motivated accounts of personal transformation in an area that has imprisoned many, myself included, for years. Thank you so much, I'll never forget you and you will be a part of my own story of transformation one day.
It's Great that you've been freed 🎉😊 But please remember after REPENTANCE our sins are forgiven and forgotten by our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ he chooses to forget for his own sake God has feelings too he made us in the likeliness of his own image
Glory be to God who gave us victory,may he keep using your testimony touch more souls and encourage them in their struggles bring the closer to Jesus because that's where healing starts
Decemeber 5th is the day of my birth. So it's amazing so see such a great time for more celebration, you're strong, kind and amazing person. Continue to speak as God leads you and know that you are doing the works the Father wants. God bless you
Congratulations sis. Keep up the good fight. Consistency is key. I am 85 days free. I decided to make a declaration every morning, it goes like this: "Lord Jesus, I commit to not watch pornography Today.." it's important to say, today! Every single morning. That's how I got rid of my addiction to cigarettes. So I figured that I can use that same technique to fight porn.
This popped up on my news feed and I was going to scroll passed it but instead I clicked it and watched it. Thank you for being real and open. I don't hear females talking porn addiction much compared to guys. I felt that when you said you tried with everything and God seemed to be at distance and you slipped back into it. You were convicted of the sin but you are overcoming it. Thank you for this. I don't watch porn anymore but I did have sex with another female who I know but I justify saying it's only her and me I'm not with everybody. But I acknowledge it's wrong. I haven't had sex with her in a little over a month could've be two. I haven't had the desire either. I'm praying through the process, God shows me some things I have been praying for.
Congratulations🙏🏽 respect to you for putting this content out and to break the barrior that only men have these kind of addiction. Takes a lot of courago to spread this message i respect you. Also stopped with porn and started semen retention for 10 months now. It feels so good and like a relief. Keep doing youre thing❤️💯
Hello I am extremely blown away by your level of transparency and vulnerability. What you are doing is so powerful. I pray that your path be one of radical impact and transformation. It’s not about the year, It’s about who you became in that year. And that’s the version of you that this generation have been waiting to show up. You are a pioneer and trail-blazer for this moment and your story needs to be shared . Not for you, but for all of the people who you will inspire. Thank you for being a spiritual revolutionary and may God continue to perfect your soul as his angels walk with you! 😀
Congratulations!! I pray this success and even longer cleanliness over you and all who love Jesus and want to be free!! I love you, but Jesus loves you more! 💗🫶🏾
Oh wow, I don't really see women dealing with a porn addiction. I was watching porn since I was 10, and I'm 37. It took me a long time to slow down and its been a struggle to fully stop, im still keeping myself away, I would go a week to a month or two but then it pops up and I engage. I commend you, sista, for speaking up and telling your testimony. Keep me in prayer
it is such a blessing to grow up Spirit Filled close to the Lord it sounds like a Great Testimony life is so boring without Him there is nothing without Him He is all that matters He is the Best
I’m understand the feeling too, God has set me free from sexual perversion and so far I have not a a desire to do it anymore it has been almost close to 2 months. Although lately I have been having a lot of weird disturbing dreams but yes it is true. Who the son sets free is free indeed. The end reminds me of when Jesus says there is great celebration in heaven of one sinner who repents
Im so proud of you and for you!! Christ truly does save!! You are doing so good!! Just remember not to lean on your own understanding, God always wants best❤️🩹 I'm so proud of you and I know all of Heaven rejoiced that day you left that sin✝️❤️🩹🌹✨
This is the most realest video I’ve ever seen !!!! Like this video is tooo relatable. God thankyou for leading me to this video and girl ur you see this you are so real and so blessed 😘😘😘
Guys pray for me I need freedom from it also
Me too, I will pray for you because I am struggling a little as well
I will pray for you, I can be your accountability partner I have dealt with it I’m in the process of freedom but we can help each other
I can be your accountability partner I have been delivered by God
@@brendajepkoech4065 girl I’m inn
Read Romans 6,7,8. Repent of your sins and get rid of the thing that trigger you to watch it.
As a female I’ve been fighting porn since age 8 and had streaks of 5 months and I would relapse it. I’m now 24 and it’s been almost 5 months since I touched myself and watched porn. I wish like crazy I never got exposed to sex stuff or porn at such a freaking young age. I grew up weird nasty and crazy from it. Sad part is I knew God as a child I knew better but didn’t do better. I pray God forgives me for hurting others and myself in being exposed to sex porn.
Same i‘m 24 and it’s been 5months as well wow
24, started at 8 years. One year and four months free now with no gnawing desire to look back. I would have been two years this month but I had a relapse at 6 months the first time which lasted for two months. Those were two of the worst months of my life, because it felt like I had no control, like zero. Every time I would watch illicit material or touch myself inappropriately, I'll go back to God for forgiveness and I really thought all hope was lost. But He showed me true freedom and one day, I just didn't feel like seeing those stuff. Don't get me wrong, lust has come knocking on my door harder than before, severally too, but I just know that there is no way I want to be back to who I was in those two months. I have set so many boundaries for myself now, and have been extremely graced by God to keep them. I exclusively watch Christian movies now, I don't do secular music amongst others as all these can be tools that draw your mind back. The Bible gives us a solution for lust which is to flee, not fight it (2 Tim 2:22), so anything that could potentially arise lustful intentions in me, I run from, including keeping some company. I try to keep busy with very mundane stuff whenever lustful thoughts arise, like taking a walk or cooking. I also pray and read the Word. The verse I hold on to the most is Psalm 119:11, "Your word have I hid in my heart, that I may not sin against You". Ultimately, it is realising that, porn addiction and masturbation was not the only thing that made me a sinner and there were other sins in my heart (like a lying tongue, pride etc) that were always going to be channels to get me back into lust. So I had to surrender my whole life to God, not just my sexual sins, so He could fix things and set me right. He has shown me that He has forgiven me and He has helped me forgive myself as well. Turn to Him and surrender your whole life and watch Him change things for you.
I think this is a topic that is not talked about in adulthood as much.
Same here
Me too. I was exposed at that age, and now I'm 24. It's only been a few weeks since I stopped masturbation. I never went an entire month without doing it at least one time despite knowing God😭 Lately I have not been tempted but please pray I completely heal from this. I'll pray for you as well
This is the season of OVERCOMING
I believe I was freed from it on November 24/2024 but I can’t wait to celebrate one year anniversary next year , I have been a slave to it since I was 9
aw you were freed on my birthday
Blessing bro🙏🏿
A few hours for me 😅
@@RonaldMcdonaldClassClown He got YOU!! IAM ALMOST 1 MONTH
@@brendajepkoech4065 lmaooooo amen 🙏🏾. I will never again ima save myself for my wife or girlfriend
6 months and 11 days for me. I’m so proud of you!
Hold on
Girl thank you for sharing your testimony and being so raw and honest about your wrestle with pornography and masturbation. I too was set free from this addiction, having been exposed to porn from a super young age and molested from an even younger age. God is sooooo good and so faithful and sin has no dominion over us for we are not under the law but His grace, His grace to repent and to walk in the freedom we have because of Christ! Prada you babe, keep posting and seeking the Lord first, love all your videos!
I struggled with lust. I fell into pornography and self satisfaction. I dealt with this for about two years. But God came and healed me ! And it was only when I truly repented and sought God that I got healed. So let this be your reminder that God still heals and hears our prayers. Don’t be afraid or ashamed HE cares for us. 1 Peter 5:7 ♡︎
Amen Hallelujah ✝️❤️🙏🏾
I’ve got a week of not watching, it is something that I have struggled with since a very young child….. major congratulations to you, I am looking forward to baking myself a one year anniversary cake a year from now !!! 💪🏽💪🏽💪🏽
Continue bro. One week is huge. Glory to G-d.
@ thank you very much !! Glory to God always !!!!
Soul ties don’t even start from doing sexual things.
When two people choose to get together and think about being in a relationship together, the two become one.
This is why we mustn’t be unequally yolked.
We must be yolked with the Lord, and He will bring whoever He brings.
Yooo I ain’t think about it like that wow thanks for the breakdown that is Good to know we need to be careful on our thoughts and who we fantasize about and even be with so wild once again thanks
He freed me aswell, like actually did a miracle in my life. I'm one year free aswell now. Praise the Lord ❤
How do you guys do it, my longest streak was 6-7 months
@yakov7346 for me, God really blessed me and took my desire for it away quickly. However, if you're struggling (which is totally normal) you should pray everytime you feel tempted and pray for strenght. And also it might be a good idea to fast about it and cut off all temptations (seductive videos, situations, people etc.) God bless you and I'll pray for you!
2 Corinthians 12:10 "That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
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@ God really took it away from you like that ?
@@Lorenzoisbased2 He did
@@Lorenzoisbased2 I had a dream of Jesus reaching inside my heart and giving me a new heart… but I continued to struggle.
I started listening to the audio Bible on my phone every day, I actually started from Genesis 1:1 and listened to the whole thing and was delivered from porn and sexual immorality in the process. I don’t know when… But Jesus is the word of God and in it there is power!
“Therefore I urge you, brethren, by the mercies of God, to present your bodies a living and holy sacrifice, acceptable to God, which is your spiritual service of worship. And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what the will of God is, that which is good and acceptable and perfect.”
Romans 12:1-2 NASB1995
In Jesus’ name I pray peace and freedom and life to all those struggling! All praise be to God!
Congrats on year free from porn girl!! This came exactly at the right time, I recently fell into lust and porn last night after being free from it for a couple of months. Everything you talked about I related and resonated with deeply. Prayfully in the future, God will lead you to make videos about how you combatted your temptations and what scriptures you meditate on. I thank God for using you as a vessel because so many of his children are struggling in this battle alone. I pray for all of the people who have watched this to have strength and to remember God's grace and compassion for us despite falling into temptation.
God, our Heavenly Father, please be merciful and gracious upon this young lady, myself, as well as all that look upon this page... we all fall short of your glory ,Father... please continue encouraging us who have addictions and short-comings... and strengthen us out of our sins into your Kingdom.. in the name of the Lord Jesus.. Amen.
It's like watching a completely different person.❤
I‘m 24 and i‘ve also been addicted to it since i was 10 but since i was very young in kindergarden i had that lust in me tho i didnt know what s*x was at that time. Its been almost 5months for me even though i was tempted many times and also with sexual mind torment we are still here going 5months strong by the grace of God😭 i was so ashamed to share this and know i just feel free Thank you for creating a Safe space
“Your body is a battle field “
24:12 I feel called out lol
The longer we dwell with God and stay in his word we are renewed, strengthen, sanctified. I now rejoice with those who tell me “let us go to the house of the Lord”.
“And he shall be like a tree planted by the rivers of water, that bringeth forth his fruit in his season; his leaf also shall not wither; and whatsoever he doeth shall prosper.” Psalm 1:3 KJV
We are the tree. Gods word and his tent in which we dwell in is the flowing stream of life.
It’s been a year for me too, the Lord is so good! He supernaturally delivered me and I’ve never felt the need to watch it again. I held to my vow and he showed me how disgusting it was. He’s so good! So merciful! 🙏🏽
How did you do it
@@Lorenzoisbased2 I have to be honest! I didn’t do much I just prayed on the spot and said on the lines of Lord, I surrender this to you and understand how this impacts my relationship with you. Now, the next thing is you can either surrender it to him and let God deliver you, or he can lead you to a fast to get delivered it just all depends on how bad you want to give it up, I believe God will want to meet you half way and especially because I was a new believer I didnt know much about fasting so I guess he took that into consideration is well. But first things first, pray about it, surrender it to him and then let him lead you on what do. But you have to stop watching it or your just not being serious. Hope this helps!
I’m so happy for you!!!!!! Hallelujah!! I’m so happy for you! This will be my testimony on marijuana!! Hallelujah!!!! Amen and amen! I’m prescribed it for PtSD.
This just shows how addicting this can get it’s so crazy how it starts out just like trying a hard substance or something and then the rabbit whole starts. The Lord set me free from porn this year and the same with fornication I am free… when your in that sin it feels heavy like chains are on you but God is always there to set you free you have to let go and DONT go back… I’ve went back so many times but no more. God bless you ❤
Your testimony is truly inspiring. 🙏🏾
It's evident in your "glow" and the beautiful improvement in your skin. Wow. This reflects the transformation that begins from within and eventually shines outwardly once God starts freeing us from sin. Congratulations love. God is so good ❤
Thanks for sharing your testimony. I’m glad God set you free from the addiction. I only occasionally watched porn and it began in 2020 for me also. However, lust and masturbation were common for me since my teen years. I was born again in Christ earlier this year after spending my 20s dabbling a little bit into new age and borderline agnosticism. That same day in late April I was free from porn and masturbation and it’s been absent from my life without an issue, only by God’s grace and strength. Since coming back to Christ, I watch testimonies every now and then, and it’s made me aware that women are watching porn sometimes just as much as men, and that it’s affecting them in different ways also. As a guy, testimonies like yours can help me understand ways I can pray and witness to my sisters in Christ.
Season of Grace
"Walk in the spirit and ye shall not fulfill the lust of the flesh" (Galatians 5).
All praises to Yah 🙏✨
So encouraged by you ❤. This is also such a well made video!
Ameennn sister for me it’s been 2 years!! I’m glad that there is a young girl that is open about this! God is truly good 🙌🏼💗, God Bless 🥰
this is the most seen i have ever felt. thank you.
Praise God!!! Glory to Him , happy one year free sister! ❤️
I like how honest she is with her experience, I got introduced to it at 16th and its been on and off but when it gets bad it gets really bad, I am happy that I made some choices for the better of my self and I can see the changes physically and mentally, true all this I learnt God's love is amazing and saying we don't deserve it is an understatement, but it chases us till were brought back we just have to be willing to actually let God in the door and let him lead us
You go sista girl!!!! This is why you are my favorite "sister in Christ", you lead by example! To come on here and humble yourself to confess in front of us speaks volume of your integrity and leadership but most of your reverence and obedience to our Abba Father. Thank you for your discipleship! May Our Father continue to fill you with over His overflow and continue to use such a beautiful vessel like you to inspire us to be more like Him. Thank you.
Please pray for me, I can’t stop.
So happy for you my love!
Thanks for being so vulnerable ❤
That journal entry was so real ❤😢 thank you for sharing this
this was uploaded at the perfect time thank you for sharing ❤️
Amennnnnnn, father in Heaven we thank you for watching over us and setting us free
It’s been a tough struggle for me as well with lust as a whole. Pray for me please ❤
Great accomplishment. God bless you to keep up the strength and will of your work
Truly am moved by your testimony I’ve been exposed at a young age of 5-6 years Ive been running from that deep shame ever since now Am 25 years had on & off streaks but this year I’ve been on a streak since early April-May! been withholding myself from fornications & I’m ngl I’m still dealing with the temptations & frustrations…hearing you share so bluntly & straight up gave me the encouragement I need to stay on this path God has set out for us.. May god bless all those going thru this struggle & thank you for you sharing keep pushing strong🙏🏾
Wow this is amazing. Thank you so much for your transparency. I’ve been free from it for more than 3 years after over a decade of being addicted to it. i remember haivng slip up before those 3 years and i was in tears because i felt so far from god. what i realized is that i had to want God more than my addiction. It took a really long time to be free but praise God that i don’t have his desire anymore. He can do it and we have to die to our own desires. To tie is to gain. Take every thought captive and make it obedient to the lord!
This was suxh a wonderful testimony. God bless you for sharing this. Amen
All Glory and Praise to God!!🙌🏼🙏🏼
I like the confidence you have in posting this, I struggle too but I know that God will help me through this Trying moment
congrats......thy yolk has been broken...God bless keep growing
Too afraid/ashamed to tell this to anyone in my life, but testimonies like these will lead others to God...
I was addicted for 14+ years. Thought i could stop anytime i wanted. After wanting to get close to God, i tried to stop, but i couldn't, i would go for 6 month cold turkey and i would relapse.
I gave up and prayed to God, prayed for him to do it because I couldn't by myself. It was like overnight, the desire died. I have been free for more than a year and a half, and i have no desire to go back. Glory be to the almighty.
ps: Those that are struggling... reading the bible, praying, and being thankful and going to church will genuinely remove the desire. If you TRULY know/fear/love God, it will make it difficult to sin. You will hate to sin.
Wow! Powerful testimony, this shows the dangers of porn and lust and how serious it can get but also shows the love of Christ that no matter how far we go off he always there waiting for us to come to him. Glory to our lord and savior Jesus Christ.
Would like to start off with God bless you on your pathway with him. A point that you made that had gotten me to take this even more serious was “you can cast that spirit out but if it has no where else to go it’ll come back 7 times stronger and if you don’t have your Armour and standing firm it will come back in strong”. This so very eye opening to me and I’m great full for God allowing you to share your testimony with us all. Truly thank you
I am so grateful the Lord brought me to your channel with the letting go of secular music episode. Because the more videos you make, the more I can relate and truly appreciate you listening to him to talk about this. So many of us struggle with this and something I did notice in this struggle with lust is how it pulls me away from God. It’s like the shame of having those desires or fornicating or any of that… The shame is what makes you hide from God. And no matter what he always sees us and he is always with us just waiting for us to call out to him to help us with these struggles. It truly is spiritual warfare and a daily battle and it’s true being in a relationship does not help lol… I find myself constantly going back-and-forth with being abstinent. But I know it’s something I’m called to because it’s probably the deepest issue that was created in me as a teenager. Of course it came from introduction to a sexual experience from someone older… But it became my battle to fight. And I didn’t realize it until college, and even now when I look back and see the many times that I felt so far from God, I know that he was always with me and protecting me you are a true blessing and I pray that you will continue to forever share your testimony and the word of God. 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾 may God bless you.
Truly appreciate this testimony, congratulations and may The father continue to be with you.
Thank you for sharing, I resonate so much with your testimony. Anything can be an idol
Just stumbled across your channel with this video, and wow.. the timing. Bless you for being so open about this topic🙏
It's such a dangerous sin to fall into, especially when you think, "oh, it's not so bad because i'm not the one actually making the content on it" which I am guilty of myself. The stonghold it has on people is insane. I pray that everyone else struggling with this sin can break free in the mighty name of Jesus.❤
Thank you Jesus 🙌 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉 I struggled the same way and He set me free..I crawled back to God and asked for help Without Him it’s a tormented battle that can’t be won without Him Thank you Jesus ❤for setting the captives free
Most times I don't watch videos this long but yours was good. Thanks for sharing something that can be embarrassing for many. Your last words on this subject matter are true as I too had to find this out. Glad someone is telling the story. God bless
True testimonies like this transforms lives. The young arsenal God is letting loose on earth at this time is on fire... Amen.
The amount of courage and FOR REAL, the strength you have, and allowing Jesus to help you and following him by giving this testimony, is MOVING. The fact that you made this video and posted it online is proof that Jesus is real. Then your actual testimony is proof that Jesus SAVES. This broke some chains for me. Just the sharing of something so raw and being so transparent with us. Thank you. It isn't natural to us (our flesh) to share like this. It is seriously crazy how much the Holy Spirit can move in, through and even despite us, in order to save us, others and glorified and glory him.
This is the realest, most spirit motivated accounts of personal transformation in an area that has imprisoned many, myself included, for years.
Thank you so much, I'll never forget you and you will be a part of my own story of transformation one day.
It's Great that you've been freed 🎉😊 But please remember after REPENTANCE our sins are forgiven and forgotten by our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ he chooses to forget for his own sake God has feelings too he made us in the likeliness of his own image
Glory be to God who gave us victory,may he keep using your testimony touch more souls and encourage them in their struggles bring the closer to Jesus because that's where healing starts
I need prayer to have the strength to not faint on keep fighting my addiction
This is so touching 😢❤
Amen! Great video and congratulations
Glory to God I’ve been free for over a year myself after many years of watching porn. Keep going forward so happy to see someone else free 🙏🏼
Decemeber 5th is the day of my birth. So it's amazing so see such a great time for more celebration, you're strong, kind and amazing person. Continue to speak as God leads you and know that you are doing the works the Father wants. God bless you
Congratulations! The Realist Video! Praise The Lord Christ Jesus!
Love your strength and honesty. God bless you
Congratulations sis. Keep up the good fight. Consistency is key. I am 85 days free. I decided to make a declaration every morning, it goes like this: "Lord Jesus, I commit to not watch pornography Today.." it's important to say, today! Every single morning. That's how I got rid of my addiction to cigarettes. So I figured that I can use that same technique to fight porn.
Thanks for sharing your testimony!
This popped up on my news feed and I was going to scroll passed it but instead I clicked it and watched it. Thank you for being real and open. I don't hear females talking porn addiction much compared to guys. I felt that when you said you tried with everything and God seemed to be at distance and you slipped back into it. You were convicted of the sin but you are overcoming it. Thank you for this. I don't watch porn anymore but I did have sex with another female who I know but I justify saying it's only her and me I'm not with everybody. But I acknowledge it's wrong. I haven't had sex with her in a little over a month could've be two. I haven't had the desire either. I'm praying through the process, God shows me some things I have been praying for.
Congratulations🙏🏽 respect to you for putting this content out and to break the barrior that only men have these kind of addiction. Takes a lot of courago to spread this message i respect you. Also stopped with porn and started semen retention for 10 months now. It feels so good and like a relief. Keep doing youre thing❤️💯
Congratulations! Fighting this battle now, didnt think it was as much of an issue with women so thank you for being vulnerable.
So proud of you
May God bless you for all the work you are doing to inform us and lead us closer to God. Greetings from a Masters student in Germany ❤😊
Congratulations! Celebrating what God has done/doing in your life in Jesus Name ! Amen!
Gods with us all!!! We all deal with something. Stay strong with him.🙏🏽☮️
Hello
I am extremely blown away by your level of transparency and vulnerability. What you are doing is so powerful. I pray that your path be one of radical impact and transformation. It’s not about the year, It’s about who you became in that year. And that’s the version of you that this generation have been waiting to show up. You are a pioneer and trail-blazer for this moment and your story needs to be shared . Not for you, but for all of the people who you will inspire.
Thank you for being a spiritual revolutionary and may God continue to perfect your soul as his angels walk with you! 😀
Thank youuuuuu, I am dealing with the same exact thing God bless you💗
Thank you for sharing so courageously and vulnerably! May God bless you. ❤
Thank you 🙏🏽
Congratulations!! I pray this success and even longer cleanliness over you and all who love Jesus and want to be free!! I love you, but Jesus loves you more! 💗🫶🏾
Oh wow, I don't really see women dealing with a porn addiction. I was watching porn since I was 10, and I'm 37. It took me a long time to slow down and its been a struggle to fully stop, im still keeping myself away, I would go a week to a month or two but then it pops up and I engage. I commend you, sista, for speaking up and telling your testimony. Keep me in prayer
praise Jesus🥺🥺🥺🥺
PRAISE GODDD
Highly recommend anybody struggling to deny their flesh to reed and study and meditate on the book of Galatians. It's only a few pages
Really made me happy to see Congragulation my Sister in Christ
Powerful
i’ve been free from pornography for 2 years already praise God 😊❤❤❤
no more ever again thanks to Him
Thank You so much for this, you are being real authentic, relatable and vulnerable❤you help us be better people in Christ.
Amazing video ,this will definitely bless those who need help 🙏🏾
Jesus is our Lord and Savior, Thank you Lord!!!!!! ❤ ♥ 💜 🙏 🕊
it is such a blessing to grow up Spirit Filled close to the Lord it sounds like a Great Testimony
life is so boring without Him there is nothing without Him He is all that matters He is the Best
I’m understand the feeling too, God has set me free from sexual perversion and so far I have not a a desire to do it anymore it has been almost close to 2 months. Although lately I have been having a lot of weird disturbing dreams but yes it is true. Who the son sets free is free indeed. The end reminds me of when Jesus says there is great celebration in heaven of one sinner who repents
Im so proud of you and for you!! Christ truly does save!! You are doing so good!! Just remember not to lean on your own understanding, God always wants best❤️🩹 I'm so proud of you and I know all of Heaven rejoiced that day you left that sin✝️❤️🩹🌹✨
Congrats I'm still fighting this tragic fight .Got me on the ropes rn
Proud of you
thank you for sharing this
This testimony was good and authentic. 👌
Wow what a master piece of a video
Im glad the holy Spirit is working on me now...he tought me a valueble lesson of the effects it has on peoples minds 😌❤️🙏🏼...praise god 🙏🏼❤️
This is the most realest video I’ve ever seen !!!! Like this video is tooo relatable. God thankyou for leading me to this video and girl ur you see this you are so real and so blessed 😘😘😘
Thank you for sharing your testimony! I’ve been encouraged by you. God’s hands are on you. Blessings sis!