theory, at 1:02, there’s background noises that sound a lot like a sped up child’s music box, representing how her childhood was cut short/rushed by her father.
I had forgotten how genuinely terrifying this piece is. What makes it scarier is that this is a reflection of reality-and there are so many situations like this that go unnoticed. Take care of your children.
livingantique. The parents are abusing their child it’s not always up to the parents to watch out for their kids we need to teach kids to watch out for themselves cause they literally can’t trust anyone anymore
The fact that the little girl in the song has it so abused that she thinks she's "bad" for not letting her dad abuse her made me sick... It's sad to think that there are cases like that in real life.
I haven’t been SA’d. But what Kikuo does with this song is it really opens your eyes to its horror. And it helps to spread awareness of the disgusting act that happens in the real world. A man once told me it’s a sin to vibe to this. I understand what he means. I wouldn’t add this to a playlist that I listen to on a regular basis. But, when I do want to listen, I sit down, and focus entirely on the song. Because in order to listen to this, you must respect it. Otherwise you feel… wrong. Well done, Kikuo. You have my respect.
I've been raped, I was in the 6th grade. This song really does show the horror of being assaulted in such a way, I'm 19 now and I'm still so incredibly damaged from what happened.
I think it's okay to vibe to the song, as long as you know the meaning and don't do content of it. Like making memes, or stuff like that. Yes, it has a dark meaning, I know. I'm not saying I want to normalize it. But most songs have dark meanings.
I love this song and see it as a masterpiece because it doesn't sugar coat anything and really tells it to you and all of the disgusting and bad that comes with this trauma. Kikuo is definitely one of the best when it comes to spreading awareness through his music, respect to kikuo
Yeah I used to LOVE this song but after my friend showed me the lyrics I could not in good conscious leave it in my playlist, I won’t ever be able to forget these lyrics
If you haven't noticed yet, this song is about a girl who gets s-xually abused by her father. She meets a boy who she falls in love with. the lyrics "Im sorry, forgive me for falling in love with someone whos not papa" is her apologizing to her father for not falling in love with him. at the end of the song, the girl gets gang r-ped by her father and his friends. the lyrics referencing this are: "When he came home, papa was with a lot of people" and "they want to eat my collapsed body until the end, that's what they said".
my thought is The girl got sexually abused by her father and make her broke in every part of her including her mind . So thats why she cannot have a good relationship with her boyfriend and at the end she only found her truly love with her father , the person who destroyed her . sorry for my bad english
now i am never on tiktok but i am in the gacha community and i really agree with you i feel like gachatubers never really look into the song or even what its slightly about they just do it for the trend and likes and it makes me really sick to my stomach
This song is about a young girl who is raped by her dad, what she means by "collapsing body" is that the rape is too much that it ruined her insides. This song is not about cannibalism, it is about child rape. Her father is brainwashing her to believe that being raped and abuse is being "loved". One day she ran away from her father's house by going into her neighbors house, her neighbor is a boy. The boy pitied her "collapsing body", so he took her in, soon enough they fell in love, the boy truly loved her, and the girl loved him too but she was confused she didn't know what "true love" means, she thought the boy hated her because the boy is not raping her or abusing her. She thought that being taken care of means they hate you. So she run away and went back to her father's house to be loved again but as soon as she went back, her dad bought a few men in his house to gangrape her. The gangrape was too much for the young girl so unfortunately she died. Edit: Just realize the boy tried to help her about the abortion at 2:25 . OMGosh why the fucking hell both of you guys didn't just live a happily life??? Why you comeback girl 😭😭
i hate when people say stuff like "i liked the song until i understood the lyrics". the lyrics are a huge part of why the song is so good. i never experienced SA, but if you read the comments you will see many people who did, saying how well written this is and how much they realate. the dark topics don't make the song worse(same thing with songs about sexual things).
@scotty then i wasn't talking about your case. if it's because it's triggering then it's understandable. sorry for not specifying, it was insensitive of me.
@@theo-yo1yo then your comment is unnecessary, some people just don't like dark things so the lyrics are a turn off to them. that's ok if you liked it until you understood the lyrics because some people just don't like dark music
I've been sexually assaulted before but the lyrics don't disturb me. I mean, the lyrics did surprise me when i read them but it didn't exactly "disturb" me. I'm numb to disturbing things, i guess.
Honestly this song is pretty accurate. The sad part is the girl believes that shes a bad kid and that shes a disappointment to her father. Sexual abuse is horrible because its emotional and physical abuse mixed into one. What she’s going through is horrible and I can only imagine what her father has done to her. Parents no matter how good always hurt their child, some leave finger prints, some leave cracks, and some like this father shatters the child.
@@helpiwatchedtenhoursof7970 this comment of yours reminded me of that one Vocaloid/Engloid song named Secrets of Wisteria. That song is about a cannibal. Don't watch it at night!
I'm a victim of CSA (4-8 years old), whenever i listen to this song, I both get comforted and uneasy by the lyrics. Considering it's a relatable thing that can happen to anyone in any places. Whether it's a parent, sibling, cousin or anyone even if you don't know them. I was S/A'd by my older brother(who is the 3rd oldest out of 5, I'mthe 6th)when i was 4 years old. It lasted until i was 8 years old, that's when it stopped. Now only him, but my three cousins(the other two is seperated to the other) also did that to me at the age of 5 and ended at the same time. My childhood was my living hell. And this is also the reason why my favorite vocaloid ytuber is Kikuo 💜
@@Higure209 Yw, it'll take time, but if the people are trustable & someone you could open up with then you found the right person to be friends with/close with But, still be cautious though of strangers or if someone you know acts strange❤
Aw man, I really hope you are doing okay. Sending you lots and lots of love, you truly don't deserve this. You are strong and will always remain strong, love you!! 💗💗
Everyone's talking about the creepy lyrics but no ones gonna talk about the background of the song? That looks creepy af too, like what am I looking at here?
Is anyone going to talk about how her voice sounds? When she sings "I'm sorry, i'm sorry!" she sounds so heart broken... and her voice sounds a little sore- and hurt...maybe the abuse affected her very much. Not just her body and her head. But her voice as well.
@Kuru it’s not, because Miku has a deeper voice and kikuo uses a different persons vocals and pitches them up. Listen really carefully cuz miku only does collabs with kikuo, but she is not in this song
@Kuru Miku’s voice wasn’t used for the vocals tho, and if he did add miku’s vocals in his song, it would say in the title that she’s featured but it doesn’t. U must be new to vocaloid or at least not know as much since vocals were only pitched up and the vocals were made by a different person.
I realized there is difference between English and Korean (my language) subtitle. When the Eng subtitle says “Big brother gulps my amniotic fluid and (idk I forgot the exact subtitle)”, the Kor subtitle says “big brother does not drink my amniotic fluid or open my hard stomach and touch the inside and eat it, he just leaves it alone because the broken me is ugly”. Korean language has a lot of similarities with Japanese language, so this might be saying that the big brother actually wanted to save her, but she thought that the awful thing her dad did to her was the form of “love”, so she thinks big brother hates her and she left him
@@ilovebreadbro Oh good analysis! I can't believe that these are still happening I feel so sorry and guilty for those who got SA.. They didn't deserve that Why just why do these keep happening.. That's the reality of our world i guess...
your actually correct to! that parts meaning was that the "big brother" refused to treat her the way her father did, bc "big brother" wanted to treat her like a human, and treat her correctly, but in english it is translated to a wording that makes it worse than what it was
Yeah, the translation is slightly wrong here. For example the line here translated "forgive me for not being able to love my cruel Papa" actually means "forgive me for being able to love only my cruel Papa", the second one makes more sense since she sings the second chorus to Onii-san.
As a someone who has went through SA themself, this is all written amazingly well. The screams, the voices in the background, perfectly describes how disturbing and disgusting those situations are and how it can actually fuck someone up. It truly makes me sick to my stomach, that is what makes it a masterpiece. All of this is real and raw emotion, when someone tells you about them going through something like this, believe them. Because its real, and its disgusting. (Out of character)
Ok but since miku is singing at cochella Imagine her playing this, Rolling girl, Aishite Aishite Aishite, and other ones?? Like the people who don’t know the meaning are just vibing while the weebs are in the back like: *_Oh No_*
This.Weird0 ?? Rolling Girl isn’t to bad, what about all the songs where Len is a w h o r e and Miku is a creepy bug? Imagine all the vocaloid fans watching in joy as a horrifying 7 foot Miku with a big claw comes crawling on stage, then afterwards they get to see Len thirsting over his sister. Ngl that may be worth seeing live dou
the lyrics are so dark, terrifying disgusting sad and horrific. the song is a masterpiece, its a horrific meaning and message but its spreading awareness on a topic that is always shut down by society. truly beautiful but so so sad. i want to hug everyone who resonates with these lyrics. you are valid, your experience is valid, it wasn’t you’re fault. you are still you. and you are wonderful.
wait isn't this straight-up cannibalism they pulled out her heart and ate it how was it traumatizing for her if she's dead? I'm not trying to be mean or invalidate others but I would like it if someone explained :/
i really hate seeing people say things like “this song is so weird”. Now I can understand the uncomfortable feelings or sorts but truly this song has such deep meaning and really explains a real and serious topic.
@@peachyjam9440 I edited it and rephrased it, I meant it in a way that this song portrays a serious topic and something no one should have to experience
Yes but as someone who has been through assault, I understand how people are disturbed from this song and it's okay to not like the song, it's about abuse after all. But the song isn't really bad, It sounds well and it is good.
I see all these comments thinking it’s the girl’s actual father, but I think it could be someone holding her captive, and she must be young, so she either sees him as a father figure even though he treats her horribly, or she’s being forced to call him ‘daddy’ or ‘papa’, because that can be a kink in some situations. When the girl talks about ‘onii Chan’ or a big brother, it could be another person being held captive or someone from the streets who’s concerned about her well being.
@@fatty7303 then why use the terms 'big brother'? it makes no sense. the abuser is both the father and brother. you're mixing it up with that other boy mentioned in the song, she was taken care of by an older boy and started to fall for him, but felt guilty and came back home, only to be abused more by the father and brother. it's not that hard to tell what the song means, look at the subtitles again.
@@antoniosupremacy6125 it clearly stated that she ran away from "daddy", because she met an older boy who pitied her and was gentle to her, she felt as though he hated her collapsed body because thats what she felt, she didnt understand what love and care mesny and i think they tried to have intercourse but she found it scary because thats what her dad did to her, so she ended up going back to her father because she felt as though she didnt deserve love. There was a really good comment expressing this opinion somewhere.
In my opinion, this is one of Kikuo's most important works. The ability to tackle such heavy subject matter in a song is honestly something else. This song has changed the way I view CSA forever, and it has undoubtedly had this impact on a great amount of people all across the world. All in all, this portrayal of CSA is probably the most accurate way to do it in musical form. And I look up to this work for that. This is a masterpiece.
I'm glad I don't speak japanese imagine listening to the song and actually understanding the lyrics Edit : GUYS IT'S A JOKE I KNOW THERE ARE SUBTITLES WHAT I MEAN IS THAT I CAN LISTEN WITHOUT UNDERSTANDING
everyone at tiktok: *dancing,singing and vibing to this song without knowing the lyrics and how dark it is* japanese people,vocaloid fans and other peeps be like: *ah shit here we go again* edit: it seems like on tiktok, someone named it ''cute song'' and did it with aishite aishite too *what the hell* Edit 2: I can't believe it's been almost 2 years since I published this comment, damn, I do feel old Edit 3: hi its been 3 years now uh anyway hi
I have not seen these TikToks yet. I did not know they did this. I'm reading comments and people are talking about it, and I'm here like, "They did what!?" Are they doing this with other Kikuo songs other than this?
Yeah, seeing the lyrics to some of their songs makes me wonder if they’re actually okay and / or are basing the lyrics off personal experience I really hope if that stands true, they’re doing better now :(
Yes. The lyrics and context of this song are gross. But that’s the real world of abusers. This is what victims go through on a day to day basis and this song is supposed to make you feel hurt, it’s supposed to make you feel the mindset and thoughts of a person going through such a traumatic act. Sexual abuse and assault isn’t supposed to be romanticised, it’s disgusting and disturbing and that’s why I love this song and Kikuo for writing something so realistic and not being afraid to show the world how disgusting these sorts of people are. This song isn’t what’s disgusting, it’s the predators that continue to get away with such disgusting and offensive acts every day.
I have experienced SA before, by my ex girlfriend, she made me think it was love even though she constantly sexually abused me, i didnt know it was wrong so i never told anyone about it. So i relate to these lyrics very much. I feel so sorry to anyone who has experienced sexual abuse, SA or r@pe, especially as a child. Being SA'd really fucked up my brain, i now have hypersexuality from it, not fun. I was only 11 to 12 when i was dating her, she constantly forced stuff onto me. Im still on my journey to recovery. I wish for the best to anyone who has experienced stuff like this, you are very strong and you are loved, and you never deserved to be treated like that. ❤
title: "i'm sorry, i'm sorry" me: well, this is probably a sad and depressing song... It'll probably sound good. *listens to it* woah! I love It! I wonder what it's about- *realizes it's a song by kikuo* ....oh
love how this comment section is still active. and actively traumatized. its sickening every time yet still a masterpiece of a song. man but the first time i heard this, lyrics and all, that was so terrifying. 10/10 would recommend
I when through this shit and I still think about it, It was 4 years ago but it's very traumatic and hard to not think about from time to time I wish it never happened but I couldn't help it
I believe the original comment is reffering to the people who see this song and are like "Ah yes this song sounds nice lets look up the lyrics!" And then die
Kikuo's songs are like Pandora's box. You don't wanna get in trouble (find out it's dark and sad and become sad yourself) but you really wanna know what's inside (what the meaning of the songs are).
@@enzocruz8675 yeah. There's Fragile the game for example. It's about human trafficking and how little go thru it and abuse and shows real life expectation
*the wet squelching noises before the drop actually hurt me-* thanks kikuo, because the lyrics weren't traumatizing enough, *you had to add sound effects to really paint the picture.* Edit: You can hear it best at 1:46-
I love the opening lyric “Opening my ribs, drinking all of my soup, straight from my stomach, all with a kiss.” It really shows how badly these kinds of relationships can mess with people.
[Edited cuz fight in the comments] Song: Talks about a girl being sexually abused by her parent and thinking everyone is gonna SA her. Toxic gachatubers: Wow! 😍 What a cute song! 😍 Im gonna make it a trend called 🧚♀️💫💖✨ *mIKU scReAm* 🧚♀️💫💖✨ And wow, i DIDNT expect people here to have experienced sexual abuse, like i tough everyone was fine-
@Eliandrei B. Menorlol im also a gachatuber, alot of gachatubers use bad audio without knowing the origin of it. Even worse; even when told what it means SOME don't take it down-
I was actually Just watching a gacha meme that used this song a few minutes ago without knowing the the song meant but the someone commented something like “ don’t use the miku scream for this meme the song is gomenne abc it’s about a girl that got r@ped” so then I wanted to find the song when I found this and read the comments I felt sick especially because this was just used for a gacha meme
i love stuff like these, things that disturb the comforted and comfort the disturbed. kikuo makes such accurate depictions of topics like this.. too bad some people cant comprehend that and think this is just an edgy song
As someone who went through CSA this hits a little too close to home. The thing is; it makes you feel dirty, shameful, worthless and undeserving of love. If the person who did this is a relative you can't bring yourself to hate them. It's never your fault because you were just a child. (I was 4 the first time it happened, i was assaulted throughout my childhood.) I can't get intimate with someone (Physically or sexually, it's difficult even emotionally) or keep a relationship because of what happened.
You must have been through some terrible terrible things, and for that I’m sorry. For you to be taken advantage of at such a young age is utterly evil and disgusting, you didn’t deserve it at all. No one does. You’re a very strong individual to survive that, and I’m proud of how far you’ve come. I really hope you’re receiving treatment for this, and if you haven’t already, please speak up ❤️ the hardest part is telling someone, but when it’s someone you know will understand, it’s one step closer to getting treatment. I hope you’re ok now, and I hope you can heal from the trauma you’ve endured. ❤️
I'm so sorry that happened to you,and truly hope you can overcome it and heal. I was harrassed some times in HS,but never this young. My heart goes to you,don't let that define who you are,you are worthy of love and kindness
I'm so sorry that happened to you,and truly hope you can overcome it and heal. I was harrassed some times in HS,but never this young. My heart goes to you,don't let that define who you are,you are worthy of love and kindness
I'm so sorry, I hope they get karma from it so they can realize how bad they were. I can't believe someone would be that sick to hurt you and others so much.
Agreed sadly this is relatable to me i was 5 and your right its shameful and it makes you feel dirty, filthy, and disgusting like when people touch my thigh I flinch and I'm immediately scared it causes new reflexes and its just terrible I don't wish it on anyone no matter how bad they are
This song disgusts me so much, it physically hurts just reading the lyrics even though i’ve never experienced something like that. Whoever has, I’m so sorry.
I have the exact same reaction, especially to the "stick your peepee in me and suck up my insides" or something like that, it's so disgusting I feel awful
Guys, for the people who said this song is “weird” “disturbing” scary”, it is a message, not a song. THIS IS Happening to people almost every day, Kikuo is spreading awareness for SA and stuff, this also happens to kids whenever. Please spread this and even though society shuts it down. Still spread it.
i'm a survivor of both cocsa and s/a from my dad and this just. hurts to listennto. i relate to thus sonh heavilt but its. really hard to listen to sometimes. ive listened to this sinfe i was 8 or slmething?? idk this is amazingly written thoughg, i really really relate to this a lot. still pissed about people on tiktok or whatever making this the Cute Song Haha Miku Screaming or whatever but mmg no use worryign abt it good song tho
Coming back here and reading recently added comments of fellow CSA victims coming out about their experiences and finding this song as a form of COPING with such an experience is very emotional and also heartwarming. You are proof that you CAN enjoy something controversial or use something controversial as a way to somehow maintain some sense of mental and emotional stability and a medium to talk about an experience that, although in this song is in a fictional sense as it's media, is still representing REAL LIFE PROBLEMS and we need to be aware of this. There is absolutely NOTHING wrong with ENJOYING this, some of yall who claim to be so against victims of abuse using different coping mechanisms to just LIVE each day need to stop and think, you only know what they have been brave enough to share with you, you do NOT know the deep routed details of their abuse and it is none of your business nor your right to judge them and what media they use. My utmost apologies to the many victims who have gone through this, but thank you for still trying to be here and either move on or live with it to a reasonably functional scale. Your words do matter and you can enjoy these types of art as much as you damn well please. You aren't, or shouldn't, be doing this for anyone else but yourselves. Thank you for still being here and sharing.
P.S Yes, this IS a song but it's not ''JuSt A sOnG'' to many people. Telling victims to ''get over it'' makes you sound just as heartless as their abusers with the same string of words they probably used on their victims to keep doing more damage.
This song is about a girl who grows up being abused by her father. During this time she is never taught what love is, so she ends up mistaking abuse for love. When she leaves her father and spends time with her brother, she is shown actual love for the first time, but doesn't understand it. She believes her brother doesn't love her because he doesn't abuse her. She goes back to her father and continues to be abused. The song ends with her accepting a masochistic lifestyle. The point of this song is to make abuse feel disturbing. The disgusting and graphic imagery used for shock value is meant to provoke a real and visceral reaction that we can then attribute to the story of abuse being told.
While i don't disagree with your theory, I would like to point out that the brother that was mentioned could not even be her brother. I know that some kids in Japan will call people that they're close to "Big sister" or "big brother" in a "i care about you and I consider you family" sort of way. Generally its with people who help them and take care of them, as I believe the "Brother" was doing. In conclusion, I believe that this brother figure could have been someone maybe older than her who she considered family and they might have been the only older person that she trusted so she ran away to them- As I stated bedore, this is only just an idea, and you don't have to agree with me-
@@ph1lharm0nic It is possible the story is more complex and that 'papa' and 'brother' are metaphors or nicknames that represent something or someone else. Because I do not speak Japanese I am taking the translated lyrics at face value.
Healing is a process and I hope you can find a support system that will help you with the painful journey, I'm wishing you the absolute best and you deserve all the good in the world ♡
actually it's about rape i think it just sounds like the child is being eaten by the father did i mention "Big Brother drinks my amniotic fluid" and the squirting noises throughout the song? it could mean some very gross things
Listen guys, it isn't bad if you like the song, this thing is a masterpiece and that says a lot of the composer, the important thing here is that you know what's the meaning behind this and know that this is something real, Hearing this doesn't make you a bad guy, knowing the meaning and making fun of him with your actions does it.
its a lot like rurus suicide show on live stream. For those who don't know, Ruru's suicide show on live stream is a memorial song to a little girl in japan, real, that killed herself. its fine to listen to the song, in a way, it is kinda respecting them almost, but you CANT make fun of them. im all for making fun of songs, but with cases like this you just gatta draw the line. if there is any good in you, you just gatta draw the line. it isn't cool. it only makes you a pig.
This is the saddest and most disturbing Vocaloid song to ever exist. But it's so catchy... EDIT 2021: While I still find this song very much sad and disturbing, the title of "saddest and most disturbing Vocaloid song to ever exist" now belongs to Secrets of Wysteria. (Coincidentally, both songs revolve around the mistreatment of children...)
Everybody has said pretty much everything there is to say, but I just want to remark on one thing that hit me the most: The child could not stand being treated in a normal way, like a normal child. I mean in the part about the “Big brother”, which is probably either just a kind stranger who took pity and wanted to extend a helping hand, or someone from official child services, the child keeps going on and on about how Big brother must think the child is disgusting, and even implied that being treated gently is not “satisfying”. I think that is just... seriously messed up and it really drives home the point that this child not only has known nothing other than abuse, but has also become conditioned to only accept abuse as the norm and never able to live with kindness again. It’s so dehumanizing that it just... wow.
I think Onii-San was a doctor because one line says “He gulped down my amniotic fluid” and amniotic fluid is what surrounds a fetus in the womb. Another line says “He broke my ribs and touched my insides” so maybe he was giving her an abortion 🤷🏼♀️
"Big brother gulps down my amniotic fluid. He breaks open my hard stomach and touches the inside" I'm not kidding. These are literally the 2nd whisper parts lyrics.
reading these comments about how some people went through a similar experience as this song really disgusts me. If you're a victim or a survivor of r@pe, you're so strong and it's not your fault.
Tbh im not sure if this is SA but when i was in first grade this other kid would touch me and i would try to stop him but he never did i never told my mom about this and i never want too and i am going to 6th grade now im not sure if i should tell her bc it was from a long time ago..
So I just wanted to give an opinion on this song. It's an old song that I still today love. I remember hearing this back when i was in middle school, and absolutely loved the beat and vocals. I have always had a habit of trying to figure out the story of vocaloid songs, and after reading several sets of lyrics I had a good idea of what this was about. I think it was sufficient to say that I was unnerved and saddened by the story it told. In summary it's about a young girl who has a very evil and abusive father. The story is told through the girl's perspective. At times it would seem she mentions things that would suggest cannibalism, and while that is possible, it's also possible since it she is probably very young she describes things that are happening in a way that sounds like she is literally being eaten. Either way she eventually escapes and runs away from her father. She meets some boy that treats her well and cares for her, but she seems to feel like she does not deserve being treated good, and feels guilty for running away. So she returns home to her father, who is waiting with some other people who all start sexually abusing her, and she seems to resign herself to this fate. She feels as if she deserves this. She states they eat her till she is no more. There are two possibility's. 1) They are actually cannibalistic and eat her a live at the end or 2) as stated earlier since she is so young, it may be the for lack of better word that's how the girl describes what are heinous acts. Either way it's horrible what happens. However that is also why the song is so good. You see the song doesn't seem that dark if you don't know what the lyrics are saying so usually you'll just think it a catchy song, but when you do find out, it usually shocks you. In a way it's kind of like a metaphor for life. Things will seem happy and up beat on the surface, but below things are not as they seem. I feel that the biggest take away one should get from this song is that It spreads awareness for child abuse. Through how catchy it is and how upbeat it sounds it contrasts with the dark meaning. It usually evokes feelings of sadness, uneasiness, etc. Things like this happen in real life, and a lot of people choose to censor what they see or hear about, so they will usually forget things like this happen. This song makes you think about things like that, and from the consensus I have gotten from the comments, it would seem like it has been effective. When you listen too this song, do not think of it as a bad song, but as a reminder that bad things happen, and if we keep a look out for them, we may be able to stop and prevent them.
justRICHTOFEN this is the best comment here I really understand the song now when before I was very confused thank for taking time to explain the song in detail and in a way we can all understand it
@@peanut4057 Well thank you. I'm glad you found my explanation informative, I was worried I might have typed too much. I use to type out explanations to Vocaloid songs a while back. I might take a crack at it again. But yeah just felt like this song deserved a good explanation, it's really good.
Brooklyn Conert yeah exactly, I’ve seen a lot of people trying to blame the writer for making a song like this, but the reality is that this kinda of stuff happens and people try to forget that. This song brings that to light, and purposely makes you uncomfortable because that is what most people would feel. I love this writers work because they usually write songs that talk about dark and uneasy subjects. It really makes you think.
Probablemente este narrando uno de muchos episodios sádicos de su imaginación, realmente si te impactó, no se que hace aquí En esta obra se relata de forma cruda como una niña es devorada por su padre y la relación con él, lo que evoca un sentimiento (al menos en mí) de melancolía ya que aún tras este voraz suceso una parte abstracta de ella (su conciencia o alma...) siente culpa Realmente una obra sublime que en muchas mentes encarceladas por la moral produce rechazo, lástima
@@Yuki_QweenII have a theory maybe Miku or rin was once human and had this same fact father and what was left/their soul possed the device of th original Miku vocaloid or rin vocaloid and became one with them after their traumatic life
Ella.S. 113 it’s a metaphor.. the ‘straw’ is a metaphor for her fathers.. um.. lower body part, and the ‘eating’ her is a metaphor for how it feels to be manipulated into having sexual intercourse with her father, hence the ‘baked poop’ thing?? She was about nine years old in the storyline so she probably didn’t understand that she was being manipulated into both vaginal and anal intercourse-? Like?? I’m not exactly sure what the baking of her stool has to do with it but- uh.. yeah.
@@sugar7845 Yeah, it really is an explicit song with a lot of hidden meanings, and I was aware of all the dark symbolism, I was just surprised no one had brought it up hehe, thnx for the explanation tho! :)
If you see yourself as the child is the song, and relate to it whole and can't stop rewatching it. No something isn't wrong with you, this is a phycological effect usually from trauma that deals with sexual abuse. Even none-sexual remarks or not knowing the lyrics, some victims of sexual crime via rape or anything else can see ourselves within this little girl. Kikuo is a very special artist, dealing with these phycological "Fucked up." (Their normal and will happen at least once or more) thoughts to make something creative, or to express themselves and to give a source for young rape victims to sympathize and share their own stories while still being able to cope privately for themselves. For most people that are privileged with a life of a healthy childhood, they find this terrifying, but that even helps more cause this is what rape and sexual violence is like, terrifying and mind breaking. And can destroy you physiologically and damage your innocence and life in general. For me, I cope with my abuse and trauma with something called "Dark Cute." fashion in Japanese, "Menhera." or "Yami Kawaii." which is something cute but very grotesque, Menhera-Chan is a icon for this, and if ur interested in it, do some research into it. I just wanted to give my overall opinion on everything and the matter of what makes Kikuo so special.
this is a really thoughtful comment, it hits the nail on the head why I'm obsessed with kikuo and this song! I (thankfully) don't personally relate to the little girl, but I can appreciate the sincerity of this song. It doesn't sugar coat or glorify trauma, it's raw and stomach-wrenching all wrapped up in a bittersweet song. I'm sorry for your traumatic experiences! I love Menhera, I think it's really cool that it provides so many people with trauma an outlet to cope and live their lives the best they can. Trauma follows you, and sometimes you can't escape that darkness, but menhera embraces it into somewhat of a strength.
i can relate to this song to a certain extent (i know i havent had it as bad as others) but everytime i hear this song it makes me extremely uncomfortable which is quite the opposite of what you're saying lol i came back to this video to read the comments
thank you! as someone who was a victim for years I wasn’t sure how to feel about using this song as a coping mechanism for my trauma. I just checked out menhera fashion and might try it out
This song is probably one the most scariest and disturbing song I've ever heard but goddamn does it have a beautifully scary meaning and its so fucking catchy KIKUO IS A GOD.
I haven’t been sexually raped or anything and it just makes me sad that other people have. I thought this song was just quirky until I realised what it was about. I’m sorry for people who have been in this way..
I hate everyone complaining about the lyrics. I LIKE the lyrics. They give the song meaning. The meaning is that these things actually happen in real life, and they aren't pretty. They're gruesome and terrible and REAL. Yet people turn their cheek to these things because they're unpleasant to think about.
***** Yeah maybe they really happened in real life... But I haven't heard of them in news of my own country... I have seen some CREEPYPASTA about the Deep Web and there're some of the videos just like this song.
Michael K ...what do you mean creepypasta? I mean I know there's a lot of creepy pasta on Vocaloid, but the events of this song DO happen in real life. It's not about a specific case, just sexual abuse in general.
I hate it when people on tiktok use songs that they don’t know the meaning of. They all use it for Ahegeo when they think it’s Aesthetic. Edit: Also, thanks for the likes. People should see this comment before deciding to use this song for the opposite reason on what the song is for.
@Meklit Tita im a gacha and i dont do this kind of stuff u many not want to say all the gacha kids do this cuz half of the community is very smart with what they post they they know whats right or wrong
As a victim of CSA (I was 3 - 4 years old ever since it happened) this song extremely hits hard, I remember breaking down in tears while listening to it since 11 years old. This has been my comfort song throughout my years, the lyrics are written well, the screams, whispers, the voice, everything. I'm really glad Kikuo made this to spread awareness.
My interpretation: - Miku is being abused by either her actual father or is being abused by a pimp. Either way, she’s been broken in first. - “I don’t think I have any taste” may be referencing how tiny baby animals don’t usually have a prominent “smell,” so she’s quite small (but has presumably begun menstruating at this point; this becomes important). - “Big Brother” is a doctor, specifically one for abortive procedures. “Big Brother” communicates some familiarity, so this has happened before, I believe. “He gulps down my amniotic fluid” and touching the “hard stomach” is a dead giveaway for the abortion, in my opinion. Also, “it can be kept on file” hints at a medical file, the “bad feeling.” This can be either the physical ramifications of being pregnant or the mental/emotional trauma she is experiencing and expressing. - I don’t think she willingly goes back. I’m sure her father/pimp brings her back against her will. A lot of the lines sound rehearsed or coerced via the significant abuse she’s suffered. - Of course, at the end, she endures such extensive SA that she dies. If we can make a prediction about her age/size (assuming that most girls start their periods at 11 - 12 years old), this is not farfetched. Also, if she has been used primarily for SA (and if we take the art literally), she’s malnourished, as well. Overall, this song is incredibly disturbing and sad. My condolences to anyone who has suffered such pain, and I hope you heal.
Not related to Miku, Kikuo just used Miku for vocals, remember? Miku is a vocaloid like v.flower and kagamine rin but eh no one cares about them since miku is popular
@@sleepingpink I think they know miku is just a vocaloid. I think they gave the main character in this song a nickname "Miku" because hatsune miku is singing as her. (I mean no offense to you by the way, i'm just letting you know)
@@rebbeca4120 I mean, this doesn't necessarily mean the character the song talked about is Miku, some other Vocaloid song artists uses Vocaloid with nicknames too but they got different characters in their video if y'know what I mean like the one in my profile picture it's from a song called "A Mistaken Belief of Love" the Vocaloid is called v.flower
The character in this video doesn't even look like Miku but some artist uses Miku as the main character in their video like PinocchioP, although PinocchioP doesn't have Miku as his character IN ALL OF HIS VIDEOS/MVs, he still put Miku as a cameo in some of his MVs like in Non-breath Oblige there are small sheep-like miku design
theory, at 1:02, there’s background noises that sound a lot like a sped up child’s music box, representing how her childhood was cut short/rushed by her father.
I tried to listen to what the child’s music box sounds like not sped up
I regret everything.
"father"
THATS DEPRESSING 🧑🦲
@@iateabee420 gosh i decided to slow it down and it was freaking me out and then my dumb ass cat knocked a chair over and scared the shit out of me 😭😂
theory: ur theory isnt even a theory
I had forgotten how genuinely terrifying this piece is. What makes it scarier is that this is a reflection of reality-and there are so many situations like this that go unnoticed.
Take care of your children.
livingantique. The parents are abusing their child it’s not always up to the parents to watch out for their kids we need to teach kids to watch out for themselves cause they literally can’t trust anyone anymore
4.4k likes but im the 2nd comment, makes sense
2.3k nvm
I don’t think parents are constantly eating their children but ok
@@kbut8928
I appreciate your comments alot!♡
The fact that the little girl in the song has it so abused that she thinks she's "bad" for not letting her dad abuse her made me sick... It's sad to think that there are cases like that in real life.
@Graywasfound
My god, I'm so sorry you had to go through this... I hope things are getting better for you these days.
@@nat4713 people were saying in the comments it was miku who got abused?
@@carlaxarts193 Hatsune Miku's character itself was not abused, but in this song she sings in the role of a little girl who is abused.
@@nat4713 oh okkk thanks
I don't want to remember when i was 6...
I haven’t been SA’d. But what Kikuo does with this song is it really opens your eyes to its horror. And it helps to spread awareness of the disgusting act that happens in the real world.
A man once told me it’s a sin to vibe to this. I understand what he means. I wouldn’t add this to a playlist that I listen to on a regular basis. But, when I do want to listen, I sit down, and focus entirely on the song. Because in order to listen to this, you must respect it. Otherwise you feel… wrong.
Well done, Kikuo. You have my respect.
I've been raped, I was in the 6th grade. This song really does show the horror of being assaulted in such a way, I'm 19 now and I'm still so incredibly damaged from what happened.
I think it's okay to vibe to the song, as long as you know the meaning and don't do content of it. Like making memes, or stuff like that. Yes, it has a dark meaning, I know. I'm not saying I want to normalize it. But most songs have dark meanings.
its normal to listen to the song reguarly, i listen to a lot of music like this and its fine if its js a banger lol
I love this song and see it as a masterpiece because it doesn't sugar coat anything and really tells it to you and all of the disgusting and bad that comes with this trauma. Kikuo is definitely one of the best when it comes to spreading awareness through his music, respect to kikuo
Yeah I used to LOVE this song but after my friend showed me the lyrics I could not in good conscious leave it in my playlist, I won’t ever be able to forget these lyrics
If you haven't noticed yet, this song is about a girl who gets s-xually abused by her father. She meets a boy who she falls in love with. the lyrics "Im sorry, forgive me for falling in love with someone whos not papa" is her apologizing to her father for not falling in love with him. at the end of the song, the girl gets gang r-ped by her father and his friends. the lyrics referencing this are: "When he came home, papa was with a lot of people" and "they want to eat my collapsed body until the end, that's what they said".
wtf.. that’s so messed up
my thought is
The girl got sexually abused by her father and make her broke in every part of her including her mind . So thats why she cannot have a good relationship with her boyfriend and at the end she only found her truly love with her father , the person who destroyed her .
sorry for my bad english
That's sad
Nvm hold on
She's collapsed on the ground and she's helpless
外国人の方が凄いなぁ
女の子は父親に性的虐待を受けていました。
1:32~
それを見かけた『お兄さん』が女の子を救います。お兄さんはとても優しく、性暴力なんて絶対しません。そんなお兄さんに女の子も惹かれていきます。
しかし性的虐待でしか愛の感じ方を知らない女の子は
身体を求めてくれない=私の事が嫌いと勘違いしてしまいます。
3:09~
その為女の子はもう一度パパの所に帰ります。すると父親以外にも沢山の男性が居ました。そこでまた性虐待を受けて女の子は満たされるという曲だったような、
ごめんねごめんねってお兄さんに言ってたんですね…素敵な考察ありがとうございます！
@@ヤングドーナツ-r5v さん
お兄さんにも言っているし、お父さんにも言っていますよ!!
そがべまき
確かにそうですね…間違ってコメントしてしまいすいません(＞人＜ )教えてくださりありがとうございます！
@@ヤングドーナツ-r5v さん
いえいえ!!
全然謝ってもらわなくても良かったんですよ!!
こちらこそ、お役に立てて(？)嬉しいです!!
この考察すき…伸びて…
After reading the comments I just can't believe that TikTokers and GachaTubers would borderline make fun of something this serious.
@スポットゾジエス-》《-•Müzhø ✓ Oh sorry if it sounded like i was generalizing
@@jaeywaey445 ye
now i am never on tiktok but i am in the gacha community and i really agree with you i feel like gachatubers never really look into the song or even what its slightly about they just do it for the trend and likes and it makes me really sick to my stomach
The song isn’t on TikTok trust me
I saw a TikTok about this song so I went to go find it and I did. But now that I actually read the lyrics I’m actually mad rn.
きくおさんの曲は聴く度見る度に胸が張り裂けそうになる。嫌悪感幸福感罪悪感達成感が全て押し押せてくる感覚。
☹︎˙•∘˚𐂂𐂃𐂄𐂅𖨆
This song is about a young girl who is raped by her dad, what she means by "collapsing body" is that the rape is too much that it ruined her insides. This song is not about cannibalism, it is about child rape.
Her father is brainwashing her to believe that being raped and abuse is being "loved". One day she ran away from her father's house by going into her neighbors house, her neighbor is a boy.
The boy pitied her "collapsing body", so he took her in, soon enough they fell in love, the boy truly loved her, and the girl loved him too but she was confused she didn't know what "true love" means, she thought the boy hated her because the boy is not raping her or abusing her. She thought that being taken care of means they hate you.
So she run away and went back to her father's house to be loved again but as soon as she went back, her dad bought a few men in his house to gangrape her. The gangrape was too much for the young girl so unfortunately she died.
Edit: Just realize the boy tried to help her about the abortion at 2:25 . OMGosh why the fucking hell both of you guys didn't just live a happily life??? Why you comeback girl 😭😭
Holy fucking shit
oh shit-
what the fuck
WTF did i just read and listen?! na i'm going to jump out of the window ,fuck this world!
It's sad to think there are cases like that in the world today... humans can be extremely cruel creatures.
ok im not actually disturbed from lyrics of songs but this one managed to give me chills a little
SAME GURL-
Lol
Ik its so sad bc she doesnt know its a bad thing ro do :(
same i became sick
Same-
“tHe sOnG sOuNdS sO hApPy bUt tHe lYriCs r sO dArK”
bro did you not hear the demented metal sounding whisper growls?
Exactly
Favorite part. Good song tho I wish there were a variety of metal vocaloid and stuff. (Idk of that made sense sorry)
Ikr
Nothing about it is happy imo, the beat is kinda intense and the vocals are oddly haunting. But heyyyy.
These TikTok people are getting on my nerves >:(
下ネタのところ聞こえづらくしてるのありがたい。
i hate when people say stuff like "i liked the song until i understood the lyrics". the lyrics are a huge part of why the song is so good. i never experienced SA, but if you read the comments you will see many people who did, saying how well written this is and how much they realate. the dark topics don't make the song worse(same thing with songs about sexual things).
@scotty then i wasn't talking about your case. if it's because it's triggering then it's understandable. sorry for not specifying, it was insensitive of me.
I almost experienced CSA.
@@theo-yo1yo then your comment is unnecessary, some people just don't like dark things so the lyrics are a turn off to them. that's ok if you liked it until you understood the lyrics because some people just don't like dark music
@@XiaoIsMyHusbandBTW hell naw
I've been sexually assaulted before but the lyrics don't disturb me. I mean, the lyrics did surprise me when i read them but it didn't exactly "disturb" me. I'm numb to disturbing things, i guess.
Honestly this song is pretty accurate. The sad part is the girl believes that shes a bad kid and that shes a disappointment to her father. Sexual abuse is horrible because its emotional and physical abuse mixed into one. What she’s going through is horrible and I can only imagine what her father has done to her. Parents no matter how good always hurt their child, some leave finger prints, some leave cracks, and some like this father shatters the child.
i was bopping to this when i read the comments
KaiDG Ive been bopping out to this even though I know what the lyrics are lamo
I thought the dad was a cannibal
@@helpiwatchedtenhoursof7970 this comment of yours reminded me of that one Vocaloid/Engloid song named Secrets of Wisteria. That song is about a cannibal. Don't watch it at night!
@@macaroll i showed it to one of My Friends,now he is scared of Albert fish
The fact that this girl said "if its make PAPA happy, im happy with it" make me very sad, what a poor kid...
Yeah, i really wish i could hug her right now. People really need to take care of their children. The world NEEDS to get better.
I felt :')
@@damitrish2628 you can't anymore. She died.
@@VyTuong-rq4xy you maked me laugh so fucking hard
@•bxnny• i think is pretty self explanatory, i just have a different sense of humor than yours
I'm a victim of CSA (4-8 years old), whenever i listen to this song, I both get comforted and uneasy by the lyrics. Considering it's a relatable thing that can happen to anyone in any places. Whether it's a parent, sibling, cousin or anyone even if you don't know them. I was S/A'd by my older brother(who is the 3rd oldest out of 5, I'mthe 6th)when i was 4 years old. It lasted until i was 8 years old, that's when it stopped. Now only him, but my three cousins(the other two is seperated to the other) also did that to me at the age of 5 and ended at the same time. My childhood was my living hell.
And this is also the reason why my favorite vocaloid ytuber is Kikuo 💜
I'm very sorry for you, no child should've had gone through that :(((
I hope you are better now though 🫂
@5OUNDZWAV333 I'm currently trying to feel more comfortable around people, thank u :)
@@Higure209 Yw, it'll take time, but if the people are trustable & someone you could open up with then you found the right person to be friends with/close with
But, still be cautious though of strangers or if someone you know acts strange❤
@5OUNDZWAV333 i will :D
Aw man, I really hope you are doing okay. Sending you lots and lots of love, you truly don't deserve this. You are strong and will always remain strong, love you!! 💗💗
This song is the peak of "art is meant to disturb the comforted and comfort the disturbed".
Fr
Amazing way to put this
Dude ur words hit hard than a firetruck
@@painlesskun3959 fr it hit harder than my mexicans mom slipper
@@painlesskun3959 They hit harder than two firetrucks
Everyone's talking about the creepy lyrics but no ones gonna talk about the background of the song? That looks creepy af too, like what am I looking at here?
Honestly idk
RIGHT
Troy Brioso shut the fuck up, it’s been ten years, YALL from tiktok really be ruining the peace of the comments sections
Milly uwu it’s not that deep bro like who hurt you?
Milly uwu bro he’s just confused about the background..chill
Is anyone going to talk about how her voice sounds?
When she sings "I'm sorry, i'm sorry!" she sounds so heart broken...
and her voice sounds a little sore- and hurt...maybe the abuse affected her very much. Not just her body and her head. But her voice as well.
Another thing to add is that she was really hurt at the end, she was screaming. (Possibly from the gang-rape)
But i agree with you, thanks.
@Eva Srejic this isnt hatsune miku
@Eva Srejic Yeah, i'm aware. I'm trying to analyze the song though.
@Kuru it’s not, because Miku has a deeper voice and kikuo uses a different persons vocals and pitches them up. Listen really carefully cuz miku only does collabs with kikuo, but she is not in this song
@Kuru Miku’s voice wasn’t used for the vocals tho, and if he did add miku’s vocals in his song, it would say in the title that she’s featured but it doesn’t. U must be new to vocaloid or at least not know as much since vocals were only pitched up and the vocals were made by a different person.
めっちゃ中毒性あるこの曲
'Read the lyrics' they said. 'it won't disgust or traumatize you' they said.
😭
@@金獨子 no one cares
'Understand the lyrics' They said
'it wont make you sad' they said
HELP ME ITS TERRIFYING 😭
@Zuri Franklin,😨
I realized there is difference between English and Korean (my language) subtitle. When the Eng subtitle says “Big brother gulps my amniotic fluid and (idk I forgot the exact subtitle)”, the Kor subtitle says “big brother does not drink my amniotic fluid or open my hard stomach and touch the inside and eat it, he just leaves it alone because the broken me is ugly”. Korean language has a lot of similarities with Japanese language, so this might be saying that the big brother actually wanted to save her, but she thought that the awful thing her dad did to her was the form of “love”, so she thinks big brother hates her and she left him
I mean English and Korean “subtitle”
nice analysis!
@@ilovebreadbro
Oh good analysis!
I can't believe that these are still happening
I feel so sorry and guilty for those who got SA.. They didn't deserve that
Why just why do these keep happening..
That's the reality of our world i guess...
your actually correct to! that parts meaning was that the "big brother" refused to treat her the way her father did, bc "big brother" wanted to treat her like a human, and treat her correctly, but in english it is translated to a wording that makes it worse than what it was
Yeah, the translation is slightly wrong here. For example the line here translated "forgive me for not being able to love my cruel Papa" actually means "forgive me for being able to love only my cruel Papa", the second one makes more sense since she sings the second chorus to Onii-san.
As a someone who has went through SA themself, this is all written amazingly well. The screams, the voices in the background, perfectly describes how disturbing and disgusting those situations are and how it can actually fuck someone up. It truly makes me sick to my stomach, that is what makes it a masterpiece. All of this is real and raw emotion, when someone tells you about them going through something like this, believe them. Because its real, and its disgusting. (Out of character)
I'm really sorry for what happens to you
@@sabrinabenyamina6383 its okay
I hope whoever abused you will burn in hell
I'm so sorry that happened to you! I'm glad you're ok tho
I hope whoever did that to you goes to jail if they haven't
WTF Junko, I love you XDD
こんないい曲を作ってくれて
ありがとう ありがとう
music dark 🤢🤮
@@dungnguyenmanhdung1922は？
Ok but since miku is singing at cochella
Imagine her playing this, Rolling girl, Aishite Aishite Aishite, and other ones??
Like the people who don’t know the meaning are just vibing while the weebs are in the back like:
*_Oh No_*
@@rozaleianadya5948 of course we will do that
she has never played gomenne gomenne live, i doubt they’d let it be performed at coachella
This.Weird0 ?? Rolling Girl isn’t to bad, what about all the songs where Len is a w h o r e and Miku is a creepy bug? Imagine all the vocaloid fans watching in joy as a horrifying 7 foot Miku with a big claw comes crawling on stage, then afterwards they get to see Len thirsting over his sister. Ngl that may be worth seeing live dou
This.Weird0 ?? *BRO*
Ahh don’t forget two faced lovers uhm
the lyrics are so dark, terrifying disgusting sad and horrific. the song is a masterpiece, its a horrific meaning and message but its spreading awareness on a topic that is always shut down by society. truly beautiful but so so sad. i want to hug everyone who resonates with these lyrics. you are valid, your experience is valid, it wasn’t you’re fault. you are still you. and you are wonderful.
It's honestly hard for me to not blame myself. idky but in the end I feel like it was all my fault but thank you anyway
Damn op said facts about society
Couldn’t of said it better
wait isn't this straight-up cannibalism they pulled out her heart and ate it how was it traumatizing for her if she's dead? I'm not trying to be mean or invalidate others but I would like it if someone explained :/
@@cpnnibal I can't tell if this is a serious question but this isn't about cannibalism it's about rape.
ここまで来るとすごい有名だからすぐ見つけられるけど
この曲流行り始めの時は題名の｢ごめんね、ごめんね｣って打つたび
某栃木推しお笑い芸人がさきに検索にひっかかって｢おめぇじゃねぇｗ｣ってなつてたなぁ
黒城 ごめんね ごめんね～♪
黒城 ごめんね ごめんね〜🚃
前見た時そうなったな笑笑(同士がいて喜んでる)
黒城 U字〇事wwwwww
NANI!!!
これ聞くたびに生理中みたいな腹痛が起こるけど曲調とか好きすぎて聞きに来てしまう…
「Tell Your World」「ハッピーシンセサイザ」「メランコリック」たちが生まれていく裏側でこの曲も一緒に生まれてんだと考えると世界の縮図を見てるみたいで面白い。
헐 해피신디사이저 진짜 좋아하는데 이곡도 같은 사람(기계?)가 만들었다는 생각을 하니까 뭔가 소름돋는다..
幸せを感じてるとき、誰かが不幸を感じてるんだね…
@@츄존나귀여워서고멩じゃあ見んなよ👋。なぜあなたはこのコメントにいんの？？？
また韓国人が日本の動画を否定するためにわざわざコメントしてくれました😂劣等感で生きるの辛そう~😂😂😂
アイザック・ニュートンみたい
@user-vs9os2xz6v当たり前の事が真理。大事なことだからだよ☆
i really hate seeing people say things like “this song is so weird”. Now I can understand the uncomfortable feelings or sorts but truly this song has such deep meaning and really explains a real and serious topic.
and sounds good too ( acording to me)
@@camochii agreed!!
. . . what do you mean a serious situation many experience??????????????????????????
@@peachyjam9440 I edited it and rephrased it, I meant it in a way that this song portrays a serious topic and something no one should have to experience
Yes but as someone who has been through assault, I understand how people are disturbed from this song and it's okay to not like the song, it's about abuse after all. But the song isn't really bad, It sounds well and it is good.
I see all these comments thinking it’s the girl’s actual father, but I think it could be someone holding her captive, and she must be young, so she either sees him as a father figure even though he treats her horribly, or she’s being forced to call him ‘daddy’ or ‘papa’, because that can be a kink in some situations. When the girl talks about ‘onii Chan’ or a big brother, it could be another person being held captive or someone from the streets who’s concerned about her well being.
no. the 'father' and the 'brother' are both abusing her, while I agree the captive idea might be true, the brother is part of the abuse.
BTS TRASH the brother isnt brother it’s just a very literal translation. it just means that the person who took her was an older boy.
Simply Layne no the “brother” is another abuser
@@fatty7303 then why use the terms 'big brother'? it makes no sense. the abuser is both the father and brother. you're mixing it up with that other boy mentioned in the song, she was taken care of by an older boy and started to fall for him, but felt guilty and came back home, only to be abused more by the father and brother. it's not that hard to tell what the song means, look at the subtitles again.
@@antoniosupremacy6125 it clearly stated that she ran away from "daddy", because she met an older boy who pitied her and was gentle to her, she felt as though he hated her collapsed body because thats what she felt, she didnt understand what love and care mesny and i think they tried to have intercourse but she found it scary because thats what her dad did to her, so she ended up going back to her father because she felt as though she didnt deserve love. There was a really good comment expressing this opinion somewhere.
In my opinion, this is one of Kikuo's most important works. The ability to tackle such heavy subject matter in a song is honestly something else. This song has changed the way I view CSA forever, and it has undoubtedly had this impact on a great amount of people all across the world. All in all, this portrayal of CSA is probably the most accurate way to do it in musical form. And I look up to this work for that. This is a masterpiece.
I'm glad I don't speak japanese imagine listening to the song and actually understanding the lyrics
Edit : GUYS IT'S A JOKE I KNOW THERE ARE SUBTITLES WHAT I MEAN IS THAT I CAN LISTEN WITHOUT UNDERSTANDING
me whos studying japenese: 👁👁
@@kelseymcleod1362 Same 👀
you can read the subtitles if you turn captions on
me whos studying japanese and had the captions on and learned how to say sorry:
hm
literally me
It’s like pumped up kicks. Sound nice, but the lyrics and highly cursed
The Worshipper Of Memes slightly?? Slightly???????
Salad Floof they said "highly" lmao
I'm a cupcake I think I was having a moment when I wrote that lmao
sounds nice...? did you hear that demonic whisper shouting
@@shaunna23 exactly
Every now and then i think about this song and die a little inside
Yup same here
@@mars1165 Me Too
Hi todoroki
yup literally
Deadass
芸術は、不安な人を慰め、安楽な人を不安にさせるべきである
everyone at tiktok: *dancing,singing and vibing to this song without knowing the lyrics and how dark it is*
japanese people,vocaloid fans and other peeps be like: *ah shit here we go again*
edit: it seems like on tiktok, someone named it ''cute song'' and did it with aishite aishite too
*what the hell*
Edit 2: I can't believe it's been almost 2 years since I published this comment, damn, I do feel old
Edit 3: hi its been 3 years now uh anyway hi
exactly, those dumbass kids dont know the true meaning of this and that just... *_UUUUUUUUGH_*
and now they're making fun of cosplayers, weebs, and vocaloid fans even more and they still dance to vocaloid?
I have not seen these TikToks yet. I did not know they did this. I'm reading comments and people are talking about it, and I'm here like, "They did what!?" Are they doing this with other Kikuo songs other than this?
Mack Lee They also did it to “Aishite Aishite Aishite”
@@gaykid8579 Oh... Geez, they're just taking all the dark Vocaloid songs, and calling them cute, huh?
Sometimes I wonder if kikuo is okay
Dude if you see this are you doing good I know it's been years but im concerned.
Same... I'm here to back you up on that :(
Same
I don't think he/she's okay
Yeah, seeing the lyrics to some of their songs makes me wonder if they’re actually okay and / or are basing the lyrics off personal experience
I really hope if that stands true, they’re doing better now :(
I use this song as an unhealthy coping mechanism
Same
Yes. The lyrics and context of this song are gross. But that’s the real world of abusers. This is what victims go through on a day to day basis and this song is supposed to make you feel hurt, it’s supposed to make you feel the mindset and thoughts of a person going through such a traumatic act. Sexual abuse and assault isn’t supposed to be romanticised, it’s disgusting and disturbing and that’s why I love this song and Kikuo for writing something so realistic and not being afraid to show the world how disgusting these sorts of people are.
This song isn’t what’s disgusting, it’s the predators that continue to get away with such disgusting and offensive acts every day.
Agreed
Exactly..
AGREED
PREACHH
This
I have experienced SA before, by my ex girlfriend, she made me think it was love even though she constantly sexually abused me, i didnt know it was wrong so i never told anyone about it. So i relate to these lyrics very much. I feel so sorry to anyone who has experienced sexual abuse, SA or r@pe, especially as a child. Being SA'd really fucked up my brain, i now have hypersexuality from it, not fun. I was only 11 to 12 when i was dating her, she constantly forced stuff onto me. Im still on my journey to recovery. I wish for the best to anyone who has experienced stuff like this, you are very strong and you are loved, and you never deserved to be treated like that. ❤
its the same for me with my ex boyfriend but i was 14-15 , i hope you’re getting better now ❤
Me: “Music can’t be that scary”
Kikuo: Hold my skin
S k i n
Reroll underrated comment
*_The distortionist to kikuo:_* *AM I A JOKE TO YOU?*
(Hold my sanity)
hold my soup
title: "i'm sorry, i'm sorry"
me: well, this is probably a sad and depressing song... It'll probably sound good.
*listens to it*
woah! I love It! I wonder what it's about-
*realizes it's a song by kikuo*
....oh
XD lol I can relate
FR-
😅😅uh
love how this comment section is still active. and actively traumatized. its sickening every time yet still a masterpiece of a song. man but the first time i heard this, lyrics and all, that was so terrifying.
10/10 would recommend
Yeah it’s worst understanding the lyrics but it’s still a bop😩
I when through this shit and I still think about it, It was 4 years ago but it's very traumatic and hard to not think about from time to time I wish it never happened but I couldn't help it
@@nexolotl3561 im so sorry about that, i hope you're pain eases a bit when the time comes
@@zeyoo9430 thank you this helped
I went through sa multiple times from a very young age. And my parents dont take it seriously.
一周回って超健全でキャピキャピの曲作ってみてほしい。多分視聴者全員ビビると思う。
清水もつカレーを聞いてみて
何度聴いても怖いし感情がぐちゃぐちゃのめちゃくちゃにされるけれど、リズムが癖になって何度も聴きに来ちゃう
それな！
ええ、それは中毒です笑
ごめんね ごめんね中毒
わかります･･･自分中毒なんで、、、
たまらん
You know the saying "curiosity killed the cat"?
This applies to any of Kikuos songs.
UltimateLegendLugia I can only think of universe cat drowning
Hole-dwelling? Not so much....
I believe the original comment is reffering to the people who see this song and are like "Ah yes this song sounds nice lets look up the lyrics!" And then die
yea
Kikuo's songs are like Pandora's box. You don't wanna get in trouble (find out it's dark and sad and become sad yourself) but you really wanna know what's inside (what the meaning of the songs are).
ボカロの歌わせ方が「本当に９年前？！」って思わせるほど上手くて、上手いだけじゃなくてその曲やきくおさんに合ったオリジナリティーがあるんだよね。
やっぱボカロはきくおみく優勝！！
最近VRCできくおさんの曲に触れる事があったので
きくおさんの曲で1番好きなこの曲を聞きに来ましたが12年前でもこんなにも記憶に覚えていることに驚きと久々に聞いてやはり好きだと実感しました
最初は、少し怖かったけど聞いてるうちに少し聞かないだけで中毒症状に陥るほどはまったのはここだけの話。
True
ママ 違と そらや あとfirst 打ち いつ げつ ェッs そらや．
Same
Ey me too
なんか聞くと身体が横に揺れたり縦に揺れるんよ それがたまらん
kikuo, maretu, and other artists portray horrible real-life feeling so well in their songs, its a perfect way to spread awareness in my opinion.
not just songs, what if they made it relatable towards games. mods. images. art and many more
@@enzocruz8675 yeah. There's Fragile the game for example. It's about human trafficking and how little go thru it and abuse and shows real life expectation
@@koromeku and theres GTA Chinatown Wars.
Even hatsune Miku did a song called okaa san which told about her real thing happened between her mom and her
本当だ🥹🥹
*the wet squelching noises before the drop actually hurt me-*
thanks kikuo, because the lyrics weren't traumatizing enough, *you had to add sound effects to really paint the picture.*
Edit: You can hear it best at 1:46-
Wait can you give a time stamp of where you hear it cuz I can't xD
@@theo-xe6ud 1:46
@@dozydoe5245 thank you :)
Ophelia Sheep loves Sans the Skeleton OH GOD EW
HOLY STARS GEEZ
GEEZ DUDE, THE HELL
The lyrics to this are downright disgustingly real..my heart goes out to the people who’ve been SA’d..
小学生の時に友達がカラオケで歌ったのがはじめて聞いたときでした。正直トラウマになったし絵が怖すぎて無理だったんですけどサビが頭から離れなくて動画を見ちゃいました。
きくおさんは歌詞とリズムでインパクト起こしてくるから凄いと思います。
Damn, that's dark...........
友達すごいですねw
علي ريك صداع
友達さんすごいw、、、、
私もトラウマになった
I love the opening lyric “Opening my ribs, drinking all of my soup, straight from my stomach, all with a kiss.” It really shows how badly these kinds of relationships can mess with people.
Honestly the “Opening my ribs and drinking all of my soup” doesn’t make sense to me. Like does that mean cannibalism or eating her 🐱 or what?
@@JaxonVRTheMonkeh it's kinda a metaphor for a form of sexual abuse
@@bl1tz1t ok
@@JaxonVRTheMonkeh I guess it's not supposed to make sence, the victim doesn't understand what's happening
@@JaxonVRTheMonkeh no, its like saying this all happened with a kiss, like this is what they felt when they were kissed in non-consensual way
Everyone seems horrified by the lyrics to this song, but a lot of us Vocaloid fans are already used to these types of songs now.
True.
I want to get more into these. I find it horrific yet intruiging
Yea, I never got over the sick feeling though. I'm used to it, but I always feel lightheaded when listening😂😅
same, like i've been into this kind of stuff since elementary, and i'm fine yk
@@nikkirivera5307 bro same for me likeim getting used to it but it makes me a bit light headed
The first time I listened to the song I was 10 and thought the lyrics were about cannibalism. I'm 14 rn and get it all.
Yo tengo 10 años y se de que trata lol
:D✌️
きくおさんの曲ってよくも悪くも印象に残るし中毒性がある
この曲も怖いのにサビが綺麗すぎてききたくなる
そのような深い意味
True, i love kikuos song though
@@suspicioushoe9068 pro fundo do estômago só pode
あのさ、後ろに寒気が、、、ま、まさか、は！おかん
[Edited cuz fight in the comments]
Song: Talks about a girl being sexually abused by her parent and thinking everyone is gonna SA her.
Toxic gachatubers: Wow! 😍 What a cute song! 😍 Im gonna make it a trend called 🧚♀️💫💖✨ *mIKU scReAm* 🧚♀️💫💖✨
And wow, i DIDNT expect people here to have experienced sexual abuse, like i tough everyone was fine-
@Eliandrei B. Menorlol im also a gachatuber, alot of gachatubers use bad audio without knowing the origin of it.
Even worse; even when told what it means SOME don't take it down-
THE EMOJIS DJDBKDSK HELP 😭😭😭😭
@@かいくん-w8e The comment was a joke on people who make the miku scream meme.
@@octaviomaldonado3333 Ok.
I was actually Just watching a gacha meme that used this song a few minutes ago without knowing the the song meant but the someone commented something like “ don’t use the miku scream for this meme the song is gomenne abc it’s about a girl that got r@ped” so then I wanted to find the song when I found this and read the comments I felt sick especially because this was just used for a gacha meme
9 year's old me : open ribs? drink soups? gomenne? pee pee? eat body?
17 year's old me now : oh.....
Took you 8 years to figure that out bud?
I, uh, 👁👄👁💧
CaNnIbAlIsM
Oh no
@@Lambbamforver *sexual abuse*
i love stuff like these, things that disturb the comforted and comfort the disturbed. kikuo makes such accurate depictions of topics like this.. too bad some people cant comprehend that and think this is just an edgy song
Exactly, the amount of little roblox kids here saying the lyrics are gross and not acknowledging the real meaning is disgusting
As someone who went through CSA this hits a little too close to home. The thing is; it makes you feel dirty, shameful, worthless and undeserving of love. If the person who did this is a relative you can't bring yourself to hate them. It's never your fault because you were just a child. (I was 4 the first time it happened, i was assaulted throughout my childhood.) I can't get intimate with someone (Physically or sexually, it's difficult even emotionally) or keep a relationship because of what happened.
You must have been through some terrible terrible things, and for that I’m sorry. For you to be taken advantage of at such a young age is utterly evil and disgusting, you didn’t deserve it at all. No one does. You’re a very strong individual to survive that, and I’m proud of how far you’ve come. I really hope you’re receiving treatment for this, and if you haven’t already, please speak up ❤️ the hardest part is telling someone, but when it’s someone you know will understand, it’s one step closer to getting treatment. I hope you’re ok now, and I hope you can heal from the trauma you’ve endured. ❤️
I'm so sorry that happened to you,and truly hope you can overcome it and heal. I was harrassed some times in HS,but never this young. My heart goes to you,don't let that define who you are,you are worthy of love and kindness
I'm so sorry that happened to you,and truly hope you can overcome it and heal. I was harrassed some times in HS,but never this young. My heart goes to you,don't let that define who you are,you are worthy of love and kindness
I'm so sorry, I hope they get karma from it so they can realize how bad they were. I can't believe someone would be that sick to hurt you and others so much.
Agreed sadly this is relatable to me i was 5 and your right its shameful and it makes you feel dirty, filthy, and disgusting like when people touch my thigh I flinch and I'm immediately scared it causes new reflexes and its just terrible I don't wish it on anyone no matter how bad they are
This song literally gives me chills, I didn’t go through SA but the lyrics give me goosebumps of fear.
@mushroom i was confused at 1:26 too, But i understood it later. It was about rape.
Same
@@justanomorifan3059 no one deserves to go through that, be thankful for having good life, you shouldn’t feel guilty about it
fr it makes me wanna cry
@@eurojammer Same
This song disgusts me so much, it physically hurts just reading the lyrics even though i’ve never experienced something like that. Whoever has, I’m so sorry.
I have the exact same reaction, especially to the "stick your peepee in me and suck up my insides" or something like that, it's so disgusting I feel awful
Rawr XD
Dont worry us traumatized people are vibing
@@xXInfinityDiesXx As a person who has gone through this for most of my life, I can confirm that we are
JJ comics i’m so sorry for you. hope you are doing better❤️
やっぱり何度聴いても神曲だなぁ…
Guys, for the people who said this song is “weird” “disturbing” scary”, it is a message, not a song. THIS IS Happening to people almost every day, Kikuo is spreading awareness for SA and stuff, this also happens to kids whenever. Please spread this and even though society shuts it down. Still spread it.
it is a message AND a song
It's a message through a song.
it's not a song? what am i listening to?
It definitely IS a song. It's a song that contains a strong message but a song nonetheless
wasnt also the song about albert fish and his victim?? correct me if im wrong
心理学的に人を食べることはその人への最高の愛情表現らしいです。
なるほど、病んデレの食人は最高級の愛情表現なんだね
その人が好きすぎて殺してしまう感じですか？
須賀色人 好きで殺して私のものにしたいってことですかね( 'ω')
須賀色人 大好きだからその人と一つになりたいとか…？
人間っておいしいんかなぁ・・・
10 year old me: *thinks this song slaps*
17 year old me after reading the lyrics: ):
Savannah Richardson I read the lyrics when I was 10 and still loved it lol
@@stellaanimals same
I'm 14yo and this is very *DEEP*
EXCUSE ME WHAT THE FRICK LMAOO yeah
@@stellaanimals fbi open the door
i'm a survivor of both cocsa and s/a from my dad and this just. hurts to listennto. i relate to thus sonh heavilt but its. really hard to listen to sometimes. ive listened to this sinfe i was 8 or slmething?? idk
this is amazingly written thoughg, i really really relate to this a lot. still pissed about people on tiktok or whatever making this the Cute Song Haha Miku Screaming or whatever but mmg no use worryign abt it
good song tho
you strong bro. i hope youll be fine
Coming back here and reading recently added comments of fellow CSA victims coming out about their experiences and finding this song as a form of COPING with such an experience is very emotional and also heartwarming. You are proof that you CAN enjoy something controversial or use something controversial as a way to somehow maintain some sense of mental and emotional stability and a medium to talk about an experience that, although in this song is in a fictional sense as it's media, is still representing REAL LIFE PROBLEMS and we need to be aware of this.
There is absolutely NOTHING wrong with ENJOYING this, some of yall who claim to be so against victims of abuse using different coping mechanisms to just LIVE each day need to stop and think, you only know what they have been brave enough to share with you, you do NOT know the deep routed details of their abuse and it is none of your business nor your right to judge them and what media they use.
My utmost apologies to the many victims who have gone through this, but thank you for still trying to be here and either move on or live with it to a reasonably functional scale. Your words do matter and you can enjoy these types of art as much as you damn well please. You aren't, or shouldn't, be doing this for anyone else but yourselves. Thank you for still being here and sharing.
P.S Yes, this IS a song but it's not ''JuSt A sOnG'' to many people. Telling victims to ''get over it'' makes you sound just as heartless as their abusers with the same string of words they probably used on their victims to keep doing more damage.
I'm literally crying right now. Thank you so much, Thank you so much!
@@mizuki7yearsago626 No thanks is needed dear, it's the victims who deserve thanks and recognition.
I have a question is this sang by the girl or is it just fiction story or is it real and the girl sang it and think is good?
@@yeehaw_2987 but is the story real or not I didn’t say who sang it
This song is about a girl who grows up being abused by her father. During this time she is never taught what love is, so she ends up mistaking abuse for love. When she leaves her father and spends time with her brother, she is shown actual love for the first time, but doesn't understand it. She believes her brother doesn't love her because he doesn't abuse her. She goes back to her father and continues to be abused. The song ends with her accepting a masochistic lifestyle.
The point of this song is to make abuse feel disturbing. The disgusting and graphic imagery used for shock value is meant to provoke a real and visceral reaction that we can then attribute to the story of abuse being told.
Yep, I feel like my stomach is about to burst out from reading the lyrics :-:
While i don't disagree with your theory, I would like to point out that the brother that was mentioned could not even be her brother. I know that some kids in Japan will call people that they're close to "Big sister" or "big brother" in a "i care about you and I consider you family" sort of way.
Generally its with people who help them and take care of them, as I believe the "Brother" was doing. In conclusion, I believe that this brother figure could have been someone maybe older than her who she considered family and they might have been the only older person that she trusted so she ran away to them-
As I stated bedore, this is only just an idea, and you don't have to agree with me-
@@ph1lharm0nic It is possible the story is more complex and that 'papa' and 'brother' are metaphors or nicknames that represent something or someone else.
Because I do not speak Japanese I am taking the translated lyrics at face value.
@@billtalent1 I understand that. I do agree with most of your theory though, it makes sense to me!
whats the girls name?
Me: this is a really good song
My trauma: am I a joke to you
Oof same
Oh o-
w a i t
Wait what-
Are you okay though?
I dunno If i should laugh or cry
Healing is a process and I hope you can find a support system that will help you with the painful journey, I'm wishing you the absolute best and you deserve all the good in the world ♡
脳に残る
this song is so good
too bad it gives me nightmares
shikkakyuu *right?*
Very good song
500th like
It doesn't give me nightmares
This song is about papa eating son
actually it's about rape i think
it just sounds like the child is being eaten by the father
did i mention "Big Brother drinks my amniotic fluid" and the squirting noises throughout the song?
it could mean some very gross things
Listen guys, it isn't bad if you like the song, this thing is a masterpiece and that says a lot of the composer, the important thing here is that you know what's the meaning behind this and know that this is something real, Hearing this doesn't make you a bad guy, knowing the meaning and making fun of him with your actions does it.
its a lot like rurus suicide show on live stream. For those who don't know, Ruru's suicide show on live stream is a memorial song to a little girl in japan, real, that killed herself. its fine to listen to the song, in a way, it is kinda respecting them almost, but you CANT make fun of them. im all for making fun of songs, but with cases like this you just gatta draw the line. if there is any good in you, you just gatta draw the line. it isn't cool. it only makes you a pig.
Can I sing it tho
@@OrigamiAhsoka Well buddy, I see no problem with that.
Ya I think you can song it just don’t be disrespectful an don’t do the ahego to it or whatever and be aware.
@@Reverse_hermit but that song is based on real people. Rip to them 💖
This is the saddest and most disturbing Vocaloid song to ever exist.
But it's so catchy...
EDIT 2021: While I still find this song very much sad and disturbing, the title of "saddest and most disturbing Vocaloid song to ever exist" now belongs to Secrets of Wysteria. (Coincidentally, both songs revolve around the mistreatment of children...)
there are so many more this disturbing..but this is straight heat i agree
secrets of wysteria
@@jae7141 you beat me to it
Yeah, almost as depressing as my life...
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but no, i'm a robot so i'm fine
*pulls out Secrets of Wysteria*
I like this song so much omg
聞きたくなるから聞くけど毎回気持ち悪くなる。でも聞きたいからまた聞く。
わかる
中毒じゃねぇか……
なんか、曲中の
『ｺﾞｷｭｯ…』みたいな音が本当に人食べてるみたいな音で本当に気持ち悪い…←褒め言葉
無限ループｗ
永遠ループだね(*´･ω･)
Everybody has said pretty much everything there is to say, but I just want to remark on one thing that hit me the most: The child could not stand being treated in a normal way, like a normal child. I mean in the part about the “Big brother”, which is probably either just a kind stranger who took pity and wanted to extend a helping hand, or someone from official child services, the child keeps going on and on about how Big brother must think the child is disgusting, and even implied that being treated gently is not “satisfying”. I think that is just... seriously messed up and it really drives home the point that this child not only has known nothing other than abuse, but has also become conditioned to only accept abuse as the norm and never able to live with kindness again. It’s so dehumanizing that it just... wow.
I think Onii-San was a doctor because one line says “He gulped down my amniotic fluid” and amniotic fluid is what surrounds a fetus in the womb. Another line says “He broke my ribs and touched my insides” so maybe he was giving her an abortion 🤷🏼♀️
@@evajuneau Depends on if "he" was the father or the other male.
T'was an old username and I'll change it soon. I think it’s a different person because she ran away from the farther to go to “Onii-San”
"Big brother gulps down my amniotic fluid. He breaks open my hard stomach and touches the inside"
I'm not kidding. These are literally the 2nd whisper parts lyrics.
Trang Vương this song slaps but it’s so 👀
reading these comments about how some people went through a similar experience as this song really disgusts me. If you're a victim or a survivor of r@pe, you're so strong and it's not your fault.
Thank you
Thank you
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Ur very kind,
Tbh im not sure if this is SA but when i was in first grade this other kid would touch me and i would try to stop him but he never did i never told my mom about this and i never want too and i am going to 6th grade now im not sure if i should tell her bc it was from a long time ago..
So yea i always wanted to tell her but im not sure if i should since it was from years ago
And thank you so much for this message it makes me forget about all of that.
この絵なんかめっちゃ好き
私も^^
So I just wanted to give an opinion on this song. It's an old song that I still today love. I remember hearing this back when i was in middle school, and absolutely loved the beat and vocals. I have always had a habit of trying to figure out the story of vocaloid songs, and after reading several sets of lyrics I had a good idea of what this was about. I think it was sufficient to say that I was unnerved and saddened by the story it told.
In summary it's about a young girl who has a very evil and abusive father. The story is told through the girl's perspective. At times it would seem she mentions things that would suggest cannibalism, and while that is possible, it's also possible since it she is probably very young she describes things that are happening in a way that sounds like she is literally being eaten. Either way she eventually escapes and runs away from her father. She meets some boy that treats her well and cares for her, but she seems to feel like she does not deserve being treated good, and feels guilty for running away. So she returns home to her father, who is waiting with some other people who all start sexually abusing her, and she seems to resign herself to this fate. She feels as if she deserves this.
She states they eat her till she is no more. There are two possibility's. 1) They are actually cannibalistic and eat her a live at the end or 2) as stated earlier since she is so young, it may be the for lack of better word that's how the girl describes what are heinous acts. Either way it's horrible what happens. However that is also why the song is so good. You see the song doesn't seem that dark if you don't know what the lyrics are saying so usually you'll just think it a catchy song, but when you do find out, it usually shocks you. In a way it's kind of like a metaphor for life. Things will seem happy and up beat on the surface, but below things are not as they seem.
I feel that the biggest take away one should get from this song is that It spreads awareness for child abuse. Through how catchy it is and how upbeat it sounds it contrasts with the dark meaning. It usually evokes feelings of sadness, uneasiness, etc. Things like this happen in real life, and a lot of people choose to censor what they see or hear about, so they will usually forget things like this happen. This song makes you think about things like that, and from the consensus I have gotten from the comments, it would seem like it has been effective. When you listen too this song, do not think of it as a bad song, but as a reminder that bad things happen, and if we keep a look out for them, we may be able to stop and prevent them.
justRICHTOFEN this is the best comment here I really understand the song now when before I was very confused thank for taking time to explain the song in detail and in a way we can all understand it
@@peanut4057 Well thank you. I'm glad you found my explanation informative, I was worried I might have typed too much. I use to type out explanations to Vocaloid songs a while back. I might take a crack at it again. But yeah just felt like this song deserved a good explanation, it's really good.
justRICHTOFEN this sound like some Oni ChiChi shit. It’s kinda creepy but hella catchy. Anyway I’m gonna go back and watch some hentai Koiito Kinenbi
Brooklyn Conert yeah exactly, I’ve seen a lot of people trying to blame the writer for making a song like this, but the reality is that this kinda of stuff happens and people try to forget that. This song brings that to light, and purposely makes you uncomfortable because that is what most people would feel. I love this writers work because they usually write songs that talk about dark and uneasy subjects. It really makes you think.
Tanks m8
Kikuo, I love you but was everything alright at home?
Probablemente este narrando uno de muchos episodios sádicos de su imaginación, realmente si te impactó, no se que hace aquí
En esta obra se relata de forma cruda como una niña es devorada por su padre y la relación con él, lo que evoca un sentimiento (al menos en mí) de melancolía ya que aún tras este voraz suceso una parte abstracta de ella (su conciencia o alma...) siente culpa
Realmente una obra sublime que en muchas mentes encarceladas por la moral produce rechazo, lástima
@@bito8 Imbécil, puedes traducir el texto
@@aren-3667 why do u comment on an english comment in spanish
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☠️☠️ he replied to you in spanish
@@sitted Gracias por el dato Einstein
The beat dropped harder than my guilt
Read the captions, just don't blame me
@@OrangeNoNukegara Noo
@Aaliyah Candohi
Woomyand Veemo tbh I’m not disturbed but I just feel guilt .-.
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昔良く聞いてたな懐かしい
Pros: It has captions
Cons: It has captions
Fr the lyrics are gross but it's a bop✨
Btw which vocaloid sings this?
That is honestly so real
@@GigiCollectsDeadBodys im pretty sure it's miku, maaaaybe Rin?
@@Yuki_QweenII have a theory maybe Miku or rin was once human and had this same fact father and what was left/their soul possed the device of th original Miku vocaloid or rin vocaloid and became one with them after their traumatic life
Everybody talking about the soup, but why has no one mentioned the baked poop
Ella.S. 113 it’s a metaphor.. the ‘straw’ is a metaphor for her fathers.. um.. lower body part, and the ‘eating’ her is a metaphor for how it feels to be manipulated into having sexual intercourse with her father, hence the ‘baked poop’ thing?? She was about nine years old in the storyline so she probably didn’t understand that she was being manipulated into both vaginal and anal intercourse-? Like?? I’m not exactly sure what the baking of her stool has to do with it but- uh.. yeah.
@@sugar7845 Yeah, it really is an explicit song with a lot of hidden meanings, and I was aware of all the dark symbolism, I was just surprised no one had brought it up hehe, thnx for the explanation tho! :)
I WAS ABOUT TO SAY
ah sweet jesus, ik those are both terrible, but like........ ya know what I mean?
@604 wtf I've never heard that before lmao
If you see yourself as the child is the song, and relate to it whole and can't stop rewatching it. No something isn't wrong with you, this is a phycological effect usually from trauma that deals with sexual abuse. Even none-sexual remarks or not knowing the lyrics, some victims of sexual crime via rape or anything else can see ourselves within this little girl.
Kikuo is a very special artist, dealing with these phycological "Fucked up." (Their normal and will happen at least once or more) thoughts to make something creative, or to express themselves and to give a source for young rape victims to sympathize and share their own stories while still being able to cope privately for themselves.
For most people that are privileged with a life of a healthy childhood, they find this terrifying, but that even helps more cause this is what rape and sexual violence is like, terrifying and mind breaking. And can destroy you physiologically and damage your innocence and life in general.
For me, I cope with my abuse and trauma with something called "Dark Cute." fashion in Japanese, "Menhera." or "Yami Kawaii." which is something cute but very grotesque, Menhera-Chan is a icon for this, and if ur interested in it, do some research into it. I just wanted to give my overall opinion on everything and the matter of what makes Kikuo so special.
this is a really thoughtful comment, it hits the nail on the head why I'm obsessed with kikuo and this song! I (thankfully) don't personally relate to the little girl, but I can appreciate the sincerity of this song. It doesn't sugar coat or glorify trauma, it's raw and stomach-wrenching all wrapped up in a bittersweet song. I'm sorry for your traumatic experiences! I love Menhera, I think it's really cool that it provides so many people with trauma an outlet to cope and live their lives the best they can. Trauma follows you, and sometimes you can't escape that darkness, but menhera embraces it into somewhat of a strength.
i can relate to this song to a certain extent
(i know i havent had it as bad as others)
but everytime i hear this song it makes me extremely uncomfortable which is quite the opposite of what you're saying lol
i came back to this video to read the comments
Thanks for the explanation, it helped a lot.
thank you! as someone who was a victim for years I wasn’t sure how to feel about using this song as a coping mechanism for my trauma. I just checked out menhera fashion and might try it out
Kikuo's work is the definition of art that comforts the disturbed and disturbs the comfortable
For some reason this manages to make me tear up every time
This song is probably one the most scariest and disturbing song I've ever heard but goddamn does it have a beautifully scary meaning and its so fucking catchy KIKUO IS A GOD.
absolutely, the song is super disturbing and dark but its incredible, I seriously love kikou’s music so much!
I cant watch the video with the translation on lmao
@@dinosaul same
Yea it is kinda scary and addicting but have u heard okassan-
I haven’t been sexually raped or anything and it just makes me sad that other people have. I thought this song was just quirky until I realised what it was about. I’m sorry for people who have been in this way..
I hate everyone complaining about the lyrics. I LIKE the lyrics. They give the song meaning. The meaning is that these things actually happen in real life, and they aren't pretty. They're gruesome and terrible and REAL. Yet people turn their cheek to these things because they're unpleasant to think about.
preach
Huh, I never thought about it in the sense of the lyrics not being literal.
Lot's of people think it's about cannibalism. It isn't. It's about rape and sexual abuse.
***** Yeah maybe they really happened in real life... But I haven't heard of them in news of my own country... I have seen some CREEPYPASTA about the Deep Web and there're some of the videos just like this song.
Michael K ...what do you mean creepypasta? I mean I know there's a lot of creepy pasta on Vocaloid, but the events of this song DO happen in real life. It's not about a specific case, just sexual abuse in general.
Everyone: this is so sad...
Gacha tiktokers: *haha miku screaming go brrr*
I found this song off of gacha tiktoks that was uploaded on youtube 😭
I think I heard it off of a youtuber years ago but never knew what it meant
Hold up, Gacha tiktokers are using this song for their tiktok shit?!
@@prophetpolitic564 yeah 😔
As a member of the gacha community, we don’t claim them 💗
Im so happy i left the gacha community :D
This Song sounds cool, I think the Lyrics are pretty nice and beautiful too❤
I hate it when people on tiktok use songs that they don’t know the meaning of. They all use it for Ahegeo when they think it’s Aesthetic.
Edit: Also, thanks for the likes. People should see this comment before deciding to use this song for the opposite reason on what the song is for.
ikr if they’re gonna use dark themes for an aesthetic at least honor them and take notice of them as triggering, disgusting.
Ik but without the sub titles i like this song ;-; if i knew the language I'd probably be disturbed
@Meklit Tita im a gacha kid and i dont do this.
@Meklit Tita i look at the lyrics to see if its child friendly but this is not its disturbing
@Meklit Tita im a gacha and i dont do this kind of stuff u many not want to say all the gacha kids do this cuz half of the community is very smart with what they post they they know whats right or wrong
As a victim of CSA (I was 3 - 4 years old ever since it happened) this song extremely hits hard, I remember breaking down in tears while listening to it since 11 years old. This has been my comfort song throughout my years, the lyrics are written well, the screams, whispers, the voice, everything. I'm really glad Kikuo made this to spread awareness.
I’m so sorry for you, hope those evil people rot in hell
WTF, *3-4???!!!!* 💀
I’m sorry that happened to you at such a young age, I hope you recover
@@Official_Neneko hey so actually this is an insane way to react to a victim coming forward 😭😭
@@rae.the.realest8797 No no, I reacted disgustedly because it’s such a young age
@@Official_Neneko gotcha, that's understandable. Sorry if my response was a bit of an overreaction, i was being defensive
きくおさんの曲全部好きだけど、結局ここに戻ってきちゃうんだよな…本当に素晴らしい曲です。
この何もかも合ってない腐れきってどろどろに溶かす感じ好き
man tiktok really coming for all vocaloid songs huh
@@blackstar044 uhh
WUT
Wait they also took this song? God please no akdjsjs they're gonna take the whole Vocaloid/kpop/meme/etc discography at this point
i don't even care about them using kpop and vocaloid songs, but the dark ones,,, ugh
@@Bastafammicambiarenome It kind of ruins them I'd say,,,
My interpretation:
- Miku is being abused by either her actual father or is being abused by a pimp. Either way, she’s been broken in first.
- “I don’t think I have any taste” may be referencing how tiny baby animals don’t usually have a prominent “smell,” so she’s quite small (but has presumably begun menstruating at this point; this becomes important).
- “Big Brother” is a doctor, specifically one for abortive procedures. “Big Brother” communicates some familiarity, so this has happened before, I believe. “He gulps down my amniotic fluid” and touching the “hard stomach” is a dead giveaway for the abortion, in my opinion. Also, “it can be kept on file” hints at a medical file, the “bad feeling.” This can be either the physical ramifications of being pregnant or the mental/emotional trauma she is experiencing and expressing.
- I don’t think she willingly goes back. I’m sure her father/pimp brings her back against her will. A lot of the lines sound rehearsed or coerced via the significant abuse she’s suffered.
- Of course, at the end, she endures such extensive SA that she dies. If we can make a prediction about her age/size (assuming that most girls start their periods at 11 - 12 years old), this is not farfetched. Also, if she has been used primarily for SA (and if we take the art literally), she’s malnourished, as well.
Overall, this song is incredibly disturbing and sad. My condolences to anyone who has suffered such pain, and I hope you heal.
This made me cry like actually tears :(
Not related to Miku, Kikuo just used Miku for vocals, remember? Miku is a vocaloid like v.flower and kagamine rin but eh no one cares about them since miku is popular
@@sleepingpink I think they know miku is just a vocaloid. I think they gave the main character in this song a nickname "Miku" because hatsune miku is singing as her. (I mean no offense to you by the way, i'm just letting you know)
@@rebbeca4120 I mean, this doesn't necessarily mean the character the song talked about is Miku, some other Vocaloid song artists uses Vocaloid with nicknames too but they got different characters in their video if y'know what I mean like the one in my profile picture it's from a song called "A Mistaken Belief of Love" the Vocaloid is called v.flower
The character in this video doesn't even look like Miku but some artist uses Miku as the main character in their video like PinocchioP, although PinocchioP doesn't have Miku as his character IN ALL OF HIS VIDEOS/MVs, he still put Miku as a cameo in some of his MVs like in Non-breath Oblige there are small sheep-like miku design
Ignorance is bliss
IGNORANCE IS BLISS
*IGNORANCE IS TRULY BLISS*
I wish I was ignorant
:')
U realize it only afterwards :D
Oh god. I wish I was ignorant of the lyrics...
Uh...... should I be worried?
これめっちゃ好き