This reading really spoke to me that I had tears in my eyes throughout half of the video. I WILL TAKE THIS ADVICE, thank you so much. Love and light xoxo ❤️✨🙏🏾
This reading resonates with me! If I could master getting outside of my own minds prison, I'd have it all. When I'm hurt deeply I become freaky calm. I withdraw from everyone. I've talked myself out of love and happiness time after time but never once talked myself into it! Thank you for reminding me that this is just me fighting me and it's my overthinking and over analyzing that's the real issue. Last week and this weeks reading felt like you pulled these cards solely for me. 💖
+rowechicky And all those talking out of that you do when you are hurt usually becomes like soulcontracts. And theres some true carma "I will never again.." and sometimes it is more like; "If they will stay I have to..". So contracts thats alters yourself from beeing you. But often you need to stay with the pain that you avoided by "writing contracts". And eventually be at home in your body and with your feelings no matter what happens on the outside! 🌞
Oh my god!! I cannot believe how spot on this is! I recently moved in with my boyfriend who I've grown the most incredibly beautiful relationship with, knew for sure this was the man I was going to spend my life with, when I moved all my inner child fears came up, didn't know weather to stay or leave, want to stay but so scared to be seen! My child thinks she's safer off alone away from the love that opened her heart, this is incredible truly resonated deeply in my being, so scared of loss I'm too scared to open so I shut him out, but now I'm not going to I'm going to look into my fears, feel my old hurt say yes to love and embrace the incredible safe strong relationship we have created over the years. I was looking for a sign in the right direction and you have given me that. Thank you from the bottom of my heart!! If I share my feelings with him he can come close, petrified of losing myself but I feel something way better is waiting for me on the other side. I'm going to stop shutting him out, due to a long held defence mechanism and work with myself to embrace!!! And of course communicate!!!!!
I have no problem with hope at all. It is a hope for his well being. Your readings for me are inverted. A loved one cannot impose their needs on a dying loved one.
hey thanks for the reading. awesome really resonated with me.. in my situation it seemed promising and then he communicates on and off more off for no reason and I'm hurt.. questioning myself ... so I turned away trying to heal from being in love with someone who seems he could care less. thanks again
Oh thats the kind of situation I saw! Among others! But I would prefer if you didn't stop your feelings. Leave your feelings unaltared, but stil distance yourself geograficly to put up a bounderie so he can't cause you more harm. But accept the love and every other emotion and feel it freely. No Ice-machine! ;-) 🌹
thank you very much:)leo,husband and his mother burned me.........no hope with past toxic events.moving on slowly to a peaceful,genuine path!!too much havoc caused insecurity leaving me out in cold.sons devastated........not worth my love and effort.sad but true.acceptance is the hardest.:)feeling lonely in a marriage is the worst...........feeling anyone can feel.it is a slow death which can tear one apart..husband..never wanted to talk and never really cared about our family.too involved with himself so best to drop it..................this too shall pass.
this is exactly what I have been dealing with for the last 21 months. and what is weird it is a Capricorn that I need to speak to. And like you said that if they choose not to talk to me then they are hiding something and I will know what he truly is. I have been wanting to do this but have been scared to confront him for many different reasons. I don't like to see people as bad, evil or untrustworthy people. I like to see the good in everyone. And that is why it has been so hard to move on from him breaking my heart. He said he cared about me, loved me and would always be there for me no matter what happened between us to a man I didn't know, he was very mean and said very mean and hurtful things to me. He yelled at me and was very angry with me, called me names said that we hated each other and I said that I didn't hate him and he said yes you do and I said no I don't and he said I make him feel as if I do. He even went so low and said I'm glad your mother's dead. And even said he never cared about me that he only used me. Then early that morning he texts me and tells me to call if I truly care. so I did because even though he said all that mean stuff I still loved him. But it was the man that I fell in love with. He apologized for the things he said and for the things he did but he didn't remember all of what he said because he saw red. I asked why would he say those things to me and treat me like that, he said because I hurt him and he wanted me to hurt as bad as I hurt him. He went on about how much he cared about me, I said no you dont you said that you didnt. But he said now when did I say that, I said today he said now think about why I said that. He said that he loved to see me smile and could remember the first time I was smiling at his house and how much he loved to talk to me, how we could talk for hours about nothing. He made me believe that we were going to meet that Saturday after thanksgiving and talk face to face. He was to text me when he woke up and let me know that his ex wife was going to be ok. But all I got was a text message saying, she is going to be ok, we're still in love and going to try and make it work, I will never contact you again, goodbye Kim. My heart sank...... So this is why head is so messed up between all the good and bad that happened between us and the promises that he broke has got me not only not to be able to move on but also not able to trust in what men say anymore. And the only way to get my heart back do it can heal is to talk to the person that broke it into a million pieces and I will know by how he treats me what and who he truly is. If he can be as mean and bitter as he was close to 2 yrs ago just means he was never real and the man that I love was never real just a man mirroring me to get what he could get from me and the person he showed himself to be when he said such mean hurtful and evil things was the real him. I know what I need to do, I just need the strength to do it. thank you for your insight and god bless. 😊
***** I don't understand why people say this. When someone because your ex that means they are no longer married. So how do I deserve any of it when we both were single. Just because two people were married in the past but for what ever reason they get a divorce that means they are no longer married... there for me being with him and him being with me wasn't wrong. The main thing in this message is me trying to figure out which man he truly is. And by that I mean is he the decent man that was my best friend for 6 months before anything sexual happened between us. Or is he the man that he showed that was very me to me. We were supposed to meet that Saturday right after thanksgiving to talk about things and we both decided to do that after talking on the phone for over 3 hours. But all I received was that crude text message. And that was close to 2 yrs ago. And eve though I do still love him regardless which person he truly is my heart will be able to heal once I see him face to face to see how he treats me. I'm not going there to try and get him back, I'm doing it for closure, closure that I need for my heart to heal. I don't like to judge people unless I know for sure and after close to 2 yrs of not seeing each other or talking I would hope he would have grown up enough to be able to talk to me. But he did call me Aug 14 2015. But when I did answer the phone I said, I believe you dialed the wrong number. But he kept the line open for 13 mins until he was ready to clock out for work. I know it wasn't a butt call because my number wouldn't be in his recent calls let a lone in his phone period. For all I know he could have contacted me to talk and tell me he was sorry but I was hurt and I do feel bad for saying what I did but why can't I be mad or even mean to him, but I really wasn't either of them actually but I know he is scared of rejection. So I honestly shouldn't have said it. But I don't understand what you mean by look what you did. I didn't do anything other then fall with a man that was divorced. I agree with the things he said and things that he has done to me prior to this was not a very good person. But I know down deep in my heart this is what I have to do for me. And for once I'm going to put my self first. My heart at least deserves that. And if they are happy I am happy for them. I just wish I didn't loose my best friend. But who knows maybe that was fake also but when I get the strength to go to his house and knock on his door and he opens it, well that will answer a lot of things that has been going in circles in my head non stop. And I know I will finally get the closing deserve. And please don't take this to be rude or mean. I'm just tired of people writing that I deserved what I got because he was married. He wasn't married and was divorced for close to 2 yrs when I met him. But thank you and god bless.
***** I also wanted to say that I have read a lot of the poems on your Google plus and I must say a lot of them are true and I even took snap shots so I would have them. Thank you and god bless.
You will heal from this. Just let your emotions be free and feel them and accept them. It feels like se have been talking about this already or have I dreamt it? :-) 🌻
so true.i met a capricon woman 4 yrs ago and she came to me.I love her since 7 yrs ago when i first met her.I was so happy for the past 4 yrs , until june i started feeling something is going wrong.She start not coming home and even sneaking out in the middle of night.Then i started collecting proofs before confronting her yet she denied.I made her called that guy behind this and they were already sleeping behind my back since 2 months ago.I raise my hand and slapped her, i felt so hurt when i slapped her but anger over me.i felt so bad, but she is a cappy she does not say sorry.And she was like so protective towards that guy.that made me more angry .hurt and upset. I ask her to get out of the house.the next day , i packed up and go because i can feel that she no longer have love for me.....i know myself i still care and love her very much.I just cannot get over her.
+T Joana Yeo Love doesn't go away. Lovers do. And thats why we are so afraid of love. But I have found that it is okey to still love a person even if you choose not to be with them or they choose not to be with you. But love doesn't go away. So just feel the love and the longing and accept that you can't be with her. Even if she would let you, you would probably love and respect yourself so much that you wouldn't want to. You will choose a partner that you can trust! 🌹
I was in a relationship with a love triangle with a Virgo I left because he was in love with another and that's why I turned my back I tried reaching out n he rejects me so what do I do?
+queenofcupstarot You have just revealed soooooo much to me about me and my current place of frozen, inaction, fear and immobility! I realize that this reading may seem bleak to some... but for those of us who have caught on to the truth that the answer to all the questions and finding our way to our ultimate path is in identifying and facing our fears. I've become very good at this, but this year, I believe I'm ending a very long repeating karmic tie with my Cap husband... safety, security, and absolutely there is a sweet Love there! SO hard to walk away from... but it is not the ultimate soul relationship for me... It is extremely hard to put myself before others, even after having a very good handle as a recovered codependent... But even as I gathered the gumption to make the leap (I moved out!), I hesitated, for his feelings, and for my children to see that I tried and even before this reading I realized that I must have needed to torture myself to an extent, instead of just finishing it-- as I believe I had to finally admit that part of my hesitation was not only for his feelings or for my children- but because I was truly scared of being on my own. Again. Truly scared of making a "mistake" truly scared of living with regret... My indecision is more about Fear; of the unknown, of being unprotected, from leaving a "safe" life others live satisfied with... So now as I've openly admitted to myself and started sharing my truth about fear with some of my girlfriends, I know I've done great work to this point-- but in the last weeks knowing this- I'm still frozen... taking ACTION is seemingly impossible and I'm a doer!!! I"m trying so hard to be kind to myself as I watch myself clenched and breath held-- but here I am, in that Ice Machine thingy, looking at a Tsunami I will contact you for possible further help on this final PUSH!!! But I wanted you and your subscribers to know- that this is me. And your talking through it with your gifted interpretation has brought relief that it's not just me, that these things happen to us as we break cycles and that fear is a real thing. That your readings are a real thing. I am so very grateful to you. Your accuracy and connection to the divine is strong and you relay all of your messages with such beauty! Namastè Lulu @wakeuplulu
+L Writer Thank you for sharing this story that I think that many people feel connected with. So have you thought about what you want instead? What it is that is compelling you to take this leap? What is out there calling to you? When you now why you are doing it it will be easier to actually doing it! 🌞
This is belated! As my original reply was deleting by accident (there are no accidents, haha)... but as I just commented on your current reading for us, I was also moved to think and feel about your questions above... I have been focusing on what I'm walking away from, mostly because it is true- I may not know what I DO want, but it has become a louder and louder bell to be answered in what I know I do NOT want... I've been trying to fit into a life that is not my destiny... I've been trying to be "good" or Other people's definition of "success" or "good-wife, good-mom, lucky-life, comfortable-life" and fighting the guilt of looking like an ingrate... I am a very actively grateful person and I give and thank the universe et al for my blessings, but walking away from "good enough" or "other people would be so happy to have what I have" or safety and comfort-- Who chooses a harder or unknown path? Especially without really having defined what the new dream looks like... so your questions are important and I've been working to bring more to a vision of what I do want, and I guess I'm still holding back on articulating it... it's foggy, maybe I'm fighting that inner child or past life stuff that says I don't "deserve" some things that feel like fantasy... So my stubborn aquarian pushes forward away from what I don't want, toward, what? And I've been defining it slowly... a passionate love, being celebrated by people, friends, my future partner and life, and not just "tolerated" I'm looking to be celebrated and to have people who think deeply as I do with conversations that matter, with consciousness and mindfulness in every breath... to be with people who are also actively replacing their limiting beliefs with the power we all have, to Create our lives and this world into the greatness that is meant to be... To look up from our phones and get back in touch with what truly matters in this precious life. I'm a writer obviously, so I hope the length of my replies aren't too bothersome! Looking forward to each of your future readings great lady! xo Lulu @wakeuplulu
L Writer Wow what a truly deep and heartfelt outpour 😐. I have in the recent past, been in exactly the space you are expressing both internally and externally. After much deep diving and soul searching within, I have overcome the torture with an outcome that wasn't expected! Would really like to chat to you if you would like?? 😇
HI Tina Walls , thank you so much for reaching out... Thank you for your sweet support too, I can sense your sincere intentions. I'm happy to read your thoughts if you would like to post on this thread, otherwise, I'm not really a chatter or online other than once or twice a month to check in with only one or two UA-camrs I feel speak to me... and Queen Of Cups Tarot has given me so much to ponder via her readings, I feel very comfortable staying focused with her for now. Thank you so much for saying something! Cheers, Lulu @wakeuplulu
I confronted my fiancé about a call to a girl whom I've asked him not to contact again because it makes me feel uncomfortable and he tells me it was nothing more than a phone call but my instincts say there's more to it... what do I do?
+My MEGA amazing life! You probably feel uncomfortable because you have senced that your fiance doesn't care for your feelings in this mather. If your partner tells you they worry about something, you usually shelter them from have to worry about that. Words and deeds togheter builds trust. When you tell him you feel uncomfortable and he does it anyway. He has broken your trust. That is what your subconsious reacts on. What is so important for him that he is okey with braking the trust between you to do it? 🌹
Queen Of Cups Tarot thank you so much for your reply... I totally agree. I got very upset about it and I think he now realises how much it hurt me that he disrespected me and broke my trust. He has promised to never call her again and promises me he only wants to be with me. I will need to work on my insecurities and trust issues too 😘
Strange! I made it the first day and this 2 days after. It has 5000 viewers so it is out there. But strange that you can't find it on my channel. It has a big picture of death on the frontpage if that can be helpfull! :-) 🌻
That's really strange, it's my twin's zodiac sign and I cannot still find it in your channel, even tried with another browser and couldn't find it!!! could you please send me the link.
Thank you, the problem was this: Unfortunately, this video is not available in your country because it could contain music from SME, for which we could not agree on conditions of use with GEMA, but I watched it anyway.
female Aquarius in my love scope is Chinese born jan 22 79 makes her a horse om born may 6 1964 makes me a dragon in side real shes a Capricorn im an Aries..... i really resonated be cause i love her immensely we separated may 6 in 2016 after having a physical confrontation she was abused i believe before she came here to the u s a i am completely heart broken she changed her number and im prohibited by the law of trying to talk to her i love her unconditionally
i feel like my fire energy need air to be if she just realize we both share earth energy she's air im fire with out her im only a little spark with her im a raging useful wonderful FIRE!!!!!!
I have a sort of similar situation im air and fire shes capricorn and piscis , shes also asian we used to be best friends but she cat fished me and we had a falling out and through the hell i actually realised i actually love her so who knows she might come back.
I find your reading a bit hopeless. What no psychic says or knows is about one's health. I think I do as an Aquarius have everything. My fiance has TB and is dying. That is why I cannot talk too much about difficult unresolved issues. He is lying in bed and unable to hardly move. He will die and I cannot bring all these issues to the table. That is why the reading didn't soeak to me. I am the problem. I am thinking bad thoughts? If your husband is dying, what would you do? He cannot communicate with me because he can barely speak. It is not possible to talk a lot to him. For him to talk exhausts him. Have some compassion please. Thank you.
+Melanie Hahn This is a love and spirituality general reading. Tarot readers are not allowed to read into health, law or pregnancy. You are supposed to go to trained professionals about that. And maybe see a griefconsellar? I'm sorry for your fiance. And now is your last chance maybe to talk with him. So don't miss that oportunity to open up to one another! 🌹
this is exactly what I have been dealing with for the last 21 months. and what is weird it is a Capricorn that I need to speak to. And like you said that if they choose not to talk to me then they are hiding something and I will know what he truly is. I have been wanting to do this but have been scared to confront him for many different reasons. I don't like to see people as bad, evil or untrustworthy people. I like to see the good in everyone. And that is why it has been so hard to move on from him breaking my heart. He said he cared about me, loved me and would always be there for me no matter what happened between us to a man I didn't know, he was very mean and said very mean and hurtful things to me. He yelled at me and was very angry with me, called me names said that we hated each other and I said that I didn't hate him and he said yes you do and I said no I don't and he said I make him feel as if I do. He even went so low and said I'm glad your mother's dead. And even said he never cared about me that he only used me. Then early that morning he texts me and tells me to call if I truly care. so I did because even though he said all that mean stuff I still loved him. But it was the man that I fell in love with. He apologized for the things he said and for the things he did but he didn't remember all of what he said because he saw red. I asked why would he say those things to me and treat me like that, he said because I hurt him and he wanted me to hurt as bad as I hurt him. He went on about how much he cared about me, I said no you dont you said that you didnt. But he said now when did I say that, I said today he said now think about why I said that. He said that he loved to see me smile and could remember the first time I was smiling at his house and how much he loved to talk to me, how we could talk for hours about nothing. He made me believe that we were going to meet that Saturday after thanksgiving and talk face to face. He was to text me when he woke up and let me know that his ex wife was going to be ok. But all I got was a text message saying, she is going to be ok, we're still in love and going to try and make it work, I will never contact you again, goodbye Kim. My heart sank...... So this is why head is so messed up between all the good and bad that happened between us and the promises that he broke has got me not only not to be able to move on but also not able to trust in what men say anymore. And the only way to get my heart back do it can heal is to talk to the person that broke it into a million pieces and I will know by how he treats me what and who he truly is. If he can be as mean and bitter as he was close to 2 yrs ago just means he was never real and the man that I love was never real just a man mirroring me to get what he could get from me and the person he showed himself to be when he said such mean hurtful and evil things was the real him. I know what I need to do, I just need the strength to do it. thank you for your insight and god bless. 😊
Yes it so hard to know a persons true intentions. Better to feel how they make you feel. Do you feel loved, respected and safe? Thats how a love relationship should make you feel. And if he said that he used you only for some comfort or whatever while splitting from his wife I guess you don't feel any of does things right now. But there can always be second chanses, people mess up, thats how we are made. And if you suffer because of it later, that may make you enligthed because suffering and beeing mindfull off ones suffering are usually how we humans develop ourself and our spiritually. But if you have a little bell inside that speeks to you about boundaries and self worth I think you (and everyone) could have good use of watching this video; Why You Can't Leave The Relationship (Intermitten…: ua-cam.com/video/M_lakRMIA7Q/v-deo.html I hope you like it! It's also on my channel under "view this"! :-) 🌻
This reading really spoke to me that I had tears in my eyes throughout half of the video. I WILL TAKE THIS ADVICE, thank you so much. Love and light xoxo ❤️✨🙏🏾
This reading resonates with me! If I could master getting outside of my own minds prison, I'd have it all. When I'm hurt deeply I become freaky calm. I withdraw from everyone. I've talked myself out of love and happiness time after time but never once talked myself into it! Thank you for reminding me that this is just me fighting me and it's my overthinking and over analyzing that's the real issue. Last week and this weeks reading felt like you pulled these cards solely for me. 💖
+rowechicky And all those talking out of that you do when you are hurt usually becomes like soulcontracts. And theres some true carma "I will never again.." and sometimes it is more like; "If they will stay I have to..". So contracts thats alters yourself from beeing you. But often you need to stay with the pain that you avoided by "writing contracts". And eventually be at home in your body and with your feelings no matter what happens on the outside! 🌞
Oh my god!! I cannot believe how spot on this is! I recently moved in with my boyfriend who I've grown the most incredibly beautiful relationship with, knew for sure this was the man I was going to spend my life with, when I moved all my inner child fears came up, didn't know weather to stay or leave, want to stay but so scared to be seen! My child thinks she's safer off alone away from the love that opened her heart, this is incredible truly resonated deeply in my being, so scared of loss I'm too scared to open so I shut him out, but now I'm not going to I'm going to look into my fears, feel my old hurt say yes to love and embrace the incredible safe strong relationship we have created over the years. I was looking for a sign in the right direction and you have given me that. Thank you from the bottom of my heart!! If I share my feelings with him he can come close, petrified of losing myself but I feel something way better is waiting for me on the other side. I'm going to stop shutting him out, due to a long held defence mechanism and work with myself to embrace!!! And of course communicate!!!!!
wow!! you have such keen insight in your card interpretations..very nice
Thank you! :-) 🌻
Thank you! That was helpful. And yes, we do that to ourselves.
+Iv Galo Sometimes we do! :-) 🌻
I have no problem with hope at all. It is a hope for his well being. Your readings for me are inverted. A loved one cannot impose their needs on a dying loved one.
My condolences! 🌹
What an incredible reading! Bless you and thank you xx
amazing, it is just about me!!! will be taking your advice! Thank you!
thank you very mch.helpful;always appreciate readings.x
You're welcome! :-) 🌻
What a great reading ! Thanks for sharing your accurate insights & Take care.
Thank you beautiful! :-) 🌻
hey thanks for the reading. awesome really resonated with me.. in my situation it seemed promising and then he communicates on and off more off for no reason and I'm hurt.. questioning myself ... so I turned away trying to heal from being in love with someone who seems he could care less. thanks again
Oh thats the kind of situation I saw! Among others! But I would prefer if you didn't stop your feelings. Leave your feelings unaltared, but stil distance yourself geograficly to put up a bounderie so he can't cause you more harm. But accept the love and every other emotion and feel it freely. No Ice-machine! ;-) 🌹
Thank-you so much! 😊😊 I appreciate it
Beautiful reading. Thank you so much. Very accurate.
Thank you sweety! :-) 🌻
Thank you for the reading , i find it very accurate, and i do have trust issues , so will work on that and communication.
thanks for the help.
Wow. You are so accurate! x
thank you very much:)leo,husband and his mother burned me.........no hope with past toxic events.moving on slowly to a peaceful,genuine path!!too much havoc caused insecurity leaving me out in cold.sons devastated........not worth my love and effort.sad but true.acceptance is the hardest.:)feeling lonely in a marriage is the worst...........feeling anyone can feel.it is a slow death which can tear one apart..husband..never wanted to talk and never really cared about our family.too involved with himself so best to drop it..................this too shall pass.
she is good reading ,happen to me in sept 2016. life go on open mind be yourself. what happen people don't want to talk to you, you have to let's go.
:-) 🌻
this is exactly what I have been dealing with for the last 21 months. and what is weird it is a Capricorn that I need to speak to. And like you said that if they choose not to talk to me then they are hiding something and I will know what he truly is. I have been wanting to do this but have been scared to confront him for many different reasons. I don't like to see people as bad, evil or untrustworthy people. I like to see the good in everyone. And that is why it has been so hard to move on from him breaking my heart. He said he cared about me, loved me and would always be there for me no matter what happened between us to a man I didn't know, he was very mean and said very mean and hurtful things to me. He yelled at me and was very angry with me, called me names said that we hated each other and I said that I didn't hate him and he said yes you do and I said no I don't and he said I make him feel as if I do. He even went so low and said I'm glad your mother's dead. And even said he never cared about me that he only used me.
Then early that morning he texts me and tells me to call if I truly care. so I did because even though he said all that mean stuff I still loved him. But it was the man that I fell in love with. He apologized for the things he said and for the things he did but he didn't remember all of what he said because he saw red. I asked why would he say those things to me and treat me like that, he said because I hurt him and he wanted me to hurt as bad as I hurt him. He went on about how much he cared about me, I said no you dont you said that you didnt. But he said now when did I say that, I said today he said now think about why I said that. He said that he loved to see me smile and could remember the first time I was smiling at his house and how much he loved to talk to me, how we could talk for hours about nothing. He made me believe that we were going to meet that Saturday after thanksgiving and talk face to face. He was to text me when he woke up and let me know that his ex wife was going to be ok. But all I got was a text message saying, she is going to be ok, we're still in love and going to try and make it work, I will never contact you again, goodbye Kim. My heart sank...... So this is why head is so messed up between all the good and bad that happened between us and the promises that he broke has got me not only not to be able to move on but also not able to trust in what men say anymore. And the only way to get my heart back do it can heal is to talk to the person that broke it into a million pieces and I will know by how he treats me what and who he truly is. If he can be as mean and bitter as he was close to 2 yrs ago just means he was never real and the man that I love was never real just a man mirroring me to get what he could get from me and the person he showed himself to be when he said such mean hurtful and evil things was the real him.
I know what I need to do, I just need the strength to do it. thank you for your insight and god bless. 😊
***** I don't understand why people say this. When someone because your ex that means they are no longer married. So how do I deserve any of it when we both were single. Just because two people were married in the past but for what ever reason they get a divorce that means they are no longer married... there for me being with him and him being with me wasn't wrong. The main thing in this message is me trying to figure out which man he truly is. And by that I mean is he the decent man that was my best friend for 6 months before anything sexual happened between us. Or is he the man that he showed that was very me to me. We were supposed to meet that Saturday right after thanksgiving to talk about things and we both decided to do that after talking on the phone for over 3 hours. But all I received was that crude text message. And that was close to 2 yrs ago. And eve though I do still love him regardless which person he truly is my heart will be able to heal once I see him face to face to see how he treats me.
I'm not going there to try and get him back, I'm doing it for closure, closure that I need for my heart to heal. I don't like to judge people unless I know for sure and after close to 2 yrs of not seeing each other or talking I would hope he would have grown up enough to be able to talk to me. But he did call me Aug 14 2015. But when I did answer the phone I said, I believe you dialed the wrong number. But he kept the line open for 13 mins until he was ready to clock out for work. I know it wasn't a butt call because my number wouldn't be in his recent calls let a lone in his phone period. For all I know he could have contacted me to talk and tell me he was sorry but I was hurt and I do feel bad for saying what I did but why can't I be mad or even mean to him, but I really wasn't either of them actually but I know he is scared of rejection. So I honestly shouldn't have said it. But I don't understand what you mean by look what you did. I didn't do anything other then fall with a man that was divorced. I agree with the things he said and things that he has done to me prior to this was not a very good person. But I know down deep in my heart this is what I have to do for me. And for once I'm going to put my self first. My heart at least deserves that. And if they are happy I am happy for them. I just wish I didn't loose my best friend. But who knows maybe that was fake also but when I get the strength to go to his house and knock on his door and he opens it, well that will answer a lot of things that has been going in circles in my head non stop. And I know I will finally get the closing deserve.
And please don't take this to be rude or mean. I'm just tired of people writing that I deserved what I got because he was married. He wasn't married and was divorced for close to 2 yrs when I met him. But thank you and god bless.
***** I also wanted to say that I have read a lot of the poems on your Google plus and I must say a lot of them are true and I even took snap shots so I would have them. Thank you and god bless.
You will heal from this. Just let your emotions be free and feel them and accept them. It feels like se have been talking about this already or have I dreamt it? :-) 🌻
so true.i met a capricon woman 4 yrs ago and she came to me.I love her since 7 yrs ago when i first met her.I was so happy for the past 4 yrs , until june i started feeling something is going wrong.She start not coming home and even sneaking out in the middle of night.Then i started collecting proofs before confronting her yet she denied.I made her called that guy behind this and they were already sleeping behind my back since 2 months ago.I raise my hand and slapped her, i felt so hurt when i slapped her but anger over me.i felt so bad, but she is a cappy she does not say sorry.And she was like so protective towards that guy.that made me more angry .hurt and upset. I ask her to get out of the house.the next day , i packed up and go because i can feel that she no longer have love for me.....i know myself i still care and love her very much.I just cannot get over her.
+T Joana Yeo Love doesn't go away. Lovers do. And thats why we are so afraid of love. But I have found that it is okey to still love a person even if you choose not to be with them or they choose not to be with you. But love doesn't go away. So just feel the love and the longing and accept that you can't be with her. Even if she would let you, you would probably love and respect yourself so much that you wouldn't want to. You will choose a partner that you can trust! 🌹
thanks
I was in a relationship with a love triangle with a Virgo I left because he was in love with another and that's why I turned my back I tried reaching out n he rejects me so what do I do?
Are you alright? 🌹
What if he the one rejected me,is there any possible for him to responce my msgs?(sigh😞😒)
I need to do a personal reading to be able to answer that unfortunally! :-) 🌻
+queenofcupstarot You have just revealed soooooo much to me about me and my current place of frozen, inaction, fear and immobility! I realize that this reading may seem bleak to some... but for those of us who have caught on to the truth that the answer to all the questions and finding our way to our ultimate path is in identifying and facing our fears.
I've become very good at this, but this year, I believe I'm ending a very long repeating karmic tie with my Cap husband... safety, security, and absolutely there is a sweet Love there! SO hard to walk away from... but it is not the ultimate soul relationship for me... It is extremely hard to put myself before others, even after having a very good handle as a recovered codependent...
But even as I gathered the gumption to make the leap (I moved out!), I hesitated, for his feelings, and for my children to see that I tried and even before this reading I realized that I must have needed to torture myself to an extent, instead of just finishing it-- as I believe I had to finally admit that part of my hesitation was not only for his feelings or for my children- but because I was truly scared of being on my own. Again.
Truly scared of making a "mistake" truly scared of living with regret...
My indecision is more about Fear; of the unknown, of being unprotected, from leaving a "safe" life others live satisfied with...
So now as I've openly admitted to myself and started sharing my truth about fear with some of my girlfriends, I know I've done great work to this point-- but in the last weeks knowing this- I'm still frozen... taking ACTION is seemingly impossible and I'm a doer!!!
I"m trying so hard to be kind to myself as I watch myself clenched and breath held-- but here I am, in that Ice Machine thingy, looking at a Tsunami
I will contact you for possible further help on this final PUSH!!! But I wanted you and your subscribers to know- that this is me. And your talking through it with your gifted interpretation has brought relief that it's not just me, that these things happen to us as we break cycles and that fear is a real thing. That your readings are a real thing.
I am so very grateful to you. Your accuracy and connection to the divine is strong and you relay all of your messages with such beauty! Namastè Lulu @wakeuplulu
+L Writer Thank you for sharing this story that I think that many people feel connected with. So have you thought about what you want instead? What it is that is compelling you to take this leap? What is out there calling to you? When you now why you are doing it it will be easier to actually doing it! 🌞
This is belated! As my original reply was deleting by accident (there are no accidents, haha)... but as I just commented on your current reading for us, I was also moved to think and feel about your questions above... I have been focusing on what I'm walking away from, mostly because it is true- I may not know what I DO want, but it has become a louder and louder bell to be answered in what I know I do NOT want... I've been trying to fit into a life that is not my destiny... I've been trying to be "good" or Other people's definition of "success" or "good-wife, good-mom, lucky-life, comfortable-life" and fighting the guilt of looking like an ingrate... I am a very actively grateful person and I give and thank the universe et al for my blessings, but walking away from "good enough" or "other people would be so happy to have what I have" or safety and comfort--
Who chooses a harder or unknown path? Especially without really having defined what the new dream looks like... so your questions are important and I've been working to bring more to a vision of what I do want, and I guess I'm still holding back on articulating it... it's foggy, maybe I'm fighting that inner child or past life stuff that says I don't "deserve" some things that feel like fantasy... So my stubborn aquarian pushes forward away from what I don't want, toward, what? And I've been defining it slowly... a passionate love, being celebrated by people, friends, my future partner and life, and not just "tolerated" I'm looking to be celebrated and to have people who think deeply as I do with conversations that matter, with consciousness and mindfulness in every breath... to be with people who are also actively replacing their limiting beliefs with the power we all have, to Create our lives and this world into the greatness that is meant to be...
To look up from our phones and get back in touch with what truly matters in this precious life. I'm a writer obviously, so I hope the length of my replies aren't too bothersome! Looking forward to each of your future readings great lady! xo Lulu @wakeuplulu
L Writer Wow what a truly deep and heartfelt outpour 😐. I have in the recent past, been in exactly the space you are expressing both internally and externally. After much deep diving and soul searching within, I have overcome the torture with an outcome that wasn't expected! Would really like to chat to you if you would like?? 😇
L Writer Don't get on here often so if you want to drop me an email its.......tina.walls@ymail.com 👍
HI Tina Walls , thank you so much for reaching out... Thank you for your sweet support too, I can sense your sincere intentions. I'm happy to read your thoughts if you would like to post on this thread, otherwise, I'm not really a chatter or online other than once or twice a month to check in with only one or two UA-camrs I feel speak to me... and Queen Of Cups Tarot has given me so much to ponder via her readings, I feel very comfortable staying focused with her for now. Thank you so much for saying something! Cheers, Lulu @wakeuplulu
I confronted my fiancé about a call to a girl whom I've asked him not to contact again because it makes me feel uncomfortable and he tells me it was nothing more than a phone call but my instincts say there's more to it... what do I do?
+My MEGA amazing life! You probably feel uncomfortable because you have senced that your fiance doesn't care for your feelings in this mather. If your partner tells you they worry about something, you usually shelter them from have to worry about that. Words and deeds togheter builds trust. When you tell him you feel uncomfortable and he does it anyway. He has broken your trust. That is what your subconsious reacts on. What is so important for him that he is okey with braking the trust between you to do it? 🌹
Queen Of Cups Tarot thank you so much for your reply... I totally agree. I got very upset about it and I think he now realises how much it hurt me that he disrespected me and broke my trust. He has promised to never call her again and promises me he only wants to be with me. I will need to work on my insecurities and trust issues too 😘
pls do a personal reading for me
Thank you, i think you forgot to do the reading for Leo ;)
Strange! I made it the first day and this 2 days after. It has 5000 viewers so it is out there. But strange that you can't find it on my channel. It has a big picture of death on the frontpage if that can be helpfull! :-) 🌻
That's really strange, it's my twin's zodiac sign and I cannot still find it in your channel, even tried with another browser and couldn't find it!!! could you please send me the link.
+Manzar Rezaee Here it is; ua-cam.com/video/shHOwaXQqow/v-deo.html
Thank you, the problem was this:
Unfortunately, this video is not available in your country because it could contain music from SME, for which we could not agree on conditions of use with GEMA, but I watched it anyway.
+Manzar Rezaee Okey yes, because I played a part of a tune! of cource! i will sing it next time ha ha ;-) 🌻
female Aquarius in my love scope is Chinese born jan 22 79 makes her a horse om born may 6 1964 makes me a dragon in side real shes a Capricorn im an Aries..... i really resonated be cause i love her immensely we separated may 6 in 2016 after having a physical confrontation she was abused i believe before she came here to the u s a i am completely heart broken she changed her number and im prohibited by the law of trying to talk to her i love her unconditionally
we married in November now she want a divorce :(
i feel like my fire energy need air to be if she just realize we both share earth energy she's air im fire with out her im only a little
spark with her im a raging useful wonderful FIRE!!!!!!
I have a sort of similar situation im air and fire shes capricorn and piscis , shes also asian we used to be best friends but she cat fished me and we had a falling out and through the hell i actually realised i actually love her so who knows she might come back.
I find your reading a bit hopeless. What no psychic says or knows is about one's health. I think I do as an Aquarius have everything. My fiance has TB and is dying. That is why I cannot talk too much about difficult unresolved issues. He is lying in bed and unable to hardly move. He will die and I cannot bring all these issues to the table. That is why the reading didn't soeak to me. I am the problem. I am thinking bad thoughts? If your husband is dying, what would you do? He cannot communicate with me because he can barely speak. It is not possible to talk a lot to him. For him to talk exhausts him. Have some compassion please. Thank you.
+Melanie Hahn This is a love and spirituality general reading. Tarot readers are not allowed to read into health, law or pregnancy. You are supposed to go to trained professionals about that. And maybe see a griefconsellar? I'm sorry for your fiance. And now is your last chance maybe to talk with him. So don't miss that oportunity to open up to one another! 🌹
Hard to hear your mic goes in and out
Maybee that was just in the begining when I needed to turn away from the camera to read the text about the astronomical events :-) 🌻
Lovely reading but none manifested for me 😭
+Andrea Price Yes Aquarius seem to have their ducks in a row. But not you then? 🌹
I don't understand what it means
this is exactly what I have been dealing with for the last 21 months. and what is weird it is a Capricorn that I need to speak to. And like you said that if they choose not to talk to me then they are hiding something and I will know what he truly is. I have been wanting to do this but have been scared to confront him for many different reasons. I don't like to see people as bad, evil or untrustworthy people. I like to see the good in everyone. And that is why it has been so hard to move on from him breaking my heart. He said he cared about me, loved me and would always be there for me no matter what happened between us to a man I didn't know, he was very mean and said very mean and hurtful things to me. He yelled at me and was very angry with me, called me names said that we hated each other and I said that I didn't hate him and he said yes you do and I said no I don't and he said I make him feel as if I do. He even went so low and said I'm glad your mother's dead. And even said he never cared about me that he only used me.
Then early that morning he texts me and tells me to call if I truly care. so I did because even though he said all that mean stuff I still loved him. But it was the man that I fell in love with. He apologized for the things he said and for the things he did but he didn't remember all of what he said because he saw red. I asked why would he say those things to me and treat me like that, he said because I hurt him and he wanted me to hurt as bad as I hurt him. He went on about how much he cared about me, I said no you dont you said that you didnt. But he said now when did I say that, I said today he said now think about why I said that. He said that he loved to see me smile and could remember the first time I was smiling at his house and how much he loved to talk to me, how we could talk for hours about nothing. He made me believe that we were going to meet that Saturday after thanksgiving and talk face to face. He was to text me when he woke up and let me know that his ex wife was going to be ok. But all I got was a text message saying, she is going to be ok, we're still in love and going to try and make it work, I will never contact you again, goodbye Kim. My heart sank...... So this is why head is so messed up between all the good and bad that happened between us and the promises that he broke has got me not only not to be able to move on but also not able to trust in what men say anymore. And the only way to get my heart back do it can heal is to talk to the person that broke it into a million pieces and I will know by how he treats me what and who he truly is. If he can be as mean and bitter as he was close to 2 yrs ago just means he was never real and the man that I love was never real just a man mirroring me to get what he could get from me and the person he showed himself to be when he said such mean hurtful and evil things was the real him.
I know what I need to do, I just need the strength to do it. thank you for your insight and god bless. 😊
Yes it so hard to know a persons true intentions. Better to feel how they make you feel. Do you feel loved, respected and safe? Thats how a love relationship should make you feel. And if he said that he used you only for some comfort or whatever while splitting from his wife I guess you don't feel any of does things right now. But there can always be second chanses, people mess up, thats how we are made. And if you suffer because of it later, that may make you enligthed because suffering and beeing mindfull off ones suffering are usually how we humans develop ourself and our spiritually. But if you have a little bell inside that speeks to you about boundaries and self worth I think you (and everyone) could have good use of watching this video; Why You Can't Leave The Relationship (Intermitten…: ua-cam.com/video/M_lakRMIA7Q/v-deo.html
I hope you like it! It's also on my channel under "view this"! :-) 🌻
So nice of you to include the link @queenofcupstaro
Above and beyond.