my birth story | positive induction + things I regret
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- Опубліковано 19 гру 2022
- this wasn't the original birth story I wanted to tell but this has been the biggest learning experience. pregnancy and birth is a physiological process that we can't always influence and control. being open going into my induction and changing my mindset ultimately led to an amazing experience. you absolutely can have medical interventions and still have a positive birth experience.
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I have been a silent follower for YEARS. To see you glowing like this as a mom and seeing your gorgeous baby girl really tugs at the heartstrings. Congratulations Sarah! We're so proud of you. xo
Same here 😊 I’m so happy for Sarah ❤
There is no trophy for giving birth without medical intervention. Totally agree with being open minded with the experience. Congrats to you and Ryan!
Fern!! Sarah just casually presenting the cutest baby ever. She's so precious.
She really is! Most babies that age look weird or even ugly to me. And her demeanor is amazing, you can already see the calm intelligence behind her eyes.
@@pablodelsegundo9502 that's a weird comment
@@PurpleSirens so?
@@PurpleSirens mmh ,a good friend of mine gave these babies the label "baked Potato" and I think its accurate most of the time and not so insulting :D But, yeah a lot of people find fresh newborns ugly.
She’s absolutely beautiful, her eyes looking around at the world 🥹congrats mom & dad, and amazing job mom!!
I was a C-section baby and a rainbow baby, as well as an infertility baby! It heartens me to see your opinion on inductions and "unnatural" birth change so dramatically. There's many issues with the medical community and its attachments to big pharma, etc, but science really is amazing and we have these options and precautions available to us for a reason!
Congratulations to your family and welcome to the world, Fern!
Sarah... I'm not usually a baby person but oh my gosh. You have one of the CUTEST babies I've ever seen. That little sneeze melted my heart 🥹❤️ I'm so glad that the induction went well even though it wasn't what you were hoping for originally. Congrats to you guys, little Fern has such great parents!!
As a medical professional, I really appreciate you speaking about your experience. I don’t work in L&D or with new parents, but so much of what you said is applicable to most hospital stays. You’re so right that you get almost no sleep and it’s extremely overwhelming. Thank you for sharing. And just to tell you again: YOU DID NOTHING WRONG. Glad everyone is safe and healthy ❤
Little Fern! She's so cute. Congratulations to you and Ryan, Sarah! 💜
Parasocial relationships are such a strange thing because I feel so much joy about Fern being brought into the world and so so happy and proud of you and Ryan throughout all of this journey!
I took a class on maternal care in the US and the main thing I learned is that if the mom is happy and safe during the birth, that's the most important thing. I'm glad that your birth, although not what you expected, was overall a good experience. You being happy and Fern being here is what matters. Congratulations!
I’m sure the class doesn’t support publicly posting the baby on youtube for creeps of all kinds to see, tho. I hate this era of publicized parenting. The kids literally only grow up to hate the parent.
@@abbyz13 don't like it? Go mind your business and watch something else, Ninny Know-it-all.
@@abbyz13 look, i think Sarah will do what she thinks is best. Creeps can see the baby when shes in the supermarket too. Creeps will always find ways to do whats creepy.
I am deadly afraid of pregnancy, childbirth and a lot of other stuff that has to do with bringing a human into the world, so I don't think I'll ever have children, but somehow hearing you talk about the whole process in such a realistic and down to earth way felt comforting and reassuring. I hope you and baby Fern are alright and wish you the best ❤️
Pregnancy for me was wonderful ! Granted towards the end u might get swollen feet/legs due to weight but to have a life in you is a total blessing from God Almighty. Delivery can be painful but what I did was put my mind on my Lord Jesus and prayed. I enjoyed all my pregnancies. Just Trust God and remember children are blessings from God🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻
i smiled so hard when i saw the thumbnail congratulations 🥹👩🍼
I can’t believe you’ve had her already- your birth flew by to me!! Congratulations ❤️❤️❤️
That was the cutest sneeze 🥺 Her eyes are so big and beautiful! Congratulations!
Giiiirl you do not have to explain or justify all the choices you made It is your body! I really hate how women are shamed or made to feel less than for using the medical advantage we have now days for birthing. Giving birth is still extremely painful with or with out an epidural and as long as your child is born healthy and your healthy too that’s all that should matter!
And I pushed for 4 hours! I remember thinking I was only gonna push for like 30min and being shook when it had been 4 hours. My dr had to use the vacuum as the last resort before having to do a C-section and that was the only thing I did not want so thank god he finally came out but man was there some tearing 😣
right? those new methods/medicines are there for a reason! I'm tired of people saying mothers have more credit if they birth their childs in the most painful, uncomfortable way. I don't have kids and I think I never would want to have them, but if I change my plans and I end up getting pregnant, you can bet I'm going to use every drug and medicine available and I'm going to get numb as hell. There's just no way I'm pushing a thing the size of a watermelon without assistance
Her eyes are gigantic, she's SO CUTE. Congratsss
Thank goodness for all the medical interventions because these miracles they can do are saving so many babies and mothers. Congrats on your beautiful baby.
Yes medical interventions have brought many babies into this world👍❤
She is one of the cutest newborns i’ve ever seen. Congrats, i’m so happy you had a good experience!
Her tiny head!! 😭💕 sounds like a textbook induction which I’m so glad to hear! You did amazing!! You’re so right you can still have a great birth even with the interventions!
The name Fern suits your energy so well, congratulations to you both 💖
As someone who has spent most of my life in and out of hospitals it always baffles me when grown ups haven’t been in the hospital before, or never had to have an IV. Not shaming obviously, so glad people out there are so healthy and living their lives, but it genuinely throws me for a loop lol. A massive congratulations to you and Ryan. Fern is absolutely gorgeous. Those eyes are stunning. Glad you’re all doing well ❤
Can’t believe she’s already born. I feel like your announcement was a month ago. Time goes by so fast, I’m already 30 weeks pregnant. Congratulations!!
Omg, she is beautiful, just like her mummy. I have to admit I cried a little watching this! Congratulations from Scotland 🏴
Your name made me laugh 😂🏴
Seeing you frame this as as positive induction makes me so happy. I felt like my induction was a failure since I was in so much pain, couldn't labor in the tub, and got an epidural. But hearing your story makes me so proud of you and realize that I did have a successful induction. I'm sure you meant it more so that you didn't have to get a c-section, but it's helping me embrace my birth story, so thank you 💜.
It’s so nice to hear such a positive birth story! Fern is so beautiful ❤️🥲
Congratulations to you and your partner, Sarah! I’ll be sharing your experience with my current doula client!
I'm getting induced in 10 days because I'm high risk, I'm nauseated every day as it approaches, this is the first induction story I've seen that was like positive, even though it is such a huge ordeal and there is just pain expected, thank you for sharing
She was almost a Friday the 13th kid! I was born C-section on December 15th, my mother had to have it done because her 2 previous births were dangerous and needed C-section as well. I am so happy for technology, from the 1980s to now a lot has changed!
I decided a while ago that I don't want kids myself (though my mum keeps insisting I'll change my mind but it's just not for me), though I just adore babies and I definitely teared up and squeaked a bit when you brought out Fern and announced her name. She is just the cutest, sweetest little bean and I'm so happy this experience worked out for you in a positive way (also I ADORE the name you chose for her!). I've been watching your updates and vlogs over the past few months and a I'm so happy both of you are safe and healthy and that the nurses were so helpful through your labor process. Congrats to you and to your man on your growing family, I'm so happy for you both!
OH!! You holding Fern brought such a smile to my face! It’s so sweet!! I LOVE her name!!! Everything botanical is gorgeous! Although, I have to admit I expected her to be named Samara 😂😂
Lol me too!
As someone who is looking at quite possibly an unplanned induction tomorrow. This made me feel better. Thank you
I watched your videos a lot while I was pregnant with my daughter 7 years ago. It’s so cool to see you experiencing this now. Congratulations! Fern is adorable.
I can already tell you're such a natural! You have a daughter, so wild 💜 Fern is unbelievably beautiful and so focused on the world. Bright girl!
She's so awake and aware for 5 days old! Congrats, she's a beauty!
And labor never goes how you plan!
Fern is such a cute name😭
This birth story is so crazy similar to mine! I was induced because of my high blood pressure border lining pre eclampsia, but my blood pressure was surprisingly controlled in the hospital. Now that I’m 7 days postpartum my blood pressure is through the roof again and I had to be readmitted.. but still no diagnosis of pre eclampsia. Im just glad to have my baby boy with me at home ❤
Omg I’m so freaking happy to hear that you had a good experience overall 😊 I was hoping that everything turned out well
Aaahhh! So excited for this video! Congratulations Sarah!
Aw congratulations, I’ve been eagerly waiting for this.❤❤❤
She is so BEAUTIFUL. Her cute big blue eyes, she’s literally your TWIN 🥹💗 I’m so glad this process was positive for you, you’re gonna be a great mommy!!
look at her! so aware and sweet! congratulations, sarah and ryan and happy birthday, fern!!
girl her name isn’t Samara? I kid - she is actually the cutest baby I’ve ever seen and I am so happy for your family ❤️
Hahahaha imagine being named after a horror villain
Burst into tears when she sneezed 😅 I’m so happy for you guys! Been watching your videos for so long ❤❤ so wonderful seeing your life change!
i'm sooo happy for all of you, this was a really insightful telling of your birth story and i love the fact that everything is good now, wish you the best !
congratulations Sarah! 💖💖 I’m so glad to hear that you’re both healthy and doing well 💛 she’s adorable!
You're not biased, she is a perfect angel! Congrats to you and Ryan! Thank you for sharing your experience.
Congratulations on your new baby girl, Sarah, and thanks for sharing your birth story. She's absolutely adorable. 💞
I’m so happy for you guys. I’ve been watching your videos for years - mainly on your horror channel - and I can’t believe how fast time seems to pass. She looks so beautiful ♥️
I'm so glad you had a positive experience in the end, Sarah! Fern is lovely. I wish your now bigger family all the best!
You did such a good job Sarah! I know it's hard when you hope very hard for something and it just doesn't pan out, there's a grieving of what you wish could've been, been there with my sisters. A lot of people say "you ended up with a healthy baby, what could you be upset about?" but it's YOUR body and YOUR labour and recovery experience and you are entirely valid in your feelings.
And dearest Fern, she's so teeny tiny but so alert! All of the babies in my family have been potatoes the first three months, constant "can we please see your eyes, just for a minute?? 👀" 😄 And Fern is such a lovely, simple, timeless name, and combined with a lovely middle name it sounds like something out of a storybook 🌿💚
Oh my goodness she has the biggest eyes! She's adorable, im so happy for you sarah 🥺 you'll be such a good mom 💕
congratulations to you and ryan! she’s precious and you’re absolutely glowing while holding her.
i love that you were so accepting despite all the suprises that came your way! she is so precious 😭😭😭😭 congrats!!! ❤
Sarah, she’s seriously beautiful! What a sweet demeanor too. Congratulations to you all. How exciting! Also, births rarely happen the way you expect them to. All that matters is that your Fern is here and healthy. ❤
I've given birth twice and YEAH. Birth never goes exactly the way you plan! Especially my second birth was such a rollercoaster ride! 4 to 10 centimeters in the span of an hour and a half, and my baby boy was out after like 2 pushes total!
I’m so glad things worked out and you had a positive experience!! Sending positive vibes for postpartum and baby and recovery! Welcome to the world, Fern ❤️
tiny birthday twin!! congratulations, sarah and ryan
wow i’m really happy that you see the whole experience positively now that it’s over , congrats!!
Have been a silent viewer for 10 years (since I was 14) and it feels like I’m growing up with you! Congrats to you & Ryan ❤❤ Welcome Baby Fern!
Super Big Congrats ! Every woman I have spoken to says having your first baby is the most special moment in life, Hope you and the baby are doing well, Time to start the college fund now for the future!
You did so great Sarah! I'm glad it was a overall good experience. Hope youre feeling well and resting up
I've been watching your channel for years and to see how happy you are with Fern and to hear how positive your experience was is really lovely. The ultimate congratulations, Sarah.
been eagerly awaiting this video since you announced the induction! she’s honestly the most beautiful baby, and a lovely name 🥰
She is so precious!! She looks so much like you. Thank you for sharing your journey!
This is so beautiful. I’m so glad you had a great care team and a great experience with all the medical interventions! It’s awful how stigmatized they’ve become. Whatever needs to happen to get you and your baby safely through labor is what needs to happen.
Congratulations, Sarah! Wishing all the best to you and your family 💖💖💖 You’ve done such an amazing job in a situation where things didn’t go quite as expected and the name is absolutely lovely.
Congratulations, Sarah 🥰 so happy for you!!!
Congratulations ☺️🤍 she's so cute! The little sneeze! Birth stories are frightening but amazing lol
The biggest congratulations Sarah! She's so precious and so beautiful. I'm happy to hear that your experience was, though not your preference or ideal, a positive thing for the most part. And thank you for sharing the starlight idea while pushing. I love the stars, so much, fascinated by them and they bring me so much peace. If and when I have kids, I'll have to do that. Great idea.
I've never been more excited to watch a video! Congratulations to you and Ryan!
Her big eyes are soooo cute, I can’t. So happy for you. Congrats!!
Congratulations, Sarah! She's so precious!😍
sarah i am SOBBING!!!! i’m SO proud of you 🥺🥺🥺🖤😭😭😭 love you so much
I’m so happy for you and your beautiful family!! Love your content so much I’ve been watching for years and this whole process has been beautiful to watch!
I love her face through out this she’s like , mom this is so embarrassing also I’m hungry so let’s go.
Never been this early for a Sarah video but I’ve been thinking about you for the past week and hoping you’ve been doing alright
Also: fern is an adorable name !! So sweet 🥰
i had my daughter 11 years ago, but my birth story was so much like yours. i was induced at 38 weeks from pre-e. the epidural saved me and helped my labor progress.
she’s absolutely adorable!! those eyes!! and love the name fern 🥰 congratulations sarah xx
She looks like Mom! Adorable and I just love her name♥ Congratulations!
dude her little faces are priceless 😂 she's so cute and you are absolutely glowing.
Hahaha yeah, I think I had to see the video 3x already, because she‘s so cute and is looking like that „👀“ 50% of the time. So cute!
She’s so beautiful! Your story brought happy tears to my eyes. Congrats and welcome to parenthood to you and Ryan. It’s awesome! ❤
Congratulations!! Fern is absolutely gorgeous! I want to thank you for sharing your pregnancy journey with us and for always being candid! I used to think I didn’t want kids just because I have always been scared of all the things you have mentioned in your videos but honestly hearing your experience makes me want to have kids and I’m no longer dreading the possibility but now looking forward to it! Wishing you a speedy recovery!! ❤️
She has such a cute face, love how she looks at you! Congratulations!
I had such a strong feeling her name would be Fern! So happy for you and your partner, and your new little star is gorgeous.
So excited for this one! I'm glad you're home and can't believe you have put out a video so soon! 💕
Sarah!!!! she is so beautiful 😭 I’m so glad you had a positive experience overall ❤
Oh wow! Congratulations!!
Congratulations!!! She’s beautiful! Love her name!!! And yayyyy she’s a Sagittarius!!!! ♐️
I’m so glad you had such a great experience 🥹🥰 I was worried for you after your last video so this was so sweet to hear! Such a beautiful lil fam you have 🤍
It’s so amazing to see all my favorite UA-camrs become moms; congrats Sarah (& Ryan) on your beautiful daughter ❤❤
FERN!!!! What a cute name 😭
Is her middle name Samara though LOL
Okay I’ve never said this before in my life, but that’s a cute baby !!!
It’s interesting to me how parallel birth stories sound to my brachytherapy experiences. Brachytherapy is an internal radiation therapy for cancer. I went through cervical cancer treatment this year and received brachytherapy four times. From the epidural, to the fentanyl drip, to the drifting in and out of sleep while nurses come in and out of the room, the cramping, the pressure… ironic since treatment has now left me infertile. Don’t worry, I never wanted children to begin with!
I’ve just found this such an interesting similarity. Friends have warned me about cancer scenes in movies but they don’t bother me - but I can’t watch birth scenes! Strange.
Congratulations Sarah and Ryan. I’m so happy you had a positive birth experience, and as always I appreciate your honesty and transparency! Enjoy baby Fern !! Sending you lots of love !
Congratulations!🥰
SARAH!! UA-cam wasn’t showing me your videos and this was the first one recommended in 5 months! I was so confused when i saw this pop up! You’re glowing mama, and baby fern is such a light! I’m so happy for you!!!
I’m so grateful for how you presented the story. I am 26 weeks pregnant and I’m watching a lot of these videos, and I think it is so important to have the open approach that you took while talking about your delivery experience. Congratulations on a healthy baby, and I hope you have an incredibly quick and healthy recovery.
I had a horrific pitocin experience, but my second birth was so redeeming and beautiful! Virtually medication free, natural and it was just the best. I really felt like all my birth trauma disappeared. The ring of fire without epidural is really intense!!
Congratulations on your beautiful baby Fern. She is absolutely precious and you've officially made me have baby fever (and my youngest is 8 months old!). 💖
People with uterus’s are so incredible !!! It truly blows me away how much bodies go through to give birth. I just hope every person who’s the partner of someone who’s given birth really appreciates what they have done for the family.
baby fern is beautiful!!! 🥺🖤 congrats to you & ryan! thanks for sharing your story- i'm so happy you had an overall positive experience & that fern is healthy!
You've been so true to yourself this whole time, and it's been beautiful to watch unfold. I am so happy you shared this experience. She is so adorable, cutest baby ever! I've watched you for so many years on UA-cam, it's surreal to think about how much your life is changing. I'm so proud of you and happy for you! Congratulations! You did amazing.
I was soooo sure you were gonna name her samara😂😂 but fern is such a cute name!! she's absolutely precious sarah, congrats mama!
I loved her name! My name is Fernanda and some people nickname me Fern haha she’s so cute! Congratulations momma 💜🥰
This made me ball my eyes out lmao i’ve watched you since you where in school for fashion like 10 years ago. It’s so surreal knowing you’re a mom now. Time goes by too fast but i’m really happy for you ❤️.
she is the most beautiful baby i have ever seen! congratulations, Sarah and Ryan! Wishing you all the joy in the world.