The Walters - I Love You So(Slowed)

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  • Опубліковано 19 гру 2024

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  • @Toriareturns
    @Toriareturns Рік тому +61

    I really love this genre of songs especially this one!😭💕 It remids me of my late mom.😔

    • @LilieDsa
      @LilieDsa Рік тому +3

      I’m with you 😢

    • @lucienesilva7797
      @lucienesilva7797 Рік тому +3

      Nossa cara seu que não sou americano mais cara tenha forças mano ❤ ela está nos braços de deus

  • @ddevotionn
    @ddevotionn 3 роки тому +471

    "I love you..-"
    "So?"
    "Please.."
    "Let me go."

    • @gets187
      @gets187  3 роки тому +48

      And all the years that passed how did you not know ?

    • @kiyarachel
      @kiyarachel 3 роки тому +21

      my soul is officially shattered

    • @shualel
      @shualel 3 роки тому +26

      its more like "i love you, so please let me go"

    • @yatsue9114
      @yatsue9114 3 роки тому +13

      Please
      Let me
      Go.

    • @biancamaulidinasabilla3894
      @biancamaulidinasabilla3894 3 роки тому +4

      🥺

  • @jasonnathanaelgo
    @jasonnathanaelgo 3 роки тому +411

    I just need someone in my life to give it structure
    To handle all the selfish ways I'd spend my time without her
    You're everything I want, but I can't deal with all your lovers
    Saying I'm the one, but it's your actions that speak louder
    Giving me love when you are down and need another
    I've got to get away and let you go, I've got to get over
    But I love you so
    I love you so
    I love you so
    I love you so
    I'm gonna pack my things and leave you behind
    This feeling's old and I know that I've made up my mind
    I hope you feel what I felt when you shattered my soul
    'Cause you were cruel and I'm a fool
    So please let me go
    But I love you so (please let me go)
    I love you so (please let me go)
    I love you so (please let me go)
    I love you so

    • @ejepejep
      @ejepejep 3 роки тому +2

      Nice

    • @fetuscanvas
      @fetuscanvas 3 роки тому +1

      It’s actually cool not cruel

    • @laylawalker6122
      @laylawalker6122 3 роки тому +3

      @@fetuscanvas you seem okay but leave them alone 😭

    • @capybara8740
      @capybara8740 2 роки тому +1

      @@fetuscanvas no it’s cruel

    • @lhplayz802
      @lhplayz802 2 роки тому +1

      @@fetuscanvas it’s cruel bruh

  • @mid0rri411
    @mid0rri411 3 роки тому +284

    this is the first time i came across the "screwed" genre and it's honestly such a vibe

    • @gets187
      @gets187  3 роки тому +43

      Screwed is what it used to be called now it's just "slowed and reverb"

    • @kaikyou718
      @kaikyou718 3 роки тому +12

      @@gets187 didn't know that actually

    • @doctortwobrains
      @doctortwobrains 3 роки тому +7

      @@gets187 yeah, i was thinking it was just that.

    • @mpsSalvadorian
      @mpsSalvadorian 2 роки тому +3

      @@gets187 gentrified my boy Screw

    • @idiodix
      @idiodix 2 роки тому +2

      @@gets187 screwed is a cooler name

  • @candlesplace126
    @candlesplace126 3 роки тому +182

    I love this so much, I don't understand why it has so little views

    • @gets187
      @gets187  3 роки тому +13

      Because it wasn't "reverbed"
      Thanks for listening

  • @Xiao_WeiBi
    @Xiao_WeiBi 6 місяців тому +12

    "saying I'm the one but it's your actions that speak louder.."

  • @ZalvinoLola
    @ZalvinoLola 3 місяці тому +3

    I just need someone in my life to give it structure
    To handle all the selfish ways I'd spend my time without her
    You're everything I want, but I can't deal with all your lovers
    You're saying I'm the one, but it's your actions that speak louder
    Giving me love when you are down and need another
    I've gotta get away and let you go, I've gotta get over
    But I love you so (ooh-ooh)
    I love you so (ooh-ooh)
    I love you so (ooh-ooh)
    I love you so (ooh-ooh)
    I'm gonna pack my things and leave you behind
    This feeling's old and I know that I've made up my mind
    I hope you feel what I felt when you shattered my soul
    'Cause you were cruel and I'm a fool
    So, please let me go
    But I love you so (please let me go)
    I love you so (please let me go)
    I love you so (please let me go)
    I love you so

  • @crimsonjohnmendoza1075
    @crimsonjohnmendoza1075 2 роки тому +27

    This song never fail to make me cry it fits perfectly for my sadness.

  • @dianneclarisseprades
    @dianneclarisseprades 3 роки тому +104

    I'm sad today and even the weather is sad too . This music for me will never get old 🥺

    • @gets187
      @gets187  3 роки тому +11

      But when you're happy this will remind of you how eventually stopped being sad .

    • @matsuke076
      @matsuke076 2 роки тому

      I just discoverd that the girl I like is asexual, but if is her position I can't change it😕

    • @Masternoddy2u
      @Masternoddy2u 4 місяці тому

      Just liked this to remind you of this beautiful song

  • @Sophie-333
    @Sophie-333 3 роки тому +31

    Wait a minute.....crying and throwing uppp. Thank you for this absolute banger🤍✨

    • @lolipoplolhihello3514
      @lolipoplolhihello3514 3 роки тому +8

      are you ok are you drunk??????? or what?????
      hey everything is gonna be ok there is someone that love you truly more than the world

    • @helena-gz4bh
      @helena-gz4bh 3 роки тому +3

      @@lolipoplolhihello3514 girl what 💀💀

    • @gets187
      @gets187  3 роки тому +2

      Hopefully this got you through

  • @CC-jy4gr
    @CC-jy4gr 5 років тому +461

    yo i was just listening to this dope jam this morning and wanted to tell you keep doing your thang you pump out some the best skrewed mixs i ever hurd ya hurd

    • @gets187
      @gets187  5 років тому +21

      Thanks a lot playa that means a lot stayed tuned though I got more coming

    • @dedrooster4580
      @dedrooster4580 2 роки тому

  • @yvone-v8u
    @yvone-v8u 3 роки тому +85

    "I love you-"
    "So? Please let me go."
    Intentionally crying and throwing up

    • @rceasar
      @rceasar 3 роки тому +1

      crying and sliding my back down the wall

    • @gets187
      @gets187  3 роки тому +2

      Cleanse yourself from your hurt and picture the future you desire then chase it with a passion

  • @abdulhamzahtarmizi9709
    @abdulhamzahtarmizi9709 2 роки тому +7

    never get tired of hearing this song the dog is really good I swear

  • @KarlaGregorio-pp7bz
    @KarlaGregorio-pp7bz Рік тому +9

    Me recuerda cuando era niña y jugaba con mi mamá 😢😢

  • @sandhiyalimbu6819
    @sandhiyalimbu6819 3 роки тому +53

    No words can explain how much I relate to this song...it's fucking hard to leave all the memories behind and move forward idk what to do with this feelings

    • @potato4thewin694
      @potato4thewin694 2 роки тому +4

      one can only move foward when they accept the past

    • @kauamatheu
      @kauamatheu Рік тому +1

      Just keep going, it's the best decision for you

    • @eugemman1854
      @eugemman1854 Рік тому +1

      May the Holy Trinity bless you ❤

  • @ls_6685
    @ls_6685 3 роки тому +38

    Amo esta canción con todas mis fuerzas 😭🌷

  • @eugemman1854
    @eugemman1854 Рік тому +6

    Nice song love it may the Holy Trinity bless you and your family and friends ❤️ love it may the Holy Trinity bless you all ❤

  • @ThatCringeyMhaFan
    @ThatCringeyMhaFan 5 місяців тому +2

    All I hear is
    "I love you!"
    "So? Please let me go..."
    "But I love you..."
    "So? Please let me go.."

  • @kirvyz
    @kirvyz 5 років тому +92

    this dope, listening @my room, crying

  • @rockyboy378
    @rockyboy378 2 роки тому

    *Just had my Frist brake up. Ever since this song makes me brake in tears. Thanks dude*

    • @gets187
      @gets187  2 роки тому

      The first is the worst but it'll make you stronger

  • @yamsalvador927
    @yamsalvador927 3 роки тому +16

    literally crying rn goodbye 💀

    • @gets187
      @gets187  3 роки тому +2

      Its like that sometimes

  • @matias123ip
    @matias123ip 3 роки тому +6

    1:00

  • @samsantos7609
    @samsantos7609 2 роки тому +16

    Versão Perfeita 😍

  • @adrianareaguanoluisa3358
    @adrianareaguanoluisa3358 9 місяців тому +2

    ❤i love You so

  • @adobongdandruff3264
    @adobongdandruff3264 3 роки тому +128

    crying, throwing up, and punching myself in my room

    • @gets187
      @gets187  3 роки тому +29

      Crying and throwing up is like releasing the stress within you but punching yourself is bringing right back .

    • @odessawales
      @odessawales 3 роки тому +4

      @@gets187 idc

    • @ritosedits4222
      @ritosedits4222 3 роки тому +3

      your like me in some way your hurting inside people who are like that are tryna be and look nice also trying to find themselves in some way this might not be accurate but eh

    • @ritosedits4222
      @ritosedits4222 3 роки тому +4

      lastly your probably asking for help but nobody was there right?

    • @Alison-o3u
      @Alison-o3u 3 роки тому

      @@ritosedits4222 :((

  • @CC-jy4gr
    @CC-jy4gr 5 років тому +36

    now dats skrewed up in a good way doe

  • @sadness.6643
    @sadness.6643 2 роки тому +2

    let's see how many people are listening to this masterpiece in 2022 if you are have a great day

    • @gets187
      @gets187  2 роки тому

      Since 2018 and forever more !

  • @mashalsharjeel5955
    @mashalsharjeel5955 3 роки тому +8

    This is so good 🥺

    • @gets187
      @gets187  3 роки тому

      Thank you for listening

  • @DP-nl1dy
    @DP-nl1dy 3 роки тому +58

    I hope you feel what I felt when you shattered my soul 🥺

    • @gets187
      @gets187  3 роки тому +2

      Definitely hits hard

  • @4rby
    @4rby 3 роки тому +3

    i just realized this was posted 2 days before my birthday

  • @권아현-g6e
    @권아현-g6e 2 роки тому +3

    This is so great song 😢❤❤

  • @Geek_War
    @Geek_War 3 роки тому +30

    I NEED a 1 hour version of this

  • @hunterrose8412
    @hunterrose8412 Рік тому +1

    It hurts 😭💔

  • @itasheeshowshiha487
    @itasheeshowshiha487 3 роки тому +30

    Here I am listening to this song while crying about someone elses relationship༎ຶ‿༎ຶ

  • @thythethy9590
    @thythethy9590 3 роки тому +15

    2:29
    This Guitar Part Is Seriously Slept Upon. Amazing Solo

  • @Matthew-jc9xo
    @Matthew-jc9xo 3 роки тому +7

    messed my first semester
    two girls giving me false hopes
    screwed sleep schedule, anxiety, depression. this song makes me feel guilt but makes me chill the same time

    • @gets187
      @gets187  3 роки тому +1

      Hopefully within time you can chill to this

  • @guessvhatidontcare9730
    @guessvhatidontcare9730 8 місяців тому +1

    This song reminds me that its hard to let go

  • @nyaakyum8016
    @nyaakyum8016 3 роки тому +17

    he told me he loved me, he was my first boyfriend, while I'm his 3rd. We both admitted to having attachment issues, 2 weeks in, he told me he'll unfriend me on every social media platform bc his parents would check his phone, he said he'll come back. He didn't, a day before my birthday he reached out to me, he just said he was horny, and we did it, though VC, right after we finished, I was about to say how I was happy that he came back, but then he said we should take a break, and he'll talk soon on why. He greeted me with happy birthday, "Happy birthday nak, I'm sorry to make you wait for weeks not until tomorrow. and dump you in an awkward situation, please don't wait any further." I still love him even though my friends think he just used me, but I think he didn't he was just afraid I'd leave him, but I won't I still very much love him until now.

    • @_e5851
      @_e5851 3 роки тому

      :((((((

    • @gets187
      @gets187  3 роки тому +5

      That was an abrupt end that you definitely should’ve questioned . Technology is SO advanced that there are numerous ways to keep secret conversations going . If he really loved you he wouldve made every effort to keep you around but instead he did the opposite . You shouldnt let anyone take advantage of your good heart and the love that you offer . You deserve twice as much that you give and if you dont , please dont forget your self worth .

  • @supersonic0312
    @supersonic0312 5 місяців тому

    This song is for the people I love most in my life... My parents and my sister❤

    • @gets187
      @gets187  4 місяці тому

      It is to be shared with the people you most care about

  • @inthawachaising6164
    @inthawachaising6164 2 роки тому +3

    You are always my favorite person.

    • @gets187
      @gets187  2 роки тому

      You always matter . Even if she doesnt realize .

  • @asawanigun1340
    @asawanigun1340 3 роки тому +11

    i love this version

    • @gets187
      @gets187  3 роки тому +1

      Its the next best thing

  • @rema3450
    @rema3450 2 роки тому +9

    Why am I always a good friend Why don't they do something good for me Why do I always wish they would do something to make me happy :(

    • @gets187
      @gets187  2 роки тому

      Keep your loyalty to yourself and save it for those who show you their worth because those people that you speak of only bring you down

  • @laluagus2069
    @laluagus2069 2 роки тому +1

    Lagu yang dia putar sebelum dia benar² pergi untuk selamanya.

  • @edan384
    @edan384 3 роки тому +2

    This was posted 1 day before my bday damn

    • @gets187
      @gets187  3 роки тому

      Barely made it

  • @arielearaujo1326
    @arielearaujo1326 3 роки тому +12

    Perfeição….❤️

  • @liam-qk8wb
    @liam-qk8wb 2 роки тому +1

    The music of the shorts but slowly makes me want to cry :(

  • @wengalindo3130
    @wengalindo3130 2 роки тому +9

    Perfeita para fazer cena de drama na minha cabeça

    • @gets187
      @gets187  2 роки тому

      And then it'll be on Netflix ? Haha

    • @jotawzxd
      @jotawzxd 2 роки тому

      HDJDJDJS sim :(

  • @lucienesilva7797
    @lucienesilva7797 Рік тому +6

    Essa musica lembra minha namorada que me traiu com meu melhor amigo eu sei que vcs nao vão entender as minhas falas mais eu quero deixar registrado uq eu sou forte nunca desista viu tenham em suas mentes que se você e muiito especial eu a perdi quando eu soube disso eu fiquei triste 😢 mais nao desisti .... obrigado por lerem ..

  • @joannemai8486
    @joannemai8486 3 роки тому +2

    “I-“
    “Love?”
    “You,?”
    “So..?”
    “Please 🙄”
    “Let me..”
    “Go”

  • @pietarikemppainen5002
    @pietarikemppainen5002 3 місяці тому

    We loved each other intensely, but our relationship was toxic and it weren’t good either of us, so we decided to let eachother go and love from afar

  • @lazyperson4227
    @lazyperson4227 2 роки тому

    so good my gosh. i love this so much

  • @Kreative_editz
    @Kreative_editz Рік тому +1

    I love u sooo❤

  • @syarafinakok294
    @syarafinakok294 3 роки тому +4

    Remember those days being dumped by the person who loves you the most, ended up he/she choosing someone else over you.

    • @gets187
      @gets187  3 роки тому

      And we're still not remembering but wondering .... What if ?

  • @yaeltalan8335
    @yaeltalan8335 3 роки тому +15

    I just need someone in my life
    To give it structure
    To handle all the selfish ways
    I'd spend my time without her
    You're everything I want
    But I can't deal with all your lovers
    You're saying I'm the one
    But it's your actions that speak louder
    Giving me your love
    When you are down and need another
    I've gotta get away and let you go
    I've gotta get over
    But I love you so
    I love you so
    I love you so
    I love you so
    I'm gonna pack my things and leave you behind
    This feeling's old and I know
    That I've made up my mind
    I hope you feel what I felt
    When you shattered my soul
    'Cause you were cool and I'm a fool
    So please let me go
    But I love you so (please let me go)
    I love you so (please let me go)
    I love you so (please let me go)
    I love you so

  • @pppeachhhcccatherineee6156
    @pppeachhhcccatherineee6156 3 роки тому +1

    he did let me go but him still existing won't let me go, please let me go:)...

    • @gets187
      @gets187  3 роки тому +1

      Once you find your purpose he will have no meaning , hence you'll be free

  • @LeylaMendozaparejas-i6y
    @LeylaMendozaparejas-i6y 3 місяці тому +1

    Esta música me ase llorar por que me ase recuerdo de mi ex que murio😢😢

  • @enkhjargaloyumaral2245
    @enkhjargaloyumaral2245 3 роки тому +2

    "I love you-"
    "So."
    "Please let me-"
    "Go."

  • @IM_INMORTAL
    @IM_INMORTAL 2 місяці тому +2

    He
    was
    my
    world
    CHARLIE WHY U YOU HAD TO DIE!?! 😭

  • @andersondomonteecruz4397
    @andersondomonteecruz4397 8 місяців тому

    I love this music♡

  • @nsmina
    @nsmina 3 роки тому +3

    rlly good

    • @gets187
      @gets187  3 роки тому

      Most definitely

  • @derbunstm2191
    @derbunstm2191 3 роки тому +2

    I don't want to cry
    Thanks for this

  • @nadilaparkasi2922
    @nadilaparkasi2922 3 роки тому +2

    i miss you so much. tedy setiawan

  • @Tepvirak97
    @Tepvirak97 3 роки тому +8

    I've been repeating the song for 1 hour straight now after I confessed to my crush and she blamed me for didn't anything when I had the chance and now I missed it.
    "Why did you do this to me? I'm clearly happy with him now, I can't concentrate when you said that you LOVE me. Why didn't you do anything when you had the chance?"
    Well, cause I love you so.

    • @gets187
      @gets187  2 роки тому

      One day you'll look back and see how much you've accomplished in life and you'll be proud

  • @lukas123w
    @lukas123w 6 місяців тому +1

    I loved him

    • @gets187
      @gets187  4 місяці тому

      And he’s stupid for letting a girl like you go

  • @BrianKyakutala-e7g
    @BrianKyakutala-e7g 4 місяці тому

    Music can do something to your soul but that doesn’t mean you have to start crying or acting depressed why not just enjoy the music and remember your life is with someone who’s name is Jesus Christ so just be at peace and enjoy the music

  • @princessphallow
    @princessphallow 3 роки тому +1

    Woah you gave him a country vibe

    • @gets187
      @gets187  3 роки тому +1

      Its like that vintage country that was lost in the back of record stores

  • @guilty3161
    @guilty3161 3 роки тому +2

    "I love you”
    “So?”
    Please-“
    “Let me go”

  • @dianneclarisseprades
    @dianneclarisseprades 3 роки тому +3

    I'm not sure what future holds but I hope the future me is happy.

  • @gets187
    @gets187  2 роки тому +30

    What social media platform have you seen this on ? How did you hear about this song ?

  • @Patrick..Bateman
    @Patrick..Bateman 3 роки тому +14

    listening to this today was not a good idea.

    • @gets187
      @gets187  3 роки тому +4

      Youll look back on this one day and appreciate it

  • @angelofian6818
    @angelofian6818 3 роки тому +11

    If my brothers back to work and im back alone in my room and i want to drunk! Playing this music! I just want to escape the reality! Im tired of everything! Im broken! And no one notice about it😭

    • @gets187
      @gets187  3 роки тому +3

      Sometimes you have to relax and unwind , let the music get you through the good and the bad times

  • @mobby2929
    @mobby2929 5 років тому +16

    Hey Can someone explain to me the Screwed genre ?

    • @josuelopez2197
      @josuelopez2197 5 років тому +37

      Mobby 29 When a song is “screwed”, it means that the song is slowed down to understand the lyrics better. In screwed it let’s you hear the lyrics better with the instrumental.

  • @carlosanarna5647
    @carlosanarna5647 3 роки тому +3

    can't stop crying:/

    • @gets187
      @gets187  2 роки тому

      Hopefully this got you through

  • @nicebitcj1538
    @nicebitcj1538 3 роки тому +3

    Thx God i clicked it

  • @flowamor
    @flowamor 3 роки тому +3

    5-10-2021
    Didn’t know they made a purple version,
    SADBOIS#

    • @gets187
      @gets187  3 роки тому

      Had to do it man UA-cam needed this

  • @uzi2145
    @uzi2145 3 роки тому +8

    feels like any moment im going to lose my one and only girl:(

    • @gets187
      @gets187  3 роки тому +3

      Dont give up . Communicate your feelings and if shes really your girl shell work with you and if not well it maybe too late .

  • @Girlposie
    @Girlposie Рік тому +1

    I feel really sad about this song 💔🥹

  • @Candy-j7w
    @Candy-j7w 2 роки тому +1

    "I love you so"

  • @nokivicious
    @nokivicious 3 роки тому +3

    this just reminds me of that one yuri manhwa that i read 😭😭 its really similar to their story

  • @larceine
    @larceine 3 роки тому +1

    This is cool :D

    • @gets187
      @gets187  3 роки тому +2

      Very much so

  • @mitro4741
    @mitro4741 3 роки тому +2

    But you shared my soul please leave me alone
    But I love you so
    I love you so
    I love you so
    But love you so

  • @andreaseawood5448
    @andreaseawood5448 3 роки тому +2

    youre everything i want but i cant deal with all your lovers...
    I've gotta get away and let you go I've gotta get over.
    but I love you so, I love you so, I love you soooo I love you so..

    • @gets187
      @gets187  3 роки тому

      Your beauty is like a work of art and if he doesnt treasure it FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL

  • @Emilio_1254
    @Emilio_1254 4 місяці тому +1

    I love it i here this sound when i fell sad or whit nones friends 😢😢😢😭😢thanks for 0 likes

    • @gets187
      @gets187  4 місяці тому

      @@Emilio_1254 we’re all here , we’ve been here and will always be here

  • @Kongputrattanakpiseth
    @Kongputrattanakpiseth Місяць тому

    I hear this sad song is make me not to be stressing 😔

  • @jagishere5112
    @jagishere5112 3 роки тому +4

    1:14 THAT PART

  • @soylacamilitajajajjagarza1228
    @soylacamilitajajajjagarza1228 2 роки тому +3

    I broke up with my ex like 3 months ago and I can’t forget about her I fall I love to young and that’s hurt me a lot

    • @gets187
      @gets187  2 роки тому

      It all takes time , I'm sure You have many good years ahead of you . Don't give up

  • @Nahu15
    @Nahu15 2 роки тому +1

    1:29 - 2:28 a lo que vienen panas

  • @lenoionodera5013
    @lenoionodera5013 6 років тому +3

    Amazing

    • @gets187
      @gets187  5 років тому +1

      Thanks man be sure to subscribe I have more to come

  • @Carl_882
    @Carl_882 7 місяців тому

    I wish shes coming bakc

  • @asiagirardini920
    @asiagirardini920 3 роки тому +2

    i love you, so please let me go… this is another kind of pain

    • @gets187
      @gets187  3 роки тому

      It'll get better but there's always that place in your heart you'll always have be there for that special someone

  • @dudetorrez1975
    @dudetorrez1975 5 років тому +1

    NICE! Keep at it

    • @gets187
      @gets187  5 років тому

      Thanks man I try to upload a vid every week like all different genres . Stay tuned

    • @dudetorrez1975
      @dudetorrez1975 5 років тому

      gets187 already subbed

  • @tox8885
    @tox8885 2 роки тому +2

    I have lost two of my childhood friend's, got rejected by my crush while my friends have Gfs and Bfs, I'm failing at school and I have depression if it's not god that's telling me to stop then idk what it is (btw if you see it pls type in the replies section it'll make me feel better that there are people that still respect me thanks and have a good day)

    • @astajopo6323
      @astajopo6323 2 роки тому

      Raise ur head high and look for a new start

    • @WashiX
      @WashiX 2 роки тому

      Life is short bruhh , So Enjoy ! 🙌🏽

  • @penguinbozo3763
    @penguinbozo3763 3 роки тому +1

    *adds in play list*

  • @Play1stChannel
    @Play1stChannel 3 роки тому +4

    My life is pretty much complete, all that’s left is to end it

    • @gets187
      @gets187  3 роки тому

      You've come full circle

  • @akidori3703
    @akidori3703 3 роки тому +2

    I feel like I lost someone but who ??? like my heart hurts so much when im trying to think about that, its like I had an other life and I lost someone really important and the fact that it makes me so sad omg

    • @gets187
      @gets187  3 роки тому +1

      Maybe its someone that passed you by or maybe you inadvertently caught a vibe that you just cant shake

  • @Shortie78036
    @Shortie78036 Рік тому +1

    (Vent I guess..)
    Ok I understand that everyone in my life who has ever been nice to me and has treated me with respect and kindness, I still feel as if I don’t 𝙙𝙚𝙨𝙚𝙧𝙫𝙚 on how they treat me.. I know that’s weird and bad for me to think that way but it’s the truth. Like sometimes I think that my mom or dad don’t give a fuck about me as much as they “claim” they do. And I’m not saying that “oh they abuse me “ or some shit like that, no. I’m saying is that one of them became way more strict as I grew older and as I grew the “5 years” that came in my life changed me for the worst. Like mentally the point where me or my mom don’t get along or talk to each other as much we used to. And believe me I do miss our relationship we had but now I just fucking hate her and for my dad I don’t hate him I just wish that he could at least talk with me about serious stuff and how I’m feeling but no he just worries about my grades and how I’m doing at school and so does my mom and I fucking hate that tbh I wish they actually talked with me even tho they always try to talk with me about how I’m 𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙪𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 feeling but no I decline it because I’m afraid of saying something that might anger them or offend them in a way I don’t want. I know that’s just me being an absolute drama queen or a complete coward but it’s true even tho I want to talk with them about how I feel I am scared of telling too much about me.. y’know? And it hurts a lot for me to think that way. And on top of that school and all of my work and the last day of school is coming up and I’m in middle school and 8th grader who is sad, hurt, stressed, depressed and 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙞𝙢𝙖𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙚. But not abused. Never. Anyways I’m so fucking stressed because next year I’m going to high school and I don’t know how I’m going to do In school idk if I’m even smart enough or good enough for that type of life I mean I’m only 15 and yet I’m going to a much bigger building with endless opportunities and possibilities for my next step to becoming an adult and learning about life. But honestly I already figured out what life actually is.. life is just a big fucking show that we all play in and the people up above are watching us all as we die and perish and restart again. It hurts to think and believe that but … that’s what it is. And to those people who are happy with life and happy with how they are doing Im so jealous. I mean good for them right? I’m not trying to be mean or anything but I wish I had what they have in their wonderful life even tho it might not seem as much I still wish I had a better life then the life I have now.
    I’m just rambling at this point.. I’m sorry if you had to read this much just to get to this point in the paragraph of my “vent” but I had nothing else to say besides of what I’m thinking in my dumb useless head of mine.
    I hope for whoever is reading this, I hope that you are doing way better then I am right now..

  • @xener_plays1589
    @xener_plays1589 2 роки тому +1

    It's been a while since I didn't listin to this sound

    • @gets187
      @gets187  2 роки тому

      This will live forever

  • @thekidthatsmellslikepeanuts
    @thekidthatsmellslikepeanuts 8 місяців тому

    "songs for dads" AINT NO WAY I THOUGHT IT WAS ABT RELATIONSHIPS OUTSIDE OF THAT X'D

  • @llybqll9537
    @llybqll9537 2 роки тому

    Till our next blossom my dandelion😊

  • @albertkyle2629
    @albertkyle2629 3 роки тому +4

    I played this song while looking at some of my family's old photo's 🥲