Thats what i have always wanted people to say at my funeral. Im wanna give my loved ones reason to be happy they had me so that they can remember those good times when i wont be there to make any more.
This part in particular moved me to tears. My now ex girlfriend broke up with me literally hours ago without telling me why. I feel like there is no chance of living a happy life with someone, but deep inside I know it's not true. I'm trying to keep my chin up, but it's hard. I never felt so sad in my entire life. I hope LK overcomes this depression. He sounds like a great person, and deserves a world of happiness. Guess we're all still here.
I've struggled with depression for just over a year now. I'm 22 year old female and a year ago my Mom, Dad, and little brother died in a plane crash. My only family is my sister who lives in the Caribbean and I only get to see her twice a year. What's toughest for me is dealing with reality that this is the way things is. I struggle a lot with " this isn't the way things are supposed to be. Everything is wrong, the life I'm living now is wrong." It happened right after I finished my undergrad and I'm now a first year medical student, which the stress of studying so much brings out my grief a lot.
Meatball was thinking "Stop talking to that chunk of metal and plastic, you crazy man that lives in my house!" I know because I'm a cat psychologist, and that's definitely not a profession that I made up on the spot to add credibility to an obvious lie. *Scouts Honor!*
I was diagnosed with depression a few years ago, but I never got treatment for it, and for years I have lived on "don't be a burden", and people took that as being really nice or humble, when actually, I'm kind of am a. hole on the inside, but nobody could really see through that, which was good for me, because I hate it when people see my sensitive side, because I also hate it when people see me as weak or they treat me like I can't handle anything. Now because of that I've grown to have this unbeatble pride, that I can do most things by my self. I never ever ask for help, even if I really need it. And if I can't do something by myself, I kind of think a little lesser of myself, which feeds the cycle, and also why I wont get help, becuase I feel like I don't need anyone's help. Human beings are so complicated. :) but to littlekuriboh, these videos actually mean something to me, they're so heart felt, and I feel like I can fight it with him, in a sense. I really will try to change, but it's gonna be hard.
+TheKoyn I can relate to this as well... i'm probably not as prideful or as self-reliant as you but it's a vicious cycle that tears you down over time. I can't assure you everything will be alright and that you'll be rewarded for all your efforts but... keep fighting the good fight so you can get closer to breaking that cycle :)
You may never read this, but I want you to know that your videos were part of what helped me come to terms with my depression. I was diagnosed at 17 (2 years ago) and it was not an easy situation. Much like you though, I found joy in other people's joy. I've made it my goal to make at least one person smile every day. If I can do that, the day wasn't wasted. I love you and your material, but I want you to be ok far more than I want the show. You can beat this. Just be sure to smile. : )
This series is crazy helpful for people of the internet. Watching or hearing people talk on depression helps but is not as imprinting as this. LK isn't just some random guy, coming to your school and talking in front of the class talking about how he got through, LK is someone we have grown with for years. For me since 2008. Hes like a close friend. Not only that but hes not just saying "Look at me, If I can do is so can you" hes going through the healing process with us, hurting with us. This way we can heal together. This feels great and surprisingly personal as its like hes talking right to you. Helping to not feel alone.
latieraeve He inspired me to try and do the same with my channel, start some vlogs about coping w/ mental health issues since 14 years old and my process of healing (which isn't nearly done) while running from commonplaces such as "you can do it!!!" and focusing more on behavior and life events. I'm just worried it'll either a) flop terribly because I'm no LittleKuriboh, my channel has 14 subs; or worse, b) fail to attract attention from anyone but trolls ready to use my vulnerable moment against me. It's a bit of a crossroads for me right now. (btw I'm just kinda venting)
To LittleKuriboh. I have hypersomnia and sleep apnea which combined cause me to experience no rest from sleep. As a result, depression has come after over five years of struggling without treatment. Anyway, I wanted to let you know that your work always puts a smile on my face no matter how crappy I feel. So thank you for your comedy and I will pray for you
Hi LittleKuriboh. I'm going to be honest, I've seen this series in my feed for so many months, and I'm just now getting around to watching them. I've just been afraid, and I don't know why... but now I'm two videos in and I'm already tearing up. I'm glad I decided to finally do it. I don't want my depression (or as they named it for me Dysthymia) to get the better of me.
Thank you for your bravery in posting this LK, I know it's a difficult subject to speak on and put out there but it's something that too many people sweep under the rug and all too often that has negative consequences. I know how much the love of an animal can change a person. When I was 9 my family took in two abandoned kittens and one became my buddy and I was the only person he really responded to, kinda like Meatball. He died due to an ear infection which went unnoticed for far too long and it got into his brain, his last month was awful and he started having seizures which scared me and made me cry all the time. I was up with him all night before he died and I still regret not being there for his final moments, but I still cry over him sometimes and miss him because he was my best friend. I was depressed for a while after he passed away, but when my mother picked up a stray dog from the side of the highway one day 3 years later, I instantly knew he was meant to be with us. While I haven't been here for Max, my dog, as much as I wish I could, he has helped pull me out of the pits of my depression and kept me sane so many times, and even given me reason to live and keep going. So I'm sorry for the loss of Spaghetti, I was saddened when I heard the news and seeing how its obviously affected you so deeply really makes me feel for you because I know what it's like to be in your shoes. The beautiful thing about animals is how unconditional their love is and how simple it comes to them. So here's to hoping we both beat the shit out of our depression and continue to live the lives we both deserve.
I'm not done with this video, but I just wanted to say- thank you for telling people they're not burdens, if they're depressed and whatnot. That's fucking important. Been there, done that. Wish I had known that sooner back then, but I've learned now that I'm not a burden, even if it feels like it here and there. You're *not* a burden.
Seeing all these positive comments really show you how many people honestly care about LK more than just for his videos, he is an amazing person and I truly wish him the best.
No, thank you Martin. These videos are amazing and I'm so proud of you. I suffer from severe depression and am on a lot of meds. For so many years I was suicial, self-harming, an very depressed. But with therapy and support I became a happy person. I am no longer on anti-depressants and am living happily. These videos are beautiful, like you. :) stay positive ok? I know you can do it!
I completely understand that kind of loss. Last Monday I had to put my cat, Kitt down. She had cancer, the vet said that even if got the operation to get the cancer out she wouldn't wake up because she was so old. I had her 14 and a half years. She was my best friend, I could tell her anything, she was always there when I felt sad or sick. Now that she is gone I feels really lonely. She would always hang out with me. The only good side to this is that she is no longer hurting and that makes it a bit better. It very bitter sweet if u know what I mean.
I really had to cry during your video... I haven´t gone through that stuff that happend to you, i don´t know exactly how that feel, but i wanted to say are a few little words: *Thank you* Thank you for being alive, Thank you for bringing me joy, thank you for telling me all the stuff you are telling us in the video. You are a great person and i wish you and all other who have to go through this the best of the world to beat your depression. You ALL can do this! It might be not much, but i want to hug you tight through the internet, just to let you know that you are not alone and people from around the world (btw:I´m from germany) are supporting you. And i love the storys about your cats =D I think they now what you ahve to go through and want to give you all of thier love to help you on your way!
I just wept through that entire video. You have a beautiful soul Martin. Last year was awful for me. I lost my grandma, aunt and job. Plus I failed all my CPA tests. But your videos brought joy into my life. I have anxiety, my doctor wants me to go to therapy but I've been putting it off because I am afraid to face my demons. You have convinced me that I need therapy. Its time I got some help. Thank you.
Thank you Martin. All those "thank you" you gave us are going right back at ya. Thank you for doing everything for us, thank you for being brave and doing this journal, and thank you for sharing. You're not alone and we're not alone :)
I'm glad you decided to continue these. If you remember me, I mentioned that I've been suffering from chronic depression for about 15 years. My family has always had animals. Dogs, cats, hamsters, etc. We considered them family, especially our German Shepherds Duke, Alex, and our cat Sheba. I grew up with Duke, and he died when I was 13. I rose Alex myself, but we had to give him away when he was two. Sheba we had for the longest, and she died from a heart attack relatively recently. I now live in a place where pets aren't allowed, and it makes me feel pretty lonely. I miss them.
I was in a pretty bad place some 8 years ago. I got a lot of negative feedback during an internship and it fed my insecurities to the point where I was nearly ready to give it up. Luckily I was strong enough to put a halt to it; to say that something was wrong. People around me listened and got me out of the situation. Feeling understood and helped was a great relief. I was unable to recover enough to finish the education I was doing, but getting out of the bad situation helped a lot. After that I decided to take a different education. I met some great people who were really kind. They loved it when I helped them out with their studies and made sure to tell me that they appreciated me being there. They truly helped me climb out of that dark pit I was in, and I am very grateful to them even today. I made a lot of personal progress during those years. Today the insecurities are still there. They sometimes stop me from achieving what I want to achieve. But whenever I'm in a bad place I think back to that time 8 years ago and remember how important it is to reach out. So far it has never let me down. I promised myself to put a lid on the pit that I fell in. Now I might fall, but all I will do is fall on that lid, and not into that pit itself. I will enjoy life with whatever it brings me, and keep the people that I love and that care about me close. Without them I wouldn't be here.
Hello Martin. It's Collin again. I'm glad to see you here again, talking things out. It's always nice hearing warming stories about people's pets. I have a deep routed phobia about animals, that I wouldn't be surprised if was connected to my depression. I've always tried to get used to the pets of my friends for their sake. It's a hard thing to live with, much like depression. The other day, I was thinking to myself, "am I really depressed?". I guess, like you said, once you live with it so long it becomes hard to recognize. I had a friend who didn't want to listen about my problems. He'd always bullshit and say "I see a lot of you in me" but when it came down to actually being a friend, he'd be frustrated with me and then he just one day left and said "I'm done with you". This kinda hurt. One day he says "you're worth the effort" and then the next, is "done with me". But, I think I realized he was so absorbed into himself, that he didn't really wanna hear it from anyone else. And he wasn't someone I needed in my life. A lot of others tell me "if you're gonna be depressing, we're not gonna come over". Sometimes, I find myself angry at everything for no reason, and then I feel horrible about it. Another issue of mine that I wouldn't be surprised that would be connected to my depression. It's hard tho. It's a bit reassuring to hear someone else go through what I do on a daily basis. I hope that you, and the people here don't mind this loooong paragraph of horrible spelling. It's just nice to hear someone expressing themselves to feel better. Like how I've been wanting to for awhile.
I love this series. It's just really nice to listen to, opening up yourself to us and letting us in. I can see how it can really help people who are in a similar situation to you. You're doing a great job and please keep it up.
I've probably had depression for around 4 years yet, I've never reached out to anyone or told anyone and I don't think I will for a while as I'm not ready, but maybe one day I will. What I've found helped me more than anything was helping those who were suicidal, as bringing them back fro the brink of killing themselves showed me I wasn't alone in it, and made me feel like I wasn't a waste of space if i could save a life or two.The story about Spaghetti really touched me too, as I lost a childhood cat on Christmas Eve a few years ago and was absolutely devastated, and have lost bunnies in the past too. Just gotta be thankful you had their unconditional love in the first place and move on, with your head up.
Keep fighting the good fight my friend. Depression is hard and I've seen it destroy lots of people I know and care about. I deal with it myself but we can't give in. Friends and family are your biggest weapon against depression.
I just... Thank you. Thank you so much for everything you do. Thank you for making your videos, for making me smile even when I had no hope. Thank you for being one of the few things that can make me happy anymore. I have been ignored and mocked by my peers for some time now, and it's gotten to the point where I'm afraid to even talk if I don't have a friend in the room. I've recently been diagnosed with anxiety and light depression. How they found the depression, I'll never know, but my psychologist didn't seem to think it was too serious so I suppose my cover is still intact. Combine that with my ADD, and it's to the point where, when I didn't have a friend with me, I've blacked out in large crowds. I'm surprised- this series came just as I began my own healing process. I decided that the environment I was in was unhealthy, went to my counselor, and one psychologist note later my schedule is switched. Hell, just knowing that as of next Tuesday I never have to deal with one of my worst classes again makes it possible to sleep again. I honestly couldn't be more excited for finals- I just want them over so I can begin to heal.
Thank you Martin, I've been struggling with my depression for the past 7 years. And I break down into tears almost every night so no one can see me cry, Its so hard to be strong and its scary to look for help because you never how bad the problem is and don't want to find out you can't be helped... The first video of this series pushed me to let out all these feelings and its been helping me so much. And that site 7cupsoftea has helped greatly as well. Again thank you, Hopefully these feelings will become merely a memory for You, Myself, and anyone else soon. Again I sincerely thank you.
oh my god, there are tears rolling down my face while you're talking about having a good week whereas you normally can only have good days, I relate so strongly. You lovely person, I didn't expect a thanks like *that*, I'm thankful to you! This is all so meaningful and personal, and you're very strong to put yourself out there and do this, for us and for yourself. I'm incoherent with emotion right now.. I hope my point comes through at all: thank you again for this.
(I'm french so forgive my broken english) It may sounds wierd but I feel like someone is listening to me when I'm watching "We're still here" I'm going throught similar times. Losing a friend,depression ect... And even if my familly and friends are supportive I've been looking for someone like me for a long time. And feeling that we share something really make me feel like I'm not alone You've been my favorite entertainer for 3~4years now, you've cheered me up so much time with your videos and ...feeling so close of someone you've always admire so much...That's the best feeling I had in a while I sincerly hope nothing but the best for you and your loved one
I didn't want to admit that I needed to watch these videos. I knew I was depressed, and I had talked to some of my family members. And they were supportive and tried to help. But I just kept getting worse. Some days I could go about my business normally, but other days I could feel the depression slowly suffocating me, and it was getting harder and harder to ignore. When the first video came out I didn't want to watch it. I was tired of being sad and assumed it would only make me worse. Instead, when I finally watched it on the weekend, you said the one thing I desperately needed to hear, and am now clinging to as my weapon. You said "You are strong enough to beat this. Because it's just a small part of you that's gotten very loud." So thank you, from the bottom of my heart.
Lk..idk what to say. Even when your not feeling like the guy who makes us all laugh and has had us all laughing for years, you are doing something like this in the hopes of helping not only tour fans but anyone who may stumble across this series. You sir are a global treasure. Not many youtubers would do something like this in the hopes of helping others let alone those who make mere comments on the videos they make. I truly felt better both times i saw an email about you uploading a new video since you started this series. Just knowing your still here make it better but the stories, idk how anyone couldn't feel better listening to them. But you take the extra step and touch on the hard issues many people wouldn't and try to push those suffering depression to get the help they need. I can honestly relate as i said in the previous videos comments, truthfully i was depressed for 7 years and i only overcame it 5 years ago, still get into the state of mind occasionally still, but i think your doing an amazing job of trying to help those who have depression even though you yourself do. Keep up the amazing work LK and i hope the best for you and your family.
Dear LK, I have been diagnosed with depression as well. I was diagnosed back when I was 14 and now it is 12 years later. I send my prayers for you. I know depression is a hard thing to deal with. You are an inspiration for coming out and saying that you have it too. It gave me the courage to get the help I need. You are AWESOME! Prayers your way... KitsuneTailsX9
love you man you started a generation along with inspiring thousands to follow your example remember live to make others laugh thats how i got over my own depression
I started watching martin's videos since the 5th grade. UA-cam was just staring out and I thought that the show was the actual episode until I found out it was wayyy better. I showed all my friends in my class and everyone loved it. I bonded with my classmates and made friends. So much so we would quote our favorite lines from the show and would just laugh until we went home. I've been hooked from then on. Rewatching every episode like 6 times each. I was only happy when I watched his show. Now I've finished high school and looking to go to college... 7 months after school ended. I really just didn't want to be apart of society. I wanted to run away, hide, pretty much do anything to get away. But I finished my application the day the first episode of this series came out. It meant so much that this came out because I've struggled so much to try and do something with my life and this man I've been watching for so long has made a series for people like him, myself and anyone else with similar problems. I truly and honestly hate feeling this way but I'm fighting just like Martin and someday we'll both turn out okay and I have faith.
Cats are a blessing when you're down, and Spaghetti reminds me so much of our cat. Nemo constantly has to check everyone's ok, loves to evict me from bed so he can sleep on the pillows, and will just sit next to me whenever I'm doing anything. RIP Spaghetti, he sounds like he was a wonderful friend. Got to say, the pretending to be happy part really got to me, because it's horribly accurate. Out of everyone I've ever spoken to with depression/treating depression, you're the first one I feel who's accurately describing the experience. Keep going Martin, you're always important to us and we just want things to get better for you. You've got this man, and you're helping so many people feeling the same.
Oh wow... Just wow. I'm positive that I am not depressed, or anything like that, but your words to those that might be near the end were so heartwarming! I don't feel like I'm in any position to properly speak for other people, but at least coming from me: Thank You, Martin. And this next part isn't just for you, but also other people that might feel like they need it: If you ever want to talk to just a regular guy, about anything; let me know. Because there are people that want to help, even right here.
LittleKuriboh Thanks for another inspiring video! I'm not dealing with any depression in my life, but learning the facts about it from someone who is I feel is very beneficial so thank you for that! I wish you all the best, and I just want to encourage you to press on and not give up! I believe in you man! Stay strong!
LK, thanks for keeping us posted on how you're doing. You seem a little better than last week and that makes me glad and happy. I wish you the best. And as far as thanking goes, thank /you/ for bringing us so much joy to our lives through your videos. Life would definitely not be the same without you. Much love.
I just wanna say, thank you for starting this series. As you said, it can really help bring perspective just listening to other people's struggles with depression. As someone who's been struggling for years with depression and social anxiety, it can be hard to reach out for help, even if you desperately want it.
It's nice to hear about your kitty cats. Having them around is very therapeutic. I don't have any myself, but whenever I go over to a friend's house and they have cats, I always wind up petting them. I've found that a lot of people deal with some sort of depression and anxiety. The difference is that you're strong enough to admit you do. It takes a lot of courage. Benji (the dog in my profile picture) came to me after losing Sweetie, the little rat terrier I'd had since she was a puppy. I love him to itsy bitsy pieces and wouldn't trade him for the world.
Another great episode of "We're Still Here." Many of us still owe our lives to you, sir. If you never made us laugh, we'd be insane ... or even dead, in my case. Really, if you and your videos never came along, I'd be dead. One doesn't need a high IQ to know that your perseverance gives you super strength. One day we'll return the favor, with interest. Until then you'll have to make do with autograph requests and fan art. Littlekuriboh stresses ABAP, 'aight?
Keep strong and fight on! Depression is horrible having been through it nearly all my life it's hard. Keep it up. I love your videos and I hope you keep strong. It might be hard but in the end it's well worth it. We all will keep supporting you and i want to say thanks to all those who contacted you. It does help a lot to simply know people care. Best thing in the world is remember that we love you and so does everyone close to you. I wish you the best of luck with your recovery and you are very brave to share this with all of us. Thank you.
It is a great feeling to know that you are having good weeks again. Listening to you talk and laugh makes me smile and I really hope that you will have more good weeks. Just remember that the bad times will pass and they will always hurt but they will also make you stronger and wiser. So thank you for everything you do!
Martin, you almost made me cry this week... The story of Spaghetti spoke to me, first of all. Around the time I was diagnosed with depression, we ended up having to put my dog Buddy down. He'd had a long history of kidney problems, and it finally got the point where, if he had continued living, he'd have been in constant pain. I quite literally grew up with this dog, and it was one of the hardest things I've ever had to face. A lot of this video involved you saying out loud much of what I've gone through. It hit me hard when you talked about having good days, but not a good week. I know EXACTLY what you mean by that.. It took me a long time to have a good week, and when I finally did, I was so taken aback by it that I asked my friend numerous times what the hell was going on! I wasn't used to feeling confident and happy with myself. But it helped me open my eyes a bit and reinvigorated me. So now, whenever I'm in a depressive state, I at least have that little bit of reassurance that, even if it seems impossible right now, I still have the ability to find confidence and contentment in myself. Thank you for this series. Even after just two episodes, it has already proven to be a huge help to me. :)
Yo, Kurobioh. I'll just say that I've been through depression, man. You're going to kick this thing's ass. Even if it feels like the depression is inescapable, you'll get through it eventually. You've given me more genuine laughs than I can count, and are a very humble fella. I respect you, a lot. Thanks for having the courage to share your experiences in the hopes of helping others - it's nice to see you still thinking of others in times when you're down. I hope you catch a breath of fresh air, soon. Feel better, man.
Dear Martin, I hope that you are feeling every day a bit better. I've been depressed twice in my life, when I was 11 and 15. And the healing is painful and slow, so slow. Perhaps I am still healing a bit. I know that you can have a great day, but one moment can ruin it all because the negative things impact you much more for reason. But enough about the sad lifestory. I wanted not just to support you, but also your wife. It is hard to see someone you love struggle with live and himself. *So Marianna (so sorry if I misspelled your name), you are a wonderful and strong person!* I think your cats are really cute whenever they're in your videos. I'd love to have one, but I'm not allowed at the moment. A big hug from me!
You'r comedy is great and you seem like a very humble person, and im one of the many people you've helped out of a sort of sadness by making me laugh. You friend introduced me to abridged, a new take on comedy and a new way to just feel good, i enjoy when people open up and show the defining aspects of their life, thank you!
i want to tell you again how proud i am of you for doing this. im going through a rough time right now, and this video honestly made me feel better, like im not alone in this. thank you so much for this. i also want to tell you about my cat Thor. Thor was my big baby, he was HUGE. he weighed probably 35 lbs, i had people tell me he wasnt a cat but a small dog. i was hospitalized in September for depression and suicidal thoughts, and while i was away Thor stopped eating. he was taken care of very well by a friend, but he had literally never been away from me for more than a few hours since he was born. he was literally born in my lap. by the time i got home it was just too late, and he passed away. i was devastated. but my other cat (at the time i had five, and i have two now), Icarus stepped up and didnt leave my side for a week. i know that he knows when im upset, because he comes to me and lays in my lap and doesnt make a fuss. hes actually in my lap right now! nothing will ever replace Thor, but Icarus is one of my lifelines right now.
It saddens me that you are in this state, especially since your videos (and also TFS's) helped me go through a dark stage of my life after breaking up with my now ex. I doubt you remember me, but I met you at Akon last year and had you sign a shirt for my friend who sadly could not go that day (she loves the Naruto Spoof show and she loved it). Your witty writing, as well as your hard work have made not just me, but many others have a better day. I hope this makes you feel better and I want you to know that you have my support (at least in spirit), as well as my friends who love your work.
Meatball's behavior reminds me a lot of one of my roomate's cats, Shanoa. She has really taken a liking to my roomate Julien, to the point where she seems to believe that Julien is her mother. :P He doesn't seem to mind, he lets her climb on his shoulder and she always falls asleep there. Your cats are so nice, I'm glad they bring joy to you. I have been a fan for a long time, watching your comedy helped me through some truly difficult times a few years ago. To this day I still hold Yu-Gi-Oh Abridged dear to me because of all the good it has done for me. Take good care of yourself, LittleKuriboh. =) You are not alone.
Thank you for your kind words and positivity LittleKuriboh I don't know if I've ever been "depressed," but I do know once or twice I've been in a darker place, I couldn't find joy in the little things I was doing my bare minimum in high school. I would say around the time when I broke my leg playing football and that semester after it was bad for me. Summer came and went, senior year came and went. The Summer after I graduated was one of the best times I had felt I had in awhile. Then summer ended, I was off to college as it is in the US. I don't think I was prepared emotionally or mentally. I started okay, but I ended up getting a job and that's where a lot of my time went. Around mid semester I started skipping classes not doing homework, an overall down spiral trend. After that semester my parents had decided we were to move to make finances easier. I took the year off school to help with the transition. I think I really needed that time to reflect and get the rest of the negativity out of my system. Changing the home environment definitely helped with that I think. For awhile I felt that part of the trouble was my fault and I had to help make it easier somehow. Around October I worked at GameStop for the season (hopefully I'll be back during the summer) then I don't know what it was but somewhere in September/October I felt the urge to weight lift again. I started lifting again, at least 4-5 times a week. I took a few liberties around the holidays just because working around people a lot lead to me getting sick twice around Thanksgiving and Christmas. Which leads to now. I'm back at University/College and I feel a lot better, more confident. Keeping the gym up and biking a lot, although I wish they would finish the laundry room for my dorm . I've just kept having this recurring thought, partly due to the new year but, "How many second chances do we get?" Am I just going to do the bare minimum? Or am I going to give it my best, be me, and see what happens? Stay positive maybe. Best wishes and good luck to everyone, it does get better.
Hearing your stories make me emotional because they really hit home for me. I'm surprised to find out that I share some similar experiences with you like with pets and overcoming depression. These vlogs you're doing really mean a lot to me, I really value listening to you share your stories with us and trying to encourage people. I hope you see this comment because I want you to know how important this is to me and how much I appreciate you for doing this. And I also hope you're doing well. Take care.
Just listening to those first few minutes, and the emotion in his voice. It is striking, and incredibly brave for you to stand up and say. Thanks for this series, man. Lets keeping rocking through this together. *Virtual Internet Bro Hug*
Martin, I am so glad you're doing this series. Words fail me to try and express the most absolute love I, along with some of my friends, are sending your way. You are such an amazing and funny person and from someone who has been quite depressed, although thankfully I made it through relatively fast, I hope you're doing well. In regards to your pets, I have a dog and having sweet pets has always been an important part of my life. Hope you stay strong Martin, have more good weeks. :) We're all here for you.
Being more or less in the healing process as well, this series means a lot to me... I'm not sure I really have much of worth to add, like a lot of people here do. But your videos have meant a lot to me for years, and this series is very important. I hope you can stay optimistic and get through this! Know that you're helping a lot of people. This has helped me as well... It's sort of something so ingrained into my psyche that I don't even acknowledge it a lot of the time, and I just feel worthless. If anything, I don't feel generally happy, I feel generally worthless. So those few things that do make you happy... They're definitely worth cherishing.
these videos really help me. i have tried to to reach out to friends and family but all i was ever told was "suck it up and move on" but hearing these inspirational stories helps so much. thank you for making a difference in my life
Ironically, the same what happened to Spagetthi just happened to my Flor, my female Dacshound. This vídeo is helping me a lot, you can't believe how I cried, but felt so good in the end.
I just wanted to say thank you for everything you do to help others, these videos especially. I am not going through depression, but your videos still help me feel better when I'm down and give me hope. Last week my cat and best friend died while I was away at college, at five years old, from a seizure possibly caused by an aneurysm. I've been having a tough time dealing with it and I decided to watch this video because I remembered you had gone through a similar experience. Your stories made me smile, and I am going to do my best to keep your advice in mind in the coming weeks. Thank you so much again for everything you do for others, and I hope you make a strong recovery!
This really touched me. I'm do not have depression, but I lost my dog this past December and I miss him terribly. Like Spaghetti, we also spent a lot of money to try and save him and I'm very grateful we got another month with him. I try to think about all of the good times with him and it helped to hear that you do the same with Spaghetti. Thank you so much for sharing. Also, I really liked what you had to say about not thinking you're a burden because I struggled with that when I was young and I think it's important for people to hear that said. Your videos have made me laugh during difficult times in my life and it hurts me to know that someone who has brought me so much joy is hurting. I will be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
We're all still here to support you Martin! Life is a challenging rollercoaster, but there are some amazing people who watch you, and are around who will do everything they can to be positive. We're gonna be here to support you through it all :) Keep being an amazing man!
LittleKuriboh Glad you're doing these type of video :) Just decided to go back and rewatch the abridged episodes I was catching stuff I forgot about and it kept me laughing and In a good mood this weekend.
Thanks for the weekly updates. Really giving me and hopefully a handful others find their silver linings while reevaluating our lives. Hang in there, and talking about it to us is proof that you are strong enough to overcome this
I wish you had made these about 6 years ago. I went through a very bad spell, I came so close to calling it quits many times. The only reason I made it was my stubbornness. I knew what was wrong and no matter how very badly it beat me to the ground I didn't want it to win. Every time I stood back up I was always a little stronger. I was alone through my journey no one would help or listen they just said suck it up get over it ect. I really needed something like these videos. I might not need them now but it still means so much to be watching them. Thank you so much.
Having suffered from severe depression in the past I know just how painful it can be. I'm glad to see you making so much positive progress for yourself and spreading awareness on fighting depression. Keep it up!
You probably do not know my existance, but here goes. Little Kuriboh, your channel was recommended to me by my sister. When I saw your videos, I fell in love. I love your videos. It was one of the first times I actually laughed really hard from a video all my life. I may not have depression, but I will always support you, no matter what. It is kinda funny that I actually trust a persom I have never met. When I saw your previous videos and this series, I knew that I could really trust and depend on you. You are the one and only person (besides my family) I would do anything for. I love you, Martin.
I've known I had depression after my dog died a few years back. I know exactly what you meant when you started talking about your cat spaghetti as a friend. I never really showed my emotions to people but after he died I just couldn't stop crying, it felt awkward. I don't have many friends but I do regularly talk with one of them and people from my work. What really helps me is just having fun talking and telling myself I'm not stupid enough to end it all, its not worth it. Your We're still here videos really help solidify my own stance on this, thank you.
I've always been a cat person - they just suit my personality better. I've had my current cat for about...gosh...14 or 15 years now. He's getting up there, and he really is my best friend. I really don't know what I'll do when he's gone. I'm so thankful that despite him being old as the stone age that he's very healthy and still plays around with our younger cats. Animals that connect with you are such a blessing. I remember hearing all about Spaghetti's struggles, and being so overjoyed, and then so sad, when he beat his condition only to fall back into it. I'm so glad that everyone banded together to give him those wonderful three months, and I feel you made the right choice. Anyway...I gave enough sob story on your last episode, so I won't do it again, but I just want to thank you again for what you're doing. It's so brave and thoughtful for you to be so open about this, and all to help others in addition to yourself. I hope it's helping you, Martin. You're a wonderful person that I'm glad to be subscribed to and blab at on the internet
Glad to hear you've had a great week Martin! What you're sharing is definitely going to help people, as well as myself in some respects. My family and I have just moved into our new house this past weekend, so that has been exhausting, game-changing and a little frustrating for all of us. But the main thing is we're pulling through fine and still love each other. Speaking of cats, I grew up with a few of them in my life but were never my official responsibility. One was called Peroni (a black and white tabby cat) who my step-mother had ever since she was a kitten (back in '93 or something) and lived a full and (I hope) happy life with her and whoever would let her. She was a very sweet cat, and I remember one of my last memories of her where she slept besides me throughout the entire night. It's not something that happened often, so it was lovely to have my memory if anything else. Another cat I grew accustomed with was called Prince (a tuxedo cat breed) whom my wife and I unofficially adopted; we would feed him whenever he would visit and even let him in the house sometimes to cool off, if it was ever too hot outside. There was even a time where we took him to a vet whenever he had an eye infection and... leaving out certain messy details, it helped him a lot more than before. After a while back in late 2012, we never saw him again (people say to us "he was probably killed by coyotes or something", but that isn't something I want to imagine) No matter what happened to him, I hope he got solace in the fact that he loved him like he was part of the family and I know my wife especially misses him very much. But I agree with what AntFish said, because I never regretted knowing these furry critters as long as I did, and would never trade it for the world. So I'm just relaxing for now, got some vacation time from work; I wouldn't be surprised if some of my co-workers (and even customers) would pound me when I get back saying "we missed you!" lol Martin, everyone: enjoy the rest of your week! Sam
There are times in life like that, you have to know what's dark is to appreciate the good in life. I some times look at it like the dark times and sadness are just a bold black outline contrasting the good to make it shine brighter threw the darkness. Sick pets like Spaghetti is a good example. I have lost a dog that I had a bond with but she was in the same situation, and it's hard but there are a lot of good memories to remember fondly to bring joy. I think that paw print tattoo is a nice memento to honer your Spaghetti cat. Experiences like this are both good and bad, but never lose site of the good feelings and memories. I am told I have an odd perspective, but sometimes it helps. I hope your healing continues and spreads to those around you, it's a good thing you are doing this series of videos and bringing people together threw the dark times to bring out the good.
It's so strongly done of you to talk about your depression. For someone who also suffered from depression it's such a relief to hear someone talk about it and really knows how you feel. Thank you!
When you talked about your cat, that was really touching and don't worry because he mite not he hear as in right beside you but he is in your heart always. And your doing great and you are helping so many people including me. Keep it up we believe in you.
You are the first one who understand and have put in words how it feel to be depressed. thank you. it means a lot. I hope you will get better too because its hell and no one should be in this hell. Please know you are helping others with sharing your story.
There have been times when I have lost all motivation to move forward and watching this series gives me hope that things can and will get better for me. Thank you LK
This series is really helpful to me and a friend of mine going through a hard time. Good luck with your healing process Martin and we wish you all the best.
Just watched the last video, just wanna say thanks for making that video and all those other amazing videos you've made. Keep it going and enjoy what you do.
Martin, your gray cat Harley looks like one of my previous cats, Wesson, who had a sister named Smith. Smith and Wesson, ha name puns. Both of them were the sweetest cats, when I went to bed he'd climb into bed, lay at my side, then start to knead and suckle on the blanket. Both of them are gone now sadly, but I have Remington and Oscar. Rem's pretty neurotic given she's a Bangle, and Oscar has the most girly meow for a boy cat. The point I hope to make is that cats are just about the greatest pets to have, they're much more supportive than people know, and for folks diagnosed with depression having that love and support means a great deal. You have my best wishes through all this, as another person who's been diagnosed with depression.
Thanks Martin. I really appreciate the stories of your cats. I was raised with dogs mostly, and I still love them, but I think I just appreciate cats more. I don't know if it's my depression or my personality, but I don't like the way dogs are always around you, almost begging for your attention. I mean, they do make you feel good, but it's annoying (at least for me) to have that around all day everyday. Fortunately my Mum bought me a cat (and before anyone's like "should have got a rescue", he is a rescue cat) and he's been my best friend since I got him. My depression is very different to your's Martin. Mine started in childhood (I think a large part of it is my disability [dyspraxia, in case anyone else has it, you're not alone]), so it is basically impossible to remember a time where I wasn't sad. But since I got my cat, he makes my day a little brighter. Even if I can't get out of bed some days (because my dyspraxia AND depression have weakened my immune system, so I get sick a lot, or if I'm not sick, I might just be too sad to get up), my cat will come in and be like "hey, you're still in bed. You okay? Oh, I know what you need!" and he'll jump on my bed and snuggle with me. I think of moments like that when I'm really sad, and it helps. I also tend to watch your videos when I'm really sad, so even if I can't laugh, you at least get a smile out of me. Thanks Martin. I hope we can both be on the road to recovery. (Also, if you could come down to an Australian con again sometime soon, I'd like to give you a hug in person for all your wonderful work with these videos)
Thank You LittleKuriboh this video does hit really close to home for me for the longest time ive struggled with Depression it wasnt until recently that ive come to terms with it but right now im going through everything that you have went through truthfully just watching this video has made me realize that truthfully i am better then this sickness is making me out to be for the longest time i felt like i literaly was the scum of the earth and that i was worthless there are days where i still have those feelings that cloud my mind its nice to know that there are people out there that understand and can relate to what were going through its just really comforting to know that i dont have to face this alone watching this video has helped me in more ways then you can possibly realize so many people have said oh its just a phase or that i need to "get over it" my biggest problem is i dont trust people so i have a tendency to bottle things up and keep things to myself but after watching this it has made me feel like its ok to let things out and that its time to start the healing process myself your a wonderful guy LK and thank you for helping me to realize that its ok to let people close and finally let go and let people in
You have no idea how much I appreciate you. Just the amount of positivity in these videos and their comments alone is theraputic. From the bottom of my heart I wish you all the happiness you ask for.
Thank you, once again, for sharing your struggles and symptoms with us. While I have not been diagnosed with depression, many people around me have accused me of being depressed. These videos have helped a lot, as I am reluctant to seek out professional help for what I don't feel is.....worth the time. Since your last video, I have been thinking a lot about all this. And I don't think its an accident that you, in your recovery, are trying to reach out and help others. I am sure many people have many different things they do to help with their troubles, but to me helping others has always been the greatest reassurance. To go out and just...show the world that its not all so bad. That people with troubles can still smile, and help others smile. So thank you for helping by giving us all an opportunity to help others. Sometimes, that act of kindness can mean all the difference.
If you ever read this littlekuriboh Just now that your abridged series made me smile in a time where i never smiled, I had gone through depression I was hated by everyone in my school environment And when i came home I would see your videos and they would me make me laugh and smile, and that meant so much to me
SO happy that everyone here is being so supportive. We need more of that in the world. Thanks to the comment section and thanks to the amazing inspiration you are to all of us, Martin.
I lost it at the burden part. Started crying, I mean. I've been struggling with my depression lately, going through a really bad patch. And I completely know that mentality. And It's really hard to stop thinking that way. I'm so amazed that LK is doing this. I personally struggle to talk about my own issues, so it astounds me that he can put this out there and be so open about all this. Simply amazing
I've been having a particularly bad time in my personal battle with depression this week and this video meant so much to me. There's been so many times your videos have made me smile and laugh and put moments of light into my life, and they still are years and years later. LK, we'll probably never meet, but you've been such an important part of my life and I'm just so grateful to you. :)
Awwww Martin you are going to make me cry! I love how inspiring you are to people. You are awesome and I know what you're going through I went through depression for almost a year and sometimes I still feel it but I know I can get through it. I know that you can also do it because you have so many people who love you whether it's your fans or family they still love you and you have to keep living for the ones you love. I know you can do it and it's not just me who believes in you it's your fans who also believe in you.
My grandfather had cancer and I was at the hospital with him every day for months. When he was getting really bad and was on a heavy morphine drop he slept most of the time. I really thank you and tfs, the abridged videos were something I could watch and smile when I was really down and upset. I would put my headphones on and watch dbz and yugioh abridged while I stayed with him and I thank you guys a lot.
I just wanted to say thank you for being strong! I love you, love your work, and if I was nearby I'd be giving you a great big hug. My cats have gotten me through a lot of depression. You have to find something to stay strong for. I really liked how you described depression. I hadn't heard someone describe it like that, but it makes total sense. So keep staying strong. Your videos have turned a lot of my crappy days into super special awesome days. You've given me the laugh that I needed to cheer up my day. I'm sure I'm not the only one to admit that quotes from YGOTAS have crept into my conversations. So keep up the good work. I look forward to the next video.
This video has helped me more than any therapist I've been to. I still want to try going to therapy again, but still. Thank you so much for your words. I really needed to hear some of that.
I have depression for several years, but I will have to say Thank You so much Martin, I was border line on the wrong side of depression, but when you were at Setsucon in 2012 I met you when I had streep throat and that day made me the happiest I have ever been, because I got to meet one of my favorite voice actor in the world. That day made me want to keep that feeling, so I finally told my family, I saw some therapist and now my depression isn't as bad as it was, I'm still dealing with it, but I have found ways to help me through the days. Also when I met you agian at Otakon in 2014, I thanked you again, because after our meeting at Setsucon and me getting the help that I have, I was inspired by you to follow my dream of being a voice actor. I just want to say thank you for being in our of our lives in one way or another, and we all love you.
Well...I'm already crying, and I haven't even hit play. Remembering the first video, and then reading all these comments...geez. I find it amazing, not only that this relates so much to me, but that it is relating to so many people I see on here. As alone and helpless as I've felt, there were other people going through the same thing, you always hear 'you're not alone' etc. but it never really sticks with you, you always think it's not true, no one could empathize with you, no one could care, this reminds me of group therapy since once you actually hear people and hear their stories it really sinks in that it's real, that you really aren't alone. It's very hard to describe that feeling, but I have a huge grin and tears streaming down my eyes so pretty much that.
I can really relate to what you're going through, Martin. Depression is such a struggle, but I'm not going to let it ruin my life. Thanks for sharing your story with us. :)
Thank You for this. I'm currently having trouble distinguishing wether I'm depressed or not. And while I do feel I am, it only happens when I'm alone (at least most of the time). Watching these videos, I feel that I have an easier time thinking about it and talking with friends about this. So Thank You a lot.Your videos are helping me.
My cats (and dog) played a big role in my recovery. Even before I took meds and was suicidal pretty much daily, they still helped me through it. And they didn't even do anything special, they were just there. Animals are really wonderful like that.
I've followed you since the 18th episode of yu-gi-oh abridge which brought joy into my life when times were dark for me. I believe that you will get through this! Always remember that you've helped many people directly and reached so many others indirectly through your content! Laughter is the spice of life and don't ever forget that!
Quite the excellent therapy tool you've found here, I applaud you for opening up and lifting the curtain a little about depression. Wish you all the best, I've been through this too and in some way am still going through it. I'm not sure it ever fully goes away, but at one point you just get through it. Always healing, so to speak. I wish you all the best with your healing, keep the videos coming.
That story about Spaghetti really got to me. "Don't be sad that it's over. Be happy that it happened." I really love that.
Me too. That's a mantra to live by!
10far2many It's a variant of a quote my Dr.Seuss :D It's brilliant, isn't it?
Thats what i have always wanted people to say at my funeral. Im wanna give my loved ones reason to be happy they had me so that they can remember those good times when i wont be there to make any more.
This part in particular moved me to tears.
My now ex girlfriend broke up with me literally hours ago without telling me why.
I feel like there is no chance of living a happy life with someone, but deep inside I know it's not true. I'm trying to keep my chin up, but it's hard. I never felt so sad in my entire life.
I hope LK overcomes this depression. He sounds like a great person, and deserves a world of happiness.
Guess we're all still here.
Bruno Travassos We are still here man. It gets better if you are willing to make it better.
I've struggled with depression for just over a year now. I'm 22 year old female and a year ago my Mom, Dad, and little brother died in a plane crash. My only family is my sister who lives in the Caribbean and I only get to see her twice a year. What's toughest for me is dealing with reality that this is the way things is. I struggle a lot with " this isn't the way things are supposed to be. Everything is wrong, the life I'm living now is wrong." It happened right after I finished my undergrad and I'm now a first year medical student, which the stress of studying so much brings out my grief a lot.
Meatball was thinking "Stop talking to that chunk of metal and plastic, you crazy man that lives in my house!"
I know because I'm a cat psychologist, and that's definitely not a profession that I made up on the spot to add credibility to an obvious lie.
*Scouts Honor!*
I was diagnosed with depression a few years ago, but I never got treatment for it, and for years I have lived on "don't be a burden", and people took that as being really nice or humble, when actually, I'm kind of am a. hole on the inside, but nobody could really see through that, which was good for me, because I hate it when people see my sensitive side, because I also hate it when people see me as weak or they treat me like I can't handle anything. Now because of that I've grown to have this unbeatble pride, that I can do most things by my self. I never ever ask for help, even if I really need it. And if I can't do something by myself, I kind of think a little lesser of myself, which feeds the cycle, and also why I wont get help, becuase I feel like I don't need anyone's help. Human beings are so complicated. :) but to littlekuriboh, these videos actually mean something to me, they're so heart felt, and I feel like I can fight it with him, in a sense. I really will try to change, but it's gonna be hard.
you absolutely just described me in words i couldn't Thank you for sharing.
mann0311 no prob
+TheKoyn I can relate to this as well... i'm probably not as prideful or as self-reliant as you but it's a vicious cycle that tears you down over time. I can't assure you everything will be alright and that you'll be rewarded for all your efforts but... keep fighting the good fight so you can get closer to breaking that cycle :)
You may never read this, but I want you to know that your videos were part of what helped me come to terms with my depression. I was diagnosed at 17 (2 years ago) and it was not an easy situation. Much like you though, I found joy in other people's joy. I've made it my goal to make at least one person smile every day. If I can do that, the day wasn't wasted. I love you and your material, but I want you to be ok far more than I want the show. You can beat this. Just be sure to smile. : )
Similar thing happened to me
This series is crazy helpful for people of the internet. Watching or hearing people talk on depression helps but is not as imprinting as this. LK isn't just some random guy, coming to your school and talking in front of the class talking about how he got through, LK is someone we have grown with for years. For me since 2008. Hes like a close friend. Not only that but hes not just saying "Look at me, If I can do is so can you" hes going through the healing process with us, hurting with us. This way we can heal together.
This feels great and surprisingly personal as its like hes talking right to you. Helping to not feel alone.
latieraeve He inspired me to try and do the same with my channel, start some vlogs about coping w/ mental health issues since 14 years old and my process of healing (which isn't nearly done) while running from commonplaces such as "you can do it!!!" and focusing more on behavior and life events. I'm just worried it'll either a) flop terribly because I'm no LittleKuriboh, my channel has 14 subs; or worse, b) fail to attract attention from anyone but trolls ready to use my vulnerable moment against me. It's a bit of a crossroads for me right now. (btw I'm just kinda venting)
To LittleKuriboh. I have hypersomnia and sleep apnea which combined cause me to experience no rest from sleep. As a result, depression has come after over five years of struggling without treatment. Anyway, I wanted to let you know that your work always puts a smile on my face no matter how crappy I feel. So thank you for your comedy and I will pray for you
Hi LittleKuriboh. I'm going to be honest, I've seen this series in my feed for so many months, and I'm just now getting around to watching them. I've just been afraid, and I don't know why... but now I'm two videos in and I'm already tearing up. I'm glad I decided to finally do it. I don't want my depression (or as they named it for me Dysthymia) to get the better of me.
Thank you for your bravery in posting this LK, I know it's a difficult subject to speak on and put out there but it's something that too many people sweep under the rug and all too often that has negative consequences.
I know how much the love of an animal can change a person. When I was 9 my family took in two abandoned kittens and one became my buddy and I was the only person he really responded to, kinda like Meatball. He died due to an ear infection which went unnoticed for far too long and it got into his brain, his last month was awful and he started having seizures which scared me and made me cry all the time. I was up with him all night before he died and I still regret not being there for his final moments, but I still cry over him sometimes and miss him because he was my best friend.
I was depressed for a while after he passed away, but when my mother picked up a stray dog from the side of the highway one day 3 years later, I instantly knew he was meant to be with us. While I haven't been here for Max, my dog, as much as I wish I could, he has helped pull me out of the pits of my depression and kept me sane so many times, and even given me reason to live and keep going.
So I'm sorry for the loss of Spaghetti, I was saddened when I heard the news and seeing how its obviously affected you so deeply really makes me feel for you because I know what it's like to be in your shoes. The beautiful thing about animals is how unconditional their love is and how simple it comes to them.
So here's to hoping we both beat the shit out of our depression and continue to live the lives we both deserve.
I'm not done with this video, but I just wanted to say- thank you for telling people they're not burdens, if they're depressed and whatnot.
That's fucking important.
Been there, done that. Wish I had known that sooner back then, but I've learned now that I'm not a burden, even if it feels like it here and there.
You're *not* a burden.
Seeing all these positive comments really show you how many people honestly care about LK more than just for his videos, he is an amazing person and I truly wish him the best.
No, thank you Martin. These videos are amazing and I'm so proud of you.
I suffer from severe depression and am on a lot of meds. For so many years I was suicial, self-harming, an very depressed.
But with therapy and support I became a happy person. I am no longer on anti-depressants and am living happily. These videos are beautiful, like you. :) stay positive ok?
I know you can do it!
I completely understand that kind of loss. Last Monday I had to put my cat, Kitt down. She had cancer, the vet said that even if got the operation to get the cancer out she wouldn't wake up because she was so old. I had her 14 and a half years. She was my best friend, I could tell her anything, she was always there when I felt sad or sick. Now that she is gone I feels really lonely. She would always hang out with me. The only good side to this is that she is no longer hurting and that makes it a bit better. It very bitter sweet if u know what I mean.
I really had to cry during your video...
I haven´t gone through that stuff that happend to you, i don´t know exactly how that feel, but i wanted to say are a few little words:
*Thank you*
Thank you for being alive, Thank you for bringing me joy, thank you for telling me all the stuff you are telling us in the video.
You are a great person and i wish you and all other who have to go through this the best of the world to beat your depression. You ALL can do this!
It might be not much, but i want to hug you tight through the internet, just to let you know that you are not alone and people from around the world (btw:I´m from germany) are supporting you.
And i love the storys about your cats =D I think they now what you ahve to go through and want to give you all of thier love to help you on your way!
I just wept through that entire video. You have a beautiful soul Martin. Last year was awful for me. I lost my grandma, aunt and job. Plus I failed all my CPA tests. But your videos brought joy into my life. I have anxiety, my doctor wants me to go to therapy but I've been putting it off because I am afraid to face my demons. You have convinced me that I need therapy. Its time I got some help. Thank you.
Thank you Martin. All those "thank you" you gave us are going right back at ya. Thank you for doing everything for us, thank you for being brave and doing this journal, and thank you for sharing. You're not alone and we're not alone :)
I'm glad you decided to continue these. If you remember me, I mentioned that I've been suffering from chronic depression for about 15 years.
My family has always had animals. Dogs, cats, hamsters, etc. We considered them family, especially our German Shepherds Duke, Alex, and our cat Sheba. I grew up with Duke, and he died when I was 13. I rose Alex myself, but we had to give him away when he was two. Sheba we had for the longest, and she died from a heart attack relatively recently.
I now live in a place where pets aren't allowed, and it makes me feel pretty lonely. I miss them.
I was in a pretty bad place some 8 years ago. I got a lot of negative feedback during an internship and it fed my insecurities to the point where I was nearly ready to give it up. Luckily I was strong enough to put a halt to it; to say that something was wrong. People around me listened and got me out of the situation. Feeling understood and helped was a great relief. I was unable to recover enough to finish the education I was doing, but getting out of the bad situation helped a lot. After that I decided to take a different education. I met some great people who were really kind. They loved it when I helped them out with their studies and made sure to tell me that they appreciated me being there. They truly helped me climb out of that dark pit I was in, and I am very grateful to them even today. I made a lot of personal progress during those years.
Today the insecurities are still there. They sometimes stop me from achieving what I want to achieve. But whenever I'm in a bad place I think back to that time 8 years ago and remember how important it is to reach out. So far it has never let me down. I promised myself to put a lid on the pit that I fell in. Now I might fall, but all I will do is fall on that lid, and not into that pit itself. I will enjoy life with whatever it brings me, and keep the people that I love and that care about me close. Without them I wouldn't be here.
Hello Martin. It's Collin again. I'm glad to see you here again, talking things out. It's always nice hearing warming stories about people's pets. I have a deep routed phobia about animals, that I wouldn't be surprised if was connected to my depression. I've always tried to get used to the pets of my friends for their sake. It's a hard thing to live with, much like depression. The other day, I was thinking to myself, "am I really depressed?". I guess, like you said, once you live with it so long it becomes hard to recognize. I had a friend who didn't want to listen about my problems. He'd always bullshit and say "I see a lot of you in me" but when it came down to actually being a friend, he'd be frustrated with me and then he just one day left and said "I'm done with you". This kinda hurt. One day he says "you're worth the effort" and then the next, is "done with me". But, I think I realized he was so absorbed into himself, that he didn't really wanna hear it from anyone else. And he wasn't someone I needed in my life. A lot of others tell me "if you're gonna be depressing, we're not gonna come over". Sometimes, I find myself angry at everything for no reason, and then I feel horrible about it. Another issue of mine that I wouldn't be surprised that would be connected to my depression. It's hard tho. It's a bit reassuring to hear someone else go through what I do on a daily basis. I hope that you, and the people here don't mind this loooong paragraph of horrible spelling. It's just nice to hear someone expressing themselves to feel better. Like how I've been wanting to for awhile.
I love this series. It's just really nice to listen to, opening up yourself to us and letting us in. I can see how it can really help people who are in a similar situation to you. You're doing a great job and please keep it up.
I've probably had depression for around 4 years yet, I've never reached out to anyone or told anyone and I don't think I will for a while as I'm not ready, but maybe one day I will. What I've found helped me more than anything was helping those who were suicidal, as bringing them back fro the brink of killing themselves showed me I wasn't alone in it, and made me feel like I wasn't a waste of space if i could save a life or two.The story about Spaghetti really touched me too, as I lost a childhood cat on Christmas Eve a few years ago and was absolutely devastated, and have lost bunnies in the past too. Just gotta be thankful you had their unconditional love in the first place and move on, with your head up.
Keep fighting the good fight my friend. Depression is hard and I've seen it destroy lots of people I know and care about. I deal with it myself but we can't give in. Friends and family are your biggest weapon against depression.
I just... Thank you. Thank you so much for everything you do. Thank you for making your videos, for making me smile even when I had no hope. Thank you for being one of the few things that can make me happy anymore.
I have been ignored and mocked by my peers for some time now, and it's gotten to the point where I'm afraid to even talk if I don't have a friend in the room. I've recently been diagnosed with anxiety and light depression. How they found the depression, I'll never know, but my psychologist didn't seem to think it was too serious so I suppose my cover is still intact. Combine that with my ADD, and it's to the point where, when I didn't have a friend with me, I've blacked out in large crowds.
I'm surprised- this series came just as I began my own healing process. I decided that the environment I was in was unhealthy, went to my counselor, and one psychologist note later my schedule is switched. Hell, just knowing that as of next Tuesday I never have to deal with one of my worst classes again makes it possible to sleep again. I honestly couldn't be more excited for finals- I just want them over so I can begin to heal.
Thank you Martin, I've been struggling with my depression for the past 7 years. And I break down into tears almost every night so no one can see me cry, Its so hard to be strong and its scary to look for help because you never how bad the problem is and don't want to find out you can't be helped... The first video of this series pushed me to let out all these feelings and its been helping me so much. And that site 7cupsoftea has helped greatly as well. Again thank you, Hopefully these feelings will become merely a memory for You, Myself, and anyone else soon. Again I sincerely thank you.
oh my god, there are tears rolling down my face while you're talking about having a good week whereas you normally can only have good days, I relate so strongly. You lovely person, I didn't expect a thanks like *that*, I'm thankful to you! This is all so meaningful and personal, and you're very strong to put yourself out there and do this, for us and for yourself. I'm incoherent with emotion right now.. I hope my point comes through at all: thank you again for this.
(I'm french so forgive my broken english)
It may sounds wierd but I feel like someone is listening to me when I'm watching "We're still here" I'm going throught similar times. Losing a friend,depression ect... And even if my familly and friends are supportive I've been looking for someone like me for a long time.
And feeling that we share something really make me feel like I'm not alone
You've been my favorite entertainer for 3~4years now, you've cheered me up so much time with your videos and ...feeling so close of someone you've always admire so much...That's the best feeling I had in a while
I sincerly hope nothing but the best for you and your loved one
I didn't want to admit that I needed to watch these videos. I knew I was depressed, and I had talked to some of my family members. And they were supportive and tried to help. But I just kept getting worse. Some days I could go about my business normally, but other days I could feel the depression slowly suffocating me, and it was getting harder and harder to ignore. When the first video came out I didn't want to watch it. I was tired of being sad and assumed it would only make me worse. Instead, when I finally watched it on the weekend, you said the one thing I desperately needed to hear, and am now clinging to as my weapon. You said "You are strong enough to beat this. Because it's just a small part of you that's gotten very loud." So thank you, from the bottom of my heart.
Lk..idk what to say. Even when your not feeling like the guy who makes us all laugh and has had us all laughing for years, you are doing something like this in the hopes of helping not only tour fans but anyone who may stumble across this series. You sir are a global treasure. Not many youtubers would do something like this in the hopes of helping others let alone those who make mere comments on the videos they make. I truly felt better both times i saw an email about you uploading a new video since you started this series. Just knowing your still here make it better but the stories, idk how anyone couldn't feel better listening to them. But you take the extra step and touch on the hard issues many people wouldn't and try to push those suffering depression to get the help they need.
I can honestly relate as i said in the previous videos comments, truthfully i was depressed for 7 years and i only overcame it 5 years ago, still get into the state of mind occasionally still, but i think your doing an amazing job of trying to help those who have depression even though you yourself do. Keep up the amazing work LK and i hope the best for you and your family.
Dear LK, I have been diagnosed with depression as well. I was diagnosed back when I was 14 and now it is 12 years later. I send my prayers for you. I know depression is a hard thing to deal with. You are an inspiration for coming out and saying that you have it too. It gave me the courage to get the help I need. You are AWESOME! Prayers your way... KitsuneTailsX9
You're a really great and brave person for sharing these videos Martin. You're helping a lot of people. I know you're helping me.
love you man you started a generation along with inspiring thousands to follow your example remember live to make others laugh thats how i got over my own depression
I started watching martin's videos since the 5th grade. UA-cam was just staring out and I thought that the show was the actual episode until I found out it was wayyy better. I showed all my friends in my class and everyone loved it. I bonded with my classmates and made friends. So much so we would quote our favorite lines from the show and would just laugh until we went home. I've been hooked from then on. Rewatching every episode like 6 times each. I was only happy when I watched his show. Now I've finished high school and looking to go to college... 7 months after school ended. I really just didn't want to be apart of society. I wanted to run away, hide, pretty much do anything to get away. But I finished my application the day the first episode of this series came out. It meant so much that this came out because I've struggled so much to try and do something with my life and this man I've been watching for so long has made a series for people like him, myself and anyone else with similar problems. I truly and honestly hate feeling this way but I'm fighting just like Martin and someday we'll both turn out okay and I have faith.
Cats are a blessing when you're down, and Spaghetti reminds me so much of our cat. Nemo constantly has to check everyone's ok, loves to evict me from bed so he can sleep on the pillows, and will just sit next to me whenever I'm doing anything. RIP Spaghetti, he sounds like he was a wonderful friend.
Got to say, the pretending to be happy part really got to me, because it's horribly accurate. Out of everyone I've ever spoken to with depression/treating depression, you're the first one I feel who's accurately describing the experience. Keep going Martin, you're always important to us and we just want things to get better for you. You've got this man, and you're helping so many people feeling the same.
Oh wow... Just wow.
I'm positive that I am not depressed, or anything like that, but your words to those that might be near the end were so heartwarming! I don't feel like I'm in any position to properly speak for other people, but at least coming from me: Thank You, Martin.
And this next part isn't just for you, but also other people that might feel like they need it: If you ever want to talk to just a regular guy, about anything; let me know. Because there are people that want to help, even right here.
LittleKuriboh Thanks for another inspiring video! I'm not dealing with any depression in my life, but learning the facts about it from someone who is I feel is very beneficial so thank you for that! I wish you all the best, and I just want to encourage you to press on and not give up! I believe in you man! Stay strong!
LK, thanks for keeping us posted on how you're doing. You seem a little better than last week and that makes me glad and happy. I wish you the best. And as far as thanking goes, thank /you/ for bringing us so much joy to our lives through your videos. Life would definitely not be the same without you. Much love.
I just wanna say, thank you for starting this series. As you said, it can really help bring perspective just listening to other people's struggles with depression. As someone who's been struggling for years with depression and social anxiety, it can be hard to reach out for help, even if you desperately want it.
It's nice to hear about your kitty cats. Having them around is very therapeutic. I don't have any myself, but whenever I go over to a friend's house and they have cats, I always wind up petting them.
I've found that a lot of people deal with some sort of depression and anxiety. The difference is that you're strong enough to admit you do. It takes a lot of courage.
Benji (the dog in my profile picture) came to me after losing Sweetie, the little rat terrier I'd had since she was a puppy. I love him to itsy bitsy pieces and wouldn't trade him for the world.
mijnisme Honestly I don't. Depression is a mental illness. With some people it's hereditary and with others it's conditional.
Another great episode of "We're Still Here." Many of us still owe our lives to you, sir. If you never made us laugh, we'd be insane ... or even dead, in my case. Really, if you and your videos never came along, I'd be dead.
One doesn't need a high IQ to know that your perseverance gives you super strength.
One day we'll return the favor, with interest. Until then you'll have to make do with autograph requests and fan art.
Littlekuriboh stresses ABAP, 'aight?
Keep strong and fight on! Depression is horrible having been through it nearly all my life it's hard. Keep it up. I love your videos and I hope you keep strong. It might be hard but in the end it's well worth it. We all will keep supporting you and i want to say thanks to all those who contacted you. It does help a lot to simply know people care. Best thing in the world is remember that we love you and so does everyone close to you. I wish you the best of luck with your recovery and you are very brave to share this with all of us. Thank you.
It is a great feeling to know that you are having good weeks again. Listening to you talk and laugh makes me smile and I really hope that you will have more good weeks. Just remember that the bad times will pass and they will always hurt but they will also make you stronger and wiser. So thank you for everything you do!
Martin, you almost made me cry this week... The story of Spaghetti spoke to me, first of all. Around the time I was diagnosed with depression, we ended up having to put my dog Buddy down. He'd had a long history of kidney problems, and it finally got the point where, if he had continued living, he'd have been in constant pain. I quite literally grew up with this dog, and it was one of the hardest things I've ever had to face.
A lot of this video involved you saying out loud much of what I've gone through. It hit me hard when you talked about having good days, but not a good week. I know EXACTLY what you mean by that.. It took me a long time to have a good week, and when I finally did, I was so taken aback by it that I asked my friend numerous times what the hell was going on! I wasn't used to feeling confident and happy with myself. But it helped me open my eyes a bit and reinvigorated me. So now, whenever I'm in a depressive state, I at least have that little bit of reassurance that, even if it seems impossible right now, I still have the ability to find confidence and contentment in myself.
Thank you for this series. Even after just two episodes, it has already proven to be a huge help to me. :)
Yo, Kurobioh. I'll just say that I've been through depression, man. You're going to kick this thing's ass. Even if it feels like the depression is inescapable, you'll get through it eventually. You've given me more genuine laughs than I can count, and are a very humble fella. I respect you, a lot. Thanks for having the courage to share your experiences in the hopes of helping others - it's nice to see you still thinking of others in times when you're down.
I hope you catch a breath of fresh air, soon. Feel better, man.
Dear Martin, I hope that you are feeling every day a bit better. I've been depressed twice in my life, when I was 11 and 15. And the healing is painful and slow, so slow. Perhaps I am still healing a bit. I know that you can have a great day, but one moment can ruin it all because the negative things impact you much more for reason.
But enough about the sad lifestory. I wanted not just to support you, but also your wife. It is hard to see someone you love struggle with live and himself. *So Marianna (so sorry if I misspelled your name), you are a wonderful and strong person!*
I think your cats are really cute whenever they're in your videos. I'd love to have one, but I'm not allowed at the moment.
A big hug from me!
You'r comedy is great and you seem like a very humble person, and im one of the many people you've helped out of a sort of sadness by making me laugh. You friend introduced me to abridged, a new take on comedy and a new way to just feel good, i enjoy when people open up and show the defining aspects of their life, thank you!
i want to tell you again how proud i am of you for doing this. im going through a rough time right now, and this video honestly made me feel better, like im not alone in this. thank you so much for this.
i also want to tell you about my cat Thor. Thor was my big baby, he was HUGE. he weighed probably 35 lbs, i had people tell me he wasnt a cat but a small dog. i was hospitalized in September for depression and suicidal thoughts, and while i was away Thor stopped eating. he was taken care of very well by a friend, but he had literally never been away from me for more than a few hours since he was born. he was literally born in my lap. by the time i got home it was just too late, and he passed away. i was devastated. but my other cat (at the time i had five, and i have two now), Icarus stepped up and didnt leave my side for a week. i know that he knows when im upset, because he comes to me and lays in my lap and doesnt make a fuss. hes actually in my lap right now! nothing will ever replace Thor, but Icarus is one of my lifelines right now.
It saddens me that you are in this state, especially since your videos (and also TFS's) helped me go through a dark stage of my life after breaking up with my now ex. I doubt you remember me, but I met you at Akon last year and had you sign a shirt for my friend who sadly could not go that day (she loves the Naruto Spoof show and she loved it). Your witty writing, as well as your hard work have made not just me, but many others have a better day. I hope this makes you feel better and I want you to know that you have my support (at least in spirit), as well as my friends who love your work.
Meatball's behavior reminds me a lot of one of my roomate's cats, Shanoa. She has really taken a liking to my roomate Julien, to the point where she seems to believe that Julien is her mother. :P He doesn't seem to mind, he lets her climb on his shoulder and she always falls asleep there.
Your cats are so nice, I'm glad they bring joy to you. I have been a fan for a long time, watching your comedy helped me through some truly difficult times a few years ago. To this day I still hold Yu-Gi-Oh Abridged dear to me because of all the good it has done for me.
Take good care of yourself, LittleKuriboh. =) You are not alone.
Thank you for your kind words and positivity LittleKuriboh I don't know if I've ever been "depressed," but I do know once or twice I've been in a darker place, I couldn't find joy in the little things I was doing my bare minimum in high school. I would say around the time when I broke my leg playing football and that semester after it was bad for me. Summer came and went, senior year came and went. The Summer after I graduated was one of the best times I had felt I had in awhile. Then summer ended, I was off to college as it is in the US. I don't think I was prepared emotionally or mentally. I started okay, but I ended up getting a job and that's where a lot of my time went. Around mid semester I started skipping classes not doing homework, an overall down spiral trend. After that semester my parents had decided we were to move to make finances easier.
I took the year off school to help with the transition. I think I really needed that time to reflect and get the rest of the negativity out of my system. Changing the home environment definitely helped with that I think. For awhile I felt that part of the trouble was my fault and I had to help make it easier somehow. Around October I worked at GameStop for the season (hopefully I'll be back during the summer) then I don't know what it was but somewhere in September/October I felt the urge to weight lift again. I started lifting again, at least 4-5 times a week. I took a few liberties around the holidays just because working around people a lot lead to me getting sick twice around Thanksgiving and Christmas.
Which leads to now. I'm back at University/College and I feel a lot better, more confident. Keeping the gym up and biking a lot, although I wish they would finish the laundry room for my dorm . I've just kept having this recurring thought, partly due to the new year but, "How many second chances do we get?" Am I just going to do the bare minimum? Or am I going to give it my best, be me, and see what happens? Stay positive maybe. Best wishes and good luck to everyone, it does get better.
Hearing your stories make me emotional because they really hit home for me. I'm surprised to find out that I share some similar experiences with you like with pets and overcoming depression. These vlogs you're doing really mean a lot to me, I really value listening to you share your stories with us and trying to encourage people. I hope you see this comment because I want you to know how important this is to me and how much I appreciate you for doing this. And I also hope you're doing well. Take care.
Just listening to those first few minutes, and the emotion in his voice. It is striking, and incredibly brave for you to stand up and say.
Thanks for this series, man. Lets keeping rocking through this together. *Virtual Internet Bro Hug*
Martin, I am so glad you're doing this series. Words fail me to try and express the most absolute love I, along with some of my friends, are sending your way. You are such an amazing and funny person and from someone who has been quite depressed, although thankfully I made it through relatively fast, I hope you're doing well. In regards to your pets, I have a dog and having sweet pets has always been an important part of my life. Hope you stay strong Martin, have more good weeks. :) We're all here for you.
Being more or less in the healing process as well, this series means a lot to me... I'm not sure I really have much of worth to add, like a lot of people here do. But your videos have meant a lot to me for years, and this series is very important. I hope you can stay optimistic and get through this! Know that you're helping a lot of people. This has helped me as well... It's sort of something so ingrained into my psyche that I don't even acknowledge it a lot of the time, and I just feel worthless. If anything, I don't feel generally happy, I feel generally worthless. So those few things that do make you happy... They're definitely worth cherishing.
We had two cats growing up, and it was really when they passed on. I totally understand where you are coming from.
these videos really help me. i have tried to to reach out to friends and family but all i was ever told was "suck it up and move on" but hearing these inspirational stories helps so much. thank you for making a difference in my life
Ironically, the same what happened to Spagetthi just happened to my Flor, my female Dacshound. This vídeo is helping me a lot, you can't believe how I cried, but felt so good in the end.
I just wanted to say thank you for everything you do to help others, these videos especially. I am not going through depression, but your videos still help me feel better when I'm down and give me hope.
Last week my cat and best friend died while I was away at college, at five years old, from a seizure possibly caused by an aneurysm. I've been having a tough time dealing with it and I decided to watch this video because I remembered you had gone through a similar experience. Your stories made me smile, and I am going to do my best to keep your advice in mind in the coming weeks. Thank you so much again for everything you do for others, and I hope you make a strong recovery!
The first three minutes are so heartbreaking. You can really see the pain in his eyes and in his voice.
I'm going through some rough depression right now trying to figure things out and this helped me see that theirs still hope. Thank you.
This really touched me. I'm do not have depression, but I lost my dog this past December and I miss him terribly. Like Spaghetti, we also spent a lot of money to try and save him and I'm very grateful we got another month with him. I try to think about all of the good times with him and it helped to hear that you do the same with Spaghetti. Thank you so much for sharing. Also, I really liked what you had to say about not thinking you're a burden because I struggled with that when I was young and I think it's important for people to hear that said. Your videos have made me laugh during difficult times in my life and it hurts me to know that someone who has brought me so much joy is hurting. I will be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
We're all still here to support you Martin! Life is a challenging rollercoaster, but there are some amazing people who watch you, and are around who will do everything they can to be positive. We're gonna be here to support you through it all :) Keep being an amazing man!
LittleKuriboh Glad you're doing these type of video :)
Just decided to go back and rewatch the abridged episodes I was catching stuff I forgot about and it kept me laughing and In a good mood this weekend.
Thanks for the weekly updates. Really giving me and hopefully a handful others find their silver linings while reevaluating our lives. Hang in there, and talking about it to us is proof that you are strong enough to overcome this
I wish you had made these about 6 years ago. I went through a very bad spell, I came so close to calling it quits many times. The only reason I made it was my stubbornness. I knew what was wrong and no matter how very badly it beat me to the ground I didn't want it to win. Every time I stood back up I was always a little stronger. I was alone through my journey no one would help or listen they just said suck it up get over it ect. I really needed something like these videos. I might not need them now but it still means so much to be watching them. Thank you so much.
I've watched your videos over the years and it entertained a lot .. Thank you for that and I hope you get better soon man
Having suffered from severe depression in the past I know just how painful it can be. I'm glad to see you making so much positive progress for yourself and spreading awareness on fighting depression. Keep it up!
You probably do not know my existance, but here goes.
Little Kuriboh, your channel was recommended to me by my sister. When I saw your videos, I fell in love. I love your videos. It was one of the first times I actually laughed really hard from a video all my life. I may not have depression, but I will always support you, no matter what. It is kinda funny that I actually trust a persom I have never met. When I saw your previous videos and this series, I knew that I could really trust and depend on you. You are the one and only person (besides my family) I would do anything for. I love you, Martin.
I've known I had depression after my dog died a few years back. I know exactly what you meant when you started talking about your cat spaghetti as a friend. I never really showed my emotions to people but after he died I just couldn't stop crying, it felt awkward. I don't have many friends but I do regularly talk with one of them and people from my work. What really helps me is just having fun talking and telling myself I'm not stupid enough to end it all, its not worth it. Your We're still here videos really help solidify my own stance on this, thank you.
I've always been a cat person - they just suit my personality better. I've had my current cat for about...gosh...14 or 15 years now. He's getting up there, and he really is my best friend. I really don't know what I'll do when he's gone. I'm so thankful that despite him being old as the stone age that he's very healthy and still plays around with our younger cats. Animals that connect with you are such a blessing. I remember hearing all about Spaghetti's struggles, and being so overjoyed, and then so sad, when he beat his condition only to fall back into it. I'm so glad that everyone banded together to give him those wonderful three months, and I feel you made the right choice.
Anyway...I gave enough sob story on your last episode, so I won't do it again, but I just want to thank you again for what you're doing. It's so brave and thoughtful for you to be so open about this, and all to help others in addition to yourself. I hope it's helping you, Martin. You're a wonderful person that I'm glad to be subscribed to and blab at on the internet
Glad to hear you've had a great week Martin! What you're sharing is definitely going to help people, as well as myself in some respects.
My family and I have just moved into our new house this past weekend, so that has been exhausting, game-changing and a little frustrating for all of us. But the main thing is we're pulling through fine and still love each other.
Speaking of cats, I grew up with a few of them in my life but were never my official responsibility. One was called Peroni (a black and white tabby cat) who my step-mother had ever since she was a kitten (back in '93 or something) and lived a full and (I hope) happy life with her and whoever would let her. She was a very sweet cat, and I remember one of my last memories of her where she slept besides me throughout the entire night. It's not something that happened often, so it was lovely to have my memory if anything else.
Another cat I grew accustomed with was called Prince (a tuxedo cat breed) whom my wife and I unofficially adopted; we would feed him whenever he would visit and even let him in the house sometimes to cool off, if it was ever too hot outside. There was even a time where we took him to a vet whenever he had an eye infection and... leaving out certain messy details, it helped him a lot more than before. After a while back in late 2012, we never saw him again (people say to us "he was probably killed by coyotes or something", but that isn't something I want to imagine) No matter what happened to him, I hope he got solace in the fact that he loved him like he was part of the family and I know my wife especially misses him very much.
But I agree with what AntFish said, because I never regretted knowing these furry critters as long as I did, and would never trade it for the world.
So I'm just relaxing for now, got some vacation time from work; I wouldn't be surprised if some of my co-workers (and even customers) would pound me when I get back saying "we missed you!" lol
Martin, everyone: enjoy the rest of your week!
Sam
There are times in life like that, you have to know what's dark is to appreciate the good in life. I some times look at it like the dark times and sadness are just a bold black outline contrasting the good to make it shine brighter threw the darkness.
Sick pets like Spaghetti is a good example. I have lost a dog that I had a bond with but she was in the same situation, and it's hard but there are a lot of good memories to remember fondly to bring joy. I think that paw print tattoo is a nice memento to honer your Spaghetti cat. Experiences like this are both good and bad, but never lose site of the good feelings and memories.
I am told I have an odd perspective, but sometimes it helps. I hope your healing continues and spreads to those around you, it's a good thing you are doing this series of videos and bringing people together threw the dark times to bring out the good.
Keep up the good work Martin
It's so strongly done of you to talk about your depression. For someone who also suffered from depression it's such a relief to hear someone talk about it and really knows how you feel. Thank you!
When you talked about your cat, that was really touching and don't worry because he mite not he hear as in right beside you but he is in your heart always. And your doing great and you are helping so many people including me. Keep it up we believe in you.
You are the first one who understand and have put in words how it feel to be depressed. thank you. it means a lot. I hope you will get better too because its hell and no one should be in this hell. Please know you are helping others with sharing your story.
There have been times when I have lost all motivation to move forward and watching this series gives me hope that things can and will get better for me. Thank you LK
This series is really helpful to me and a friend of mine going through a hard time. Good luck with your healing process Martin and we wish you all the best.
Just watched the last video, just wanna say thanks for making that video and all those other amazing videos you've made. Keep it going and enjoy what you do.
Martin, your gray cat Harley looks like one of my previous cats, Wesson, who had a sister named Smith. Smith and Wesson, ha name puns. Both of them were the sweetest cats, when I went to bed he'd climb into bed, lay at my side, then start to knead and suckle on the blanket.
Both of them are gone now sadly, but I have Remington and Oscar. Rem's pretty neurotic given she's a Bangle, and Oscar has the most girly meow for a boy cat. The point I hope to make is that cats are just about the greatest pets to have, they're much more supportive than people know, and for folks diagnosed with depression having that love and support means a great deal. You have my best wishes through all this, as another person who's been diagnosed with depression.
Thanks Martin. I really appreciate the stories of your cats. I was raised with dogs mostly, and I still love them, but I think I just appreciate cats more. I don't know if it's my depression or my personality, but I don't like the way dogs are always around you, almost begging for your attention. I mean, they do make you feel good, but it's annoying (at least for me) to have that around all day everyday. Fortunately my Mum bought me a cat (and before anyone's like "should have got a rescue", he is a rescue cat) and he's been my best friend since I got him.
My depression is very different to your's Martin. Mine started in childhood (I think a large part of it is my disability [dyspraxia, in case anyone else has it, you're not alone]), so it is basically impossible to remember a time where I wasn't sad. But since I got my cat, he makes my day a little brighter. Even if I can't get out of bed some days (because my dyspraxia AND depression have weakened my immune system, so I get sick a lot, or if I'm not sick, I might just be too sad to get up), my cat will come in and be like "hey, you're still in bed. You okay? Oh, I know what you need!" and he'll jump on my bed and snuggle with me. I think of moments like that when I'm really sad, and it helps. I also tend to watch your videos when I'm really sad, so even if I can't laugh, you at least get a smile out of me.
Thanks Martin. I hope we can both be on the road to recovery. (Also, if you could come down to an Australian con again sometime soon, I'd like to give you a hug in person for all your wonderful work with these videos)
Thank You LittleKuriboh this video does hit really close to home for me for the longest time ive struggled with Depression it wasnt until recently that ive come to terms with it but right now im going through everything that you have went through truthfully just watching this video has made me realize that truthfully i am better then this sickness is making me out to be for the longest time i felt like i literaly was the scum of the earth and that i was worthless there are days where i still have those feelings that cloud my mind its nice to know that there are people out there that understand and can relate to what were going through its just really comforting to know that i dont have to face this alone watching this video has helped me in more ways then you can possibly realize so many people have said oh its just a phase or that i need to "get over it" my biggest problem is i dont trust people so i have a tendency to bottle things up and keep things to myself but after watching this it has made me feel like its ok to let things out and that its time to start the healing process myself your a wonderful guy LK and thank you for helping me to realize that its ok to let people close and finally let go and let people in
You have no idea how much I appreciate you. Just the amount of positivity in these videos and their comments alone is theraputic. From the bottom of my heart I wish you all the happiness you ask for.
Thank you, once again, for sharing your struggles and symptoms with us. While I have not been diagnosed with depression, many people around me have accused me of being depressed. These videos have helped a lot, as I am reluctant to seek out professional help for what I don't feel is.....worth the time. Since your last video, I have been thinking a lot about all this. And I don't think its an accident that you, in your recovery, are trying to reach out and help others. I am sure many people have many different things they do to help with their troubles, but to me helping others has always been the greatest reassurance. To go out and just...show the world that its not all so bad. That people with troubles can still smile, and help others smile. So thank you for helping by giving us all an opportunity to help others. Sometimes, that act of kindness can mean all the difference.
I'm so glad you have decided to share your emotions. It takes serious balls to do that.
If you ever read this littlekuriboh Just now that your abridged series made me smile in a time where i never smiled, I had gone through depression I was hated by everyone in my school environment And when i came home I would see your videos and they would me make me laugh and smile, and that meant so much to me
SO happy that everyone here is being so supportive. We need more of that in the world. Thanks to the comment section and thanks to the amazing inspiration you are to all of us, Martin.
I lost it at the burden part. Started crying, I mean. I've been struggling with my depression lately, going through a really bad patch. And I completely know that mentality. And It's really hard to stop thinking that way.
I'm so amazed that LK is doing this. I personally struggle to talk about my own issues, so it astounds me that he can put this out there and be so open about all this. Simply amazing
I've been having a particularly bad time in my personal battle with depression this week and this video meant so much to me. There's been so many times your videos have made me smile and laugh and put moments of light into my life, and they still are years and years later. LK, we'll probably never meet, but you've been such an important part of my life and I'm just so grateful to you. :)
Awwww Martin you are going to make me cry! I love how inspiring you are to people. You are awesome and I know what you're going through I went through depression for almost a year and sometimes I still feel it but I know I can get through it. I know that you can also do it because you have so many people who love you whether it's your fans or family they still love you and you have to keep living for the ones you love. I know you can do it and it's not just me who believes in you it's your fans who also believe in you.
My grandfather had cancer and I was at the hospital with him every day for months. When he was getting really bad and was on a heavy morphine drop he slept most of the time. I really thank you and tfs, the abridged videos were something I could watch and smile when I was really down and upset. I would put my headphones on and watch dbz and yugioh abridged while I stayed with him and I thank you guys a lot.
I just wanted to say thank you for being strong! I love you, love your work, and if I was nearby I'd be giving you a great big hug. My cats have gotten me through a lot of depression. You have to find something to stay strong for. I really liked how you described depression. I hadn't heard someone describe it like that, but it makes total sense.
So keep staying strong. Your videos have turned a lot of my crappy days into super special awesome days. You've given me the laugh that I needed to cheer up my day. I'm sure I'm not the only one to admit that quotes from YGOTAS have crept into my conversations.
So keep up the good work. I look forward to the next video.
This video has helped me more than any therapist I've been to. I still want to try going to therapy again, but still. Thank you so much for your words. I really needed to hear some of that.
I have depression for several years, but I will have to say Thank You so much Martin, I was border line on the wrong side of depression, but when you were at Setsucon in 2012 I met you when I had streep throat and that day made me the happiest I have ever been, because I got to meet one of my favorite voice actor in the world. That day made me want to keep that feeling, so I finally told my family, I saw some therapist and now my depression isn't as bad as it was, I'm still dealing with it, but I have found ways to help me through the days. Also when I met you agian at Otakon in 2014, I thanked you again, because after our meeting at Setsucon and me getting the help that I have, I was inspired by you to follow my dream of being a voice actor. I just want to say thank you for being in our of our lives in one way or another, and we all love you.
Well...I'm already crying, and I haven't even hit play. Remembering the first video, and then reading all these comments...geez. I find it amazing, not only that this relates so much to me, but that it is relating to so many people I see on here. As alone and helpless as I've felt, there were other people going through the same thing, you always hear 'you're not alone' etc. but it never really sticks with you, you always think it's not true, no one could empathize with you, no one could care, this reminds me of group therapy since once you actually hear people and hear their stories it really sinks in that it's real, that you really aren't alone. It's very hard to describe that feeling, but I have a huge grin and tears streaming down my eyes so pretty much that.
I can really relate to what you're going through, Martin. Depression is such a struggle, but I'm not going to let it ruin my life. Thanks for sharing your story with us. :)
Thank You for this. I'm currently having trouble distinguishing wether I'm depressed or not. And while I do feel I am, it only happens when I'm alone (at least most of the time).
Watching these videos, I feel that I have an easier time thinking about it and talking with friends about this.
So Thank You a lot.Your videos are helping me.
My cats (and dog) played a big role in my recovery. Even before I took meds and was suicidal pretty much daily, they still helped me through it. And they didn't even do anything special, they were just there. Animals are really wonderful like that.
I've followed you since the 18th episode of yu-gi-oh abridge which brought joy into my life when times were dark for me. I believe that you will get through this! Always remember that you've helped many people directly and reached so many others indirectly through your content!
Laughter is the spice of life and don't ever forget that!
I love that u do this series. It helps yourself, myself who also suffers from depression and many others. Love ya forever LK :)
Quite the excellent therapy tool you've found here, I applaud you for opening up and lifting the curtain a little about depression. Wish you all the best, I've been through this too and in some way am still going through it. I'm not sure it ever fully goes away, but at one point you just get through it. Always healing, so to speak. I wish you all the best with your healing, keep the videos coming.