Son I know you're trying to explain how things in your life impacted you in your growth but what I want you to do is tell the entire story and the whole truth! Please STOP TELLING PEOPLE I DIDN'T WANT TO HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU OR SHOWED YOU NO LOVE REMEMBER I HAVE PICTURES, AND WITNESSES!!! Now did I handle everything correctly not by a long shot could I have handled somethings much better hell yeah! Now this comment is posted so you now know to add the proper context and real story because you know me I will never allow no one to put undeserved smut on my name!!! I take blame responsibility and I am accountable for everything I did wrong but I will never allow you to lie on me or about me!!!
@@jayabdallah942 I don’t mind addressing it here or in person pops. I never once said you didn’t have nothing to do with me. I said I had one man name me and another came around to actually be my father. Growing up you were not loving. You were a disciplinary who taught me a lot which is why I still gave you your flowers. I appreciate you still but we have to be honest and hold ourselves accountable. How I feel about my life is my feelings and I have a right to them. It would be different if I said you didn’t love me at all. You didn’t care to show up. I asked you where you were? You told me. I asked you why you didn’t do certain things? You told me. We even went into depth to understand things emotionally and you told me what it was then.. But dad it doesn’t take away my feelings, my thoughts, or my desires. Things happened in our lives that we had no control over and all I did was explain my feelings, my thoughts, and my desires growing up. I reiterated many times how it doesn’t decimate your character but express my placement in life with those things. I love you pops and I meant no harm whatsoever in telling my story but I want you to start understanding things from my point of view otherwise you’ll always think I’m blaming you. It’ll always feel like I’m forgetting what you did but I’m not. I’m expressing what I desired from you that you couldn’t give and that’s okay too.
Son I know you're trying to explain how things in your life impacted you in your growth but what I want you to do is tell the entire story and the whole truth! Please STOP TELLING PEOPLE I DIDN'T WANT TO HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU OR SHOWED YOU NO LOVE REMEMBER I HAVE PICTURES, AND WITNESSES!!! Now did I handle everything correctly not by a long shot could I have handled somethings much better hell yeah! Now this comment is posted so you now know to add the proper context and real story because you know me I will never allow no one to put undeserved smut on my name!!! I take blame responsibility and I am accountable for everything I did wrong but I will never allow you to lie on me or about me!!!
@@jayabdallah942 I don’t mind addressing it here or in person pops. I never once said you didn’t have nothing to do with me. I said I had one man name me and another came around to actually be my father. Growing up you were not loving. You were a disciplinary who taught me a lot which is why I still gave you your flowers. I appreciate you still but we have to be honest and hold ourselves accountable. How I feel about my life is my feelings and I have a right to them. It would be different if I said you didn’t love me at all. You didn’t care to show up. I asked you where you were? You told me. I asked you why you didn’t do certain things? You told me. We even went into depth to understand things emotionally and you told me what it was then..
But dad it doesn’t take away my feelings, my thoughts, or my desires. Things happened in our lives that we had no control over and all I did was explain my feelings, my thoughts, and my desires growing up.
I reiterated many times how it doesn’t decimate your character but express my placement in life with those things.
I love you pops and I meant no harm whatsoever in telling my story but I want you to start understanding things from my point of view otherwise you’ll always think I’m blaming you. It’ll always feel like I’m forgetting what you did but I’m not. I’m expressing what I desired from you that you couldn’t give and that’s okay too.
@ That’s my son!!!