My Mom was a narcissist...had to cut her off back in 2020 for my own peace. She passed away in January. I texted her that I heard she was i the hospital and would pray for her. Also told her I love her. She thanked me and said she loved me too and that life was too short to not get along. I don't think she would have reached out so I'm glad I did. I hope she's in a better place 🙏🏻
So crazy, i just started realizing why something triggers me now from childhood situations. The healing will happen once we recognize the wound. Thank you for always posting and sharing with us.
Glad you're letting it all out.. many thanks from all us fan's in Scotland uk 🇬🇧 everywhere...we all understand. We all really do understand. Allan. Scotland. Village. Sunday 29/9/2024. 4.10pm. Approx. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I just wanna thank you so much for putting yourself out there and expressing your trauma that you have been through and self soothing techniques because it has made me realize that I am not alone because literally yesterday I had fallen back into the same pattern of also punching my thighs, and it was a way of self soothing, but it also brought me back to such a dark period of my life that I really shove down so maybe this is showing me where I need to work
Healing the shadow, ogres, and onions have one thing in common. There have layers. I wear a eastern orthodox prayer rope as a bracelet. But because praying the rosary or doing the psalms is a form of meditation. Lord's Prayer is a mantra it helps. The eastern orthodox does something different for anger management. Jesus forgive them, Jesus forgive me. When I get angry out of nowhere and start thinking about people. Lords prayer, like every sentence touch a knot. You should be able to go the entire rope from bead to bead saying the lords prayer. So one Lords prayer. The Jesus/God forgive the go through the list then say Jesus/God forgive me. I should do it three times a day which is way more often than I am.
I sumtimes think of just how easy it wud be to retaliate or to hurt sumone back... Visualize that the power is in the hand that can do either. It has the power to either remain still in peace, or it can destroy. Then I realized that wisdom and control are strengths of the RIGHTIOUS. When u know u can take action and end the enemy or destroy the opposition, and u choose to govern urself and remain peaceful. U are then ur own Master. This is my inner mantra when no words can calm my storm. I think of my jammed wrists or my broken fingers or my calloused knuckles and remember that I have nothing to prove to anyone and I dont have to fight to prove im right and i dont give 2 shits who thinks im weak. I know better and AM my own Master. Better to make love to one at a time with these hands than to make enemies of all those around u in a blink of an eye.
God meets us wherever we’re at. That’s why I ❤ U, because you live up to the heavens but you chosen like me, so the principalities we fight, even our fucking demonic mothers, are all lessons.
You are so cute I love it 🥰 😂❤ I love perfumes I’m a collector 😘😘😘 My mothers a narcissist too huge bitch tormented me my whole life and I’m still good to her that’s how psychic empathic I am 👍🙏✋
How was your week. Did you sign off on any prints of anything big or complicated? Or do you do pressureized vessels? Like , separation tanks, glicol-towers . Sorry for spelling. I’m eating a salad with too much hot peppers…lol did you ever weld plastic? Like 1-2 inch material.. for like landfills. Is where I worked with plastic header pipes and tanks.? Just wondering. Have a good weekend
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YES, it's always best to respond and not react. ❤ Self-Control. Self-Respect. Self-Caring. Humility. ❤ Thank you for sharing!❤
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I’m so sorry that your soul had to go through that. I seriously pray that you find the healing you deserve 🥰🥰🥰
5:39 omg. I feel you deeply.
My Mom was a narcissist...had to cut her off back in 2020 for my own peace. She passed away in January. I texted her that I heard she was i the hospital and would pray for her. Also told her I love her. She thanked me and said she loved me too and that life was too short to not get along. I don't think she would have reached out so I'm glad I did. I hope she's in a better place 🙏🏻
I appreciate the story. I will keep it dear to my heart.
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So crazy, i just started realizing why something triggers me now from childhood situations. The healing will happen once we recognize the wound. Thank you for always posting and sharing with us.
Thank you for sharing
This helps me so much
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Glad you're letting it all out.. many thanks from all us fan's in Scotland uk 🇬🇧 everywhere...we all understand. We all really do understand. Allan. Scotland. Village. Sunday 29/9/2024. 4.10pm. Approx. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
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I just wanna thank you so much for putting yourself out there and expressing your trauma that you have been through and self soothing techniques because it has made me realize that I am not alone because literally yesterday I had fallen back into the same pattern of also punching my thighs, and it was a way of self soothing, but it also brought me back to such a dark period of my life that I really shove down so maybe this is showing me where I need to work
Greetings too all yall females beings of all kinds ur divine masculine is here ❤
birds of a feather flock together, mommy issue sound familiar
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Healing the shadow, ogres, and onions have one thing in common. There have layers. I wear a eastern orthodox prayer rope as a bracelet. But because praying the rosary or doing the psalms is a form of meditation. Lord's Prayer is a mantra it helps. The eastern orthodox does something different for anger management. Jesus forgive them, Jesus forgive me. When I get angry out of nowhere and start thinking about people. Lords prayer, like every sentence touch a knot. You should be able to go the entire rope from bead to bead saying the lords prayer. So one Lords prayer. The Jesus/God forgive the go through the list then say Jesus/God forgive me. I should do it three times a day which is way more often than I am.
Forgive them, and the ones that DO know what they do. They may not know just how negatively it affects us.
I sumtimes think of just how easy it wud be to retaliate or to hurt sumone back... Visualize that the power is in the hand that can do either. It has the power to either remain still in peace, or it can destroy. Then I realized that wisdom and control are strengths of the RIGHTIOUS. When u know u can take action and end the enemy or destroy the opposition, and u choose to govern urself and remain peaceful. U are then ur own Master. This is my inner mantra when no words can calm my storm. I think of my jammed wrists or my broken fingers or my calloused knuckles and remember that I have nothing to prove to anyone and I dont have to fight to prove im right and i dont give 2 shits who thinks im weak. I know better and AM my own Master. Better to make love to one at a time with these hands than to make enemies of all those around u in a blink of an eye.
Just cuz ya can... Don't mean ya should... ❤
God meets us wherever we’re at. That’s why I ❤ U, because you live up to the heavens but you chosen like me, so the principalities we fight, even our fucking demonic mothers, are all lessons.
And I’ll give out lessons to full grown children that think they grown. Fuck that shit.
Jesus and Lucifer trigger me the most
They teach us the most if we pay attention. Love yall
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Talking about bad days, I woke up with pumpkin nuts ❤is there a salve for that?😉
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You are so cute I love it 🥰 😂❤
I love perfumes I’m a collector 😘😘😘
My mothers a narcissist too huge bitch tormented me my whole life and I’m still good to her that’s how psychic empathic I am
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How was your week. Did you sign off on any prints of anything big or complicated? Or do you do pressureized vessels? Like , separation tanks, glicol-towers . Sorry for spelling. I’m eating a salad with too much hot peppers…lol did you ever weld plastic? Like 1-2 inch material.. for like landfills. Is where I worked with plastic header pipes and tanks.? Just wondering. Have a good weekend
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I’m sorry…..thickness of plastic material… 1-2 inch. And like 36 “ d plastic pipe
Your low vibe too
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At least use correct spelling when you are trying to insult me 😹😹😹
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You sound like your family
You think that's good for a tours.
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