Alec Benjamin - If I Killed Someone For You [Official Lyric Video]

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КОМЕНТАРІ • 10 тис.

  • @AlecBenjaminMusic
    @AlecBenjaminMusic  4 роки тому +5894

    THE ALBUM IS COMING MAY 29TH !!! pre order here : alecbenjamin.lnk.to/TheseTwoWindowsID

  • @happylee7775
    @happylee7775 3 роки тому +19448

    “you can’t put a novel in a whole song”
    alec: “hold my drink”

    • @ellismartiskainen7729
      @ellismartiskainen7729 3 роки тому +388

      I know. This is giving me creepy antihero morality vibes. I am thinking of writing something along these lines (after I finish my current project). I've got a playlist of songs titled "Book Ideas" because some songs just give such unique ideas and feelings.

    • @AngelaNicoleSharpe
      @AngelaNicoleSharpe 3 роки тому +112

      Here hold my jug of Mountain Dew Ima prove you wrong

    • @milkbunny794
      @milkbunny794 3 роки тому +39

      @@ellismartiskainen7729 omg me too lol

    • @frenchfries188
      @frenchfries188 3 роки тому +54

      Wait can you change it to say hold my bubble. After his song boy in the bubble

    • @DelilahPolarnight
      @DelilahPolarnight 3 роки тому +83

      @@frenchfries188 Hold my water fountain

  • @imscaredofchairs6806
    @imscaredofchairs6806 4 роки тому +13983

    Someone: plot twists can’t be used in songs
    Alec: *that’s where you’re wrong*

    • @hasanferhan7860
      @hasanferhan7860 4 роки тому +146

      Hold ma beer would be better tho

    • @KeriaChang-tw3xw
      @KeriaChang-tw3xw 4 роки тому +271

      @@hasanferhan7860 nah they should've said "Hold ma lyrics"

    • @dana_grdp2136
      @dana_grdp2136 4 роки тому +63

      Ok I love your username 😍

    • @StrawBerry-kt9yq
      @StrawBerry-kt9yq 4 роки тому +78

      @@KeriaChang-tw3xw No it would've been "hold my guitar"

    • @dragonblood800
      @dragonblood800 4 роки тому +19

      I'd like this comment but it has 666 likes already

  • @kianmagnaye8909
    @kianmagnaye8909 2 роки тому +9217

    Writers: Plot twists can only be written in books,
    Alec: *"Hold my water fountain-"*

  • @theserenewalker
    @theserenewalker 2 роки тому +7682

    His voice - childlike and innocent
    His lyrics - deep and adult
    #thanks everyone for the appreciation

    • @shredderbob6115
      @shredderbob6115 2 роки тому +62

      true though

    • @matthewfreeman4822
      @matthewfreeman4822 2 роки тому +81

      indeed, both are what makes his work perfect

    • @bertcompton
      @bertcompton Рік тому +93

      the lyrics are also childlike and naive tho, they are all reminiscent of teen romance and the naivety of sacrificing oneself for someone who doesn’t return the favor.
      No offense to you or Alec but comments like this give off “i’m 14 and this is deep” vibes

    • @ok-sj7bx
      @ok-sj7bx Рік тому +42

      @@bertcompton I understand what you mean, but I still enjoy his songs, for example "the hill I will die on" and especially "if we have each other". I would describe his songs as pure and honest to yourself.

    • @tahmidul3632
      @tahmidul3632 Рік тому +6

      You are right

  • @higoogle316
    @higoogle316 3 роки тому +11740

    **AT A MURDER TRIAL**
    Me: I’ve learned my lesson, I’ll be a better man
    Judge: Understandable, have a nice day!

  • @shadowsenpai7151
    @shadowsenpai7151 5 років тому +6676

    *"I did it all for her so I felt nothing at all"*

    • @drewpeacock6883
      @drewpeacock6883 5 років тому +196

      uh LITERALLY AS I READ THE COMMENT THE LYRICS PLAYED WOAHH

    • @beepbeeplettuce5230
      @beepbeeplettuce5230 4 роки тому +59

      SAME OML

    • @jolettee.
      @jolettee. 4 роки тому +35

      AHH ME TOOO

    • @KateXD
      @KateXD 4 роки тому +31

      he just saying it with a savage way.

    • @heeem2046
      @heeem2046 4 роки тому +12

      @@drewpeacock6883 AHHH SAMEE

  • @LxzyLoki
    @LxzyLoki Рік тому +1118

    “The one I killed is me changing what I was for what you wanted me to be” I felt that

    • @leelee8757
      @leelee8757 Рік тому +12

      Right right 🥺🥺🥺😕😕😕😞😞😞💔💔💔😭😭😭

    • @coruptgaming4857
      @coruptgaming4857 Рік тому +15

      I started to do that, it was happening to me, but she broke my heart before it completely happened.

    • @ssunflowa
      @ssunflowa 8 місяців тому +5

      this is me. this song is my story. i related so much.

    • @ssunflowa
      @ssunflowa 8 місяців тому +5

      @@coruptgaming4857 i'm so sorry

    • @coruptgaming4857
      @coruptgaming4857 8 місяців тому +4

      @@ssunflowaNo need to apologize, it wasn't your fault, plus I'm all better now, thanks for the concern though

  • @witchy9919
    @witchy9919 2 роки тому +1530

    when I was younger I always thought this song was about a guy that started killing whoever went close to his crush. but you always start understanding the lyrics when you grow older.

    • @kngg203
      @kngg203 2 роки тому +24

      facts

    • @chuu_r_ugly8957
      @chuu_r_ugly8957 2 роки тому +44

      I first listened to this song like 3 years ago and understood what it meant but I’ve come back and completely forgot what it was about

    • @pwassions
      @pwassions 2 роки тому +4

      ong.

    • @HelloEditz593
      @HelloEditz593 Рік тому +3

      So true

    • @smithfamily3710
      @smithfamily3710 Рік тому +7

      Man spitting facts

  • @rin.josnon
    @rin.josnon 4 роки тому +10276

    My friend: Did you know that most singers songs are based on their life?
    Me: Oh no

    • @cgar1124
      @cgar1124 4 роки тому +366

      oop RUN

    • @lunarxbear7816
      @lunarxbear7816 4 роки тому +89

      @@cgar1124 MHM

    • @blue_aspen
      @blue_aspen 4 роки тому +173

      trudytfj
      But your friend said MOST...

    • @km_-pi3uv
      @km_-pi3uv 4 роки тому +323

      aww that would be sad :( he changed himself for a girl and regrets it :(

    • @lexdonnelly8370
      @lexdonnelly8370 4 роки тому +266

      It's horrible to think that Alec has written most of his songs out of personal experience, especially ones like: Mind is a Prison, Water Fountain, Let me Down Slowly and Boy in the Bubble

  • @creepypasta_weird0195
    @creepypasta_weird0195 4 роки тому +2714

    "you can't put a plot twist in a song-"
    Alec: "hold my root beer"

  • @nicole..ilysmmm
    @nicole..ilysmmm 2 роки тому +1007

    *When he said:*
    I'm sorry that I did this
    The blood is on my hands
    I stare at my reflection
    I don't know who I am
    Practice my confession
    In case I take the stand
    I'll say I learned my lesson
    I'll be a better man
    I'm packing up my things
    And I'm wiping down the walls
    I'm rinsing off my clothes
    And I'm walking through the halls
    I did it all for her
    So I felt nothing at all
    I don't know what she'll say
    So I'll ask her when she calls
    Would you love me more
    (Would you love me more)
    If I killed someone for you?
    Would you hold my hand?
    (Would you hold my hand?)
    They're the same ones that I used
    When I killed someone for you
    Would you turn me in
    (Would you turn me in)
    When they say I'm on the loose?
    Would you hide me when
    (Would you hide me when)
    My face is on the news?
    'Cause I killed someone for you
    I hear the sirens coming
    I see the flashing lights
    I'm driving through the suburbs
    Wearing my disguise
    I show up at her doorstep
    To look her in the eyes
    I tell her that it's me
    But she doesn't recognise
    Can't you see I'm running?
    Said I need a place to hide
    I've gotta ask you something
    Could you please let me inside?
    Just let me explain
    No, I wouldn't tell you lies
    I know you'll understand
    If you let me stay the night
    Would you love me more
    (Would you love me more)
    If I killed someone for you?
    Would you hold my hand?
    (Would you hold my hand?)
    They're the same ones that I used
    When I killed someone for you
    Would you turn me in
    (Would you turn me in)
    When they say I'm on the loose?
    Would you hide me when
    (Would you hide me when)
    My face is on the news?
    'Cause I killed someone for you
    You have to understand that
    The one I killed is me
    Changing what I was
    For what you wanted me to be
    I followed your direction
    Did everything you asked
    I hope that makes you happy
    'Cause there's just no turning back
    Would you love me more
    (Would you love me more)
    If I killed someone for you?
    Would you hold my hand?
    (Would you hold my hand?)
    They're the same ones that I used
    When I killed someone for you
    Would you turn me in
    (Would you turn me in)
    When they say I'm on the loose?
    Would you hide me when
    (Would you hide me when)
    My face is on the news?
    'Cause I killed someone for you, yeah
    *I rlly felt that yk*

  • @MrsLAnderson24
    @MrsLAnderson24 Рік тому +402

    Sadly, this song reminds me of my relationship with my mom and sister. I've always been the black sheep, the one who's seen as the odd man out, and the one who is always blamed then tossed to the side when things get rough. If not for my nieces and nephews I would have cut them off years ago. Just happy to see that my eldest niece is at the age where she sees how I'm treated and is on my side.

    • @PorscheFTW
      @PorscheFTW Рік тому +9

      I'm really sorry to hear. Like the saying goes, you can pick your friends but not your family, rings so true here. Whatever happens make sure you do you and what gives you the least amount of stress.
      Peace & Love from our family in Northern NY to yours.

    • @chhotansaw8336
      @chhotansaw8336 Рік тому +5

      I have the same problem as you but I don't have anyone by my side
      It's heart breaking but it's okay

    • @jreffjeff7909
      @jreffjeff7909 Рік тому

      cool?

    • @_ducksareresponsibleforww3_
      @_ducksareresponsibleforww3_ Рік тому +1

      How old is your oldest niece?

  • @peebz-342
    @peebz-342 4 роки тому +6593

    *”you have to understand that. The one I killed was me”*
    *”i told her it’s me. But she doesn’t recognize”*
    Damn. That must hurt. He changed for her and in the end she didn’t even recognize him.

    • @blushiebee8190
      @blushiebee8190 4 роки тому +211

      Me:* crying*
      Also me: *Listens to this song*
      Also me again: *Murders someone*

    • @peebz-342
      @peebz-342 4 роки тому +39

      • BlushieBee •
      MoOd 😂

    • @dr.anindyasen7772
      @dr.anindyasen7772 4 роки тому +17

      Yeah...... :(

    • @blue_aspen
      @blue_aspen 4 роки тому +15

      @@blushiebee8190 um-

    • @blue_aspen
      @blue_aspen 4 роки тому +11

      @@peebz-342 oof yeah :(

  • @slayer3141
    @slayer3141 3 роки тому +10657

    He's not just a singer, his a storyteller PERIOD

  • @mrfrogkingg
    @mrfrogkingg 2 роки тому +223

    Dam, really just put a plot twist in a song, huh? Also, kinda deep lyrics, really. This guy deserves more recognition, I love so many of his songs. Him and TS are not just singers, but storytellers

    • @isabellat5124
      @isabellat5124 Рік тому +2

      Who is TS?

    • @mrfrogkingg
      @mrfrogkingg Рік тому +2

      @@isabellat5124 Taylor Swift

    • @imranhasan4109
      @imranhasan4109 Рік тому +9

      ​@@mrfrogkingg😂 Alec is 1000 times better than ts.

    • @hyalophora
      @hyalophora 11 місяців тому +1

      ​@@imranhasan4109Hmmm. You must not have heard many Taylor Swift songs if you think that

  • @chicken-nuggets652
    @chicken-nuggets652 Рік тому +228

    "You have to understand that the one I killed is me, changing what I was for what you wanted me to be" DAMN THAT HIT HARD
    (Whoever is listening to this song in 2022, bless you!)
    Edit: Ty for 73 likes!

    • @_Moon_blitz_
      @_Moon_blitz_ Рік тому +7

      Ty but IDK HOW BUT ITS 2023 ❤❤❤

    • @HazelandApril
      @HazelandApril 11 місяців тому +2

      I am in 2023

    • @chicken-nuggets652
      @chicken-nuggets652 9 місяців тому

      @@yaraamr3571 No he did not commit suicide, he changed himself for the girl he liked, to be what she wanted him to be, so he killed his old self for the person he is now. Does that make sense? Sorry if it didn't 😅💗

  • @kotahln
    @kotahln 5 років тому +5481

    "You have to understand, the one i killed was me"
    *plot twist*
    "changing who i was for what you wanted me to be"
    *shit ;O*
    "I hope it makes you happy, cause they're is no going back"
    *thats depression, a very sad obsession*

  • @Guest-lk4ws
    @Guest-lk4ws 3 роки тому +12884

    They had us in the first half, Not gonna lie

  • @justbeingme745
    @justbeingme745 2 роки тому +163

    Not a song it's a story.
    Me: "You can't make yet another song that gives me chills."
    Alec: "Bet."

  • @ShenuriNiroda
    @ShenuriNiroda 8 місяців тому +39

    After 4 years we still listen to this song 🥺

  • @crybby5292
    @crybby5292 5 років тому +17628

    When you kill a bug

    • @elizabethvoll7669
      @elizabethvoll7669 5 років тому +511

      I couldn't agree more 😂😂😂😂

    • @M0ldyBubbles
      @M0ldyBubbles 5 років тому +782

      I always feel lowkey guilty when I kill a bug ;-;

    • @cher2cool706
      @cher2cool706 5 років тому +188

      That actually made me laugh 😂

    • @urmomluvme360
      @urmomluvme360 5 років тому +36

      Bxby Emily that is funny

    • @feath_imi5260
      @feath_imi5260 5 років тому +32

      Hahaha kill a bug.

  • @asylnn
    @asylnn 4 роки тому +4222

    Part 2:
    “Mama I’m in love with a criminal”

  • @johnbobusha8283
    @johnbobusha8283 2 роки тому +126

    Alec, I just wanted to thank you for being the person I always wanted to be.
    All your songs are like the places I run to when I am hurt and broken and
    every single song you've written means so much to me. I can't seem to thank you enough.
    I love you Alec. Thank you for being the pillar of support in my life and bringing me out of tough times.
    I will forever be grateful.

  • @thefrog9890
    @thefrog9890 2 роки тому +69

    The first time I heard this I was pretty concerned about the lyirics but when I heard "You have to understand, the one I killed is me, changing what I was for what you wanted me to be" it became immediately my favourite song.

  • @Hii-hl3hl
    @Hii-hl3hl 4 роки тому +11992

    “The one I killed is me”
    *Depression has entered the chat*

  • @ayonixanimations
    @ayonixanimations 5 років тому +1643

    2:14 Aww fuck, I didn't expect that twist. Should have, considering it's the amazing Alec Benjamin and all of his songs have double meanings.

    • @donutminion8881
      @donutminion8881 5 років тому +6

      Ikr. Really screwed with me when I first listened.

    • @IrdinaInani
      @IrdinaInani 5 років тому +14

      I saw it coming as soon as I saw the song title maybe cause I read too much double-meaning/poetic stuff haha! But the twist was very near the end so I was beginning to think maybe I'm wrong 😂

    • @hevan_ev
      @hevan_ev 5 років тому +3

      I saw the twist once he started talking about his hands

    • @ayonixanimations
      @ayonixanimations 5 років тому +5

      @@hevan_ev Honestly I should have known as soon as he said "I stare at my reflection, I don't know who I am" but I took it as guilt from what he had done changing him, or the act of killing someone changed him to be unrecognisable. I thought the second one was the case through the whole song so I completely missed the signs X'D

    • @lauragarriga1687
      @lauragarriga1687 5 років тому

      I didn't know this song… it's okay… ahh, right: happily hippily that twists, oh my acushla swinging. May it do so again with this song…. or any :S :DD I fancy music a lot… (: this artist's cool ^^

  • @candice47
    @candice47 Рік тому +26

    "you have to understand that
    the one i killed is me
    changing was i was
    for what you wanted me to be"
    this song will forever be my favorite

  • @CHAD-kt3zk
    @CHAD-kt3zk Рік тому +19

    This song was the thing that made me stop being who my "friends" want me to be and truly stand up for myself

  • @legendoflea
    @legendoflea 3 роки тому +13181

    My husband when I turn this song on in the car: 👁👄👁

    • @rin.josnon
      @rin.josnon 3 роки тому +325

      OH MY GOD?! IS THERE A CD?!!!!!!!

    • @gmretno8133
      @gmretno8133 3 роки тому +305

      Oh lol the car killed your husband

    • @SkittleSsSSsSSsS
      @SkittleSsSSsSSsS 3 роки тому +177

      I would be like that too 😂

    • @taurusboi1642
      @taurusboi1642 3 роки тому +289

      @@rin.josnon in the car can put music on Bluetooth or download this and put in a cd w more music

    • @Iamatinyloststrawberry
      @Iamatinyloststrawberry 3 роки тому +50

      😂🤣😂🤣

  • @xxsadxpawsxx.-.7886
    @xxsadxpawsxx.-.7886 3 роки тому +15793

    This song is basically a guy killing his true self for the girl he loves, but in the end she doesn’t recognize him and she never returns his feelings, but that’s what I believe

    • @mrshempi5454
      @mrshempi5454 3 роки тому +268

      Simp move

    • @JPro_2003
      @JPro_2003 3 роки тому +275

      Spot on, actually

    • @chessypeanut9318
      @chessypeanut9318 3 роки тому +139

      Congratulations, you're an expert at stating the obvious

    • @JPro_2003
      @JPro_2003 3 роки тому +363

      @@chessypeanut9318 hey, don't be toxic

    • @Dagger-5921
      @Dagger-5921 3 роки тому +76

      @@chessypeanut9318 stfu

  • @melonxlemonx2832
    @melonxlemonx2832 Рік тому +35

    I love Alec’s songs so much they’re so comforting

  • @thethingspeopledontsay4444
    @thethingspeopledontsay4444 2 роки тому +22

    I feel that this could be a song sang by a soldier who has lost almost everything and is just longing for true love after he retires.
    Guys, I'm in love with the most handsome beautiful soldier with the purest heart. I will wait for him for a few months when he is planning to return to be with me and our children. Please pray for him and for his safe return ❤️🙏🕊️✨

  • @leslietorres6085
    @leslietorres6085 4 роки тому +4382

    Alec couldn’t hurt anyone but himself I swear I can just imagine him accidentally hitting a fly and saying sorry to it 😂

  • @Mushi144
    @Mushi144 5 років тому +3930

    2:10 *ToP tEn aNiMe PlOt TwIsTs*

  • @Nightmare-ox1to
    @Nightmare-ox1to 2 роки тому +28

    I listened to this when it “only” have 1,2 million viewed. And now it’s on 23 million. It deserves more viewers. Let it hit 100 million!

    • @thanhtai2551
      @thanhtai2551 2 роки тому +2

      it good music, but why it not popular 😔

  • @yourlocaltherian
    @yourlocaltherian Рік тому +21

    Are we gonna talk about how like 2 or 3 years this was most people's fav song (all the people I know) but it still is for me and it will always have a special place in my heart

    • @isolophilia.
      @isolophilia. 8 місяців тому

      Same and it always will be!

    • @stabinaria
      @stabinaria 4 місяці тому +1

      Just a hi because youre therian !😊❤️

  • @yeelin7328
    @yeelin7328 4 роки тому +7389

    *he didn’t know who he was anymore because he changed for her.*
    *she couldn’t recognize him because he was different.*

    • @biancapopa7476
      @biancapopa7476 4 роки тому +129

      So QuIrky AnD eDgY

    • @amyqc743
      @amyqc743 4 роки тому +56

      hoesuck I was thinking it was because he was dead...

    • @krim4597
      @krim4597 4 роки тому +189

      @@biancapopa7476 edgy right but damn actual fucking people experience these situations. You may be joking right now but still. If you haven't known right now, some adolescents will change their selves to fit their crush or bestfriend or partner's agenda or just fit in.

    • @remadodo
      @remadodo 4 роки тому +13

      :'(

    • @shikasenpaii20
      @shikasenpaii20 4 роки тому +35

      @@krim4597 Totally agree

  • @emilycalestru
    @emilycalestru 3 роки тому +4842

    ''you can't put a plot twist in a song"
    Alec: hold my "the one I killed is me".

    • @saravyas9727
      @saravyas9727 2 роки тому +16

      lmaoo

    • @phroggers3604
      @phroggers3604 2 роки тому +59

      hold my hand. its the same one that i used

    • @hunkrat_
      @hunkrat_ Рік тому +5

      Who ever said that??

    • @emilycalestru
      @emilycalestru Рік тому +5

      @@phroggers3604 YES

    • @emilycalestru
      @emilycalestru Рік тому +5

      @@hunkrat_ Someone?? Idk literally everyone is doing this lmao

  • @phoebe3605
    @phoebe3605 Рік тому +45

    When I first heard this song I thought it was about murdering someone for the person you love, or murdering someone just to get the person you love. but after understanding the lyrics, "you have to undestand that, the one I killed is me" (2:11) is just heartbreaking :( imagine loving someone very hard that you are willing to change yourself just for them to love you back. That's just sad.. people can love, but please don't lose yourself on the way.. know that there's always someone out there that will love you for who you are.

  • @auroravictoriadelvillar2695
    @auroravictoriadelvillar2695 10 місяців тому +6

    After all this years I've finaly realise. What if the song isn't about him killing people for a girl, This a song about him killing himself metaforicly, changing himself for what she wanted him to be. I know it is literally in the lyrics but I didn't realise this and I know that a lot of people don't know. Because we all used to hear it back then but a lot of us don't hear the lyrics as what he actually says.

  • @viviange8226
    @viviange8226 3 роки тому +5456

    Me: Listening to "If I Killed Someone for You"
    Me: Getting to the part that is "You have to understand that the one I killed is me..."
    Me: Wow, I didn't know that songs had plot twists

  • @l0l.n3t.3m
    @l0l.n3t.3m 5 років тому +698

    Uhm, how can a single human be this amazing!?
    Every single song tells a story. And always hundreds of ppl can relate to the song.

    • @applejuice6557
      @applejuice6557 5 років тому +5

      Yea ikr I’ve literally been with him for years the beginning even. He’s helped me through some dark times

    • @mobeenhassan5372
      @mobeenhassan5372 5 років тому +6

      *hundreds of thousands of
      people

    • @onlybecca
      @onlybecca 5 років тому +2

      Oh goodness I hope not this one lol

    • @coragon42
      @coragon42 5 років тому +5

      @@onlybecca Actually I bet lots of people can relate to 2:11. Changing yourself for someone else, to the point where you don't feel like yourself anymore.

    • @onlybecca
      @onlybecca 5 років тому +2

      Yeah I agree with that totally. Just pointing out the extremins this song that are unlikely statisticly to happen.

  • @ReeReeNickname
    @ReeReeNickname Рік тому +34

    My interpretation is that he has a girlfriend that judges him and shuts him out after she finds out he killed his inside self but he did it bc he loved her he wanted to protect her but she slowly starts back trusting him. And he just wants to know if she'd love him the same stick by him and support him... But she's not buying it or understanding and he's begging bc love drives us crazy sometimes

    • @ReeReeNickname
      @ReeReeNickname Рік тому +4

      And also if he does get caught paps involved the news and evidence but for now he's on the run no one to turn to him and her is all they got is each other and she might be mad but she's still supposed to be there...

    • @PorscheFTW
      @PorscheFTW Рік тому +2

      @@ReeReeNickname I'd agree 120% UNLESS they're not as close as he thinks they are.
      I'm pretty sure if my gf/wife showed up at my door with bloody hands wearing a disguise I'd definitely still know it was her.
      Alec says, "...I tell her that it's me, but she doesn't recognize." This could mean both physically she couldn't tell it was him, and metaphorically like she doesn't really know him even though he's madly obsessed with her.
      Either way this song has a nice bob ya head type of flow mixed with his vocals which are 🔥. I also like how it's up for different interpretations - the key to any form of beautiful art.

  • @mr.amphibian8418
    @mr.amphibian8418 2 роки тому +12

    The twist really does send chills

  • @karlcardell1276
    @karlcardell1276 5 років тому +679

    2:10 I was already loving it and then you threw that amazing curve ball, my heart sunk for a second when I heard it and I honestly am tearing up a bit, that's absolutely beautiful not only does it sound amazing but that twist made feel something I haven't felt for a while 💕

    • @killian1191
      @killian1191 5 років тому +19

      I really was not expecting that twist >.

    • @ankitshukla4573
      @ankitshukla4573 5 років тому +15

      This twist is soooo amazing.....Lol.

    • @ankitshukla4573
      @ankitshukla4573 5 років тому +2

      @αle same pinch!😂

    • @Fiz998
      @Fiz998 5 років тому +5

      Same here. That twist is magnificent. And beautiful, and sad. Mixed emotions

    • @melodic7864
      @melodic7864 5 років тому

      Spoiler alert

  • @lunavvakalendula5943
    @lunavvakalendula5943 4 роки тому +2079

    Me: I killed somebody
    Friends:
    Best friends:
    Me: wait I don’t have friends

  • @kkqum1
    @kkqum1 2 роки тому +38

    I’m leaving this comment here so when someone likes, I get reminded of this song

    • @ellixlo2171
      @ellixlo2171 2 місяці тому +2

      One year later

    • @kkqum1
      @kkqum1 2 місяці тому

      @@ellixlo2171crazy

  • @kaseykinsyt8746
    @kaseykinsyt8746 2 роки тому +26

    So at first I thought "this song is insane who would write this?"
    Then he said he killed who he was just to be with her ...
    AMAZING SONG!!

  • @nonarie1879
    @nonarie1879 5 років тому +1652

    when you thought he literally killed someone but then THAT huge plot twist came in 2:10 LIKE DUDE THIS IS THE QUALITY CONTENT I SIGNED UP FOR

    • @hyacinthstevens4693
      @hyacinthstevens4693 5 років тому +20

      True but in the lyrics it says that blood is on his hands unless he got a nosebleed or something 🧐🤔

    • @zenx2832
      @zenx2832 5 років тому +63

      He's talking about how he changed himself to what "she" wanted him to be. He never actually killed another human being, he killed his true self so she would love him more. You really have to understand and listen to the hints in the song.

    • @zenx2832
      @zenx2832 5 років тому +17

      Blue Moon I think it's a metaphor

    • @alifadetsi2659
      @alifadetsi2659 5 років тому +2

      ikr

    • @joleenpablo2908
      @joleenpablo2908 5 років тому +1

      he hung his old self for her

  • @moivuniduvu8209
    @moivuniduvu8209 5 років тому +645

    Alec turns a story in a song💯
    VERY Talented✊🏽

    • @cryptcy8742
      @cryptcy8742 5 років тому +16

      Alec can turn stories to a song, but the meaning behind it is stronger than any other story.

    • @iamnoer31
      @iamnoer31 4 роки тому +3

      @@cryptcy8742 T.R.U.E

    • @cooljzw_2695
      @cooljzw_2695 4 роки тому

      iamnoer The.Real.Understandable.Explanatio
      T
      R
      U
      E

  • @AmbienceOfficial
    @AmbienceOfficial 2 роки тому +5

    Being able to achieve this level of storytelling in a song is an incredible gift. The plot twist at the end was great, I really like the duality of this song.

  • @sydneybeu9741
    @sydneybeu9741 Рік тому +5

    He really want from regretful to psychopathic to DEEP

  • @theo8712
    @theo8712 5 років тому +3341

    My mom heard me playing this sound and when it said “2:11“ she said to me never change yourself for anyone else...if they don’t love you for you then leave...what’s important is to be yourself💕

    • @otakuaddict8907
      @otakuaddict8907 5 років тому +48

      Parker awww so sweet

    • @mysterywolf5680
      @mysterywolf5680 5 років тому +41

      Parker mom of the year!

    • @esmeraldas.7672
      @esmeraldas.7672 5 років тому +22

      Best mom ever ✌🏼I wish I’d have the guts

    • @user-wl8ky6jr6j
      @user-wl8ky6jr6j 5 років тому +25

      My mother never said that to me ... 😰
      Mom of the year! (Your mother of course)

    • @nuvenachrysalistcentury812
      @nuvenachrysalistcentury812 5 років тому +30

      If I was your mom "Never change yourself for anyone else... Just kill there loved ones!" *shot gun reload sound*

  • @jjoshu_a
    @jjoshu_a 4 роки тому +3138

    when the quiet kid says "ima subtract one" but your in history class

  • @lovely_touya
    @lovely_touya Рік тому +14

    This song still hits hard after many years 🤝

  • @aryanmaheshwari6395
    @aryanmaheshwari6395 2 роки тому +89

    For anyone wondering: The song is actually about changing yourself for a relationship. You want to be the that what the other partner wants from you. Later in the song he sings: The one I killed is me💔..

    • @Tanjiro88
      @Tanjiro88 Рік тому +2

      He is a storyteller..grt lyrics

  • @arrachn0
    @arrachn0 5 років тому +3570

    "you can't put a plot twist in a song--"
    meanwhile, 2:10 comes by

  • @M0ldyBubbles
    @M0ldyBubbles 5 років тому +9460

    "What would you do if I killed someone for you?"
    Friends: "OMG IM CALLING THE COPS!!!"
    Best friends:
    "I'll help hide the body"

    • @brandonmparra1393
      @brandonmparra1393 5 років тому +97

      Same

    • @xsstarwolfsx252
      @xsstarwolfsx252 5 років тому +195

      I'm sure if I said that to my BFF she will kill me and hit me and take me to the cops =w= (she's so rude but not always I love you my best friend !!)

    • @SushiAish
      @SushiAish 5 років тому +31

      Same

    • @nadian848
      @nadian848 5 років тому +195

      Guess I’m everyone’s best friend

    • @hewhoisdark
      @hewhoisdark 5 років тому +77

      Oh I wouldn't know o wouldn't have friends Hahaa...
      Heh

  • @whizz_0711
    @whizz_0711 2 роки тому +12

    I like how his songs always has different concepts

  • @IAS133
    @IAS133 Рік тому +4

    younger me was OBESSED with this song

  • @dommusic9811
    @dommusic9811 5 років тому +3138

    This is dark.... but I'm here for it 😂

    • @hughg.rection2124
      @hughg.rection2124 5 років тому +93

      it's not that dark, listen until the end and see what he means by "I killed someone for you". He means he killed his older self and turned himself into someone else so she would be happy

    • @diamondemerald116
      @diamondemerald116 5 років тому +39

      @@hughg.rection2124 That's the darker part...

    • @diamondemerald116
      @diamondemerald116 5 років тому +32

      @Jaynovation Which means he would kill his true self just to be with her, just so she would accept him...

    • @diamondemerald116
      @diamondemerald116 5 років тому +22

      @Jaynovation Imagine giving up who you are for someone else.

    • @diamondemerald116
      @diamondemerald116 5 років тому +3

      @Jaynovation If you did, then you would know it is dark.

  • @keshix3393
    @keshix3393 5 років тому +360

    this tells a story... you could write a whole book based on this song

    • @davi6846
      @davi6846 5 років тому +7

      I actually am in the midst of writing a short story about it.

    • @XyreinR6
      @XyreinR6 5 років тому +3

      Actually the whole book is in this song cuz he tells a story

    • @blahblack8051
      @blahblack8051 5 років тому +1

      A whole fanfic

    • @julianachristodolo2197
      @julianachristodolo2197 5 років тому +1

      HockeyGirl can u post about it after I want to read it 😍

    • @davi6846
      @davi6846 5 років тому +1

      @@julianachristodolo2197 I'll see. I am not a big fan of posting ny work. I'm kinda self conscious. But, since you wanna read it I'll send the link.

  • @knicole8257
    @knicole8257 Рік тому +7

    His songs tells stories & has a deeper meaning than just the lyrics he writes he is so under-rated 💯

  • @randomemes7711
    @randomemes7711 6 місяців тому +6

    "The one I killed is me "
    This line explains the whole song

  • @lawleighette
    @lawleighette 5 років тому +627

    I was low-key wishing for that plot twist at 2:10 and I'm so fricking shook that it actually happened

    • @TooNarti
      @TooNarti 5 років тому +31

      Couple lines that change all the lyrics in front, great twist.

    • @xmcshadow1218
      @xmcshadow1218 5 років тому +9

      That shocked me cuz this song describe what i did but she didn't hold my hand in the end

    • @dontreadmydescriptionpleas4857
      @dontreadmydescriptionpleas4857 5 років тому +2

      me too

    • @Alex-mk5em
      @Alex-mk5em 5 років тому +1

      Same but mine is a boy and he did hold my hands tho

    • @DanVis262
      @DanVis262 5 років тому

      lawleighette dude same lol

  • @wamiqulislam
    @wamiqulislam 3 роки тому +2912

    I don't think Alec needs lyric videos, his voice is so clear that you can understand every single word anyeay.

    • @ghostlyacidd
      @ghostlyacidd 3 роки тому +105

      some people are deaf

    • @Timeira
      @Timeira 2 роки тому +87

      Some people are deaf so they cant hear so I think his lyric videos will be helpful for the deaf people

    • @alyx8172
      @alyx8172 2 роки тому +122

      People who havent memorised the song may find it useful

    • @oleandershipley5568
      @oleandershipley5568 2 роки тому +76

      For me I now what he's saying but reading the lyrics helps me understand the true/deper meaning of the song

    • @serra6933
      @serra6933 2 роки тому +87

      Not everyone has to understand English by just hearing

  • @igortrifan343
    @igortrifan343 24 дні тому +2

    The “the one I killed is me” HITS KINDA HARD BRO😭

  • @nathanmulheron7518
    @nathanmulheron7518 2 роки тому +20

    Thank you for this album, it helped me through the roughest part of my life. May God bless you @alec benjamin

  • @siddharthsharma9915
    @siddharthsharma9915 5 років тому +2808

    Why is he so underrated? He is so talented, Like his every song gives me chills. Love and Support from india! 🇮🇳❤

    • @kartikeymishra8367
      @kartikeymishra8367 5 років тому +4

      Ha bhai mast gata hai alec

    • @taarinie1076
      @taarinie1076 5 років тому +4

      Siddharth Sharma wohi toh.

    • @utkarshsharma5266
      @utkarshsharma5266 5 років тому +5

      Real talent Dhoondhne par Milta hai.. Chalte firte to bhare hue hai :D

    • @pranthalover9405
      @pranthalover9405 5 років тому +12

      Same question he should be way popular than Shawn

    • @mattruiz662
      @mattruiz662 5 років тому +9

      @@pranthalover9405 Shawn Mendes? Im not a big fan but he deserves his fame fam

  • @hllboi_442
    @hllboi_442 4 роки тому +223

    "I followed your direction
    Did everything you asked
    I hope it makes you happy
    Cause there's no turning back."
    *oUcH*

    • @lanadelme
      @lanadelme 3 роки тому +6

      Thought the same thing I was like : 👁👄👁
      daAAaAAAMmmMnNN

    • @bixbygal05
      @bixbygal05 3 роки тому +4

      @@lanadelme Lmao more like
      👁️👄👁️
      💧 💧

  • @periwinkle003
    @periwinkle003 2 роки тому +8

    Love changes you in a good cause, but if you r loosing yourself.... turn around and walk out of that loop that u once called love.

  • @c_me947
    @c_me947 8 місяців тому +4

    2:11 my favorite verse it’s sad but so accurate

  • @jazz_intown4723
    @jazz_intown4723 4 роки тому +1884

    Your crush: Oh my God, I'm gonna call the police.
    Your friends: Never talk to me again!
    Your parents: What did we just raise?
    Your best friend: Okay, where are we hiding the body?

  • @jayt8585
    @jayt8585 3 роки тому +2056

    "The one I killed is me"
    This song is about an evil doppelganger confirmed...

  • @tubacaglayan2078
    @tubacaglayan2078 5 місяців тому +6

    best song ever

  • @EdenDeviant
    @EdenDeviant 5 місяців тому +6

    i felt when he said
    "u have to understand the one i killed is me
    "changing what iwas for what u wanted me to be"

  • @kawababe3073
    @kawababe3073 3 роки тому +562

    Me: "CAUSE I KILLED SOMEONE FOR YOU!"
    911: "You're under arrest-"

    • @XxBSD_GachazxX
      @XxBSD_GachazxX 3 роки тому +5

      Basically how things go😗😗

    • @fayrincore
      @fayrincore 3 роки тому +28

      Then Alec: yOu HaVe tO uNdErStAnD tHaT tHe OnE tHeY kIlLeD iS tHeM
      911: I- We- What-?
      Me: *Uncultured swines*

    • @yusefdelacruz4811
      @yusefdelacruz4811 3 роки тому +3

      -for being so damn great of a singer. We need guys like you in the force man

  • @familysunday6857
    @familysunday6857 4 роки тому +1548

    Alec Benjamin : I don’t know who I am
    Me: You are Alec Benjamin

  • @HelloEditz593
    @HelloEditz593 Рік тому +5

    "You have to understand that, the one I killed is me, changing what I was-for what you wanted me to be,"
    I felt that..

  • @progpulse0
    @progpulse0 3 місяці тому +1

    "Sometimes we kill ourselves to be loved. Be yourself and there will be one to love you"

  • @oliviafikremariam3354
    @oliviafikremariam3354 5 років тому +1390

    They should use this for the show “The End Of The Fuc*ing World”

  • @axebodyspray6021
    @axebodyspray6021 4 роки тому +500

    Me: yo bro I just killed someone
    My best friend: _I know how to hide a body_

  • @nicolelocin5507
    @nicolelocin5507 2 роки тому +6

    the uno reverse was used hard in this one

  • @Samsiri_27
    @Samsiri_27 2 роки тому +12

    Getting chills while listening to this song, it has such a strong feeling and its just like a story in the form of a song! Hats off to you Alec, your just AMAZINGLY TALENTED 👏!!

  • @emi5661
    @emi5661 5 років тому +4073

    If I see your face on the news for any reason at all, I’ll still scream, “He’s my favorite singer!” 💛
    (Edit) Alec fans! Go support the music video of this song! It’s amazing :D

    • @arthurmorgan9689
      @arthurmorgan9689 5 років тому +71

      Even if he raped 20 kids and shot up 3 schools?

    • @CrimsonRayne
      @CrimsonRayne 5 років тому +116

      @@arthurmorgan9689 o.o wow that escalated quickly

    • @tsumoon3597
      @tsumoon3597 5 років тому +33

      @@arthurmorgan9689 fuckin hell 😂😂😂😂😂😭 wheres the guns😂😂😂😂😂🍻🍻🍻

    • @purplearies9746
      @purplearies9746 5 років тому +39

      @@arthurmorgan9689 WHO EVEN BROUGHT THAT UP? DON'T SPEAK SHIT INTO EXISTENCE!

    • @centress21
      @centress21 5 років тому +16

      @@arthurmorgan9689 Yup I would.
      Also, I wonder if this song was a question to his mother.

  • @user-il2sb4qw8j
    @user-il2sb4qw8j 4 роки тому +2421

    Alec Benjamin - If I Killed Someone For You [Official Lyric Video]
    0:00 ●━━━━━━─────── 3:05
    ⇆ㅤㅤㅤㅤ◁ㅤㅤ❚❚ㅤㅤ▷ㅤㅤㅤㅤ↻

    • @nomiplays1814
      @nomiplays1814 4 роки тому +71

      Woah thats cool. o.o

    • @chloehennessey344
      @chloehennessey344 4 роки тому +150

      I cant be the only one that was pressing them all like, uGgGh WhAT tHE HEckkKKk

    • @mangew8407
      @mangew8407 4 роки тому +16

      Holy shit that's really cool

    • @andreacsav
      @andreacsav 4 роки тому +4

      Xd

    • @varsharaman2166
      @varsharaman2166 4 роки тому +18

      I spent so long pressing it!!

  • @puddingkitty2184
    @puddingkitty2184 2 роки тому +3

    This solves my Anxiety

  • @arizonatherandom
    @arizonatherandom Рік тому +5

    Why is his songs so deep and beautiful I love them all so much

  • @wallflower_tium
    @wallflower_tium 5 років тому +1451

    _Actually_ Alec let many hints before the twist :
    *I'll be a better man* He's not enough for her so he's going to get rid of his true self to be "better"
    *I stare at my reflexion, I don't know who I am* He's not himself anymore, he became her creation, the addition of her desires, she took so much space inside of him that there is nothing left for himself, he has disapeared completly and he doesn't control anything anymore, he's not who he used to be and he is lost bc he let her redrawn him completely
    So clearly he doesn't know who he is now, who he became (for her)
    *I learned my lesson* He probably understood the hard way that he's not enough for her, so he "learned his lesson" and changed himself to be loved by her
    *Wearing my disguise* to escape to the police, he doesnt even have to hide as he's not himself anymore. If he cant recognize himself in the mirror, who would ?
    *I tell her that its me but she doesnt recognize* Indeed he is not himself anymore so why say "its me" if its not true anymore ? ( *No I wouldn't tell you lies* well you just did T_T) She cant recognize him for the same reason he could recognize himself : hes no more who he was
    *I did it all for her so I felt nothing at all* either he is empty cause hes not himself anymore, he became noone, or he is so blind by his love for her that hes not even feel sad for himself, or bad for litteraly got rid of who he was
    *I'm sorry that I did this* He understand that it wasn't worth it, and that he should be loved for who he is and nothing more. So he's regretting doing it all but its too late ( *cause there's just no turning back* )
    This song is both a so-much-well-written warning and a lovely and essential advise : _don't change yourselves for someone else_ and _be who you are and love yourself_
    Thats how I understood this masterpiece ❤❤❤
    Edit : @Maxwell Steinbruckner added that there is also a play on words when he says, "My face is on the news." With the idea of killing yourself a common way is through hanging and, you get hanged with a noose. "My face is on the (noose)." Therefore he hung his old self.

    • @taylorplatt2596
      @taylorplatt2596 5 років тому +12

      Alec* but other than that, pretty much what i think. 👌👍

    • @wallflower_tium
      @wallflower_tium 5 років тому +14

      @@taylorplatt2596 I laughed at my own stupidity thx u 🙈

    • @iHeymanth
      @iHeymanth 5 років тому +15

      Thats how u dig a masterpiece !

    • @laurelbtsgirl8578
      @laurelbtsgirl8578 5 років тому +9

      Wow.......

    • @faithaguilar9715
      @faithaguilar9715 5 років тому +10

      This needs more likes 👍

  • @cheelsee1930
    @cheelsee1930 4 роки тому +392

    Alec kill someone
    Me: kill the replay button.

  • @-caramelcake-2891
    @-caramelcake-2891 2 роки тому +6

    I’m so glad I let my playlist on loose, cause this exact music plays to catch my ears

  • @finchbeniga88
    @finchbeniga88 Рік тому +4

    THIS IS NOW MY FAVORITE SONG!!!

  • @PSKiNautankian
    @PSKiNautankian 5 років тому +358

    My goodness so many at same time.......
    .
    .
    You made my weekend bro💕💕💕💕💕

  • @danielyearwood5322
    @danielyearwood5322 5 років тому +263

    loving your lyric writing skills bro

  • @ihateeveryone3985
    @ihateeveryone3985 2 роки тому +2

    “Changing what I was for what you wanted me to be” I felt that

  • @afrouska
    @afrouska 2 роки тому +5

    Someone: A song can’t have a plot twist duhh
    Alec: *HOLD MY WATERFOUNTAIN*

  • @momokokochuchuchu
    @momokokochuchuchu 5 років тому +299

    at first it thought this song was kind of creepy and morbid, but that plot twist at the end changed everything!!! he's a really great story teller, the way his lyrics make you think one thing and then realize it's something else

  • @alancalvillo6756
    @alancalvillo6756 5 років тому +679

    listen If I Killed Someone For You no one can be your enemy.

  • @shubhithegreat2300
    @shubhithegreat2300 7 місяців тому +2

    When he said "the one I killed is me" I felt it