Clicked on this because my Dad committed suicide. He was found sitting on a chair with a gun shot to the temple. He did not die right away, he lived for 24 hrs. When i saw my Dads body it was surreal, unbelievable to me, it just hurts so much. The day before he shot himself i was just crying out of the blue at home feeling so much sadness and just could not stop, i believe i was feeling his pain 😔 It has been a few months and my brother just told me that my Dad had been saying that he will some day kill himself for over 30 years. I guess he waited until his Mom passed away, she was 100 and my Dad loved her so much, a year after she departed so did he. I started to let go of the pain because i saw him in a vivid dream and he was not sad at all and he was showing me the way, guiding me in the dream, walking in front of me. I also lost a daughter 5 years ago, she was 9 months old and had a heart attack, i see her too in my dreams and she is already up to my chest wearing the same white dress she had on. I miss them both but i have come to feel in my soul that they are ok, i see my dead people in dreams and they are young and happy living like we are here. Much love to everyone♥️
I too believe death is the end of suffering, which is why I don't understand we have to come here. I have so much pain that I have also been thinking about taking my life, but like your dad, I'm afraid of not doing it well. May all souls find peace
This is a wonderful clip, and I just love hearing Jerry's physical voice! :-D For me, the Golden Nugget of this segment is when Abe said something like, "If you choose to remain in physical, line up with that. If you choose to return to NP, then line up with that." This reminds me of what they said in another segment that we decide to croak when we stop desiring in this current physical experience. I am still in the process of "getting it" regarding this whole "death" thing, and it's all good.
All these videos make me want to cry. At my most blissful point I knew all of this + infinity. Then I tried to heal all of my friends with little success. Now building myself back up. :) I know now I can only show the path. And you must walk it.
Thank you for uploading this. Jerry is living this for himself now and I'm sure he is having a grand ole time exploring his new perspective. From my human perspective, I am comforted to hear these words of Abraham come via Esther. Much love to them both.
And when you have no more joy...when you pretend to be happy for everyone else...( I have done this all my physical existence ) I am completely tired... my being is worn out.
I'm scared. I want to and I have for a really long time. I wanted to live and set an example by my life but sometimes I think if I was gone then ppl would see how hard I tried. It doesn't matter but it does when you're an empathy and you can feel those ppl that never get you or those ppl who purposefully try to diminish you. Maybe I would be happier. I just don't wanna leave my kids and I wanna see them grow up. But things are so hard rn I dont want to do it anymore. I'm tired of this life. I'd watch over my babies. I know I have the power to choose. I know I can give this life thing my all then male my decision. I'm just tired of living in pain and fear. I'm tired of being judged. I'm tired of my body holding on to being molested, neglected, betrayed. I know the power I hold is in my mind...but why does it hurt so fucking bad when u try to change? I try to change from thinking negativity everyday and it hurtssssss. I'm so exhausted...I sometimes really sit and wonder if it's better there. And telling me it is better just makes me want to leave now.
Agreed, I'm feeling quite exhausted & heartbroken trying to live by these teachings, nice if you're lucky enough to manifest happiness etc. Those of us who can't must be defective I guess.
Yeah I keep going so far I can feel the energy flowing through me then fatigue sets in. I’ve lost 4 days to sleep again and I feel worse everytime I wake. I’m feeling low LOW I don’t even know wtf happened for me to get in this lower frequency I’ve been positive pushing myself to do things I want letting go of unworthiness and things in my body that make me self conscious but here I am again down low and wanting m to re-emerge to be free from this again as she puts it. I try not to perepatuate anything but right now I’m more confused because these teachings have helped me so much since my mums passing and the amount of contrast and loneliness and challenges I went through for 3 years after but I only go so far then BOOM back to this again. Wtf
My inner source tells me that this is what should be said to a person contemplating suicide: You are non physical energy that came into this body with strong intent to experience contrast thus causing you to make choices, launch rockets of desire and enjoy the thrill of manifestations in your life. This is living on the leading edge! If you are experiencing strong contrast that is long going or unbearable, it is time to consider methods of getting back into alignment with yourself and your original intent. What a shame it would be to give up now when there is so much more life to be lived! Those in the non physical who are watching and loving you, are appreciating you and your life so much! Please give it another chance. You will be glad you did.
There's no evidence of those in the non physical truly appreciating me.. sorry I haven't seen any evidence of that whatsoever so why should I hang around?
@@nickpanopoulos8465 you can see it when you are in alignment, otherwise you only get the same of the vibration you are putting out due to the law of attraction. Do ANYTHING that makes you feel happy if only for a short little while. Keep doing that until it becomes habit and more and more evidence will show itself. Meditation is a good way to stop unwanted thoughts and vibrations. You are loved to the very core of you. I send you big hugs and hope you will stay to play with us here a little longer. At the latest you will know the love when you are back in non-physical. But please stay. xxx
@@RebeckaSarkozy I've been hanging between life and death for years.. its worn my soul down to dust. There's been something missing for a very long time and I can't put my finger on it and I've tried every therapy, meditating, I've even tried to not bloody try and just trust. Nothing. I've focused on raising my own vibration as we're told that doing this will change things outside of us, and although I've progressed there, the changes around me and with my circumstances have been minor. What's interesting is that it's actually made me think even more about suicide and actually helped me be more at peace with it than before, and I feel I won't be condemned by any deity or the spiritual relm for doing it. But then I think to myself.. I want happiness here.. I wanna see this world change and b part of it here which I dreamt of as a child. This isnt making any sense! This is what I meant by feeling so torn. You'll think I'm nuts for saying this but it's almost like I'm being pushed into suiciding as God/the universe just doesn't give me the answer or solution. The only things that would make me happy are seeing the majority of this world wake up and me using my gifts and passion to play a big role in that, and to have my soul mate by my side to share this life and it's journey with. But neither have happened. She just hasn't shown up.. I had a picture and desire of meeting and marrying my soul mate from about 10 years old. Yes.. u read correctly. So how is it that I'm 36, so many girls and opportunities have come in my path and she's nowhere to b seen? I just can't wait for her anymore. My heart can't handle it anymore. My flesh can't handle it anymore. But even if she came I'd need to see and b part of a massive shift in this world.. like right now.. otherwise she wouldn't be enough. And when I realised that recently, I thought oh God.. I really do have to go. Cos I always felt like when I meet my soul mate, I can somehow deal with other stuff that gets me down and I'll b alright. But no.. I don't think I will be. So if one of those two things aren't enough.. I think having neither of them there is really backing me into a corner where I feel I cannot escape unless I take matters into my own hands. But then the self blame kicks in.. "well you should've I made it work". "Other people on videos like this here have turned it around so it must be your fault". You starting to see why I'm so damn torn??
@@nickpanopoulos8465 hopefully you don’t kill yourself, that would suck. Have you tried taking your rage out on people with violence? Or at least think satisfying thoughts of revenge or something that feels at all the least bit better? Sometimes it’s better to just blame others for how your life turns out, it at least takes some stress and self blame off of you.
THANK YOU ! abused & traumatized children DIDN'T ASK TO BE HURT ! What does ABE have to say about that ??? I experienced enough trauma by the time I was 5 years old I was already praying to die.
I love you Abraham . But I wouldn’t say that to a suicidal person. There is so much pain already and death seems like a relief so no I wouldn’t recommend that saying to someone . making a desicion is good . But sometimes you are so deep in it you don’t know where to start and everything feels overwhelming.
doogerville Image is like a picture. We are pictures or images because we are holograms. Proven by quantum physics. This is true because our subatomic particles, quarks, spin billions of times a second as 3 points of light forming what are called protons and neutrons. So we are not solid or physical. We are a set of images.
@@100consciouseternallightho6 i disagree this image is portraying the connection between physicality and energy ..the red is chaotic while blue was calm and in order
I really hope she’s right because I have gotten a bit of contradictory information from a trusted spiritual teacher that has proven to be remarkably psychic (remarkably) whom says the emotions of suffering are just going to be stronger on the other side because we don’t have the physical body to Dull it. Said “sometimes will be easier sometimes will be harder” Yet he says my brother Matt had a release when he took his life and also said yes I’ll have a release because I believe it’s going to be a release???? Said it depends on the individual? Also mentions the Tibetan book of the dead the bardo states... I really wish I could get reliable information and I hope Esther is right. But there is a lot of differing information that I’ve found diving into this subject,
If I was the full flow of the source creating me, I would disappear because of the increase in energy. I read in Seth books we can't be the full flow. Source is a high acceleration. If we didn't disappear, then we might go through that terrible thing called spontaneous combustion. That might hurt.
You just said these people that went through the sunami were joyful, then you tell someone that asks what to do about not being caught up in a sunami and you tell them to be joyful.
Great video however I do not agree that suicide is an option even if one is lined up with it. We do not have the permission from source to take our lives or anyone else's. period!
Listen again to the mesage of Abraham, because it seems you do not understand their message. There is no Source outside of you. You are Source. The way you write about it,is the same way Christianity does, a Power outside of you that judges what is good and bad, but Source is unconditional Love. For the next week just think and meditate about the meaning of unconditional and you will see that your statement can not be true.
Yogamama100 Why would you not have permission to take your life? Is your life not yours? Did you not choose to be in physical life to begin with? Are you not a creator of your reality? OR do you believe we are mere victims, and we just need to accept what comes to us? If that is what you believe why do you even participate in it? I would feel like giving up if all the choices were already made for me, but then I guess I don't have the permission to... so I must suffer hahaha I choose a different reality thank you very much!
+Yogamama100 We, indeed, are god. That is the point of Abe's teaching. We are god, and source is also god, and we are also source. Source/god is not outside of us.
Yes we are a part of G-d and g-d is in us and not outside of us however we are NOT g-d therefore it is not permissible to commit suicide. Our lives are a gift. We are an expression of source. Why would G-d kill a part of itself. G-d is about growing and expanding. We agreed led to the circumstances of our lives so that we can learn from our negative traits and hardships. Not to throw the present away
Clicked on this because my Dad committed suicide. He was found sitting on a chair with a gun shot to the temple. He did not die right away, he lived for 24 hrs. When i saw my Dads body it was surreal, unbelievable to me, it just hurts so much. The day before he shot himself i was just crying out of the blue at home feeling so much sadness and just could not stop, i believe i was feeling his pain 😔 It has been a few months and my brother just told me that my Dad had been saying that he will some day kill himself for over 30 years. I guess he waited until his Mom passed away, she was 100 and my Dad loved her so much, a year after she departed so did he. I started to let go of the pain because i saw him in a vivid dream and he was not sad at all and he was showing me the way, guiding me in the dream, walking in front of me. I also lost a daughter 5 years ago, she was 9 months old and had a heart attack, i see her too in my dreams and she is already up to my chest wearing the same white dress she had on. I miss them both but i have come to feel in my soul that they are ok, i see my dead people in dreams and they are young and happy living like we are here. Much love to everyone♥️
very well said
Feel so sorry for your pain and the pain of your father. I am sure your loved ones are now happy and want the same for you.♥️
I too believe death is the end of suffering, which is why I don't understand we have to come here. I have so much pain that I have also been thinking about taking my life, but like your dad, I'm afraid of not doing it well. May all souls find peace
This was so helpful to me…. I never knew Jerry personally, but I miss him.
I love him. I love his mindset. I love his voice. I always try to look for his videos. 🙏🏻❤️
This is a wonderful clip, and I just love hearing Jerry's physical voice! :-D For me, the Golden Nugget of this segment is when Abe said something like, "If you choose to remain in physical, line up with that. If you choose to return to NP, then line up with that." This reminds me of what they said in another segment that we decide to croak when we stop desiring in this current physical experience. I am still in the process of "getting it" regarding this whole "death" thing, and it's all good.
All these videos make me want to cry. At my most blissful point I knew all of this + infinity. Then I tried to heal all of my friends with little success. Now building myself back up. :) I know now I can only show the path. And you must walk it.
Thank you for uploading this. Jerry is living this for himself now and I'm sure he is having a grand ole time exploring his new perspective. From my human perspective, I am comforted to hear these words of Abraham come via Esther. Much love to them both.
I ❤️ this answer from Abraham. I so appreciate it. ✨💯💯💯💯💯
Much love to Jerry.
Satisfied with what is and eager for more is the best recepie to live happily ever after !
And when you have no more joy...when you pretend to be happy for everyone else...( I have done this all my physical existence ) I am completely tired... my being is worn out.
Same 💔
Exactly my story bro.
@ money I totally understand, just know you're not alone, maybe those of us who are struggling can encourage each other ?
Me too
Perfect answer. Thank you sooooo much.
Wow your comedy has improved throughout the years abraham
wonderful :) love to all!
That’s a hard thing to say, when it’s your child. Your baby.
Helps me know what to say to a friend.
Thank you
Fascinating
Yes so helpful
I'm scared. I want to and I have for a really long time. I wanted to live and set an example by my life but sometimes I think if I was gone then ppl would see how hard I tried. It doesn't matter but it does when you're an empathy and you can feel those ppl that never get you or those ppl who purposefully try to diminish you. Maybe I would be happier. I just don't wanna leave my kids and I wanna see them grow up. But things are so hard rn I dont want to do it anymore. I'm tired of this life. I'd watch over my babies. I know I have the power to choose. I know I can give this life thing my all then male my decision. I'm just tired of living in pain and fear. I'm tired of being judged. I'm tired of my body holding on to being molested, neglected, betrayed. I know the power I hold is in my mind...but why does it hurt so fucking bad when u try to change? I try to change from thinking negativity everyday and it hurtssssss. I'm so exhausted...I sometimes really sit and wonder if it's better there. And telling me it is better just makes me want to leave now.
Kinda sounds like death is better than life
Agreed, I'm feeling quite exhausted & heartbroken trying to live by these teachings, nice if you're lucky enough to manifest happiness etc. Those of us who can't must be defective I guess.
@@monalisakiti Stay strong and keep your head up
Yeah I keep going so far I can feel the energy flowing through me then fatigue sets in. I’ve lost 4 days to sleep again and I feel worse everytime I wake. I’m feeling low LOW I don’t even know wtf happened for me to get in this lower frequency I’ve been positive pushing myself to do things I want letting go of unworthiness and things in my body that make me self conscious but here I am again down low and wanting m to re-emerge to be free from this again as she puts it. I try not to perepatuate anything but right now I’m more confused because these teachings have helped me so much since my mums passing and the amount of contrast and loneliness and challenges I went through for 3 years after but I only go so far then BOOM back to this again. Wtf
My inner source tells me that this is what should be said to a person contemplating suicide:
You are non physical energy that came into this body with strong intent to experience contrast thus causing you to make choices, launch rockets of desire and enjoy the thrill of manifestations in your life. This is living on the leading edge! If you are experiencing strong contrast that is long going or unbearable, it is time to consider methods of getting back into alignment with yourself and your original intent. What a shame it would be to give up now when there is so much more life to be lived! Those in the non physical who are watching and loving you, are appreciating you and your life so much! Please give it another chance. You will be glad you did.
There's no evidence of those in the non physical truly appreciating me.. sorry I haven't seen any evidence of that whatsoever so why should I hang around?
@@nickpanopoulos8465 you can see it when you are in alignment, otherwise you only get the same of the vibration you are putting out due to the law of attraction. Do ANYTHING that makes you feel happy if only for a short little while. Keep doing that until it becomes habit and more and more evidence will show itself. Meditation is a good way to stop unwanted thoughts and vibrations. You are loved to the very core of you. I send you big hugs and hope you will stay to play with us here a little longer. At the latest you will know the love when you are back in non-physical. But please stay. xxx
@@RebeckaSarkozy I've been hanging between life and death for years.. its worn my soul down to dust.
There's been something missing for a very long time and I can't put my finger on it and I've tried every therapy, meditating, I've even tried to not bloody try and just trust. Nothing.
I've focused on raising my own vibration as we're told that doing this will change things outside of us, and although I've progressed there, the changes around me and with my circumstances have been minor. What's interesting is that it's actually made me think even more about suicide and actually helped me be more at peace with it than before, and I feel I won't be condemned by any deity or the spiritual relm for doing it. But then I think to myself.. I want happiness here.. I wanna see this world change and b part of it here which I dreamt of as a child. This isnt making any sense! This is what I meant by feeling so torn.
You'll think I'm nuts for saying this but it's almost like I'm being pushed into suiciding as God/the universe just doesn't give me the answer or solution. The only things that would make me happy are seeing the majority of this world wake up and me using my gifts and passion to play a big role in that, and to have my soul mate by my side to share this life and it's journey with. But neither have happened. She just hasn't shown up.. I had a picture and desire of meeting and marrying my soul mate from about 10 years old. Yes.. u read correctly. So how is it that I'm 36, so many girls and opportunities have come in my path and she's nowhere to b seen? I just can't wait for her anymore.
My heart can't handle it anymore.
My flesh can't handle it anymore.
But even if she came I'd need to see and b part of a massive shift in this world.. like right now.. otherwise she wouldn't be enough. And when I realised that recently, I thought oh God.. I really do have to go. Cos I always felt like when I meet my soul mate, I can somehow deal with other stuff that gets me down and I'll b alright. But no.. I don't think I will be. So if one of those two things aren't enough.. I think having neither of them there is really backing me into a corner where I feel I cannot escape unless I take matters into my own hands. But then the self blame kicks in.. "well you should've I made it work". "Other people on videos like this here have turned it around so it must be your fault". You starting to see why I'm so damn torn??
@@nickpanopoulos8465 hopefully you don’t kill yourself, that would suck. Have you tried taking your rage out on people with violence? Or at least think satisfying thoughts of revenge or something that feels at all the least bit better? Sometimes it’s better to just blame others for how your life turns out, it at least takes some stress and self blame off of you.
@@nickpanopoulos8465 I hear ya, if LOA doesn't work it's our fault, insult on injury.
I have nothing to be joyful about except returning to the other side... Death is good!
Yea, not exactly easy to unplug from physical is it ? They make it sound so simple.
Death was never bad.
Every child wasnt like that.
THANK YOU ! abused & traumatized children DIDN'T ASK TO BE HURT ! What does ABE have to say about that ??? I experienced enough trauma by the time I was 5 years old I was already praying to die.
When you can't get out of that place of ending it I don't see it as a joke like this video says
Definitely not a joke nor a simple decision to end one's physical experience.
I love you Abraham . But I wouldn’t say that to a suicidal person. There is so much pain already and death seems like a relief so no I wouldn’t recommend that saying to someone . making a desicion is good . But sometimes you are so deep in it you don’t know where to start and everything feels overwhelming.
how do you jump from wanting to commit suicide to just thinking about what’s satisfying come on really
Seriously.
what is image suppose to mean???
doogerville
Image is like a picture. We are pictures or images because we are holograms. Proven by quantum physics. This is true because our subatomic particles, quarks, spin billions of times a second as 3 points of light forming what are called protons and neutrons. So we are not solid or physical. We are a set of images.
@@100consciouseternallightho6 i disagree this image is portraying the connection between physicality and energy
..the red is chaotic while blue was calm and in order
so what happens if you die and you're negative????
She says that all resistance is released into pure positive energy that a suicidal person essentially emergences into the nonphysical joyously happy.
I really hope she’s right because I have gotten a bit of contradictory information from a trusted spiritual teacher that has proven to be remarkably psychic (remarkably) whom says the emotions of suffering are just going to be stronger on the other side because we don’t have the physical body to Dull it. Said “sometimes will be easier sometimes will be harder”
Yet he says my brother Matt had a release when he took his life and also said yes I’ll have a release because I believe it’s going to be a release???? Said it depends on the individual? Also mentions the Tibetan book of the dead the bardo states... I really wish I could get reliable information and I hope Esther is right. But there is a lot of differing information that I’ve found diving into this subject,
If I was the full flow of the source creating me, I would disappear because of the increase in energy. I read in Seth books we can't be the full flow. Source is a high acceleration. If we didn't disappear, then we might go through that terrible thing called spontaneous combustion. That might hurt.
You just said these people that went through the sunami were joyful, then you tell someone that asks what to do about not being caught up in a sunami and you tell them to be joyful.
She just wants people not to worry about death and not to see it as such a terrible thing, I guess
Or “Abraham.”
I really don’t care for Esther to be honest.
Then why r u here
Why are you watching and commenting on the videos then?
Great video however I do not agree that suicide is an option even if one is lined up with it. We do not have the permission from source to take our lives or anyone else's. period!
Listen again to the mesage of Abraham, because it seems you do not understand their message. There is no Source outside of you. You are Source. The way you write about it,is the same way Christianity does, a Power outside of you that judges what is good and bad, but Source is unconditional Love. For the next week just think and meditate about the meaning of unconditional and you will see that your statement can not be true.
Thinkeverclear We are a part of source, a spark of g-d, we are NOT G-d. We are humans with choices to be made within a framework
Yogamama100
Why would you not have permission to take your life? Is your life not yours? Did you not choose to be in physical life to begin with? Are you not a creator of your reality? OR do you believe we are mere victims, and we just need to accept what comes to us? If that is what you believe why do you even participate in it? I would feel like giving up if all the choices were already made for me, but then I guess I don't have the permission to... so I must suffer hahaha I choose a different reality thank you very much!
+Yogamama100 We, indeed, are god. That is the point of Abe's teaching. We are god, and source is also god, and we are also source. Source/god is not outside of us.
Yes we are a part of G-d and g-d is in us and not outside of us however we are NOT g-d therefore it is not permissible to commit suicide. Our lives are a gift. We are an expression of source. Why would G-d kill a part of itself. G-d is about growing and expanding. We agreed led to the circumstances of our lives so that we can learn from our negative traits and hardships. Not to throw the present away
Everyone take their own reponsibillity my friend. You cannot worry about others how they feel. You yourself is already hard enough.