Aziraphale's Truth | Good Omens Podfic

[CONTENT WARNING: ADULT LANGUAGE]
Last podfic for today, again inspired by Dickinson. This one hurt my soul. Aziraphale and Crowley reunite and have things to say. Stay safe everyone.
TRANSCRIPT:
[AZIRAPHALE KNOCKS ON CROWLEY’S DOOR]
A: Crowley-
[CROWLEY TURNS AROUND IN SHOCK]
A: Please. Give me a chance to explain everything.
C: There’s nothing to explain. I can see everything clearly.
A: No, there are things that you don’t understand!
C: Heh.
A: You have every right to be angry with me-
C: I’m not asking you for a right. I know what I have.
A: I know, you don’t trust him, but…
C: Trust him? Why the hell would I trust him? You pushed me not to trust him. You forced me not to trust him! It’s like he wanted me out of the way, and I wonder why!? After you said you, ‘’misjudged’’ him or whatever.
A: I don’t trust him. I never did.
C: Liar.
A: Not for a second, Crowley! Not for one minute, did I ever-
C: Then why did you go with him? Furthermore. Why did you ask me to come with you? To revert back?!
A: I-...I wanted to be with you.
C: Bullshit.
A: It’s true!
C: I shouldn’t have had to change. The least you could do is be honest with me now.
A: Because I couldn’t handle my feelings! You made me feel at home, and safe. I would start off a day smiling and I never knew why. But you’re a demon, and it’s wrong! You were fine as you were to me, I adored you.
C: Adored?
A: You took my heart and you wouldn’t give it back! You, demon Crowley, are beautiful, and venomous, and you bite!
C: What..?
A: I got scared, Crowley, of you!
C: Scared of me?
A: I got scared of how much I…when we were cast out from our respective head offices, we were closer than ever. I found myself unable to run anymore. And I didn’t want to, and that was the worst part. So I thought, if you came with me to Heaven, then finally…
C: If I came with you to Heaven, it would finally be okay to care about me?
A: [tears up]
C: Well, guess what? It’s not okay anymore, Archangel Aziraphale! It’s not okay and it will never be okay again! When this is all over, you can go back to your perfect Heaven, with your perfect eternity and be as empty as you like, because I will never care about you again! And without me?
A: What?
C: Without me? I don’t think you know how to care about anyone. Anyone but Her.
A: Okay. [walks away]
C: Shut the door on your way out.
A: Okay. You’re right.
C: Right about what?
A: The only thing in this universe I care about is you.
C: (to himself) Angels don’t lie, angels don’t lie, angels don’t lie, angels don’t lie.
A: I pushed you towards being an angel because I wanted to escape what I was feeling. And I went with the Metatron anyway because I didn’t want to feel it. Loving you as an angel was safe. But it wasn’t real. There is so much that I don’t want to feel, Crowley. And the biggest thing that I don’t want to feel, is…
C: Is what? Hm? Is what?! What is it, Aziraphale, just say it!
A: Is that I love you!
C: I don’t believe you.
A: It’s true.
C: It’s not true. Nothing you say to me is true! You’re not even Aziraphale anymore, you’re a new angel, a FAKE angel.
A: No!
C: I don’t even recognise you and everything you say to me is A LIE! YOU’RE A LIAR!
A: Crowley, I’m-
C: SHUT UP!
A: I’m in love with you! Even in Heaven, you were always there. I can’t escape from you, because the only true thing I could ever feel, is my love for you.
[THEY HUG EACH OTHER AND SOB]

[@HaleyRadiant]

Awwwww these babiesssss!!! F U METATRONNNNN!! So freaking amazingly voiced & madeeeeee!!! 😭😭😭😭😭

[@ramennoodles3594]

I have to finish this later cus imma cry if i finish it now 😭

[@NickeeCarter]

OMGAWWWWWD

[@ModeratelyConcerning]

This is one of the first podfics I've read in a while and OH MY GODDD THE VOICE ACTING WAS PHENOMENALLLL😍‼️‼️‼️

[@clarestubbs9303]

Sobbing.....Damn we need this in Season 3.

[@lisa_wistfulone7957]

😭😭😭

[@w.centerprisesbluestar8603]

"Her...?" Is her...God??

[@catboxanimations985]

Yes