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- Опубліковано 21 тра 2024
- So...I want to vent in this video, actually there are many things on my mind and this is just one of them. a lot has happened in the last 3-5 years and the older I get - (I'll be 19 this year, so I'm already an adult)... honestly I don't know what to do or what to do with my life... I mean, when I was little, I wanted a lot of things and thought I would do all of that when I grew up, and now I'm an adult (only my age, not my mentality and behavior)... but I feel like all the things I want to do and make happen are slowly disappearing one by one, in fact I just live to do nothing....ambition, or the desire to become something is no longer there, also I am constantly worried about the future, I don't have many things to support me to continue standing in my future...and I don't know where to start to plan a future that will allow me to survive.
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I'm sure you'll figure out something eventually.. take your time, don't rush, don't compare.. You can also seek out some advice from other people. Start small and work your way up. I believe you can do it ❤
Fr
That was amazing 😭
Life is so incredibly hard. The future seems unimaginable sometimes, I can barely see it myself. I dont get how we are supposed to know how things will end, its so hard. To make a life worth living and be able to enjoy it is so difficult. Lossing passion and motivation for the things you once loved isn't fun either. The only stuff that makes me a little more hopeful are my friends who I can just mess around with and doing things I still like. I hope everything works out for you
Fr
I understand this feeling. As you grow, you also grow less interested in the things you used to like, and it's usually because there are people who either do or don't mean to discourage you. It's sad🙁
My girl! You are not useless! You are useful human being! Just look you make millions of people happy! And I’m sure you close ones love you, you are useful and beautiful and a great human being. You should not compare your self, try to count your blessings, we as human will alway have flaws but that doesn’t make you less important, overcoming those things is what make someone strong, and I know you are a strong person Mika. I hope you feel better soon ❤
i'm sorry, i don't know how to help, but i'm very sorry, im terrified if something like this would happen to me too, and i can understand you, i hope that you will find a good ambition to do, and try out new skills and hobbies if you want to help! make life fun and happy, even if you don't know what to do with it, you can always do hobbies or nice things or spend time with people you love as long as it makes you happy and healthy! ❤❤
I understand how you feel, I’m also 19 and i don’t know what i wanna do with my life. It’s hard cause when you are little, you think a many things you wanna do until when you get older. My advice to you is just take your time and go your own pace, there’s no rush to make yourself do something just cause you are an adult
Beautiful art as always & I know people always say it gets better so... I'll only say we are here to support you. 💙
I also feel the same way... Im in college right now and even with my future looking at me I still feel like I missed so much and all the opportunities I could've had are gone. But, I also know that I'll be okay. Even if I don't think so every day.. I know that I'll find my way & I know you will too.
I'm so sorry, I am struggling with the same thing but I'm still 17. I don't know where I'm headed, if there's anything out there for me that I could live from. As a child you're clueless and you just go ahead thinking it's all fun, because it's made out to be, but the reality is extremely stressful and not fun at all.
What helps me is taking it one day at a time, yes the future is there but that isn't right now you could also try new things to see what you like or confide in your friends and family and they might be able to help you.
Another thing that helps me is saying that everything is going to be alright even if it's hard for me to believe but saying that puts down my bad thoughts and thinking of scenarios for the future in a more positive light is like an act of defiance to the voice that wants to give me anxiety and worry for the future.
Also when something makes me happy even if it's small I try my best to be thankful for it even if I don't vocalise it because I know it can be very easy to be lost in the negativity.
One more thing that might help is taking a walk outside even if it's just in the garden but being out in nature and taking a close look at its details might just give you a nice smile to your day.
I hope you are able to feel better. ❤
I relate to you so much. I'm 21 and stuck in the same situation.
I have no idea how I'm going to survive in the future, and the world doesn't help with all the pressure people our age have to deal with.
As a person who is experiencing the same problem, i felt really sorry to hear that you feel this way. Life is hard and unpredictable but overcoming it will definitely make you stronger. Just stay in the present and give it your best every single day, finds some new hobby that might interest you or even ask your close friend for help. I believe that you will find the things you are looking for so dont rush it and take one step at a time. Hope you will feel better soon ^^
(you got this!)
Dont worry gurl we're always here to support you no matter what❤❤❤
You're the best person i have met online you aren't useless .i love your videos and gained trust in myself . I never watched a youtuber for so many years. you really made my life and my mental health better . Pls never stop ❤
I understand... Live is slowly become hard for us to do thing we wanted or like to do, just like me, I also don't know what to do even saying... Imjust keep trying new things but end up don't know what to do... It's pretty bad... But I like drawing and reading book, improving the thing you like, you will see what happens in the future
This must be a extremely difficult time for you Popochi, and I understand. Being confused about your future life choices must be extremely frustrating and baffling, but you shouldn't be disheartened. Life will eventually present wonderful opportunities for you, and im sure you'll be able to achieve them because of the amazing, unique individual you are! ❤️
Thats- sad😢
Me to, I feel like when i turn adult i would getting a lot of stress and scared because i am not that smart... I hope you can get trought this Pop!
I feel you. I also feel that my inner child asking what her future is going to be. Life is a challenge by God himself. We had to endure it. It might seemed difficult but it will turn out great one day.
I may don't know who you are and you may don't know who I am but I'll always pray for the people around me to ease their problems. You're a strong girl, Mira. I know you are. Stay strong, there's still people out there still supports you.
-By myself: Viane Amstervan
P/s : I sound like a mother do I ? Maybe I've become a therapist to many of my friends 😅😅😅
Popo, I will always support you. The second I saw your videos I became your #1 fan. I always told myself since I was a kid, "If you truly love someone, you would give everything you got to make them feel useful and good." I really do hope I can find a way to do that with you as, I share the same problem(ish), and I find you very useful with coping skills. You even kinda inspired me to wanna start a channel this summer! If there's any way I can help, please do share.. I will be here for you. :)
We will always be here for you and will support you for every decision you make 💗💗
I'm sorry your going through this! but don't worry, I'm sure your going to figure something out eventually! So take your time and don't rush, even when your stressed.. we will always support you when your going though something, even now..! And you are not useless! you are a wonderful being and a useful human! Mira, you are a strong, beautiful and an amazing person! i know your worried about the future but try to not focus on it so much, try to focus on the present for now and even if there's not alot of hobbies that you do. you can try to do some new one's that you never did! but just remember, Mira we will support you though the harshness and ask us advice or other people! just start small and work your way up, we believe you can do it, Mira!!❤
hope you get better ❤️
Beautiful as always ✨✨✨💅💅
I really hope your okay popochi/mira, we all hope you are okay and we love your animations.💗
You'll find out soon, it's normal to loose something you wanted to make it true, but you will still find soon an idea that you'll enjoy and make it happen for your future. The future is scary, but it's like this that we learn how to find something nice for your life 🙌💖
Its fine! You are who you are and it's really common to feel less wanted and useless when your older and you just, grow out of your childhood feeling sad, many felt that so that why we are allways here for you! You arnt useless and we will support :D 💜
I’m so sorry. The future can honestly be terrifying, but we just have to keep going and get through the hard times. I wish you luck, you can do this 🍀
(Someone once told me something like - as long as you work hard on as many things you can, your path will slowly become more obvious for you. I don’t have much experience with all this, but I hope that’s true for all of us. Keep trying hard, you’ll get there :) )
Keep up the spirit, friend!!!!
I know that actually I haven't reached the same age as you, but I can feel what happens at that age when I suddenly lose goals for yourself and don't know what to do,,And thinking about what will happen in the future Even so, we still have to live this life with the happiness that we still have You are not useless You are just too special for yourself and for everyone, just be yourself okay!!,,life is hard but at least there is sweetness behind it
I always support you❤❤
You can do it! I felt that way once and i still dont know what ill do but i hope you can get through it ^^
I completely understand that even tho I’m only 17 yet, I also struggle with my future, I don’t know what to do and I’m scared to try new things, I’ve been through depression and everything, the thing I can tell you is to not give up, keep going, try to talk to people if you need to and if there is no one you can talk to you can go to therapy and since you’re an “adult” you can do it without needing to tell it to anyone, if you’re feeling bad then take some time to only focus on yourself,do something you like or maybe just go for a walk, maybe go out do something with friends or any close people. Don’t give up we are all behind you and support you❤
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Life sucks a lot, but I don't want you to feel that way. You are not useless, you are a great person. You have done so much and gotten so far. I hope everything starts feeling better for you. I'll always be here for you, okay? ❤
I don't understand what you are going through, but I will give u internet hug 🫂
I hope u feel better 🤗
Omg no girl you have talents your amazing at drawing just look at the amount of subscribers you have and uh we all her for you
Sometimes life is rough you gotta go through it no matter what stops you
Im graduating this year, and its understandable how scary the real world is when your head is filled up. If you dont have anyone to support you physically, I (as many others), can and will support you virtually. You’re doing great so far, you’re growing and you’re learning more about yourself. It’s terrifying.
It’s a normal feeling. Just know you’re anything but useless. You make so many people happy with what you do, either it’s something you enjoy doing or just being yourself. You belong and you will always be an amazing person. You make so many people happy and we want you to be happy too! I’m so sorry you have to feel this way, just know, it isn’t permanent. You’re always improving and growing, and these feelings will leave 💕
i can fully relate here, I hope you find your path once again. Take time off so you can think about it
You'll be okay. You'll find something that will help you live and something you will enjoy, you will live, you will grow, you will make that little kid in you so proud. I promise.
Your art and your edit it so great 😭
I liv it sm 😭💖💖💖
always remember that youre amazing!!
This song brings back so much memories :(
Times are hard a lot
Don't lose hope and keep going on... Everything will be fine💞
YOU HAVE SUCH A BEAUTIFUL NAME ❤️❤️
Its okay, Pop. Growing is smth pretty big and kinda scary- Even if you don't know now, you have all your life!! When we are kids, we (mostly) all know what we wanna do, what we wanna be, and where we wanna go. Life change with age and mentality. And even if you're mentality is kinda like the one of a kid, that's doesn't take you points!! It even more funny!!! Growing make you more serious and everythings. Being more childish make our moral better, in my opinion. Anyways, you don't need to know all yours plans *now* just because you're an adult!! You can take your time. When your heart will be ready for a new aventure, you will know it.
I'm sorry for you, I hope whatever you are going through will get better soon 💗
I feel your pain, Mira. I'm already 21 years old and I noticed that life is getting difficult. I sometimes feel worried of what will happen to me in the future but I always pray to God to help me get through all of it.
I just want to say that you're always amazing and special. Don't hate yourself and please look forward on something beautiful in your life. We will always here to support you no matter what and please don't give up in your life. Your heart is like garden, you need to make sure that you take good care on it. Always take your time on yourself and you will understand that life is meaningful. I hope that this message helps you feel better and may God bless you everyday.
Awwe that's sad...i hope you get through it...!
Btw your arts are so beautiful omg ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡
You are an amazing person❤ dont think u r useless
Hi Assalamualaikum mira! I don’t usually comment but im someone who has been watching u since ur CHs era, (not to be parasocial-) and its such an experience growing up with your animations.
Its weird, turning to an adult but its a process we all eventually go through (and u have already kwkwk) i pray the best comes to you, and tysm for being such an inspo... i still remember me n my friend getting excited when you put her fanart in one of your end credits wkwk, semoga kemanapun jalanmu membawa berkah yaa
I may still be minor but I kind of relate to you and I don't really know how exactly to help you but I just want to let you know life will get, or what I hope do, don't know when or how but it will. And what I can do it's just hoping it will come true for you. ❤
And remember to take care of yourself and I hope you have a great day/afternoon/night!
Take the time you need. We're all here for you. Take time for yourself if you need to. You matter as well.
I'm so sorry. I'm bad at helping people but... what ever happenes you're very useful.. you helped me get better at drawing and more.. you gave me the courage to keep going.. whenever you feel sad or useless remember me and your fans ❤
Oh popoChi, you're useful, everyone is useful in their own way. Remember that every opportunity can be taken if possible, one day, all your efforts are going to be rewarded with a brilliant future that i believe you have. Again, your not useless, you're a great and talented artist, i believe you're a great person too, so don't let those thoughts let you down popoChi, everyone can be useful in their own ways, such as getting good grades, or either having a great talent, so, don't say that, your not useless, get well soon!!! We love you! (And Ur one of my idols)
It's really touching seeing everyone in this comment section relating to the video, we'll all be okay°
I've been, rewatching this for a bit now, I understand how you feel sometimes, but hey man, I've watched you for years, even before the username change, and you've always made my day, you're amazing and I admire you a lot, everyone here , we all are inspired by you, I wouldn't say that's useless now is it? Also, you're still young too y'know, you're still in the first few fractions if your life, take it easy, figure it out slowly, we'll all be here every step of the way, thank you for inspiring mez you helped me through some tough times, but now it's our time to support you, this may be coming from a nobody, but, I'll always be here for you, Mira, whether you see it or not :D, so live life to the fullest, stop worrying, and figure it out along the way, ok?
Why is this so cute even though it’s happy and sad! 😭💗
I'm in the same boat. Turning 20 this year, and i have no ambition, no goals and no achievements under my belt. As I am in a similar situation, I don't have a solution, but all I can say is this: life is not a race against anyone but yourself, so take your time.
It's actually more rare than you think to have it all figured out early. Most people only make something of themselves way later in life. Compare yourself to yourself only. You are your worst enemy and your only competition. You're not in a hurry, TRULY you're not. I know it feels like you should be, but that's not true. It's okay to do nothing, you have time. The hardest part is always the start.
I LOVE THE ARTSTYLE❤️❤️❤️
The only thing I can say is, do what makes you truly happy. It's truly dificult growing up, and I know that a lot of people expect us to know what we wanna do by 18/19 when the truth is, we'll never truly know. That's why I do what I like! Of course I do some things that I'm not realy found to but I need it to live. This is what a balance is made of for our life.
I don't even know if it's really mean something bc I'm tired but yeah, that's my advice, Find what makes your truly happy
please keep praying for ur future, im sure ur future wont go that bad.. im sorry if u feel this way.. ill pray for ur future to be great
I don't know how to help, nor what words can possibly comfort you. You won't see this anyway, but worth a shot. Hi. You're gonna get through this. You don't have to hurry. You can be slow, and that's fine. You're getting older, yes, but you still have so many years ahead of you. Don't dwell on what you couldn't do and focus on what you can now. You still have to do something for a living, that much is obvious. And it's probably overwhelming, having to plan your future in a society that doesn't wait for anyone. But hopefully, you'll understand that you still have time. Don't lose hope. You were made to be something, and you know what? You already are. You're a role model to some of the people who watch you. That's something, isn't it? You're a daughter to the people who raised you, and you're someone who people around you love. Give yourself a chance, and know that you're not alone in this. Take care. :]
Keep up the beautiful work
I truly pity all of you feeling this, you don’t deserve it, you’re useful. You’re amazing. All of you in the comment section can vent and I’ll help you 💕
(Reply to this comment, I won’t be notified otherwise)
A useful human being is for me, being yourself. you can be a child even if you have an expectation to be an adult in society. You doing this animation is already useful for humanity, whatever small it is--. If you need to reflect, then reflect, but if its too hard then take rest first :D just do something you love rn even if that something you love are kinda unnecessary to others, but not for you❤
No matter how tough life can be just remember that you can get through it no matter what. So keep up that shine! ᡣ𐭩
I wanna say that i am also going through a similar crisis. Not being able to figure out what ya wanna do or the step you wanna take into a potential future. For i am now 20 (going to turn 21 this year) and i am still not sure what i wanna do.
But know that, you always have time to be able to explore the many things you possibly can do★. The future is definitely a scary place.. i 100% agree with that. But i am sure that maybe taking steps like seeking advice or maybe exploring more of things you may wanna try and could potentially end up enjoying. You got this★ and be sure to always make time for yourself to breath for i believe rushing time only makes it worse
Hope you feel better soon
I’m sorry if this is happening to you, hopefully it’ll work out for you, and take all the time you need and stay healthy ❤️
I know one day you will figure it out, I wish you the best and whenever you need to you can always take a break ❤.
Mangat kak, jan patah semangat!!❤️
It’s Going To Be Okay .
Don’t Give Up Hope !
You’re Still VERY Young And People Don’t Find Careers Just Like That .
Just Think About What YOU Like To Do And Go From There .
For Example : Do You Like Drawing ? Continue Being An Artist
Do You Like Animating ? Work For A Program That Makes Animations Like Disney Or Sm Else
I Don’t Know If This Is Actually The Advice You Need But I Just Hope I Don’t Ruin Your Life And That You Find Peace With Your Life 🩷
You Are Useful To Us !
No matter how bad things seem.. always go to what your heart desires sometimes it can be hard to see and tell what is truly something that could lead you to the future you desire. But what matters is what you do in the present and see all the possible opportunities and discoveries you could do. As long as you do what you love. And enjoy what enlightens your heart, you will always find a way❤ it’ll be okay it needs time and patience stay strong and don’t give up >:D
It’s okay to be unsure, just because “you need to do this or that by this age” doesn’t mean you have to. There isn’t a race to finish a specific amount of things by the time you turn a certain age. It’s okay to start out slow! You are NOT useless by the way, you always have a place in this world! Even if you don’t know what to do right now, that doesn’t mean that you are useless. You have a positive impact on the world and you matter!
Keep going I support u!
Just like everyone on this planet you can make something of yourself . ❤❤ I know it's scary and I'm always struggling with it too. I just hold out hope that I can use what I love you find a way out of the darkness. ❤❤❤ Trust me Mira there's always a light at the end of the tunnel.
Millions reasons why I don’t think about the future and only dream about wanting to become one thing.
I wanted to own a farm, but then years later I want to be an artist. Life is hard, yes. But the more simpler you make things for yourself, you’ll eventually find your own path to life.
Don’t think about the future so often. Think about it once in a while, while I don’t think about it at all TvT.
Don’t push yourself, make things easier for you or to your understanding. Do things you can do, you want to do, you dream to do. Focus on the present, never the past, nor the future. But don’t push the old memories behind and don’t overthink about the future :)
I’m sure you’ll find your journey as an adult, you’ve still got a lot to learn still… so make up the time you’ve got, life is short but it’s never too short to take time.
I'm not going to lie
It's notmal you feel like that those last 3-5 years passed extremely fast and we didn't had really time to appreciate and fully understand what wss changing while this era
You are not useless and you not deserving to disseaper either just because you are lacking of ambition it's totally normal so i would suggest you to take a break , take your time to to think about your needs nad wishes for the future and then maybe the solution will come to you naturally
I wish to tell you that you are an amazing animator and hard working person , your works always amazed and inspired me and they still do
So please take time to rest and come back as the Popochi we all know and love deeply
I'm sorry if you're going through a hard time, however remember that were alway here for you
This song hits hard😮
Just take your time,you don´t need to still posting videos, it´s okay,we understand i love you WE love you, luck and you re not alone,and if you want support, you always have us! ❤❤ (sorry i´m late)
Girl, it's okay, take your time. Idk how to help much but.. I know a lot of things are already happening and you are probably confused about what to do or idk, everything gets so messed up sometimes and sometimes it's hard for us to figure it out, but there's another way that will come one day, just don't worry about it too much.. Just take your time, and maybe it will works out one day, do whatever you want as long it's make people happy and comfortable with you and it's make you happy too then do it, we're all here for you and will be waiting for you to feel better or something like that, I'm sorry if I didn't really help.. Idk how to say it right :'c but yea, sorry.. But as a fans... I OR WE LOVE YOU AND SUPPORTING YOU! AND STAY SAFE, STAY STRONG, HAVE A GREAT DAY/AFTERNOON/EVENING/NIGHT WHERE EVER YOU AREEE!!! ❤️🩹
i understand this sm :C
IT WAS SAD BUT SUPER SUPER GOOD
Although you may not know what to do currently, I’m sure you will find out eventually. It is very normal for someone to be unsure of their future. I’m sure you will find something out eventually, by accident or through searching. Us viewers and subcribers can only sit back but we will cheer you on.
I love your animation, I wish I could do that 😊
it is soo cool❤
I love that song.
I could give you sime tips, but I want you to remeber that life will be hard for you. It’s okay to feel emotions and hopeless, and it’s okay to try to figure things out and fail. But at least, right now I believe you still have some sort of hope and ambition since you want to figure things out. ❤
Never give up. Even after "death".
Funny enough
I was hit in the chest by this video because I'm in the exact situation as you
I turned 20 not that long ago, no friends, no job, no dreams, no love and feeling like I have no future, it's hard but I gotta keep pushing and have hope that my future will be different.
And then as I just went onto Twitter, first post I see is about a guy in Colombia who in love and married a Rag doll and has 3 rag doll kids, which made me think "hm, maybe my life ain't that bad after all"
U may not know what to do now, u may not know what life is for but it's all already planned out. It's all already written. But for now, don't worry about the future, it's for u to discover soon. And as long as u have the will to continue living, that's enough. U don't always have to achieve higher, sometimes u just need time to process everything you've been through and appreciate everything u have today. Just take time for yourself, i'm sure u will find something worthy for yourself soon :>
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we have the exact problem here, i don't know what to be when i grew up but yet everyone told me to think about it from now..
i don't know.. i just really don't don't know.
Maybe in some ways.. i can find it myself.. Ughh
Is so good :O
May Yah be with you and your loved ones! You’ll be ok! Everything will be okay! You’re very strong!!
♡
Life is tough but time doesn't wait for anyone. I'm not saying you should rush yourself but you should make sure that you are always continuing forward no matter the obstacles in your way because if you choose to look back, you WILL get left behind and I am speaking from experience myself.
My choice of words are probably not what you want but are probably what you need to remember. Life isn't like a walk in the park, it's more like you're hiking up a very tall mountain that has no hiking path but most mountains have a beautiful view at the top don't they?
Finally A NEW VIDEOOOOOOO!!!!!!!🥳
I’m 27, chronically ill and will probably have to abandon my dream study and live off of disability “benefits”. Life sucks. But in the words of my favourite rapper, Ren: in small moments I am able to do art/ read a bit/ spend time with my boyfriend. These things make life what it is. I fear so much for the future, but I know I have to keep living. For now, life is OK enough that I have to do so.
You are a useful human being, very useful, look at the drawing skills you have, don't waste it to use your skill to see the word many things you haven't seen yet then when you've finished seeing them, draw them on a blank canvas so other people can see them too you are a useful person, believe me