An Emotional Vlog | Weekly Vlog | Elle Darby
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- Опубліковано 5 лют 2025
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Seeing that massive smile on your face when sitting in your mums car is everything 🤍
Elle holding it together but putting tears in everyone else’s eyes 😭 how are you so strong and brave 😫 love how your face lit up in the car x
Iknow i was crying 😢
This was a lovely tribute to your mum Elle. Well done for not only documenting this but allowing us to see it, I know this is going to help so many people. You are a lovely strong young lady and Conner is a great support to you. See you on the next vid. Big love 💕
I log the denim short from Zara I need new one but may as w uet rl summe next year love ur videos
Aww a sweet have ur mum car
Elle sitting in the car and saying "mum, how do I do this?" broke me. Even though she was smiling and happy about getting her mum's car back, it just made me think of all the things in life that you need your mum's help with. You're so strong, such an inspiration! Sending you love
I can’t imagine how immensely proud your mum is of you and Katie and all your achievements. Stay strong queens 💖
Why what's she done? Trained as a nurse, or a carer or joined the Army to serve the country??
@@mrfrisky2997 if you can't say anything nice why say anything? Doesn't matter what she has done she has lost her Mum and needs to learn to deal with it. Unless you have lost a parent you have no idea how it feels.
getting through the first occasions (birthdays, Christmas’, the anniversaries) are always the hardest but I love how you celebrated your mums birthday, she would’ve been so happy you vlogged it 🤍 my love goes to you and Katie 💗
my heart aches for you Elle. you’re such a strong, positive soul and I think it’s incredible that even in some of your darkest moments, you still manage to shine so brightly, and bring comfort to others. a true angel🤍
Lost my dad two years ago. He had a stroke about 15 minutes after I left his house. I always cry on his birthday and it's always at a really random point of the day. Grief is a weird thing.
Sarah so sorry for your loss🌸
There’s a beautiful white butterfly that visits my garden every morning and every time I see it, it reminds me of you and your lovely mum! Much love to you 👑😇
You’ve reminded me to not take my mum for granted, I barely see her I sadly moved a good 30 minute drive away from her and I don’t drive. If I got a bus it’s over an hour and I have a toddler so it’s just a nightmare, I had a think to myself there and thought ‘if my mum died right now what would I think/say to myself’ - I would regret not spending more time with her, not taking that hour long journey to sit with her, not texting her everyday and mostly not telling her I love her enough. I’m 23 and she’s 53 so similar ages to you and your mum. Thank you for that reminder, I think of you and Katie a lot 💖
When u look and it was 11:11 that was a perfect moment of your mum saying hello. The lighting everything 🦋
There were butterflies on your dog walk! Seeing butterflies shortly after losing a loved is a beautiful sign that the spirit of your loved one lives on.
Sending light and love from North Carolina USA! LOVE YOU GUYS!
Thank you Elle for allowing us into your mums first heavenly birthday.
I lost my father out of the blue when I was expecting in the hospital I still work in. My daughter was born on the day he passed away.
Sending you so much love darling. Your mum will always be smiling down and know her two beautiful princesses are still continuing each day knowing shes with them. X
You are so strong Elle. Every time you talk about your mum I get so choked up. Can’t even begin to imagine how hard these past few months have been for you. ❤️
I’m 16 and my dad suddenly passed away November 2018, I think you using your platform to talk about how you are feeling with complete honesty is amazing💞 if you or anyone else needs someone to talk or relate to through the unbelievably hard and seemingly impossible times of grief I’m here :)
Thank you for sharing Mums Bday day with US. She would be So...proud of how beautiful inside & out you are.....When u mentioned mums Memory Box my tears were rolling. The Beetle such a lovely thing to do. One brave daughter xx
The car would be a lovely gift to Katie when sbe learns to drive, getting her mums car as her first car🥰
I think it would be lovely but it would be so difficult and traumatic for her if she ever wanted to get a different car or if she damaged the car 😔
Xx
Absolute shivers all over my body. Your mum was with you all day and sat beside you in the car and it was her that made you listen to her cds so you could smile and remember to good times. Xxxx
The moment you sat in your mums car, omg, such a beautiful moment. Sending my love to you and your family x
It might sound strange but I really appreciate you sharing such a sore and sensitive experience with us. You have no idea how many people that this will help. It’s so relieving to know everyone has those days where they can’t function properly and to just accept it. Embrace the days where you can’t do what you need to do and do stuff they loved doing. Live their life for the day and it helps you to feel closer to them. I’m so glad you went and drove her car, ate her favourite foods, met up with her best friends, went for a walk in her favourite places. It shows that she is living through you and it is amazing to see. You are such and angel and I adore you. Love you girl
The joy in your eyes and face when you talk about happy memories brings me so much happiness for you. You are the kindest and bravest soul and you deserve so much in life. I know every day must be hard for you but you truly can do it 💗
Your smile when you were in your mums car, I bet she was sitting right there in the passenger seat with you all proud 💖
I’ve lost both my parents & i’m so happy you’re talking about your grief and how you’re dealing with life without your Mum. You don’t realise how much comfort you’re providing to people going through similar experiences! Sending so much love to you & Katie 💕
😪 Elle I’ve just caught up with your video. Watching you has bought back so many memories for when I had to endure the first year after losing my mum to a brain tumour 4 years ago. I lost her when I was 31 and I thought I was the only one at that age to lose a parent so young, but you are right, there are so many young girls going through the same journey. 4 years on and I still dread special dates and some days I find myself wondering who I am without my mum (like I’m totally lost) listening to you is how I feel a lot of the time, and you are right, give herself permission to get up later and do those things that make you feel close to your mum. You are sooo strong Elle 😘 I may have cried through the second part of your video, but to listen and watch you helps me to cry and release my feelings, because as a mum and a woman I feel I have to be strong all the time. Thank you 🤗 xx
Sending hugs to you and Katie, when you sat in your mam's car your face said a thousand word. Take care Elle xxx
Oh Elle! You are so strong, your Mum will be so proud of you, and of course KitKat. When I saw the butterfly on the footage from your walk around her village it made me well up. Sending lots of love to you and your family. Take care of yourself. Xxx
Your face when starting your mums car had me bawling my eyes out just the raw emotion and happiness in your eyes...you're such an inspiration and lucky to have con by your side as he is lucky to have u to xxxxxx
I think it’s really great that you document the moments that make you feel emotional. It’s really important for everyone to understand that moments like your mum’s birthday will make you feel emotional so that we all see that it’s okay to just let ourselves feel those emotions. We shouldn’t worry about what other people might think. Sending you and Katie lots of love and hugs x
Thank you for showing the grieving process. I’m sure it’s helping others in the same position x
Oh Elle, you've made me cry again...in a nice way....my mum's car is an extension of her...so I just wept when you got in it
.and spotted the old toy..I'm glad you have it xx Thank you for sharing darling xxx I think you planned the day right xx And if Katie was here you might of worried about her more
.than your own grief...so you did it..first anniversary XXX
I've only recently found your you tube Ellie and all your content about your Mum is so refreshing to see. I lost my own Mum to cancer when I was 17 so seeing someone else go through it and being honest and raw is so important. Thanks for sharing something I know is so hard to share xx
I just can’t get over how incredibly strong you are. You really are a credit to your beautiful mother. Never deny how you are feeling beautiful 💕💕💕💕
I’m 21 and lost my mum last October unexpectedly, it’s so refreshing to see someone celebrating an anniversary without feeling guilty in doing so, Thank you Ellie💗
It’s my mums birthday today as well and she’s been gone for nearly 5 years ago now it’s doesn’t get any easier you just learn to live with it better one day at a time . It will be ok you will heel it just takes time and you will put it in a place where u feel comfortable with it. It must be lovely to have the car so many fun times to think of . X
I love seeing these kinds of videos where you honest and sharing so much with us! We’re so happy to see you posting what makes you happy. Your mum would be so proud of your growth during this season of life. I love that you were able to get her car! So happy for you and that you have con there for you, he seems so caring for you! Love you 💞💞
This is so helpful Elle. My fiancé and I found his dad dead last year and I've never really known what to do for him on those particular occasions as he never really talks about it. Vlogs like this help not only people who are struggling with their own grief, but friends, family and loved ones who are trying to help on the outside. Thinking of you and Katie this week and thank you ❤
Your strength is so inspiring Elle, I am sure your mum is looking down on you smiling and sending you signals to tell you how proud of you she is. ❤️ Meeting her best friend, butterflies, feathers. ❤️
Elle, You’re so brave! You’re angel for Katie, Mom is proud of You.
You are so so strong and brave Elle 💗 Grief is still something I am straight with but seeing you document and openly speak about your grief really helps and sends a reminder that I'm not alone 🥰
Gosh Elle, you’re just amazing. The way you made such a hard day so special and clearly a celebration of your mum, I’m sure that’s exactly what she’d have wanted. Sending lots of love x
Again I’m in awe of your skin!
Your beautiful mum blessed you with not only good looks but a lovely personality!😌
I'm in bits 😭 What a lovely day and to get your Mums car on that day too is amazing. Such a beautiful touch xxx
The white butterflies on your walk 🦋🥺🤍 she’s with you, always. Every time I see them I think of you. Thoughts are always with you & Kitkat 🤍✨
Elle, I have lost my mum too. It is extremely hard when you pass birthdays, Christmas & Mother’s Day. I release balloons with messages on and see them float up to heaven for her to catch. She’s with you everyday💗
Joanne I do the same thing with the balloons as you do for your Mum.... for mine xx Hugs ♡
Your face when you sat in your mums car 🥺 you had me crying at many points in this video. So raw. So beautiful. Your mum would be so proud.
We were thinking of both you and Katie this week, your mum is so so proud of you both. Sending you so much love ❤️
How can someone be so pure and genuine, your mum must be so proud of you and Katie. Keep slaying angel because you’re doing an amazing job at that!🤗♥️
I think its lovely and a positive step in your grief journey, losing your mum is really hard but I think she's very proud of you and how your handling it, she will always be with you and shes shining down from the sky with all the other mums watching over their daughters with pride xxx
Literally just wanna give you a hug 🤍🤍 just remember she’s high in the sky looking down and celebrating every second with you each day 🤍
Loved this. Your mum would be so proud of the kind of person you are. So pure and kind ❤
Darling girl, your so brave and so open which you don’t realise helps so many people! Your mum would be so proud of you! 💓
I cried so much when you said happy birthday mum. I hope God gives you the blessings you and your family deserve xxx
Been thinking a lot about you this week Elle. Sending you and Katie all the love in the world. You’re so strong and I admire you so much. Your mum would be so proud of you and Katie. Love you so much xxxxx🤍🤍🤍
You are the most genuine and beautiful woman, inside and out. Your mum would be proud at what amazing girls she has raised, you are a true credit to her 💕
My heart breaks for you Elle, it truly does. I’m just getting ready to go out for dinner with my boyf and I’ve just finished my make up and couldn’t hold in the tears any longer. You’re amazing, you’re incredible, you’re a true inspiration to so many girls. I feel like I really know you because I’ve been watching your videos for so long, way back when you were doing bikini competition prep. Hope you have an amazing day angel if you read this. Sending all my love to you, always❤️
So sorry to hear about your mum. I lost mine when I was 7, I'm now 28 and still find it really hard, especially now I have children, knowing she wont get to meet them. Also still find her birthdays really hard. Thank you for opening up. I'm sure it will help alot of people x
I’ve got such a weird feeling that once you and Con are a bit more settled, your mum is going to bless you with a baby. I hope you’re okay. It’s awful but it does get easier, slowly but surely 🧸🤍
Amie Elise omg how weird you literally predicted it!!!
@@milliemartin2749 OMG!!!!
Wow, what an amazing tribute to your wonderful mum, I’m sure she would be so proud of you! You’re incredibly strong. Thank you for sharing this and helping others at such a difficult time. Sending so much love 🥰❤️
recently your vlogs have been really long and tbh I’m here for it!!
A beautiful tribute to your lovely mum Elle so pleased you kept her car . I lost my dad a month after your mum it's still raw up and down days sending my love xxx
I lost my dad with in 3 months of being diagnosed with cancer and 7 months later lost my sister with a brain bleed so I understand the feeling your going through.. much love 💖💖😘
The pain in your face is so hard to watch, I hear the apple in your throat n it’s clear to see that your beautiful mum was your everything, I promise you Elle she is with you every step of the way, you will never get over loosing your angel but you’ll find ways to deal with it, and the pain will I hope so much turn to lovely beautiful memory’s! I’m sending you soooo much love and hugs from my son our puppy and I. Your amazing and you will get through this. Hugs xxxxxxxxx
Hope you’re okay Elle honestly I love you so much and you call us angels but if we’re angels you’re the god! You’re always looking so pretty so cute no matter what even without makeup I love you and if you see this I just hope you know that you are worth it and you’re so pretty and you’re personality is just so cute😍😍 love you Elle thankyou for being a god to us angels ❤️❤️✨✨✨
Sending hugs to you Ellie, thankyou for this video , I lost my dad 11 years ago and every birthday I sit and just remember him. As I’ve got older different memories have come back which is comforting but it is always hard! You’re such a strong woman, thankyou for sharing your life :) x
Aww elle this video broke my heart, wished I could just jump in the screen and give you a big hug. You mum is so proud of you angel
I don't understand how you don't have millions of subscribers. Your so genuine, funny, loving and talented. Love you Elle xxxx
I lost my dad to
suicide when I was 6....I say it's harder when you are older. On the flip side you were blessed with many many years of love and memories. Praying for you. Stay blessed 💕
Thanks for sharing your grief and being so vulnerable. I relate to so much of your story and I appreciate the realness of your grief journey. I too lost my mom to cancer and it's been 4 years, it still stings just the same. Sending you so much love
Your mum did orchestrate meeting up with her best friend - she’s always with you 💞 Even in the simple things like 11:11 and the white butterfly. I hope in time you can hop in the car with Katie and Con for road trips here, there and everywhere singing along to all those old classics together!
You and Katie are making your mum so proud! I wouldn’t know myself how to cope losing my mum, but you see Katie are incredibly strong! Keep your head high your mum is always looking over you!💕
Last October I came home and found my Dad died in his bed overnight, it shook me to my cor will never ever be the same, crushed my soul so deeply, right then and there part of me died instantly. Never thought at my age I will never be able to have the honor to say "DAD",again, not in the present tense, would give the world to do so!! Hug & appreciate your parents, they are a blessing..... close your eyes, try to picture your life without seeing, hearing or hugging either of them again, it is a billion times worse in real life.
Tracy-ann omg this happened to me as well. The shock of it broke me. I will never be the same. People don’t understand what it’s like. Sending you love 💖 xxxx
@@stormskies3861 so sorry for your loss fellow angel, unless it happens in your own life it is impossible to really, really understand & feel the darkness left behind. big hugs & lots of love sent right back to you Danni!! x
I am so sorry to hear that. I lost my mum over 7 years ago and now the thought of losing my dad is unbearable.
Laura H Aw bless you, I feel your loss hunni, losing a parent is so hard, hugs to you 💖💖 xxxx
I lost my Mum to Cancer 3 months ago I want to say Thankyou ,you have been such a comfort to me over the past few months . You are such a Strong Inspirational woman 💖
Omg ellie now u have put me in a predicament . Just got sorted to start tackling the garden something I hate then I see a notification from u.now I'm like sugar do I continue the half hour vlog or do I do my garden that I hate but if I sit down with a tea an biscuit will I actually get bk up an go do the garden. I don't think I will 🤦🏻♀️.but your looking stunning as always girl xxx
You are amazing! Your beautiful mum would be smiling down with joy and happiness at you & con you & Katie are a credit to your beautiful mum❤️ stay strong Elle xxxx
HANG IN THERE, i WAS 23 WHEN MY MOM DIED UNEXPECTLY ONE MONTH AFTER MY DAD DIED AND 2 MONTHS AFTER MY SON WAS BORN i WANTED TO DIE, BUT i AM 66 AND STILL HERE, BE THANKFUL YOU HAVE YOUR VIDEOS, BECAUSE i REALLY CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT M,Y MOM SOUNDS LIKE, IT WILL GET EASIER, BUT YOU WILL ALWAYS MISS HER. HUGS
Without a doubt those butterflies were your mum. I sob every time I watch you and you make me want to cherish time with my parents. Well done for making it the most positive day and making it the most special ever!💗
Never been this early
Me either!!
Happy birthday to Elles mum!! You have incredible daughters who will forever keep your memory alive. ❤
When I heard lights up by Harry styles playing in the background of Zara I freaked out
Same, he follows me everywhere i swear aha!
Thank you for sharing this day with us Elle, safe to say we are all rooting for you 💘 you really are so strong. All my love to you and Katie xxxx
24:06 it sounded like someone said something in the background idk it might just be me🤷♀️
I think it was Con 🤗
clair berkon it might of been I’m not sure but the camera was pointing at him and it didn’t look like he said anything but idk it might be😊
The smile on your face when you sit in your mums car, wow! This video is so raw and really captures the heart. I wish I could give you a big hug. I’m sorry you couldn’t be with Katie and your dad and other family at this time but my god I’m so glad you have Connor. You’re truly amazing Elle, really you are. Your mum will forever be so so proud of you and Katie🦋🦋
literally 99% wont see this but, god bless u and stay safe during these hard times read my name btw❤️
I cried just watching your smile in your mums car. She will be so thankful. You are so strong and you have been the best sister to Katie xxx
i loved that you vlogged your Mum's birthday. I completely understand how you felt with being in the same situation. Everything you said touched my heart, the firsts are always the worst. Years after are still hard but if you get through the first you can get though them all. Lots of love Elle. xx
Started watching your Christmas decorations vlog and couldn't stop watching more these touched my heart your a lovely couple and I hope you find strength in knowing we all love watching you both xx
You & your family are on my mind on a daily basis, I am always thinking about you & hoping your okay. Your mum would be so proud of you & Katie & I know that she’s looking down everyday looking after you two🦋
I lost my Nan who was like a mum and Elle just now how much more normal you made me feel watching this. Some days I can cope and get on. Other days I’m a mess and didn’t know that was normal. I just hide it away. You’re so strong and you help me more than you’ll ever know xxx
Oh Ellie...bless you Babe! Happy birthday to your mummy up in heaven. She will be so proud of how strong you have been xx
Elle, you have the most beautiful ❤️ ever! Your Mum is always with you and Katie, smiling from her lounger on a gorgeous beach, with so much pride for her girls. Love you Elle xo
Elle I look up to you so much for sharing your heart online, growing as a human being on earth every single day and helping us do the same. love you
This was amazing, so raw and completely from the heart! Keep doing what you do - your Mum would be so so proud of you! xxxxx
Beautiful! Happy Birthday to your mum, you did it, you got through it and you will continue to make your mum so so proud xx
What a beautiful vlog, your mum would be so proud of you and kitkat! Sending my love xxxx
Oh Elle😭 you are so strong! Your mum is looking down at you now and she’s more proud than ever💖
You are so incredibly strong and inspiring and your mum would be so proud, every single day! Keep doing what your doing and smashing all your goals, because you’ll be making her smile up there. ❤️❤️
Sending you so much love 🤍 You are such a strong women and such an inspiration sharing videos like this to show the real side of grief for others. We love you xx
Elle Darby I love you so much your courage is beyond anything I have known,to make a video and turn it into opening up your heart and expressing your feelings is so hard to do at any age but especially for someone so young, it’s the worst thing ever to miss someone so much .I strongly believe you will be helping many people in the same or similar situations that you are dealing with it’s not easy every birthday,family occasion , every photo yer it’s heart wrenching. The look on your face whilst driving the car away broke my heart. God bless your dear heart I’m pleased you spoke to Katie she is a little darling stay strong and treasure each and every memory you have of you precious mum. Take care ❤️
Lovely Elle sending you a huge hug ,thank you for sharing xx My beautiful mum passed away 7 months ago tomorrow.It was my birthday last week...it was an emotional day for me..missed her so much.We always went to her house by the sea for a long weekend and she'd spoil me and make me a cake.Everyday ...I can't believe shes gone xx
I love you Elle so so much! such a strong girl your mum would honestly be so so proud of what an angel you are!xx
I can totally understand what it was like for you I lost my mum 3 years ago her birthday was the 1st aug I sobbed, you did so well vlogging this day and holding things together, it was a joy to see your smile when you saw your mums car, and paying tribute to her birthday and the memories you hold so dear. Always remember if you see a butterfly or a white feather, or a single star in the sky your dear mum will be close by. Love you guys take care, Elle. xxx