CellarDoor - Acedia/Sloth (Official Audio)

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LYRICS
Slow, as the mind will rot
Giving up on the fight that I fought
Bleak is my future as I believe
The state of stasis is my only relief
Never feel the urge to undertake
Failed to see the height of what is at stake
Never seem to see the fault in myself
Just a small step away from the grave that I delve
Turn away, turn away, leave no footprints behind
Leave the path a stray, nothing left for you to find
I blame it all on myself just like I did before
I find that there is just no reason to live anymore
Paralyzed by indecision
No sense of purpose, no perception or vision
Indulge myself into nothing as I partake
Once again I feel how this life is fake
Can’t stop to slip of into paradise
A life of sloth where I feel nothing at all
It creeps up as I start to realize
That when I get this high
It’s just a longer way to fall
It’s just a longer way to fall
And I can’t seem to get out of this oppressed spite
Can’t see the good in a daily rut
Rot away in a depressed life
It fades away from me as I start to cut
It fades away from me as I start to cut
Seconds slip away
I’ve lived in the now
Sliver of me will stay
And yet I feel that somehow
I need to constantly remain in one place
Feed of the envy of all
Yet I remain a disgrace
Hours pass by, no movement detected
I’m trapped in myself
The rusted joints are infected
Time will stand still
As I focus my breath
Ruptured at my will
The constant rest will be my own death