Liam doesn't have a wife. He has a girlfriend, Maya Edit 1: he is engaged to Maya Henry and they are so cute together 💜 Edit 2: that didn't age well at all😭
@@stanoned Someone said Harry is sometimes so slow. That was when Zayn made a reference to a Harry comment about a view in Sweden (I think). Zayn smirked...noone got it. Laughing so hard on my end
Directioners str3am drag me down and story of my life to get them to one billion before one direction's anniversary 23 of July. And also str3am story of my life on the 18 of July the Sunday before the anniversary to get it up on the charts again We can do it !!!!
1:15 Poor liam's mom, imagine having to keep that huge smile for a minutes, my mouth would hurt after that, it already hurts after three seconds for the school picture
Yea, he cried 5 times during filming and I don't blame him. He has been through so much pain and still manages to remain strong during it. It sucks to see the old 1D videos and then more recent videos because he looks so sad and I just wish I could tell him that we all support him and make sure that he is ok. Lou really deserves the world 🥺
opposite boyfriends: Harry: *being very deep and talking about how it's emotional looking back at how far he's come* Louis: gOoD tHiNG i sTiLL fiT iN My sWeAtER
Louis, the funniest guy is living the saddest life First lost his mom to leukemia and then his sister 'cause of over dose of cocaine My heart cries blood tears 😢😢😭😭
@@Mansi-py6qf well the boy's had a controlling management which over worked them as well and so obviously they weren't allowed to say much but all the boys had given many hints in many interviews over the years about how much they were controlled by management before and even after 1D seperated ..... And for that I don't remember which interview was it but Zayn did give an indirect statement that how he was forced to give some statements when he left 1D and the way he said that and his choice of words made it obvious that his statement in which he said that they all weren't friends or that he didn't really talk to harry were totally fake
Emily singh it really isn't bothering me... it's been years...I'm still here...now and then watching these... smiling at myself and the change these 5 idiots brought into my life!
But, he's is sitting in other manner.Probably a difficult task for him😅..To prevent fall, they have installed the chair with the help of drill machine..
@Yu Heng Crap you got me. I forgot... But I still think of it sometimes! I just don't usually have time :) So yes I broke my promise to myself and the internet XD.... oops
okay but that picture, as the video ends and as harry sings “the story of my life” just made me so fucking emotional. imagine, what, 40 years from now on, they recapitulating all these moments, looking at old photos of them together... and thinking that we’re kind of doing the same here, doing marathons of their old videos, seeing them so happy and young. i’m never getting over them. even when i’m 40, catch me coming back to watch this video and cry.
Can we just appreciate Zayn's hug to his sister from behind... Has my whole heart...🥺🥺🥺 Nd this man, Louis, the great shape that I've manager to be in🤣🤣🤣
Thank you for uploading this. I enjoy these behind the scenes videos just as much as the music videos. The boys just seem so genuine and down to earth.
Zayn: has a girlfriend and a kid Liam: is engaged and has a kid Louis: has a kid and a girlfriend Harry: is filming another movie Niall: is having fun with nandos
Bless him❤️ AND IM SO CONFUSED WHERE ARE PEOPLE GETTING THIS INFORMATION FROM PLEASE TELL ME AND IF THERES A VIDEO PLEASE REPLY WITH THE LINK (idk why I did all caps lol but please tell me ❤️)
Nobody: As in literally nobody: Not even a single soul: Not even Directioners: Louis while the other lads are talking abt their photos: I see a very SHTEWPID photo of Liam there. I can't with this man xD This is why I love Louis 😂
the song "story of my life" has been apart of my life so so many years. It's always a song I come back to even when Im having a difficult time because its a song I can relate to. Immediate nostalgia when I watched the music video and this behind the scenes mini video. I look through my own old photos and realize how happy I was as a child. I remember 2013 for me was the worst year, I was bullied as a child and I had to repeat my 2nd grade year. and yet It was when I found this song. I wish 1D the best luck if they every come back! I will always remember them as the people who saved my life in the hardest times.
Re watching One Directions videos every once and a while just makes me feel alive. If im having a bad day or i dont feel like life is real one day I just come back and watch One direction.
i clearly remember the days i spent on my phone and on my laptop to stream the mv over and over again with the whole fandom. 2013 was a very fantastic era for me and also the fandom perhaps. Everything looks so pure.
That's OK. I think of that myself, and I am 72. There are so many memories. Enjoy your youth. When you are my age, you will think about how time went by too fast.
Louis part was the saddest
But now he lost also jay and fizzy
Stay strong boobear🖤
Who's Jay?
@@elibeth3521 his mother Johanna
so sad honestly :(
Who's fizzy?
Luize Lange his sister
1:29 “i do all of my own stunts”, zayn says proudly
the stunt: *sitting on a chair*
Matilda M I love his humor🤧🤧
He’s such a bad boy🥵
His humour is so underrated
Dj MALIK ;)
I love zayn so freaking much 😣😣😭
zayn has to sit on a chair
zayn: yeah i do my own stunts
No replies? Wow
He has a really great sense of humour. Dry, sarcastic, deadpan. There's so much more to him than people fail to see
Sophia Kamin lol
i think i laughed too much
HAHHA I LAUGHED LMAO
Liam: Has a kid and a wife
Louis: Has a kid
Niall: Has a girlfriend
Zayn: Has a kid
Harry: Has a watermelon farm
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAJAJAJAA
sigh, i've seen this comments on every 1d/solo video. just top
Liam doesn't have a wife. He has a girlfriend, Maya
Edit 1: he is engaged to Maya Henry and they are so cute together 💜
Edit 2: that didn't age well at all😭
hmm i wonder when people are going to stop overusing the same comment and judging other peoples self-worth based off their kids and significant others
The sad part is that he doesn’t have a watermelon farm, that part was just a rumor 😭
On one:
Not even Kevin:
Zayn: **wiggles plastic hand** tOyS ArE cOoL
Hahahahha LOL
🤣😂😂
Harry, Niall, Zayn, Liam: *talking about really cute and emotional moments*
Louis: "I see a pretty stupid photo of liam here"
Me: omfg louis 😂😂
Hahhah yeah that cracked me up!
It all zayn follt
Michelle Martinez omg im an army ahahaa! My name is michelle too!💜💜 purple uuu
Having translated this is the only thing I don't regret in my life (I speak Spanish)
thats what i call lilo goals xD
Louis: I can see a pretty stupid photo of Liam there...
Liam: it's quite nice looking at everybody else's picture...
bro that made me laughhhh
He is Savage 💗💗
Louis: I see a pretty stupid photo of Liam there
Me: **dies of laughter**
SAME I KEEP REPLAYLING IT LMAO
He looks genuinely creepy. His facial expression.
Anyone els just want to spend a day just walking around the set and just look at all the pics of them?
Ari Erin yeah like a museum😍
Ari Erin me!😁
Erin Grace me
YES!😍
me
Louis' picture that they recreated kinda made me sad. Two of the people in the original died.
And now two more
@@therealkingcharis5818 that's so sad😫
😭😭😭😭😭
And now fizzy and jay too
Now I’m crying
"I can see I pretty stupid photo of Liam there" see this is why I love louis😂😂💘💘
Where m not able to find this line ...??
@@Swarnnika 1:44
I know
HI ME
@@jajajjaajael thank you 😅
1:28 omg zayn humour is underrated
He's sooo funny. *noone laughs*
@@deniserichards2187 I do! He’s superb I LOVE HIM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCHHHHHHH
@@stanoned Someone said Harry is sometimes so slow. That was when Zayn made a reference to a Harry comment about a view in Sweden (I think). Zayn smirked...noone got it. Laughing so hard on my end
I do... but i didn't notice (how cute&funny he is) until watching this video...
is she his real sister?
Everybody else: °talks about memories and deep moments in their lives°
Louis William Tomlinson: goOd ThAT i STilL fiT iN my SWeAteR
smol bean
Is someone gonna tell him?
So who's telling him?
@@anushkasingh5270 tell him what
@@andhoneyyoushouldseemeinac9225 that he is really smol
Zayn: Sits on top of a chair
Also Zayn: Yah I do all of my own stunts. No strings attached
"no strings attached" aww zayn contain yourself!!!
Lmao
😂😂
😂😂😂
Bradford bad boy? Give it a rest, Bradford Stuntboy more like.
I love how everyone is explaining their photos and louis is just like "Pretty stupid photo of liam right there"😂
😂😂
😂😂
Directioners str3am drag me down and story of my life to get them to one billion before one direction's anniversary 23 of July.
And also str3am story of my life on the 18 of July the Sunday before the anniversary to get it up on the charts again
We can do it !!!!
Jeez! 🤣 Louis loves to roast Liam a lot, doesn't he? 😂
1:45
1:15
Poor liam's mom, imagine having to keep that huge smile for a minutes, my mouth would hurt after that, it already hurts after three seconds for the school picture
jsjsjs fr
hits harder now
Their best video yet.
SO PERFECT AND BEUTIFUL
Definately! I swear the only one to bring me to real, unstoppable tears. Louis must have had a hard time filming it.
Of course tyler would say that
ilybb
OMG ikr
I still cry my eyes out at Louis's part
OMG SAME 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Same 👁💧👄💧👁
No grandparents anymore...
@@silvanaceroncuello6549 🥲🥲🥲🥲
Yea, he cried 5 times during filming and I don't blame him. He has been through so much pain and still manages to remain strong during it. It sucks to see the old 1D videos and then more recent videos because he looks so sad and I just wish I could tell him that we all support him and make sure that he is ok. Lou really deserves the world 🥺
Louis: today's been lot of fun
Also Louis: cried 5 times filming this video
He is so strong, my heart 😭😭
Bless him❤️ How do u know Louis cried? And where can I see the information even tho Ik I’m gonna regret it xx
even i wanna know
wait why
@@honestly284 you know how his grandparents fade out because they past away. he had to find that 5 times because he kept crying😭😢
@@aly2150 AWWWWWWWWWWW 😭
"i could see a pretty sCHUpid photo of liam over there"
louis i love u smmmm
1:30 “I do all my own stunts, I’m not wearing a string” 😂😂😂 Zayn the stuntman
Sitting on a chair.... so dangerous, very brave of him
@@sarahmurphy9646
BAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
He’s such a dare devil
He has humor
Stuntman from Bradford😂🤣💥
1:22 ZAYN HUGGING WALIYHA AND HIS FACE IS THE CUTEST THING IVE EVER SEEN. HELP ME SOMEONE PLEASE 😭
i know he says he is closest to her... also in the africa diaries he literally broke down into tears because he thought "what if she lived like this".
Cassie Theodora
zayn looks so happy :o 😭🥺
1:46 "I see a pretty stupid photo of Liam there"-Louis
Louis will always be the savage funny friend 😂
Meera S Haha 😂😂😂👍👍
What's the problem with this kid😂😂😂
They're all talking about emotional moments then theres Louis
"I see a pretty stupid photo of Liam there"
Sad fact:
Louis cried 5 times making this video❤️
Little Duck yes
FUN fact???
*WELL I'M NOT SURPRISED!* 🥺
It’s not a fun fact
It was sad is obviously why!😭❤️
No one :
No soul:
Not even gigi hadid
Harry: time is frooooooo*zayn*
My ZARRY HeartT_T
@@alifazareen1005 YESSS
Fiza Altaf this didn’t age well
Hannah Moomba why so?
Omg I’m cackling 😂
nobody:
louis: i can see a pretty stupid photo of liam there ..
i love louis man 😂
You know what this reminds me of: i CaNt WaLk LiKe A lAdY mAn
opposite boyfriends:
Harry: *being very deep and talking about how it's emotional looking back at how far he's come*
Louis: gOoD tHiNG i sTiLL fiT iN My sWeAtER
i mean.. opposites attract right?
No it’s Swetah
But the behind of the behind the senses is sadder
🤣🤣🤣frr💙💚
I know what you mean, but honestly I think he was tryna stop himself from crying by trying to act happy🥺💙
Louis your old pajamas still fit you because you’re so small
😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
"I'm big" -- Louis Tomlinson
GiVe Me A bReAk I’m BiG- Louis Tomlinson
a smoll bean
Grace Haubert haha
2:29 that's how Liam really talk..
(Edit):Thanks for the 1k likes its my first time to have that likes thank you so much♡
😂❤
HAHHAHA
His faster than my Run :')
such an underrated comment :D
Play it with playback speed ×2
Zayn and his sister😍😍
❤️
Is she his real sister??
Yes.. they're cute...
She have a lovely and cute smile
Seerat Bashir yes....
Louis, the funniest guy is living the saddest life
First lost his mom to leukemia and then his sister 'cause of over dose of cocaine
My heart cries blood tears 😢😢😭😭
God bless louis ❤❤
What a terrible loss. My heart goes out to you, Louis, and the rest of your family. ❤️ 🙏
The sad thing about this is they had to filmed Louis part more than 5 times because he couldn't stop crying😭❤
What?😦 How do you know this?
thats so damn sad thxs for telling me
1:34 Zayn: “it’s pretty call to see toys, toys are cool” haha
Fr why is it so funny and adorable when he says that
@@elizabethdayofitsanadventu719 aW My heart
who’s watching this after finding out zayn’s gonna be a dad
i read that as dead i-
Me
@@brynetzell2417 omg 💀😭
Wait what
@@aCertainApple of course he's mommy direction. It's possible 😂💕
You cant tell me “Zayn didn’t really make any friends” LIKE YOU’VE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME! These boys act like brothers they’ve known their whole life!
Yeah they know about each other like brothers know each other
So it's crystal clear zayn said a white lie and they are brothers.
Yes,they were like brothers,wonderful chemistry
@@Mansi-py6qf well the truth is that Zayn never wanted to say that🥺.... He was forced to make that statement by that toxic management 🤬
@@justanormaldirectionerobvi3431 how you know that?
@@Mansi-py6qf well the boy's had a controlling management which over worked them as well and so obviously they weren't allowed to say much but all the boys had given many hints in many interviews over the years about how much they were controlled by management before and even after 1D seperated ..... And for that I don't remember which interview was it but Zayn did give an indirect statement that how he was forced to give some statements when he left 1D and the way he said that and his choice of words made it obvious that his statement in which he said that they all weren't friends or that he didn't really talk to harry were totally fake
The way Zayn says "toys are cool" it's so adorable I can't
***** I think so .
Agree
no one:
harry: “gOuD mOrNinGgG”
He's cute ❣️
I love Harry! ❤
He knows I am watching this right after waking up😂
i nvr cried watching this but now wen i see zayn being happy i cry...he bcame an emotion now.
Yeah😥
+Divora Also
starsrox ..true
it's 4 am here and instead of sleeping, I'm crying over these boys. They were so happy back then. Everything is so changed rn😭
Emily singh it really isn't bothering me... it's been years...I'm still here...now and then watching these... smiling at myself and the change these 5 idiots brought into my life!
2:10 Niall's face, kills me everytime
Cutest
Harry was 19.... his 25th birthday just passed :(
Hailie Prysny STOP IM CRYING ALREADY
he’s 26 in two weeks now😭
And today is his 26th birthday
His 26th birthday just passed ;(
he’s 26 now :( time passes so quickly
The way zayn look at his sister😍
anyone here after their 10th year anniversary? just me? okay.. [ holy fuck 2.5k????? omg turns out im not alone :^) ]
hi
Ur not alone:))
Hi
Your not alone
Just rewatching for the memories😁
whos here for liam🙃
Me
This is so sad
Meeee it’s what Liam would have wanted
😢
Me
zayn: i do all my own stunts
zayn: *literally sits in a chair*
Idk why this made me laugh so hard
But, he's is sitting in other manner.Probably a difficult task for him😅..To prevent fall, they have installed the chair with the help of drill machine..
@@areyoufreaked13 no wonder he looks tired,sitting is very hard after all
You say that like it's an easy task smh
I can't watch this anymore
I'm crying right now
They were so cute together
I love these guys
They are my heroes
who wonder that 1d was the first one to start mannequin challenge?
cute smile
meee bitch !!!✌✌✌
cute smile me
cute smile woah idk that
cute smile yeah true
cute smile lol still laughing your a legend hahahhahahahhaha
2:44 u can’t tell me this isn’t the cutest photo you’ve ever seen
1:23 now that is so cute and adorable
@@j._.18 both are cute and adorable..I just don't get what was your need to disapprove Louis' one that way😐
@@j._.18 Damn they both are so cute
@@j._.18 both are cute. I don't understand why you reacted to this comment like that. With such rejection about Louis
This is bringing back memories I didn’t even know I had ...
Same...
0:05 I am going to watch that moment every single morning after I wake up now
@Yu Heng Crap you got me. I forgot... But I still think of it sometimes! I just don't usually have time :) So yes I broke my promise to myself and the internet XD.... oops
You still doing it ? 👀
this will be my morning alarm
Are you still doing it?
Setting it as my alarm.
"Toys are cool"-Zayn😂❣
Aurumia De Dios 😅😅😅
which toys, Zayn😂😏
1:52 they were doing the same thing TOGETHER but now they still are... but not together:(
Yeah don't make me cry
😭😭
Is it just me who want to see all those photos ?
Annique Van Vugt me too
Annique Van Vugt me too
ME!!!!
Annique Van Vugt same here
Annique Van Vugt
"It's pretty cool to see toys,
Toys are cool"
OMG Zayn :)))
that last picture made me sad :((
I know right
Louis❤️
I WAS LITERALLY JUST THINKING AND SAYING THAT TO MYSELF :(
I know lol :(
+Laura Styles why?
Zayn : has a kid now
Also zayn : TOYS ARE COOOOL
Zayn: it's pretty cool to see toys. Toys are cool.
He is so freaking adorable at that time... 😍😍😍😍😍
J
+Janie .com
Brilliant!!!
Too bad, he's out 😢
Christine Gozali yeah :(((( 😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😢😢😢😢 I MISS HIMMM
okay but that picture, as the video ends and as harry sings “the story of my life” just made me so fucking emotional. imagine, what, 40 years from now on, they recapitulating all these moments, looking at old photos of them together... and thinking that we’re kind of doing the same here, doing marathons of their old videos, seeing them so happy and young. i’m never getting over them. even when i’m 40, catch me coming back to watch this video and cry.
Liam- “So technically we’ve lived our lives In synch.”
Me- no silly you’re one direction
I was looking for a comment like that
No matter how much time gone.....
A real directioner is always here...❤️❤️ Hope for a reunion..we all support our boyz...
Yeah
Jan 24 2023😭❤
zayn's sister is so pretty.. who agrees?
yes
meeee!!!!!!!!
Ya me
True!! Really pretty
NekomaCatsHQ i agree! All of zayn's sisters are truly beautiful. Waliyha, Doniya and Safaa ❤️
Louis still fits in his old clothes 😂😂😂
+Annie Nguyen I'm pretty sure he was being sarcastic xD they made bigger versions of there old clothes
Smol bean
my name is Anna Nguyen
init CRAZY😘😘
They still fit him cause he's tiny☺️ smol tommo
lou: surprised it still fit me but it shows what great shape ive stayed in all my life
everyone else: no louis, ur just smol
3:22 it is an emotional week Liam… we are all crying…. RIP
ONE DIRECTION IS THE STORY OF MY LIFE😢
Yes💖💖💖
❤️❤️😩
why harry is soooooooooooooooooooooooooo adorable😍😍😍😍😍
Harshita Singh cause harry is being harry :)
Pq es mio po
But you are a boy
Liam at 2:26 😂😂😂 Is it just me or does everyone think he speaks like that always ?
Can we just appreciate Zayn's hug to his sister from behind... Has my whole heart...🥺🥺🥺
Nd this man, Louis, the great shape that I've manager to be in🤣🤣🤣
louis fact
louis part needed to be filmed 5 times bc louis kept crying 😊
how cute!😊💕
Such a lie lmao and the people who believe it lol
Arwen Bagsi. C. C.
Aww Louis❤️
Louis never cries..I don’t believe it
Zayn sis is so cute...both are perfect😘😘😘
Hey, Zach! It's Zayne,
That should be a museum...
omg i had the exact same thought! :D
that would be really great
I agree 🙋 who else does
Here for Liam 🥺😢😢😢
Thank you for uploading this. I enjoy these behind the scenes videos just as much as the music videos. The boys just seem so genuine and down to earth.
Why doesnt it surprise me that Louis is pointing out a stupid picture of Liam?
1:50 “We’ve lived our lives in sync” 🥺 my heart just burst
NoOoO T T
Zayn: has a girlfriend and a kid
Liam: is engaged and has a kid
Louis: has a kid and a girlfriend
Harry: is filming another movie
Niall: is having fun with nandos
Liam: is single but had a kid
@@j._.18 honey i wrote that 4 months ago😃
at the point of time liam and maya were together
@Carla Mollica i think not sure
zayn is married
@@harper8752 they aren't even engagee
Is anyone there?!!
2019💘
Where are u directioners?❤
There❤️
Five seconds into the video and I'm already dead!!!!
'it's preety cool to see toys. Toys are cool' - zayn malik
Edit - omg thanks for the likes.... I never get over 5 likes
Fun fact actually really really sad fact: Louis cried 5 times while making this video 😔
Bless him❤️ AND IM SO CONFUSED WHERE ARE PEOPLE GETTING THIS INFORMATION FROM PLEASE TELL ME AND IF THERES A VIDEO PLEASE REPLY WITH THE LINK (idk why I did all caps lol but please tell me ❤️)
Nobody:
As in literally nobody:
Not even a single soul:
Not even Directioners:
Louis while the other lads are talking abt their photos: I see a very SHTEWPID photo of Liam there.
I can't with this man xD This is why I love Louis 😂
Sam Lindain 😂
JAJAJAJAJAJ
Zayn sister is so lucky she met Harry, Louis , Liam and Niall
She's zayns only sister and yet still she's not the prettiest sibling , im pretty sure that she's unlucky
@@potatowarrior88 what do you mean??? Also Z has 3 sisters...
@@potatowarrior88 how is she unlucky???
@@potatowarrior88 she got a millionaire brother and a sister in law wdym
You know this is old when zayns sis is married and zayn is almost a dad
One year later - still hits-
i am actually crying, it hits so deep now
1:22 I wish my brother would care for me this much :(
I see a limelight
Same😕
Same
But well, i wish zayn is my brother :(
@@hidyanuralfi lmao i don't but yeah my brother is amazing lol
Now one direction has become a story .... ...past but will never end
the song "story of my life" has been apart of my life so so many years. It's always a song I come back to even when Im having a difficult time because its a song I can relate to. Immediate nostalgia when I watched the music video and this behind the scenes mini video. I look through my own old photos and realize how happy I was as a child. I remember 2013 for me was the worst year, I was bullied as a child and I had to repeat my 2nd grade year. and yet It was when I found this song. I wish 1D the best luck if they every come back! I will always remember them as the people who saved my life in the hardest times.
No one:
Not a single soul:
Not even Kevin :
*Zayn : "it's pretty cool to see toys, toys are cool"*
3:18 miss them when they're still zouis..:-(
3:04 LOL LOOK AT LOUIS WHEN HE MOVED BACK TO THE CAMERA
Haha
imagine that picture in the end the four boys are still there but zayn slowly fading omg
T. M. Ahsan Kabir Biddut dies**
Feels really sad 😞 that I don't wanna imagine it again
why would you make us imagine omg 😭😭😭
😒 melodramatic much? Cheesy af
Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Re watching One Directions videos every once and a while just makes me feel alive. If im having a bad day or i dont feel like life is real one day I just come back and watch One direction.
I love how Niall, Harry and Liam were all emotional while zayn and Louis were just chilling 😂
What if that last picture Zayn faded out...ooh the chills.
Hahahaha yesss!!!!😂😭
I will cry😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢
OH MY GOSHHH YEAAAHHHH
I'd die
1105vino no don't say that
0:05 Harry:Good Moring
Me:Good Morning babe♡♡(And ist night)
Same 😂
haha
You will be missed Liam 😢
i clearly remember the days i spent on my phone and on my laptop to stream the mv over and over again with the whole fandom. 2013 was a very fantastic era for me and also the fandom perhaps. Everything looks so pure.
“toys are cool”
-zayn
No body:
Louis: it's pretty stupid photo of Liam
Ohnolouis 😂
This song makes me remember the old days and makes me want to say “I miss my childhood” when I’m only 14
1D Power U v U JAJAJAJAJ
That's OK. I think of that myself, and I am 72. There are so many memories. Enjoy your youth.
When you are my age, you will think about how time went by too fast.
I am 21 years old and this song reminds me of my younger years when I worried about nothing alongside my brothers