PICK A CARD 🔮 The Shadow Aspects Of Your Personality 🌚 Your Darker Side 🖤
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I began my spiritual awakening when I was 14 years old. I began teaching myself tarot at age 15, later developing with runes, tea leaves & nature. I began studying astrology aged 16 and later on began teaching myself numerology. I launched my UA-cam channel in 2020. As of 2023, I became a certified Shamanic Practitioner.
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In Vedic astrology, I am a Magha Sun, Dhanishtha Moon & Punarvasu Ascendant.
In Numerology I am a Life Path 7.
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Remember this video is to understand and accept parts of our shadow, so we can befriend our darker parts and integrate them. If the reading doesn’t resonate, it is not for you 🌹🖤
Pile 2 is #SOML lol thanks to my narcissistic father & me having assumed the elder daughter/sibling role since forever trying to save people.
I absolutely love how accurate & resonant your readings are for me, Lexi --- "they love me when I praise them, or shut my mind..." lol is crazily resonant... Ahhh sigh of exhaustion.
I resonated with Pile 3 too!
Hi Lexi, the pile where you mention Matilda and Fall In Line... Please, please please tell us more about that fire inside. What are we to do with that fire in our veins?
Pile two brought me to tears. You always make me feel seen and understood and that's something so rare to me. Thank you, sincerely Lexi.
#2, yes yes and yes. Healing from this now. Its been a back and forth healing journal. Thank you for seeing me. ❤
Pile #4. This woman is on point every single reading I have ever viewed. May she be blessed always!❤
pile 2 is painfully accurate lol especially your example with matilda
Pile 3 reasonated - Claiming and aligning with the positve messages and energies on this reading 💯🤲🏼🙌🏼😇🙏🏼💗Thank you💗
Pile 1 blowed my mind, so accurate 😨 thanks Lexi 💖
Pile 1 🩵thank you Lexi I feel so deeply seen in your readings, it’s crazy how much someone can understand you and not even know tysm☺️
Pile 3: This reading was spot on, I’m a tropical Aries Sun and I have always felt that I have to do everything but lately the universe has stepped in and I have been forced to accept other people’s help. I am slowly learning to surrender and let others do things. Thank you so much for this powerful message. 🙏💗
Pile#3 I honestly Love ❣️❣️❣️ this first topic reading from the spooky season, especially that You always manage to deliver these readings in such a caring and super attentive and loving way, Lexy 😊😊😊 You can not 🚫🚫 evolve into the light and oositivity. We need the darkness and face our shadows in order to higher levels of knowledge and ascend. I truelly love this spooky season and these readings dedicated to the Shadow aspects of spirituality are so on point 😊😊😊
Exactly 💯💯💯 me, myself and I all my life - very independent and hard working 😊😊😊
I claim this beautiful connection and Looking forward to seeing your next readings, Lexy ❤❤❤❤❤
thank you 🥰🖤🖤🖤
"i'm right you're wrong, i'm big you're small" literally goes through my head so often. Most of therapy has been this very thing.
Thank you for your time.
Pile 3. True. Perfectionism and control based on unworthiness from my childhood. My mother put a lot of pressure on me to perform above a level anyone my age could perform. In real time it feels like trying to do the bare minimum. To others it looks like I’m over responsible, overworking. It’s a little easier to delegate to someone I’m paying because another issue is feeling like I will owe people if they help me.
matilda reference resonated so much ❤
Pile 2. This was exactly what i needed to hear. Thank you. Such validation for everything I’ve been working through lately. Thank you Lexi! ❤
1. extremely spot on and timely.
As much as you're definitely the feel-good-see-the-light angelic type of reader, you're so very good at shadow work and transmutation that, if it wasn't likely to affect your views, I'd be inclined to ask for more.
On a side note: sometimes the shadow's calculations to pull out and cut off ain't really a trauma response... Sometimes it's literally the least damaging way to go and it is indeed about the connection and not just about "needing space to process things".
Thank you Lexi for this kind emotional support session💙
pile 1, i'm very happy with this trait bc i worked hard to actually let myself isolate and potentially hurt some feelings without debilitating guilt when i truly need to. i used to be extremely extroverted and codependent, it took a lot to be able to let myself be and not have the urge to constantly overexplain myself to people who may or may not get it. i don't need to worry abt ppl understanding me or not, if they want to know they'll ask me, but if not then they can live with themselves for a while. people need to be reminded that they don't own me, they can't summon me whenever they want or make me stand on my head for their entertainment :)
Pile 3….Virgo moon problems 😅🙈 Thank you Lexi! 🙏🏼 spot on as always! 🧡🖤
No way i was just checking if you uploaded anything for the new moon today! ❤ looking forward to the haloween series spooky season is upon us 🎃
the best time of year 🎃🖤
Yessss let’s get spooky!! Thank you, pile 4. I appreciate you taking my reading suggestion, especially in my bday month ♏️🦂
Pile three - anytime I go to one of your readings expecting just a fun time I am quickly humbled 😂 so, so accurate.
Lexi, you can't even imagine how perfect on time this video was. Literally today I detected these feelings of squishing myself into everybody's expectations and feeling guilty even for doing so.. (pile 2) I'm so tired of living like this and I feel hella guilty towards myself because I am not letting myself just be as I am. You are right, I've been working on this for some time already. But I guess, there is still something left. And I want to free myself so much!..
Pile number two: this one hit extra hard for me because that is literally the explanation of my entire life and some thing I've been working through for so long.
Pile 4. Yup, all true but I’ve done so much work already and continue to balance this energy dynamic. Love that tweet you referenced too!
pile 1: Oof, called my right out LOL. This was so accurate. Thank you Lexi!
Pile 1…So blessed to get your reading! Thank you so much!🙏
Pile 2. Thank you 🩷🩵🩷🫂
Phew, nailed it on the head with group 3, that’s definitely been my life experience up until a few years ago when my spiritual awakening started. Thank you for the extra clarity and kind messages ❤
This reading has been so immensely valuable. Ty for your hard work Lexi
4 thank you 😊😊😊😊😊
I have worked on this. Life kinda forced me to. 😊
Oh, right. Needs weren't always met if ever, and uh... right, not a lot of people showed up for me. So, I take the time to meet my needs to the best of my abilities. Still working on it. 😊
Pile 2 yessss I always check myself and admit when I’m wrong or when I’m acting out of my shadow and people have ZERO empathy. But they’re the ones acting like they’re morally superior!
Love the orange candles. Pile 2 I literally feel my heart burning when I people please now, saying something opposite to my views just to keep the peace before I can catch myself. I am going to explode. I get the image of hiding under a bed or table whenever people around all think one way and I another. I don’t know what to do. People trying to teach you as if you’re stupid when all their views consist of are how to indulge more and more in materialism. I feel sick. I hope I can find my voice, it ran away and hid years ago 😖
Pile 2 too, I can relate to you deeply. I hope we can stop betraying ourselves for the sake of others or maintaining the peace. Our highest vibration is our authenticity and its saddening to know that we have been rejected and shut down time and time again for it. We will find our voices. Thanks for leaving this comment... you make me feel less alone in this shadow.
@@pinkpills and thank you also, it certainly feels a little lighter not to be alone in this. Rooting for you my friend
Pile 4: everything that you stated I already knew and you confirmed a lot of the work I’ve been doing on myself. Still healing from it and I get impatient but like you said, my heart is my compass and I have to let it be clear before I start going down another path so I don’t have baggage weighing me down.
validating in oh so many ways and very healing. thank you as always lexi i love your readings sooo much! pile #2 ♥️
Hahahhahahahah i love how you started pile 2 😂😂😂
Holy heckkk
I was learning about morals recently and realised i preferred to move off values. My morals tend to shift based on situations and my values. i feel like the reading is so accurate because i didnt realise I struggled so much because I'm shifting my morals based on the person so they're not questioning them.
Your advice clarifies so much and makes me feel okay to disagree and stick to my feelings. I always worry about hurting people. Correct about upbringings, too.
Thanks so much lexi❤❤❤
Thank you for pile 3, very interesting and helpful 🥰 this fully resonates with me 🙏🏻💖
Pile 3 - This makes sense; my south node (past life) is in Aries (independent, domineering; wants control, likes to be alone) and my north node (what I need to learn) is in Libra (need to work with others in balance and harmony, being part of a community). Thanks as always!
Pile 4. This was very accurate. Your readings always are for me. Thank you for sharing your beautiful gift❤🙏✨
You better read me to moon & back lol!! Incredibly Spot on as always!! Thanks Lexi love💛🥰💖
Pile 2, a very moralistic Capricorn indeed. This was a great perspective for me… so validating. I do do that. I constantly let other people tell me what is right and wrong while still wanting to rebel and say fuck you to them. I’m an Aries moon, I’ve always been a fighter, but I still let that stuff affect me and it gets in the way of me sharing my gifts / messages from spirit, because I’m constantly aware of how other people would tell me I’m wrong. As a kid, I was very outspoken and engaged in my classes and my peers would literally tell me to shut up anytime I did. I was called dumb all the time. It’s hard to not second guess myself.
1️⃣ this was priceless Lexi ❤ thank you!
Pile 2 spot on.
Pile 2 resonated for me. I’m a teacher and sometimes people don’t put enough effort in their studies but think it is the material I choose that is too difficult.
You talked also about our human nature. I had a spiritual awakening in 2004 and I was shown that we are actually perfect from birth (we are the image of our Creator) and we are on our way to discover our soul more and more. It is a process of consciousness, of discovering our holy nature.
I was brought up in a family where my father said that a baby was imperfect because he/she still has to learn many things.
Wow! Thanks Lexi! It's almost creepy how much pile 4 was on the mark. You're intuition is spot on. (Abandonment wound from being given up for adoption). Led to people pleasing and 25 years with a narcissist (saw what he could've been, NOT what he was). Since divorce 5 years ago, working on my own self worth and figuring out MY wants, needs and desires. ❤❤❤
Ahhh, Lexi! I love this topic! And I love you! ❤❤❤
Words can’t describe how grateful I am for this reading Lexi thank you 💗💗💗💗💗💗💜💜💜💜💜💜💜❤️💙
Pile one and I'm bawling. You SEE me. Wow, tyyyyy❤❤❤❤❤
“I don’t know what pirates do I’ve never been one” - Alexia Kapena
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Pile 3 on 3 october 2024, it made me cry- thanks lexi❤❤❤
Pile 3. I don't want to lose myself.
I love your readings Lexi, they are always spot on, particularly this one😅 Pile 3. Funnily I have been reading about Carl Jung’s Animus past few days and this is reading is so relevant, wow! 🦁💛
Thank you for pile 4 ✨☀️✨
Thank you beautiful soul for your time and energy. Pile 4 so deeply resonated. 🤍✨
Thank you so much for this reading Lexi! I love how both my piles went hand in hand, lookin forward to this theme for spooky season 🫶🏿❤️🔥✨
Pile 4, big time!!! Thank you so much! ❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤍
Thank you so much for this reading! Pile one was so accurate for me.
Thank you, shining STAR☀
Okay last comment about pipe 2 cause you’re so spot on… on top of being bullied growing up, when I was 17 a group of assholes slandered me online when my friend died of cancer. We had grown apart over a year and she made new, more edgy friends. I made a post saying how sad I was she passed and her friends legitimately went online saying “no you don’t care you’re trying to get attention you were a terrible friend to her” and they had thousands of followers because my friend who passed was internet famous. I was getting blown up with strangers slandering me while I was grieving. I showed up to the viewing anyways and they all gave me daggers. Disgusting and so traumatic. I couldn’t stand up for myself because they just piled on more.
Thank you, this is exactly what I asked for guidance about. 🙏 It really helped for you to show the shadow side of the light side , so to say.
Piles 2 and 3 for me were spot on and just what I needed to hear, thank you xx
Wow! Pile 3 1st and then Pile 2...YES! Both YES Perfectionism and Releasing Control Really giving it to Others I Trust I am actively addressing with Me mastering the Choices of Allowing and Surrendering to Faith, Speaking My Truth to strangers Far More than I Ever Have and lastly, Yes! Picking me apart when I disagree with another.... Compromising my truth, I apparently Am still doing with some key things in my life that Needs to STOP. Thank You, Dear Lexi❤️❤️❤️. I might watch those 2 piles again bc although I am working on ALOT....the inventory is. very important
Your readings are so eerily accurate…
Lexi…thank you for this much needed session of tarot therapy. ❤ Piles 2 and 3
Pile 3 thank you ❤
#1, thank you 💚✨
Thank you lexi you have helped me numerous times. ❤❤❤ May god bless you always ❤ May you achieve everything you want ❤
Hey Lexi I picked pile 3 and I am a Aries and yes I related to the reading. Thank You Love & Light 💞
Pile 4 is exactly what I'm going through rn ❤
Ty!! Amazing as always!! 💗🌟🕊️
Thank you Lexi 🐱 I needed this so much today 🙏 pile 4 xxx
Pile 1, so true.
Omg thank you, for pile 2 my dad had a problem with me going through a hermit phase, I explained that it was nothing personal and that I am happy. But he just complained about him not getting enough attention and that he has respected my space but now its been too long??? like what...He was being really passive aggressive and difficult, so i pointed it out because nothing could be solved with that behaviour... now he's ignored my last message😂 Thank you !
Looks like I'm the first! Lol I just wanted to say Hello, Lexi! 🙂✨
heyyy 🌹 thank you for being here 🥰
Thank you beautiful soul ⭐
Pile 2 - totally spot on
Thank you for the insight and advice!
Pile 3 😅 Hyper-independent Scorpio here lol Single mom for YEARS. I’m having trouble integrating a new relationship and making space for him in my physical life. Sometimes I think it’s easier to just be by myself and say F it 😩 Mars in Aries, parentified child, and south node in Virgo 🤦🏼♀️
Yessssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!
This was exactly on time
Pile 2: you hit it on the head
Pile 1# Omg this is so true for me👍
You're always so spot on! Thank you 💯.
Lexi I love this topic and your readings, just want to offer the suggestion of adding also possible guidance for how to work with our Shadow in these forms or messages from Spirit to help us better transform these energies
Thank you🧡
❤4❤people be people love them anyway❤❤❤❤❤ 1:16:42 😂😂my mission is over🎉🎉😅❤❤❤ 1:20:55 🙏 Thank You 🙏 I needed to hear this Right Now 🎊 🎉😅❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ 1:24:22 Unmet needs I didn’t know I had ❤Uncanny Reading ❤
YES 🙌🏻 🖤🖤
girl!!!! Pile 2 resonated so much 😭 do you know how we can heal this ??
Weirdly enough I don't look at videos on this topic too much because I feel like I know it all too well, and I'm the "don't even show me that massacre I want to look at happy things" type person. But THIS ONE seems interesting. I just want to hear what Lexi has to say I guess.
hope this resonates for you and you enjoy the reading!! 🌹🖤🖤🖤
@@LexiTheLeo It did resonate. Picked #4 and it made total sense. My shadow side IS the fact that I'm too positive with people. Well how about that plot twist? I am working on boundaries, and I do have to let people do their own shadow work the same way I do for myself. As always, thank you for the reading, Lexi.
Can you do a psychic reading on where people who have psychic abilities like clairvoyance, Claircognizance etc, on where they get their information from on people and different things? I’m more Clairvoyant and I get random information from just looking at people and I don’t know how it happens. Or like where aura readers get their information from? Because I wonder if I’m reading their aura and i feel like those are sort of one in the same.
Yeah I would love that too
Awww I hope she does ❤❤❤❤
56:43 💯💯💯
Pile 1 ❤
Piles 1 & 3!
Number 3 I'm a Scorpio sun, Venus, Mercury and Jupiter.. it basically started with my mom she came back into my life from 8 to 13 she was always putting me down in a slick way. If I am singing she would be like ew and hold her ear against her shoulder.. just stuff like that or she would completely ignore me when I try to ask her questions or even flat out say mom can you please talk to me because I needed to express my emotions and understand my emotions. My mom and younger sister are both Leos.. I had to teach myself everything and learn everything on my own literally everything. My grandmother was my rock but she couldn't be there in my life like I needed in those stages of life. She was a Scorpio as well.. my grandfather was the one who showed me adventure and did stuff with me. He was a Scorpio as well
P2 and P4. Shit sucks man. P2 starting in childhood contributed to P4. I’m getting it together. I can “fix” P4 and been working on it but P2 really really hurts and I’m not always sure how to handle so many people denying my reality or what I’m saying. Do I leave these spaces or be okay with being misunderstood? How much are you supposed to take?
Pile 2
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Dear Lexi,
Is it enough if we know who we are (ref to pile 2)
Because it keeps happening where I'm told, "this is what you should do" & bla bla... I'm slowly learning to assert myself, but what should I do to make it more effective --- the embracing of who I am?