This song is a little too relateably painful, but honestly a bop. I interpret this as struggling with derealization/depersonalization and existential anxiety, and as someone who deals with this daily, I thank you girl in red for crafting this into such a bop, but I'm also sorry you go through these thoughts as well. I wish you peace and the space to let yourself scream and cry and feel everything when you need to. Much love and hugs, your album is awesome and the topics even more so.
I know I’m a little late to this, but finding this comment has me sobbing in the best way possible. I’ve been dealing with exactly the same, panic attacks that feel like I’ve been stuck in purgatory. The dark places my mind goes about the most irrational fears. If you see this, I’d like to know how you’re doing, I’m really going through it and I need hope that it gets better ❤️
@@squishywaifu2643 Hey! Thank you for sharing about your experience, it brought me back to this song, and I appreciate you reaching out. When I posted this 2 years ago, I was in the worst shape of my life mentally. You hit the nail on the head, purgatory, for me it felt like my anxiety was fueling me head first into an inescapable disassociation. Things I took for granted, like reality actually feeling "real" and feeling any connection to myself, my name, parents, partner, anyone. Everything seemed foreign and strange. I was lucky enough that after quite a few tries, I found a therapist that I really connected with, and I've been with them since. I want to convey that for me, things got better in what felt like such a nonlinear path. Honestly I felt like it was largely up to how I viewed myself day to day, how much patience and grace I extended to myself, because it was so natural for me to get frustrated with myself, to absolutely despise how little it felt like I was moving forward. But all those little actions, say maybe today you managed to take a shower, feel the breeze, not criticize yourself so harshly, throughout my journey those were all enormous victories, and it felt best when I actually acknowledged them. Today I can gratefully say this is the best I have ever felt in my life consistently. And I still do go through anxiety on the daily, with small bouts of depression and disassociation. Thanks to therapy and learning about what was actually going on in my mind, I now have built up techniques so that the impact of so many things that used to ruin my day, or week or months, don't have that weight anymore. It's a lot, and I really extend my empathy and love your way. The fairness in having to deal with any of this is nonexistent, it's not fair and you're not alone. When the way through is so often scarier than to turn away, I want you to know that everyone going through, that has gone through this, is cheering you on. It's horrible and it sucks, but I put my faith that you can pave your way through. This is your life to live, even when you need to pause, rest, think you've taken a wrong turn or trip your way through, you're still doing it, you're still doing everything you can to move forward.
Lyrics if you prefer comments I have been in the deep end since I realized There is a difference between body and mind I've been at my lowest for the longest time Knowing my existence is not one of a kind But I've had my deepest cries for now My heart's out My guard's down Yeah, I've had my deepest cries for now My heart's out My guard's down I've been seeking solace in the strangest of things Getting my hands dirty while I beat out the kinks I've been chasing everything that makes me feel cold Practicing self love is something I don't really know So I suppose I cannot live like this no more Filling a lifetime with remorse I'm closing up the void But I've had my deepest cries for now My heart's out My guard's down Yeah, I've had my deepest cries for now My heart's out My guard's down Been in the deep end since I realized There is a difference between body and mind If I could make it go quiet inside Get some rest for my weary eyes Tonight, I'm giving my all for a remedy Grant myself serenity But if I don't leave it all behind But I've had my deepest cries for now My heart's out My guard's down Yeah, I've had my deepest cries for now My heart's out My guard's down (also i write music inspired by Lauv/Jeremy Zucker. Feel free to give my songs a listen and subscribe,most probably you'll have no regrets💛have a great dayyy:)
Music is a part of art, just as pictures, both taken on camera and drawn, are, as well as poems and books. Why do you think both painters and singers are called artists? =) Every piece of music ever made is a work of art, but it's up to the ones listening to decide if they like it or not.
This is the song that you would listen to on a long road trip when you are in the back seat This is also the song that you listen to when you just blew up someone’s house
Multiple windows? 😄 I'm just kidding, all the songs are too good to be listened to without full attention on the specific one you're listening to. She puts so much love and thought into her songs and lyrics. They all have stories and deep meanings to them, things that people can relate to and cry to. One of the many reasons she is such an amazing artist, her songs welcome everyone, it's so lovely ❤
istg girl in red can never make a bad song , I love this so much !!!@ not even words can describe how much I love her music , she got me through so much and helped me a lot , I wish I could hug her and thank her to face
Me and my girlfriend listening this song our first country trip. I can't describe how much i love her. After the trip she broke my heart most painful way possible. But i still can't over her. I told myself u really need to move on. But whenever i heard ur song i completely numb and miss her so much. ~Enkhjun
For those who need's it I know how hard it is to love yoursef when it hurts so bad. But i know that you will go through it! Please don't hurt yourself, you are unique, you are loved and you are perfect just the way you were born. You're body works hard every second to keep you alive. Even if you have a physical illness that affects your daily life (like i do) your body still fights. Youre body and soul are inseparable. Because together they create YOU. Love yourself because you are absolutely amazing and strong, and kind. It's going to be alright♡
OMG DEFINITELY. i can totally picture this playing in the background when rue is back on the drugs or in a sex scene, or like as an outro in an episode. hopefully they consider using girl in red’s music in season 2. Hunter Schafer follows girl in red, so i hope she suggests it
Spotify kept recommending me this song. I've never heard of girl in red before but I love this song so much! Will definitely give her other songs a listen soon
I initially didn't understand the lyric 'There is a difference between body and mind', but then I came to comments and realized that it might be related LGBTQ+ community, then it hit me, gosh 'There is a difference between body and mind', same sentence but understood it this time.
Esta canción salió justo cuando más lo necesitaba. En ese momento tenía un bajón mental muy grave, y me sentía como la mierda todo el rato. Pero cuando escuché esta canción... Decidí mejorar mí vida. Ya no tengo miedo de hacer aquellas cosas que antes nunca haría por miedo. Y ahora justamente me gusta una chica, y si antes me hubiera quedado sentada a esperar que ella se fije en mí, ahora estoy haciendo todo lo posible para que terminemos juntas sí o sí. No sé si me expresé bien, pero básicamente esta canción me anima a hacer mí vida un poco mejor, de no rendirme tan rápido y seguir luchando por mí bienestar. Gracias, Girl in Red
I wish I could listen to this song for the first time again, it's on that list of just perfect songs that check all the boxes 1:35 is my favorite part too ❤️
this is probably the best song on this album in my opinion
This, serotonin or Rue
@Meghan Murdoch lol
Omg yes I literally started screaming by the 3rd second of this song 😂✋
I’d say Did You Come is better, but this is a close second! It’s amazing, and her voice in this is so hot
YES 👏
Miss girl doesn’t have a single bad song
I was waiting for this, only 3 songs in lol so fn true though
Fr bro
So true
Frrrrr
Second time seeing your comment haha
im living for her deep voice in this song and did you come
It’s so fucking hot
her voice is always like this
@@lobzorino1363 what?
@@imakebadvideos her voice is always like this
@@luzdoalem her voice is the same but the lowest end of the range of this song itself is lower than most of her other songs.
Her voice in this one🥵🥵
No seriously 😐
Fr 😳
right
Goose bumps. It's like a drug
Huh
1:35 IS THE BEST MOMENT ON THE WHOLE ALBUM. IT'S JUST SUCH A PERFECTION. I LIVE FOR THIS ALBUM. ESPECIALLY FOR THIS SONG. ESPECIALLY FOR THIS MOMENT
I KNOW. BEYOND ICONIC.
Yesssss!
MHMHMHMHMHMMMMMM
FACTSSS
Imagine this part LIVEEE
Best song on the whole album 😩
I CANT CHOOOSEEEEEEEEE AHHHHHH
This album is quite literally flawless, it’s not even funny
It is literally amazing
her voice- i am in love
This song is a little too relateably painful, but honestly a bop. I interpret this as struggling with derealization/depersonalization and existential anxiety, and as someone who deals with this daily, I thank you girl in red for crafting this into such a bop, but I'm also sorry you go through these thoughts as well. I wish you peace and the space to let yourself scream and cry and feel everything when you need to. Much love and hugs, your album is awesome and the topics even more so.
I know I’m a little late to this, but finding this comment has me sobbing in the best way possible. I’ve been dealing with exactly the same, panic attacks that feel like I’ve been stuck in purgatory. The dark places my mind goes about the most irrational fears. If you see this, I’d like to know how you’re doing, I’m really going through it and I need hope that it gets better ❤️
@@squishywaifu2643 Hey! Thank you for sharing about your experience, it brought me back to this song, and I appreciate you reaching out.
When I posted this 2 years ago, I was in the worst shape of my life mentally. You hit the nail on the head, purgatory, for me it felt like my anxiety was fueling me head first into an inescapable disassociation. Things I took for granted, like reality actually feeling "real" and feeling any connection to myself, my name, parents, partner, anyone. Everything seemed foreign and strange.
I was lucky enough that after quite a few tries, I found a therapist that I really connected with, and I've been with them since.
I want to convey that for me, things got better in what felt like such a nonlinear path.
Honestly I felt like it was largely up to how I viewed myself day to day, how much patience and grace I extended to myself, because it was so natural for me to get frustrated with myself, to absolutely despise how little it felt like I was moving forward. But all those little actions, say maybe today you managed to take a shower, feel the breeze, not criticize yourself so harshly, throughout my journey those were all enormous victories, and it felt best when I actually acknowledged them.
Today I can gratefully say this is the best I have ever felt in my life consistently. And I still do go through anxiety on the daily, with small bouts of depression and disassociation. Thanks to therapy and learning about what was actually going on in my mind, I now have built up techniques so that the impact of so many things that used to ruin my day, or week or months, don't have that weight anymore.
It's a lot, and I really extend my empathy and love your way. The fairness in having to deal with any of this is nonexistent, it's not fair and you're not alone. When the way through is so often scarier than to turn away, I want you to know that everyone going through, that has gone through this, is cheering you on. It's horrible and it sucks, but I put my faith that you can pave your way through. This is your life to live, even when you need to pause, rest, think you've taken a wrong turn or trip your way through, you're still doing it, you're still doing everything you can to move forward.
@@squishywaifu2643 Hey - I have a similar issue.. Wanna talk?
THIS BEAT 👁👁🫀
That's the kind of song where you walk in the middle of a long road and laugh like a crazy because why not
Yes thats what i felt when i heard the chorus like ahhh its so freaking good
That’s literally so accurate💀
this exactly feel like it
Hello ! I love this song!!
I WANT TO BE BORN AGAIN out now!
Listen - lnk.to/iwanttobebornagain
OMG YES TY
Lyrics if you prefer comments
I have been in the deep end since I realized
There is a difference between body and mind
I've been at my lowest for the longest time
Knowing my existence is not one of a kind
But I've had my deepest cries for now
My heart's out
My guard's down
Yeah, I've had my deepest cries for now
My heart's out
My guard's down
I've been seeking solace in the strangest of things
Getting my hands dirty while I beat out the kinks
I've been chasing everything that makes me feel cold
Practicing self love is something I don't really know
So I suppose
I cannot live like this no more
Filling a lifetime with remorse
I'm closing up the void
But I've had my deepest cries for now
My heart's out
My guard's down
Yeah, I've had my deepest cries for now
My heart's out
My guard's down
Been in the deep end since I realized
There is a difference between body and mind
If I could make it go quiet inside
Get some rest for my weary eyes
Tonight, I'm giving my all for a remedy
Grant myself serenity
But if I don't leave it all behind
But I've had my deepest cries for now
My heart's out
My guard's down
Yeah, I've had my deepest cries for now
My heart's out
My guard's down
(also i write music inspired by Lauv/Jeremy Zucker. Feel free to give my songs a listen and subscribe,most probably you'll have no regrets💛have a great dayyy:)
THANK YOU
I've seen your lyrics comments in almost all her songs and man am I grateful for it
IVE ALWAYS THOUGHT SHE SAID
MY DEMONS CRY FOR HELP😭
THX FOR THE LYRICS
Thank you for the lyrics I really appreciate the people that comment them :)
If I don't dance this song in my wedding I WILL NOT MARRY
Lolll
PERIODT
PHAT MOOD
But this is a lesbian song-
@@destryedbyhippiepwrs lesbian wedding
Her voice and this beat ❤️😳
THIS SONG IS BEST IN THE ALBUM! the beat, the voice. Love it.
This song has a flow I LITERALLY CANNOT EXPLAIN
Love how the female music scene has been growing expeditionary over the past two years. And I Believe she gonna be very big in the future for sure.
this is not a song this is a work of art
Yess a Louis stan here
@@talisa.g of coursee
Music is a part of art, just as pictures, both taken on camera and drawn, are, as well as poems and books. Why do you think both painters and singers are called artists? =)
Every piece of music ever made is a work of art, but it's up to the ones listening to decide if they like it or not.
art and music combined and all of the pair's best traits made this masterpiece.
like vanilla ice cream, it was made to be loved
This is the song that you would listen to on a long road trip when you are in the back seat
This is also the song that you listen to when you just blew up someone’s house
Pretty specific
How can i listen to all the album at the same time
same
I was overstrained by all this good songs. I love them all soooo much. Thank for making me happy❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
Exactly I wanna cry-
@@monse6224 no like in like 5 minutes the same exact time
@Olivia Baur i was on m smartphone and my parents were beside me
Multiple windows? 😄 I'm just kidding, all the songs are too good to be listened to without full attention on the specific one you're listening to. She puts so much love and thought into her songs and lyrics. They all have stories and deep meanings to them, things that people can relate to and cry to. One of the many reasons she is such an amazing artist, her songs welcome everyone, it's so lovely ❤
Cant wait to listen to the whole album on repeat
You fool, I already have listened to it nonstop for the past 4 hours :)
fr
Third😂😂😂lets see how many i can find
@@archiieved LMFAOOOOOOO
@@monse6224 ikk ughhhhhh it’s so so so so so good😩
My cats started fighting when I put this on and these two things combined makes pure chaos and it's wild
amazing
outstanding
your cats became your pfp
Someone make this top comment
i thought serotonin slaps but my queen punched me in the face and said ✨body and mind ✨
HER VOICE !!! IM GONNA SCREAM
marie thank you for existing
Listening to the whole album rn, it's a masterpiece
istg girl in red can never make a bad song , I love this so much !!!@ not even words can describe how much I love her music , she got me through so much and helped me a lot , I wish I could hug her and thank her to face
WHY IS UR MUSIC SOO GOOD!!!??????
Love it. 💛
1:35 PLEASE SCREAM THAT PART INSIDE MY EARS AND RUPTURE MY EARDRUMS WITH YOUR BEAUTIFUL VOICE
Me and my girlfriend listening this song our first country trip. I can't describe how much i love her. After the trip she broke my heart most painful way possible. But i still can't over her. I told myself u really need to move on. But whenever i heard ur song i completely numb and miss her so much.
~Enkhjun
Is it just me or is this the perfect song for a Netflix sex scene in a dramatic series or something
TRUE LIKE CHONI OR IDK
@@sophian1410 OMG YESSSSS... but like when Toni isn’t pregnant and it would be as intense and seggsy as 3x15 😩 I would dream for that 😩😩😩😩😩
@@meabh.hollywood HAHAHAJAJA SAME IM LITERALLY SO GAE
uh.
not really?
HAVE A GOOD DAY, PEOPLE!!
YOU TOO!!
You too!! :D
Why did I read that as “HAVE GOOD GAY PEOPLE”
@@beantree9651 bahahahahahh YESSS HAVE A GOOD GAYYYY LOLLLL
Either my brain is reminding me I’m like 1/3 gay or it’s just out of wack
“.” And “Body And Mine” r probably the best on the album tbh (the rest r so good too)
Fr
yo we literally have the same tastes
For those who need's it
I know how hard it is to love yoursef when it hurts so bad. But i know that you will go through it! Please don't hurt yourself, you are unique, you are loved and you are perfect just the way you were born. You're body works hard every second to keep you alive. Even if you have a physical illness that affects your daily life (like i do) your body still fights. Youre body and soul are inseparable. Because together they create YOU. Love yourself because you are absolutely amazing and strong, and kind. It's going to be alright♡
my girl always doing really good things
I don't know why but I feel like it matches very well with Euphoria (it has the same vibes)
OMG DEFINITELY. i can totally picture this playing in the background when rue is back on the drugs or in a sex scene, or like as an outro in an episode.
hopefully they consider using girl in red’s music in season 2. Hunter Schafer follows girl in red, so i hope she suggests it
Spotify kept recommending me this song. I've never heard of girl in red before but I love this song so much! Will definitely give her other songs a listen soon
these are so good OMFG
1:30 omg that part
that scream
i am crying
i-
this is beautiful
i love this song already
I wasn't expecting SUCH A NICE SONG OMG WOW
This song hits differentttt
By far my most definitely favorite song ever.
girl in red:"exist"
me listening to her songs crying:"she takes the pain away"
I initially didn't understand the lyric 'There is a difference between body and mind', but then I came to comments and realized that it might be related LGBTQ+ community, then it hit me, gosh 'There is a difference between body and mind', same sentence but understood it this time.
Guess who's gonna shout the lyrics in their room for two hours?
Me
Meeeeee
words cant express how happy i am right now.
Ok I'm here from Taylor Swift's instagram story and I've got to say that this is fire!
Me too🔥
did she post it on her story?
@@sabytabs yess and she told everyone to go listen to this particular song!
Taylor always promotes the best songs. Good artists recognize good artists
1:35 gives me soul music vibes
Her voice is low-key real sexy in this one damn. Def my fave of the album 👀
MY FAV A FUCKING MASTERPIECE
ok but this is now my favorite song
Everyone in comments: Something twerking
Me: Twerking
Love at 0:12 where if youre wearing headphones, the music kinda pans back and forth between your ears. Its cool
ikr
OMG I LOVE THIS ONE
What she did in 3 minutes and 7 seconds really amazed me
i’m not crying, you are
I'm addicted to that chorus.
THIS SONG MAKES ME SO HAPPY BECAUSE I LITERALLY SAW HER SING THIS LIVE AND AAAAAAAAAA
this song and “.” are definitely my favourite on the album
Dude i just came from school and now i can vibe to these bangers HOLY CHRIST THIS IS SO GOOD I LOVE THIS
This entire album gives me CHILLS, it’s amazing!
1:31 this just makes me go crazy
Esta canción salió justo cuando más lo necesitaba. En ese momento tenía un bajón mental muy grave, y me sentía como la mierda todo el rato. Pero cuando escuché esta canción... Decidí mejorar mí vida. Ya no tengo miedo de hacer aquellas cosas que antes nunca haría por miedo. Y ahora justamente me gusta una chica, y si antes me hubiera quedado sentada a esperar que ella se fije en mí, ahora estoy haciendo todo lo posible para que terminemos juntas sí o sí.
No sé si me expresé bien, pero básicamente esta canción me anima a hacer mí vida un poco mejor, de no rendirme tan rápido y seguir luchando por mí bienestar. Gracias, Girl in Red
please im in love with this album
my fav song😻😻😍
Whew this song is just
Ok tweaking or whatever, but do y'all realise that this song is omg i literally have no words to describe this, i love it so much
literally im obsessed with this song.
Literal masterpiece. Nothing else.
Omg I’ve been looking for this song barely knowing the lyrics and I finally found it
i love this song since the first time i listen to it, love u marie
this album is the best birthday gift i could ever imagine. ( yeah its my birthday today)
okay but i love that she is coming out about more serious topics in her music too, not just perfect lesbian songs. can we please appreciate that.
GOD DAMNNN 😦💘
I swear on day I will collaborate with you!!!
You are a legend!!!!!!
Remember the name❤️
1:34 WOW
SHE KNOWS ABOUT ROLLING DOWN IN THE DEEP END SHE'S MORE POWERFUL THAN I THOUGHT
this is my new favorite song-
okay i have decided this is my favorite one
Ya no tengo favorita, todas me gustan.
me tambien :D
That music got me butterfly's
GUYS I'M LITERALLY CRYING SO HAPPY FOR HER THIS IS SO GOOD
it’s a good day 💪😌 billie and girl in red? i’m satisfied
Woah, what a voice🤤
IM SO OBSESSED W THIS SONG ITS THE BESTTTT
Favorite song on the album. Been playing on repeat
ill say this. both headphones in. volume all the way up. im addicted to the very beginning of the song as well as the rest of it😍
My favourite🥰🥰🥰
the production is so cool on this song!! very different from what she usually does but it’s amazing, this whole album is so good
2:20 is the best part by far
Yes the titles in this track and it slaps so hard and this is the most vocally explorative so far
with earphones u can rlly vibe at this song
I was listening the song the hole night😍😍 I love it
Lol it came out this morning where I live🤪
Omg your vocal power 🔥
i can’t stop listening to this
I wish I could listen to this song for the first time again, it's on that list of just perfect songs that check all the boxes 1:35 is my favorite part too ❤️
my fav girl in red song
This songs is one of the best I've ever heard
Probably my favorite on the album