it's 4am but you can't sleep (nightwalk playlist)
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- Опубліковано 28 вер 2024
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just smile kid
For I wander with my thoughts, eternal corruption of my mind. I wish. Pick it up doomer, pick up the ****. For you have lost all ****. Doomer, you have been ****ing all your life. It is time. Eventhough you got a handout, you did not make use of it. And now you are here.
This is your fault.
You were gifted and you have become wasted.
Take it.
"What if I don't?"
Then you will struggle.
"But what if it's worth it?"
If what is worth it?
"Life."
"I can still live."
"The struggle will be worth it."
It's your choice.
"I will take that choice."
"I will take it."
"choice..."
I will try thx
@@candyshop55 good luck man may the force be with you
I'll try mom.
nobody's there. who am i smiling for?
物の哀れ "mono no aware" - the impermanence of things ...
Such a beautiful line
it is
why is it bringing memories to me that don't even exist.
lost time
great playlist that brings me lots of mixed emotions in a good way.
glad to hear it
i feel alone.
you are not alone
@@terrapinheiro Then why am i no ones first choice? i have no one close, no one to talk to
@@WolfiWithZePanzerhi, wanna be friends?
I need to be alone , just me and myself
hope this helps
even that might be too many for me
No idea why I decide to listen to this stuff at 3am, but it makes me feel like I'm in another world.
like nothing matters?
I always feel like iam dramatic for being sad cuz others have it worse and I hate that iam sad and it’s driving me crazy which resulted me in sh which ofc my family hated me when they saw it idk I have a lot of things going on and I hate the fact that I feel sad like why can’t I just be strong like other people and not react to things does someone have any advice to what should I do cuz I keep pulling my hair and the suicidal thoughts are kinda winning I tried therapy and they all recommended pills but my mom says no and I genuinely hate therapists I actually found comfort in being sad and I hated being happy I started wishing to get smth in my stomach so that I stopped eating and I started wishing I could be in the verge of dying so people can start actually caring abt me and so that I would have a reason that I thing is gd to cry aht
Hey, I don't know your exact situation and how old you are but when I was younger I was in a position where I was very lost and hopeless. Back then I made a realisation:
Depression won't go away out of nowhere, I might never fully go away. But there is so much you can do to make your life better. The first step to a better life is bettering yourself. Miracles don't exist. So stop hoping for one. Start taking care of yourself. What can you do in the next year to improve your life? And what can you do today? And in the next 10 minutes? Clean you room, exercise, start sleeping at an acceptable time. Find a long lasting goal. Get a hobby. Find a community you want to be a part of and become a regular. As soon as you start focusing on self-improving your mind will be occupied with something positive. And the suicidal thoughts will slowly fade because the future will seem brighter.
You are not dramatic for being sad. But you do have ro understand that depression is a sign from your mind that tells you that you're unhappy with your position in life. You have to find out why that is and then change it. Pills will just numb your feelings. They will get rid of symptoms, but YOU have to get rid of the root of the problem. I hope this gives you some guidance. If you want to know what helped me look up: "Hamza full mental health guide." He will help you. Watch that entire video (it's about 2 hours long I think). The self-improvement he teaches is for men though, I don't know if you are a guy or girl but that video os universal. If your serious about it it can change your life in 2 weeks
Good luck. Let me know if something was unclear. I know it's though but it's going to get better. You just dom't see that right now.
It's not your fault. You're just a kid.
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Why does this hurt in such an eerie way
The night is silent and in silence you are left with your thoughts
@@terrapinheiro the thoughts hurting more then most things.
Love from London United Kingdom 🇬🇧 ❤
thank you
im sad and theres no one around to support me. i cant stand it
don't worry life will be better
listen to nirvana
Is it ever gonna get better?
don't worry life has ups and downs, feeling down will make the up feel better
You can't grow flowers without rain.
@@bugdatabase nice as quote
Yes of course
whats second song called
İt's hard
it's worth it
"Take care of your mother, son"
hits hard
It's when im farthest away from reality, that i feel closest to home
then where do you belong?
@@terrapinheiro precisely
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