Hometown slowed//sad part//10minute loop

Поділитися
Вставка
  • Опубліковано 30 вер 2024

КОМЕНТАРІ • 1,1 тис.

  • @crystalmarie8142
    @crystalmarie8142  3 роки тому +185

    Hello! Ik most people don’t reply to my comments but I really need to know what you guys want to see from me!! Please tell me if you want a certain part of a song looped or slowed down or just a song slowed, PLEASE let me know!! I have no idea what to post.

  • @katherine3quinn
    @katherine3quinn 3 роки тому +871

    I love how everyone is listening to this at the same time... lots of sad people 😖✌🏼

  • @naimisathegreat8560
    @naimisathegreat8560 3 роки тому +1611

    I miss myself... when I was real , when my smile was real

  • @kylie7016
    @kylie7016 3 роки тому +1173

    hey guys, love isn’t real 😀😀

  • @derek7524
    @derek7524 3 роки тому +552

    your moms love is the only real love .

    • @Alex-b91jj
      @Alex-b91jj 3 роки тому +20

      from ur pet too

    • @arykie7032
      @arykie7032 3 роки тому +10

      No

    • @honestypabon5445
      @honestypabon5445 3 роки тому +19

      @@mare5351 Shit. That's fuckin tough dude.

    • @mmvipper3197
      @mmvipper3197 3 роки тому +5

      @@mare5351 Sucks bro❤️🥺😭😫

    • @zzombbitee
      @zzombbitee 3 роки тому +13

      no.....if my reason of tears is my mom then how is that real love

  • @preettybean8978
    @preettybean8978 3 роки тому +328

    Hey guys don't fell in love cause you will get hurt anyways😀❤️

  • @bictoriacharalambous9758
    @bictoriacharalambous9758 3 роки тому +326

    I wish it would be 5 hours version 🥺

    • @crystalmarie8142
      @crystalmarie8142  3 роки тому +55

      I’ll make an hour long version but it’ll be out by tmr if you want it

    • @bictoriacharalambous9758
      @bictoriacharalambous9758 3 роки тому +8

      @@crystalmarie8142 you are the best!!🥺

    • @sanjj_1
      @sanjj_1 3 роки тому +20

      @@crystalmarie8142 please see if you can make the loop a little more seamless, that would be great. the part from 0:11 to 0:55 is what I would loop for hours on end, and the part at 1:39 where it breaks is kinda unnerving

    • @sanjj_1
      @sanjj_1 3 роки тому

      @@bictoriacharalambous9758 agreed

    • @bigkoru8917
      @bigkoru8917 3 роки тому

      @@crystalmarie8142 please do🥺

  • @rainwingmichael6691
    @rainwingmichael6691 7 місяців тому +15

    I miss old me. The one who smiled. The one who had fun and made fun of times.
    I see so much of how the real world is, how its dark, how it destroyed my heart, how it makes me feel like i am never going to get better.
    I see so much of the truth that if i smile its fake.

    • @Arena_Night
      @Arena_Night 7 місяців тому

      I was the same along time ago buddy. But you know what changed? I killed my old self. I got rid of these bullshit thoughts and told myself why? Why do I let it cripple me every fucking day? Why do I wake up and the first thing I think of is going back to sleep? I will tell you why buddy. It’s because you have no purpose. You wanna know the best part about having no purpose? All it takes is one thing, one thing that makes you get up and say, I WANT IT. GET THE FUCK OUT OF YOUR BED MAN, GET UP AND SHOW THE WORLD BRO WHO YOU ARE. DO YOU THINK ACTORS AND CELEBRITIES JUST GOT LUCKY?? No. they worked their asses off, they cried, they wooke up and didn’t feel like doing shit, but guess what? They still had to. Why? Because they have a purpose. Find yours mister.
      I’m here if you want to talk, just comment back and I wil send my number.
      I expect an answer

    • @laurastepanyan6548
      @laurastepanyan6548 Місяць тому +1

      Maybe the world can be cruel, but dont let it make you cruel. I know life is hard, but atleast try to make it fun. When you fall, try to make it a stunt. Show people ur not just a stupid, worthless mistake that almost everyone is! I believe in you, even tho i dont know you. Stay strong buddy 😞❤️‍🩹

  • @tunisianboy9904
    @tunisianboy9904 3 роки тому +171

    Im imagining this song played one second before my death that I can see all the importants part of my life
    The ones I hated
    The ones I loved
    The ones I lived for
    My greatest and saddest moments
    Then the death comes to take my soul
    Telling me that all will be different now,
    Telling me that all the persons I loved will join me one day
    And all I can do it’s to keep an eye on them.

    • @uberheal_226
      @uberheal_226 2 роки тому

      Wtf you are not good on your mind lmfao 🤣🤣

    • @robertprice965
      @robertprice965 2 роки тому +4

      But the reality is that the only thing waiting for us is the absence of thought or feeling. Just the vastness that is nothing. In the end that's all we are... souls forever to be cast into darkness ✨

    • @dominickdallas5354
      @dominickdallas5354 2 роки тому

      Fax

    • @Mr_devious69
      @Mr_devious69 2 роки тому

      Life is a happy life but death is the painful truth and it finds us all eventually, and we have to embrace it as all lies come to an end only for us 2 see the truth in it's terrifying glory where we will be taken into a warm embrace and find the ones we love and lost along the way

    • @Mr_devious69
      @Mr_devious69 2 роки тому

      *happy lie*

  • @niamhwray6535
    @niamhwray6535 3 роки тому +33

    Thx bro

  • @EjikeVitalis
    @EjikeVitalis 3 роки тому +216

    My sadness motivates me, I’ll shock the world. Mark my words!

  • @1_Fox_1
    @1_Fox_1 3 роки тому +29

    How 2020 is for me:
    Became a introvert
    All my friends left me
    My family emotionally abuses me
    I became depressed
    I no longer have anything to do
    Cat died
    Became suicidal
    Skipping class
    Failing school
    Should I end it? I’m starting to think I should

    • @nursyazwanie3340
      @nursyazwanie3340 3 роки тому +5

      cat died is the worst feeling ever .. and please don't . think about it carefully :)

    • @gustavmoggemogren2773
      @gustavmoggemogren2773 3 роки тому +3

      Star working out it helps trust me hockey saved me and now im going to the nhl

    • @Maxitaboadaa
      @Maxitaboadaa 3 роки тому +2

      I Think You don't have to end tour life bro, You are in a terrible moment but, You know You can pass it. COUNT ON ME. YOU CAN, GET UP AND THINK THAT................ YOU CAN!

    • @matthewluke921
      @matthewluke921 3 роки тому +1

      You are stronger than all of this✊🏻

    • @samiraabuser
      @samiraabuser 3 роки тому +1

      And Mustafa Nadarevic dead..😭

  • @sirarthur4878
    @sirarthur4878 3 роки тому +60

    When you lost your purpose in life and you don’t know what’s the difference between right or left anymore.

    • @slayre1408
      @slayre1408 3 роки тому

      I feel ya

    • @naujaeriksen3173
      @naujaeriksen3173 3 роки тому +3

      If you go left nothing is right, if you go right nothing is left..

  • @francisarielarcena8729
    @francisarielarcena8729 3 роки тому +115

    i don’t think i’ll make it through this month after listening to this, i just can’t handle my friends death. He took his own life and now the thoughts in my minds saying im taking mine.

    • @lina-yu1rw
      @lina-yu1rw 3 роки тому +13

      No please everything is gonna be all right . I know it's a hard time , but you will get through it i believe in you❤

    • @lucasreyes8116
      @lucasreyes8116 3 роки тому +9

      Hey man do you think your friend wouldve wanted you to kill yourself look man I’ve been through that I’ve tried saving so many people from suicide but I can but I don’t take my life cause I keep living life for them you should do the same man live your life for him everything you do is for him just remember that

    • @sabrinamauney5136
      @sabrinamauney5136 3 роки тому +4

      I best friend died yesterday I’m not taking it good I don’t understand such a good person ripped away at such a young age hang in there and maybe I will too 💔💕

    • @francisarielarcena8729
      @francisarielarcena8729 3 роки тому +4

      people said that I’m way too over acting about it, they don’t really know how it feels to be in this situation. it keeps haunting me every single night. Thankyou appreciate y’all.

    • @sabrinamauney5136
      @sabrinamauney5136 3 роки тому +2

      @@francisarielarcena8729 it’s so hard people really don’t understand every memory keeps replaying in my head and I go from smiling ab the memory’s to crying and breaking down it makes no sense to me and this is the closest person to me that I’ve lost and nothing helps it just hurts 💔

  • @crystalmarie8142
    @crystalmarie8142  3 роки тому +95

    Guys I’m gonna make a one hour loop and make it more seamless! Thank you for your input. It’ll be a little because my internet isn’t working that great rn.

    • @holywoods007
      @holywoods007 3 роки тому +2

      Yessss now I can sit up all night and cry to it

    • @butterflymischelle786
      @butterflymischelle786 3 роки тому +2

      I'mma subscribe and turn the notifications on, because i can't wait for the one Hour version of this perfection💞

    • @kaiali7255
      @kaiali7255 3 роки тому

      👍

  • @Marco-xb5xc
    @Marco-xb5xc 3 роки тому +102

    I miss the old me 🤷🏻‍♂️

    • @Otbb
      @Otbb 3 роки тому

      Me two my brother die

    • @mike7952
      @mike7952 3 роки тому +1

      @@Otbb I am sorry for you😢

    • @wwaavvee_
      @wwaavvee_ 3 роки тому

      Same

    • @flxffy_edits
      @flxffy_edits 3 роки тому

      Same.. when I was happy and carefree, those were the days and I didn’t even know it... 😭🥺

    • @abelito5874
      @abelito5874 3 роки тому +2

      Quaratine changed alot of us tbh

  • @AM-vw8gh
    @AM-vw8gh 3 роки тому +61

    I’m no longer the person I once was. I’m no longer a warm and bright person. everything is so cold, dark and empty. I miss who I once was.

    • @aurorasuriano612
      @aurorasuriano612 3 роки тому +2

      I can completely relate 🫂❤️

    • @stylebender5335
      @stylebender5335 3 роки тому +4

      Then change your self to someone you love again trust me you have the power the human mind is a powerful thing you just have to put in the hard work and remember only u can make your self truly happy

    • @aurorasuriano612
      @aurorasuriano612 3 роки тому +1

      @@stylebender5335 thanks you’re a super great person thank you so much for your beautiful words ❤️

    • @Abhinav.S19
      @Abhinav.S19 2 роки тому +1

      I have no friends
      Parents insult me everyday
      I don't remember last time I was happy
      😭

    • @goopy95
      @goopy95 Рік тому

      I am but a husk of my old self

  • @amberb9253
    @amberb9253 3 роки тому +63

    I love you thank uuuu i needed the longer versionn

  • @rahulp3527
    @rahulp3527 3 роки тому +96

    Just laying on my bed at mid night gazing out of the window into the night sky hoping maybe someday someone will come and lit up my world full of darkness.
    Thought it was her but she just made it alot more darker.

    • @lightwarlord7380
      @lightwarlord7380 3 роки тому +8

      i feel u dude

    • @nicholassauve8684
      @nicholassauve8684 3 роки тому +3

      I've never dated anyone in my life and I think I'm desperate for love. I'm desperate because I want to feel something good. I want to feel like the world stops when I'm with someone. I want to feel a feeling I never felt. I've been nothing but rejected every time I tried so it hurts more because it's like nobody gives a shit. Can't do much about it though, except say I'm okay, I don't need anyone special in my life and still go to school, to the gym, to my friends and act like everything is ok but it's not. Nobody finds good people anymore. I gaze the stars sometimes too and wonder if anything will change. Truth is I know the next time I will look out that window, I'll feel even worse than before. So yeah I feel you.

    • @SlimShadyZA
      @SlimShadyZA 3 роки тому +3

      @@nicholassauve8684 Bro I wanna tell u this, u don't have to listen to me also but, I'll rather not date in the first place cuz what's the point of it when the cycle repeats itself, I rather wait till I get the right one... Then u can live a happy life, I am 17 but I know what is going on, Save ur heart for the right time, it'll be needed to keep a good relationship

    • @Abhinav.S19
      @Abhinav.S19 2 роки тому

      Yeah bro
      I don't even know last when I was happy

    • @nocovidhere6812
      @nocovidhere6812 11 місяців тому

      ​@@SlimShadyZAin 17 and I've only have 1 bf ever. He was abusive so I left. Now I'm sitting, waiting. Just waiting for a decent guy to actually care about me and not hurt me.

  • @zachsarikavids
    @zachsarikavids 3 роки тому +46

    I really miss of being 11 years old..
    That age is the best for me 😔

    • @diqnq155
      @diqnq155 3 роки тому +1

      the best age for me was 6, after 7 my parents started yelling at each other and that affected me years and years..

    • @heyy..8202
      @heyy..8202 3 роки тому +3

      Now im 11 but i dont like myself. Im not ok. Im not good. Why im like that? I dont know. Its hurt. I dont know why im not good. I dont know what happened to happy me. Im always smiling but when i cry,the all things are hurting me. Im just 11.. Im still a child,maybe i seem cringe but its a pain. It hurts. Really,i dont know why i feel like that. Or why im sad like that. Im just a kid.. I dont want to grow up. I will be bad than that. I dont will be good. I just will be sad person more than that. I dont know what i want. If someone seems me cringe,try be me. Try it. Be schizophrenia in your 11 and try feel how im feel. Im really not okay.

    • @laurastepanyan6548
      @laurastepanyan6548 Місяць тому

      ​@@heyy..8202 Welcome to the cruel world of humanity.. where people kill eachother for money, for land, for love and family. They kill eachother, they kill themselves. The world only gets worse, and, i know how you feel 😢. I support you. I know how it is to be like that, i think i have bipolar disorder but i didn't tell my parents, cuz they won't believe me.. so ill have to be like this my whole life, i have to lie all day, 😭 and it hurts me so much. Mom, i cant be what you want me to be...

  • @megibebja5438
    @megibebja5438 3 роки тому +104

    I LOST MY COUSIN YESTERDAY AND NEVER TOLD HIM HOW MUCH IMMPORTANT HE WAS TO ME NEVERRRRR
    AND NOW I JUST HATE MYSELF

    • @paulibach8185
      @paulibach8185 3 роки тому +2

      Stay strong ❤️

    • @veronicacedeno7089
      @veronicacedeno7089 3 роки тому +5

      I am so sorry to hear that. I hope you’re fine now and know it always gets better, now he’s watching over you. Stay strong bby ❤️

    • @prieltheprune1302
      @prieltheprune1302 3 роки тому

      @@veronicacedeno7089 yes🤍🖤✨

    • @no-quema-cuh
      @no-quema-cuh 3 роки тому +1

      im so sorry to hear that stay strong

    • @amextremelyautistic
      @amextremelyautistic 3 роки тому

      Don’t kill your cousin for some ‘like’

  • @hasandsn1661
    @hasandsn1661 3 роки тому +97

    trust me: only ur mum's I love u will be real for ever...

    • @xlolcanyounotx9827
      @xlolcanyounotx9827 3 роки тому +3

      dang that hit different :/

    • @sobbytwat662
      @sobbytwat662 3 роки тому +5

      If i had one

    • @xlolcanyounotx9827
      @xlolcanyounotx9827 3 роки тому +4

      @@sobbytwat662 OH MY GOD I AM SO SORRY 🥺😭

    • @ll-si8us
      @ll-si8us 3 роки тому +2

      If only my mom ever said that to me

    • @sobbytwat662
      @sobbytwat662 3 роки тому +4

      @@xlolcanyounotx9827 yeah she died because of lung cancer when i was six im used to not having a mom figure but sometimes i just miss her

  • @1shaaa_11
    @1shaaa_11 3 роки тому +1

    IDK what happen with me, I just feel like nobody want me. I just feel alone

    • @albertohernandez6842
      @albertohernandez6842 3 роки тому

      Nobody is never alone there's always gonna be that one person that be on you 24/7 I really hope that your most darkest day come to an end you are special just keep going you got this

    • @cristianrodrigoalarconpino8475
      @cristianrodrigoalarconpino8475 3 роки тому

  • @kendrickvega6852
    @kendrickvega6852 3 роки тому +76

    Wait for the right girl... she’ll come eventually, just be patient.

    • @aestheticlyrics6059
      @aestheticlyrics6059 3 роки тому +4

      Love yourself first dont waitt

    • @GHOSTKIDD25
      @GHOSTKIDD25 3 роки тому +2

      When will she come I’m 26 getting close to 30 everyone I know is happy my brothers my parents my sister And they all always ask me u ok I’m like yea I’m good but they know I’m lying when I drink a lot 😞

  • @apheleledlamini1239
    @apheleledlamini1239 3 роки тому +23

    Anybody watching this did not get it in their recommendations , they looked for it , and you’re listening to this because you feel sad inside. No happy person would be listening to this specifically

  • @hebrew1688
    @hebrew1688 3 роки тому +47

    3:34 perfect beat drop

  • @youssefsfather7939
    @youssefsfather7939 3 роки тому +5

    اين العرب انا لأ ئراهم 🤔

  • @Carosalittlecrazy
    @Carosalittlecrazy 3 роки тому +30

    Ngl I feel so safe here, like every person that came here, its bcs of depression like me. I feel like I'm home.

  • @dogte1006
    @dogte1006 3 роки тому +52

    To many sad people here😕.. i wish u the best my Brothers and Sisters. U r not alone 🙏🏽❤

    • @xlolcanyounotx9827
      @xlolcanyounotx9827 3 роки тому

      ily

    • @Joel.12678
      @Joel.12678 3 роки тому +1

      Thanks. Thats exactly what i need now.

    • @xlolcanyounotx9827
      @xlolcanyounotx9827 3 роки тому

      @@Joel.12678 u ok?

    • @Joel.12678
      @Joel.12678 3 роки тому

      @@xlolcanyounotx9827 no. My grandmother passend away in a car crash and Turing that car crash my cat was under the car. What about you? I hope ur life us beautiful.

    • @xlolcanyounotx9827
      @xlolcanyounotx9827 3 роки тому

      @@Joel.12678 i am so sorry!! my grandma passed away as well but things will get better, they'll get so much better. may your grandmother rest in peace, fly high angel 💔💔

  • @lavenderrayyy1671
    @lavenderrayyy1671 3 роки тому +23

    Love is dangerous/fake it causes jealousy, obsession, heart breaks and questions ur relationship. Somone always gets hurt in the end... Everytime someone loves another person ur gonna have a lost...

  • @DIngram00
    @DIngram00 3 роки тому +6

    I'm tired of hurting tired of putting on q brave face and a fake smile tired of crying when I'm alone hopelessness and despair are setting in I'm so tired of fighting everyday its a constant battle to wake up each day and not want to end it I'm so close to giving up

    • @stylebender5335
      @stylebender5335 3 роки тому

      Don’t ever give man just hang in there you just need to create the right sort of life for your self you have to put in hard work don’t be lazy trust me it will pay off you need to have a vision’ think big’ ignore the people saying no and cut them out’ put in the work’ and never give up failure is how to learn and gain experience

    • @stylebender5335
      @stylebender5335 3 роки тому

      No matter what ur problems r work on them I was depressed and had Suicidal thoughts a few years back I asked my self what was the point y am I just sitting through life everyday but then I realised it’s my habits and how I choose to live. I was over weght and had no friends and girlfriend I started by working out abs getting in shape then I worked on my social skills by not playing games 24/7 and going out and talking to strangers then I started to gain friends and got confidence and asked out girls the first 2 said no but then I got a date and now I’m in a happy relationship with a happy life. Just work hard and change your habits remember as much as it suckes only I can change you and ur option of the world with hard work good luck my friend

  • @ariadnamesa
    @ariadnamesa 3 роки тому +50

    Me encanta demasiado, es inexplicable te transporta a otro lugar.

  • @Thyluvjere
    @Thyluvjere 3 роки тому +24

    This sound makes me think of the past, makes my smile slowly fade away I spent most of my day crying to these very sad songs and sounds 😃🙂🙁😕😟😢😭...... 💀🔪✖️

  • @yande8466
    @yande8466 3 роки тому +14

    Not me coming here while I'm crying just to have a background music like I'm in mf movie

  • @jeybian423
    @jeybian423 3 роки тому +20

    this has me thinking of a relationship i never had

  • @camilasouza1867
    @camilasouza1867 3 роки тому +18

    Algum brasileiro ? 🥺🇧🇷❤️ Jesus te ama e Ele te traz alegria em qualquer circunstância de sua vida!

    • @mateusvinicius_00
      @mateusvinicius_00 3 роки тому +1

      🙋🏾‍♂️

    • @apolloteo
      @apolloteo 3 роки тому +1

      Tenho dúvidas 😔

    • @camilasouza1867
      @camilasouza1867 3 роки тому +1

      @@apolloteo as dúvidas fazem parte da vida, mas lembre-se que tudo aqui é temporário, lutas, dores. Há tempo para tudo , tudo mesmo e só nos resta enfrentarmos da melhor maneira possível. Siga firme 🙏🏽

    • @apolloteo
      @apolloteo 3 роки тому +1

      @@camilasouza1867 obrigado viu

    • @crusher5599
      @crusher5599 2 роки тому

      You do know you're turning off a lot of people to Christ through that message.

  • @chiosisland4418
    @chiosisland4418 3 роки тому +9

    Im so tired of being alone....💔

    • @aminemedsy
      @aminemedsy 3 роки тому +1

      You might feel alone but trust me, you are not. Lots of many other people feel the same way you do. I know it hurts but there are people who care, who would love to have you in their lives.

    • @Eliias_x
      @Eliias_x 4 місяці тому +1

      dude being alone is the best

  • @Ali___1988
    @Ali___1988 3 роки тому +2

    💔😔hometomn slowed down twenty on pilost
    ‏"لا اعرفكم جميعاً ولا أنتم تعرفونني، ولكني اريد بشدة أن أناشدكم أن لا تقتربوا من قلب أحد إن لم تكُن قلوبكم صادقة، لا تخونوا العهود، وكونوا أوفياء

    • @mouadaitbrahim4877
      @mouadaitbrahim4877 3 роки тому

      كل هذه الامور ستمر اعرف انها صعبة لكنها فقط تتطلب وقت فقط ثق في نفسك ان تستحق الافضل

    • @Ali___1988
      @Ali___1988 3 роки тому

      @@mouadaitbrahim4877 شكرا جزيلا

    • @mouadaitbrahim4877
      @mouadaitbrahim4877 3 роки тому

      @@Ali___1988 على الرحب 🙏🧿

    • @Ali___1988
      @Ali___1988 3 роки тому

      @@mouadaitbrahim4877 🌺🌸😊

  • @zay3440
    @zay3440 3 роки тому +23

    I am really sleppy

  • @michaelhowto
    @michaelhowto 3 роки тому +13

    wish i could turn back time to the good old days

  • @stygian_exe.813
    @stygian_exe.813 3 роки тому +17

    you realize you're growing up when you turn off the light you don't run when the sleep is a gift when your parents are gone💔🥺

  • @nainmartinez838
    @nainmartinez838 3 роки тому +15

    38 Jesus was in the stern, sleeping on a cushion. The disciples woke him and said to him, “Teacher, don’t you care if we drown?”
    39 He got up, rebuked the wind and said to the waves, “Quiet! Be still!” Then the wind died down and it was completely calm.
    40 He said to his disciples, “Why are you so afraid? Do you still have no faith?”

  • @imorgnz
    @imorgnz Рік тому +4

    Take Me To Another World 🥂

  • @may1212
    @may1212 3 роки тому +22

    I’ve been crying a lot lately whilst listening to music but the thing is I love listening to music because it makes me feel better so all my pain goes away , even though it never does I hope your all okay

  • @Freecartoonsfortheday
    @Freecartoonsfortheday 2 роки тому +7

    When i hear this song i miss my old and golden days 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

  • @manizuno
    @manizuno Рік тому +1

    When u find happyness in Lonlyness...

  • @MrHar8ig
    @MrHar8ig 3 роки тому +12

    Everything is going to be okay

  • @DistractionTV
    @DistractionTV 3 роки тому +3

    You know, sometimes what a person needs is just one piece, that one piece is being a special person for someone.... well i've lost that piece..

  • @janithavalavan535
    @janithavalavan535 3 роки тому +12

    I felt that boy fell on the sofa................I too lost my parents 2 months ago and my Husband tooo.....im carrying a child with me for 6 months and im alone........im just living for my little hero/heroine to be born.......Hats off to this video....completely under stood my feelings

  • @crystalmarie8142
    @crystalmarie8142  3 роки тому +11

    I DID IT!! I just uploaded the 1 hour version (more seamless) go like it up yall! Hope you like it🥺

  • @kapildieolia7636
    @kapildieolia7636 3 роки тому +19

    *and you realize how your life going in a loop day by day*

  • @fer3786
    @fer3786 3 роки тому +2

    humans still don't know true sadness

  • @thomasclaerhout9342
    @thomasclaerhout9342 3 роки тому +12

    Imagine having a huge crush on someone you think you will never meet. You still think a lot about her and you can't study because of it. One day you meet her. You start talking and laughing together and you become friends with her. You have the time of your life. At the end you even get a hug. It's something you haven't had in a while but you really needed it. Suddenly you wake up and you remember how lonely you are. Happens to me more than I want...

    • @Nimble.ninja910
      @Nimble.ninja910 3 роки тому

      You made me cry more than I would’ve liked today, keep your head up bro. Lords knows im trying

  • @vhdhollow1608
    @vhdhollow1608 3 роки тому +2

    Hey you, who are you? I look into the mirror and only see you. Are you myself? Are you nobody? Are you a part of me? Or you are me and I don't exist?

  • @hiso0okahks685
    @hiso0okahks685 11 місяців тому +4

    God did not create us to be sad. He only teaches us how to return to Him when we are broken

  • @Days-ru8jh
    @Days-ru8jh 3 роки тому +5

    Regret the past
    Hate the present
    Fear the future

    • @elijahbarney3055
      @elijahbarney3055 Рік тому +4

      Learn from the past
      Embrace the present
      Hope for a better future

  • @xlolcanyounotx9827
    @xlolcanyounotx9827 3 роки тому +10

    love is like a game. it tricks you into thinking you're winning but you really just lose everything. i've lost everything. i lost the game of love. it's all gone now, just because i was the one hurting

  • @lucieidepereirasantos9334
    @lucieidepereirasantos9334 2 роки тому +17

    musica tão triste,tão suave...amo muito essa musica sempre foi a minha preferida😍😥💘❤

  • @andrewsmusic7545
    @andrewsmusic7545 3 роки тому +17

    I love how this song beautifully sounds like chaos makes me thing about the end of the world

  • @MaybeStarlight
    @MaybeStarlight 3 роки тому +6

    I’m sitting here in bed, alone, wondering if he will ever like me back. But at the same time, I know he won’t right? Because I’m ugly, my hair is too short, I look like a lesbian, I dress weird, I’m too loud, I’m annoying. Plus I’ve never even spoken to him before so why do I even like him? I hate when I’m the reason my own heart gets broken. His smile lights up my day better than the sunshine, his laugh is the cutest thing I’ve ever heard and makes me want to laugh too...every time I look at him my heart flutters and I feel like my day is going to be so much better. I don’t feel alone anymore...but you can’t like or even love somebody you’ve never spoken a word to in your entire life right? Right..?

    • @nataliemertova4625
      @nataliemertova4625 3 роки тому +1

      (My English isnt very great, so I am sorry for mistakes)
      No, you can fall in love with anyone, even when you did not spoke to him. Maybe you shoud tell him about your feelings... Its better to know if there is something you can do, for you, for youself to be happy. And if he didn't like you back, I know its hard, but then u can tell your self there is another one, someone who will apreaciate your feelings... And I think everybody is beautifull, dont shame your self, you are beautifull and deserves a lot of love. Love your self please. You Are amazing and always be.❤❤❤💕

    • @MaybeStarlight
      @MaybeStarlight 3 роки тому +1

      @@nataliemertova4625 thank you ❤️❤️❤️

    • @mohamadmuhsn6931
      @mohamadmuhsn6931 3 роки тому

      I am the ugliest man alive i go out with a girl but iam wearing mask all the time pretending that ia afraid of corona
      But inside iam afraid if she sees my ugliness woyld she still love me i cant imagine my life without her but in the end she will see what is hiding behind this mask and she will kick me out from her world i dont blame her i blame myself

    • @RubinSumo
      @RubinSumo 3 роки тому

      @@mohamadmuhsn6931 Bro if she don't accept your face she don't deserve you! You are great just the way you are keep fighting! ❤️❤️

  • @DarlingKawaii
    @DarlingKawaii 3 роки тому +17

    Es tan hermoso escuchar esto, es tranquilo, relajante, nostálgico, ayuda mucho a pensar y conciliar sueño, ayuda a mantener la calma y/o analizar más las cosas, adoro este video con sus sonido, Punto de admiración a ti dueñ@ de este canal porque esto que escucho es hermoso 💙🌟💙🌟💙🌟🌟💙🌟💙

  • @susanna.casarotto9779
    @susanna.casarotto9779 3 роки тому +8

    Every beat I fell as I'm losing something on myself. I'm slowly due.

  • @mothiethedoll
    @mothiethedoll 3 роки тому +5

    6 Yr Old Me: I Want To Be A Ballerina
    7 Yr Old Me: I Want To Be A Doctor
    8 Yr Old Me: I Want To Be A Vet
    9 Yr Old Me: I Want To Be A Monster
    10 Yr Old Me: I Want To Be Dead...

    • @theking88746
      @theking88746 2 роки тому +1

      Dude you are or were just 10,...

    • @GirlGurlGorl
      @GirlGurlGorl 2 роки тому

      dude no way ☠️

    • @justmusicbeats3632
      @justmusicbeats3632 Рік тому +1

      Oh come on, damn u haven't faced even 1% difficulties

    • @mothiethedoll
      @mothiethedoll Рік тому

      u guys are just making me go 💀. I mean- I was a little kid back then.

  • @deepquotes797
    @deepquotes797 3 роки тому +2

    When was our fate realized? When we were born? When we first cried? When we first felt pain? No.... our fate of eternal dispare was realized when we first fell in love only to realize that they'll never love you back, because miracles only happen in the fictional, the faith of believing in love will only hurt you in the end. You'll be lieing to yourself for all eternity unable to break free of loves chains forever bound by its tethers... Love isn't a blessing...... Its a abused drug, a fallen concept, a forgotten emotion, and the biggest lie you could every tell yourself.

  • @muneccimcinkabilesi4855
    @muneccimcinkabilesi4855 3 роки тому +3

    13 years old me: I love dad
    18 years old me: I miss you dad

  • @deepquotes797
    @deepquotes797 3 роки тому +5

    Love is a faith that we rely on for our future, a future that can never come true because the loneliness and pain of being in love will never lessen but only intensify throught our lives. All I ask as someone that has been forgotten over and over again, just.... Stay true to yourself because the ones that only look out for number one aren't selfish, the selfish ones are the ones that want others to put them before others

  • @brandons.c5197
    @brandons.c5197 3 роки тому +13

    Más que trisiteza me da nostalgia y de la nada me llegan recuerdos e imaginaciones

    • @mitskinista2188
      @mitskinista2188 3 роки тому +3

      A mi me recuerda a Sasha......lo lamento

  • @a1ghosty
    @a1ghosty 3 роки тому +5

    I miss myself... the not so depressed and anxious self the happy one

  • @crystalmarie8142
    @crystalmarie8142  3 роки тому +6

    Hey guys I’m working on uploading the 1 hour version but it seems to not want to upload! I’ll update you.

  • @mcutopedits19
    @mcutopedits19 Рік тому +3

    Its whats life is all about.. you never know what your gonna get until you lived through it.
    we cant tell the future but we know our past.
    its the same thing for everyone.
    everyone goes through something like this.
    something isnt always forever,
    we only live through the best memories.
    life is like a river, it feels like it will never end, until the breaking point ending to it.
    people have gone through times, times i know that youll get over it..

  • @xlolcanyounotx9827
    @xlolcanyounotx9827 3 роки тому +8

    listening to this, thinking of that ONE PERSON YOU MISS SO MUCH IT HURTS LIKE HELL, alone and then it starts to rain 😀👍🏼

  • @adityanemmani3759
    @adityanemmani3759 3 роки тому +3

    How many of you lost your pet with which you grew up from your childhood?

  • @ashvy5976
    @ashvy5976 3 роки тому +10

    I just got into fought with my mom. Bruh-i'm tired wanna fight again w her just because of my mental illness.

    • @beastpodz418
      @beastpodz418 3 роки тому +2

      Don’t 🥺 ik parents are strict I told my dad once I didn’t want him as a dad in June 14 he passed away and I knew I was wrong for telling him that

    • @mahmoudsalah4693
      @mahmoudsalah4693 3 роки тому

      @@beastpodz418 sorry for hearing that...he is in a better place and always know that he loves you

    • @beastpodz418
      @beastpodz418 3 роки тому

      @@mahmoudsalah4693 ye I only had him for 13 years :/

  • @crystalmarie8142
    @crystalmarie8142  3 роки тому +5

    Y’all I’m trying so hard rn, it’s taking FOREVER TO UPLOAD

  • @lissymccormick3148
    @lissymccormick3148 3 роки тому +5

    Yeah I get it I’m lonely. I have nobody at this point. Nobody ever asks me if I’m okay.I’m always the friend who says I’m insecure and shit for “attention”gets spoken over and has to walk on the grass, is always the last choice. I’m ugly and it’s a fact that I’ll never be pretty. I’ll never have a dad or his half of the family to walk me down the isle on my wedding day. My mom told me I’ll never get anywhere in life. My own brother tried to hurt me with scissors and i can’t remember what the other thing was. My mom tells me I’ll get nowhere in life. I find it hard to see happy children with their moms and dads without crying and I try to keep it in. Apparent ally I do nothing, I do half the jobs in the house my mom should be doing, I do my own washing half the time, tidy my room and the whole house for my mom when she goes out so that I can make her happy as she has three kids but she never even notices or says ty, I do the washing up and unload the dishwasher, Hoover the whole house, clean the kitchen from top to bottom look after my sister almost ever day for at least 4 hours or more morning and night, are for my mom when she is out so I can make her happy she never even eats it and chucks it away, I buy her chocolate and shit from the shops after school on my way home so that I can do somet nice for her but she just leaves it to rot in the cubard. She has never gave me kisses or hugs and never says she loves me and never asks how I am. My Nan and grandad don’t even take any notice of me my auntie and uncle live away. I’ll never get anywhere in life. I tried to commit with a huge nice by trying to stab myself when I was 9-10 but I turned away because I thought about the fact I would miss my Nan and grandad, there was no point they don’t take and notice of me now anyway, constantly cut myself and stay awake all night and cry whenever I’m not with someone. I’m 12 now and I’m sick of life, I’m never happy and I’ve got along time to come before i can leave home and make myself happy and live my own life away from everyone. Might just commit nobody would notice anyway 😕☹️😖😣😔

    • @g.3925
      @g.3925 3 роки тому +1

      i’m sorry this is happening to you, but please don’t commit :(

    • @eleonoramiraka288
      @eleonoramiraka288 3 роки тому

      Omg so sad:(

    • @lissymccormick3148
      @lissymccormick3148 3 роки тому +1

      @@eleonoramiraka288 ;-;

    • @lissymccormick3148
      @lissymccormick3148 3 роки тому

      @@g.3925 trying my hardest to keep myself together 😖

    • @MKASSEM74
      @MKASSEM74 3 роки тому +1

      I’m sorry but you are 12 and you have a long time ahead so keep your head up i was like you but in a different way i got bullied at school and my parents used to hit me i left them to study abroad so i can be by myself ik life is hard but you will get through it I tried committing suicide 3 times in my life but I didn’t, thank god, I’m 19 now living my life and I’m happy with it so please be safe don’t think about committing live your life and I’m sure you will be happy in the future❤️🥺

  • @SJ.-
    @SJ.- 3 роки тому +7

    the memories of those ive lost have finally returned

  • @stylebender5335
    @stylebender5335 3 роки тому +1

    PEOPLE PLZ LISTEN UP IF YOU ARE SAD OR GOING THROUGH SOMETHING REMEMBER ITS ONLY TEMPORARY NEVER GIVE UP AND STOP LISTENING TO MUSIC LIKE THIS IT DOESNT HELP SADNESS IS ADDICTIVE CHANGE YOUR LIFE YOU HAVE THE POWER AND ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS PUT IN THE HARD WORK

  • @gr1ngo153
    @gr1ngo153 3 роки тому +13

    autumn vibes

  • @Kim_Yeonsoo
    @Kim_Yeonsoo Місяць тому +1

    Men juda hafaman shuning uchun buni eshityapman hozir esa yig'lagim kelyabdi va yig'ladim😢😢😢😢😢🥀🥀💔🥀🥀💔💔💔🥀🥀bu qõshiq yig'lashga yordam beradi😭😭😭😭😓😓😭😞😞😞😞😞😞

  • @soapee7
    @soapee7 3 роки тому +3

    I cry all night, so i can fake a smile at day. Because. I lost my yellow🌻✨ she was my light. my dear light moved away from me. I am now stuck in the dark and struggling to Get out. She was the reason i had hope. She was everything💔

  • @Rhylee-james
    @Rhylee-james 2 місяці тому +2

    i miss you tecnoblade ❤❤ you will never be fogoton ❤

  • @antoniasajnovic4823
    @antoniasajnovic4823 3 роки тому +3

    I miss being 11 year old, not worrying about life, having my grandpa and uncle with me, thinking about what im gonna do tmrw not about amni going to see tmrw. I miss having the only problem in my life that i didnt do my homework at home, now im home all the time, doing nothing. My mind can't take it anymore. Il online classes im there, but im not. I listen but dont understand. I miss going to my best friends house and staying up all night talking. She changed, I changed. Everyone changed. Im amazed im still here. But maybe it will get better. If not, thank you world. For teaching me some stuff. Thank you, for giving my the best sister anyone could ever wish for. Thank you, for giving me a chance but i cant take it.

  • @echoeffect9820
    @echoeffect9820 2 роки тому +2

    Then the realization hit me, harder than any blade ever could.
    My best friend was dead.
    My sister was gone.
    I was alone.

  • @adityanemmani3759
    @adityanemmani3759 3 роки тому +3

    I had a dog named Blue, I got it when I was like 9 years old or so, I liked the clour so much, and the name blue seemed so cool to me so I named him blue, we grew up together. I was 9, and he was a just-born puppy we played together, slept together, ate together, even bathed together, done many things together. in this lockdown, I was in my home and bored and took him out to play and we played many games together and we are both tired I was about to get a drink for me and some water for my blue in a store near highway while Blue waited outside for me, Blue was a well-taught smart, disciplined dog, some random person tried to steal some old mans money and ran away, blue chased after him, went very far away from the store, I came out, and saw blue running away from me towards the highway, and rushed towards him. blue chased that man so long and he somehow escaped. I saw this and called on blue with a whistle. He responded and came running towards me in the middle of the highway. I shouldn't have called him back. If I didn't, Blue would be with me right now. That was the last response from him. A speeding car hit him and he was thrown far away. I couldn't see that. I should have kept him tied to a pole with his leash. I shouldn't have taken a stop for a drink near the highway. I shouldn't let him wait. I shouldn't have played. I shouldn't have gone out!. I shouldn't have felt bored in the first place. Damn! people say breakup hurts the most but, whoever said it, they never lost a dog😭😭
    PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOUR PETS, FAMILY&FRIENDS!!!!

  • @عزالهلالي-م7ر
    @عزالهلالي-م7ر 3 роки тому +1

    To whomever this comment will reach, you are sad because you don’t accept changes either to better or worse. Humans love to be in a steady state even if that means to be sad, look to your self and you will know what I talk about. Just know, you are not weak, you refuse the outcomes of some events that you have been through such as losing a friend or money...etc. My only advice is to look for the future, accept the past, and let the past fades away; look to your position now and know how to move to a better position.
    Just let it go.

  • @papatrycja9180
    @papatrycja9180 3 роки тому +5

    Me listening to it after being the funny and positive shadow of myself for the whole day

  • @Jo3x23
    @Jo3x23 3 роки тому +1

    13 year old me, wow halo is gunna be amazing 16 year old me hell yeah halo 2 I'm ready
    20 year old me I cant wait for halo 3
    By my 20s I hadn't felt the weight of the world yet
    Halo 4 it takes 2+ years to buy because I'm poor, halo 5 bought it in 2020
    Halo mcc bought it 6 years after release
    Also bought reach & odst when they came out aswell, I was the real me while I played these games, I nearly died from pneumonia in july 2020, halo was my childhood it kept me from being a criminal, I'm me for the first time in years when play these games.......thank you bungie/343

  • @tomoyatsu
    @tomoyatsu 3 роки тому +4

    This is when you let them go. This is when they love someone else and you can’t stand being in between them anymore so you give up first and let them go...

  • @user-me3rx1bb1z
    @user-me3rx1bb1z 3 роки тому +1

    After many thoughts you'll understand that everything is meaningless and fake .
    Life is sad 😓
    Life is fake .

  • @pponderinqs
    @pponderinqs 3 роки тому +3

    You step into heaven.
    You run to them your eyes full of tears.
    You fall to the ground hugging them.
    You watch as your people stand there in pain.
    You regret everything.
    You watch them as they cry.
    As you see, everyone, suicide is never the answer. Giving up your life to pain is worth a lot less then loosing everyone, everything. If you ever think about committing suicide, the best option is to talk to someone, it can be a family member, or a stranger, just remember, that suicide is never the answer. I understand you chest feels heavy, your head hurts, your struggling, but just remember, someday you’ll have an amazing family, children, maybe even a pet or two, you’ll live a happy life in a big home.
    Goodnight everyone! xoxo

  • @aish2887
    @aish2887 3 роки тому +2

    i want the old me back… :( 🤕

  • @Otbb
    @Otbb 3 роки тому +3

    ساد ورب العباد اخوي توفى قبل سنتين وكان يشغل ذي الاغنية و صرت كل شوي اشغلها عشان اتذكرة 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

  • @yaqomedjiqli9659
    @yaqomedjiqli9659 3 роки тому +1

    TÜRKLER ve AZERBAYCANLILAR burdada varmiyiz

  • @farnazkamyar4384
    @farnazkamyar4384 3 роки тому +4

    Love this melody ❤❤no more sad vibes ! I'm just too tired to be sad again ! I can't handle sad life anymore!!!!!!!!

  • @mitchell_g
    @mitchell_g Рік тому +1

    Everyone thinks that I'm a happy guy laughing and smiling a lot... But in reality im dead inside. Playing video games alone while crying and thinking about good old days... And of course, I need to cover it all by a smile so people won't figure it out

  • @erickmorales4312
    @erickmorales4312 Рік тому +3

    Maybe I’m in the wrong chat here but the humming just sounds peaceful to me. To me love is real but your expecting from one person when there is 8 billion people on this world. You’re expecting from one person whoever that is…. I think it’s time to let it go and come to peace with yourself and your past. I’ve found love but not in a person . I found love in life itself. I had to figure it out by myself. Everyone always says “ happiness doesn’t exist “ or “happiness is an illusion” . We’ll what I have to say now is “ Happiness exists as much as sadness exists” you have to have the other in order to know the other exists. Look for happiness in yourself. Break free from the “ rat race” . Become authentic. Look into the mirror and face your demons. You control your emotions and what you think. You were born with a smile, use it to bring happiness to someone else. I hope my worlds have ripples effects to the thousands. Just know you got “ one shot “ at life. Let your last day be knowing you are at peace. Learn to let go , that it is okay to let go. Let go of the people that don’t want the best for you. Don’t blame them for their actions . They are as confused as you. Be happy . Everything is a choice.

  • @teotfm143
    @teotfm143 3 роки тому +1

    Does anyone have a link to the picture with rain and light poles going into the distance?

  • @divalyyn6442
    @divalyyn6442 3 роки тому +4

    May god bless my dad , I miss myself when my smile was real

  • @aytacabdullayeva...9779
    @aytacabdullayeva...9779 3 роки тому

    intahar edesim geldi. 😔

  • @НаталіяГрабовська-у5м

    In worths period of time, take the rest listening this, remind who You are, stand up and move cross all obstacles. Nothing isn’t infinite-You are infinite