ANGELINA JORDAN - GLOOMY SUNDAY - REACTION
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- Wild man lol this one had me shook and I've seen her this young before. Just unreal. Thanks for watching!!
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The angel of song performs !!!
Angelina said: "Without Billie Holiday, the would be no Angelina Jordan." Sir you do a darnd good job here, congrats. Elmar from Germany.
Well, I have listened to this about 997 times and each time it somehow gets better WOW.
You are spot on Angelina she’s how she is going to sang Prodigy
Her poise is stunning at age 7!
Thank you for your reaction. Now you also have to watch her other 3 performances on NGT, " I'm a fool to want you " acapella, " Bang Bang" and last one, " Summertime".
(Prodigy) brings her voice and emotions perform a song she don’t she don’t need bells and whistle just her voice
I Love her, She will change our world
If you compare this 7 year old's version of the song to the original by Billie Holiday,
when I believe Billie was 29, you will know why all the talk about Billie being
reincarnated in this girl, for the two songs sound like Billie did both of them. She
also does this 'vocal chameleon' thing with regard to Dinah Washington's song
'What A Difference A Day Makes'. Angelina was 8 when she first did that one but,
once again, she sounds exactly like the original artist.
Angelina's birthday is January 10 2006. Angelina's commitment to her chosen life pursuit will be come evident as you journey through her singing life. I'll bet you she sang that song all the time before she got to the show. It wouldn't surprise me if she sang that song a thousand times to "get it right". She has that kind of work ethic. She is a trooper she has performed sick through sheer force of will. When she sang with Allen Walker she had a flu bug to get around. She had another bug but still sang, 'Who's Loving You' to a dining room full of donors. Most singers, especially a young one, cannot do what she does.
You should watch it again and set your computer to English translation,, also I think you would like the interview she did now the American show the "View" when she song the song " fly me to the moon " at age 8 years old ,, she talks about when she started to sing and what kind of music she liked ,, you will enjoy
This was the first time for her in the lime light. You see a cute little girl walking on stage, barefoot (even then!), wild mane of hair, teeth missing and wearing a little princess dress. As soon as she starts singing the artist emerges and she mesmerizes the jury and audience.
I invented a word for her: she seems to have a phonographical memory: the song seems to be playing on a tape in her head and she doesn’t lose her pitch or tempo.
The second round in Norway got Talent shows that even more: she sings ‘I’m a fool to want you’ (Billie Holiday again) a capella and she doesn’t lose pitch or tempo. It’s mind blowing!
Thanks and keep enjoying yourself!
Angelina has always had the ability to connect, when she performs you get 100% regardless. Quite simple she’s a perfectionist. Watched a video when she was 5, she was showing off her toys when she showed and explained them she returned it, her toy room was extremely neat as was her bedroom when she showed her wardrobe as if everything had a place. Now that she’s 16 her life still seems very orderly especially in her performances. I don’t think Angelina would or could do a song she didn’t comment 100%.
At 7 years old, Angelina bursts onto the world stage with this audition for Norway's Got Talent. Her growth over the course of the show is absolutely phenomenal, particularly considering her next performance is an a cappella version of I'm A Fool To Want You. This series of performances sets the scene for her open-air concert at Allsang Pa Grensen, where she amazes everyone with her cover of What A Difference A Day Makes. The next year she records I Put A Spell On You, and the year after that I'm Still Holding Out For You. This young prodigy's early career as a professional musician began with this performance. Simply astounding.
I never really knew anything from Billie holiday consciously.... And when I heard Angelina sing this one, It made me think she was all over the place and not doing so well and I couldn't realize why the judges were going nuts and crying... After trying to figure it out by watching it like 5 times, And failing, I finally went and listened to the original from Billie holiday... Then I finally Understood
After discovering Billie Holiday through little Angelina, you must listen to her doing IM A FOOL TO LOVE YOU, a Billie Holiday classic also done for NGT. It's the performance I discovered Angelina. I was scrolling You Tube when I came across this little ragamuffin, wild hair, a tooth missing wearing a long white dress and barefoot channeling Billie Holiday from beyond. I've been mezmorized ever since. Her studio performance of I'm a Fool at eleven or twelve is also jaw dropping.
Like you, I enjoyed this performance. But, it was my least favorite of the four on NGT. The judges went crazy and were in tears. It was a good performance. But, it didn't touch me like so many of AJ's other masterpieces... I have listened to Billie Holiday for over 60 years. But, somehow I missed this song. I've been in tears for many of AJ songs. (Clearly the greatest singer in my lifetime.) After reading your comment, I listened to Billy Holiday sing "Gloomy Sunday" for the first time... Then I cried and I also "Understood".
Like a 7-year-9ld Norwegian Billie Holliday. The only difference is I've heard Holliday sing this song many times and it never brought tears to my eyes. How does she work that emotional magic? It's like I never really understood the song till I heard Angelina's version. All those times I listened to Holliday sing it I knew it was a sad song but it never connected with me and yet the first time I heard this performance the feeling flooded in and it touched my heart.
She has said she never gets nervous while performing. She’s doing what she loves to do, so no fear. If you haven’t seen the other three performances, you need to do so. They get better each time!
Nobody was prepared for this, the quote of the judge Omar in an interview und he visited her rehearsals to see she's the arranger for all of her performances. A complete Artist at her very young age. They became best friends 💖
Juliette has a TikTok dancing with Omar in somebody’s home.
@@dojoswitzer Great.
Yes it is Angelinas mom, who after this performance said something like "At that moment I realised I lost Angelina to the wolrld". I have seen this performance many times and it is still very good, that is good song and good delivery.
Was that a real and true factual "from her mom or was that some online meme by a fan.... Putting in a suggested thought....
@@rickrack4812 That’s what her mom said later in an interview. So, no, it’s not a meme, it’s what her mom said she was feeling in that moment.
Yes RickRack but actually it went,,,
interviewer,,," during your daughter's performance you were crying,, were they happy tears???"
Sarah,,"yes they were happy tears but they were also sad tears cuz at that time I knew I just lost my daughter to the world"
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@@davidfehlman5150 alright David! ♥️🔥
Fortunately she didn't lose her, just share her. With the protective, supportive and loving angels
Angelina Jordan has been exceptional! She was exceptional when she was 6 years old signing " I, who have nothing" in the studio, and, she is exceptional now at the age of 16! She is a gift! And I am truly addicted to her voice & can't hold my tears back when she signs!
Jess, the very first thing I did this morning was watch your reaction . . . And it gave me a metaphor we could all use first thing in the morning. Enter the stage of our day, signal for our music, flip back our hair (if any) and use our talents to serve the world. Not a bad way to spend the day -- or a life. 🙏
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Wish I could save your comment.. Thank you, Barry!
@@sharonroyal1410 every angel in my heart today.
Appreciate your insight 😊
I remember when this performance was posted to YT in 2014
and listening to it again and again in shock.Angelina is a one and only and it's a joy to experience the prodigy maturing into all that talent.
Yes .. a lot of what you said .. especially that she's not just letting go but she's doing exactly what she wanted to do ..
are the very reasons she broke the Internet with this song .. world- wide. And even if many people wouldn't break it down the way you did .. they FELT it .. seriously felt it .. and she was SEVEN!
Yes, that was Angelina's mom. She said she was crying because she realized that she would from now on, have to share her daughter with the world. When the judge asked her if she knew what the song was about, she said that it was about a sad day. The judge wanted to know if she knew that this song was about suicide. She didn't, but when her family found out what it was about, she stopped singing the song.
Nice reaction. When Angelina gets the microphone in her hand she's all business. She's a totally amazing young lady.
Let me suggest that you turn your attention to the unique singer from Russia - *Diana* *Ankudinova* . This is the case when the genre, style, musical direction in which she sings is not important, but only her unique, inimitable voice and the way she presents the song itself to us are important!
Just mind boggling every time I watch this and I'm sure it's at least 50 times! A large live audience, panel of judges, you walk out on stage at 7 years old and blow EVERYONE away! Great reaction/ analysis, love your insights!
Beautiful reaction. Angelina, at any age, in any situation, is simply stunning! 💛🧡❤
Thanks for this great reaction! This performance is iconic. We angels (AJ fans) come back to it again and again, and every time it sends chills down my spine. But it struck me that we don't get a good impression of just how tiny she is from a video. look around you and find a slim seven-year-old and imagine her coming out with something like this! No wonder the judges were blown away.
Her "Portrait of a Child" gives you an appreciation of her size, showing her in jeans with grown musicians around her. I think they're the same band she did "I Put a Spell On You" with but her teeth have grown in so probably after NGT and still tiny. It's flabbergasting!
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YOUNGEST LEGEND
Awesome reaction to the beginning of a Super Star Icon, God Bless!
Please listen to her next song I`M A FOOL TO WANT YOU where she performs ACAPELA
Thank you for always have wonderful reactions of Angelina! 😀💫🙏👌❤️
Amazing is, that angelina at this age was singing 5 years jazzy songs, this performance is so good, unbelievebel and this was the beginning from her path to the humbel and kindest diva ever 👑♥️🌹🌟
to bad you didn't play to end.....was really good......nice reaction........
Thanks for your continued support of Angelina. Anyone involved with her in any way knows she deserves it! This was the first audition for Norway's Got Talent and there are three more performances. I know there is a video that has all the performances and her winning moment on one video. It would make a great reaction.
Hey, one of the best reactions I've ever heard to this performance (AJ's first real performance in front of an audience). I really appreciate your passion for great singing and your outstanding insights into what makes great music. You have an exceptional ear and the ability to articulate what you hear so your audience understands it. Thanks.
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Great reaction. Yes, that was her mom crying backstage. Tears of joy, of course, but mom also knew she was about to share Angelina, her daughter, with the rest of the world. Scary moment, indeed, but fast forwarding indicates everything has worked out beautifully and her extremely loving family is closer than ever. It's just that there are a few million people around the world who have included Angelina in their families! :):)
Thank you for caring for Angelina, excellent reaction where you begin to realize what a special human being!!
Now, if you want to be even more surprised, check out the film made by her grandmother's cell phone, where she sings I WHO HAVE NOTHING, in a studio, at the age of 6 (you can say at the beginning of the 7 years), where she shows what came and already aims at future perfection, a true rite of passage.
Three recordings that appear to be from the same day:
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ua-cam.com/video/M-QspUVhrUM/v-deo.html
ua-cam.com/video/Oc50HiItEu0/v-deo.html
Great reaction, I like how you always add a little something extra with your technical knowledge of voice and sound equipment. On to the next one!
When asked in an interview why she was crying during the performance, mom Sara replied that at that moment she knew that she had to share her daughter with the world. Thank you, Sara Angelina asked to audition when she was 5, but was told that she had to be 7.
Personally, I am grateful she had to wait, because her development up to AND during NGT was phenomenal.
I did watch to the end this time. With this video you made that easy, because a lot of overhead was not tacked onto the end. But, if you do need to tack on some overhead and anticipate some or many viewers will bail before playing to the end, then maybe consider encouraging them to skip to the end, so YT counts the add trigger.
Thank you brother for your awesome reaction and commentary. Love your breakdown. Just watched your I'll Be There reaction also. Our Angel needs more reactors like yourself. Enjoy Bruno and looking forward to future videos.
If you listen to Billie Holiday's recording, it shockingly sounds almost the same!
Here is a quote from Angelina (7y) from an interview with TV2 after her Auditions NTG 2014. "The reason I chose this song is completely random. I love jazz, but" Gloomy Sunday "was random. It was a night I could not sleep and my mother was stressed that I was awake long after midnight. Then I borrowed my mom's iPad where I wanted to listen to jazz on UA-cam before I fell asleep. Then came a picture of a beautiful lady screaming at the sky and with her eyes closed. I heard the song "Gloomy Sunday" that night and then I had to hear it every day. I love the melody. I understood well what the text was about because I know English well. Every time I sang it I felt something special about it, it's hard to explain in words. When I sang it for mom, she said that this song is nice, but that it was incredibly sad song. " ♥👣👸🏻🎷
In a interview after this performance Angelina's mom was asked why she was crying during her performance?? Were they happy tears??
Mom said; " They were happy tears but they were also sad tears because I know I just lost my daughter to the world at that point in time, ♥👣👸🏻🎷
Thanks for another wonderful reaction. Greatly appreciate your pointing out the details that some of us are too novice to see and hear. I truly envy your awareness.
Now, imagine that Angelina is equally more sensitive compared to yourself for what she hears when listening to other great singers. I believe she must have an unfathomable hearing sensitivity; perfect pitch on steroids! Her ability transcends reproducing sounds, she re-emits the emotions of other vocalists.
That was another wonderful reaction BEL. You really seemed to understand the absolute talent of this young girl, here at 7 years old tackling a Billy Holiday song.... how many children would do that....just one I know of. Pure music genius even at this age. Thanks for your time and sharing this with all of us. Cheers, stay well.
8 yo in 2014. But this happened in 2013, when she was still 7. I never tire of hearing this. I love your enthusiasm and appreciation for the details of the setup. Thank you for this reaction. 💜
I totally agree! But how do you know that this happened in 2013?
@@erik-nm5cf It was taped on Nov. 23, 2013 and it aired on March 7, 2014.
@@103mrg I'm furious!! - Not at you or any other commentators, but at YT refusing me giving you a proper answer with all the necessary documentation. I have been trying for hours to avoid being deleted, but I have to resign. I wanted to point out that the auditions on Nov. 23, 2013 was held in Trondheim. And I would have sent you a link to a Trondheim audition so that you could compare the clothes of the judges to the clothes they were wearing at Angelina's performance. - Totally different! I would also sent you a link to a video of Angelina performing, posted on YT March 10, clearly saying that she performed in Oslo. And I would have posted links to other performers in Oslo showing the judges dressed as in Angelina's video. I would also have sent you the link to the Wikipedia article saying that the sending from March 7 was from the audition in Oslo, and that the Trondheim auditions started the NGT 2014 season on Jan 17. Finally I would have given you the link to the Nordstrand IF, a sports club in Oslo who got an invitation to join as audience at the NGT auditions in Oslo on Jan 25-27, 2014. - (And yes, I know that Angelina presented herself as 7, but that is another issue and a puzzle yet to be solved). So, I'm still curious: Have I overlooked something?
@@erik-nm5cf First, YT will only allow links to other YT videos; otherwise, they will be blocked. Second, I'm not sure what you're trying to say. Are you saying that my dates are wrong? Have you presented different dates that are the correct ones? Are you claiming Angelina wasn't 7 when she auditioned? I'm confused.
@@103mrg For a start: This is no important matter. The performance of Angelina is astonishing regardless of age. But so many are so concerned with her age and constantly comment on it pointing out that she was 7! And they have good reason as she says so herself. But that can't be! Some time ago I put out a wrong date and was corrected. That made me start an investigation to find the truth in this, and the result astonished me: I found that the auditions were held at 3 locations: Trondheim (Nov. 24 - 25, 2013), Os/Bergen (Dec. 8 - 9, 2013) and Oslo (Jan. 25 - 27, 2014). It has been assumed that Angelina performed in Trondheim as she was 7 at that time. But one of the many videos of her audition (perhaps the first to be posted) says that she performed in Oslo: ua-cam.com/video/rI6ZhRk86Hs/v-deo.html . A video from the Trondheim audition shows the judges dressed differently: ua-cam.com/video/r1xmoaRiUrI/v-deo.html , while other videos from the Oslo auditions show the same clothes and even the same audience as in Angelina's case. (Here is one of them: ua-cam.com/video/51qson1SO8I/v-deo.html - a newspaper article tells of this choir performing on the audition in Oslo). - And there are several other documents confirming that Angelina performed in Oslo - on Jan. 25, 2014. So, yes, she had just passed 8 at this performance and we can only guess why she said she was 7 - and lying is not a word I will use here! There may be many other explanations.
And just to mention it, many (if not most) of the thumbnails from her early career are wrongly marked and not to be trusted. One of the most obvious is this video marked 5yo: ua-cam.com/video/dPJL6u2Ne3g/v-deo.html . In the video, it is clear that her sister Juliette has joined the family. She was born in March 2012, when Angelina was 6! (In an interview from Dec. 2014, she is two and a half yo). Probably in the videos marked as 6yo, she is really 7, or I suspect 8 in one of them.
But again: Age should not be the focusing point in Angelina's case, but rather the amazingly quick development and improvement of her singing and performing qualities. It rather reminds me of the Disney studios, going from simple Oswald the Rabbit cartoons to Snow White in just 10 years! It is now only 10 years since Angelina played with the toy guitar!
Great reaction ! Angelina was born on Jan 10th 2006, so this was uploaded when she had JUST turned 8. She was still 7 at the time of performing it. This would make her 10 years old in 2016, and not 2014 😉 Greetings from Norway ♥♥♥
This is the best section and you noticed it
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Bel you have to hear the winning song of Angie summertime love your reaction thanks
Great reaction. I fell in love with her after I saw this back in 2014. I wondered if she would continue with that & she did. What Angie said about "GS" The reason I chose this song is completely random. I love jazz, but “Gloomy Sunday “ was random. It was a night I could
not sleep and my mother was stressed that I was awake long after midnight. Then I borrowed my mom's iPad, where I wanted to listen to jazz on UA-cam before I fell asleep. Then came a picture of a beautiful lady screaming at the sky and with her eyes closed. I heard the song “Gloomy Sunday” that night and then I had to hear it every day. I love the melody. I understood well what the text was about because I know English well. Every time
I sang it I felt something special about it, it's hard to explain in words. When I sang it for
mom, she said that this song is nice, but that it was incredibly sad song.” (Sara, Angie's mom was asked what she thought when she saw her on the screen backstage, (she was wiping her tears when watching) “I knew I had just lost my little girl to the world”)
The family has always been very close & since that even more protective of her from the entertainment industry’s vultures & hyena's.
From TIME magazine
This 7-Year Old's Incredible Voice Will Give You Chills as She Channels Billie Holiday
BY MELISSA LOCKER MARCH 10, 2014 11:59 AM EDT
A 7-year-old girl managed to absolutely wow the judges on a televised talent show with her spot-on rendition of Billy Holiday’s “Gloomy Sunday.” The youngster, Angelina
Jordan, appeared on the stage of “Norway’s Got Talent”, barefoot and in a white
dress, and announced that she would be be singing Holiday’s dark jazz standard. The skeptical judges were blown away from the moment she started singing. Please watch
Angelina gives a short little interview when she was 9) explaining why she performs barefoot & about the book she wrote. Angelina Jordan interviewed by Anne Lindmo, NRK TV “Lindmo” 14/11/2015 (eng & esp sub) ua-cam.com/video/-cCLDY0CSZ8/v-deo.html
during interview she is ask to sing. (Please do a reaction to this very touching story & also
part 2 below is her singing) together their about 6 min.
Part 2 Angie sings “Unchained Melody” by the Righteous Brothers at (9)
ua-cam.com/video/wGjqXxQbFgA/v-deo.html this is also a nice video to react to as a double reaction
If you wanna see some awesome violin playing look up (Lili Haydn Performing Maggot Brain - Live 2011)
Love your reviews & when u said u need a musical reviewer to help explain Angelina's sound I give u Paolo Bassotto, he to is astounded by AJ
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Thank you!🇸🇪👍👍👍
Great reaction but there was more interesting discussion between the judges beyond the point you stopped.
The version he viewed was a shortened one by whoever - missing out on a good thing!
Thanks for another great reaction to Angelina. Have you seen this rehearsal session ua-cam.com/video/BSm-oMgVCo8/v-deo.html for her Summertime performance at NGT ua-cam.com/video/bnpFsCNKzFg/v-deo.html It would be fun to combine them both for reaction, and hear your thoughts. They showcase real commitment to her art.
It wasn't posted until 2014 she did it in May of 2013
Thanks for your soulful réaction. Please, please react to the rehersal of "portrait of a child" (same band, same age (9 yo) "I put a spell on you"). Excusez le mauvais anglais. Regardez la version sans sous-titres, le son est bien meilleur côté instruments.
I like a lot your réactions. Love from France.
mc The band in Portrait had a different drummer and bassist.
@@103mrg ok thanks for the information
The captions are *so* screwed up on this version, it's really frustrating.🤨 Here's a much better subtitled version (with the text in the video image itself, not relying on YT's "CC" feature) that is also a lot longer, with more "context" before and after she sings: ua-cam.com/video/d3gSho9yf88/v-deo.html It's worth checking out, even though you've already seen her performance.
I found it to be more impactful to state her age in terms of months... And then tell people just to realize how fast a month goes by, And then count to 110 or whatever it is...
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that time she didnt have help from profesionels. later though
Can you react to DANELİYA TULESHOVA she is young and worldwide talent i recommend
All you have to remember is AJ's birth date Jan. 10, 2006. It's not difficult!
The guy they show when she gets the standing O is her dad. Rarely seen.
Thanks for the great reaction. You're good at this. See you next time.
@Bob Deane Sorry. All this time, I thought he was.
@@billywoods9192 If you go to the full length version watch backstage before, and after, her performance, you’ll see her dad carrying her baby sister.
@@mrstlu4838 I will. Thanks!
@@billywoods9192 At :34 ua-cam.com/video/k3QIJgWej54/v-deo.html
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There are 2 videos to choose from: the best cover (TV show) and the best own song (MV).
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@@monolit73 Rusian?
At least have the courtesy of acknowledging Angelina before promoting Diana on a reaction to Angelina, I see this often and am a fan of Diana but have never seen an Angelina fan totally dismiss or ignore Diana in order to promote Angelina…am I the only one bothered by this?
@@rburkett1939 Putin friend?
But I see under the reactions of Diana proposals to make reactions to Angelina, but at the same time I don’t see anyone objecting. But if I get under the video with Angelina once a week and leave my request, some kind of incontinence begins. Guys, what's wrong with you?
Please start listening to DIMASH.. Start with S.O.S...Stranger..Hello..
Super range, over the top, but no "feeling".
Dimash
ua-cam.com/play/PL2bQT4QO86ugQ4W_ryi_xPzVwennlc8MD.html
Here's the original Billie Holiday.
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Gloomy Sunday is called the Hungarian suicide song for good reason. Interesting choice for a 7 year old, but she's great.
To be fair, there is no good reason to call it the Hungarian Suicide Song. Some call it that because people like to believe in urban legends.
@@utna huh wha,,? It's well written about. Urban legend from true history.
@@cliffirddelbridge2810 I'm sorry to tell you that Wikipedia disagrees with you.
@@utna As far as I know, we don't know whether or not the song actually lead anyone to commit suicide. But the lyrics are definitely about someone who has decided to commit suicide because the person they love has died.
@@lesbrunswick5137 You are right about the original version of the song. Angelina was performing the version with the added 3rd verse, and that verse shifts the meaning somewhat and lightens the mood a bit as both seem to be alive at the end. That version is now about the fear of losing a loved one, and the probability of "suicide" changes from "definitely" to "conceivable". But it is still about suicide, though.
Unfortunately you got the bad sub version.