All of his songs in the “Your City Gave Me Asthma” album have such raw, melancholy sadness, the kind that twists your stomach and closes up your throat. It’s truly such an underrated album.
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I feel this,, but if it can make you feel better, he already said many times these past weeks that he didn’t really like this album anymore because he didn’t “resonate” with it too much now, So that could mean that his mental health is way better now :] (although he already spoke about it on other peoples stream but yeah/)
@@cinaedl yeah, that’s great that his mental health is better now But I know from experience that mental health can change really quickly. I just want the best for Wilbur, I think most of his fans do.
i was crying to this song last night but then the wanker bit came on and it made me laugh becuz im not british so that’s such a weird word for me idk it made me smile through the tears lmao
Speaking from personal experience (hotheaded, immensely self-critical at times), there’s a whole myriad of ridiculous descriptions that you can 100% earnestly attribute yourself with to degrade yourself The ‘wanker’ line hits hard for me because of that
The way I got into Wilbur soot was that I was at a sleepover and my bff says “hey I have a song that reminds me of your trauma” so I just quietly added it to my breakdown playlist...-_-
The fact this song is about him. It was under our noses since the beginning. He had been telling everyone how he was not a good person. And i just thought it was him telling everyone how nobody's perfect. Not him admitting the fact he's actually horrible.
I thought so too, couldn’t believe someone who once brought us comfort could done such horrible things. Seems like things are not always what it seemed like
People who write things like songs or response to other people about their problems. They write them knowing they relate and feel hypocritical about it. I know this because I do it as well.
i knew he was singing about something that has to with him based on the amount of emotion. i just thought he changed- HAH NOPE- but this is still my mental break down song.
"I don't deserve you, you deserve the world" Had no idea he was an actual UA-camr, this song made me find his other channels and I love them. Thanks Wilbur ♥️
This really hurts to listen to. I can relate to it so much and it hurts. When I grew up, I was emotionally abused by my dad when I was still around the “ ignorance is bliss “ age. I left his household 4 almost 5 months ago but I still miss my little sister. Every day I wake up I feel like I did her wrong and I left her with a monster and I’m a horrible brother / sister.
hey i was in a similar situation, i know what it's like :/ but nothing was your fault, you needed to get out of a terrible situation, and you were still a victim. i hope your sister is alright, who knows, maybe when you're older you can figure out a way to help her be in a safer situation too. but don't feel guilty for getting yourself out- the whole thing is unfair but you did the best you could.
I was in a similar situation.. But he would also hit me and my sister.. I went trough it for 8 years , then my mother finally left him and it's been more then a year now since I last saw him I'm honestly happy I haven't seen him since then... I'm still left with lots of trauma , and evrytime somebody raises their hand I just expect them to hit me.... I hope your doing okay tho! And maby u can find a way to help your sister! , I surely hope you do
Yeahhh.. It sucks seeing all the comments from people who actually liked him before he became a monster of some kind. Wish he was a better person. Wish he could own up to it
@@sponkykinghis apology seemed self-absorbed. I mean.. until he really wants to reflect and admit sorry to sympathize with his victims, it will either be a long journey or a never-ending cycle while we slowly forgets it
@@sponkykingI think what Wilbur was trying to say through his songs his apology all along. He knows he was a bad person and I think through looking at his songs we can see that he has tried to change but never can.
Yeah I have high suspicions this is why he actually hates this album, it revealed more about him than he’d like to admit. Fuck, I don’t even wanna say I relate to this album anymore knowing the way he treats people he is close to.
[Verse 1] I thought I couldn't love anymore Turns out I can't Not for the same reasons as before I use everyone I ever meet I can't find the perfect match Abuse those I love While I ostracise the ones who love me back [Verse 2] On the path of least resistance I find myself salting the earth Every time that I miss you I feel the way you hurt And I don't deserve you You deserve the world Though it feels like we were built from the same Dirt [Chorus] Ah-ah-ah Oh, I hate to say it but your sister was right Don't trust English boys with far too much free time I hate to say it but your sister was right I'm nothing but a problem, leave you crying overnight And I hate to say it but your sister was right I can't focus on the future, only my short sight I hate to say it but your sister was right I'm a wanker, complete wanker A fucking waste of time
Su1c1d3 rates going up, when the Guitar gets louder it covers up the screams of those ending it by jumping on the rails, and he also went through a break up which inspired some of these songs, sadly. :(
No matter how horrible of a person he turned out to be, his songs hit so hard; it was like a cold slap to the face when I found out what he did. YCGMA will always have a place in my heart. That album and the DSMP is what got me through so many difficult times throughout 2020-2022, its sad to see the people who I felt so closely connected to just ripped out of the grasp of my hand when I could barely recognize their actions.
Don't get any tears on the assignment, teachers are gonna get mad for a ruined paper , they won't ask an explanation.. - advice from a person who cried on assignments trying to get away from trauma -
I don’t know if anyone sees it as this but, to me, this song sounds like a suicide note from someone who is angry at the world but blames themselves for all their problems when it really isn’t. And it hurts how much I relate to this.
1:04 I’m definitely thinking too much into it, but if you consider a few Greek myths this really hits different... First is that all humans were made from clay, hence the dirt. The second is that humans were originally made as two people fused together with four arms, four legs, two hearts, etc, but when they got too ambitious and powerful Zeus separated them into two- one of the first the soulmates legends, and the ideal of finding your other half, either platonic or romantic.
Christianity also follows the idea that man was a chunk of clay molded in God's image, then (if I remember correctly) when man got lonely, god used his ribs to construct a counterpart for him
(tw cutting and thought of suicide) So about a 2 months ago I started planning my suicide . But when it came time for the day my parents made me go to town , and for once I actually had fun . When I got home it was late so I decided to go swing before I 🛀☎️ (toster bath):and I had fun so I lost track of time and the last thing I remember from that night was me listening to this and thinking of everything Wilbur has gone through and thinking of all my cuts and scars and the failed attempts and I just remember for the first time in 10 years , actually wanting to be alive for a bit longer .
I am so incredibly proud of you. I am so happy that you have found enough happiness to keep going. Genuinely, I don't even know you but you have so much to live for. I love you, stranger.
Yesterday I cycled down a lonely road in the middle of nowhere in the rain, listening to this, and I stopped by a bench. I have no direction in life. I'm 15 and am nothing but a sore loser. Recently I've realised just how lonely I am, I'm fucking tired of my awkwardness and all the times Ive asked girls out they reject me, and my friends make fun of me. I know I really have nothing at all to be crying about, but I broke down in the middle of the rain, while this song played. It's like that feeling deep in your throat that tells you that you need to let it all out nobody's going to notice this but i just needed to vent that's all, i'll fuck off now...
your feelings are valid. it sounds like your life is hard, and you have a valid reason to cry about it. things get better, okay? i promise they do. the year i was 14 was the worst year of my life and i' 21 now. it gets better. hang in there. its okay to listen to music and cry to cope. im rooting for you, and thinking of you, wherever you are.
Dude I'm going through the exact same thing right now, I'm really glad I'm not the only one. You described exactly how I feel. I hope you know Ily and your not alone
Being lonely does things to you... i was lonely my whole high school and first uni and ive felt your pain for six years... I hope you will be able to find someone to keep you company. They come, sooner or later. Its okay to focus on yourself now. You are still finding yourself, i am very different from who i was when i was 15 nine years ago. I wish i could offer you more comfort. All the best.
I once saw something that said something along the lines of how no one realizes how much being lonely or not having any relationships in your teenage years takes a huge tole on us. As a teen myself I think this maybe one of the realest things ive ever heard
I really relate to this. Alot of people write songs about being heartbroken, not about being the heartbraker who hates to break peoples hearts... Let me just say "im nothing but a problem, leave you crying over night" hit the hardest.
I come back to this song every time I'm sad, or my parents are yelling, or I'm having a panick attack. This song got me through so much. I hope one cay I can thank Wilbur in person :)
For the people in the comments concerned for Wilbur, this album was made a while ago, (I think almost three years now,) and Wilbur has stated that he's better now. :)
"And I don't deserve you You deserve the world" Will has been bad to his girlfriends, knows it, feels horrible about it, and keeps doing it He's a terrible human being, a broken human being, a violent human being, but still a human being, I just know part of him is good, he needs to focus on that
this song broke me, it sounds so similar to someone i used to have. he was basically my brother and so much more and he left because he kept hurting me and my sister. he was our brother and now he’s gone, bruh i’m crying. it feels like this is a message from him tbh since it’s so accurate
Idc if you came here from tiktok rather I'm glad that you discovered it BUT PLS WE WOULD LOVE IT IF YOU ARE ABLE TO APPRECIATE THE WHOLE SONG AND NOT JUST THAT ONE LINE😭
Knowing what he did bro this song hits differently. Dude I was only ever into his music not into him as a person, but knowing he’s a lady abuser makes this song more disturbing than comforting. God damn dude.
considering i’ve heavily related to this song for years i now want to genuinely work on myself as to not become a shitty person like him,,man i mean this song has been playing in my head all day and the lyrics have been making me queasy
I understand and heavily related to this song for a long time more than I’d like to admit. But wanting to genuinely get better and know and working on your faults is already a step ahead. Hope and Healing is Possible 🫶🏼
That’s a lot better, you are the sole prove that anyone can be in his position and could have done so much differently than to repeat the ab*sice cycle. You proved that hurt people doesn’t necessarily become the bad guy, that it’s not an excuse to be horrible to your love ones.
a confession to what? him abusing his ex? pretty sure he didnt meet shubble when he wrote this song, they met wayyy later on in his life, id say its more of a confession to his toxic traits and stuff he hates about himself
He did it to niki too. She just didn't stand up for herself like Shelby did. Shelby is so strong and I don't blame niki at all for staying quiet. It's hard talking about stuff.
I feel the biggest emptiness in the world in my chest, I feel used. I gave him everything of myself, I even agreed to do things that I don't like, just for him. The worst of all is that I am aware of all the bad things he did to me... But the only thing I want is to go back.. I wanna cry
Knowing that Wilbur listened to Crywank for years, the inspiration from their songs is clear in this album. The songs make me feel nostalgic in spite of them being recently written. He really did capture the similar raw emotion and always present rough guitar but in his own style
Such a calm yet violent song. I can respect his music. I shall listen to his music religiously due to the fact this music can fall under alternative rock
Why are the most talented people always the worst? He had talent and threw it all away. Ive cried to this song so many times and js the album in general, I'm disappointed honestly.
you keep asking and asking this but if you got a real answer, will you still think you even wanted to know why? Anyways if you seriously do then this is something I watched on it IHXNwMrZmA4&t=269 (Change the "&" to a "?" if you're typing out the short version)
I noticed when Wilbur sang this song in one of his streams that instead of the lyric "a fucking waste of time" he said "a fucking waste of *your* time" That hit me like a rock.
@@moochietfMental illness treatment is heavily biased towards women. Multiple health organisations admit this, and 70% of psychiatrists are women. There is very little research into mental health for men.
Hey stranger on the internet, I know that life is hard, unfair, even unbearable sometimes. But if you're reading this, please remember that I and other people love you. Your feelings are valid and you deserve to get treated better. So much better than you do by some people or even yourself. You're a wonderful individual with talents, hobbies, things you are passionate about. And I'm so glad you are still here. I am proud of you. Please treat yourself with kindness. 💖
and with that people, the sister was right. im honestly so disgusted in him. the fact i looked up to him for 4 yeasrs as well. i hope that shelby is okay.
Oh my fucking god how did we not realize he was a shitty person it was literally in plain sight too. "Abuse those I love while I ostracise the ones who love me back" HE FLAT OUT SAID IT FOR FUCKS SAKE. Her sister was fucking right, and we owe Jared an apology that isn't self absorbed.
Its a song, everyone thought it was a persona, like with nice guy, people cancelled it because of something racist he said but people also defended him because it was a "persona"
the meaning of the song- *feeling dejected and insecure because of being a bad lover. He treated the girl he loved very poorly. Despite how How he feels for her, and feels Guilty because she ignored the signs from her sister that he was going to hurt her.*
You are not a problem. Stop saying you are. You are a solution for so many people. - - - - - - - - Edit 2: My thoughts on this have changed... a lot. Lots of self-reflection of my own. I'm leaving this here for Will and everyone else. One day, maybe Shelby can be in this as well. Idk. I'm learning to forgive myself and change. I will do the same for others. I don't think Will is the "abuser" that is claimed of him. He made mistakes, but he can change. And I think he is changing (though, I have no proof). Stop punishing yourself. It won't change anything. You've suffered enough. Try to keep climbing. You can't change if you're gone.
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All of his songs in the “Your City Gave Me Asthma” album have such raw, melancholy sadness, the kind that twists your stomach and closes up your throat. It’s truly such an underrated album.
Yessss. Saline Solution and Since I Saw Vienna are so good too.
you're so right! my favourite songs are jubilee line (its got the nostalgic vibe to it) and this (because it hurts)
@@LL-tr5et i suggest you remove the profile dude idk if you wanna be associated with that person anymore.
@@dhawalsharma946 what did they do?
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'I can't focus on the future, only my short sight' that hit hard
Maybe a bit too hard
It should be illegal to be this relatable
Yeah...
Yea. I relate.
@Shepard Briar go hack addison re or something
seriously obsessed with this song rn, it's so good
Unrelated but,,, yttd pfp,,,
Same
@@pixelbombed F 😔
They no longer have a yttd pfp
Same
Same
These songs just make me want to hug Wilbur. I hope he’s alright
I feel this,, but if it can make you feel better, he already said many times these past weeks that he didn’t really like this album anymore because he didn’t “resonate” with it too much now,
So that could mean that his mental health is way better now :] (although he already spoke about it on other peoples stream but yeah/)
@@cinaedl yeah, that’s great that his mental health is better now But I know from experience that mental health can change really quickly. I just want the best for Wilbur, I think most of his fans do.
@@nightjay1075 me too. Totally agree.
I want to hug him aswell
Yeah....
"I don't deserve you, you deserve the world. It feels like we were build from the same dirt" I don't know why but that line always gets me to cry
The fact that you can hear the pain in his voice, is so heartbreaking.
I know...
Haha
i want to scream the lyrics to this song in the middle of a field while it’s raining
Same...
@Ava Houston so like i wanna do that but what about my neighbors-
Then do it! Life is short, so do it while you can!
Same
Can I join u?
the lyrics hit crazy different now holy shit
These older songs by Wilbur makes me a little worried about what he’s gone through. I want to tell him we all love him:(
I know!!!!! :(
IKR:(
Well, this didn’t age well
@@starstorm1267 it aged like fine milk
i was crying to this song last night but then the wanker bit came on and it made me laugh becuz im not british so that’s such a weird word for me idk it made me smile through the tears lmao
im british and it still sounds odd to me lol, also i hope things get better :]
Everytime this happens to me- Lmao
Im german and when i translated it it made me laugh lol
Speaking from personal experience (hotheaded, immensely self-critical at times), there’s a whole myriad of ridiculous descriptions that you can 100% earnestly attribute yourself with to degrade yourself
The ‘wanker’ line hits hard for me because of that
I didnt like you comment cause the funny number ;)
The way I got into Wilbur soot was that I was at a sleepover and my bff says “hey I have a song that reminds me of your trauma” so I just quietly added it to my breakdown playlist...-_-
This was my old account thx so much for the likes tho
@@sailingboat8309 h
mm yes breakdown playlists are nice ;-;
Firstly, relatable. Second, i love your pfp
Real besties give each other trauma songs
Ah it's kind of weird looking at his old songs, knowing this was probably foreshadowing what's happening rn.
Real
Yeah, I’m not sure what people thought. You don’t get music like this from people who aren’t fucked up
yeh but as a emo ass teen i relate to every thing and i pity him but i dont excuse what he did
i like this guy
Me too, me too
Hes the best
what a nice man
We all do :)
he’s wilbur, why wouldnt you like him lmao
This is the first time I heard this, don’t make me cry
Hey i know you from "since i saw vienna"
@@tahme0w HAHAHA HELLOOO
The fact this song is about him. It was under our noses since the beginning. He had been telling everyone how he was not a good person. And i just thought it was him telling everyone how nobody's perfect. Not him admitting the fact he's actually horrible.
I thought so too, couldn’t believe someone who once brought us comfort could done such horrible things.
Seems like things are not always what it seemed like
People who write things like songs or response to other people about their problems. They write them knowing they relate and feel hypocritical about it. I know this because I do it as well.
i hope he gets the help he really needs.
i knew he was singing about something that has to with him based on the amount of emotion. i just thought he changed- HAH NOPE- but this is still my mental break down song.
a different side of wilbur soot and I like it
💀 you won’t like it now
The TRUE side of him
@@akevacheckosis6413agreed 💀💀💀💀
@@J4ZZ3450LMAOOOO fk that guy💀
IT MAKES SENSE NOW
"I don't deserve you, you deserve the world"
Had no idea he was an actual UA-camr, this song made me find his other channels and I love them.
Thanks Wilbur ♥️
this sounds so much like a crywank song, and i love it
If you check his “for cryin” playlist on Spotify you can see he actually listens to crywank
@@soggywogger Yeah, and he's done a few crywank covers as well
@@soggywogger he's also mentioned them on streams a few different times! he's definitely a fan
@@soggywogger oh rlly? thats so cool to hear
Well, this just makes it better. Crywank, Wilbur and the front bottoms are definitely my favorite artists
Listening to this song with earphones in while there’s a rainstorm cause ur scared of storms hit d i f f e r e n t
AHHH I CAN IMAGINE WHAT A VIBE
Hah , same!!
Storms make me get flashbacks to traumatic moments...
I always listen to songs so I can get the noise of the storm away..
listening to this song while biting your gf hits different
This aged like wine. A foreshadowing of the monster Wilbur has become.
This really hurts to listen to. I can relate to it so much and it hurts.
When I grew up, I was emotionally abused by my dad when I was still around the “ ignorance is bliss “ age. I left his household 4 almost 5 months ago but I still miss my little sister. Every day I wake up I feel like I did her wrong and I left her with a monster and I’m a horrible brother / sister.
hey i was in a similar situation, i know what it's like :/ but nothing was your fault, you needed to get out of a terrible situation, and you were still a victim. i hope your sister is alright, who knows, maybe when you're older you can figure out a way to help her be in a safer situation too. but don't feel guilty for getting yourself out- the whole thing is unfair but you did the best you could.
@@cptainfig damn man thanks. it gen means alot to me. i wish the best for you and your situation.
@@hwangara no problem at all! thank you sm dude, same goes for you, really
I was in a similar situation..
But he would also hit me and my sister..
I went trough it for 8 years , then my mother finally left him and it's been more then a year now since I last saw him
I'm honestly happy I haven't seen him since then...
I'm still left with lots of trauma , and evrytime somebody raises their hand I just expect them to hit me....
I hope your doing okay tho!
And maby u can find a way to help your sister! , I surely hope you do
I’m so so sorry for what u have went through
and that folks, the sister WAS right
Yeahhh.. It sucks seeing all the comments from people who actually liked him before he became a monster of some kind. Wish he was a better person. Wish he could own up to it
@@sponkykinghis apology seemed self-absorbed. I mean..
until he really wants to reflect and admit sorry to sympathize with his victims, it will either be a long journey or a never-ending cycle while we slowly forgets it
@@Moonart7758 until he comes back after fading out of existence and people eventually forget what he did.
@@sponkykingI think what Wilbur was trying to say through his songs his apology all along. He knows he was a bad person and I think through looking at his songs we can see that he has tried to change but never can.
Yeah I have high suspicions this is why he actually hates this album, it revealed more about him than he’d like to admit. Fuck, I don’t even wanna say I relate to this album anymore knowing the way he treats people he is close to.
[Verse 1]
I thought I couldn't love anymore
Turns out I can't
Not for the same reasons as before
I use everyone I ever meet
I can't find the perfect match
Abuse those I love
While I ostracise the ones who love me back
[Verse 2]
On the path of least resistance
I find myself salting the earth
Every time that I miss you
I feel the way you hurt
And I don't deserve you
You deserve the world
Though it feels like we were built from the same
Dirt
[Chorus]
Ah-ah-ah
Oh, I hate to say it but your sister was right
Don't trust English boys with far too much free time
I hate to say it but your sister was right
I'm nothing but a problem, leave you crying overnight
And I hate to say it but your sister was right
I can't focus on the future, only my short sight
I hate to say it but your sister was right
I'm a wanker, complete wanker
A fucking waste of time
Yes because it’s not on the screen or anything
@@mirowhzo5750 it’s easier this way to read it for me sorry if it bothers you
@@jstn2k Nah nah, I just find it funny. When one finds the lyrics in the comments on the lyrics video
Some of the on screen lyrics were in fact wrong so
:/ He fucking told us and we didn't even bat an eye. Damn
Yep. Always hated the incel or abusive characters he played. Turns out, those weren't just characters
I still don’t know what to think of the allegations. I used to love him, but now… I just came to hear what the abusive line was about.
Never thought I'd see a side of Wilbur that is so relatable to me..I wonder what happened to him to make him write it
69! Nice
not sure about this one but for Jubilee Line he said one inspiration was witnessing people committing suicide on the London Underground
wilbur was dating a girl for a few years, but eventually they had to break up.
wilbur was already in a bad place and the breakup made it worse.
Su1c1d3 rates going up, when the Guitar gets louder it covers up the screams of those ending it by jumping on the rails, and he also went through a break up which inspired some of these songs, sadly. :(
@@snuggleempathythat turned out to be wrong oop- (saying this kindly btw)
“I dont deserve you , you deserve the world .” Those lines hit .
relistening after niki said it was her favourite song of the album :)
He was telling us the whole time
AND WE THOUGHT IT WAS RELATABLE 😭. Like dude.. we aint like that
uh... duh??? what do you think this was about? he literally says "abuse those i love" in this. no shit
@@mirulei obviously everyone thought it was just story-telling, not from his actual life. The fuck
@@miruleiwhere does it say that?
@@arsonloser 0:30. the lyrics on-screen are incorrect
No matter how horrible of a person he turned out to be, his songs hit so hard; it was like a cold slap to the face when I found out what he did. YCGMA will always have a place in my heart. That album and the DSMP is what got me through so many difficult times throughout 2020-2022, its sad to see the people who I felt so closely connected to just ripped out of the grasp of my hand when I could barely recognize their actions.
It used to be my favourite song 3 years ago, I can't believe the way it aged
It's 3:48am and I'm crying over this song while trying to do an college assignment
Why am I crying???
Because you relate maybe I’m crying also lol (I’m 13 btw) :D
Here's a way to cheer you up, I'm the 69th like
Don't get any tears on the assignment, teachers are gonna get mad for a ruined paper , they won't ask an explanation..
- advice from a person who cried on assignments trying to get away from trauma -
all the mcyt are underrated sometimes you know?
This doesn't age well. O_O
@@ijh3675 how
@@Georges_IV I think they meant because they are now really popular idk tho
never gonna count Wilbur as one of them
@@iggykad wilbur is pretty underated
I don’t know if anyone sees it as this but, to me, this song sounds like a suicide note from someone who is angry at the world but blames themselves for all their problems when it really isn’t. And it hurts how much I relate to this.
Ye-Yeah
1:04 I’m definitely thinking too much into it, but if you consider a few Greek myths this really hits different... First is that all humans were made from clay, hence the dirt. The second is that humans were originally made as two people fused together with four arms, four legs, two hearts, etc, but when they got too ambitious and powerful Zeus separated them into two- one of the first the soulmates legends, and the ideal of finding your other half, either platonic or romantic.
no because that makes so much sense
Christianity also follows the idea that man was a chunk of clay molded in God's image, then (if I remember correctly) when man got lonely, god used his ribs to construct a counterpart for him
His songs are so honest
not honest enough it seems
This really need more attention, this song is so good
(tw cutting and thought of suicide)
So about a 2 months ago I started planning my suicide . But when it came time for the day my parents made me go to town , and for once I actually had fun . When I got home it was late so I decided to go swing before I 🛀☎️ (toster bath):and I had fun so I lost track of time and the last thing I remember from that night was me listening to this and thinking of everything Wilbur has gone through and thinking of all my cuts and scars and the failed attempts and I just remember for the first time in 10 years , actually wanting to be alive for a bit longer .
I'm so happy for you
I am so incredibly proud of you. I am so happy that you have found enough happiness to keep going. Genuinely, I don't even know you but you have so much to live for. I love you, stranger.
im so proud of you for still being here
I know I don’t know you but I am so very happy you’re still here. I’m sure your parents are too. You’re not alone, I love you
I'm so happy for you and glad that you are still here:)
Sister was really right
Yesterday I cycled down a lonely road in the middle of nowhere in the rain, listening to this, and I stopped by a bench.
I have no direction in life. I'm 15 and am nothing but a sore loser. Recently I've realised just how lonely I am, I'm fucking tired of my awkwardness and all the times Ive asked girls out they reject me, and my friends make fun of me.
I know I really have nothing at all to be crying about, but I broke down in the middle of the rain, while this song played. It's like that feeling deep in your throat that tells you that you need to let it all out
nobody's going to notice this but i just needed to vent that's all, i'll fuck off now...
your feelings are valid. it sounds like your life is hard, and you have a valid reason to cry about it. things get better, okay? i promise they do. the year i was 14 was the worst year of my life and i' 21 now. it gets better. hang in there. its okay to listen to music and cry to cope. im rooting for you, and thinking of you, wherever you are.
It’s not much, I can’t exactly go and hug you, but I hope you know I care about you
Dude I'm going through the exact same thing right now, I'm really glad I'm not the only one. You described exactly how I feel. I hope you know Ily and your not alone
Being lonely does things to you... i was lonely my whole high school and first uni and ive felt your pain for six years... I hope you will be able to find someone to keep you company. They come, sooner or later. Its okay to focus on yourself now. You are still finding yourself, i am very different from who i was when i was 15 nine years ago. I wish i could offer you more comfort. All the best.
I once saw something that said something along the lines of how no one realizes how much being lonely or not having any relationships in your teenage years takes a huge tole on us. As a teen myself I think this maybe one of the realest things ive ever heard
Wilbur: funny l’manburg man
Also Wilbur: my favorite artist currently
never knew he made this
this is his best song
CyberDiaDi 100% agree
Scythe 1213 same here
The whole album is just so good
I like Saline Solution the most
1:42 he sounds so broken, and it makes me so sad, i love Wilbur so much
This song aged fine wine 😕
it was under our noses the entire time.
I really relate to this. Alot of people write songs about being heartbroken, not about being the heartbraker who hates to break peoples hearts...
Let me just say "im nothing but a problem, leave you crying over night" hit the hardest.
I come back to this song every time I'm sad, or my parents are yelling, or I'm having a panick attack. This song got me through so much. I hope one cay I can thank Wilbur in person :)
HOLY FUCK THATS IT IM CRYING TONIGHT
same
“I don’t deserve you, you deserve the world” that just means a lot to me-
And she was right
I’m extremely proud of Wilbur and happy that this song is blowing up on TikTok rn but i don’t want it to be the song that became trending bc of that
We were given hint and clues, we were so blind
most of these views are from me
goddamnit again?
Bro same. On my account. And the electronics I dont have signed in lol
Bruh gimme some credit too
wrong. it is m e.
i’ve atleast listen to this 2000 times
Oh so….the sister was right the whole time :(
For the people in the comments concerned for Wilbur, this album was made a while ago, (I think almost three years now,) and Wilbur has stated that he's better now. :)
If I’m correct this album was made in 2020 so it has been a while.
THIS IS ONE OF THE MOST UNDERRATED SONGS
"And I don't deserve you
You deserve the world"
Will has been bad to his girlfriends, knows it, feels horrible about it, and keeps doing it
He's a terrible human being, a broken human being, a violent human being, but still a human being, I just know part of him is good, he needs to focus on that
This is how I feel. But he needs to acknowledge what he actually did wrong. I hope I can support him one day again but now I just can’t
@@brettpruefer7541thats what im saying but WE are the Bad people If we want to help him improve AS a human
I agree completely
@@Sloth_45How are we bad for helping someone? If someone had helped Hitler, he wouldn't have killed all those jews.
@@socire72 it's giving "hE wAs JuSt A dIsTuRbEd ArTiSt"
this song broke me, it sounds so similar to someone i used to have. he was basically my brother and so much more and he left because he kept hurting me and my sister. he was our brother and now he’s gone, bruh i’m crying. it feels like this is a message from him tbh since it’s so accurate
Idc if you came here from tiktok rather I'm glad that you discovered it BUT PLS WE WOULD LOVE IT IF YOU ARE ABLE TO APPRECIATE THE WHOLE SONG AND NOT JUST THAT ONE LINE😭
Anyone else is coming to the lyric videos just to see the comments?
Meeee
Knowing what he did bro this song hits differently. Dude I was only ever into his music not into him as a person, but knowing he’s a lady abuser makes this song more disturbing than comforting. God damn dude.
considering i’ve heavily related to this song for years i now want to genuinely work on myself as to not become a shitty person like him,,man i mean this song has been playing in my head all day and the lyrics have been making me queasy
I understand and heavily related to this song for a long time more than I’d like to admit. But wanting to genuinely get better and know and working on your faults is already a step ahead. Hope and Healing is Possible 🫶🏼
That’s a lot better, you are the sole prove that anyone can be in his position and could have done so much differently than to repeat the ab*sice cycle.
You proved that hurt people doesn’t necessarily become the bad guy, that it’s not an excuse to be horrible to your love ones.
I mean I can still relate to it for the self-hatred. I am trying my best to better myself of course though.
she was infact right
try Heyuri if you want to feel better.
loved this song was too blind to realise this was a confession
a confession to what? him abusing his ex? pretty sure he didnt meet shubble when he wrote this song, they met wayyy later on in his life, id say its more of a confession to his toxic traits and stuff he hates about himself
@@goldyjh mb i didn't know how long ago this song was
@@goldyjh abuser trend to keep abusing poeple. So it's very possible he is talking about a relationship he had at the time of song or before the song
I want to lie down in the middle of a pavement while it’s raining while screaming the lyrics to this at the top of my lungs
I don't know why
But same.
Bro i would love to do that 😔👌👌
same
Same:(
He did it to niki too. She just didn't stand up for herself like Shelby did. Shelby is so strong and I don't blame niki at all for staying quiet. It's hard talking about stuff.
This is very e p I c
Thanks for the like
still epic?
how are we all feelin
I regret supporting him so much what a scumbag
Just disappointed, an ick feeling that slowly eating me up. A betrayal
her sister was, in fact, right. but it's so amusing to see the comments from 3 years ago mixed with the recent ones
sick. to my stomach. i wanna cry- actually was cryin. he was my fricking savior from shit people. funny how hes shit too.
I feel the biggest emptiness in the world in my chest, I feel used. I gave him everything of myself, I even agreed to do things that I don't like, just for him. The worst of all is that I am aware of all the bad things he did to me... But the only thing I want is to go back.. I wanna cry
You can hear the pain. I love the fact his singing isn’t perfect so it makes it seem more realistic
Knowing that Wilbur listened to Crywank for years, the inspiration from their songs is clear in this album. The songs make me feel nostalgic in spite of them being recently written. He really did capture the similar raw emotion and always present rough guitar but in his own style
Such a calm yet violent song. I can respect his music. I shall listen to his music religiously due to the fact this music can fall under alternative rock
Why are the most talented people always the worst? He had talent and threw it all away. Ive cried to this song so many times and js the album in general, I'm disappointed honestly.
I loved this song so much. It was my favorite. I hate him now. :(
you keep asking and asking this but if you got a real answer, will you still think you even wanted to know why? Anyways if you seriously do then this is something I watched on it IHXNwMrZmA4&t=269
(Change the "&" to a "?" if you're typing out the short version)
If anything, Wilbur deserves the world.
Not anymore.
I noticed when Wilbur sang this song in one of his streams that instead of the lyric "a fucking waste of time" he said "a fucking waste of *your* time"
That hit me like a rock.
I'm crying bro this album hurts so much
i can’t listen to wilbur the same way after what he did to shelby
Then don't I'm just here cuz of the weird lyrics
@@jetboy531 u mean the lyrics where he blatantly calls himself an abuser and actually is
THE SIGNS WERE THERE 😭, WE WERE JUST TOO BUSY TRYNA BE RELATE TO IT. Hell nah
he cried out for help and no one came
@@socire72i mean he had enough money to pay theraphy so yeah he's still an asshole
@@moochietfdude mental illness is a struggle coming from experience here
@@socire72 He abused everyone around him and then didn't even regret it lol
@@moochietfMental illness treatment is heavily biased towards women. Multiple health organisations admit this, and 70% of psychiatrists are women. There is very little research into mental health for men.
this hurts lisrening to it now after the allegations
Wow this is the best crywank song ive heard
What is a crywank song?
@@rootchums87 a song by crywank? Its another british sadboi music act that sounds just like this
@@Mae_Dastardly that's because wilbur listen to crywank
@@tj1185 Ye I know he's literally covered crywank
@@Mae_Dastardly just making sure. :)
Hey stranger on the internet,
I know that life is hard, unfair, even unbearable sometimes. But if you're reading this, please remember that I and other people love you. Your feelings are valid and you deserve to get treated better. So much better than you do by some people or even yourself.
You're a wonderful individual with talents, hobbies, things you are passionate about. And I'm so glad you are still here. I am proud of you.
Please treat yourself with kindness.
💖
Even just hearing the furst verse makes me want to tear open a hole in space and time, run through it, and give Wilbur a hug.
and with that people, the sister was right. im honestly so disgusted in him. the fact i looked up to him for 4 yeasrs as well. i hope that shelby is okay.
the way he’s so passionate as he sings the second half makes me love this song
Oh my fucking god how did we not realize he was a shitty person it was literally in plain sight too.
"Abuse those I love while I ostracise the ones who love me back"
HE FLAT OUT SAID IT FOR FUCKS SAKE.
Her sister was fucking right, and we owe Jared an apology that isn't self absorbed.
Its a song, everyone thought it was a persona, like with nice guy, people cancelled it because of something racist he said but people also defended him because it was a "persona"
I wish i could listen to this without That feeling...
I always thought this song had more too it, and now I know.
I love how honest Wilbur is in their songs.
I wish him well on his journey
this was my favourite song.
This song just makes me want to cry, and the way you can hear the pain in his voice as time goes on...
so glad this song + wil are getting recognized, he deserves it
the meaning of the song-
*feeling dejected and insecure because of being a bad lover. He treated the girl he loved very poorly. Despite how How he feels for her, and feels Guilty because she ignored the signs from her sister that he was going to hurt her.*
in all honesty, Wilbur's and Lovejoy's songs are so underrated
There is so much emotion and messaging in all these songs in the album, this is why I love his music, it truly speaks.
All the songs on this album give you a strange calming sense of peace and relaxation yet a twisting sadness and almost guilt..,
Some of the lyrics are extremely relatable
honestly Saline Solution, Your sister was right and jubilee line are all number one for me I cant decide which one is best its a hard choice
i’m
in
the
same
situation
as
you
with
that
holy
shit-
Am I the only one who listens to this like 100+ times?
To think this guy who makes me laugh in his videos feels this way. I just.. idk dude I feel bad.
still feeling bad?
The “ i dont deserve you you deserve the world” i rlly love that
You are not a problem. Stop saying you are. You are a solution for so many people.
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Edit 2: My thoughts on this have changed... a lot. Lots of self-reflection of my own. I'm leaving this here for Will and everyone else. One day, maybe Shelby can be in this as well. Idk.
I'm learning to forgive myself and change. I will do the same for others. I don't think Will is the "abuser" that is claimed of him.
He made mistakes, but he can change. And I think he is changing (though, I have no proof).
Stop punishing yourself. It won't change anything. You've suffered enough. Try to keep climbing. You can't change if you're gone.
.........
try Heyuri if you want to feel better.